Is there a way to truly measure one's happiness and
joy in this life? Do we weight it upon a scale or use
some alcarhythm to determine it's value? These are just
a couple of the questions i have.
For with me, there would be nothing to weigh nor even
measure, because all i have is pain and loneliness in
this life. Not being able to wrap my arms around the
one i love at night while we sleep.
Every one keeps saying unto me, don't worry because
you will find love and happiness. Yet all i seem to
come across is more sorrow and heart aches as i go
and continue on in life all alone.
Maybe the master of destiny has seen fit for me to
only live out life as a nomad. Journeying through this
existence as only a man of words, but never at all,
truly finding the joy i seek out.
What ever the case may be, i just know that all this
loneliness is taking it's toll upon both my mind and
my heart. Wanting so much what everyone else seems to
have in their life, a one true love!!
P.J. (Lil Poet)
1/24/08
2:16am
