Mr Wolfie's blog: "my dark days!"

Ok... I wrote this just a moment ago i dont know where it came from.. but all i know is it hurt me to write it and i have only just stopped crying.. yes.. i cried ... this story hurt me far deeper then anything i have writen todate...

Stretching gently I rise to my legs looking around I sniff the air and right away know something is missing, where could she be? Why did she leave me?

I walk to the kitchen and my bowl is empty, why is it empty? Doesn’t she love me anymore? Where is my mistress???

Walking through to the lounge room I see a note walking slowly to it I peer at it curiously but I can’t read human words, what does it say? Why is it here? What’s going on!!!

Getting worried, I walk through the hall to the stairs peering up I see the gate is open, she never leaves the gate open, I’m not allowed up there... but I am frightened... Did I do something wrong?

I slowly walk up the stairs frightened that I will hear her yell but hoping I do hear it.

I reach the gate and I smell something new, something terrible... Blood... My fur rises and my ears peek listening for the slightest noise, nothing... I move into the hall, I have never been here everything smells strange and new I fight my excitement as my fear rises once more... where is she? Why would she leave me?

The smell is getting stronger, what has happened? Please don’t be there...

I step to an open door and sniffing, nothing... i enter and the room is empty but the gingling of chains and straps, where are you mistress? What have I done to make you leave me?

I move slowly to the next room sniffing, Nothing another empty room this one has a cadge in the centre... My legs won’t move! I need Mistress! Where are you?

I force my legs to move as I walk to the last door the smell of blood filling the air heavy and wet, a low growl comes from my lips followed by a tiny whimper.

I enter the room looking all over but... nothing! There is blood everywhere! Where is she? Oh gods no... How could I let this happen? How could I have let someone come in and take her!

I howl loudly my rage and fear bubbling over as my legs fail me and I fall to the ground in a heap, I failed her! I know I did... I need her! I need my mistress! NOW...

Rising to my feet I walk into the bathroom and freeze... no... Gods no...

I fall to the ground whimpering at the prone body of my mistress...

I lick at her cheek but she will not wake, I nuzzle her hand as she likes me to it opens and a bloody razer falls to the floor, why won’t she move? Why won’t she wake?

I lie next to her and snuggle against her cold body... I must keep her warm... I must protect her!

I fall asleep next to her.

I must protect my mistress, I must stay with her always... I... I will not fail her again...

End.

N.Wolfe 28/08/2009