Over 16,529,250 people are on fubar.
What are you waiting for?

I am Nathanial.

Well Hello there, Long time no talk huh... well that’s not true you have not had the pleasure of meeting me. I am Nathanial, I don’t like this term but one has to use what one has been given... I am Wolfie’s alt his other personality if you must, I am darker then he is that’s for sure... I don’t really care about you or what you think of what I’m writing I am just bored! He chooses the wrong times to let me out of my cage... always when his dear friends are offline so I cannot talk to them and see how their insides tick. He doesn’t like talking about me but I hear everything he does and I see it all too I know you all so well such nice little toys to play with but no... No he just wants to be gentle with you all for fear of braking you... what a waste, he has so much potential for dark and hatful acts but controls himself more then I would ever do. I’m rambling I know but what else is there to do? My past is everywhere memories of fire and screams that fill my heart with joy and peace. I wonder why do people think I don’t really exist? I mean I am here I feel Wolfie inside my mind whispering to me... holding the chain around my neck so that I don’t bite someone he loves... no one can chain me! Yet him and his foul spells and incantations. There is one soul I have met that reminds me of a girl I once owned a long long time ago... she was sweet and so innocent, and so is this soul it holds me back makes me unable to hurt her, very few can do that to me and although I don’t like it I don’t truly mind the feelings she gives me. If you have gotten this far I am not writing a story, whether you believe another soul is writing this or simply Wolfie’s failed mind making him THINK another soul is writing this... that’s completely up to you... but then who is ever truly sure that voice in your head is not actually something far darker hiding in your depths trying to get out! I don’t know why I have not introduced myself a long time ago, I mean I am on his profile as a warning not to piss him off so why then was I not asked to at least come on here and let you all know just what I am and what I can do!... I am more of a master then Wolfie is... at heart he is just a puppy searching for a master that wont tire of him and toss him in the creek in that hessian sack like all the others do. Yes disobey me and you will know why a true wolf is something to fear... there are far more painful punishments in my soul then in his... I’m not sure if I am a true demon. But I do have memories of a place that fits with the stories of hell so forgive me for jumping to a conclusion. I love to make pain; I guess I am a masochist then huh? Hmmm most likely but still a little pleasure is fun too yes! OH yes I can be really nice but the question you should keep in your mind is... am I just lulling you into a false sense of security? Only to tear out your pretty little heart and eat it while you beg for it back? I shudder in pleasure at that thought... hmmmm I am rather enjoying this... I think I will do this more often! I’m sure a few of you will enjoy reading this and laughing it off as one of Wolfie’s little stories which I also like... he has a wonderful talent to write such beautiful things that conjure up such lovely darkness don’t you think? If you have any questions for me feel free to ask... Wolfie can answer them for me when I am not around I AM a part of him so it’s not hard to whisper into his ear from time to time like he is doing right now! Well now I am going to wonder off for a while and explore some while I can, I will be around all day I think so been a real pleasure I’m sure. N.Wolfe

last post
14 years ago
posts
1
views
952
can view
everyone
can comment
everyone
atom/rss

other blogs by this author

 6 years ago
my dark days!
 8 years ago
Clan Lupin
 12 years ago
going away
 13 years ago
PiSsEd OfF!!!!!
 13 years ago
Short story's
 14 years ago
Loves Lost ((poem))
 14 years ago
My DeviantART
 16 years ago
Mourning
official fubar blogs
 8 years ago
fubar news by babyjesus  
 13 years ago
fubar.com ideas! by babyjesus  
 10 years ago
fubar'd Official Wishli... by SCRAPPER  
 11 years ago
Word of Esix by esixfiddy  

discover blogs on fubar

blog.php' rendered in 0.0423 seconds on machine '6'.