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What a yeah it has been… I have lost good friends and gained so many more awesome friends, lost a guild I loved and put so much of my time and passion into but gained back a guild full of people that understand and care for me.
I can honestly say that the new friends and the old that still care have made this year a bearable one giving me the strength needed to fight back the darkness inside me… and I am more grateful for their friendship than I can ever say.
I have lost the one family that I loved the most but I know she is in a better place and she will be watching over us like she always has.
I have one thing I want to do this new year and that is to Write, to pick up my pen and start writing once more because I know that when I write my darkness hides deep and I feel so free but this blasted block that’s been in my way has pissed me off for too long and I will end its hold over me! So many stories floating in my mind so much wasted opportunities.
One thing I will not try to understand is the silence that some of my older friends have taken with me, even when I make the effort to talk it’s like talking to a robot no warmth or happiness just cold responses and short answers. I have been around a long time and can tell when someone does not really want to talk to me and is just doing it because they have to… soon I will start to simply delete them without any notice because it’s better not to talk then to be treated like some chore that has to be dealt with. Now with that said some of you have a decent excuse and will never be removed ^_^ too much past to even consider that.
My new year’s resolution is a simple one and that is to lose weight…
I love my beautiful goddess Chelsea <3 just want everyone to know that :P
I am sure I am missing something I wanted to talk about but well if I do remember I will add it to my next blog ^_^ any way I am off to play some minecraft :3
