You know something that I have come to realize is that giving advice on Facebook is redundant. No one wants nor needs your input they simply want to whine so that others have to listen to them without proper comment or input in any way other than to agree with them. I suppose it’s not really a new thing to have realized this fact but still there it is.
I have been suffering quite a bit of writers block it is indeed annoying as ever but I am fighting it whole heartedly. But it is a struggle and the depression is an annoyance as well but it’s a normal fight we all must go through in our lives in order to better ourselves for whatever the world has to throw at us. One thing that dose upset me however is that is that people do not seem to want to fight the darkness but actually let it take over and push them down further and further. Ah sometimes I just want to give up and stop wasting my breath with them.
Now let’s see what else do I have, ah yes my friends or what’s left of them seems to be growing smaller each day and the ones that are left not all granted but a small number simply don’t bother to talk it is a shit off and is very sad but this is just something I wanted to get off my chest, it honestly dose upset me greatly but it’s another of life’s wonderful trials to test just how strong one can be ^_^ and I will do all I can to remain as I am and not an emotional wreck, it is hard since though I feel strong I do know that I am emotional just as my GF lol I’m hopeless in the real world offline and sadly a lot of the internet follows me when I shut down this laptop. Even as I write this I am rather upset but I know it’s just another thing I normally keep to myself, a lot of this may very well be adding to my stress and writers block but then life itself holds many stresses that I for many reasons will not go into. I think this should be enough if you have any questions please feel free to comment, however if you have any arguments or disagreement about this blog then feel free to contact my complaints department on 1800-I-don’t-care. And follow the prompts.
Your date of conception was on or about 18 June 1982 which was a Friday.
You were born on a Friday
under the astrological sign Pisces.
Your Life path number is 8.
Your fortune cookie reads:
You will inherit some money or a small piece of land.
Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path number 6.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 7 & 9.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2445404.5.
The golden number for 1983 is 8.
The epact number for 1983 is 16.
The year 1983 was not a leap year.
Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/13/1983 and ending 2/1/1984.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Pig.
Your Native American Zodiac sign is Wolf; your plant is Plantain.
You were born in the Egyptian month of Pachons, the first month of the season of Shomu (Harvest).
Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 27 AdarI 5743.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 28 AdarI 5743.
The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.9.14.0 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 9 tun 14 uinal 0 kin
The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Friday, 26 Jumadiyu'l-Avval 1403 (1403-5-26).
The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 3 April 1983.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 8 May 1983.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 16 February 1983.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 22 May 1983.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 29 May 1983.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Thursday, 8 September 1983.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 29 March 1983.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 15 February 1983.
As of 3/10/2012 9:09:00 PM EST
You are 28 years old.
You are 348 months old.
You are 1,513 weeks old.
You are 10,592 days old.
You are 254,229 hours old.
You are 15,253,749 minutes old.
You are 915,224,940 seconds old.
Celebrities who share your birthday:
Thora Birch (1982) | LeToya Luckett (1981) | Benji and Joel Madden (1979) |
Douglas Adams (1952) | Bobby McFerrin (1950) | Charles W. Swan (1942) |
Sam Donaldson (1934) | Rupert Murdoch (1931) | Ralph Abernathy (1926) |
Lawrence Welk (1903) |
Top songs of 1983
Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 4.14559686888454 years old. (You're still chasing cats!)
Your lucky day is Thursday.
Your lucky number is 3 & 7.
Your ruling planet(s) is Jupiter & Neptune.
Your lucky dates are 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th.
Your opposition sign is Virgo.
Your opposition number(s) is 5.
Today is not one of your lucky days!
There are 1 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 29 candles.
Those 29 candles produce 29 BTUs,
or 7,308 calories of heat (that's only 7.3080 food Calories!) .
You can boil 3.31 US ounces of water with that many candles.
In 1983 there were approximately 3.6 million births in the US.
In 1983 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1983 in the US there were 2,444,000 marriages (10.5%) and 1,179,000 divorces (5%)
In 1983 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.
In 1983 the population of Australia was approximately 15,483,496.
In 1983 there were approximately 242,570 births in Australia.
In 1983 in Australia there were approximately 114,860 marriages and 43,525 divorces.
In 1983 in Australia there were approximately 110,084 deaths.
Your birth flower is DAFFODIL
Your birthstone is Aquamarine
The Mystical properties of Aquamarine
Aquamarine is often used to experience love and mercy. It is said to help ease depression and grief.Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Jade, Rock Crystal, Bloodstone
Lime Tree, the DoubtAccepts what life dishes out in a composed way, hates fighting, stress and labour, tends to laziness and idleness, soft and relenting, makes sacrifices for friends, many talents but not tenacious enough to make them blossom, often wailing and complaining, very jealous, loyal.
OK now DO remember i didnt write this people im just posting it becuase it was a good read and also becuase today WAS the day lol... Enjoy.
Borrowed from http://www.abalook.com/journal/2011/1/14/rapture-forecast-to-happen-on-2152011.html also A really good read.
The Rapture is a fairy tail
This is a warning and a call that the secret rapture is a fairy tail and has deluded millions of Christians into a false notion of escapism.
First of all you have to understand that the WORD was given to Hebrew people, not a Jew or a Christian.
So in the world today there are three thoughts / mindsets: the Hebraic Thought, the Judaic Thought and the Christian Thought.
In western thought, the 'heart' is the seat of the emotions, and especially that of love. It is important to realize that in the Hebraic thought, the heart is the seat of the MIND, INTELLECT and WILL.
So western thinking is often misunderstand, so for example scriptural love is not an EMOTION, but an action of obedience.
So when we look at the first five books of the Bible, also called the Torah, we know the TORAH was written to Hebrew people, who spoke the Hebrew language and had a Hebraic culture.
The Torah does not say anything about the rapture, you may remark. Do i think the Torah literally says something about the rapture? NO
However, if you are familiar with the Torah as a prophetic document, you should not be surprised that many actually address this subject in some manner.
In order for this teaching to make sense, we must understand the PROPHETIC NATURE of the TORAH.
The Torah is a shadow of things to come, so for example Paul stated that the stories of the Torah were written for the BENEFIT of the generation upon whom the end of the ages had come! 1 Corinthians 10:1-13
So, there are thematic connections between the Torah and the Book of Revelation.
Are these mere coincidences ?????
The Christian rapture theory says Jesus Christ will return suddenly at any moment and secretly take away the Christians leaving behind everyone else to wonder what happened to them.
I DO NOT KNOW WHERE YOU WOULD FIND A SCRIPTURAL BASIS FOR SUCH DOCTRINE?
It makes a good story line for a novel, but it is not scriptural.
Matthew 24:29-31 * these events could hardly be kept secret, for everyone to see. ETC
2nd did you ever study the origins of the secret rapture theory, which was virtually unheard of and untaught until around 1830, it essential to examine its origins first.
What does Matthew 24:40-41 says, does it really pertain to the rapture? The CONTEXT is one in which we find the judgment of the ungodly.
And Parable Passage (LUKE 17:34-37) the disciples ask where will those who are taken, be taken to?
VERSE 37: a place of judgment/destruction, a place of carcasses and vultures.
Ref. Parable of the weeds & Revelation 19:17
And last but least, the biblical understanding of being TAKEN AWAY? ISAIAH 57:13 40:24, 64:6 EZEKIEL 30:4 33:4 DANIEL 11:12 HOSEA 1:6 ETC
I think I would rather be LEFT BEHIND!
JOHN 14:2
Inside my Father's family there is plenty of room. If this was not the case, I would have told you. I am going to prepare a place just for you.
It is very difficult to understand how a house is able to obtain many mansions. The word mansion does not appear in Greek, and the word HOUSE in Hebrew often means FAMILY.
It is better to translate family in this context.
Our heavenly Father’s family is open to receive any believer of disciple of his son. Proverbs 30:4
He is preparing a place for his disciples what does it mean? You may find the answer on the Internet the PDF 504 Jesus & the false secret rapture or visit saviorministries.nl
The Rapture is a fairy tail, do not be deceived!
May 11, 2011 | malakh1960
So I have been sitting here all day since 8am and thinking... and trying not to think but failing and thinking anyway... and I don’t have any answers, all that time and nothing to show for it! What question you may ask? Well I don’t know that either. Wish I did though, it would help me out a great deal to know just why I am feeling the way I am. Sure I have problems that I am trying to deal with at the moment, issues and other deeper seeded things that I cannot say, so no asking please. We all have our issues I will submit to that reasoning but still one cannot be expected to drop everything just so that they can tend to your needs or whims! We are only human... and as Human’s we are subject to faults in life, reasoning & everything else in between!
As I sit here I ponder on my friends both new and old, my love, my life, my goals... and still no answers to be had... though with some of these things I seek no answer merely a reason. I have a feeling of dread, at first I thought it was due to the medication I am on for depression but it’s not that so I don’t know what it is coming from or why I am having it at this moment with all these thoughts running rampant through my mind! As if I need one more thing to add to the growing number of stressors in my mind at the moment. But this is what life dose to you; it gives you obstacles to get over in order to find that which you are looking for! So I ask myself why I even bother to look at all. Why not just quit and say “Enough!!”? Again... I don’t know. Just another thing to add to my growing Delamere I seem to have grown.
Sometimes I wish I could shut out all the noise and foolish lies people use to excel themselves into this life so that they may feel better about themselves just so they need not worry about the feelings of those they are trampling on. Random thought that one... lol... I used to view life as one big joke but now I know there is no punch line, no end to this skit... it is just one long road to nowhere. I seem to ramble when I’m tired.... I do hate waking up early and needing to think about such complex and compelling things as I have... it is bad for the digestion.
Ah but now I have wondered from my train of thought which by the way is all over the place unless you hadn’t noticed... laugh, smile, joke.... for this sadness is but another chapter in the story of the Grey wolf. Linger not on the pain you read, nor on the hurt and sadness. But instead see the virtue in this knowledge and understand that while you may not understand how my mind is working do understand this is a warning to you. A warning to enjoy what little you have, lavish what little you can and lust with a passion unleashed! For tomorrow is a new day and each new day leads to another until the flames of your eternal clock finally run down and your world turns to silver glass ^_^ Ponder on your time spent reading this, but blame only yourself for sitting there and reading all that I have typed to you. For it was not my doing in forcing you to sit here and read it all now was it? You could have stopped ages ago... but I am glad you read this... perhaps you will find it helpful in some strange way or some destined bit of luck what you read may actually save you one day... for with knowledge come pre-thought.
And with that this is your friendly Fubar Stalker Twisted Wolfie saying... Luck in the shadows & in the light. May you triumph in death!
Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those people on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word 'refrigeration' mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said , 'How about going to lunch in a half hour?' She would gas up and stammer, 'I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, It looks like rain' And my personal favorite: 'It's Monday.' She died a few years ago. We never did have lunch together. Because People cram so much into their lives, we tend to schedule our headaches.. We live on a sparse diet of promises we make to ourselves when all the conditions are perfect! We'll go back and visit the grandparents when we get Steve toilet-trained. We'll entertain when we replace the living-room carpet. We'll go on a second honeymoon when we get two more kids out of college. Life has a way of accelerating as we get older. The days get shorter, and the list of promises to ourselves gets longer. One morning, we awaken, and all we have to show for our lives is a litany of 'I'm going to,' 'I plan on,' and 'Someday, when things are settled down a bit.' When anyone calls my 'seize the moment' friend, she is open to adventure and available for trips. She keeps an open mind on new ideas. Her enthusiasm for life is contagious.. You talk with her for five minutes, and you're ready to trade your bad feet for a pair of Rollerblades and skip an elevator for a bungee cord. My lips have not touched ice cream in 10 years. I love ice cream. It's just that I might as well apply it directly to my stomach with a spatula and eliminate the digestive process. The other day, I stopped the car and bought a triple-decker. If my car had hit an iceberg on the way home, I would have died happy. Now..go on and have a nice day. Do something you WANT to...not something on your SHOULD DO list. If you were going to die soon and had only one phone call you could make, who would you call and what would you say? ;And why are you waiting? Make sure you read this to the end; you will understand why I sent this to you. Have you ever watched kids playing on a merry go round or listened to the rain lapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight or gazed at the sun into the fading night? Do you run through each day on the fly? When you ask 'How are you?' Do you hear the reply? When the day is done, do you lie in your bed with the next hundred chores running through your head? Ever told your child, 'We'll do it tomorrow.' And in your haste, not see her sorrow? Ever lost touch? Let a good friendship die? Just call to say 'Hi'? When you worry and hurry through your day, it is like an unopened gift.....Thrown away.... Life is not a race. Take it slower. Hear the music before the song is over. Show your friends how much you care. 'Life may not be the party we hoped for... but while we are here we might as well dance!'