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Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket Fuck this life I just can’t stand the shit I have to put up with if it’s not one thing it’s another! All I want to do is write a FUCKIG poem but can I???? Huh???? No……NO!!!! My head is soo filled with shit that I can get it onto the right path so that I can write it! Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket I’m just so fucking pissed off right now and I don’t want to calm down I just want to kill something! Anything!........... Just feel the flesh tear from the bone! To taste the tang of blood on my lips! Gods I haven’t felt this hot since I tried to jump off a cliff just down the street from my house!!! Now that was invigorating!!! But childish! Only the strong can live till there time is up in this world! Sadly only the week willed chose suicide! And I am not week willed! And never will be! I sit here and I listen to peoples problems and I have to smile and say everything is going to be ok……. Well its not! We are all going to die and we are going to rot in the earth for years until they run out of room and dig you up and throw you on someone’s compost! Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket Gods know I’m not a dark person at heart but my blood runs black deep down inside me! And one day it wills all com out, all my deeds and pain and death!...... and when that day comes all will know the mane of wolfie! I will kill the weak and the sick! The dirty and the cold! I will rid the world of the pain and cancer that is life!....... Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket I want to cry…..but my eyes no longer can! I want to see her face once more! Want to feel hear skin against mine! FUCKING SOUL FUCKING LIFE!!!!!! GODS JUST FUCKING KILL ME NOW THIS IS SOO FUCKING HARD! I JUST CAN’T DO IT! WHY IS IT ALL SO HARD????? TELL ME!!!! FOR FUCK SAKE JUST TELL MEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket WHY MUST I SIT HERE AND HAVE MY HEAD POUND BEACOUSE I CANT THINK OF ONE THING TO WRITE!!!!!!! WHY MUST I BE SUBJECTED TO THIS HELL WHEN ALL I WANT TO DO IS WRITE MY PAIN AND MY LOVE DOWN! YET WHEN I TRY MY FINGERS JUST WONT DO IT! WHY NOT????? TELL ME NOW!!!!!!! I love you is the hardest thing to say! That’s fucking bullshit! Saying it is easy! I say it every day! But meaning it is the hardest thing in this world!!!!! And one day I realized that all my life I have been saying this and not one have I meant it!!! Not until I met Suzan!... and now my head and my body hurt with thoughts and doubts about my life!.... I know I will be with her one day…… but being so apart is so very hard for me!!!!!!.......... Ok that’s it for today I’m too pissed to go on! If you see me again then tonight I didn’t do anything!.... Goodnight my friends! Goodnight my love! Fuck you everyone else!
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