Mr Wolfie's blog: "my dark days!"

Last night I posted I felt strangely alone and that is true specially this time of year, for those that don't know I am in a long distance relationship so times like this are hard for me. Time for friends and family to be together and celebrate being together and happy, times like this hurts me because I am alone here Without her close to me and even though I feel like this I am so happy to be able to call her my girlfriend, she means so much to me and keeps my darker side locked away. I'm sitting in a park as I write this and I am alone, I make friends on the Internet easy but out here I honestly can not stand people, I watch them walk by and I don't know why but my dark thoughts just surface and it is sometimes frightening even to me yet I would never hurt someone knowingly I just can't do that it holds no fun for me. I do t know why I brought that up lol I havesp much to do and so much to think about that my mind is full to bursting with all this crap. Meh. I don't know if I will post this but even as I right this I know I will post it lol I'm so hypocritical some times. Bah humbug.