Whats a guy to do when he is so sad he cant even cry? When motivation to succeed with life and love dies. I just want you to love me again like you once had. I hope you shall find the strength and determinatin to set things right. Before your gone. I fear I will disappear into a haze. Where getting out of bed is a chore. I dont want to cry when I look at our kids. I dont want to cry as you drive away. As I look through photos of memories we share I wonder what will be when your gone.