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Sooooooo
sooooo i've been feeling a great deal of feelings... i've been... sad.... angry.. lonely... and just when i thought i couldn't feel any worse then i do... i am feeling overwhelmed... life just seems to be one big hole and i am at the bottom and can't see the top or a way out of it... what a way to start off 2009 ... so lots of drama happened at the start of the year... and now cuz of events... i am feeling very much so alone.. i know i am not alone.. BUT i refuse to confide in anyone around me.. as a result of it all............ but ya thats just me today

New House!!!!
Okay so I have recently purchased a new house that has an in ground pool as well as a hot tub. I have heard that salt water pools are becoming the "in" thing, and that it's ALOT easier to maintain. So I guess that my question is, if anyone has any idea how to convert a chlorine pool into a salt water pool? Any help would be sooo GREATLY appreciated!!

*hearts N' Roses"
JUST WISHING YOU ALL A HAPPY VALENTINES DAY...IF I COULD,I'D SEND YOU ALL A DOZEN ROSES...BUT HERE'S A *BIIIGGG CYBER HUG* FOR YA' N' I HOPE ALL YOUR HEART'S DESIRES ARE GRANTED...MMMMWAH!!!!!!!

Fantasies
They met at one of the hottest clubs in town. Their eyes had locked the moment she'd walked into the room and they'd spent the last few hours grind against each other on the dance floor in rhythm to the latest hit singles Now they had made their way to her hotel. She was only in town for the two nights and they didn't want to waste a single minute. The entire ride there was a blur of steamy windows, light moans,and passionate kisses. Pressed against the wall of the elevator his hands roamed the length of her body wrapped in that thin, and very short, red dress and her her lips traced the contours of his neck. She lead him down the dim hall and into her suite. Once inside he pushed her against the wall, an almost feral growl escaping his lips, and as she gasp in both pleasure and surprise he kissed her deeply, his hands caressing her breasts. His lips traveled across her throat, as his hands slipped up her dress and slipped her panties off in one swift movement. Her breath h

Confused As Usual
What's my problem? I have been married 16 years and very stable in my marriage. I don't have to worry about cheating and other things that destroy marriages. But my heart is hurting for the "What we used to have" feelings. Does that make me pathetic?

Having To Let Go, To Start Over!!
I can say that its different when you meet sumone you really dont know about when in cums to the internet. well i can say i met sum nice and very understanding people, even my ex wife. yeah i know i've been through alot in life, just having to let that extra baggage go so i can feel lighter and stronger. real now alot is so better and i can step out and not step backwards now having to move forward knowing i have thoughts or feeling of what i left behide. Starting over is a rough task and i know if anyone has the will power, then staring over is'nt a hard task. i just know i had my share of misunderstandings and i want to start over knowing i have that MoJo. people know and understand the meaning of whats rite and whats wrong. Focus people.... well hey everyone! i just moved to the Marietta area. just doing what i have to do here and still try to make sum nice friends here and still do what i do. the area here is much different than Nebraska. but i can get use to this in no time. So h

Midnight Tribulations
Doesn't anyone believe in monogamy anymore? am so tired of the b/s people put out there. if you want to be my friend then be just that. don't pretend to be anything else. there are enough fake people out there..trust me..i've met a good deal of 'em. and no i'm not looking for a man to make my life better. all relationships do is screw your life up because no one can accept you for who you are no matter how much they claim to. so don't believe that your compliments are precious to me because they are just empty words given by someone who's just a picture one a screen. to those select few who have my number...thankyou for the messages but really...who are you kidding? i wasn't born yesterday so am not interested in your "wishing you were here" crap. i've been around the block a few times and you are no different. my heart is not available for giving. it is forever broken beyond repair with scars both inside and out from those previous to have it. so i'm done...

Leaving
It seems Fubar is just a place for people to pimp themselves out for rates ,points, blings, auto 11's, pay me if you wanna see NSFW and all that. I'm not really into all that. I would rather talk to people and get to know them. I mean sure I wanna see your NSFW (I'm a typical guy) but I'm not gonna pay. Too many free sites for that.LOL. It cracks me up when people say "Rate/Fan/Crush me I'll return the love" Most never do. I guess I just joined for the wrong reasons. Fubar is advertized as the Myspace for grown up's but with all the little games and everything it doesn't seem very grown up at all. To my real friends and people I have talked to recently if you would like to keep in touch my email is buddha420sj@yahoo.com. Feel free to drop me a line.

Damn Woman Driners!
This morning on the Interstate, I looked over to my left and there was a Woman In a brand new Cadillac Doing 65 mph With her Face up next to her Rear view mirror Putting on her eyeliner. I looked away For a couple seconds ! And when I looked back she was Halfway over in my lane, Still working on that makeup. As a man, I don't scare easily. But she scared me so much; I dropped My electric shaver , Which knocked The donut Out of my other hand. In all The confusion of trying To straighten out the car Using my knees against The steering wheel, it knocked my cell phone away from my ear which fell into the coffee between my legs, splashed, and burned Big Jim and the Twins, ruined the damn phone, Soaked my trousers, and disconnected an important call. > Damn women drivers!!

Who I Am
So untouched, no one there Alone, none are here Unloved and unwanted I wander the land of the forgotten People see through me as if I’m not there They run into me, and wonders “Was something here?” I come and go, as I please No one knows that I exist but me I walk from place to place, making no sound Wishing that I would be found Darkness hides me, light shines around me The pain is there and lets me be The blade is sharp and skin is not pure Red stains the skin, as the world goes blurry with a tear There is the pain, joyous and pure The light fades and the pain goes away The day ends and starts anew The new day, new start, new thought Does the pain come to release me again today? Or Is there someone there that sees me?

F*ck Yea, New Job!
So I was told about this job downtown that drives elderly people to wherever they want to go. I figured what the hell I'll see what it's about. I went there and waited almost 2hrs for an interview and after finally getting called in the guy hired me on the spot. Although it is still a driving and delivery job (so to speak) I do not have to use my own car, I don't have to pay for the gas, and it pay double what I was making at my old job. As an added bouns I will get 40+ hrs a wk instead of the 20 I was getting. I will be able to have a house by the end of summer! F*ck Yea!

People #2
I can understand where dolphinattack is coming from when she says that it's hard for people to be your friend and to act like one. I didn't post a picture of myself because I wanted to see how many true friends I could get without one. My thoughts were very correct!!!!!! Nobody wants to be a true friend without a real photo of yourself. So I will be deleting my account here and moving on to where the "REAL" friends are. I am just sorry that people still judge another by their appearance and not by what comes from within. I feel like it's your loss for not getting to know me for the person that I really am.

Thick N' Sassy
I have been a full figured woman all my life, thus being a full figured has not been an adaptation for me but a away of life. However, there are women out there who are new to being full figured and feel they are fat, overweight, unhealthy, and just plain detestable. This is where low self-esteem starts to settle in and the love for one's self starts walking out the door. We as women speak of giving unconditional love to our men, our children, our families and our friends however we do not know how to begin to give that same unconditional love to ourselves. As women we are taught to be strong and never let anything effect us. This may be the case in public but when we go home all gloves come off. We are depressed and the love for our selves is just not there. We criticize ourselves and put ourselves down and talk about all the changes we want to make to ourselves without truly knowing who we are in order to make these neccessary changes. Now I ask, how can you fix something wh

My Sex 411
What is it that you absolutely need sexually? To Get off What is something you have always wanted to try? Sex on the beach What is something you have never done in bed before? Being on top What time of day do you like to have sex? doesn't matter any time What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? just holding me How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? not long at all lol If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? Nervous Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? No Have you ever faked an orgasm? I don't think so What Part of your body are you self-conscious about? my stomach Do you have any sexual regrets? yes but lets not go there If a lover cheated on you would you take them back? Hell No How Important is sex in your life? I have needs How Important is love in your life? Very important What is the biggest figh

The Fubar Experience
So I'm still kinda new to Fubar and still figuring all this stuff out. So far, I like it, and I'm sure I'll like it more as I figure all this stuff out. I'll admit I was expecting something like other social networks, but it's been much different. I've already got a few FuFriends and looking for more.

A New Start
I am an OTR ( truck Driver) and while I have been out here on the road these past 6 weeks, I have been doing a lot of thinking about life and how I have let a lot of things get to me that I shouldn’t have. Be it work, not finding that special someone or some other stupid BS. While I have been out I have done a lot of thinking and in my own way followed the ways of my fore fathers the Cherokee Indians and have taken my own type of spirit quest, and have learned a lot about myself in doing so. I have decided to keep everything up and running and not give up so easy just because life may knock me down. I have made peace with myself and have found that I need to slow down and take the time to get to know the people in my life better and enjoy life. To anyone that my last blog may have upset or offended I am sorry I was in a bad place when I posted it. I had walked up to the edge of the dark side and was about to cross over, as I stode there looking into the darkness my eyes was open

The Art Of Focus
Many of us are sensitive to energy, so we make our homes a sanctuary and only leave when we have fully prepared ourselves. We may use gemstones, essential oil, or talismans, or perhaps we call on our angels or surround ourselves in a bubble of light. But we should be conscious of what we are seeking to accomplish. It is important to remember that if we want to shield ourselves, we might inadvertently keep out the good that is coming our way. All of our tools can be helpful if we use them wisely and keep ourselves engaged in all the world has to offer. If we instead seek to filter distractions, than we can be like prospectors panning for gold. We learn to filter when we are children as we learn about the world around us. At first every leaf on the ground is a reason to stop and investigate. But as we learn where to focus our attention, the rest becomes background. We don't cut ourselves off from the world, we merely shift our focus. As humans, we don't always know what is good f

O My Love
O My Love, what is the use living without YOU In the flowers and the buds and in the streets of my dreams There is nothing without you What is it to live without YOU! O My Love, what is it to live without YOU, What is it to live without YOU!! Dunno how, and what time and when , did someone make this special place in the heart Have lost everything of mine, in the madness of this mad heart, In the madness The stories of this heart The stories of the this heart I know and YOU know, No one else will ever know them What is it to live without YOU! O My Love.... Every beat of my heart is thisty for YOU, In my breath it's all Your frangrence, from this earth till that sky, In my eyes it's YOU and only YOU, Wish this love never ends, Wish this love never ends, Wish YOU never be angry with me, What is it to live without YOU! O My Love..... My night and my days are so lonely without YOU, My life is like burning drops, all my dreams are like blown off candles, Witho

Shooting
End of the Stand Off 11:30pm As the tear gas was getting ready to be deployed, a phone call was made. A man, name still unknown, was barricaded inside his home. Police talked to the man for 15 minutes. Finally talking him out of the house. It all started around 7pm est. Police were about to serve a arrest warrant. When they approached the mans door they were greeted with a shotgun. Police pulled back and shots were fired. In the exchange of gunfire one officer was wounded. The suspect was not hit. Police surrounded the house and a land line was set up directly to the house. Several phone calls were made to try and talk the suspect out. Finnally at 11pm when the tear gas was ready for use. They decide to call one more time. After this time the suspect walked out without his gun. Then he lied face down in the snow while police cuffed the man. At this time it is also not know what the warrant was for. Shooting 1-14-09 Mt. Pleasant, Mi. There's a standoff

Kandie Man
Ive been called the kandie man they all say that cause that's what i am sweet as honey i get their monkey the cookie munster it seems to be me its when i work my tongue they have wet dreams so take me put me in your pocket save me for a rainy day pull me out and unwrap me when you want to play because i taste like sugar but still I'm man i melt in your mouth baby not in your hand yeah im the kandie man night magik luv and yule never get enough so let me rub your butt i touched your spirit and maybe your heart one thing is for certain your legs will always cum apart when i bite your neck and lick your ears ill make your fears disappear nibble your nipples and caress your body hit the magik spots that make you hot breath deep on your pussy lick it stick it trick it dream of me is all yule do when we get through wake up in the night with a smile in your eyes and me between your thighs got you hypnotized you don't have to call me daddy or even

Luv's Words
What's up ladies in the Elizabethtown, KY area? My name is James...and I'm just trying to find a hottie for some 1 on 1 no strings attached action. Unfortunately not looking for a relationship just haven't been layed in 2 years and I'm horny!!! Hit me back if there's any interest!!!

Broken
the other day i went to get my rings out of my lock box wich was laying on the end of my desk...i havent really messed with it...well when i went over there to get in it..i picked it up by the handle and and it was open someone had broke the latch off and gotten in to it.....so when i went to look and see what was taken....i saw that all my jewlery was gone rings and necklace's and pocket watches...didnt know who took it and i dont know when it was taken...all i knew was at that moment...is that i have a heart and it broke...things i cant replace are gone things ppl gave me are gone...hell the part i dont understand is why take that stuff wich isnt worth anything....and leave my muscle relaxers for my arm wich are worth almost 30 dollars a pill..just wondering why and i cant answer that hurts alot killing me really.....

Please Don't Hurt Me...
So, I come to find out, after having rated several pictures, that anything less than a 9 is looked down upon and anything less than an 8 is insulting. I apologize to anyone that may have taken offence from my ratings, as I consider anything above a 5 attractive and anything above a 4 average or just not my type. Again, sorry to anyone who may have misconstrued my ratings before I understood how they work here.

Pussy Monster
I was one of those people at one point who said I would never do it until I tried it for the first time. Something came over me and ignited my mind to know more. I came to realize I LOVE THAT SHIT LMAO..!! maybe its something about the way a woman taste or the look on her face as you bring her to the point of climax maybe its the moaning I love to hear or how I go slow in circles until you cream..whatever it may be I cant stop and wont stop even when u go limp and grab on the sheets I think its the way the woman grabs me as I enter her after I get done tasting her beauty and look in her eyes... Either way it go I love doing.. what I do to please the beautiful women of this earth. I think its really the way I suck on the clit and press my tongue against the walls while grabbing her ass. Maybe Im to good but I know once you had me you wont be dissappointed.Im not nasty.. but I wil do anything to please women and ( YOU ) who is reading this rite now. These are more than words this is real

Some Interesting Facts
Some Interesting Facts The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the 1500s: Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children. Last of all=2 0the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the Bath water. Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, so all the cats an

Feng Shui
Feng Shui There's some mighty fine advice in these words. The Lotus Touts: ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it. FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN! .

Hotjhen
see my pic here http://www.mylot.com/w/image/2148445.aspx add me in my msn if you want to chat with me at(fuzzfuzzsan@yahoo.com)id.thanks One word that describes me "Dreamer", because I really dream all the time. I daydream about the past, the present, things I want to accomplish-all kinds of things. I can just totally zone out for ages and not even realize it. The way I look, people always think I'm some kind of a wild child who parties a lot. But Im not like that. There are parties, but often I just stay home and read. When I'm drinking with my friends, I just want to enjoy the evening and the company. I hate it when guys come up and say "Excuse me, can I be your friend?" It sound rehearsed, some- thing you'd use in a school playground! And what so special about me that you must be my "friend"? There are really much better places and more suitable occasions to get to know a gal than at a club. If there anything about people which angers me most it is dishonesty! Ive been

That's Random
What are these words, ideas, images, or dreams that just *POP* into my mind. Sick, crazy, fun and most unimaginable. Why are chocolate rabbits made on Easter? I get the chocolate, and rabbits are for breeding. Chocolate is an aphrodiciac (sp) so I suppose a chocolate rabbit would put anyone in the mood. If that is the case wouldn't that be a better gift on Valentines day than red roses?

Sexiness
get down on you knees take my cock in your hands let me know you're my nasty little girl rub it on your face worship it tell me how much you love it let me know your my nasty little girl run your tongue up and down it take it in your mouth let me know your my nasty little girl tell me how much you love it how all your holes are open for me let me know your my nasty little slut lie on the bed legs in the air show me me know your my nasty little slut beg me for it plead for my cock tell me you're my little slut take my cock deep inside you prove to me you're my little slut Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippe

Dragons
Many people have simply said, "Dragons are mythical, henceforth, they are not real." Well, knights were in mythological stories, as were princesses. Are they not real? True, we have proof of their existance, but do we not have proof of dragon existance? This is what I will be trying to discover: Are the "mythological" dragons real? If so, which ones? What would they look like? Eastern Dragons Let us review the external appearance of the Chinese dragon: thin, long body with four legs, over sized head, and no wings. Flying is out of the question. There have been no creatures proven in science that could fly without wings or wing-like structures. The legs and talons are also out of proportion, but, if enlarged, can make a plausible serpent. Pretty much, the Chinese and Asian dragons can exist, but not as we believe them to. They would be a little more like snakes with legs. All right, people have argued this: Chinese dragons could be filled with a gas that makes them "float", and t

Myself
Just wanted to let those who had contacted me that Im ok. Just had a lot going on in my life and had to take a break from everything...things r still rocky but getting better with time...thanks to my true friends that stuck by me...ppl just b careful who u trust cause they may not b who they seem to b...have a good day..

Speak Of Love
Speak of Love Speak of love in whispers, or with a louder voice Pressed in between the sighs and moans, as if you really had a choice Shared in unknown languages, a distant foreign tongue Said in ways of urgency, with syllables that stun Speak of love in darkened rooms, we’re renting by the hour The ones with tarnished furnishings that diminish not the power From your lips they tumble forth, and linger on the air An age old tired mantra, a hope, a trust, a prayer Speak of love in simple terms, untangle all the wires Pull out your can of gasoline and feed the dying fires Pump coins into the meter, so time is on our side Fill the tank with something else, instead of tears you cried Speak of love with honesty, move into the light Try a different angle, instead of left or right Use unspoken gestures, or motion with your hand Take the leap, step off the cliff, you know I’ll understand. Copyright 2009 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

Funny
One of my secret past times is being a nudist. I look on several newsgroups and such to research locations. What I find is funny is how these places are filled with guys showing off the fact they have dicks smaller then mine most times. very few women are on these boards , I guess they do not care to see out of shape guys without cocks

Let The Kids Ride
Big Brother has gone too far on this one. The OHV community is already hurting from the economy, now they cant sell youth equipment. Quality manufacturers like Honda, Kawasaki, Suzuki, and Yamaha are being hurt...and so is the sport. http://www.motoxposure.com/tv/video/letthekidsride.htm Support your OHV community and keep safe motorcycles and atv's available for the younger generation. Send a letter to Congress by click on the link below and filling out the information! http://www.tomself.com/

Oi
Birthday Calculator 18 May 1982 Your date of conception was on or about 25 August 1981 which was a Tuesday. You were born on a Tuesday under the astrological sign Taurus. Your Life path number is 7. Your fortune cookie reads: None of the secrets of success will work unless you do. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 4 & 22. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 3, 6, 8 & 11. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2445107.5. The golden number for 1982 is 7. The epact number for 1982 is 5. The year 1982 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/25/1982 and ending 2/12/1983. You were born in the Chinese year of the Dog. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Beaver; your plant is Wild Clover. You

Spring Fever
I have it! Spring fever is the name for a temporary mood typically characterized by a state of low energy and weariness experienced by many people in springtime. It is not in the category of a diagnosed illness, but rather a phenomenon thought to be initiated by a change in the season. [edit] Symptoms In the northern hemisphere the symptoms usually arise from mid-March to mid-April, and depending on the person may be more or less pronounced. Weariness (despite an adequate amount of sleep), sensitivity to changes in the weather, dizziness, irritability, headaches, and sometimes aching joints and a lack of drive are the most common. [edit] Causes Although the causes of spring fever have not yet been fully resolved[1], hormone balance may play a role. According to this theory the body’s reserves of the “happiness hormone” serotonin, whose production depends on daylight, become exhausted over the winter, making it especially easy for the “sleep hormone” melatonin to have

Women
so my buddy and his girlfriend... Two of the first people I met after moving to California, I would say I had a lot of respect for them. Until, she told me that she wanted me... Can you say JERRY? lol, well she said it was ok with her boyfriend to do some crazy things to me... Number one. I dont have sex anymore, at least not til I'm married to that person. Number two. I dont think that would be very appropriate... what do you fu friends say? Thx all! much luv! Trent

Stay In Touch?
Ok, so as most ppl know I deleted my account and then came back. Well, I still don't care for it so I'm leaving again. Now that I tried it twice I know I'm not missing anything. It's not for everybody. You may love it, and that's fine. We're all different. But that's not the point of this blog. The point is, if you want to stay in touch hit me up with an email on here!!

Cousin??
Well her distant uncle was coming over to spend time and this would be the first time she had met him in person. She had seen pictures and thought he was hot looking for an older guy. He arrived and came through the door; Kiersten was wearing a short skirt and thong with a loose blouse and no bra. She wanted to see if she could get a rise out of him. He still looked hot and she gave him a very tight close hug. He hugged her back tight, their crotches almost grinding into each other. Mmmmmmm she thought as she felt his bulge press against her. As they parted his hand slide down her back and quickly caressed her ass. She let her hand brush against his crotch, feeling it jump to her touch. As she stood behind her parents, she winked at him as he smiled back, then shot a quick wink back to her. Damnnnnn she thought, I am so hot and want him now. I wish my parents would go out for awhile leaving us alone. She went to her room and found her thong soaked. Damn as she took it off and left it o

The Pier
The pier…. Ashleigh was walking on the pier when she saw a nice ass sticking out. The man was leaning over the rail, just watching the ocean at night. Mmmmmm she thought as she came closer to get a better view. He was hot and their eyes latched onto each other. She smiled and let the wind open her shirt more. She had no bra on and her nipples were getting hard. As she passed by him, her hand brushed against his ass and she glanced back with a wink as she continued out to the end of the pier. It was a warm, moist night and an ocean fog was rolling in, the few remaining people left the pier to get inside, but Ashleigh stayed, hoping the guy would follow. She turned to look and saw the fog had covered the beach and hung there, obscuring her view and any others from where she stood. She heard footsteps and leaned over the rail to look at the ocean, hoping it was the guy and maybe get a feel on her ass. It was him as he brushed his hand across her ass and she looked over at him with anot

Sometimes I Just Wish...
I am not a bed post notcher or anything I just wish I could find a aggressive woman. I like someone who is not afraid to speak her mind take risks or make a bold move. I find that many women feel that if they act themselves or let out of some of their badgirl side that men will judge them or find them to be easy. well ladies for me that is not true. I can get just as turned on from a women sending me hot msg as I can getting the groove on. For me the way you carry yourself is its own brand of sexy so ladies please dont be affraid to just out it out there and let it ride. Hope your smile is big and the laugh not to hard lol!

Rebel "s Den
I cannot believe the way some lounges have acted in the past day. I was given the ultimate choice "ONES LOUNGE OR THE OTHERS"> Not both. I feel that this is childish and I do not like drama. the one who wrote the letter was booted from my list of things to do or my lounges.... long live the Southern Way of LIFE REBEL

The Time Has Come .....poem
its been so long sense i was gone the demons shoved me to the breaking point all the lies all the poisons nothing but pain scratch's down my face this is my prison my immortality the time has come to rome the hell i live in the time has come to break away the time has come to rule the hell im in the demons used to rule me now i rule them the time has come for me not to fear them but them to fear me the time has come....

What Do You Really Want?
After long thoughts and considerations for both sexes, I have come up with some practical ideas for dating. For the most part some men and women believe that attraction by appearance is chemistry, but it is not. It is actually, lust. Yes, I said, lust. But my question is this. How many times during the day does anyone feel this kind of "chemistry" as we call it? Satisfaction is hard to fulfill if the desire is not supported appropriately. Who is the right person for you or for me? There is no such person as Mr. Right or Ms. Right. You have to consider paring up with someone who brings balance to your life. The exchange is 100% to 100%. The 50/50 cliche is unacceptable and presents only half of a person's effort. When last I checked 50% was an F on the grading scale. My thing is this, before you go attaching yourself to someone, consider your intents, motives and overall agenda. Why?, is the question in every case. Remember, chemistry is lust, not a way of expressing actual interest in

This Guy
will I was dating this guy he was in the navy he was really sweet at times and I really did like him but he was a Jew bout small thing (like Newport me drinking and sleeping till noon) so we broke up. but know I wont to get back with him but I don't wanna change my ways so now i don't know what to do

Help Wanted
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Bonus Code
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April, The Hardest Month
what can I say? it's april, the time of month that makes me feel unstable.. taxes, lost memories, tears of sadness, and very little family, lonliness inside, lonliness in my account, taxes to be paid, and thoughts of when I was played.. tax day, tax day, oh I am so stressed, not sure if I can maintain the sanity in my head. I cant pay them to be honest, it was always a struggle, but the truth I now achnowledge.. what have I become? a failure, like all the others said, perhaps some are right, I'm better off dead, but I cope, I hope, and try to keep my head up high, I'm too young to die, to young to givein, I'm only 23, theere is no need for women, at least not now, but it would be nice, but nowhere near ready for a wife, this is very hard in life to go on with no one at my side, and even harder to sit confined in lonliness inside.. sitting on a couch all day, on the computer with false reality I play, I still pray nightly, but I confess my religion has lapsed and Im not feeling blessed,

Whats It All About
oh whoaoh ohi never thought that i would ever love againi might be wrong cos i can feel it happeninga little scared but i am not petrifiedi love forever, i promise to stay by your sideheart broken, my first and never spokeni waited to hear and i gave it a yearso i stopped holding on and then you came alongand then you came alongI'm gonna, I'm I'm I'm gonnaI'll hold you and i love you the best that i canuntil you understand that i need your handand i can't dance alone cos the beat's just too slowthat's just the way love goes,that's just the way love goes (uh uh)i used to think that i would never get to bein love again cos that was the only one for meand now i feel that you have come and saved methis heart of mine awoken by your smileheart broken, my first and never spokeni waited to hear and i gave it a yearso i stopped holding on and then you came alongand then you came along

Working In Housekeeping
yeah so i work in housekeeping and i would like to tell you about the experiance i had in the last week. Well sunday i was striping the rooms of all the dirty linen out of the rooms when i knocked on one rooms door and no answer so i go in to strip it and i walk in on a really hot milf. she was completely naked just covering her breast up as i said i am sorry. i can tell you that the thirty seconds that it took me to say sorry to her i noticed that she was shaved. the thursday i went to deliver towels to a room and i knocked on the door on lady answered gave her the towels she went to give me the dirty towels and the other female guest came out of the bathroom naked starting to wrap the towel around her and she to was shaved so those are the reasons why i like to work in housekeeping

Living In A Box.
Been living out of a box for way to long. I can't wait to get all my stuff in the same space again. Once all set up ..time to save for my car. I hope to have it on the road by the end of May or sooner. It is going to be crazy trying to fit all my stuff in a 3 bedroom. I'm thinking maybe doing a yard sale. I'm looking forward to setting up the tattoo room and craft room. Will be fun to do some work again. Need to finish some of my ink . I have 2 tattoo's i want to do.One for my dad RIP . & one for my Son. Going to be hard to put all of my dad in one tattoo. He was my hero and i miss him so much. My birthday is coming up and i really have no plans on doing anything yet. If you have an idea send me it.

About Me
My name is james and i am from the net. i am here to make friends and rate those who rate me. if you want to hate please just leave... if you want me to rate you rate my default and any pics you please i will rate back asap. fan me ill do the same if you want added please do so after rating me.

Lounges
What exactly do lounges offer cam girls, greeters, ect? Why should we invest our time to it? I never figured out what the big hooplah is. Ooh, watch me type on cam! Plus I'm sure I'd get all kinds of morons demanding I take it off. :p

What A Psycho!!!
APRIL 14--Meet Abby Toll. The University of Colorado student, 20, is facing a felony animal abuse rap after she allegedly taped her boyfriend's puppy to the side of a refrigerator in a bid to teach the rambunctious animal a "lesson." According to police, Toll used clear packing tape early this morning to adhere the eight-month-old dog (a Shiba Inu named Rex) to the appliance in the kitchen of her boyfriend's apartment. Toll allegedly was angry at Bryan Beck, 21, for failing to get rid of the puppy, which, Toll told cops, bit her a few days ago. According to the below Boulder Police Department reports, when cops responded at 5 AM to a "report of a male and female yelling" at Beck's apartment, they discovered that "Rex's body was completely encased in packing tape." When Officer Kara Jurczenia asked what was on the side of the fridge, Toll replied, "The dog." Toll added, "I know this looks really bad, but the dog bites. He is aggressive." Jurczenia asked how long the puppy had been taped

Observations
Since being on fubar for a short while...I've seen probably not more than 1% of all the women available on this site. And of those I've seen literally thousands of pics of boobies and butts (some in bras n panties, some not,) thighs, backs, legs n toes, tattoed or clean, sittng, standing, or whatever, and most in sexually provocative positions...some real to life and others who have porn sites who are "selling it" here. To that end...I hate to tell ya, there's not a one of you that's got anything on anyone else. After awhile, it all begins to look the same. The ONLY real difference belongs to the ones who actually spend the time to have one on one conversations. Kinda like real life. I see ya'll dressed to kill out and about doing anything and everything imaginable...but the ONLY ones I remember are the ones who take the time to get to know me.

Moving Back To Cali
I'm due to be moving from TX to CA in a few days (Sunday, to be exact). I will not be online between the 25th of April until after I get settled in wherever I end up moving. LOL Yes, at this point that's an uncertainty - still doing lots of last-minute apartment hunting. I'm asking everyone please do not rate until I get back online, since I'll feel awful knowing Fubar deletes the "Bar Tab" feature frequently and I won't see where you rated me; anything else, at least I'll have a notice for that whenever I'm back online. LOL I'll return the favor as soon as I do get back online. Have a wonderful rest of the month and a great May, everyone!

~*~ Thinking Of Me Fondly ~*~
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will always know and feel this I

What Would U Do ?
If your in a relationship and its going down hill and you have beencommitted for over 5 years would you have an affiar if it truly came downto it or would you stand strong no matter what u both go thru ? U meet a guy and he's very unattractive and u are not really feeling him atall and as far as kissing and touching him it makes u nauscious..But he's as nice as a kittten then what do u do ?

How Could You Do This To Me?
you walk out of my life like I never mattered to at all,then when my best friend dies you come back around,a month later you have me come and get you cause he is beating you,You tell me how much you love me and want to marry me then just like that you are gone,do not get why you would want to be with someone who beats you and controls everythig you do.I do not understand why you did this to me,I was just about over you and now I have to start over again.The worst part is you wont even talk to me to say anything is that cause you feel bad about what you have done?

Love N Passion
One minute If I had one minuteTo hold her Let her know much I careOne minuteTo whisper how I love her Softly in her earOne minuteTo make this more than a feelingbecause another minute without herIs more than I can bear

Random Ramblings
I have many friends on Fubar, and i like them just fine but of course i believe there is more to accepting friend requests to others. They see it as getting points or fucks, oh big whoop! The meaning to having a true friend on any given social network is the connection you have with them ultimately.

Prayers Please
As some of you already know, my sister is 35 weeks pregnant and the baby has now flipped into the breech position. They are afraid they will have to do an emergency C Section this week. Please keep my sister and her little family in your prayers. I know some people think this is wrong and cheesy but she is my sister and I could use a little support right now.

Down I Guess
Sometimes I feel like "fate" is just laughing at me, sending people into my life that I could never be with, or showing me what I could have but then swiping it away before I can take a breath! Its very frustrating, and at times depressing. I just want someone to share my time with, someone who will give a damn about me. Someone who gives as much as they get without being asked. I guess Im just having a moment of weakness or maybe Im just really lonely and in need of "the real" thing for a change instead of something thats just a temporary teaser to what could really be. I'm just missing the closeness of someone who wants to be with me.

Poems
Sometimes it's not enough just to say "I love you." Even thought I do Love you, I feel I need to express more, because there is so much more to our relationship. Sometimes I need to tell you you're the love I live for, you're my dream made into reality. Yours are the arms that hold me close, and it is your smile that brings a ray of sunshine to even the darkest of days. You are the one who tells me to keep believing in myself, in you and in us. You have become a part of me I could never live without, and as long i'm living, as long as you care, I'll be here for you. I'll do anything for you. This is a special time in our lives, because we are sharing it together... I love you.

Logic Vs Feelings
these days people use two different reasoning types, logic and feelings. personally i se the logic sense, whats going to happen? whats the right choice? will it work? why wont it work and why will it work. a lot of people will go by their "gut feeling" and a lot of times it is a good decision, but its not always the correct one. when feelings are used such as i feel like chicken tonight or i feel hes cheating on me we dont use the logic part of the brain that tells us that if we push things too far we will only be hurting ourselves or we end up hurting someone else. personally i used to base everything off feeling and realizzed one day that this isnt the way to go. thats just for me not everyone. most of the time when we use the feelings side of things we unconsciencely make the decision based on our personal gain. some do it rationally and some do it without even knowing it. when logic is used we base things off of how this will effect you and how it will others, we base the

Is The Right Married Woman Looking For The Same As I Am
I have been to a few sites that have married women looking to have some external fun. I hope that those of you looking for a married man will look here and see if things work out. I am in the Fort Lauderdale area.

Bad Day
So have you ever woke up and just felt that nothing in the day was going to go right! I did! Got up and got out of bed steped on the end of a cord! Fuck that hurt! Jump In the truck wont start left the fucking light on Shit now what get it running and head to the local quick stop buy a drink and a pack of smoke the total comes to $6.66! what the hell is going on! Get to work nothing is working right wishing I never drank that much last night the boss is breathing down my neck my head is pounding need more sleep but cant you bein g watch on the camera! Shit this is a bad day! Get home to find the dog next door got out and knocked you trash can over and you got trash All over to pick up and WTF it was trash day and you forgot to put it out!

This Is Crap
So, you see Youve got me back again for more And it seems Your song is in my head This is war Mystery; how I could feel you breathe me I was sure you would keep Every promise; you would keep Every word Well, I try to put your stories in line But nothing adds up right For every 99 times You looked me in the eye, You looked me in the eye And swore you werent lying Well, I was so blind I never saw the signs Im getting out tonight And youre not invited Its a shame That you left me hanging like you did It was brave But it was much more foolish Dont you think? Cause you know I wont be satisfied Until you realize For every 99 times You looked me in the eye, You looked me in the eye And swore you werent lying Well, I was so blind I never saw the signs Im getting out tonight And youre not invited These things are oh, all so typical These things are unforgivable Im gone and youre invisible now Dont let me catch you followin Dont ask, cause Im not offering Youve caused enough of my suffering,

Today
I woke up early today, excited over all I get to do before the clock strikes midnight. My job is to choose what kind of day I am going to have. Today I can complain because the weather is rainy or I can be thankful that the grass is getting watered for free. Today I can feel sad that I don't have more money or I can be glad that my finances encourage me to plan my purchases wisely and guide me away from waste. Today I can grumble about my health or I can rejoice that I am alive. Today I can lament over all that my parents didn't give me when I was growing up or I can feel grateful that they allowed me to be born. Today I can cry because roses have thorns or I can celebrate that thorns have roses. Today I can mourn my lack of friends or I can excitedly embark upon a quest to discover new job relationships. Today I can whine because I have to go to work or I can shout for joy because I have a job to go to! Today I can complain because I have to go to school or eagerly open my min

The Emptiness.
Everyone and everything is going to end one of these days. But when? How?. These are all questions that effect the decisions that we make that in essence can make us happier than we have ever been. I put it to you. Should we live in fear of the unknown, or should we do whatever we want to do.

Bye!!!!
I'm erasing my profile tomorrow when I get home from work.This is not meant to get attention no matter what Im out of here.I've met about 50 or 60 people so far who beg everyone to bling them,rate them,fav them,add them whatever else so you go and do it for them and about 3 or 4 return the favor.SCREW THAT,good luck all!!!!

Watever U Wanna Call It
Today in a breeze I sensed your perfume But you were nowhere near. And in reverie, I felt you holding me. And even in my dreams I shake from the fear Of truth being swept away By the rhythm of the waves u whisper in my ears.

*fubuddies*
HEY EVERYONE, i JUST WANT TO SAY THANKS FOR EVERYONE BEiN' NiCE TO ME ON HERE, AND i HOPE THE PPL THAT i CHATTED WiT ARE GONNA BE OKAY, AND HAPPY TOGETHER, i JUST WANTED TO HELP, JUST TELLiN' YA'LL THANKS AGAiN MAYBE i MiGHT GET LUCKY AND HAVE MY LOVE COME BACK TO ME!!!!! WELL i WAS JUST SAYiN', iT MiGHT HAPPEN LOL, BUT iF iT DON'T iT'S ALL GOOD i WiLL BE FiNE, THANKS AGAiN TO ALL MY FU-BUDDiES :)

Be True To Yourself And Who You Are For Others Cannot Do That For You.
Boys truly confuse me and i never know what to expect so for now im just letting things come as they do. i can be unpredictable so don't try to read me before you know me! If you see me i ted to be laughing or smiling cause im just that kinda person..happy =) I'm crazy and outgoing so hope y'all can deal with that. Stop and think about it, its a good thing to sweat the small things,those are the things the really matter!!sweet angela here.. am online now....wanna talk now! heres my addyangela_louis26@yahu.com or angela_louis26@hotmale.com in msni'll wait you there... thanks.......

So Alone
So alone in this world The walls are closing in on me no one seems to see me even thou thier lookin right at me Its like im invisable sometimes i wish i was so no one would see me cryn and no one would see me dyin inside im gettn tired of my heart achin why cant anyone help me does anyone care do i deserve all the pain i go thou do i deserve to be alone no ones cares bout my feelings im gettin tired of people breaking my heart those people must get joy when im hurting i wish the voices would stop i dont want thier help i just want to be alone in my lil corner i just want to sit and cry just want to be left in this world all by myself

My Life
Well since most of you all don't know this summer I'm starting back back college so I can work my way up to a better job and better life. Since I'll probably be busy with my homework and hopefully working again soon I wont be on Fubar as much as I usually am. However I will try to make here on the weekends but I'd rather be working out and trying to get in shape and tone up some. Anyways I just want to say that I have met some "real" nice people on here who actually have connected and bonded friendships. I just want to say that I will miss you all alot once I'm in classes and working and that I hope we remain friends. Also I'd like to say to everyone live your dreams and follow your hearts passion sure it may take time and have ups in downs but in the end it will be worth it. Until then take care everyone. Yours truly, Billy145891

Memorial Day Weekend:
I had a great weekend and I will never forget, the pounding my body took which I will always regret. Playing a tennis tournament one day, rock climbing the next, then running a 5k in Laguna Hills my body did pay. A price to be paid for the pride to finish, was not the way for my body to be laid. Randbuf38

Essence Of Serenity
Have you ever met that person that just don't know their limit? The one that does the dumbest things when they are drunk? They drunk dial, or drunk text. They usually never get sick, they just pass out and drool. The next day these people have a complete different memory of how things went. To them they were just having fun. Everyone was laughing with them. If you're one of these people, please. Don't drink!....or at least learn your limit. It wasn't fun, everyone had to watch out for you. They didn't know exactly where or when you would fall. You probably made a lot of people mad. They definatly were not laughing with you.......maybe at you.

10 Reasons
10 Reasons to Date a Hockey Player 1. They always wear protection 2. They have great hands 3. They are used to scoring 4. They have great stamina 5. They find the opening and get it in 6. They never miss the target 7. They know how to use their wood 8. They have long sticks 9.They know when to play rough 10. Because baseball players only know how to hit balls.

Hmmmm What Can I Say
im finally me agian.... after years of chasing the former image of myself i realized it was totally unrealistic.... im not who i was before. thank god i figured that out before the search drove me crazy. i like who i am now so much more than who i was...... just a random thought

Ramblings
It's been about a year that I deleted my old profile. Not that I really missed this place much ... or the drama that went along with it but ... I've been craving some verbal interaction (of the non-lewd type) lately and fb and myspace just don't cut it. So that's why I came back to the bar. When one is lost, one goes to where things are familiar. Yep, that's me. :) We'll see how this goes. I'm optimistic anyway. Ta!

Why
Why is it that some people on this site is only worried about points and NSFW pics. There are other things more important like finding new friends or people just to chat with and have a good time on the net. I just dont get it at all. I have met some very nice people on here in just the few days i have had my name up. I just dont understand why there cant be more people interested in actually trying to find new friends and showing the world there is still actual people that care about others feelings. Its just hard to understand but the bad thing is its not just this site my space facebook tagged its all the same anymore. The NSFW pics ain't bad for some but its not about seeing people naked this is a site to meet people and get to know people, unless i am just totaly off base here. If I am somsone let me know cuz i see a lot of potential on this site, and then you have the peopel that rate someones photo NSFW when its not even that. I have seen spread eagle on here and i have seen tas

It's You
Its You You really are great to me, The best friend anyone could be. Knowing me better than anyone before, the one person that I truely adore. Before going to bed each night, I wonder if without you my life would be alright? As I think about it, I know it wouldn't be true. Casue I know how much I really do love you. When I wake up each morining I think about this, How it's you and your kiss I always miss. I wonder why I can never get you out of my head, And these are the words I once said, I love you more than life itself, I would do anything to have you here, By my side through thick and thin. Casue I feel your warmth from within, After we met I realized this, Your always the one I miss, I love you more and more. Your the one I've always searched forIts You You really are great to me, The best friend anyone could be. Knowing me better than anyone before, the one person that I truely adore. Before going to bed each night, I wonder if without you my life wou

Goodbye
I HAVE HAD IT WITH THE DRAMA AND THE JEALOUSY OF A CERTAIN INDIVIDUAL THAT SHALL REMAIN NAMELESS......SO I AM LEAVING THIS SITE BY THE WEEKEND...IF ANYONE WANTS TO REMAIN FRIENDS WITH ME THEN YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO ADD ME ON MYSPACE.....MY LINK IS MYSPACE.COM/TATT_TWO62 HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE.

Online Recruitment; Catering Employment And Human Resource Needs
Online recruitment agencies are the future of job hunting. As a part of a broad job search strategy, online recruitment makes job searching easier and more convenient. When used as an overall job search strategy, online recruitment sites are very helpful and time-saving. There is wide range of such sites available in the internet, so finding the employment agency that is right for you is not that difficult. Understanding first, how online recruitment sites operate helps job seekers understand the power of online recruitment. Major corporate to small scale employers post their open positions or vacancies on sales jobs, accounting jobs, banking jobs, IT jobs and engineer jobs and other job opportunities on a particular recruitment site. These recruitment sites will then be responsible for advertising and promoting jobs or vacant positions to the most qualified candidates possible. For job seekers, online recruitment sites offer a wide access to job postings and an opportunity to post

A Pray For Rocio Arce (mom)
Hi dear friends. I'm asking every one to say a pray for my best friend ROCIO ARCE (mom) and her family. She pass away today 05/08/09 about 4pm. I'm so sad for myself, I have one lest best friend in this world.

So there's been much drama in the past month. Seems like every guy I find worth letting my guard down for is just a liar or so seriously messed up in the head they don't see things they do as "wrong". So I Travis and I were introduced by a mutual friend (whom I think is the greatest btw) back in November. We started messaging little by little, completely platonic and online only until about 3 months ago. We had our first conversation and then the beginning of last month was when we first started actually hanging out. I thought he was the most amazing guy ever! He was the only guy that I was ever interested that could actually do "manly" thinks like change the oil, know about cars and fix-it stuff in general. He was a good listener, complete gentleman and at the same time, he was no pushover. I guess the saying of being too good to be true always applies though. I found out about "Holly" through another site. She was his current GF at the time and his claims were that she told him she

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Let's Smoke Pot That's Older Than Jesus
Duuuuuude! The world's oldest stash of marijuana has been found in far western China, according to an article in the Journal of Experimental Botany. An ancient Caucasian people, probably the Indo-European-speaking Yuezhi whose fair-haired mummies keep turning up in Xinjiang province, seem to have buried one of their shamans with a whopping 789 grams of high-potency pot 2,700 years ago. That's about 28 ounces of killer green bud, worth perhaps $8,000 at today's street prices, and enough to keep Harold and Kumar happy for a couple of days. "It was common practice in burials to provide materials needed for the afterlife," lead author Ethan B. Russo, a practicing neurologist and prominent medicinal-marijuana advocate based in Missoula, Mont., tells the Canadian Press. "No hemp or seeds were provided for fabric or food. Rather, cannabis as medicine or for visionary purposes was supplied." But the researchers couldn't tell if the weed was meant to be smoked or eaten. No pipes, bongs or r

Our Favorite Thing To Do Together... =)
my baby's favorite thing we do together.... this video is HOT! http://www.xvideos.com/video107993/white_silky_panty_and_ass_licking copy it into your browser and watch this.. lol all that's missing is my schoolgirl skirt... =)

Kitty's Dream Body
Hi Guys My name's Kitty, I'm 23 years old and my greatest ambition is to be a porn star and glamour model. But there's one little problem.... actually - make that two little problems. I need some bigger boobs. This is where you come in. Send me donations to my PayPal account: kittykat23@gmx.co.uk and help me get new boobs and a few other little things, and when I get my dream body I'll send everyone who made a considerable donation some photos of what they bought :)) And I'll also run a little raffle draw so that one of you can have the chance to see it in person ;) So don't just sit there waiting, help me out and the sooner I can get this done the sooner you'll get to see me on DVD.... ;)) Thank you and big hugs, Kitty xoxoxoxoxoxox

Sexi Times
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Love
I just don't get love anymore. Im 27 years old and have only been in love once. A lot of people would say Im lucky, and I guess in a way I am. One day I know I will find love again, but Im in no rush to find it. It will have to find me this time. Ive been emotionally beaten and saddened due to my home life but each day I hope and pray that one day love will truly exsist in my heart again.

Life
"To laugh often and much; To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; To earn the appreciation of honest critics and to endure the betrayal of false friends; To appreciate beauty; To find the best in others; To leave the world a bit better whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded. "

Arctic Dreams
How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not only in one's culture but within oneself? If there is a stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult, it must be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst of such paradox. One must live in the middle of contradiction, because if all contradiction were eliminated at once life would collapse. There are simply no answers to some of the great pressing questions. You continue to live them out, making your life a worthy expression of leaning into the light.

People Who Irritate
so... i really can't stand people who can dish the insults but can't take them. an asshole wants to call me fat, but gets pissed, calls me a bitch, and threatens to hit me when i call him on the fact that he's not that great looking himself and is obviously a loser since he has absolutely no friends on fubar but is considered a "bar-fly". ha ha ha apparently he's not as great as he thinks he is... if you want to see the asshole search for thephoenix located in lambertville, mi

Survey
Survey Body: 1.Who is the last person you held hands with? my best friend 2.If you were drafted into a war, would you survive? I won't get drafted 3.Do you sleep with the TV on? Sometime 4.Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton? Yes 5.Have you ever won a spelling bee? yes 6.What is your longest fight with one of your friends? months still going 7.Have you ever stuffed your bra? never needed to 8.Are you afraid of the dark? No 9.Have you prank called someone? yes 10.Who can you always turn to? my mom 11.When is the last time you took a bubble bath? last night 12.Who was the last person you hung out with?some creep 13.Are you drinking anything right now? dr.pepper 14.Who are you thinking of right now?my kids 15. Do you talk in your sleep?sometimes 16. Have you ever flown a kite?A long time ago 17.What do you want for Christmas?to visit my friend in arkasas 18. Do you know the muffin man? yes i do 19.What are you looking forward to? the weekend 20.Have yo

Hiring All Staff
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Women Speak
Comments (0) [Delete] [Edit] So what am I not supposed to have an opinion Should I be quiet just because I'm a woman Call me a b?tch cos I speak what's on my mind Guess it's easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiled When a female fires back Suddenly the target don't know how to act So he does what any little boy will do Making up a few false rumors or two That for sure is not a man to me Slandering' names for popularity It's sad you only get your fame through controversy But now it's time for me to come and give you more to say This is for my girls all around the world Who've come across a man who don't respect your worth Thinking all women should be seen, not heard So what do we do girls? Shout louder! Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground Lift your hands high and wave them proud Take a deep breath and say it loud Never can, never will, can't hold us down So what am I not supposed to say what I'm saying Are you offended by the message I'm bringing Call me whatever c

Daily Life.
Happy 4th my friends. Hope everyone is enjoying this day with friends and family. Tonight, I will be joining friends in the little town of Yoncalla. They have lots going on tonight. Big Fireworks display at dusk. Rodeo all day. Anyone want to join me? The fireworks display will be located at the high school sports fields. Coming from the south...to your left across from an old mill. Coming from the North...through town you can't miss the high school on the right. Get there earlyish to find parking. Hope to see my Oregon friends there!

Last Thoughts
A woman whom I never met, Lived in a land I never knew. How could I know what love is? Yet, I do, I do, I do! The woman I never met, Was real and proud and strong; Her eyes were deeply set, And she could sing a song. And she could make a joke, And laugh when in the mood; But long before she spoke, I guessed her solitude. The woman I never met, A shadow in my mind; I saw her silhouette, But will I ever find, That shadows can come alive, Making my dream complete? But then will she arrive, The woman I've yet to meet? All my days alone, And all my nights it seems; I have known a woman unknown, Who shares my secret dreams. But still my dream one seems to hide, When really she should be at my side. The woman I never met Is half a world away; She may not find me, yet I'm waiting for the day. The day I go out to meet The woman I've never met.

My Dairy
Why do men treat women so badly on here, why cant they have respect for them for who they are. Am glad i was raised treat every female with respect n with love no matter how bad the treat me, Am glad not like them, i treat everyone with respect no matter what less they lie or cheat on me then yeah be ass hole! Am way different from most these guys on here, looks n age don't mean shit to me. It's the feelings you have for the person that matters the most the feelings from your heart is the most important. Not the looks or the age! whats up these guys talking dirty, to women that some fucked up shit!! Men should have alot more respect for these gorgeous ladys if wasn't for them we all be gay! I all ways treat my friend's loved ones with respect no matter what because want to be treated the same way!

I Love You
Girl Facts: When a girl says she likes you, she wants you to ask her out. When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when bumping heads 3 years later When a girl just stares deep into your eyes, she's HOPING that your hers and only hers ( it shows how much she cares: eyes never lie) When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention. When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, " she means it. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up

July 24th
World’s Most Extreme Escape Artist to Tackle “Death Row” Condemned Cell at Historic Quebec Prison. For immediate release. Ontario escape artist Steve Santini, officially named, “The World’s Most Extreme Escape Artist” by the legendary Ripley’s Believe it or Not!, will put his skills to the ultimate test on July 24th when he tries to free himself from the death row condemned cell at the Old Prison of Trois Rivieres, Quebec. At 9:00 AM on the morning of July 24th Santini will be searched by members of the media and prison staff to ensure he has no tools, keys, or lock picks to aid him in his escape and he will then be manacled and chained with over 20 lbs of shackles, handcuffs, and fetters and locked into the “Death Cell” at the historic prison. “En Prison”, built in 1822, is the second oldest historic prison in Canada and was the site of 8 hangings. The first took place in 1854 and the last in 1934. Toda

Thoughts And Feelings
I've been with my fiance for over 2 years now. Things have been rough for a while. I love him to death and I would do anything for him, but at the same time....I'm feeling yucky inside from the stuff that he has done to me in the past year. I feel like my heart is aching from everything that he has done to me and that I'm actually falling apart inside. I act like I'm okay, but deep down I'm not. People think I'm overracting about what has happen, but they don't know the feeling I'm feeling inside. If I wanted too....I would spill all my feelings out in the opening to them, but I'm just afraid that they might say I'm "overracting" again. I mean, how would you feel if you found out that the man you loved told another girl(s) they he loved them, etc.? How would you feel if he touch another girl? How would you feel if he straight up lied to you? How would you feel if he kept doing this to you? Those are the questions I even ask myself even though my fiance has done every single thing I sai

Shatterd Faith!!
shatterd faith Current mood: disappointed to the ones who walk among the truely loved, the ones who love and the ones that are passionate. who know who you are and y you even do this to ppl is beond me! you finde someone and you fall for them not knowing what you really feel till you loose it or you wreck it with disregard, selfishness and take it for granted. so y even try to think you can make it better finding someone eles to take there place? im here to tell ya you cant take another heart and feed it lies, half truths, and say you love this person when in fact the one you truely love is the one you left behinde! if you havent fixed what you broke or shatterd in your past and you are still drawn to that person, you have no bisness hurting another with what and how you feel about a husbend, ex or even a separtaion! i know this will never stop but i wish ppl would take the time to heal or maybe think about what they really want befor they break or shatter another heart

I Walk Alone
(I walk alone in life) All that I see, I see alone.The love that once filled my heart and my sole.Forever will be lost and forever will be stole.My life is empty, my dreams are fading. Who I once was, is only a shadow.I lift my head, breath then swallow.My mind is empty and my heart is hollow.I Dreamed a Dream and it once come true. About a girl, her eyes were blue.She was an angel she was my star. I always loved her from afar.She said she'd love me till the end. My one and only lifetime friend.I felt so lucky, to live my dream.Then she left me, and I died inside...So I walk alone, all by myself.I dream alone, all by myself.I live alone, all by myself. I am alone, ALL BY MYSELF...Scott P Tabor: 7/25/09

Catching Up!
Ok so my last post was December of 2007. WEll In Feb 2008 i had to have Hernia repair surgery thanks to my last surgery! THat took forever to heal from..like months!! Then May 8,2008 exactly 1 year to the date of the original dignosis I was in a pet scan machine to see the extent of the cancer that had returned in my liver! That's right...it came back!! I had to have more than half of my liver resected...Well that surgery went well..;and I was out of the hospital after only a week! Of course a month later I was back int eh hospital because it seems that I had picked up MRSA STAPH fromt eh hospital..which was a different hospital then all my other surgeries. So Of course I went back to Baptist my favorite hospital where I know most of the staph by name and they know me. I was there for 9 days and it really sucked..it was horribly depressing knowing my kids were off to their first day of school and I was missing it, but the infection forced me into another surgery! Nothing like h

Poetry In The Making
Some questions will forever go unanswered. Some loves will forever go. Things we've never mastered. Things we've never shown. When will my answers come to me? When will my lover be? I've loved you all these years, yet am so confused with you. Are you just playing games with my head?

My Apologizes!
I recently had a bad experience with one of the Fubar Bouncers. I posted a pic of her in one of my albums & forgot to ask permission to do so. She, (of course) called me out on it & deleted me as a friend before I had a chance to apologize for my actions. So I'd like to take this opportunity to ask all my friends, If by some chance I did not ask permission to put you in my album & you feel violated some how. Please let me know & I'll be more than happy to remove your pic. Just like the Bouncer in question, the women in my album are drop dead gorgeous & I wanted to honor your beauty some how.

One Of The Top Females
one of the top woman on here are always looking at my profiles and its creepy to see her always looking for rates but yet she does not return the favor! the begging is really pathetic and who has the time to get to the top??? im not interested in it at all! but when i told her she was creepy this is what she wrote me back! she can barely speak english lmfao whats your problem sweetie?Im not stalking you or anyone what I do is I rerating not stalking I dont even know how you look like HAHAHA I dont even look at your pic as you can see if ppl view you I'll be on the your pic looking LOL I dont stalk ppl I RATE ppls profiles and sometimes I came twice coz I dont even remember whether I rate the person or not,SO PLZ DONT FLATTERED YOURSELF SWEETIE I dont even know how you look like how can Im stalking you LOL I just rate your profile and go next and DONT FAN OR RATE ME If you dont want I DONT PUT GUN ON YOUR HEAD Thanx for your time and DO BLOCK ME if you think Im creepy JEZZZZ LOL!!

What The Hell Is Wrong With People
Just cus I don't want to date someone and they decide to be all but hurt and start some childish bullshit with me and friends and whatnot, I go and block them on all my email accounts than they text me and I have to tell them repeatdly to leave me alone again and than they call me a cunt and tell me I don't care about my kid. Than they make another account on fubar and come stalking me with that. what the fuck., get a fucking clue. and yeah call me whatever you want say what you will but talk shit about my kid those are fighting words and you cross the line. Get over yourself just because somebody does not want to be with you gives you no right to talk about someone's child

Desiderata
Max Ehrmann Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and haste,and remember what peace there may be in silence.As far as possible without surrenderbe on good terms with all persons.Speak your truth quietly and clearly;and listen to others,even the dull and the ignorant;they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons,they are vexations to the spirit.If you compare yourself with others,you may become vain and bitter;for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble;it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.Exercise caution in your business affairs;for the world is full of trickery.But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;many persons strive for high ideals;and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself.Especially, do not feign affection.Neither be cynical about love;for in the face of all aridity and disenchantmentit is as perennia

Tears And Bleeding!
let me say that i never thought that my own sister say that she is dealing with me as if i am an orphan or a poor person and she gives me a charity and not considering me as a brother and from family.i feel like i was stabbed from my own flesh and blood and tears and bleeds are the less thing that anyone can ever see what i am going through right now.i wish if i was never borned but because my mom needs me and needs someone to help her out like she did to me whne i was helpless in my early days, so i am just living for my mom to give her some of the favors mom did to me and still do.i knew that relatives especially mysister that she is bigger than me by one a half years killed me and made my heart bleed and feel like i wish if i never ever exist fro what she did and does to me and my mom... i am almost dying and wanted to say how i feel that is all.

All I Want
ALL I WANT...IS RIGHT HERE NEXT TO ME ONCE HELD CLOSE AND NOW FAR AWAY SHE CAME WITH WHITE FLOWING SHEETS CLEAN AND UNMARKED FROM A TIME OF PAST WEEKSALL I WANT...IS RIGHT THERE WAITING FOR ME THE SOFTNESS OF HER TOUCH A DAY AWAY A THOUSAND YEARS LIKE A DAY AND A DAY LIKE A THOUSAND YEARS MOUNTAINS MAY DIVIDE YET MY LOVE WILL CONQUER ITS FEARALL I WANT...IS RIGHT NOW CRYING FOR ME. BLUSHING RED CHEEKS AND BLURRED EYES WILL SEE OCEANS OF DEEP CANNOT COMPARE SUCH A LOVE MY HEART DOES BRING YOU HEAVEN FROM ABOVE

What I Once Felt
I look back on my life and remember some things but not others. I remember what it felt like to watch her sleep. The slow and steady rise & fall of her chest. What it felt like to run my fingers threw her hair. I liked what it felt like to nusal my nose just behind her ear and feel her hair across my face. It is a memory now nothing more or less. I look back and remember some things and not others. I look at the pictures of one or two of the lady's here on fuar and wonder what it would be like to make those kind of memories with them. What suprises me is what I remember of the past. I think that the bad memories fade with time & all I am left with the good ones.

Hfs (larp) For Those Who Asked.
The High Fantasy Society (HFS) is a Medieval live-action role-playing game emphasizing elements of fantasy: We create fictional characters (personae) that we play in our weekly games and at social events. The role-playing is intended to be spontaneous, so there are no scripts. We wear Medieval/Fantasy costumes to enhance role-playing and to identify personae. We engage in safety-minded combat in the style of Medieval warfare, from one-on-one tournaments to large-scale "capture the flag" battles. Our weapons are "boffer weapons" modeled after Medieval weapons, but are foam-padded to ensure maximum safety. We also have a magic system to simulate the feel of wizardry in the spirit of fictional fantasy. We also recreate a Medieval lifestyle. We have our own system of nobility, and offer award and titles for various achievements. We interact with several other kingdoms spread throughout Texas. We hold courts, feasts, Arts and

Fubar
When you rate someones page and pictures, Don't you think that person should return the love!? What about gifts? I think when someone does sends you something and or rates you, you should return the love, Its only fair right!!!???? Tell me if I'm wrong??

Ummmm Idk Myself Jus Bored..
Get on your mark, get setReady or not here I comeYouve been looking for loveWell honey, I can give you someWhen your world is standing stillI can turn it aroundPut your head up in the cloudsAnd pick your feet off the groundChorus:My loveAre you ready for my love, my loveMy love, my love is ready for you.If youre looking for a heart thats always trueOnly to you, then my loveMy love, my love is ready for you.Girl, Ive heard it saidThat love is good for the soulI see the hunger in your eyesBurning out of controlMy love is overflowing from a loving cupGirl, I know youre downBut love will lift you up.ChorusMy love is overflowing from a loving cupGirl, I know yourre downBut love will lift you upChorusMy love, my love is ready for you....

Someone Might Get This...
NOTE: This was inspired by creating this fubar account, logging in and being hit with spam witnin seconds... some sex thang. If it wasn't for the obese woman in leather I might have been switched on... We as a society have grown to become perverts... And that's fucking amazing. What I hate is a prude. That whole body chastity won't do doggie style sort of attitude sucks the big one. My question to you is WHY THE FUCK NOT?! You have a body for a reason... the second you're yanked from your Mommas whoseewhatsit, slapped on the ass and welcomed to this shit can we call the world you begin to die. We're all time bombs... some were wired better than others. Some fuck up their wiring beyond repair but regardless we have a very small window to enjoy life. So why not enjoy the best gift you can possibly enjoy... a nice fuck. I mean seriously. It boggles my mind. Sexual exploration is a way of life, it's healthy (wrap_it) and above all feels fucking great. Why not do it sideways and right w

Just Stuff To Read
For those who already have children past this age, this is hilarious.For those who have children nearing this age, this is a warning.For those who have not yet had children, this is birth control.The following came from an anonymous mother in Austin, TX. Things I've learned from my children:A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2,000 sq. foot house 4 inches deep.If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite.A 3-year-old's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant.If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20X20 foot room.You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using the ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way.The glass in wind

10 Rules Of Fubar!!!
Fuck You number ONE. To the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. Fuck you number TWO. Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number THREE. NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still retarded. Fuck you number FOUR. Quit crying because you're not on someones Family. Who cares?!? ITS FUBAR!!! If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone! Fuck you number FIVE. Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "What's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up, Asshole.... Fuck you number SIX. 6th graders who have FUBAR and look like sluts

Fu-tards
I just recently got banned from Whiskey Falls lounge because a fata$$, whiny, crybaby, b1tch isn't man enough to fight his own battles. So he got some of his dumba$$ little friends to fight for him. I find this funny as hell, because I really could care less about this site or it's stupid lounges. I had another candy aSS little pu$$y rate me a "1", then blocked me, because I went off on the horse faced c*nt of an owner. That's hilarious, because he thinks that's gonna hurt my feelings or something. OMFG ROTFLMAOUIPMP. Arguing with stupid people on the internet is like running a race in the special olympics ... yeah you won, but you're still a retard. So to all the futards in the world ... do us all a favor ... pull your bottom lip up over your head and SWALLOW ... like your mother should've !

Wut3var
I am one of those people that are driven to be wealthy. I come from a middle class family and my parents were very poor in my early days of childhood. My mom told me when I grew up that there was a time when she did not eat out, nor bought anything that was not a necessity for 9587 straight days. My dad was an Economist by training, but changed his career to be a Management Specialist for an additional $4000 a month in salary because his old salary was just not enough. In 1989, we immigrated to Italy, and because my dad was afraid he could not find a job in the new country, he stayed behind. I am not sure if this was the only factor, but the additional push for more money prompted him to look for another job. Luck had it, another company wanted to hire him for his experience as an Operations Manager a few years after the rest of our family immigrated to Italy. He was also offered twice the salary that he originally was getting. Although I did not really realize it at the time, this ma

Short Stories
I was watching a movie on TV when Joy came in and said she was going to take the dog for a walk. As she walked by she bent over and put the leash on the dog and I saw she didn't have on any panties on under her skirt. This didn't surprise me since she very seldom wears any panties or bra. I sat back down to continue my movie but something nagged at me. The more I thought about the more curious I became. Finally I knew that I had to check it out just so keep nagging me. I headed for the park about two blocks away. I figured she had about a fifteen minute head start on me. I walked fast. Once in the park I took the path I usually do when I had to take the dog out. I rounded a curve in the walkway that allowed me to look several hundred yards ahead. Knowing that Skip liked to sniff every bush and tree along the way I surmised that if she had taken this path I would see her ahead. That meant that she had taken the cutoff path that went to where the stone picnic tables were. I usually av

Life
it has been a long time since i have been truly happy with the way my life was going.. well that all changed thanks to one person.. he has made me happier than i could ever imagine.. and i can tell you this i love him with all my heart and don't ever want to be without him..

My Health
Why am I in the hospital? I started to get really sick in August of 2007. After many tests, I was diagnosed with Sarcoidosis. The tests also showed indicated a brain tumor. Over the next several months, I underwent many more tests and my health continued to decline. After Krissy found me blacked out, I was admitted to the Mayo clinic in mid-August of 2008. Since my admission to the Mayo Clinic, I have been undergoing radiation therapy. These treatments have caused a number of side effects. The radiation treatments crashed my immune system resulting in meningitis and pneumonia. Additionally, I have lost my hair, my good eye sight, some of my hearing, and my voice. One of the worse parts is the never ending pain I have inside my torso! It seems that the pain is so bad that I can barely breath or think. I also feel like I have the flu but 1000% times worse than I have ever had. I have to have dialysis due to kidney issues from the meningitis. I started to have major r

The Dingo Ate Your Baby
Been having fun leveling up and seeing how creative people are getting with their names, their pics, etc. A lot of them have their faces superimposed on others' bodies and think others can't tell. I can tell. Teehee. My boyfriend turned me on to this site. I love him.

I Know Alot Of You Have Seen The Movie Black Dog!
Well alot of you have the movie with Patrick Swayze,in real life the black dog acually exists alot of trucker's have come across it while driving hard trying to some where either to deliver a load or pick one up!Well back in the day it used to be called white line fever where the lines on the highway would start moving on you cause you to either jack knife or crash in a big way!Well with the dog it's even worse you crash or say you lay the truck over or actually killing others!i used to run hard many years ago haullin chickens between Dallas to Denver one night I was outside of Hereford Texas runnin about 70mph and was really tired it was my sixth load headed to Denver!And as I seriously gettin tired eye's heavy a object jumped out of nowhere being as what they call the black dog,well i turned the wheeel hit the shoulder and over I went takin out about 1000 feet of barbwire along with a highway sign or two!Damaged the whole right side of my rig and rippin a hole in the trailer!I magine

Demontality
I loved her more than a goddess, I loved her more than my life, I loved her more than anything life could ever bring to me, but now she is nothing more to me than my demontality that is built up inside of me. So make this my last request, just tear the heart from my chest, just kill me get it over with, just kill me tear the heart from my chest, just kill me give this love a rest. If I could travel back to the past, there are a few things I would change, one thing I would change for sure is the way I had been before, but one thing that would remain the same is me loving you for the rest of our lives through and through this I promise you, and I wouldn't let you walk out that open door, because you're all I want, you're all I need, you're everything, everything to me. I just want you to see that we were ment to be, but yet you are still my demontality that is built up inside of me. So make this my last request, just tear the heart from my chest, just kill me get it over with, just kill

The Forgotten
Who or what is the forgotten you ask. So I'll tell you for I am the forgotten. The one you can't see, the one you never think about all that I can be, but now things have changed, now you've set me free for all to see what I can be. I am everywhere you are, but yet you don't realize this for I am you and you are me. I am everything you used to be and you swore you would never be again, but yet you never actually forgot, for you know I am here, and you are well aware of what I can do, and in all reality you need me like I need you. So the question is what are you going to do. I grow more and more a part of you everyday. No longer will I be the forgotten, because you set me free now I will show you all I can be. I will be remembered, so listen to what I am saying. Now you can see me as plain as can be, and now I am all you think about, because now I am you and you are me. So now you are the forgotten, the one I can't see and never think about all that you can be. Things have changed and

I Hate Myself Today
I hate myself today While the world was changing outside I remained the same That I'd always been before That one frightful day I lost everything I was living for Then I started to go through changes Cold but I'm still here I've shed many a tear Love lies dying all around me Is there anything else for me All the choices that I chose I was living in a time of lies So heres what I know You should be thankful for your life Even though failure will choose you through a lifetime Because no ones above the constant sorrow So bleeding heart beat faster Bow before your master I'd love you tell the day that I die It's far to obvious this time So I'm begging you to tell me how to love you I can barely start to wrap my head around it Waters rise around us Sinking ships surround us When you loose everything you knew Shine a light into it Shoot a cannon through it Spill it all and hope you can find a way through it Because down is up and up is down So I can't think abou

Can't Take It Anymore
I can’t take it anymore, no matter what I say or do she is always on my mind.There will never be anyone that will take her place in my heart no matter how hard I try to let go I can’t because I still love her and I always will, she has moved on and I am happy for her, but it is hard for me, she thinks I don’t care, I wish she really knew how I feel. I don’t know what to say or do anymore, I want to be in her life, but maybe it is better for both of us if I’m not, who knows. I mean everything happens for a reason evn things you don’t want to happen and believe me I didn’t want this to happen and if I could go back and change what I did I would, but I can’t, when I was with her everything felt right, and I was happier than I had ever been, then I went and screwed it all up, and I’m paying for it now, and I will never be able to forget it, no matter what happens she will always be my girl, and I would do anything for another chance, bu

This Man
A Cpl Yrs Ago There Was This Man I Was Chatting With That Looked Like Greg Brady...So I Made His Contact Info Say "Greg Brady Dave" But He Had Contact Info Of His Own That Auto Sent After Him And I Added Each Other Which Was "Bill" So For Years I Have Had This Man On My Messenger Who Never Even Gets Online With His Name Customized To Say "Greg Brady Dave Bill" I Havent Deleted Him Because I Hope Someday He Gets Online Again I Can Ask Him Why He Lied About His Name.Until That They Comes...I Will Never Know Why Bill Decided To Say His Name Was Dave When It Really Was Not.

40 Ways
Please keep in mind that if you are not open minded and don't have a very wild sense of humor about sex, stories, and life's mishaps, please do not go any further on this page. I wrote this like 10 years ago on my old website based on advice and stories I heard from men and women I gave sex advice to and from what I heard growing up at parties at my house! Women and men love and agree with it but swear it's not them!!!!!! I didn't make it up myself!!! LOL! HAHAHA! Tell me what you think ___________________________ Personal and private stories are not shared on this site due to privacy and personal trust. Please be aware that these are not linked to anyone directly but are for the enjoyment of your reading pleasure. This is not my own personal opinion but jokes sent in and/or discussed and I thought would be humorous......enjoy! _______________________________________________________ The I.S.E.'s Forty Ways Women Fail In Bed 1. MILKING IT: When stroking a guy's package don't g

Live
It seems as if we all stand at the precipice of a world changing life altering shift. The world seems to spin much faster and we seem to live much more of just an exsitence than ever before. At times I ask myself this and wonder deep beyond what a mind should. I find that my life seems a blur. I remember wakeing up as a child on Christmas eve and it seemed to take forever for the day of all days to aproach closer. I remember days dragging into months and years into decades it seemed. Now my life is moving at a break neck pace along with every other body on this planet. The only time I remember time seeming slow and seeming like an eternity in my adult life was at war. Rolling like thunder on Route Irish or Tampa leading into the small villages and towns it seemed that it took forever before we reached our mission spacific target. In battle was worse, on average our engagements only lasted for a brief two and half minutes but seemed to last a lifetime... For some that was theyre life sp

The Sinister Thoughts Of Ali_
history: i had alky at a thanksgiving party my aunt didnt go to(old chardonnay bought for my besty and me months prior that never got drank) i gave it out to be rid of it as alky isnt something we keep around much.my sis made a big deal about it behind my back to my aunt and it became this whole big story eabout me being in cahoots with my mom to get my aunt (a parollee who was jailed for drugs) thrown back in jail... im just not that type of person and ever since then shes been living hell... everytime i turn around shes wanting to turn me into the cops for harassment for something im not doing. (texts, e-mails, facebook etc.) if we go to my familys christmas im pretty sure theres going to be drama with aunt karen...something about us only going to start drama with her... and if there is alky their im gonna loose it... im gonna explode. they had alky at christmas 07and she didnt say one thing to anyone. y me? but if we dont go as we proved last year we get blamed for ruining chri

Funny Shit!
y don't u come over to myspace and google my yahoo so i can blow my load on ur facebook while u lick my twitter we sang this in jail to all the diddlers and it would piss them off so bad cause we would put their names on blast lmmfao All around the mulberry bush the (diddler) chased the child the child thought it was all in fun till (the diddler) got him!

Almost There
If you would of asked me 2 years ago where I would be and how I would feel today , my answer would of not been pleasant . Since my divorce and Meeting Brett my life is so different . I smile alot and laugh too . A year and a half has gone by since we started dating and I can't picture anyone but him making me feel this good . Getting kicked right now by our little surprise I am sitting here smiling . I am counting the days till we get to hold him . I love my children very much and this little guy growing inside me is no exception . I can't wait to see his eyes and hear his giggle . I haven't felt this "high" on life in such a long time . I don't want it to ever end . Amazing how someone enters your life from out of no where and can so dramatically change it and help you find you and happiness along the way . Few more weeks to go and I am counting each moment, every kick , and every hope not only for Brett and I but for all my children . So happy and content at this moment .....

D/s In The Real World
Our journeys are diversified, but our paths have led us to experience and learn a great deal of information and knowledge about a lot of the various aspects of the lifestyle. However, it's also important to note that even with all of this experience and knowledge, we're not experts. We don't hold degrees in psychology or human behavior, nor have we written any books or workshops. We did want to share with all of you what tidbits of knowledge and experiences we've seen, read about and gone through so that it may offer a different ideas and approaches of how to maneuver around the major lifestyle obstacles. It's important to note that there's no right or wrong way in handling much of the issues and situations we are going to bring up today. As the caveat goes "your mileage will vary" and some of these ideas may or may not work for you. In the January 19th, 2004 edition of Time Magazine, a journalist interviews a bdsm couple about how they love one another through a D/s, M/s relationship

Life
life is not what it seems... You will end up falling inlove with your ex gf and getting engaged to her and she will get all mad because she finds out you have a tazer but oh well love is love.... i know it's not much of a blog but it's a start

Fu-mafia
CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk Military FRIENDS: Will post 360 security so you dont get caught CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs Military FRIENDS: Call your parents Drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. Military FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, "Damn...we fucked up...but hey, that shit was fun as fuck!" CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you. Military FRIENDS: laugh at you and tell you to put some Vagasil on your pussy. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. Military FRIENDS: Keep your stuff until they PCS. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: know a few things about you. Military FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. Military FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowd's ass that left you. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Would knock on your

Leaving Fubar
When I first joined Fubar back in September 2008 I was invited by a friend, who now has since left Fubar for sometime now. When I got on here I thought this site was great becuse it was different, but after a little bit more than a year I noticed some changes and more & more drama unfolding. I started to think this is the reason why I had left a few other sites. Well that doesn't matter now because you will get drama everywhere you go maybe because they have taken a few soap operas off air who knows. what I am really glad about is that I have met a few nice people on here whom I am proud to call my friends ( they know who they are).I sincerely hope that Fubar keeps on refining so that one day it will become like a household name & a place in which people will communicate better.

Why, Why, Why??
Why do women feel the need to take all of their pent up aggression through out the day, and then come home and make your life a fucking living hell.? Do they find some sort of comfort in watching someone in a great mood be driven down by insults and nasty looks. Shecome up with another reason find another find s done it to me twice and there wont be a third. My truck packs in less than the time it takes my wife to find another way to make me the asshole. ONCE MORE........ AND IM GONE 1 min ago

A Cup Of 2 Day Old Coffee
A cup of two day old coffee four walls lookin' in the mirrors gettin' easier these days that old friend anger is losing its hold on you the key to survival in this crazy world and it's good to see you're still standing strong not too long ago you were tearing at a world that would never let you in outcast turned away you kept your face to the ground and fought the world with your silence and so the seasons change and the people change and the good times come and the good times go found yourself in a winless race fighting for a cause you never believed its easy to regret not so easy to forget all the stupid things that used to hold you down you gotta brake that chain and move on cuz I know I've seen it in your eyes before to surrender now to throw it all away is to sacrifice but you can't repay in a world that don't owe you shit you gotta think for yourself and fight every bit of that piece of mind that keeps you going on gets you outta bed and out that door step back take a look around

World Of Warcraft
If so: Faction/Race/Class/Spec(s) and why you like your spec(s). Main: Horde/Undead/Priest/Holy and Shadow. Most versatile combination available for a priest (in my opinion). Alt: Horde/Tauren/Death Knight/Blood DPS and Frost Dual-Wield Tank. Tons of fun both ways, `nuf said :D

Fuck It All!
Is it just me or does it seem like no matter what a guy like me does he gets fucked over by someone? Just wondering if I have a sign over my head that says "Bitches who play games and cheat talk to me"?

Fumarriage
I am looking for someone who would like to get fumarried just for kicks. I am a fun person who can take jokes just like the next person and I am very faithful and loyal. I am also looking for someone who will perform the ceremony for 0 to nothing if at all possible. I thank you very much.

American Idol
Written January 13, 2010I was watching American Idol the other day and one of the people auditioning, Jermaine Sellers, has a Mother who has a birth defect called Spina Bifida. When he entered the audition room for his Audition,they started with a short discussion about himself as they do with all the contestants. Kara Dioguardi,one of the judges, made a comment about him caring for his "Sick" Mother. Spina Bifida is not an illness. The proper term is physically impared or disabled.This just means that we are not able to do some physical activities,such as walking. We all have things that we find difficult whether we are disabled or not. Should we all be labled as being sick? I don't think so. So, labeling someone with Spina Bifida or any other kind of disability, as being sick, is just wrong. It's just as bad as calling someone crippled, if they're not able to walk. Disabled or not, we are all human beings and should be treated as su

Friends?? What Are They?
Hi I just wanna start off by saying I don't have alot of close friends. Everyone who I thought was a good friend just really turns out to be an aquaintence. The people who tell me that thier my friend never call email or wanna do anything with me but when they are in trouble or need something bam I matter then and it does hurt. But I have been called to hang out a few times and when I show up everyone even the person who invited me acts like why is he here. I feel that I'm nice to my friend treat them respectfully & we all pick on each other like brothers & sisters. I treat my friends like thier my familly because it's my way of having total trust in them which I can't say I have in any one in a bout 2 yrs since my exwife left me for my best closest friend. It felt like someone had ripped out my heart and did river dance on it. When I found out I just let her go after 11 1/2 years and 3 yrs of marridge. I felt empty & betrayed but I knew and just told my self to let her go because if

Blue Eyes Crying In The Rain
In the twilight glow I see her Blue eyes crying in the rain When we kissed goodbye and parted I knew we'd never meet again Love is like a dying ember And only memories remain And through the ages I'll remember Blue eyes crying in the rain Someday when we meet up yonder We'll stroll hand in hand again In the land that knows no parting Blue eyes crying in the rain

Love Is B/s
My heart aches for someone I know I will never have. I would move heavan and Earth just to make sure their happiness always comes first. Why do I do this for someone, who I know could careless? Love is bullshit...Love is a lie...Why does it have to be so painful? Tell me why. You do everything in your power and all you feel is depressed. This isn't life. This is b/s. All I want is for someone to look into my eyes and see the love I feel and to feel the pain I feel when my heartaches. The kind of love that makes you mind go numb from thinking too much of what is wrong...why not me..why do I feel this way. There will probably never be answers, that is why they call it heartbreak. Just a bunch of b/s if you ask me. To hell with love. Lets just be.

Wtf!!
So when you see a tow truck on the side of the road please be nice and slow down and possibly move over a lane. We do not know u see us all we see is a car heading tord usat a leathal speed. Not saying everyone is like that but it makes us feel better when we see a car switch lanes and gives us room that trying to squeez by well are trucks are in part of the lane. Not only for are safty but your as well, i would hate to see somone hit the corner of my truck. Sry just had to rant cause some idiot almost hit me this morning on the freeway. Happens way to offten. ooo and sorry about spelling. :)

Just Info About Me
As most of my friends I thought I had knew I was Type 1 Diabetes.(I am pose to take an insulin shot everyday) The reason I have not been here is because I was in a car accident. I wasnt takin care of myself properly and I had been feeling bad and letting somethings in life bother me. Well when you dont take your medicine and you have all this stress in life on you this is what happens. Early symptoms of hypoglycemia may include: Confusion Dizziness Feeling shaky Hunger Headaches Irritability Pounding heart; racing pulse Pale skin Sweating Trembling Weakness Anxiety Without treatment, more severe hypoglycemia symptoms may develop, including: Headache Feeling irritable Poor coordination Poor concentration Numbness in mouth and tongue Passing out Nightmares or bad dreams Coma And I had been having a few of these, So I was going to go into doctor, I should not have been driving at all. I passed out and hit this man,Thank god we are both ok and Emm

Out There
The lonely nights with out you. The cold winters with out your love. The hot summer with out your shadow behind me. waking up to your smell and your soft and loveing voice saying good morning and i love you. More days go by and i feel im losing myself on and on the holling winds the hard and wet rain. Your my umbrella your my sun to my moon. And yet thing change and you leave me out there with nothing. With out a love u or miss you. You destroy me, my heart and my soul. You left me anlone just as you see me only to see nothing more gone in the darkness in a world of nothing with ony my love.

Getting To Know Me....
As some of you may allready know. My wife was in a car accedent a few years back. My wife and I are in a open relationship. We are looking for new friends n maybe a lover. It has been very hard 4 us and our sex life has sufferd. I take great pride in pleasing my wife before I please myself. The fact is this, it hurts her every time we make love, so as it is very hard for us. We are looking to meet new single ladies and couples. Preferably over 21 and under 40. we live in the Seattle Wa. area. First we would like to meet and start out as friends and then possibly move into a sexual relastionship of sorts. We are STD free and we do drink, and smoke. Just the way it is. We love to go camping, hanging out in our back yard for BBQ's n lil campfires. Yes we have kids n pets. No we are not looking for one night stands. If this sparks your intest, leave me a message in my inbox, and we can go from there. No salute , dont botther peace

MY NAME IS ANTHONY AKA SOBERDAILY35, I AM 35 YEARS OF AGE AND STAND 5 FEET 10 INCHES TALL WITH BLUE EYES AND SHORT DARK BROWN HAIR AND A NATURAL TAN. I AM CLEAN CUT AND HAVE NO TATS OR BODY/FACE PIERCINGS NOR WILL I EVER GET THEM, I WILL NOT JUDGE YOU FOR HAVING THEM THO. I AM A SWEET KIND GOOD HEARTED MAN AND I DO HAVE WHAT SEEMS LIKE 2 SIDES TO ME. I HAVE THE GOOD SIDE OF ME THAT HAS MORALS AND TRIES TO DO THE RIGHT THING BUT THEN I HAVE THE BAD SIDE OF ME THAT LEAD ME TO LUST AND FANTASY, BUT AT LEAST IM HONEST ABOUT IT. I AM NOT ON HERE LOOKING FOR ONE NIGHT STANDS OR WHAM BAM THANK YOU MAAMS BUT AM HERE FOR FRIENDS AND OCCASIONAL PHONE FUN WITH THE RIGHT OPEN MINDED WOMEN THAT DONT JUST WANT PHONE PLAY BUT ALSO WANT A REAL FRIENDSHIP ALSO. IF YOU WANT TO KNOW ANYTHING ELSE ABOUT ME FEEL FREE TO ASK OR CHECK MY PROFILE FROM TIME TO TIME. ONE LAST THING, AS FOR MUSIC I HAVE A PREFERENCE FOR CHRISTIAN ROCK/METAL ETC SO DONT FREAK IF YOU SEE POSITIVE MUSIC IN MY PROFILE. THE OTH

Llewella's Log
Tried twice to submit a salute and failed. I know why the first one was wrong but the second one didn't show my forehead so that blew it I suppose. Who knows! I can't seem to get my camera to fit my whole face and the fubar ID both. It just won't go in the frame. I dunno enough about my digital camera to figure it out. lol Any suggestions would be welcome! Thanks!

All New To Me!!
SHES WORKIN ALL DAYNEVER HEAR HER COMPLAINGOES HOME TO A EMPTY BEDWONDERS IF SHE'LL EVER FIND LOVE AGAINHES BEEN GONE FOR ALMOST 3 YEARSTIME TO MOVE ON SHE SHED HER TEARSTHO LOVE WILL NEVER FEEL THE SAMESHES DYING INSIDE BUT KNOWS THERES LIFE AFTER THE RAINSHES BEEN HURT AND LET DOWN SO MANY TIMESSHES BEEN PRAYING FOR SOMEONE TO MAKE IT RIGHTIN THE ENDSHE WONDERS IF SHE'LL EVER FIND LOVE AGAINSHE NEEDS A MAN TO HOLD HER TIGHTTHAT WONT LEAVE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHTSHES AFRAID THIS WILL NEVER CHANGEBUT FINDS THE STRENGTH TO MAKE IT THRU ANOTHER DAYSHES BEEN HURT AND LET DOWN SO MANY TIMESSHES BEEN PRAYING FOR SOMEONE TO MAKE IT RIGHTIN THE ENDSHE WONDERS IF SHE'LL EVER FIND LOVE AGAINSHES STARING IN THE MIRRORWITH A RUSH IT ALL COMES CLEARFINALLY SHE UNDERSTANDSTHE LOVE SHE WANTS COMES FROM WITHINNO LONGER WONDERS IF SHE'LL EVER FIND LOVE AGAIN

Just A Little Piece Of Me
Today has been just another ordinary day in my life. I try not to complain too much. My life is not a bad one at all. I have a great fiance and wonderful children. I am a stay-at-home mom and also an AVON Independent Sales Representative. My fiance just got out of the military and is currently looking for part-time work while he prepares to go back to school to be an EMT. We just moved to Florida to stay with my soon to be father-in-law while we are trying to get our feet back under us. The only small dark spot on this picture is the oldest son I had no choice but to leave behind with my parents in North Carolina. Someday though I know I will get him back. But no matter how good life is, there are always low spots. My fiance and I do have some pretty wicked fights at times. It sucks but I guess that is just how it goes. I have never known anyone who never had a fight with their significant other. My fiance also has a tendency to hide things from me... either because he thinks it is no

Haven Stuff
"Haven. My name's Haven." I think he smiled, but it was hard to tell on the lionish face, from the angle Ihad. "Though Cookie Monster works just fine.""I said Cookie, not Monster.""You haven't seen me at my best, yet" he said, and smiled for sure.I did not understand the comment. Micah did. "He's implying he's big.""Oh," I said, then had to smile up at Micah. "He shouldn't brag until he's seen the competition."The lionman rolled his face to look at Micah. He wasn't looking at his face. Micah said, "You aren'tseeing me at my best either."Even through the lion's face I could see the arrogance as he looked up at me, not at Micah. "Trust me,I'll measure up. Auggie was shopping for size, not just talent." Taken From Danse Macrabe "Taste Haven," Auggie said. "If you don't like him, then I'm going to have to send home for some less dominant take-out."I looked up at the tail man in front of me. He looked down with that soft, laughing face, and I just didn't buy it. It was like the smile an

Cars
http://www.buick.com/regal/2011/ The base version is officially available. I myself am looking forward to the GS version which should be a lot more fun. I really hope that GM can pull this one off, the niche that Buick fills needs a serious American-brand competitor (I know it's based on the Opel http://www.insideline.com/buick/regal/2011/2011-buick-regal-first-drive.html). The specs for the GS version can be found on this page: http://www.buick.com/future-vehicles/ While I don't think that the 6-speed manual will remain the only transmission choice (a lot of the target market for the car live in areas that make manual transmissions a lot less enjoyable). I think I could (gladly) live with a manual (in Los Angeles) to own that car.

Clean - Incubus
Today, everything was fine fine fine Until roundabout quarter to 9, suddenly I found myself in a bind, a bind Was it something I said Something I read And manifest that's getting you down Don't you dare come to bed with that ambiguous look in your eye I'd sooner sleep by an open fire and wake up fried Say what you will Say what you mean No, you could never offend Your dirty words come out clean, clean Tomorrow, what price will I pay Could I make it all up to you by serving coffee for two in bed, would you then give me the time of day I need a map of your head, translated into english so I can learn to not make you frown Feel better if you vent, put your frustrations into four letter words and let them out on mine The most weathered ears in town! Say what you will Say what you mean No, you could never offend Your dirty words come out clean Clean Clean Clean Clean, yeah Clean Clean, yeah Say what you will Say what you mean No, you coul

Wtf
so is anyone else fed up with people who pretend to be your friend only to stab you in the back the first chance they get! i have absolutely had it with people who fake caring about you to use u or get something from u and then turn around and stab u in back or if not that forget you even exist after they get what they wanted. y cant people just be real and true and stop all the bs, the world would be a much better place if all the users, liars, cheaters, backstabbers, and fake friends were put in a cell somewhere for losers and kept there forever, that way those of us who are honest and kind people would be able to be happy!

A Long Strange Trip
It seems that as I look back at things through the looking glass, all is lost. But I do not control today or tomorrow only the moment I am in., This is the begining of my long strange trip, are you ready to trip with dew?? Hang on the peak will be long and hard, and the come down will be mellow... but what happens inbetween, may take you places youve never been before....

Turfs
I would like to know of a good turf that I can join. With no drama, with people backing up people, and one where I can grow. I would like to start off as an associate and work to a soldier as soon as possible. Please help.

Poems
Window panes come crashing downAmidst the tears and painVanishing hopes are gone and flew awayUp above through twilightShadows cast across the floorReflections of the pastTrembling thoughts of oneDwelling deep within the soulA mystical sense of realityCaptured by the crazeAll in bewildermentOf the shock in the waveCreatures of the dimnessChattering amongst the greenEverything slows in stillnessWhat is this we see? If these walls could talk,you'd know my body is dead,my mind has been taken over,that's why I am so scared,I can't control it,anger is making me blind,I've been left here on my ownchained to a hate of some kind.If these walls could talk. If these walls could talk,you'd know about my fears,about all those nights I screamed for help,about all my fallen tears.You'd know about the demonshaunting me at night,you'd be able to help mekeep my fire alight,if these walls could talk. If these walls could talkthey would say that it's all right,God sends His angelsto look over me at

Red Marbles
I was at the corner grocery store buying some early potatoes.I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily apprizing a basket of freshly picked green peas.I paid for my potatoes, but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas.I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas, I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Mr. Miller (the store owner) and the ragged boy next to me."Hello Barry, how are you today?""H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. They sure look good.""They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?""Fine. Gittin' stronger alla' time.""Good. Anything I can help you with?""No, Sir. Jus' admirin' them peas.""Would you like to take some home?" asked Mr. Miller."No, Sir. Got nuthin' to pay for 'em with.""Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?""All I got's my prize marble here.""Is that right? Let me see it." said Miller."Here 'tis. She's a dandy.""I can see that. Hmmmmm, only t

Chili Cook-off
HAHAHA THIS IS FUNNY!! If you can read this whole story without laughing, then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end. This is an actual account as relayed to paramedics at a chili cook-off in New Mexico . Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in New Mexico , you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the Santa Fe Plaza . Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chile taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield , IL . Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off.. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two j

Baby Moon Facts
I just recently was diagnosed with the disease lupus and mixed connective tissue disease so my life has been a lot different from how it may look in all my photos..NOT SOMETHING I LIKE TO TALK ABOUT BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS!! Lupus is one of many disorders of the immune system known as autoimmune diseases. In autoimmune diseases, the immune system turns against parts of the body it is designed to protect. This leads to inflammation and damage to various body tissues. Lupus can affect many parts of the body, including the joints, skin, kidneys, heart, lungs, blood vessels, and brain. Although people with the disease may have many different symptoms, some of the most common ones include extreme fatigue, painful or swollen joints (arthritis), unexplained fever, skin rashes, and kidney problems. At present, there is no cure for lupus. However, lupus can be effectively treated with drugs, and most people with the disease can lead active, healthy lives. Lupus is characterized by periods of

Sally
This day has been so long and its only a few minutes past 8pm. I am working the phone tonight and its been steady but would enjoy more calls. Check out my profile pics and it will tell you how to call me if your interested. I enjoy meeting people and I love learning about cultures of other people. I need to go out and pull some weeds but its so hot!! I enjoy the outside when its just a tad bit cooler lol. If this night gets any longer I dont know what I am gonna do, guess I am just bored. Looking for friends so look me up! Sally

For Love
So I havnt posted a blog in a long time so bear with me lol! Been doing a lot of soul searching lately and well to be honest Im not exactly sure where im going but im starting to get a pretty good idea of what will make me truly happy. Sometimes life hands you a box of lemons and you have to take a bite of that lemon and spit it back in their faces lmao!!!! So for all of those who hate me ....go ahead and hate me It doesnt bother me. Take that hate somewhere else cause it just consumes and rots the already dead horse. I dont need it anymore For all those who love me....I love you back in full and then some. I have always loved to the fullest and that is one thing I will never change about myself as long as I can help it. I am around somewhere so if you wanna chat or just have some fun haller at me....for those who wont take no for an answer FUCK YOU im deleting you :) have a great day everyone!

Somewhere, Someone
Your smile melts my heart. Just hearing your voice is like listening to angels sing. Your laughter is indescribable, while your eyes are deeper than the most beautiful sunset. Your skin glistens like the sea on a sunny afternoon. Your dark brown hair flows like the Nile, while your fragrance is as pleasant as a garden full of the finest roses. Your knowledge will take ages to fathom. Just being in your presence alone could bring a giant to his knees.Your lips taste like the finest wines. Your love could enlighten the dullest day. If I ever dreamt of you, arising would not be an option. I would stay in your dreams forever. Your beauty and knowledge go hand in hand, they are both timeless. Your soft beautiful smile is enough to engulf the darkest moments.To have you in my arms would be the worships of all gods, to hear your soft whispers would be enough to make me hold you forever close to me.For I know and understand that time with you will always be a present and never a past.To feel

My Poem 4 First Luv
IM UNIQUE YOUR RARE IN THIS GAME LIFE ISNT FAIR SLEEP WITH U AND LEAVE I WOULDNT DARE MY HEARTS RED AND YOURS IS BLUE I MADE YOU MY EVERYTHING AND NOW WERE THROUGH TO INFINITY AND BEYOND BUT NOW IM OVER YOU EVERY WORD I SAID WAS REAL YOURS WERENT TRUE MISSING U EVERYDAY AINT NOTHING NEW YOUR STILL THE SAME BUT MY MENTALITY GREW YOU SAY YOU DONT CARE BUT REGRET IS GLUE THE SHIT I FELT FOR YOU BUT THAT LOVE FLEW THE WAY I FEEL YOU DONT HAVE A CLUE PAYBACKS A BITCH BUT THAT AINT MY CUE 4EVER HEARTBROKEN TILL JUDGEMENT IS DUE

Heart For Sale
"HEART FOR SALE"...Who wants to buy my heart?Im having it for sale.Although its only second hand,still it functions well.Because once,I sold it whole,but someone returned it broken.Now,I had it all repaired and now im back in business.Who wants to buy my heart?Satisfaction guaranteed.It has free service charge and a lifetime warranty.So if youre asking for the price,well youre in a bargain,it only cost........TRUE LOVE.,.,if youre interested just hit me up in my messenger so we can talk more about it,heres mine shalanimiller316@yahoo.com or shalanimiller316@hotmail.com addme and hit me up

Blackrose
roses drippin blood just waitin here for it to stop, but it wont stop, roses drippin lots of blood im not waitin any more ............. drip drip drip my heart is slowin down, waitin here for it to fix, it wont fix........ roses drippin blood just waitin for it to stop, its slowin down........... drip drip my heart is is fixin roses drippin blood just waitin for it to start ......drip my heart is fixed roses not drippin blood just waitin for it to stop ,its stoped .................... didnt fix........................................................

My E True Hollywood Story Part 1
Ok so like many of you who have profiles on here not many seem to take the time to tell about the real you due to the fact that all u care about is who is gonna buy you your next bling or get you that vip or whos gonna give you money to see your nsfw pics. Like really people…… So with that being said I am gonna give you some real isight to who I am and I guess maybe ull figure out why I am the way I am and if not go FU yourself lol. So like any person theres a point in your life where u can remember your first images or first memories, mine starts when I was 3 almost 4. It was a warm spring day not hot but warm. A gentle breeze filled the air as the leaves flowed in it. Sitting in my bedroom which was pretty bare, a bed, dresser, closet , and one blue plastic dumptruck with black tires. As I recall my only toy. Peering out my bedroom door the sound of slamming and banging immurged from downstairs. Like any child curiosity kicked in, as I crept down the stairs not

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Theres is a reason for everythingTheres is a reason for everything,I have come to believe this is true,there is a reason why our paths crossed,Theres is a reason for everything,there is a reason why I joined the site,there is a reason why I wided up in the same place as you,there is a reason why threw theese years,we are still so close,you told me there is a reason for everything,you no what Carl,now I believe why i wided up online,cause the reason is you,we have shared so much with each other,you make me feel so comfortable,when no oneesle could,I can`t wait to meet you and see where this takes us,all I no is I can`t go threw life not finding out,You have brighteren my smile, when I thought I couldn`t ever smile again,I am so happy rigth now Thank You for coeming into my life,I do agree ,there is a reason for everything YES!! I Don`t Think You Know,but .....I don't think you willever fully understandhow you've touched my life.I don't think you could ever knowjust how truly special you

Grandpa Gets An Audit
The IRS decides to audit Grandpa, and summons him to the IRS office.The IRS auditor was not surprised when Grandpa showed up with his attorney. The auditor said, 'Well, sir, you have an extravagant lifestyle and no full-time employment, Which you explain by saying that you win money gambling. I'm not sure the IRS finds that believable.' I'm a great gambler, and I can prove it,' says Grandpa. 'How about a demonstration?' The auditor thinks for a moment and said, 'Okay. Go ahead.' Grandpa says, 'I'll bet you a thousand dollars that I can bite my own eye.' The auditor thinks a moment and says, 'It's a bet.' Grandpa removes his glass eye and bites it. Grandpa says, 'Now, I'll bet you two thousand dollars that I can bite my other eye.' The auditor can tell Grandpa isn't blind, so he takes the bet. Grandpa removes his dentures and bites his good eye. The stunned auditor now realizes he has wagered and lost three grand, with Grandpa's attorney as a witness. He starts to get nervous. 'Wan

Just 2 Read
THE GIFT OF FRIENDSHIPFriendship is one of God’s greatest gifts to us, to which no earthly wealth can compareThe ability to give and receive love between friends is one of the blessings we get to shareWe are told the giving of ourselves for the good of someone else is love put into actionPutting the interests of someone else ahead of ours is what brings real joy and satisfaction.Christian friendship goes far deeper then just the surface and transcends any earthly bondFriendship founded in Jesus will not end in this life but will continue into the life beyondJesus said we are to follow His example and be willing to lay down our lives for our friendsHe said there is no greater love between friends then to give and sacrifice without any ends.A friend is someone who will always seek to encourage you and speak grace into your earThey will never tear you down with words because they know that will fill you with fearKnowing you are accepted and loved by someone is one of the greatest joy

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So tell me ladies. Should a woman have the right to castrate a man, say if she found out he was cheating around on her? or if he was caught doin some type of infidelity?

Dating=difficult?
As a woman, as a big woman. Everything is ok but finding my lover, why is it so hard for fat women to find dates and ideal matches? I am an unyielding woman, I believe I can find a boyfriend. So I think, why cannot have a boyfriend now? Because the people we met in the real world are too limited. So I decided to go online to seek friends and match! So I signed up Facebook, myspace, etc. created website accounts and personal profiles in which I uploaded my photos, wrote my hobbies, characters, merits, ect. But, contrary to expectations, I haven't found my match yet. Suddenly one day, I searched in google a BBW=big beautiful woman dating site PlusMeet.com. It is a dating website exclusively for BBW singles and their admirers. I joined with hope and upgraded to gold member later. 10 days after my registration, I found a boyfriend. He is a BBW admirer. In his eyes, big is beautiful and size is only a number! Thanks to PlusMeet, I can find my other half. So I draw two conclusions, If yo

Anti Abortion
Hi, Mommy. I’m your baby. You don’t know me yet, I’m only a few weeks old. You’re going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is Angel and i'm a girl, and I’ve got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet, but I will when I’m born. I’m going to be your only child, and you’ll call me your one and only. I’m going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We’ll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up. You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’t wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already. Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! …He wasn&rsq

Poems And Songs
It semed only like yesterday, when i fell in love with you I was the happiest man in town, there was nothing i can do Iwas so in love with you, iwanted to be with you Then you took my heart, and you knew what to do you broke it in half nothing mattered to you All you could tell me is that the other guy loved u more, he walked out on you so many times before and yet you say you love him, more than you love me, is that all that matters is the 2 words he said is it all that really matters, is thinking our love is dead? was it ever really alive? is all iam to you..is an empty shell? and all i can do is think of you and watch myself go to hell, in just 3 months, all is reallly done and i see you come and Gone

Haylee's Blog
i wish i can get my life on track again i smoke and drink anything to get me fuck up really bad. and i went to this bar and start to make out with a guy and it was good but i want a real man now that loves to party and kick it up. yeah that's what i am talking about.

Iphone Apps Development
In the current web development market iphone application development is one of the most popular business. There are lots of companies want to create their business applications that Is enable to iphone, android, window mobile or any other smartphone. It is a tough task to be a iphone app developer or android app developer. For starters you have to be master in objective C. after that you become good at programming language you will have to concentrate on making good design for your app that would take months to learn its also depending upon your iphone app requirement. It is also depending upon your working skill and the efficiency of your C programs. So if you are not ready to go through this process than we have one other option to create your iphone application is just hire best iphone app developer for your project and get your work done more faster and without any complication. Bellow are some of the tricks and tips that will help you to choose the perfect suitable iphon

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Sometimes the ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most.Sometimes in relationship people get too comfortable and forget they can be replaced.

Datingagency
Is dating pretty Russian ladies perilous? Do you ask yourself a question whether it is worthy to marry Russian woman? Many men who want to date Russian women are puzzled by many questions. Marriage Russian girls topic is always being discussed especially when it concerns online dating. Let's talk deeply about Russian women dating. I won't astonish you by saying that beautiful girls are dreams of men. I bet that every man despite his looks dreams about dating a beautiful woman some day. I don't find it to be something vicious. It's In human's nature to seek for beauty and harmony in outward things. Russian women are famous for their beauty and intelligence. They have many other merits which men are looking for in their future wife. Most of the women living in Russia are excellent wives and mothers.There are so many beautiful women in Russia who don't think highly of themselves. It is a peculiarity of Russian culture that women are shy and timid, even though they are very beautiful. Desp

Angstrom Super Magnesium
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Its Nearly That Time...
I'm gonna to kill myself not much to live for and all the people i wanna to get to know i'll proobably never meet those who i created friendship on line and in real life i cared about there never be enough to really get to know since all of us have such busy lives so much time sepnt on here the internet thinking i found osme incredible people to knwo and care for but chances are i won't ever meet them nevermind be a part of something i want more than anything thats be a part of their lives even if in a small way not just always stayin in touch or emailing deep shit real connections with some of you great people you undoubtedly are i thought i could strong not allow anything to stop me or defeat me but i am just ready to quit end it all i don't know how much longer or excatlyw ehn i am doing this but its over my enthuasime and love of life are gone my spirit and soul all but gone dan hills "long road" summed up almost my entire existende five easy pieces i am was am the jack nichols