So I sit here and tell myself...don't sweat the small stuff. My mind wanders and roams and starts derailing. Damn fucking thing is broken! I get what I want. I get nothing at all. I want something else. I want something more. I am good with what I have. I don't know what I have. Am I the only person who has this stupid shit explode in their brain? Probably! hahahaha! Ok so I am not panicking. I am totally cool just being me and doing what I choose to do.
Focus, Focus, Focus! Stop distracting yourself with thoughts that don't apply. Clean the child's room already!
So back to that I shall go, but I am totally ready to take the longest walk ever just to escape this quiet stillness! It's gonna be one hell of a lonely month :(