Frayed Knot FM2 DRK's blog: "Silly Me"

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I have a lover who drives me crazy...we have been doing the dance for a few months now. He asked me a while back if I would have a threesome. I wasn't crazy about it because it was not negotiable as to if the threesome would be any other combination then girl/girl/guy. I'm not bi-sexual. The thought of being naked with a woman definitely wasn't appealing. But I gave it a lot of thought and decided it would be ok as long as I was drunk and slightly stoned. So I did it. I won't share the details as they are too personal, but I did it and thats all.

p.s. I don't want to do it again!

So you ever have someone tell you this? Of course you have! Don't lie, it happens to everyone. Can you imagine a world where you are meant for everyone you come into contact with? Yea it wouldn't be so much fun to juggle them all ;)

I don't mind hearing that someone isn't interested in me. It definitely isn't the end of the world. I do however dislike the pussy ass way some people have gone about saying it without saying it. And yes, I myself have done just this. I am just as much an asshole as the next person.

It's also true that I am very nice and that I can be extremely forgiving. But not in every instance. Sometimes I am blunt and rude, maybe even harsh. Overall however I don't sugar coat much.

I have made a new rule for myself. I am the worst at following rules, but this one is a good one. I won't be polite if someone offends me. I will say it like it is. I will not mince words and make it easier for someone just because I am nice. I will say what I am thinking and if it's not what someone wants to hear..then so be it! :) 

so really...it may not be you...but it is definitely me! :)

So I was toying with the notion of changing my name.

Many fun things come to mind, but not many are sticking.

Since I am a nut it has to be nutty!

I will share some of them and you can tell me if you have any other suggestions. :)

Princess Road Head

Icum2u

OPhaquable1

Tease

Yes I am easy

Fluffer for Hire

Loves to Ride

obviously my mind is in a very knotty place..so help me if you can :P

Working overnight this week has been just splendid! I missed this upside down world. But I am afraid my coworkers now believe I am one of the most insane souls on this earth. I may be. Who really knows?

I'm locked in a building and not smoking for the entire shift. I really ought to just give them up, but I wont. Regardless this woman that works with us really gets on everyone's nerves. Not just mine, although mine are the most important to me. (yes I am selfish too!) She makes this noise while she works. It's like listening to something deflate. I am laughing as I type, it's dreadful. All I can do is not ask her is she would like a can of fix-a-flat to get through to the next break. We have been known to take break without informing her so we have a few minutes without her. Terrible we are all going to hell for this, among other things ;). So I mimmick her deflating sound right infront of her and she is absolutely oblivious to my assholish ways. The rest of the crew stifle their laughter and make faces at me until I finally crack up and giggle til I snort. Then this woman starts laughing as if she is in on the joke. Polly who is probably one of the most genuine of humans tells me "You're gonna get caught" and of course I laugh some more. So we get our escape break which is one smoke just prior to the end of the shift if the manager comes in early. We all go out there and the deflating tire is going on about her ever so dramatic life...while Mr Fedora wearer and I are laughing. I say kind of loudly, "absolutely craazy" and begin to laugh a bit too hard. Polly gives me that look and I tell Mr Fedora wearer that "Polly says I'm gonna get caught"  It's awesome because this causes Polly to toss her use tissue at me and the other woman is ABSOLUTELY oblivious to what I am doing. I tell you I will have to pay for my assholish ways and believe me I have so many on a daily basis.

Tonight the crew is small. But wouldn't you know the deflating tire will be working by my side for a glorious 8 hours. I may have to resort to the MP3 tonight. I don't know if I can keep my thoughts silent for that long.

Now it's time to zone out with the remainder of my coffee and prepare myself for a wonderful slumber!

So this "what's on your mind?" Status thingy is really fun now that you can type a paragraph in it. I don't generally share my actual thoughts except here in blogs or a conversation ;)

But what is on my mind is absolutely dirty! I wanna be pounded so hard I forget all time and space for atleast 10 minutes. Woot! I am realistic..not many could go longer so we will set the bar low ;)

I am currently listening to Daughtry-No Surprise on the music channel I have on..sitting in my lounge pants and typing this blog before getting dressed for work. I am not having passionate steamy sex. Not having a wild webcam session. Not even entertaining the thought of a potential random sexual encounter. I am truly boring I suppose. But in my mind I am doing the deed. :) He's faceless and nameless but OH MY GOD! yea so..have a great night while I am at work doing the mundaness that is my job and know I am secretly envisioning naughtiness randomly throughout my night!

So yesterday I spent the bulk of the day with my friend Ashley ♥ She has a pool and insisted I come swimming. So we of course talk boys and such. She has only seen me hit on one guy since she has known me. It was her 21st birthday and we were smashed!

We discussed the benefits of being single vs. having a relationship. I still say there is more positive in being in a relationship then being single. I also agree the freedom to do as you like when you like is sometimes wonderful. Just not as fulfilling.

Anyhow she reminded me of what I said to get this guy to take a ride with me. LOL! I am nuts incase you haven't caught on. I simply said..."How old are you? Want to go for a ride?".

Now I won't tell you exactly what happened but you can enjoy pondering this if you are inclined. Obviously his age was acceptable and I did infact drive off with him. I also tossed out his number along the roadside on my way home later. (see I am a bitch!)

ok thats all I have to share. pink because it's Ash's favorite color :P

Have a fantastic Thursday!!

I hope I spelled that right LOL anyhow..

My current status is bound to make people think naughty thoughts while infact I am curious if this is possible. So it's whats on my mind at this very moment. I am feeling sort of meloncally and self isolating myself from the world around me. This will happen now and again until I am feeling more capable of living life as I once knew it..or something like that.

I miss you all very much so keep in touch. Most have my yahoo or number..USE it ;)

and thank you to the few of you that have kept in touch :)