Beautiful Angel SupportTheTroops's blog: "heartbreak"

if he did love me then he never would have hurt me if he did love me then he would have stayed with me if he did love me then i wouldn't be crying i wouldn't be feeling as if i was dying i wouldn't be wishing the thing that i wish i wouldn't be hoping to end all of this i wouldn't be writing these dumb stupid poems i wouldn't be hurting if he really loved me then i wouldn't be hurting like this i love him and he knows that i do but no begging no pleading nothing worked i told him not to do this i told him not to leave me but he left he ended it all the love that we had the love he said he had but i can see now that is was all just a lie that i was being played that his love was just a lie