Beautiful Angel SupportTheTroops's blog: "heartbreak"

my love life is ruined my soul is not free there is not a thing left for me... he left me here with out a good reason... no love no love will ever be for me, not the way that i want not the way i intend... no love will ever come close to what i felt inside... my true love i lost my soul mate is gone how could everything have went so wrong so many people have stated that their love was true yet here i am again with heartbreak here i am feeling blue love and lust are too different things.... i don't doubt your love you say you had... but how do you know... love can be decieving to people that think they know... i thought that love was forever and true i thought that love was everything but maybe a person never really does love... maybe love is not real i tried to change you cant change who you are... not for anyone... you cant say that you will be not who you are.... love is not that powerful .... love is nothing but a lie... don't fall for it don't ever change who you are there might have been love but then again there might have not who know who knows.... but love is not real... why didn't i get it.... i give up... sooner or later if you don't find it you will just give up like i have.... i hope that you don't i really hope that you find it cause i know how it feels to have found it then to lose it... it hurts it does more then one will ever know