Beautiful Angel SupportTheTroops's blog: "heartbreak"

that i know there is hope i know all of this that i am not giving up that i will get through this..just in time it will take a lot of time...the end for me is not just yet i have a lot of living to do as of yet...i know that i sound all sad when i write but if i don't get it out i feel like i will die inside...i almost did when he told me his love wasn't true...no wait i take that back..i did die just inside...i felt for him as i still do..my love for him is the truest of true...but no matter how much i plead no matter how much i do his love for me is just not there...i tried so hard i really did and in the end defeat was still defeat...you ask what i am going tho and i know you wish to know but nothing will ever be the same this much i know i try to be happy i try not to cry but still my heart aches deep inside i wish that he knew how i feel but no matter what i say or do he is just not there to help me get through