Well I hate to admit
But I'm wrong
I'm drunk right now
You hear that drinking sobers the mind
Well Obviously that's true...
I've been contemplating on saying things
I can't oh god I can't...
I've repeated all the things that I've said before
Nothing more, nothing less
I don't want to admit it, So I wont
It'll sit and fester there for as long as I let it.
I'll be numb so I wont care anyways
I just want to see him happy
Nothing else, nothing more
I don't care about me
I care about him
I know I shouldn't but I do
I've tried not to, but there is something about him...
I am envious of all he's had, of all he'll have
Of anyone who's occupied his mind
Anything that's come in contact with him at all
Breathe
Shut up bitch
Stop thinking
Stop thinking, just breathe
You're a stupid bitch, You don't deserve any of that, you never will, get it out of your mind, out of your soul...
Don't think about it at all
Remeber your past
Your worth and where it lays...
I've talked to him,
Touched him with my bare hands...
I'm sure he's real but not real enough....
He's not real to me...
He's someone else's dream that came into my own..
Take him back I can't have him
I want him but I can't...
Forgive my drunken stuper
I'm praying that I don't say too much
I'm praying that I wont remember this in the morning
I'm praying that he's just happy
I'm praying that I can help him get what he want.
See him be happy than maybe It'll all go away
Whatever it is....
Whatever we had, it's so sureal
When He'd touch me
When He'd kiss me
My knees would buckle from under me
I tried to hide It I don't know how well I did
I don't care about all of that
I just want him to be happy
Please be with her...
GO TO HER.. if she makes you happy, please just please
But don't ask me not to be numb
It's the only way I can...
You know it..
I'm tired of dealing and I don't know if I can
But we'll soon see if I have enough in me for one more...
I hope that I can be that strong...
I think with this beer in me I can start to be
I'm sorry I said I would try
I tried, I'm just not good enough
But I'll still be here for you
I want to be your friend that never stoped us before...
Let me be here for you
Cry on my sholder
Let your tears be mine..
Let me stand up for the both of us
Let me be here for you
I'm sorry I'm like this
I don't know how else to let this out
I can't say it to your face
That seems to be a problem...
We, US, You and I, that's a problem... That's what it is.. whatever it is... it's a problem, one that I've enjoyed thoughly... so thank you now let me do something for you... Let me help you become happy...
