i want to hurt you.
i want to use you in ways that make you cringe
yet excite you at the same time.
i want to run my tongue all over your body
then dig my nails into you until you bleed.
you make me shiver in both fear and anticipation
when i think of the things i would let you do to me.
you make my body tense up with desire
as i feel teeth dig into my thighs from miles away.
i want to use and abuse your body
with ideas that make me hungry just to consider.
i want to run my lips across your chest
before biting gently somewhere far beneath.
you make me need to feel your hands pulling my hair back
as i shove my hips back into you.
you make my hands clench, wrists bound in invisible cuffs,
my back arches as a blade runs down my thigh when none is present.
i want to tie you down to a table, a chair, a bed
and tease you and use you, with nothing for you to do but beg.
i want to be tied down as you test my limits,
of pain and pleasure and sanity.
you make my desires almost tangible
with just your words, or a passing thought of your face.
you make me contemplate the impossibility of capturing
the beauty of a fantasy with you being realized.
~sinamynlee
