Kinkstar Sin's blog: "sin's ramblings"

you're still the guiding force
behind my decisions
i'm still afraid of you leaving
of you giving up on me
you're the reason i don't dig my nails in
or jab my pen into flesh
i try to be my own higher power
but the truth is
you demonstrate a power
far greater than me
i love you like the darkest
most treasured secret
something i want to share
i'm afraid to share
something i want to keep
forever to myself
I love you

~Sinamynlee