Happily In Love's blog: "fuk it all"

the only ones who have that power...to tear my heart out and rip it to shreds. only ones who can make me cry. dont know how they have so much of my heart but they both do. and they both do a pretty good job at breakin my heart. therefore im done with it for now...going to bed not thinking any more. i dont want to feel this way. sick of the hurt. i just want to be happy. what the hell is so wrong with that? really cant deal with this feeling anymore. im out for the night...if your reading this and are worried dont be im simply going to bed and will be back on tomorrow...hopefully in a better mood. cant get wasted so im gonna try sleeping it off....fuck it all

im done with everything! everytime i turn around that stupid lil bitch is fuckin me over. so im done with her. she may be entering my auction but whatever. and i hope he dose fuckin win her cuz he will get exactly what he wants...a lil slut who will do every lil thing he asks when he asks. shes fucked me over beforein which i never forgave her for and she knows it. so what does she do she goes and does it again. well she can just go to hell cuz i really dont give a shit any more. if she wants to be a slut then she can but shes not going to be in my life that way. one day its gonna come back to bite her in the fuckin ass and i hope im there to see it! at one point i thought she was my best friend but now i see that she doesnt know how to be a true friend. all that she cares about is herself and dick. well she can just go fuck herself cuz im done with her!!!!!!