This is gonna make me sound like such a fag but here it is..I was bored last night at work so i decided to walk to the fueling station two building aways to have myslef a beer,lol. On the way of i saw a little bird flapping around but honestly didn't think anything of it, probably cause i was sober and not mentally on this planet. I chatted for a little at the store then enjyoed my brewsky. I was bouncing cause i had a sweet song in my head and was feeling that beer cause i hadn't had anything to eat in over two hours, then i saw that bird agaiin but it was just lying there. It was position sorta the way birds do when the sit in their nest, I would say perched but i would think perch to be standing but it was really lying down either, i would say relaxed or maybe even chill;STOP RAMBLING. ANYWAYS, i saw it sitting there again on the way back and realized that it must have fallen from a nest or was injured then fell. it didn't look like a baby bird just a small bird but it could have been a baby bird.I went back to the store to get gloves so that the fricking mom (if it was a baby bird) wouldn't reject the little guy. I looked around, crawling over fences, halfway up giant trees and even shimmied up a gutter but couldn't locate the fucking thing(the nest). Taking it with me was totally out of the question cause i have no clue how to care fo something,PERIOD. It bummed me out cause i'd like to think that in the life that i lead as a human if i wanna get something done it's done but i felt crippled last night. I'm not a tree hugger or anything but animals fucking rule and they should be helped by people, last night i wanted too help that little fucking bird and i couldn't. I've been thinking about it all night knowing that the little bird will surely expire and the fact that it is on the path way of my frequented use when ever i work. The thought of having to see it decomposing more and more everyday is so whack. I went and worked out hard last night trying to re affirm that im not that helpless, it made me feel better ofcourse but that little bird just ate me up and my dreams...Damn that little shit bird for not staying in the trees and or sky,I hope something comes along and gobbles it all up it before i have to see it..Maybe it was a meal for a starving bumm, well ok more likely a cat.Hell yeah ! the circle of life baby!! i feel much better now!
