There is a time, when everything slows down
And you watch yourself with agonizing calmness
All your actions all your thoughts,
Experienced in a split second that lasts forever
When all your pain, all your joy in life, comes to you. And you realize how shallow and deep life is.
The memories you once thought forgotten stab your heart with its unmerciful truth
Blinded by its touch, you finally recognize who you really are.
The mistakes youve made,the love gained and lost
were nothing compared to the emptiness you feel
that every choice made, you become more alone
No family no friends.
Just a creeping sadness filling the void inside of you, waiting for its moment to take you down
with viral life claiming another person.
In that moment time slows down,
that entropy you call life no longer exists
just an empty shell to be discarded.