So you know when you want something for what seems like forever it becomes like this driving force in your life. You do everything you can think of to make it happen. Only you forget why it is you started wanting it in the first place.
I know you know what I am talking about. That wanting something you dont have thing. Thats something we all have done atleast once in our lives. I have not wasted so much time. Not really. But I am done wasting it on something that foolish.
I do appreciate men. Most of my closest pals are MEN. Only a few of my closest friends are women. What I think has me perplexed is why I have been trying to make something happen when it is just not time for it. My kids are growing up so fast. I don't have a ton of time for wasting. This summer I will be without my little ones...and mommy is going to the beach! Taking long walks! Eating ice cream for breakfast!
As for looking for a boyfriend...I think KNOT!
Oh and if I ever make it to the gym...I will post an update on that!! HAHAHA!