One of the hardest things in life (it seems) to do is let go or walk away from something that no matter what you do goes no where.....after all what you put up with hoping that by talking with them....they will actually listen to you but in the end you realize that you can't save someone who never listens to you (or their own heart).........
But that's just one side of the coin, in a relationship where in the beginning it was like a never-ending fire that drove you and had you experiencing things that you only dreamed of, ending up with a pile of ashes that will (despite you trying many times) will never catch fire again....ashes shows you how long you stuck around whether it be they were your first love or them being the only thing you've ever known, to a point where you see this going on for 7 years clearly wasting time and having the same result so what do you do?.....stay knowing that when that time comes where you "wake up" and see what you pretended not to see, cause that "NEED" of something good turned into this warped out and dangerous "WANT" that got out of control too fast....but those who are intoxicated lose their reasoning (no matter how much they say that they know what their doing) cause truth is if you knew what you were doing then why walk into the wall? cause you can?........show me someone who likes to walk into walls
That's the situation I'm in and by writing this I noticed that there comes a time when you have to say that's enough I can't do this anymore cause it will only hurt the both of us in the long run......some relationships/friendships you have to give up on cause no matter how much your there for them you never get what you give to them.....so as of now I'm letting go..................