Waking up and realizing that you missed out on alot does something to a person whether it be from someone who never truly understood you, to a situation you "know" you shouldn't let get any further that saying hi.......when you wake up and finally realize that what you thought you saw was not what you see after you awoke......it's time to rethink things and maybe even change a few things
But that's just the begining in the state of awaking, things that you left blurry have cleared up either by you finally seeing the truth or by someone...or something else clearing a path for you and then you make a choice to either see them for what they truly are.....or since you have gotten used to them being blurry they go right back to that which in my case makes me the fool for doing that.....how many times can you be there through the crying,venting, and basically listening to their negativity and then have them turn around and say that they don't know you or care whether your there or not......please spare me your woe-as-me bullshit we all know that the world isn't as perfect as you or I want it to be no matter how many times you wish for a "Kazillion dollars" still won't make the problem go away.........the only thing I can (and have offered you) is my loyalty and respect....not to mention my time......which seems to be wasted on people who never even took the time to get to know me..........but saw what they "wanted to see" instead, while being sooo wraped up in their own soap opera
The truth is that either we choose to learn the lessons that we encounter or ignore them....and should you go at them alone then that's your fate and if it doesn't work out only "you" are to blame not anybody else