MidnightMarauder the Nocturnal One's blog: "The Gemini Mind"

This has been a long time coming so if anyone thinks that it's about them........then maybe you should look at yourself and think about who it is you done this to......in other words if you take this personally then maybe your not as innocent as you think.........

My state of mind lately has been.....one can say filled with thoughts of rage and vengeance....maybe because of my 24 hour work days.....hmm but even that is not an excuse but I'll tell you that these thoughts have always been there just that my subconscious has blocked them but with me being up for more than 48 hours with little sleep, where there were sunny skies......is now a raging storm that has grown over the past couple days and focused on this particular subject....and that is betrayal it's a feeling of the worse kind cause it's almost always done by ones you let into every fabric of your life only to have them be the one who stab you with your own sword right through your soul.........when this happens your at your lowest where you are shattered and don't even want to become whole again you're just in limbo not thinking about anything or anyone.......the only thing that remains is anger, rage, and malicious thoughts of vengeance.......the ones who sat and planned to turn on you have memory lapses....cause as they know your secrets you know theirs as well......now this always is not a good thing cause some have nothing to lose which makes it seem like they won but there is something greater out there that will deal with their betrayal......now for some it comes quick and others it takes a while.....and even sometime (though rare) that person sees the error of their ways and makes amends but even though we're all buddy-buddy and saying I love you again the scar of what they did will always be there and the friendship has suffered irreparable damage that over time dissolves completely.............

So this is to the ones who think that what they've done was "overlooked" and got away scot-free just because we hug and hang out again doesn't mean that you would want to be alone with me........cause I may forgive but I'll never forget.......so if your thinking what does he mean and who is he talking about......I'll leave you with some damn good advice you'd better take into consideration........not everyone you betray will be as lenient as I am so be careful "who" you turn against cause you'll never know what lurks beyond the surface....and because you didn't dig deep enough a very nasty and dark surprise will be waiting for you which will have you regretting ever knowing them.......................................

"Revenge is a sweet dish, best served cold....with a warm smile"