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MidnightMarauder the Nocturnal One's blog: "The Gemini Mind"

created on 05/25/2008  |  http://fubar.com/the-gemini-mind/b218528  |  2 followers

What I'm looking 4

This morning I'm feeling a lil "funny"........not the "funny" that people are used to me being but the kind of "funny" that gets me thinking and then I have to write about it.....kinda like now.......................................

  

 

For the life of me I don't know what goes through people's minds sometimes....ask them what they want from you, you give it, they ask you to do this, it gets done, you both agree that there will always be open communication and there is (on your part) so what happens when you find yourself giving your all and never even receiving a thing?........changes happen that's what......how do you go from practically calling someone baby this and saying that you miss them and can't wait to see them......to go to nothing, not a phone call, e-mail, instance message, nothing you talk to eeeverybody else but them and they don't even know what's wrong with you, cause you have never even been brought up to their loved ones..........so after all the time that seems (now wasted) on them, one gets fed up to the point where that smile that stays on their face is gone and in place of it is a look that you never really want to see....the kind of look that makes you think twice b4 saying anything cause if you do you'll get your feelings hurt real quick. Last time I checked "trust" was a two way street so when I explained who was who, got rid of alot of things, hell even followed you to 2 other sites like myspace  for this to be the "thanx" that I get for doing all those things seems like you never really cared at all now I'm not the type to put my business out there but when you "like" someone and they give up all the space you can want just to show that what they told you from day one was and is the truth why go and be unreachable?....I know you got things going on and what not your still around not only to this site but the other two I followed you to as well, like I always told you even though you have concerns, questions, whatever that the only way you'll get the truth is to talk to ME about it cause I have no reason to lie to you and have never done so..........

 

And it's gotten to a point where if you keep on doing what your doing by placing me on the fence and leaving me alone when you "feel like" coming back (thinking I'm going to wait around just to get ignored) your going to be surprised when you find that where I once waited patiently is a message in the dust saying bye-bye even though I'm a patient man.....a "neglected patient man" is a hundred times worse

 

So what am I looking 4? I get asked this alot when people find out that I'm still single and that I"made it" this far in life with no kids.....you know alot of women say that there aren't any "Real men" anymore...but you know what there aren't any "Real women " cause they all talk about how they want this, and that but then when it comes they do something like.....(I don't know) stop talking to you or just completely duck and dodge you when making plans to see them or calling them.......This is what I'm looking for in a woman (ready?) the woman that I'll be with is a woman that knows who she is, inside and out,.......someone who knows how to be herself at all times (even in front of friends and family), who knows how to get my attention (though if you truly knew what gets my attention you never have to worry about that), a woman who's truly ready.....(let me say that again) "truly ready" to experience a love like no other and is ready to get my all each and everyday. I want a "Real Woman" to stand up for me as well as put me in my place whether I'm right or wrong, who is willing to step up and claim me, not play games having me to come find them.....like I said communication is the foundation to a healthy, long lasting relationship (where I come from if you want somebody you act like it) a woman that knows the pure value of true friendship and gives to the world everyday (not just days when it suits her)....one who listens to her own heart and not those of others who are not happy in their lives (this means family too)......and most important a "Real Woman" who knows that when I say I care, love or want to be with you that I'm with YOU and no one else, as well as comes to me when there is something on her mind and not draw any conclusions on her own about how I'll respond or......whatever

 

 

There it is like I said b4 I'm feeling a little off right now so some of this may not make sense but those of you who really know me...know that what I wrote is what I truly feel (you know who you are).....for those "smart asses" that always have something to say that doesn't even pertain to the subject and is not even cute....this is not the time for you to try and be funny, for this is a serious subject and is meant just as it's written ( I suggest that if you wanna write something foolish write it to me privately) for I'm not in the mood as of now or later.........

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