Are there any decent, nice guys out there? You know? Not the control freaks? I am a really nice girl and don't do anyone wrong but it always seems as though i'm the one always shitted on. I don't think there is one relationship that i have been in where i haven't been controlled... What is it with you guys? If you get one loyal girl that's not gonna cheat on you, you freak out. I guess you do it cause you wanna keep herb ut news flash...the more you control someone the more they break the rules... Look, I get into a relationship.. i'm in it to stay... i just can't believe how much bullshit one has to put up with.
And the mind games that people play... OMG! "I'm gonna break up with you if you don't pick up the phone when i call"... just stupid, petty bullshit like that. If you love someone and care about them as much as you say that you do, you don't play games like that... nor do you turn around and break up over stupid bullshit stuff like that.
I'm just tired of it all.. and think i'm either gonna turn gay or just not get into a relationship anymore for awhile.. unless someone can prove to me that they aren't about that ... whatever happened to honesty and trust in a relationship? I'm all for it .. if you wanna know what i'm doin or who i'm talkin to... I'm not gonna hesitate to tell you ... just give me that chance...I want that kinda relationship..well, umm I don't think i'm gonna find it .. so you know what? I'm gonna cut my losses!