YO,
So here I sit thinking to myself mostly and trying to stay as sain as I can even with the whole dam world on my back lol... I know a lil dramatic there but it does feel like it and since this is a rant/blog I figure I’m allowed a little literary fun ^_^
I believe thinking is my problem I just do too dam much of it for my own good.
I need to get back to writing at least when I did that I didn’t stress so much as I do now... Bills, Canada, Food, house... FUCK.... SEX... mmmmmmmm now shit um... ok so anyway depression is not as back as it used to be so I’m glad about that... seems a little more manageable when I write my feelings down *Fucking want to kill you* O.o sorry about that.... slipped out...
so anyway I try to talk these things out with some people but I just find talking about it just makes me feel worse then I already do... so I find its more better to just talk about other things but don’t think I forget these things... I just put them aside in my mind to worry about later... it’s not good to just forget ones problems when you need to deal with them constructively lol.. Or something like that.
You know I sometimes make no sense at all even to myself... it’s funny I will sit here and talk about something and get to a point where I just have no idea what the hell I’m going on about...
*I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!!!!*
So ya know something I hate is people that talk to you and vanish for no god dam reason.... no BRB nothing just poof lol.... come on... three letters people... b.r.b is it that hard? *shrugs* maybe it is... I mean it take a lot of energy to press three keys in sequence.
I like Monster energy drink... I don’t care how bad it is for me... I have given up so much cos of my fat ass but I refuse to give everything up! It’s funny though cos I hear about people that down this stuff like its soft drink then whine when they get fucked up..... *fucking stupid moron!!!!!* you should only drink one a day.... you should not need to suck them down one after the other... that’s just senseless. OH GODS I just burped and it when back down my throat.............. FLAHHHHHHH *Faints*
I haven’t done this in ages honestly people I need to write my thoughts down more often.... was even thinking of making a vlog... a video blog lol... but I never do it.. :P
Ok for now I’m off... but I might write something later lol.