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Soon I am not gonna have the internet, unless something great happens. I will have it back as soon as I can. But I do know that I will miss my friends and "family" on here. I am having a really hard time with many issues in my life. I have to handle them alone. I will be here for hopefully 3 more weeks. But after that...I am not to sure where my life is gonna go. I don't know if I will have to move again...if I will have any money...nothing is solid right now. So if u pray please pray that things will get a bit better ok :D Thanks Lizzy
Fu-owned by __ for a month and in my name rate all pics and stash during HH U will get a salute NSFW if ya want it time on web cam Pimp out Bulletin Pimp out in blog Forever a link on my page to my owner will buy u a drink daily for 2 weeks You will be my crush for 2 weeks if bid goes to Blast or VIP Phone call and NSFW web cam and I say what I show If bid goes to HH Hand written letter and a special gift in the mail
THIS IS MY OWNER FOR A MONTH!! SHOW HIM SOME LOVE!!! I AM GONNA!! HUGS TAX CAT!!! AND KISSES ESP! The Crazy Tax Cat

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Come and OWN ME! I will add more if it goes higher, you know you wanna! :D
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Dizzy Lizzy Rate and comment every pic during HH Rate all stash during HH Add you to my family for a month Owned by you in my name for one month Make a permanent blog for the owner of me A link to your profile on my page A bulletin stating that you own me Owned by you salute (NSFW) Owned by you salute (SFW) Will be my default 2wks Yahoo add Yahoo cam 2 times 30 min (SFW) Hand written letter personal phone call Pair of my panties signed 2 sessions of mic chat with cam Daily comment from me you will be my crush for a month after the month you will be my top friend If it goes to 3 month VIP and 30 day blast I will pimp you out in my blast. you will stay in my family you can rip 5 pics of my choice to have a folder owning me on your page If it goes higher Vip/blast/HH Cash Get an extra special gift with the panties (my choice) 3rd session on cam (NSFW) I choose what I show you A Cd of my fave songs And if it goes really high Another phone call and u can ask me NSFW things but no phone sex lol and we can be fu-married if ya want :D
> Do you want to OWN ME? COME check out what I have to offer and bid if you like! > You must have a verified Salute to bid and all bids welcomed, and might add more if it goes well! > > > Rate and comment every pic during HH > Rate all stash during HH > Add you to my family for a month > Owned by you in my name for one month > Make a permanent blog for the owner of me > A link to your profile on my page > A bulletin stating that you own me > Owned by you salute (NSFW) > Owned by you salute (SFW) Will be my default 2wks > Yahoo add > Yahoo cam 2 times 30 min (SFW) > Hand written letter > personal phone call > Pair of my panties signed > 2 sessions of mic chat with cam > Daily comment from me > you will be my crush for a month > after the month you will be my top friend > > If it goes to 3 month VIP and 30 day blast > > I will pimp you out in my blast. > you will stay in my family > you can rip 5 pics of my choice to have a folder owning me on your page > > If it goes higher Vip/blast/HH Cash > > Get an extra special gift with the panties (my choice) > 3rd session on cam (NSFW) I choose what I show you > A Cd of my fave songs > > And if it goes really high > > Another phone call and u can ask me NSFW things but no phone sex lol > and we can be fu-married if ya want :D >
I am serious my faith in love has been totally restored!! I was watching Oprah...ok ok I know I know LOL But listen to this! This man was in a concentration camp and was polish at 14 years old. And a girl was in a village (her familiy lied and said they were jews to live) next to the camp and the only thing seperating them was a barbedwire fence. She was walking by the fence one day and seen him and he looked hungry so she gave him her apple. and she did this for 7 months fed him bread and an apple every day for 7 months. One day she came to feed him and he told her not to come back because they were going to exacute all of them in the camp....mind you she had no idea that he made it out. By some miricle he made it and never died. They both moved to NY City what are the chances right? They were set up on a blind date 14 years later and realized she was the girl with the apple and he was the boy whom she fed. He told her she would never leave him again and he asked her to marry him on the spot! They have been married for 50 years and are more in love now then they have ever been! He was crying when he said to her You fed me when I was hungry for food and you love me when I am hungry for love! What a wonderful story! I can only DREAM that I will find a love like that one day...but until then....this was one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen in my life! When you all think about the loves in your life or you are looking for someone...make sure they make you feel like this! I cried and am still tearing up! I will be waiting and looking for the man that will make me love him unconditionally! HUgs to everyone! Lizzy

This is how I feel and what I go through and noone understands this illness. Please read up and try to understand this disease more.

MY LIFE - PLEASE READ!!! this is a letter I found online and it will help explain what I go through everyday. PLEASE READ ALL OF IT!!! thank you LETTER TO THE NORMAL PEOPLE LETTER TO NORMALS Having LUPUS means many things change, and a lot of them are invisible. Unlike having cancer or being hurt in an accident, most people do not understand even a little about LUPUS and its effects, and of those that think they know, many are actually misinformed. In the spirit of informing those who wish to understand...... These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me.... - Please understand that being sick doesnt mean Im not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day in considerable pain and exhaustion, and if you visit I probably dont seem like much fun to be with, but Im still me stuck inside this body. I still worry about school, and work and my family and friends, and most of the time I'd still like to hear you talk about yours too. -Please understand the difference between "happy" and "healthy" .When you've got the flu you probably feel miserable with it, but Ive been sick for years. I cant be miserable all the time, in fact I work hard at not being miserable. So if you're talking to me and I sound happy, it means I'm happy. That's all. It doesnt mean that Im not in a lot of pain, or extremely tired, or that Im getting better, or any of those things. Please, dont say, "Oh, youre sounding better!" I am not sounding better, I am sounding happy. If you want to comment on that, you're welcome. -Similarly, please understand that many of my symptoms arent always visible to people who dont know me well. So if you see me and I look well, this doesnt mean Im not in pain, or exhausted or too shaky to write or sometimes even move, or havent lost sensation, or am not having heart problems etc. Please dont say Well you look alright! especially if Ive just told you I feel ill/have been very ill. I can look ok and be very ill. Telling me I look ok not only wont help me feel better but will make me feel you are casting doubt on the fact I feel so bad. Feeling sick is hard enough without having to continually battle to make people believe you are. -Please understand that being able to stand for ten minutes doesnt necessarily mean that I can stand up for twenty minutes, or an hour. And, just because I manage to stand up for ten minutes yesterday doesnt mean that I can do the same today. With a lot of diseases youre either paralyzed, or you can move. With this one it gets more confusing. -Please repeat the above paragraph substituting "sitting", "walking", "thinking", "being sociable" and so on.... it applies to everything. That's what LUPUS does to you. -Please understand that LUPUS is variable. It's quite possible (for me, its common) that one day I am able to go to work, while the next day I'll have trouble getting to the kitchen. Please don't attack me when I'm ill by saying "But you did it before!" if you want me to do something then ask if I can. In a similar vein, I may need to cancel an invitation at the last minute, it this happens please do not take it personally. -Please understand that "getting out and doing things" does not make me feel better, and can often make me seriously worse. Telling me I need a treadmill , or that I just need to lose (or gain) weight, get this exercise machine, join this gym, try these classes... may frustrate me to tears, and is not correct....if I was capable of doing these things , don't you know that I would? I am working with my doctor and physical therapist and am already doing the exercise and diet that I am suppose to do. Another statement that hurts is, "You just need to push yourself more, exercise harder..." Obviously LUPUS deals directly with the immune system, and because our immune systems don't work the way yours do this does far more damage than good and could result in recovery time in days or weeks or months from a single activity. Also, LUPUS may cause secondary depression (wouldnt you get depressed if you were hurting and exhausted for years on end!?) but it is not created by depression. -Please understand that if I say I have to sit down/lie down/take these pills now, that I do have to do it right now...it cant be put off of forgotten just because I'm out for the day (or whatever). LUPUS does not forgive. -If you want to suggest a cure to me, don't .It's not because I don't appreciate the thought, and it's not because I dont want to get well. It's because I have had almost every single one of my friends suggest one at one point or another. At first I tried them all, but then I realized that I was using up so much energy trying things that I was making myself sicker, not better. If there was something that cured, or even helped, all people with LUPUS then we'd know about it. This is not a drug company conspiracy, there is worldwide networking (both on and off the Internet) between people with LUPUS, if something worked we would know. -If after reading that, you still want to suggest a cure, then do it, but dont expect me to rush out and try it. I'll take what you said and discuss it with my doctor. In may ways I depend on you....people who are not sick....I need you to visit me when I am too sick to go out....Sometimes I need you to help me with the shopping, cooking or cleaning. I may need you to take me to the doctor, or the physical therapist. I need you on different levels...you're my link to the outside world...if you don't come to visit me then I might not get to you . ...and, as much as it's possible, I need you to understand me.
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