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Getting A Woman Trust
GETTING A WOMAN TRUST OK, I WILL FIRSTLY ASKED YOU, ARE YOU SINGLE OR INGAGED PRESENTLY, IF THE ANSWER IS OF THE NEGATIVE, THEN I'LL ASKED YOU TO BE MY VALENTINE BECAUSE I WILL ONLY BE THE VALENTINE TO A SINGLE OR DISENGAGED WOMAN, BEING SOMEONE VALENTINE IS SERIOUS, BOTH PERSON HAVE TO BE DISENGAGED. I WILL TRY GETTING TO KNOW YOUR INNER DESIRES AND DREAMS, BECAUSE WOMAN HAVE WHAT IS CALLED A WALT DISNEY FANTASIES, WHICH WAS IMBEDDED IN THEIR GENETIC, WHICH IS DREAMING OF A PRINCE CHARMING WITH A HAPPILY EVER AFTER THOUGHTS, SOME ONE TO LOVE AND TRUST YOU AND TO BE HONEST, HANSOME, STRONG AND GOOD IN BED, KNOWING WHAT IS YOUR EXPECTATION OF YOUR DESIRED DREAM MAN, AND TRY TO MAKE YOU COMFORTABLE AND BUILD YOUR TRUST BY PATTERNING MYSELF TO YOUR DESIRE, AND LET YOU CERTAINLY TAKE THE LEAD IN EVERYTHING, I WILL JUST LET YOU GUIDE ME INTO THE HAPPINNESS AND PLEASURE OF YOUR DESIRE, HELP YOU TO BE RELAXED AND BRING OUT THE INNER YOU. I THINK LETTING YOU HAVE YOUR WAY OF THINGS WITH ME A

Winter Driving Video Mix.
Beautiful Country in the Minnesota River Valley. Winter Driving 101: When in a skid turn your wheel toward the skid; but do it gently, until you get a feel for the road conditions. They may very greatly, so be careful! NEVER press hard on the breaks! better yet don't even use them it if you have to. It is a guarantee you will be in the ditch, or in an accident!! Note: If you are driving too fast not anticipating on how far you need to stop or slow down to make a turn, you're S.O.L.!!! (I think the "turn toward the slide" technique works best on rear-wheel driven vehicles)

Why?
WHY? Why did you have to leave me, why did you have to die? Was I not meant to keep you, why do I have to cry? I want you back here with us, things can never be the same. How can I just go on each day and play life's awful game? You were my wanted baby, I loved you very much. I'll never see you laugh or cry or feel your fingers clutch. I need to get some answers, my questions seem ignored, I feel so lost and lonely here, oh help me please my Lord, Take good care of my baby now you've taken them from me, Wrap my baby tightly in your arms and kiss him or her tenderly. Please tell her or him that I love you so and will forever more, And save a place for me one day when I'll be whole once more.

The Heart
A heart once broke and torn slowly starts to heal. The pieces come together and once again the heart can feel. A heart that swore to never trust begins to change its mind and slowly all the walls come down. The heart begins to find. The heart that once was bruised by love regains what once was lost. All the negativity into the air is tossed. The heart once bad is turning good and feeling every beat. The price to pay was letting go to be swept off the feet. The heart is still alive inside when it was once thought dead. All things that tore and broke it down have been removed instead. And for the heart that use to love but eventually changed its mind there is such a thing as better days and thats what the heart must find..

Now It's February
Feb 7, 2007 I'm still looking for my next job. Been working contracts since 2003 and I really enjoy moving to different places and meeting new people. Never really does get lonely, there's just too much to do. The cold weather now really bites, I'd love to get back down south. My two bicycles are in the garage and it isn't even warm enough to work on them. Got the approval for the publication of my second book the other day. It will be published by Publish America and should be available by summer I hope. Also got a couple short stories picked up by Amazon.com and they will soon be on their websites. Actually, I kind of hope one of them gets converted into a stage play or maybe even a movie.

In Death
What do we fear most when death comes to visit? Is it unknown intentions? Death never asks, "how are you today?" Death already knows its your time. In illness death announces to the world... "I am here..." The rest of us who were blind Now see it's your time to leave And, our hearts begin to bleed. Hearts lovingly pumped and living... Violently slashed and bleeding Paralyzing emotional shock My light is gone No longer can I see. Shivering cold and turning blue I am the infant soft warm, all anew I no nothing of this death I cry for dear life Necessity, love, and to live. Where is my light to live? When family is called to their time My tears I cannot hide In his presence he is more beautiful than i've ever seen he is already in peace It is I who mourn Before his time. The way to live is here he is still beautiful wearing death's cloak My tears shower light And I burn.

Help Me Win A 7 Day Blast Please
OK ALL YOU OUT THERE, I HAVE MANY OF YOU ON MY FRIENDS AND FAN LIST. PLEASE HELP OUT AND COMMENT BOMB ME LIKE MAD. IM IN A CONTEST TO TRY AND WIN A 7 DAY BLAST. WHO KNOWS I MAY EVEN RETURN THE FAVOR TO YOU IF YOUR THE ON WITH THE MOST COMMENT BOMBS THAT YOU LEAVE ON THERE FOR ME. HERE IS THE LIKE CLICK IT AND GET BUSY COMMENT BOMBING PLEASE. THANKS BUNCHES

Free
you gotta lie cheat if ya wanna survive you gotta take what you can get if it keeps you alive so sister make up your mind stop wastin all my time ill never be hip im not on the same trip your tracks tell you lies id rather get high ill sit here and drink and watch you die feed the blood of your life back to me ill always be free never gonna get me like the wind and rain sent to bring you pain im never gonna run along see the tracks up on your arm never can rid the blood of sin you dont know where to begin ill let loose of your heart when your ready to fall apart and write a letter in blood about me ill always be free

I Thought!
Theres somethings that cannot be explained how you hurt me and broke my heart.. I cry at night with all this pain..... How could you let us fall apart... How did i not see any of this before... the way this all would end.... You hurt me as you walked through my door Through endless tears my heart will never mend I thought that the world had lost its way.. Its so hard sometimes....... Then i fell in love with you And you took that away...... Its not so difficult ...the world is not so difficult I thought i would always love you. I thought i would always need you.. I thought i would always care for you.. I thought you cared for me too.. I thought you always loved me. I thought you always needed me. I thought you always cared for me. I thought i cared for you too... I was a fool....you were a fraud.. I thought it was unconditional I must have missed the claus... {ohh why oh why oh why!} Why was I so weak to see how you hurt me... Why was I so blind to your

Cat Contest Is Over On The 14th
~~ Cat Contest ~~ I am looking for cats for my contest. First cat contest on CT! Best Cat on CT contest! 1st Cat is...... with 1200 comments 2nd Cat is...... with 883 comments 3rd Cat is...... with 826 comments 4th Cat is...... with 104 comments 5th Cat is...... with 90 comments 6th Cat is...... with 20 comments most comments wins! VIP & VIC gifts awarded to the winners! will open on 2/7 thur 2/14 thanks maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Hey Sweeties
I was trying to give my friends comments today but my pc keeps freezing up. Not sure if its cherry tap or my pc. so I thought I would leave you all a cute comment here on my blog today.Have a good day sweeties...Lorie Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Touch My Heart
Touch my heart and I'll touch yours With a gentle word or two, For kindness bears the sweetest fruit That makes our dreams come true. Touch my life with tenderness And fill my cup with love. Share my dreams as I share yours Beyond the stars above. Take my hand as I grow old And lead me when I'm blind. Show me that you really care… Good Friends are hard to find. Touch my heart and I'll touch yours A little more each day And then we both find happiness Somewhere along the way.

Did You Know This About Teen Dating Abuse???
Groundbreaking Research Provides Clear Evidence That Technology is Taking Teen Dating Abuse to Disturbing New Levels, Yet Abuse Remains Hidden From Parents? Thursday February 8, 9:00 am ET WASHINGTON, Feb. 8 /PRNewswire/ -- A new survey on teens and dating abuse released today reveals that an alarming number of teens in dating relationships are being controlled, threatened and humiliated through cell phones and the Internet with unimaginable frequency. The research also reveals disturbing data that a significant majority of parents are completely unaware of this type of dating abuse and the dangers facing their teens. Among the many findings: Teens report dating abuse via technology is a serious problem * 71% of teens regard boyfriends/girlfriends spreading rumors about them on cellphones and social networking sites as a serious problem. * 68% of teens say boyfriends/girlfriends sharing private or embarrassing pictures/videos on cell phones and computers is a

My Thoughts On A.n.s.
AIGHT SO SHE DIED, BIG FUCKING DEAL!!! DID SHE CHANGE YOUR LIFE? OR INFLUENCE YOU IN ANYWAY???? SHE WAS A DRUGGED OUT PILL POPPING WHORE WHO MANAGED TO FUCK OVER EVERYONE AND ANYTHING SHE TOUCHED. NO TEARS SHOULD BE SHED FOR THE RETARD. HAVE ANY OF YOU PAID ATTENTION TO HER IN THE LAST I DUNNO 10 YEARS?? SHE HASN'T BEEN ANYTHING TO LOOK UP SINCE NAKED GUN 2 AND 1/2 OR WAS IT 33 1/3RD CAN'T REMEMBER BUT FUCK. BETWEEN TV SPOTS, THE DRUGS, FUCKING AN 86 YEAR OLD MAN, AND TRYING TO MILK HIS MONEY, AND ALL IN ALL JUST BEING A FUCKING ATTENTION WHORING COW, YOU ALL SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF THE FACT THAT YOUR GIVING HER WORTHLESS ASS EVEN A SECOND THOUGHT. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND RAVING MAD.

2008
One sunny day in 2008, an old man approached the White House from across Pennsylvania Avenue , where he'd been sitting on a park bench. He spoke to the Marine standing guard and said, "I would like to go in and meet with President Hillary Clinton." The Marine replied, "Sir, Mrs. Clinton is not President and doesn't reside here." The old man said, "Okay," and walked away. The following day, the same man approached the White House and said to the same Marine, "I would like to go in and meet with President Hillary Clinton". The Marine again told the man, "Sir, as I said yesterday, Mrs. Clinton is not President and doesn't reside here." The man thanked him and again walked away . . . The third day, the same man approached the White House and spoke to the very same Marine, saying "I would like to go in and meet with President Hillary Clinton." The Marine, understandably agitated at this point, looked at the man and said, "Sir, this is the third day in a

Random Things About Me
10 RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME 1. I love helping people 2. I had straight hair til I was in junior high, then it got really curly, now I have it chemically straightened 3. I'm really good at offering advice 4. I almost went to school in New Orleans 5. I applied to go to Harvard 6. I play guitar 7. I have a younger brother, and he's a metrosexual 8. My favorite show growing up was Thomas the Tank Engine 9. I am told I have "the softest bed ever" 10. I am told I make "the greatest margaritas ever" 9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART 1. Laugh at my jokes 2. Be willing to have deep talks 3. Be honest 4. Smile, a lot 5. Put up with me when I'm a dork 6. Don't get jealous, trust me, I don't cheat 7. Tell me if something I do upsets you 8. Compliment me 9. Be worthy of respect 8 THINGS I CARRY/WEAR EVERYDAY 1. Wallet 2. Phone 3. iPod 4. Contacts / Glasses 5. Watch 6. Cologne 7. Keys 8. Underwear? 7 THINGS THAT ANNOY ME 1. LYING! 2. Drama 3. Crying over nothing 4. Cou

Finding My Way Around
HEY EVERY ONE ,I,M NEW AND NOT SHORE WHAT TO SAY ??,SO OLD MOTHER HUBBERT ,WENT TO THE CUBBERT TO FETCH POOR ROVER A BONE ,BUT WHEN SHE BENT OVER,ROVER DROVER AND NOW HAS A BONE OF HIS OWN, I,M EASY GOING DOWN TO EARTH ,I,VE DANCED WITH THE LORD,AND I,VE DANCED WITH THE DEVIL,BUT NOW I WALK A STRAIGHT LINE ,AND ONCE IN A WHILE I,LL GET A BIG SMILE ,AND DANCE ON THE CRAZY SIDE .WELL CHEERS, HERES TO MAKING FRIENDS,LAUGHING,AND JUST BEING CRAZY,BYE, PS,TY BRAT,HUGS TO YOU,HEY ALL STOP BY.

Is Life Half Full -- Or Half Empty???
A friend of mine -- pip1966@ CherryTAP has posted in his blog, called Something sent to me by a friend..., the following quote: "Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it'll never begin." --anonymous to which I responded: LOL... I know what you mean. Oftentimes, people ask me, "Aren't you worried about getting older?" I reply to them, "What do you mean? If I calculate correctly, based on the lifespans of my my grandparents, I shall live for another 40-50 years. In that sense, I have only begun to truly enjoy life." Just wish I could get out of working so very hard all the time!!! :) Sooooooooooooooooooooooo..... I am curious. Do you see your life as half full???? or, half empty????

New Horse
rub the ashes on my skin its time to start this once again ive got a new horse gonna ride it to the sun leaving behind everyone i felt your passion die today a red and black sky in its way ive seen it all come crashing down I guess ill see you around to me its plain to see its all a game fallen angels never sing they lift the heads toward the sky and finally spread their wings and fly ive got a new horse gonna ride it to the sun left to die in front of everyone when passion comes to its end its time to say goodbye once again and rid the world of my light a red and black sky in my sight ive fallen prey to it all ill catch you once again when you fall but this time when you think its said and done ill ride my horse back to the sun

Why?????
Why do people from your past think its cool to keep popping up ? Why is it so hard to understand go away and leave me alone? I'm so sick of finally getting healed from my past and that same person rearing their ugly little head to rip open the scars to pour more salt on the wound. Man give me a fucking break!! I have been through so much in my damn life that most people would have killed themselves after living through half of it.You'd think if this person ever really truely cared like they claim they'd just stop. For fuck sake have some compassion and go the hell away!! My mind is not your damn playground so piss off!! Ok done with my whining like a bitch for the day. Carry on! ~H~ Papa Roach Scars

Untill The....
The sun rises above the hillcrest, As does the joy of my heart; Rays of warmth and love, From her I will never depart. Fresh dew upon the grass, Young birds chirp in their nests; I watch her gently sleep, My love to her I silently profess. I enjoy the stillness and calm, Watching as she smiles and dreams; She brings me to stillness and peace, Like that of a slow flowing stream. My heart and soul flow with love, And I smile as I quietly reflect; I’ve been handed a sweet princess, A sweet princess to love and to protect. A vow to myself I make, As she quietly sleeps away; To love and always cherish her, Until my last breath... until my last day

The Weight On Me
Ok, this is my first blog on this site and I know I should probably do this more often but I dont see a point in writing about what I do in my life everyday. But right now.....I NEED to blog. I have some issues on my chest that I just HAVE to talk about so I will hopefully feel relieved. Understand that this is just a random blog so what I talk about might skip from subject to subject or just may not make any sense to any of you but, fuck it.....I know what I'm talkin about and thats what matters right? Let me just say that if this blog offends anyone, I apologize for that and its NOT my intentions. I'm just someone who says EXACTLY how I feel and I dont sugarcoat (haha...even though my name says it dont mean i do it) anything. With that being said, I want to start with confusion. Right now I am so confused that I am going insane. I am SICK of being single. But at the same point and time I will NOT settle for someone who doesnt fit my criteria. Ok, that may sound a little harsh

Quasimodo
Quasimodo: If I was ugly would you be there? Or look past me in a cold dark stair? If I was poor would you care? Or would you find the silver thread That my heart did bare? If I was dumb what would you think Would you hold my hand or give me a peck on the check? If I was tooth less but could speak ,verbal passions as lovers peak. If I was bald and with out sight would you stay with me every night? Would you care about my faults ? or would you come to a screeching halt judging me for my faults?

Urgent Help Needed!
Please come by and help my friend out, he has been in 1st for most of this contest and now has fallen behind to 2nd place....it ends tomorrow night at 9pm east. any votes will help but alot is needed....thanx for your help! Ct's Most Luvable Sweetheart Contest.....and he is truly that!

Massage And Exercise Complement Each Other
Massage and Exercise Complement Each Other More and more gym rats and weekend warriors are discovering that regular massage therapy visits can benefit them in a variety of ways. Not only does it help any level of athlete to recover from injury more quickly, it also can be used as a great preventative tool for those who like to push their bodies to the limit. For fitness diehards and those of us just trying to get back into shape, soft tissue damage can set us back for days and sometimes weeks. Chronic tension or injured muscles can result in decreased flow of oxygen and nutrients to the muscles. Combining massage therapy with whatever exercise regime you adhere to can increase the blood flow and promote healing. The benefits of massage include relieving muscle tension and chronic pain, reducing blood pressure, swelling and stress through increased blood circulation. Regular massage therapy also can help people who suffer from neuropathy, diabetes, rotator cuff problems, stroke,

Movie Review
Yesterday I actually went out into the world and saw a movie in person at a real brick-and-mortar theater. Will wonders never cease? And I actually went with a living, breathing female human! I hope you are all prepared for the end of the world... Anyway, I digress - The movie was "Because I Said So" and we all have either had our parents say that to us, or even said it ourselves to our kids. Very cliche' indeed. I highly recommend seeing it if you enjoy a good laugh fest. Yes, it is a total chick flick. Yes, it is a formualaic romantic comedy. It is about 1:50 in length, and at least 1:20 of it is funny. The ultimate meddling mom and her 3 daughters. Diane Keaton is fabulous. Most fun I have had at a movie in a long time. Slick

Onto The Sea
Onto the sea I sailed my boat And prayed that it Would stay afloat From dawn til dusk From dusk til dawn In search of love I drifted on What happened then I don't recall I think it was A sudden squall For when I awoke I thought I died At the sight of an angel At my side But lucky for me That was not true For I found love And love was you.

Friendship Poem
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

Cupid's An Asshole
"I'm not in love", I said before I laid with her She just casually laid onto the bed, stroked her fur I wont change my mind, not wearing my heart on my sleeve I'll simply feel her landscape, fill her river, quickly leave Cupid's arrow found it's mark... it changed me After the ride, only thing left on my mind was she Now all I want to do is coddle her... so absurd I'm in love, again... Thanks a lot, little bastard!

Manifesto
Live with intention Walk to the edge Listen hard Practice wellness Play with abandon Laugh Choose with no regret Continue to learn Appreciate your friends Do what you love Live as if this is all there is.

I Am...
You Are Rain You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming. Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you. You are best known for: your touch Your dominant state: changing What Type of Weather Are You?

Breaking Muse
Another joint project. My friend Heather and I seemed to get each other's work in a very appealing way, so we wrote a poem together. I hope we have more to share with you soon:) There is a rhythm To the sidewalk You can feel The concrete's pulse And sense This city's soul The mood is dimmed half-closed eyes. listening to blues played cool as the day, thin-fingered in riffs, exponentially timed ups and downs, counted spaces that fall between trees, the first drifts of leaves turning brown. Each stride you take Is a tango You waltz to Natural beats Your step is firm And precise With your partner's Feet Drums brush a rhythm like memory's night. eyes change like autumn, green-brown, gold-rimmed. the day unfolds languorous clouds streaky wisped on intense smoke of skies You glare seductively At the breeze You feel it's Fever rise Time to take off Your dancing shoes You kiss the beat Music plays, blues roll oceans of season that fly past

Hey Hey All
THIS IS AN AWESOME ROOM IF EVERYONE WOULD JUST GIVE IT A CHANCE AND COME IN AND HAVE SOME FUN IF WE GET SOME PPL IN HERE THEN MAYBE IT WILL BE BUMPIN COME ON IN AND BRING SOME OF YOUR FRIENDS AND GET TO KNOW US GIVE US A CHANCE REQUEST SONGS U WANT TO HEAR I AM ON AIR FOR THE NEXT 3 HOURS AND WILL PLAY YOUR REQUEST AND THAT GOES FOR EVERY DJ IN THIS ROOM SO I WILL SAY IT AGAIN GIVE US A CHANCE AND JOIN IN ON OUR ROOM BRING YOUR FRIENDS. MAYBE I CAN BRIB U ALL U COME GIVE US A CHANCE THEN I WILL MAKE SOMETHING FOR U IN RETURN JUST CLICK THIS PICTURE BELOW TO COME TO THE CANDY SHOP.

Pome
see the clouds rolling in and oh how it looks like rain And it is always I fight for the welcome change When it rains it pours on this heart of mine So, I take the storms I feel to her each time. But I know she has lived under her own pouring rain Yet under her water her heart still doesn't change She can walk away from what hangs overhead And, not in her storm, are words left unsaid. Not in her storm have I ever felt alone Her storm ends, so I, may find my way home It's for me that she pushes away her own rain So, that I may find comfort in calling her name. She lives in this world for the sake of another's heart God, how she eases the miles when worlds apart And she never wanders when your world falls through Not ever in her storm would she do this to you. She has wings that I know not only I can see Cause only an angel could find strength to carry me It's the way that the eyes can surely view How her heart's written so clearly in what an angel can do. N

Oops,did I Do This?
On some days,don't (us.WINK ) women just feel a little bit wicked... . My car was stuck on a city street It seems I had a flat As I bent over I heard a crash And I thought Oops, did I do that? As I passed two boys with ice cream cones I heard a sigh and then a splat Looking back their cones were bare And I wondered Oops, did I do that? While I was seated on a park side bench There was water where I sat The guys gazed as my white dress showed bare And I giggled Oops, did I do that? In tight shorts I passed the ballpark All the men began to hold their bats The coach was yelling as I walked away And I grinned Oops, Did I do that? In the elevator I noticed a piece of lint So I gave my rear a pat A woman slapped her boyfriend’s stare So I giggled Oops, did I do that?

Joke2
The last four U.S. Presidents are caught in a tornado in Kansas, and off they spin to the Land of OZ. After threatening trials and tribulations, they finally make it to the Emerald City and come before the Great Wizard. "WHAT BRINGS YOU BEFORE THE GREAT WIZARD? WHAT DO YOU WANT?" Jimmy Carter steps forward timidly: "I had a terrible time with Iran, so I've come for some courage." "No problem" says the Wizard, "WHO IS NEXT?" Ronald Reagan steps forward, "Well.., Well.., Well.., I need a brain." "Done" says the Wizard. "Who comes next before the Great Wizard?" Up steps George Bush sadly, "I'm told by the American people that I need a heart." "I've heard it's true" says the Wizard. "Consider it done." Then there is a great silence. Bill Clinton is just standing there, looking around, but doesn't say a word. Irritated, the Wizard finally asks, "WHAT BRINGS YOU TO THE EMERALD CITY!?" And Bill replies - "Is Dorothy around?"

Joke5
17. "I finished the Oreos." 16. "Not to imply anything, but I don't think the kid weighs 40 pounds." 15. "Y'know, looking at her, you'd never guess that Pamela Lee had a baby..!!" 14. "I sure hope your thighs aren't gonna stay that flabby forever!" 13. "Well, couldn't they induce labor? The 25th is the Super Bowl!" 12. "Darned if you ain't about five pounds away from a surprise visit from that Richard Simmons fella." 11. "Fred at the office passed a stone the size of a pea. Boy, that's gotta hurt." 10. "Whoa! For a minute there, I thought I woke up next to Willard Scott!" 9. "I'm jealous! Why can't men experience the joy of childbirth?" 8. "Are your ankles supposed to look like that?" 7. "Get your *own* ice cream." 6. "Geez, you're awfully puffy looking today." 5. "Got milk?" 4. "Maybe we should name the baby after my secretary, Tawney." 3. "Man! That rose tattoo on your hip is the size of Madagascar!" 2. "Retaining water? Yeah, like the Hoover Dam retains

Joke8
A blonde and a brunette are on opposite sides of a river. The brunette wants to get across. She yells across to the blonde, "Hey, how do I get to the other side?" The blonde shakes her head and yells back - "People like you really piss me off. You ARE on the other side!"

Bad Day
Today was a bad day for me. Today would have been my oldest daughter Sherri's Birthday. She would have been 17. If not for a drunk driver. I've been down all day. Cried a couple of times. Cursed the fuck that killed her and her mom Lisa. The basterd got 5 yrs for two lives. He gets out soon. He gets to go on with his life, she doesn't. She was my baby, and she always will be. I miss her so much. The day she died I went numb and then cold. The lost of a child is something you never get over. It never gets easier. To me its like everyday since has been the same. I still cry over her, I still miss her. Guess I always will.

Prayer Of Protection ( Using The God, Set)
Oh wise one we called Set master of chaos and keeper of the living hear my plead keep me safe from all that wish me harm and ill will and send their ill wishes back apon them all, so mote it be so blessed be.

Best Dear John Letter
A young girl on a year's training course in South Africa recently received a "Dear John" letter from her boyfriend back home. It read as follows: Dear Mary I can no longer continue our relationship. The distance between us is just too great. I must admit that I have cheated on you twice since you've been gone and it's not fair to either of us. I'm sorry. Please return the picture of me that I sent to you. Love, John. Mary, with hurt feelings, asked her colleagues for any snapshots they could spare of their boyfriends, brothers, ex-boyfriends, uncles, cousins etc. In addition to the picture of John, Mary included all the other pictures of the pretty lads she had collected from her buddies. There were 57 photos in that envelope...along with this note: Dear John, I'm so sorry, but I can't quite remember who the f*** you are. Please take your picture from the pile, and send the rest back to me. Take Care, Mary.

Sex Not In The City
Ok so im banging this chic in a car in a school parking lot late at night next thing I see is a bright light, I thought either she has the whitest ass in the world or it's the cops, well come to find out she tans naked and it was a police officer.In full humping motion i'm asked by the officer to step out the car I told him in a shaky tone i'm cummin!! he said ok little did he know I was really cumming full out orgasm.Needless to say i was charged with disorderly conduct not by my sexual performance mind you but I guess fucking in empty parking lots is offensive, so once in court the judge asked what I was thinking to do such a thing I told him I was an alcosexamaholic he said and whats that?I replied i drink till i'm fucked sir but realized that wasn't the right thing to say to the judge so I decided to plead the fifth and wondered if I pleaded the fifth would he know i've been drinking.

Little Johnny, What Element Do You Want?
In school one day, the teacher decided that in science class she would teach about the elements. So she stood in the front of the class and said, "Children, if you could have one raw element in the world what would it be?" Little Stevie raised his hand and said, "I would want gold, because gold is worth a lot of money and I could buy a Porsche." The teacher nodded and called on little Susie. Little Susie said, "I would want platinum, because platinum is worth more than gold and I could buy a Corvette" The teacher smiled and then called on Little Johnny. Little Johnny stood up and said, "I would want silicon." The teacher said, "Why Johnny?" He responded by saying, "Because my mom has two bags of it and you should see all the sports cars outside our house!"

It's Cheaper To Keep Her. . .
Ronnie hadn‘t been in a club in so long that she‘d forgotten how loud it was. After a good twenty minutes she had had enough and was ready to go. Ronnie notices a girl dancing on the dance floor. She was working it. "She must have been a soul train dancer." Ronnie shouts toward Cathy. Cathy grabs Ronnie by the arm and pulls her toward the bathroom so they can hear better. "Ronnie I‘m gonna tell you something because I am your friend." Ronnie is bouncing to the music now, wondering why Cathy is holding her up from getting her groove back. "What is it?" Ronnie asks impatiently. "That girl out there throwing down on the dance floor is the woman that is sleeping with your husband." Ronnie froze. "How do you know that?" Ronnie asks grabbing her friend a little too tightly by the arm. "Everybody knows Ronnie." Cathy said. "Everybody but you." Ronnie looks away; trying to stop the tears she feels burning her eyelids, fighting to get out. "Get it together Ronnie, he‘s not worth it." Cat

2 Tough Questions
(received in an email a bit back, in 2005) Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be your choice? Decide first... no peeking,

Andy Rooney's Take On Older Women
In case you missed it on CBS' 60 Minutes, this is what Correspondent Andy Rooney thinks about women over 40: As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you dead if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You cannot lie to them. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once

Average?
In this world it does not pay off to be average. But what is so bad about being average? Who grows up wanting to be a genitor or a bus driver, or a waiter? The stories that people care about are the ones about the extremely poor in the bottom of the pit or the rich and famous. Anywhere else in the middle society doesn’t care about you. Be born poor and die rich you are a hero. What is so bad about being average?

Dammit!
i yelled at the puppy just now...and i'm very ashamed of myself. i had just brought in the mail, and our screen door is kinda old and doesn't always latch. she has a tendency to rush the door anyway. and she bolted...almost into the street where some od suburban was barreling towards her. i got so scared that i yelled at her...she was so scared of me that she peed a little (Cocker Spaniels have a tendency to lose bladder control a little when either excited or scared, also some times to show submission as well). i feel like such an asshole. i also have a bandaid on my forehead. it's so stupid. i have this pimple dead center about an inch higher than my eyebrows. pimples are such a rare occurence that i can't stop myself from messing with it. it looks like a freakin' headlamp now. i now look like a total idiot. but i think that i'm going to write something on it...something clever. ah hell...gonna nap now. grrr...i am still cranky...

I Need You!!!!!!!!!!!
MY FRIEND, I NEED YOU NOW PLEASE TAKE ME BY THE HAND STAND BY ME IN MY HOUR OF NEED. TAKE TIME TO UNDERSTAND. TAKE MY HAND, DEAR FRIEND. AND LEAD ME FROM THIS PLACE CHASE AWAY MY DOUBTS AND FEARS WIPE THE TEARS FROM OFF MY FACE FRIEND, I CAN'T STAND ALONE, I NEED YOUR HAND TO HOLD THE WARMTH OF YOUR GENTLE TOUCH IN MY WORLD THAT'S GROWN SO COLD PLEASE BE A FRIEND TO ME AND HOLD ME DAY BY DAY BECAUSE WITH YOU LOVING HAND IN MINE I KNOW WE'LL FIND THE WAY

The Best Way To Love
WELL THE BEST WAY TO LOVE IS TO LOVE LIKE YOUR HURT NEVER BEEN HURT. AND YOUR PRESENCE IN MY LIFE BRINGS WONDERFUL SMILES AND LOVING THOUGHTS WITHIN MY HEARTS. BUT U WANT TO TURN IT DOWN WITH SILENCEY. THE FLAME I HAVE FOR YOU NEVER DIES. BECAUSE THE COMMITMENT NEVER ENDS AND TIS FAR BETTER TO GIVE YOU ALL AND SNOTHER THAN TO WITHHOLD IN HOPES OF A LONGER RELATIONSHIP

Sexxxxxxxxxxxy
*** SEXIEST PLAYMATE CONTEST NOW OPEN*** GO SHOW YOUR FAVORITE PLAYMATE LUV !! COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED !!! ~~STARTS FEB.16 1 PM EST AND WILL END FEB.28 MIDNIGHT EST ~~ MR. JANUARY.. I.D.G.A.F. MR.FEBRUARY..ARTISAN69(LARRY) MIZZ MARCH..VENUS(SAXXY) MR.APRIL .. DJ LOONEY MR.MAY.. THE SEXY JUGGALO THRILL HAMMER MR.JUNE.. BEN DOVER MIZZ JULY.. MARIA MR.AUGUST..HANDICAP MIKE MIZZ SEPTEMBER..TATTOOGIRL MIZZ OCTOBER..HONEY MR.NOVEMBER.. HSTREET MR.DECEMBER... TIGER

Guess Who Has Been Robbed In The Past 24 Hours.
Me. Yeah... over three thousand dollars of my shit and my roommates stuff was stolen, ransacked if you will... This includes ALL of our PS and PS2 games and both our consoles. All of our expansive and ... accumulated over years DVD collections. My N64 My Wii Chris' GC games 2 guns My door was broken down Chris' gun case was demolished and my consoles were left in THE FUCKING SNOW WHILE THESE ASSHOLES RAN AROUND WITH MY SHIT. All three suspects were apprehended redhanded- but now my roommate and I have to go over ALL OF OUR RECOVERED BELONGINGS WITH CLEANER TO GET RID OF THE FINGERPRINT DUST. ... Which I might add is a pretty big pain in the ass because its semi-adhesive and a gritty powder on... EVERYTHING. It's like getting peanutbutter out of shag carpet. So far only 3 games are unaccounted for. Our rooms are in complete dissaray. Our house's security is completely compromised. And we're both... Really pissed off. We're going to talk to a friend of ours to

International Disadvantaged People's Day
-Today is International Disadvantaged People's Day. Please send an encouraging message to a retarded friend...just as I've done. I don't care if you lick windows, screw farm animals, take the short bus or occasionally shit yourself... You hang in there sunshine, you're fucking special. And know Steph Loves You ROTFLMAO Thanks Bond James Bond

Messed Up
The more I think about this, the more annoyed I get. My biology professor told us that at the end of the semester we wont be getting our lab books back, that they are being donated to a school. That's great and all....except when biology is an important part of your major and you LIKE to keep things like the lab books for future ref. Plus we all had to pay $8 for a damn book with fucking graph paper in it!

Erotic Writings..
You lie next to me and whisper my name in my ear. Your sweet and warm breath against my ear makes me moan out loud. As you lie naked beside me, I watch as you lean down. Your mouth as it meets mine and sends sweet sensations all over my body. Our tongues, as they meet and taste of each other makes the cum start to slide down my pussy walls. I have waited for you for so long. Waited to feel the pleasure of you as we have spoke of. My long fingers sliding over your face and on to your chest is heaven. Your kisses have me lost in a world of passion and desire. Your touch has every nerve ending on fire and the need for your hot cock is driving me over the edge. As we kiss deep, as my mouth devours your lips, as I suck your tongue in deep, I feel hands part my legs. My eyes open wide as I know you are not positioned in such a way as to be parting my legs. You renew your vigorous exploration of my mouth to keep my mind off of what it cannot comprehend. As you continue to play my mouth

Fireman Contest New Man!
~~ Best Fireman And Firefemale On CT Contest ~~ I'm looking for Fireman and woman To enter my contest! Contest will start 2/19 thur 2/26 ! So if you want in just send me a link to ur pic to my inbox and i'll add you! 1 st Fireman is...... with 1 comments 2nd Fireman is....... with 1 comments 3rd Fireman is...... with 1 comments 4th Fireman is...... with 1 comments VIP and VIC gifts to each winner ! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! Maria ~!~......Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Just When I Thought I Had It All Figured Out...
Just When I Thought I had it All Figured Out... ...Mother Nature plays her sick little joke. Today was a very humbling experience to say the least. Where as Monday's session happened to have the very tip-top conditions for a grommet like me, today was quite a challenge. We arrived in lovely Santa Monica around 1:00 pm on a lovely Saturday afternoon. After a quick bite to eat at the local Fosters Freeze (Dee-Licious burgers & fries) we headed to what is by now, quite familiar territory. I know, I know, Santa Monica is one of the most polluted beaches, blah, blah, blah.... Come on now, what beach isn't polluted these days? So i'll grow a tail, big deal. It will probably help me with my stability in rough waters anyway. Although, in retrospect, I do recall a disturbing amount of this weird radioactive green colored foam on the surface of the water, which concerned me. I debated asking a lifeguard about it, but decided I didn't really want to know. I was having WAY too much fun, b

On Why I Am Such A Rabid Westerner
For the benefit of those who don't know me well enough, I feel like I ought to at least put a disclaimer, by way of explanation, in this particular blog section. First I want to say that the mark of a good writer is that a good writer does NOT write the same way that he/she speaks. In other words, if you and I were actually sitting in your living room, and I was a guest in your home, you can count on it that I would behave myself, and be fairly restrained about all this. I'm not as tactless as I appear in this blog. LOL! Actually, I might as well fess up here: I was raised by a CIA intelligence analyst and a former Opera singer. (I'll let you guess the gender of each, just for fun!) As such, I was raised in other countries, not in the good ole US of A, and so I have developed, over the years, a finely tuned sense of balance with regard to Neutrality. I am neither "conservative" nor "liberal", neither "Democrat", nor "Republican" and I do not subscribe to rigid "polit

Kissing Technique
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

My True Me
The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be together with you always, no matter when or where. With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing. The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match. Who's The True You?

Serious. Contest....
AIGHT SO CUE THE SAPPY MUSIC, BUT I'M GOING TO HAVE A CONTEST. JUST FOR SHITS AND GIGGLES AND THE FACT THAT I LIKE SEEING MY FRIENDS FIGHT AND SHIT. PLAN ON STARTING RIVALRIES AND ALL THAT OTHER GOOD CHERRYTAP NONSENSE. WHY? BECAUSE I CAN. SO ANYONE WANTING TO BE IN THE CONTEST, WHICH I AM CALLING THE "LOOK AT ME I HAVE A PIC CONTEST!!!" JUST LET ME KNOW. EXCEPTING ALL ENTRIES, MALE, FEMALE, DOG, GOAT, DONKEY, THREE LEGGED PROSTITUTE JUST BRING IT!! SEND ME AN EMAIL OR MESSAGE AND ALL THAT JAZZ. PRIZE WILL BE SOMETHING EXPENSIVE AND PROLLY GIVE YOU A HARD ON, AND OR MAKE YOU CREAM YOUR PANTS. I GOT THE BANK, SO NO SHIT PRIZES IN MY CONTEST. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND DOING THE THE EVIL GENIUS DANCE!!!

I Have Been Busy
SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ON TOO MUCH HERE LATELY. WE ARE IN THE PROCCESS OF FINDING ANOTHER PLACE TO LIVE. ONE THAT IS CLOSER TO WORK. WE LIVE IN A HOUSE THAT WAS TURNED INTO TWO APARTMENTS. THE NEIGHBORS WE HAVE UPSTAIRS HAVE NO RESPECT FOR US. I HAVE CALLED THE LANDORD TO TELL HIM AND HE TALKED TO THEM AND SAID I DONT KNOW WHAT HER PROBLEM IS. THEN HE WAS WHISPERING TO THEM. I KNOW THIS BECAUSE OF A DOOR THAT WE SHARE IS NEXT TO OUR BED. ON THE OTHER SIDE IS THE FRONT DOOR. HE TOLD THEM TO TRY TO KEEP IT DOWN IF YOU CAN. SO PRETTY MUCH IF THEY CANT THEN OH WELL ITS OK. HE MADE ME REAL MAD. SO NOW WE ARE LOOKING FOR ANOTHER PLACE TO LIVE. I WILL BE ON WHEN I CAN TO UPDATE AND TO LEAVE SOME COMMENTS. TY FOR BEING SO PATIENT. BIG HUGS AND MUCH LOVE,CATLADY

Trust
If you cant trust your freinds and family who can you trust. a family memeber sometimes a freind maybe a stranger that is uo to you just remember those who you think you can trust turns out that you cant pride yourself and stick up for yourself cause no one can do for you

Go Go Godzilla Contest Now Open!!!
AIGHT, MY "LOOKY I HAVE A PIC" CONTEST IS NOW OPEN!! YOU HAVE THREE DAYS. SO PIMP YOUR SHIT, COMMENT BOMB, ALL THAT JAZZ. IF YOUR NOT IN THE CONTEST SHOW THESE PEOPLE SOME LOVE CAUSE THEY ALL FUCKING RULE!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND CONTEST HOLDERING!! AIGHT THOSE ARE YOUR CONTESTANTS. PRIZE WILL STILL BE DETERMINED BY ME AT A LATER DATE. SO GO GO GODZILLA!!!

His Property
I want to belong to him That doesn't make me weak I need to be His That doesn't make me weak I serve Him in all I do That doesn't make me weak I submit to His will That doesn't make me weak I long for his hands That doesn't make me weak I enjoy the pain That doesn't make me weak I desire to be His property That doesn't me weak

Hottest Man Contest
~~Hottiest Man On CT Contest ~~ I Need sexxy hot men for this contest. If you want to enter please send me your link to your pic to my inbox! Woman Enroll your sexxy Boyfriends Or Husbands And Men enter yourselfs! 1st Hottiest Man is...... with 361 comments 2nd Hottiest Man is...... with 125 comments 3rd Hottiest Man is...... with 2 comments 4th Hottiest Man is...... with 19 comments 5th Hottiest Man is...... with 1 comments Most comments wins! 2 Gifts each winner! Higher points better gifts. But 2 gifts per person awarded! Contest will start on 2/19 thur 2 /26 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! Maria ~!~......Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Somewhere Over The Sea, On Golden Sands
The Chinese singles websites rarely list women over fifty. Most, are in their thirties or forties and their age tolerance has no limits. That's very appealing to some of us guys who spend most of our time on the porch whittlin pine and dreamin of yesteryear when the women would come knockin once or twice a week and the van, down by the river, was a rockin. Here's a country, the newest industrial powerhouse, with a few billion people and out of those masses are some apparent sweethearts waiting to be plucked from factories and out of a highly competitive society. We don't have a clue about the competition either, it's beyond our imagination. They are driven in their search for a better life and that may include an older man from the US. They seem to believe there is a balance between survival and love. But then don't we all have our tolerances and ways of balancing relationships and our own well being? You can't blame them. How many times have I heard: "I

Those Single Sites And Finding Love
Glad you liked the response. You lucked out; Im on the way out of this singles mania. It's all the same. We come here out of desperation. There is no other reason. Not deep insane desparation. It's a new desparation with goals, criteria, and rules for us. We want what we want. No doubt. Why not? Why put up with bullshit, with lies, with the other person who, eventually, is using you as a stepping stone to the next level of love. We all want a love who shows the better part of our being. Not an equal. Not a competitor. So it goes. I'm thinking about a story about an old man who finds a way to seduce a young intelligent artist type. Do our dreams manifest themselves to reality? Not really. I know that. But,. it really makes me feel good to hear your words. no matter what. You are very attractive. I never said I knew what was right or even correct? I love to judge the situation or comment on it at the least. What fun. Who are these people that keep coming into our

5 Reason Why Dating Isn't Fair For Men
5 Reasons Why Dating Isn't Fair For Men >NOTE: Nothing you do can have as much impact on dating success as getting your "Inner Game" together. By this, I mean your self-image and self-confidence. If you want to learn how to overcome fear and dramatically increase your inner confidence, then check this out: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/DeepInnerGame/ This week I want to talk about one of my favorite topics. I want to talk about the fact that Dating isn't a "fair" game, and what to do about it... First off, I want to mention that LIFE isn't fair. In case you haven't noticed, almost NOTHING is fair. Fairness is an idea that people have created. I think we probably created the concept to torture ourselves, in fact. Here are a few ways that life isn't "fair", as the concept relates to women and dating: 1) Some men are taller, and some are shorter. Women tend to prefer taller men. How unfair. 2) A very small portion o

A Must Read!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT MEANS MORE THAN ANYTHING TO ME TO SUPPORT THE TROOPS WHO SACRIFICE THEIR OWN LIVES, TO BE HERE, SO THIS IS WORTH TAKING A FEW MINS TO WATCH THIS LITTLE GIRLS VIDEO AND PASS THIS VIDEO ON TIL EVERYONE HAS IT TO SHOW OUR SUPPORT.. SO, LETS PUT A SIDE OUR BITCHING WHINING A COMPLAINING OVER WHO GETS WHAT ON COMMENTS AND ON POINTS OR RATEING AND STUPID LITTLE THINGS AND LETS HELP THIS LITTLE GIRL AND BRING ALL THE TROOPS HOME SO SHE HAS BROTHER TO GROW UP WITH...... GOD BLESS THE USA AND MAY GOD BLESS THOSE WHO READ THIS WITH AN OPEN HEART... IF I CAN PUT THIS ON MY PROFILE I THINK ALL OF US CAN AND IF THINK I'M CRAZY OH WELL I SUPPORT MY TROOPS WHO ARE GIVING ME A LIFE WITH MY SON TODAY AND TOMORROW AND SO ON SHOULDNT YOU TO???? ASK YOURSELF...... THANK YOU ~!!~SWEEET DESTINY~!!~ glitter text

Kaosfav Bike Pic
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com SO YOU WANNNA KNOW WHAT MY FAV BIKE PIC IS.. WELL SORRY NONE OF THE PICS THAT WERE IN MY CONTEST.. MY FAV BIKE PIC WOULD HAVE TO BE THE ONES BELOW.. THIS IS A FRIEND OH MINE ITRO.. HE HAS A (( CREW)) HERE THAT RIDES.. AND BOY DO THEY LOOK BAD ASS WHEN THEY ALL GET ON THERE BIKES AND RIDE OUT..NOT TO MENTION HE DONT LOOK TO BAD HIS DAMN SELF FOR A RETIRED D.I

One Love
the sounds of guns and sirens at night use to put me to sleep i grew up broke so not much food to eat but cheap always had to wash our clothes in it a day struggle for some seems easy to me because i been through the worst and survived don't even know how i made it out alive sometimes especially when i had to grip the nine and defend mine at such a young gripping the gauge never had time to play only time to make money now its funny because i'm on a different plateau on some philosphical save the kids let the truth be known about the government and politics i owe them from the way i grew and all the drama i been through curcified on this hip-hop cross staring at the sky wondering when its this mc's time to die spread love in the mean while teach lessons throughout the community teach brothers and sisters we need more unity because crip really stand for community revolution in progress we may have forgotten this in the process but lets not let this thought ever leave our minds no more n

Cheney Says U.s. Wants To Leave Iraq "with Honour"
Cheney says U.S. wants to leave Iraq "with honour" 21 Feb 2007 U.S. Vice President [sic] Dick Cheney said on Wednesday the United States wants to finish its mission in Iraq and "return with honour", despite the war's growing unpopularity at home and doubts among U.S. allies. http://today.reuters.co.uk/news/articlenews.aspx?type=worldNews&storyid=2007-02-21T055343Z_01_T156764_RTRUKOC_0_UK-JAPAN-USA-CHENEY.xml

If You Want Me
GETTING TO KNOW YOU BEFORE I FUCK YOU APPLICATION Last name: First name: Birth date: Height: Weight: hair color: Eye Color: (MEN) Penis Size: (woman) Dimensions: Bra Size: 1.When do you like to fuck? 2.How do you like your fucking action? 3.how many times do you like to fuck in one night? 4.what position do you like? 5. what noises do you make during sex? 6. what action do you do when your about to cum? 7.what is your preference in fucking partner? 8.(woman)do you like being fucked up the ass? 9.(woman)do you like titty fucking? 10. do you indulge in oral delights? 11. can you fuck all night? 12. when fucking, what do you do to satisfy your partner? 13. when getting fucked, what do you like done to you? 14.what is your greatest fantasy? 15.do you feel like fucking right now? 16. were any of these questions embarrasing? BE SURE TO INCLUDE A PICTURE OF YOURSELF, PREFERABLY NUDE!!

Promise To Forget Me.
Something dead. That's what I said to the ripples. My hand still hurts from clenching the cold steel jewelry flung grimly into the vast empty blue. The three of you will always be a part of me. Even though none of us want that. But your remnants... your last physical remains -crusted onto me- are falling to the bottom. No more calls. No more letters. No more poems. My past is dead. And for once I won't miss it. Some things last a life time... your love was supposed to. It didn't. And I hear soft piano music in my heart... as the glittering mementos fade... fall... dissapear. Goodbye.

Attenchion Pet Owners
Please, everyone read this whether you have pets or not & do forward it on. COCOA MULCH Sent to us by Meagan Karnes, of Fur Crazy Pet Care. Yesterday, one of our clients experienced a tragedy and wanted me to pass a special message along to all of my dog loving friends and family. I was hoping you could forward this to your contact list. My client was the doting owner of two young lab/golden retriever mixes. Over the weekend, they purchased Cocoa Mulch from Target to use in their garden. They loved the way it smelled and it was advertised to keep cats away from their garden. They set the bag in their yard. Their dog Calypso, decided that the mulch smelled good enough to eat so she broke into it and devoured a large helping. She vomited a few times which was typical of her when she would get into something she shouldn't have gotten in to. She was not acting lethargic in any way. The next day, Mom woke up and took Calypso out for her morning walk. Half way through the walk,

Why
some one tell me why we continue to live even when we know things arent going to improve. my friend barbara says these things help so lets see. i just want someone to tell me why we live our lives when they are nothing but meaningless shit. for so long ive been surviving...why cant i just for once have something worth a damn. the only good that ive got in my life right now is my man. theres nothing i look foward to more than coming home to him...or him coming home to me. but there are still times when i wonder if everyone and myself included wouldnt be better off if i werent here. so many times ive looked a knife with wonder and believing that it would drain all my pain out. i guess this is just my moment of self pity. ill be alright. i hope. with love to all those who love me.

If I Was Your One And Only?
1.)How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.)How many times a day would you just want to hold me? 3.)Would you take me places? 4.)Would you love me? 5.)If we went out on a date would you have me pay for it? 6.)Would you take me anywhere special? 7.)If I was sick... what would you do? 8.)If we had sex...what would you do afterwards? 9.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.)Would you tell me? 11.)Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.)Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.)Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 14.)Would you go to the club with me? 15.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 17.)If a girl/guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would you do? 18.)Would you give me your myspace password? 19.)If I gave you mine w

Anyone Want A Computer???
My computer is sooo fucking shitty. The images on every site are blurry and fuzzy. So last night ben had me scan my whole computer for virus' and that didnt work. So then we downloaded a new graphic card.. that didn't work either. So now another kid, I don't know what his name is lol. Is making me defragment my computer. And its not even on 4% and i've already been at this for like 10 minutes lol. Question for everyone who reads this.. Have any of you seen The Prince and Me 2. My sister said it was a really crappy movie and I need someone else's point of view before I go out and waste money on it. lol. I realized something the other day at work. I don't want to be revived. Just pull the fucking plug. If i'm ever in critical condition... let me die. pull the plug to the machine and forget. Don't regret it cuz its what i wanted.

How To Know If He Is Just Not That Into You
He says: "Give me a call" and gives you his number The book says: "When men want you, they do the work. Don't do their job for them." He says: "I love you" --- but only when he's drunk The book says: "He doesn’t love you unless he says 'I love you' when is sober" He says: " I Love you" – but still cheats on you. The book says: " He is not into you if he cheats, whatever he says afterwards." He says: " I'm not sure if I'm ready for marriage and children." The book says: "If he's unsure, then that's the same as a 'no'. If a guy truly needs to take things slow because of personal reasons, he won't keep you guessing because he'll want to make sure you don't get frustrated and go away." He says: " How are you?" through lots of phone calls and e-mails, but never asks you out. When you say you are fine, he say: " COOL." The book says: " My friend Mark calls me a lot and asks me how I am. When I tell him I'm good, he says 'Cool' And we're friends." He

Defragmenting Gone Weong
Ok so I went back to bed for a while. Came back and it said the defragmenting on my computer was done. So I came to this site and wow look, MY COMPUTER STILL ISNT WORKING!!! grr. i hate fucking dells.

Today's Horoscope...and Dental Hijinks!
my horoscope was really interesting today! check it out: What are you waiting for, ShoShoni? You're not going to meet anyone new if you stay inside all the time. You're not going to become a rock star if you never pick up an instrument. Don't do anything halfway today. If you love someone, tell him or her that you want to hold them forever. You never know what will happen tomorrow. Take control of the situation and express your true feelings. and it's true, i have been really isolated lately. going to the gym with my bestest gay buddy here in a little bit. i went to the dentist this morning to get a tooth that was bothering be x-rayed. turns out i had a filling with leak and another little cavity on the other side. just my luck, the 10:30 appointment didn't show and they were like, "well, we cna get you in right now!" so yeah, my entire lower jaw is numb and i'm kinda drooly right now. but my teeths are fixed now^.^

23 Feb 07 - Friday
23 Feb 07 - Friday 1734 Mayer Amschel Rothschild Frankfurt, founder (House of Rothschild) 1787 Emma Willard US, opens school for young ladies (Hall of Fame) 1883 Victor Fleming Pasadena CA, director (Wizard of Oz, Gone With Wind) 1940 Peter Fonda actor (Easy Rider, Lilith, Wild Angels, Trip) 1944 Johnny Winter [John Dawson], Leland MS, guitarist (Silver Train) 1952 Brad Whitford Massachusetts, rock guitarist (Aerosmith-Jamie Got a Gun) 1962 Michael Wilton rock guitarist (Queensrÿche-The Warning) 0303 Emperor Diocletian orders general persecution of Christians 1836 Alamo besieged by Santa Anna; entire garrison eventually killed 1886 London Times publishes world's 1st classified ad 1896 Tootsie Roll introduced by Leo Hirshfield 1904 Control of Panamá Canal Zone acquired by US for $10 million 1916 French artillery kills entire French 72nd division at Samogneux Verdun 1922 Henri Landru executed for having 11 wives, in France 1924 Thomas Woodrow Wilson 28th US Presid

Free Range Chickens
I don't really know all too much about chickens other than that they fucking stink!!! My only real experience with them is when I used to have a 16' reticulated python named "Cuddles". The couple times we couldn't get him his monthly 20 lb. live pig, we'd give him 3 or 4 chickens instead. The chicken market smelled so foul that I almost wanted to kill myself! Chickens are one of the most dirty and disgusting animals on the planet. Chickens have a grand total of 4 uses. A) To be cooked in a variety of different ways and eaten by people, B) To lay eggs for us to eat, C) To be fed to large snakes and D) To make baby chickens so the "Circle of Life" can continue. That's all. If it weren't for those 4 things, there just would be no chickens. There'd be no NEED for chickens! But here's the thing..... They have these "free range" chickens now. What they do is let them run loose in large enclosures. They're free to romp and frolick throughout these wide open spaces, thusly enjoying t

Thunder And Lightening
Thunder claps, Lightning falshes, electricity courses through my body. You are coming Rain pours down, cleansing my skin, washing away all of my imperfections You are near The lightning flashes across the sky, lifting my head I gaze at the heavens You are there Beckoning you to come forth, through the Storm to Me You are here The Storm quickens, my heart beats faster, ther rain turns to hail, stinging my skin like a lovers kiss You reach for me Wind whips around Me pulling my hair, skirting around through my legs over my torso, chaffing my lips You touch me Calming down, the Wind; Rain slowly turns to a gentler downpour You kiss me Rain falls like a warm waterfall, carressing My skin , a gentle salve soothing all, inside and out You run your tounge down my back The ground is soft, wet and new from the rain, fresh and ready , swollen with promise. You gently push Wetness envelopes, rain hits my face, gazing up at your wet body I

Places I've Been
With a job like mine, I travel all over the province of Manitoba. I've been to Lac Brochet, Brochet, Split Lake, York Landing, Nelson House, Opaskweyak, Garden Hill, Red Sucker Lake, St Theresa Point, Wasagamack, Roseau River, Rolling River, Dakota Plains, Dakota Tipi, Long Plains, Chemawawin, Ebb and Flow, Grand Rapids, Little Grand Rapids, Thompson, Poplar River, Jackhead, Brokenhead, Birdtail Sioux, Barrens River, Sagkeeng, Sandy Bay, Lake Manitoba, Crane River, Little Saskatchewan, Pauingassi, Pukatawagan, Bloodvein, Swan Lake, Black River, Oxford House, God's River, God's Lake Narrows, Lake St Martin, Tootinawazabeeng, Birch River, Dauphin River, Pinaymootang, Cross Lake, Sapotaweyak, Waywayseecappo and Fisher River. I've to almost every first nations reservation in the province.

Butt Trumpet
I Left My Gun In San Francisco lyrics They all got fucking Birkenstocks It's fifty fucking degrees out Soome of them don't wear shoes at all At Haight and Ash you'll find them all Fucking hippies make me real sick Assk for change to buy their fix Some wear shorts and feeze a lot Think they're cool? They're fucking not CHORUS Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill I'm killing all the fucking hippies I'm killing all the fucking hippies I'm killing all the fucking hippies I'm killing al lthose fucking hippies Die, die, die, die Wash your hair and cut your dreads Or else you're gonna end up dead Get that lice off of your head Or I will fill you full of lead They're all rejects from the sixties Get some jobs you fucking hippies I'm an easy going guy But I'm even more mellow when hippies die CHORUS Die! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Silent Pulsebeat
I don’t know how You do it I feel your soul Dropping tears I sense you Holding on When your natural Instinct Tells you to run You opened up Let me in Now you have A terminal condition Of the heart Trusting this Is something real And so it goes It is time to show How strong you Truly are Is what you want What you feel?

Chanllagne Or Truth
welcome to my blog,,where the funs begins and never ends...ever wonder what you would do if your plan was crashen, would youscream or take the delight in the isle and take her out with a bang, if your in a store,and a tornado hits, do youhind in the corner or visit the ice cream isle and grab some candle wax on the way...welcome to my world where fun comes first and scare comes after...i like a challange and open for one any time,,,did the stuff you couldnt imangine,,,i love truth or dare,,i take the dare,,,cause its the best....make a pack and give a holler back,,,let the fun begin,,,,you give a truth or dare,,and lets see who does it first,,,any players....dont be shy,,,you can be on my team :>

Cheney Hints At Iran Strike
Cheney hints at Iran strike 24 Feb 2007 US Vice-President [sic] Dick Cheney has raised the possibility of military action to stop Iran acquiring nuclear weapons. He has endorsed Republican senator John McCain's proposition that the only thing worse than a military confrontation with Iran would be a nuclear-armed Iran. http://www.news.com.au/heraldsun/story/0,21985,21279082-5005961,00.html

Note
Here is a note just to say I'm Missing you more each and everyday.And no matter how far away you may be your love will always be a special part of me.So as you read these words Remember this I Love You and its you that I Miss

Dayly Prayer Of Hecate
Oh blessed hecate crone, mother, and goddess hear my prayer, bless me with open eyes oh hecate the crone so I may see all the blessing you bestow apon me, oh mother hecate bless me with your comforts thru the times of trail and tribulation and teach me how to overcome them. oh goddess hecate bless me and all i care for with your many joys so mote it be so blessed be!!!

Reinvented
Faith, you gotta have faith... you can be robbed of every material posession and still have your faith. I thank my the most beautiful woman, the love of my life for showing me that. Faith is something NOBODY can ever take from you, unless you let them...So KEEP THE FAITH!

Do You Love Me Or Not?
Do you love me or not you continue to pull the strings of my heart tugging left then right tearing it all apart your words convey one thing your actions another This strong sista don't need a confused brotha I place no blame cause I'm partly at fault for giving you the key to my emotional vault Either you want me or you don't let's not make this a battle The strong currents never stopped me I continue with a steady paddle Upstream I go I maintain my balance you're obstructing my flow presenting a challenge You're like the iceberg that made the Titanic sink You're like a tumor in the brain affecting the way I think You're like the corn on my pinky toe discomfort from friction like you'll never know You're like the end of the book when I turn the last page In blankness emptiness in nothingness I gaze Don't wrack your brain trying to figure out if I'm worthy of your time Be honest and true to yourself put the

Five Minutes To Alter Your Life
Five minutes in a hell of my own making. Not even the past three weeks of uncertainty unnerved me as much as these few minutes that I find myself sitting on a public toilet waiting for a pregnancy test to dictate my future. Three minutes... My occassional lover, my sometimes friend, the guy putting me through this is standing just outside the bathroom. Waiting. Praying that I didn't screw up his plans. Two minutes... He has ten years on me, but he's not grown up enough to be a father. And me, at my age, my future plans didn't include much more than simply surviving day to day life. One minute... To bring a child into my life would be cruel. How could we have been so careless? I love him, but not the way I should. Why did I put myself here? I have no one to blame but myself, well, and him. Five... four... three... two... I glanced down at the test and threw it away as I left the bathroom. I paused by the man I at one time believed that I could love. "Go on with your life." I tol

Gone But Not Forgotten
by Kelsey Y. Sheppard Gone but Not Forgotten You were so full of life, Always smiling and carefree, Life loved you being a part of it, And I loved you being a part of me. You could make anyone laugh, If they were having a bad day, No matter how sad I was, You could take the hurt away. Nothing could every stop you, Or even make you fall, You were ready to take on the world, Ready to do it all. But God decided he needed you, So from this world you left, But you took a piece of all of us, Our hearts are what you kept. Your seat is now empty, And it's hard not to see your face, But please always know this, No one will ever take your place. You left without a warning, Not even saying good-bye, And I can't seem to stop, Asking the question why? Nothing will ever be the same, The halls are empty without your laughter, But I know you're in Heaven, Watching over us and looking after. I didn't see this coming, It hit me by surprise, And when you left this

Hookahradio.com Is Back
yeah thats right bitches....I think you guys should go there and check it out when you get a chance...I dj there from 4/6 CST wednesday saturday and sunday :D.... so come join me!!!! Dj Jaded...

10 Rules For Dominants
10 Rules for Dominants 1. Be Patient Until you enter into a relationship with a submissive, you have no more right to order him/her around than does anyone else. Give your bottom time to get to know you and what you are like. Finesse and subtlety are major elements of dominance. Similarly, strength and gentleness go hand in hand. The sensitivity and awareness (or lack thereof) that you show in the real world is likely to be repeated in the playroom. 2. Be Humble You may be God's/Goddess' gift to the world, but no one needs to hear it or wants to hear it. You will have ample opportunities to show how good you are - and plenty of opportunities to make a fool of yourself. No matter what you claim, the "real you" will show through in a scene. Don't set yourself up for a failure by developing expectations that you know you can never reach. 3. Be Open Although the top is classically considered to be the teacher in D/s-SM, you can always learn from your bottom, no

No Stability
Is it just me or does everyone have days when no one is who they used to be? Where you live your life through a tear stained haze? Everything you used to know, all the places you used to go... Nothing is as it was and no one seems to love you anymore, at least not the way that they used to, the way that no one else ever could. When the only stable one in your life has gone and every thing you once knew has been snatched away. Where do you go since you obviously cannot stay here, not with him. Did you really think you could? What right did you have to dream that dream you have every night? Stupid cow, you have no rights. It's not your life, let go of that dream. Nothing can ever be as it once seemed.

All In Good Clean Fun
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Nowadays, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... 1. Men are like ...Laxatives; They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas; The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like ......Weather; Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ......Blenders; You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like .....Chocolate Bars; Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like Commercials; You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores; Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds; They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .....Mascara; They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like

I Wear A Millstone Around My Neck And This Ship Is Sinking
I used to pray a God was listening. I used to make my parents proud. I was the glue that kept my friends together, Now they don't talk and we don't go out. I used to know the name of every person I kissed. Now I made this bed and I can't fall asleep in it.

Birthdays....
Today is my birthday, I am finally 21, a supossed milestone in american culture. Would you like to know what I got for my birthday... a hang over and regrets. Perhaps this will be the year of regrets for myself, I had never been much for them before, but perhaps this will be a new part of me. Last night made me realize that my semi-mantra "Nous Sommes Tout Seul" (We are all alone. Is very true we start out alone we end alone and even when you're out with your friends you are still alone, no one knows your true thoughts and intentions other than yourself. I am upset that I didn't get to ring my birthday in with certain people who said they would come and didn't, certain people I changed plans for so they both could be comfortable. I suppose I needed the experience of being stood up, after all I had never had that happen before, I suppose we all need that kind of humbling experience. But a reason would be nice, but I'll get over it, such is the way of things, from one I will probably get

The Pain Inside Me
Alone So i'm sitting here alone. Without you, not talking to you not hearing your voice for more then the answering machine, Yet i call just to hear it. I wonder what have i done to deserve this, what did i do so wrong to you to make you hurt me like this. You couldnt wait 30 days.. You couldnt be away further then jacksonville. So you took the easy way out knowing how i would re-act to you and another guy. I hope you know what you have done to me. I hope you know you have left a gapping hole inside, where my heart use to be. Where you use to love me, I guess it was not meant to be. I hope one day you wake up and see the pain you have caused me, And the pain i have gone threw not just tonight but over the past week because of you. We were seperated a year and ahalf because of that which i could not control and you swore to me you would not leave me, you would not hurt me so. And yet you have and so i hope one night you lay awake and feel all the pain in one night that

Seduction ....teach Me
Teach Me I want you to teach me i'm ready to learn i want you to teach me the warmth of your breath the weight of your body i want to experience the trembles heat sweatfireiceconvulsionsgaspsthrustsspamscaressescriesscreamsuntil... i can barely breathe educate me with your mouth tongue shoulders arms fingers chest hips thight's legs feet toes i want you to teach me i'm ready to learn class begins right now

New Beginnings
HI to all, well today is the beginning of the rest of my life. my official paperwork came in mail and i can get rid of the ex peice of crap and go on trying to find my prince. Life has its way of showing you some bad apples and some good ones. i want to thank everyone on here they have been so nice to me. As soon as these divorce papers are signed. ill be a frree woman and rid of the ex in my life. I heard a saying once that fits right now "WHAT DONT KILL YOU WILL ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER" i think a perfect fit for this situation. TTYL Missy p.s. i may need cheering up! NAAAAH, im glad to get rid of the ass hole

A Day At The Zoo
A man and his wife were spending the day at the zoo. She was wearing a loose fitting, pink dress, sleeveless with straps. He was wearing his usual jeans and T-shirt. As they walked through the ape exhibit, they passed in front of a large, silverback gorilla. Noticing the wife, the gorilla went crazy. He jumped on the bars, and holding on with one hand and 2 feet, he grunted and pounded his chest with his free hand. He was obviously excited at the pretty lady in the pink dress. The husband, noticing the excitement, thought this was funny. He suggested that his wife tease the poor fellow some more by puckering her lips and wiggling her bottom. She played along and the gorilla got even more excited, making noises that would wake the dead. Then the husband suggested that she let one of her straps fall to show a little more skin. She did... And the gorilla was about to tear the bars down. "Now... Show your thighs and sort of fan your dress at him," he said. This drove t

I'm Just Reposting, Revisited...
This is a reply to a bulletin titled "ONLY PUSSIES HIT WOMEN...PERIOD (repost)YOU MUST BE A PUSSY IF YOU DON'T LOOK AT THIS AND REPOST IT!!!!!" I believe the original title was something like "please repost this" which isn't an unreasonable request. However, someone decided that verbally abusing those who choose not to repost would be a better way to get their point across. I don't know who changed it, but the point I made in my previous "repost" rant still stands: If you repost a bulletin, you are essentially agreeing with it, and I am going to call you out on it... often with the following results: Predictably, they used the lame "I was only reposting" defense and blocked me. Whatever. If you're too stupid to form your own opinions or change a title to something less offensive, then I don't want to be your e-friend. I've met enouch nice people on this site, I don't need some ignorant pointwhore shitting up my bulletin page (any more than it already is).

Dont Forget To Stop By And Show Each And Everyone Of There Soldiers Some Love
ok once again there is a soldier contest. however for this one the requirement is that the american flag had to be in the picture some were. well so here are you entry's for the contest. the contest ends at the end of the month. so good luck to all of our soldiers who have entered. god bless you all. so show your fellow troops some love and give the the rates and comment bombs that they need. PRIZES WILL BE GIVEN BASED ON THE AMOUNT OF ENTY'S AND ALSO NUMBER OF COMMENTS. HOW PRIZES ARE DETERMEINED 1. TOP OVER ALL WITH MOST COMMENTS 2. TOP OVER ALL WITH MOST RATES 3. TOP FEMALE 4. TOP MALE

In The Butcher´s Shop;-)
It was many years ago since the embarrassing day when a young woman, with a baby in her arms, entered his butcher shop and confronted him with the news that the baby was his and asked what was he going to do about it? Finally he offered to provide her with free meat until the boy was 16. She agreed. He had been counting the years off on his calendar, and one day the teenager, who had been collecting the meat each week, came into the shop and said, "I'll be 16 tomorrow." "I know," said the butcher with a smile, "I've been counting too, tell your mother, when you take this parcel of meat home, that it is the last free meat she'll get, and watch the expression on her face." When the boy arrived home he told his mother. The woman nodded and said, "Son, go back to the butcher and tell him I have also had free bread, free milk, and free groceries for the last 16 years and watch the expression on his face!"

A Marriage Vow
How sweet your lips feel upon mine, As we come together as one soul, Giving our love and devotion towards each other. We give out lives and trust to one another, Trying to make it through this complex world, Having only each other and our love to survive. We shall both uncover new adventures, New challenges to overcome, And as one we shall overcome them. Both our sweet lives, Now are bonded together with a strong force, A force we know as love. done by christine

Chapter 1
GIS: The Necrocon Files By: John LeRoy Chapter 1 (This is for those who like GIS. THis ficiton is self contained and does not involve in any way really Section 9 or the other chars in GIS: STA. However, it does contain elements of that world created by the artists of GIS.) All was quiet upon the streets of the city, the night's life stream flowing uninterrupted in the form of various pedestrians on the sidewalks and cars on the streets. The people of the city pass through its crowded streets, unaware of the events taking place elsewhere. On the east side of the city, the side of a skyscraper's fifth floor explodes as a man dressed in combat gear flies out of the building through the explosion of flames and glass. Landing in the street, knees bent, amidst a group of startled pedestrians, the road cracking under him as a small crater forms from the impact of such a drop from the height he fell. Terrified, they flee the scene as the man stands, dusting himself off; seemingly ob

I'm Sorry
i'm sorry mom for allt he shit i put you through over the years all the tears i caused the pain you felt inside when i left and died i came back in your arms passed out and cried i never knew how much i could cause with these words of abuse i use to use when we argued please forgive me when i spit these ad libs i know you hate to see your kid grown up now and out on his own had to leave the nest i didn't want to becoming a festering thorn inside your side besides we both have to live our lives according to ourselves but i promise i'll always come back and put the money on the shelf just to help with bills i owe you everything of my exsistence maybe i did the things i did because i had to much persistence in this cold world had to be mean to both of us i remember when we were a team but now we moved on but i will never say so long because i know where you and i belong

Sorry
these are just thoughts ...... SUMTIMES U GET CARRIED AWAY WITH WORDS YOU LOOSE TRACK OF YOUR FEELINGS SAY THINGS THAT U SHOULDNT MAYBE FORGET SUMTIMES U LOVE ONE ANOTER SUMTIMES THERES THINGS U CANT CONTROL IN THE HERE AND NOW REMBER TO ALWAYS BE THANKFUL........

People Are Stupid
People Are Stupid If you ask people why they do the things they do in life, they will give you sensible sounding reasons which seem to explain their decisions. We like to believe that we exercise sound judgement, especially in the important decisions of our lives. I think that this is rarely true. I think that standard operating procedure for human decision making is to do what feels right to you at the time, and then to give logical sounding justifications for what you were already going to do anyway, whether you had justifications or not. So, if you are pregnant, and want to get an abortion, you will be able to give any number of reasonable sounding explanations why this is the right decision. You're not ready to be a parent, or you need to finish your education or get to a better point in your career, or you don't have enough money, etc. If instead you want to keep the baby, you will explain how even though you will have some extra difficulties due to the lack of

Psychoanalyze Yourself
Psychoanalyze Yourself. Answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer means. (No cheating!) 1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. With who? 2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it? 3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal? 4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house. Describe it. 5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? 6. You enter the house. You walk in to the dining room and see a table. What's on AND around it? 7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it? 8. What do you do with the cup? 9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at the edge of a body of water. What kind of body of water is it? . 10. How will you cross the water? ANSWERS: 1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most im

Gone
When the night opens its arms to receive A wanderer otherwise deeply lost Something within him begins to believe That it was worth it whatever it cost That whoever he is will be all right Being embraced in the arms of the night A good night's journey and a good day's rest Although he is not going anywhere The wanderer looks to the flaming west At dusk and then the burning east at dawn But he has already been here been there And more than anything likes to be gone Just to look up into the sky and stare To the night's dark heart where the bright stars shine And see he has been granted his request "What lies in-between dusk and dawn is mine" You never know when you get home until The scattered things gather and then you feel The rightness of it and he always will Find home in the dark which the stars reveal He prefers midnight to the dusk and dawn And more than anything likes to be gone

Goddess God (definition Of Happiness).
GODDESS God (definition of happiness). Pleasure, joy, exhilaration, bliss, contentedness, delight, enjoyment, satisfaction. Happiness, bliss, contentment, felicity imply an active or passive state of pleasure or pleasurable satisfaction. Happiness results from the possession or attainment of what one considers good: Bliss is unalloyed happiness or supreme delight: the bliss of perfect LUST . Contentment is a peaceful kind of happiness in which one rests without desires, even though every wish may not have been gratified: contentment in one's surroundings. Felicity is a formal word for happiness of an especially fortunate or intense kind: to wish a relationship felicity in life. with love, Myke.

It Had To Be Like This I Always Knew"..
It Was Always You So here we are finding ourselves alone After all these years unexpectedly And yet expected because always known Since this is how it is with you and me It had to be like this I always knew That you and I would be alone at last For those who tell the future from the past Could always tell that it was always you

What Is Love
Love is what we make of it Love can be very painful Love can go either way If you find that on to it I you cant hold on to it It asnt meant to be True love paves the road Capture it and you have the world In your hands Love is what you make of it Not what you know believe me I know because I found it And im not letting go distance is in the but we will win In the long run

Tormented
This is what I meant, When I said you were killing me, I'm tormented by my own insanity, Over you. I am so tired Of hurting, Of crying, Of longing, Of this trying that insists, Of waiting, Of aching, Of wanting, Of this need that persists, To have you deep inside, To be at your mercy, To plead with you to ride, As I'm whimpering out your name, Forgetting to breathe, Hoping you won't leave, Of feeling like I have no other choice, Except to be scorched by your fire, Like a moth to a flame, Not being able to resist The beauty hidden in death.

Treasures That Shine
Treasures That Shine by BlueWolf In believing my heart As I know its potential Loving and caring It was always essential As blessings I count With the joys to share Holding the keys While being self-aware Reminder to myself Love is the necessity I passed it around Always sharing happily With wisdom pearls Understanding of mine As precious friends Are treasures that shine

Serenity...
As I sit here and slowly close my eyes I take another deep breath And feel the wind pass through my body I'm the one in your soul Reflecting inner light Protect the ones who hold you Cradling your inner child I need serenity In a place where I can hide I need serenity Nothing changes, days go by Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control Tragic visions slowly stole my life Tore away everything Cheating me out of my time I'm the one who loves you No matter wrong or right And every day I hold you I hold you with my inner child I need serenity In a place where I can hide I need serenity Nothing changes, days go by Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control Where do we go when we just don't know And ho

R.i.p. Dave And Jeff
It's almost the 2 year anniversary of our accident so, I just need to vent. Monday, April 30th, 2007 will mark the 2 year anniversary of one of the worst days in my life, along with many of the people I care about. Monday the 30th at 3:30pm is exactly 2 years since our accident and the death of my fiance Dave and my friend Jeff. These past 2 years went so fast and there hasn't been 1 day that's passed that I dont think about it, talk about it, cry about it or miss Dave with a passion. As I go through all of my pictures of me and Dave and what was once our "old gang", I can only comfort myself by remembering how happy I was and how happy and in love Dave was with me. In his eyes I guess, his life couldn't of gotten any better because we were together and were going to get married and build a family. He would have done anything for me and instead he was killed in the car accident that we were in together. :( "Dont take anything for granted" Yes, it's a cheesy saying but, you'll ne

A Non-contest Contest
The nice part about this contest is that you're only a loser if you make yourself one! The only person I'm competing against is myself...for a 3 day blast! I need to get 6000 comments to get the blast. Would you mind helping me out a little bit? Even if it's only 5 or 10 comments? Thanks so much to everyone!

My Music
I own Gangsta Island Records, and opened a store online at, www.rocmp3.com/brosmusic For a limited time I am selling my albums for only 99cents!!!!!!! T-Loc "Gangsta Psalms" (thats me) Romeo "Controllin' Tha Game" "Dirt Doin' Muzik Volume One"

Finally, A Smart Blonde Joke!!!!
A blonde walks into a bank in Dublin and asks for the loan officer. She says she's going to New York on business for two weeks and needs to borrow EUR5, 000. The bank officer says the bank will need some kind of security for the loan, so the blonde hands over the keys to a new Mercedes. The car is parked on the street in front of the bank, she has the title and everything checks out. The bank agrees to accept the car as collateral for the loan. The bank's president and its officers all enjoy a good laugh at the blonde for using a EUR250, 000 Mercedes as collateral against a EUR5,000 loan. An employee of the bank then proceeds to drive the Mercedes into the bank's underground garage and parks it there. Two weeks later, the blonde returns, repays the EUR5,000 and the interest, which comes to Eur15.40. The loan officer says... "Miss, we are very happy to have had your business! And this transaction has worked out very nicely, but we are a little puzzled. While you were away, w

What Personality Type Are You
Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP) Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.How Rare Is Your Personality?

Fantasy
never was a man never aspired to be one never was much of a person even though i've been raped by some but i am a drug are you a cure or an addict? do you have enough blood to cop your habbit? are you swift enough to catch the white rabbit? i can cause enough traffic static to make sure you never catch it it's tragic and manic do you think you can hack it? or will you fall under the weight of your own mortal panic? find some fucking humor in these acts of self malice i'm laughing my way right out of god's palace break into the compound burn down the barracks cool, smooth, serene, bombastic hollocaustic genocidal antics spit "devil" if you want i don't argue semantics you can go ahead and argue all you want while i'm being encased in molten plastic i'll paint you another tableau of fuck and excite you into someone else's satisfaction a groan escapes the gaping maw enter a bone grinder of my meticulous construction i'm salivating but my tongue is dry and rou

Phobia's Part 1
Arachnophobia: fear of spiders Arrhenphobia: fear of men Atychiphobia: fear of failure Autophobia: fear of being alone Enochlophobia: fear of crowds Eurotophobia: fear of female genitalia Judeophobia: fear of Jews Kathisophobia: fear of sitting down Lygophobia: fear of darkness Methyphobia: fear of alcohol Myrmecophobia: fear of ants Oneirophobia: fear of dreams Ornithophobia: fear of birds Ouranophobia: fear of heaven Ranidaphobia: fear of frogs Russophobia: fear of russians Technophobia: fear of technology Virginitiphobia: fear of rape Xerophobia: fear of dryness Zeusophobia: fear of gods Zoophobia: fear of animals Zemmiphobia: fear the great mole rat

Working Man
I;M A HARD WORKING MAN THATS NOT AFRAID OF GETTING DIRTY,PUTTING IN 45-60 HOURS A WEEK,WORK 12 -18 HOUR DAYS AND SOME TIMES 7 DAYS A WEEK. AM PROUD TO BE A WORKING MAN,I'VE WORKED FROM SUN TO SUN DOWN,IN THE SNOW,RAIN,HEAT,FREEZING COLD,AM DAM PROUD TO BE A WORKING MAN.

5 Secrets To A Happy Marriage
A 30-Minute Marriage-Saver To feel loved and nurtured, we must believe deep down that our partner is really there for us. That sounds simple, but it's far more complicated than most couples realize. Although Sally and Gary insisted that they were being attentive, they had difficulty being empathetic. That's significant: Marital researchers have found that couples who help each other weather stressful situations outside the marriage have stronger, happier relationships than those who can't. The key is empathy. Empathy isn't the same as sympathy or pity. It means being able to put yourself in another's position, to feel what they feel and see what they see, without losing yourself in the process. And it means you do all that even though you may disagree with a partner's perception, opinions, or feelings. Take 30 minutes a day, at a time that works best for both of you, to empathize with the stresses and strains you are each experiencing in other areas of your life. It can make a diff

Why Am I Filling Out This Profile???
I believe that the world is an abstruse space to be able to expand abulia. There is alot of blotto, but why circumvalue around it? Sophisticated Cockalorum is a cause of our lack of decretory system. Quantities of desirous revolve around derogating ones environment to consider authority. Desolation is what has become today, and much to desideratum rather than desiderate ones own intellect mind. Fallacy may be the only answer for much in question... Velouria@ CherryTAP

March 4th
So, i've come to a common-term theory. I want to bann the period. Seriously. It sucks, hardcore. Not because i'm bleeding, oh no. Because auntie flo is the oncomer of severe bitchiness and a low tolerence for attitudes. -.- Anyone else wanna sign the peition?

My True Feelings
i've been on here for a while and i got to say eather i just to weired or ugle but i have tryed to make friends that i can chat with. i have stopped and commented on your pages . i have shouted out to you but i feel that i'm the guy that gets to be used on here. i know i dont have any good pics and all but all i see is people getting mad because there not being rated or faned . so people when you are in my shoes you should have something to be mad about. so just think of the person that just rated your profile and pics. they could be your best friend on here and would do anything for you .

The Starting Of A Possible Novel.
He is at work sitting at his desk. He hears a knock at his door. When he opens it, there she is standing there in a red lingerie outfit looking more smashing than ever. His jaw drops to the ground. He is wondering what she is doing there. She starts to walk forward while her hand is on his chest forcing him to back up. He falls into his chair still speachless. He starts to say something but she places her finger over his lips and whisper shhhhhhhhhh. She starts by removing his shirt and tossing it aside. She then undoes his pants and pulls them off. She can tell by his nice long hard cock that she has his attention. She removes his shoes and then his pants. He is sitting there completly naked, unable to move or speak. She removes her top and reachs for her nice round bossom. She lets him touch and rub it. He wants to start sucking her nipple but she wont let him just yet. She steps back and then she removes her red matching panties. As they fall to the ground, he starts to get up but s

Soo Is This Wrong
ok soo yesterday i put a bid on the spotlight thing.ok wow and when i came home. nothing happened i didnt get a message or anything. and then i look at the bids and its like 700500..thats not fair. i think it should be the first person not on the bid. because thats not fair to the people that dont have alot of bucks. okay if you have more than 500,000 then you need someother fucking way to get noticed and let the people that have little to get them noticed.. ok im done.i just thought it was fucked up but thats just me

Writing
Fore note: Okay, bare with me now, this might not be the greatest but my philosophy professor thought it was brilliant! I wrote it for an assignment, and he thought I stole it from something published... or something like it!? Not really sure! PLEASE WRITE A COMMENT AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK, IN YOUR HONEST OPINION! It was a cold, damp winter night with nothing in sight but patches of dead grass, dancing in the moonlight under a cloudy sky, and the silhouette of what appeared to be an abandoned mansion. There was a tall, slender, mysterious shadow standing out front of the cathedral style entrance to the rundown abode. It belonged to an old, but agile, man. He pulled out a cigar from his left breast pocket and lit it, inhaling a huge amount of cancerous oxygen and smoke. As he exhaled he checked his wristwatch, as if he were expecting company, followed by a faint, liquid-like cough. He pulled the cigar in for a breath of death as a black sedan pulled-up four feet in front o

What I Learned When Deployed As A Soldier
1.General Order #1 does not only apply to Generals 2.No male soldier should be called “princess” 3.Cannot call the team leader of princess, his Mom. 4.“Or what?” is not a proper response when an MP tells you to stop doing something. 5.Disrespect is when the other person thinks its disrespect, not you. 6.It is still disrespect even if it’s true 7.It is not “racial” for someone to use a color to describe their car 8.“Whitey “ is not out to get you 9.Soldiers at the front desk of the BDE TOC do not find humor in the phrase “don’t let the man get you down” 10.I am not the “Master of creative acquisition” 11.When asked where it came from “it fell off a truck” is only acceptable if it actually fell off a truck 12.“If you ask, you lose all deniability” is not the proper answer to any question anyone other than below Staff NCO or LT asks. Captains and Sergeant Majors want more info 13.That officer still outranks me even if he has no UCMJ authority over you 14.I don’t get to argue

9 Reasons Why It Sucks Being A Super Villain
1. Costumes never fit right They are always tight around the crotch area. This is a problem for both the heroes and villains. In the old days they used to take time outs from fighting each other to adjust themselves. You just don’t find that kind of common courtesy anymore. 2. It’s hard to find decent help Regardless of how many background checks you run, you will always be surrounded by inept fools. It doesn’t take much schooling to get a good job in the henchmen racket. The upside is they are all going to get killed anyways, so you don’t have to worry about any of them being around long enough to get on your nerves. The downside is that for the short time they are alive they will manage to screw up every key point of whichever evil plan you are using that day. 3. All the good themes are taken Some of them are even done to death. Good luck trying to find anything original that is actually respectable. Animal and skull themes got played out 15 years ago. Go with anything too c

Dictionary For Decoding
DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS: 40-ish................................. 49. Adventurous................. Slept with everyone. Athletic......................... No breasts. Average looking................... Moooo. Beautiful.................. Pathological liar. Emotionally Secure............. On medication. Feminist......................... Fat. Free spirit.......................Junkie. Friendship first................ Former slut. Old-fashioned................... No BJs. Open-minded.................... Desperate. Outgoing................. Loud and Embarrassing. Professional................ Bitch. Voluptuous................. Very Fat. Large frame................. Hugely Fat. Wants Soul mate................. Stalker. DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S ENGLISH: 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes 3. Maybe = No 4. We need = I want 5. I am sorry = You'll be sorry 6. We need to talk = You're in trouble 7. Sure, go ahead = You better not 8. Do what you want = Y

I Have This Friend At Work...
he likes to hand out malevolent nicknames to those in his circle. He calls himself Mayhem, and then there's Chaos, Destruction, Pestilence...I actually suggested my own. Nightmare. I love to say things that leave a disturbing image in your head, so it fits.

Uncontrolable
I walk around and look at people and I wonder if they too feel what I feel. If I was a man I would be walkign around with an erection. I don't know what to do. Is it my age? COuld it be that I am just geeting tickled and really need some all night and all day carressing, loving and feeling like a woman desired! I don't know but i know i can't go on like this. I feel so guilty the thoughts that go thru my head. I want sex all the time. I can't help it. There are times I cann't stand my bra on but becasue I am modest with my clothing I wear it. God if I didn't wear one I would look like I had ...well it's just a sight I don't people to see. Sleep for me is worse for I have dreams as some may call, "wett dreams" I dream of a stranger who sneaks into my room. He gently lifts my covers and crawls into bed with me. He softly touches me and begins to kiss any exposed skin. I Roll over to him and put my arms around his neck and pull him closer to me so I feel his body pressed i

Nerd Porn
Nerd Porn Auteur by Ernest Cline I've noticed that there don't seem to be any porno movies that are made for guys like me. All the porn I've come across was targeted at beer-swilling sports bar dwelling alpha-males Men who like their women stupid and submissive Men who can only get it up for monosyllabic cock-hungry nymphos with gargantuan breasts and a three-word vocabulary Adult films are populated with these collagen-injected liposuctioned women Many of whom have resorted to surgery and self-mutilation in an attempt to look the way they have been told to look. These aren't real women. They're objects. And these movies aren't erotic. They're pathetic. These vacuum-headed fuck bunnies don't turn me on. They disgust me. And it's not that I'm against pornography. I mean, I'm a guy. And guys need porn. Fact. "Like a preacher needs pain, like a needle needs a vein," Guys need porn. But I don't wanna watch this misogynist he-man woman-hater porn. I want por

Rediscover
Some of the greatest treasures in your life may be things you set aside long ago. Often it pays to go back and take a look. A book you read years ago may now hold much more meaning. A friend from whom you once grew apart may now have much more in common with you. There is a reason why people, places, things and events come into your life. Be careful that you're not too quick to discard them. The things that interested you in your youth still have a message for you today. They can tell you about who you truly are. Just because something is old and familiar, does not mean it is irrelevant. Values, passions and purposes grow more robust with time and experience. You've arrived at this moment carrying a lifetime of valuable treasures. Now is your opportunity to see those treasures in a whole new light. -- Ralph Marston

Showin' Some Love
I noticed a lot of people give these graphics that claim they're "showin' some love." Here's the problem people. In case you haven't noticed, I'm a girl. The graphics I get are all of fine women that even I wouldn't turn down. However, if you want to show some love, lets keep it real, shall we? What I find funny is that the majority of these pictures come from men. It just goes to prove that even when they're trying to be nice, they can't help being fucking selfish. Well here's my version of showin' some love baby...

Spend The Night In Your Dreams
I’m the ghostwriter Of your wet dreams Your contentedness Will be my publicity Pecking at your inner thigh Your leg is cataclysmic You’re incapacitated from All this imprisoned electricity You kissing me So explicitly Fully exposed I honor your indecency You’re on fire it’s contagious Burning me alive Your body set to the warmest frequency Snatching your head back I don’t know if it’s Me being animalistic Or the freak in me Suck both parts of your breasts Equally Until I turn you on To the maximum degree Our clothes scattered everywhere They turned into useless debris As sweet as can be The corridor of fruitions Directly leads through me You’re at peace When I whisper harmony In your ear As gentle as a lullaby Contorting through your cocoon

Time For Fresh Ink, I Think.
The tattoo on my chest irritates me. It should be my pride and joy, but the guy who did the work botched the job and isn't available to make him fix the damned thing anymore, not that I'd trust him to! So, I'm working on a coverup. This will make the second coverup I've done. The first was on my ankle, where I ruined my little purple butterfly- done when I was 16- thanks to my brother borrowing my razor. Suffice to say that the little butterfly lost all of its body and most of its wings in a split second. The new work is coming along nicely. First I printed off a low-rez b&w frontal shot, nude. This time, no bra to keep everything high while they work, so it looks better when the bra isn't there. Over the top of the current tat will go a flower. Standard five petal posie, black center, most likely. It will be surrounded by knotwork vines with smaller posies- four of them, one for each of my biological kids. The design is based closely on the Celtic Tree of Life, split i

March Of Dimes And Premature Births
I received an email from a close friend, I would like to share it with you. I myself support the March of Dimes for premature births, I myself have a grandddaughter who was a premie who has several problems today. Please if you can't give to your local March of Dimes, your prayers for the little children are so welcome. I have a 2 yr old granddaughter, a premie, she was born with no immune system, she gets ill very fast, she was also born with no stomache lining. She has IGG/IGA deficiancies..( It affects her stomache n lungs ) She is highly allergic to milk or any type of milk product, it could make her bleed to death internally. McKenna is our ANGEL, a blessing from God. Our baby has never ever had a M & M. Anyways, I would like to share my email with you. I have known these ppl for many many years. (30+) I know what they went through losing those babies.. All I ask, Pray for these children and their families, if you can not give. But please read this email from my friend.. It is v

Remember Me!!! This Is For All The Soldiers
OK THIS ONE COMES TO HEART AND MADE ME CRY. SO IF YOU KNOW A SOLDIER AN ANY WAY, SHAPE OR FORM PLEASE SHOW THEM YOUR OUT MOST RESPECT. FOR THEY ARE THE ONES PROTECTING YOUR LIFES.

35year Old Woman;-)
A mother was walking down the hall when she heard a humming sound coming from her daughters bedroom. When she opened the door she found her daughter naked on the bed with a vibrator. "What are you doing?" She exclaimed. The daughter replied, "I'm 35 and still living at home with my parents and this is the closest I'll ever get to a husband." Later that week, the father was in the kitchen and heard a humming sound coming from the basement. When he went downstairs, he found his daughter naked on a sofa with her vibrator. "What are you doing?" He exclaimed. The daughter replied, "I'm 35 and still living at home with my parents and this is the closest I'll ever get to a husband." A couple of days later the mother heard the humming sound again, this time coming from the den. Upon entering the room, she found her husband watching television with the vibrator buzzing away beside him. "What are you doing" She asked. He replied, "Watching the game with my son-in-law."

While Driving
While I was driving home today I was in a great mood, the sun was bright and cheery,birds were singing, I was singing then I turned on a street on my final hop skip and jump home...now this is a narrow street with no markings BUT one would think that wouldnt matter.Going the opposite way was a little man in a little white pickup truck going down the middle of the road. One would think "Huh he sees me in my red car, he will move to his own side of the road." HA HA HA HA HA OHHHHH SILLY ME. Nope I had to go off the road for Mr. Little White Pick up Truck. grrrrrrrrr

Semper Fi
Life And Growth Semper Fi (Always Faithful) ‘Semper Fi’ is short for ‘Semper Fidelis’ – Latin for ‘Always Faithful’. If you’re sharp, you’ll notice that our modern equivalent for a faithful characteristic, fidelity, and it’s opposite, infidelity, derive from this word. ‘Semper Fi’ is a common phrase used in American Culture – particularly in the United States Marine Corp. ‘Semper Fi’ signifies the ‘dedication and loyalty that individual Marines are expected to have for “Corps and Country”, even after leaving the service’. While its meaning is a bit protracted in some circumstances, the sentiment behind it is certainly special. However, I think a lot of people are inspired by it for the wrong means. Just like the Marines of America are expected to show undying faith to a Corporation whose values and views shift and move as the group of people who run it change, I think people can sometimes become faithful for the wrong reasons – and undying faith can sometimes become blind faith.

A Man's Prayer
A Man's Prayer!!! A Man's Prayer! A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed: "Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a day. Amen. God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman. He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, awakened the kids, set out their school clothes, fed them breakfast, packed their lunches, drove them to school, came home and picked up the dry cleaning, took it to the cleaners and stopped at the bank to make a deposit, went grocery shopping, then drove home to put away the groceries, paid the bills and balanced the checkbook. He cleaned the cat's litter box and bathed the dog. Then it was already 1P.M. and he hurried to make the beds, do the laundry, vacuum, dust,

Ed Goes To The Doctors
Ed hated to go to the doctor's, but he couldn't put it off any longer. "Don't laugh!" he said to the doctor. "Of course I won't laugh," the doctor said to Ed. "I'm a professional. In over twenty years I've never laughed at a patient." "Okay then," Ed said, and proceeded to drop his trousers, revealing the tiniest 'whoo ha' the doctor had ever seen. It couldn't have been bigger than the size of a AAA battery. Unable to control himself, the doctor started giggling, then fell laughing to the floor. Ten minutes later he was able to struggle to his feet and regain his composure. "I'm so sorry," said the doctor. "I really am. I don't know what came over me. On my honor as a doctor and a gentlemen, I promise it won't happen again. Now what seems to be the problem?" "It's swollen," Ed replied...

Funny Shyt
OK so I was driving home this morning after dropping the kids off at school, when I heard on the radio that a man in Gary IN was charged with trying to break out of jail. LOL well it just so happened that it wasn't the bars he was sliding thru it was the FOOD SLOT lol can u friggin believe that lol I bout wreaked the car from laughing so hard lol just thought everyone would get a kick out of that I mean who the hell can fit out one of those lol hell I couldn't even slip out of the bars let alone the food slot lol

Life As It Stands Right Now
I'm Trying To Figure Out Cherry Tap. It'll Take Time. Mazda MPV Minivans Are Annoying And The MPV Stands For Must Piss of other Vehicles. I Swear If I Get Stuck Behind One More I'm Going Postal. As If My Swearing, Gestures, And Driving Isn't Bad Enough Thank You Mazda For Making It Worse. Bye!

Congrats
Congrats!!!!! congrats to Saint (my fellow band member who fuckin rox!)for his new journey he'll be taking to get some of his work published!!! it's long overfucking due as he has talent that this world needs to see yay!

What Pattern Is Your Brain?
Your Brain's Pattern Your brain is always looking for the connections in life. You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first. You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker. You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white.What Pattern Is Your Brain?

20 Ways U Know You're Oklahoman
> Subject: 20 Ways To Determine if you are a real > Oklahoman > > 1. You can properly pronounce Supulpa, Miami, > Muskogee, Guymon, > Tahlequah, Okmulgee, and Okfuskee . > > 2. You think people who complain about the heat in > their states are > sissies. > > 3. A tornado warning siren is your signal to go out > in the yard and look > for a funnel. > > 4. You know that the true value of a parking space > is not determined by > the distance to the door, but by the availability of > shade. > > 5. Stores don't have bags or shopping carts, they > have sacks and > buggies. > > 6. You've seen people wear bib overalls at funerals. > > > 7. You think everyone from a bigger city has an > accent. > > 8. You measure distance in minutes. (It's about 5 > minutes down the road) > > > 9. You go to the lake because you think it is like > going to the ocean. > > 10. You listen to the weather forecast before > picking out an outfit. > > 11. Yo

Through The Eyes Of A Rapist
Through a Rapist's Eyes (No Joke) This is important information for females of ALL ages . A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts : 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed . They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair . Women with short hair are not common targets. 2) The second thing men look for is clothing .. They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly . Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing. 3) They also look for women on their cell phone , searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and can be easily overpowered. 4) Men are most likely to attack & rape in the early morning, between 5:00a.m. and 8:30a.m. 5) The number one p

My Podcast: Abc 9 Iso Egg: The Passion Of Matt
So.. the following is a reposting of our podcast show notes... written by your's truly.. Ok, so first off, I understand that many of you don't know what a podcast is.. or if you do you might very well be in the "kinda not sure" camp.. and even the people who do.. often don't quite know.. Well podcasts are basically like "internet radio," the difference between it and real radio.. is that with podcasting anyone can be a podcaster. Why is this exciting? Well not everyone can make Radio, TV, Film / our culture.. and because not everyone gets to speak through the normal cultural channels, like TV, Film, Radio.. it doesn't depict a truly democratic view of the world, life, etc.. And this.. of course, is what is at the heart of the new "social media revolution" If you want a voice you can get it.. and basically.. developing that voice, is what my podcast is all about, got it? So how do you listen to podcasts? Well first you need a thing called a "pod catcher." which is piece o

For Sale Or Trade
this is a poem i have had around a few years, it may sound corny, i don't know really, just thought i'd see what you thought about it. if it stinks, i will take it off and put it in file 13. i have a used heart for sale or trade. actually, i am looking to just give it away. i don't ask for much in return, just to trade the love that's in it for some of yours. see, this heart isn't in the best of shapes, it's true, it's been stepped on, stabbed and abused. it's full of love for someone but so far, nobody's came through. i've given it away only to have it returned in worse shape than before, but it's still here, wanting more. i have two arms to go along with it. they are good for holding on tight to someone who needs it. they must not be long enough, for everytime i reach out to someone,only our fingertips touch. true friendship is what i need, someone who understands me and won't make my heart cry anymore. i am not asking for sympathy from you, i just want to know i matter some. i h

I Really Just Dont Care Okk??!!??
im flattered behond belief that you think im hot or whatever,but i cant take how jugdmental you all are getting!just becuase i have sum ugly people on my friends list or commenting my pix,does not in any way mean that iam sleeping with them,like them sexually or want anything from them but mabye a friend.so stop sending me all these stupid msgs askin y this or that person is on my page,they are on my page because they asked to be my friend and y say no just because they are not attactive?i can learn things from ALL people,whether they are beautiful,or fugly.so just stop being stupid okk??!!?? oxox megan

Robin's Day
Man, i have not slept at all, well, actually, i slept like 3 hours, so yeah. But my throat hurts for some reason. Plus, i couldn't sleep. Sounds normal to me *lol* Anyways, Krystal has left me a couple of messages, and i know she always reads me blogs... and I always like to talk about awesome people on my blogs... She is one of those people. Her and I went through some crazy shit... LIke always, brought on by Ryan... I think had neither of us talked to him we would still be ***BEST FRIENDS*** rather than just "best friends" if ya know what I mean... we were really close. Whats bad, I don't even know what the whole fight was over, don't care really now. But she is one hella awesome person...a lot like me in a lot of ways, and hella understanding. She's been through hell recently, and i live far away (well a little over an hour) and never make it up to Ponca... Sooo, some weekend in April, I am SOOO planning a trip up there so we can hang out!!! She's awesome as hell!!! Anyways~

What Tree Did You Fall From?
Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is really cool and somewhat accurate. Then get your friends to find out what tree they fell from. Find your tree below copy then paste it in the comment section so others can see what you are like. Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree Mar 21 (only day) - Oak Tree Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree Jun 24 (only day) - Birch Tree Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree Jul 26 to Au

Spiniach Cheddar Bake
1 PACKAGE (10 OUNCES) FROZEN SPINACH, THAWED AND UNDRAINED 1/3 CUP CRUSHED SALTINES (ABOUT 6 CRACKERS) 1 EGG BEATEN 1/2 TEASPOON ONION POWDER SALT TO TASTE 1 CUP (4 OUNCES)SHREDDED CHEDDAR CHEESE DIVIDED IN A BOWL COMBINE THE SPINIACH SALTINES EGGS ONION POWDER AND SALT STIR IN 1/2 CUP CHEESE TRANFER TO GREASED 2-CUP BAKING DISH SPRINKLE WITH REMAINING CHEESE BAKE UNCOVERED AT 350F FOR 30 MINUTES OR UNTIL CHEESE IS MELTED AND BUBBLY YIELD 2 SERVINGS

Omg This Asshole Gave Me A 9!
The scale goes 1-10, with numbers in between, for a reason. If you get all bent out of shape when someone gives you something less than a 10, maybe you shouldn't be on a rating site. If you want a simpler rating system, you can join bangme.net. Of course, you'll probably bitch about any "no" votes you get.

I Have To Go Home
Sorry everyone i won't be on again until tuesday. I have to go home to take care of my family. My mom, dad, grandma, and two aunts are sick. I have my work cut out for me when i get back home. Wednesday is My Birthday too, so hit me up and show some love. If you leave me a private message i will be glad to return all the love you have shown me. I say leave a private message because I don't want to skip or miss anyone. You'll have a great One and I'll catch you when i get back : )

20 Reasons Chocolate Is Better Than Sex
1) You can GET chocolate. 2) "If you love me you'll swallow that" has real meaning with chocolate. 3) Chocolate satisfies even when it has gone soft. 4) You can safely have chocolate while you are driving. 5) You can make chocolate last as long as you want it to. 6) You can have chocolate even in front of your mother. 7) If you bite the nuts too hard the chocolate won't mind. 8) Two people of the same sex can have chocolate without being called nasty names. 9) The word "commitment" doesn't scare off chocolate. 10) You can have chocolate on top of your workbench/desk during working hours without upsetting your co-workers. 11) You can ask a stranger for chocolate without getting your face slapped. 12) You don't get hairs in your mouth with chocolate. 13) With chocolate there's no need to fake it. 14) Chocolate doesn't make you pregnant. 15) You can have chocolate at any time of the month. 16) Good chocolate is easy to find. 17) You can have as many kinds o

Bad Husband's Routine
A wife decides to take her husband to a strip club for his birthday. They arrive at the club and the doorman says, "Hey, Dave! How ya doin'?" His wife is puzzled and asks if he's been to this club before. "Oh, no," says Dave. "He's on my bowling team." When they are seated, a waitress asks Dave if he'd like his usual and brings over a Budweiser. His wife is becoming increasingly uncomfortable and says, "How did she know that you drink Budweiser?" "She's in the ladies' bowling league, honey," he says. "We share lanes with them." A stripper then comes over to their table, throws her arms around Dave, and says, "Hi, Davey! Want your usual table dance, big boy?" Dave's wife, now furious, grabs her purse and storms out of the club. Dave follows and spots her getting into a cab. Before she can slam the door, he jumps in beside her. He tries desperately to explain how the stripper must have mistaken him for someone else, but his wife is having none of it. S

Open Your Heart
Connected, Welcome to your mental inbox, Please click refresh, Cause the pain and hurt we store inside, Leaves us in a mess, Longing to be bonded, To find our soul and heart, But the memories of distant days, Tears our lives apart, Those people looking at you, They see your smiles and lies, But I share your pain and sorrow, I see depth in your eyes. Connected, Welcome to your mental inbox, One message received, It’s a mental image of happiness, Love, and what you need, Don’t store it all away please, Don’t hide it in your depths, Don’t open and delete me, Don’t live by your regrets, The life we seek is buried, Just unlock and dig deep, Running makes you tired, Suffering makes us weep, Connected, Welcome to your mental inbox, You logged into me, You logged into my heart today, You just didn’t see.

Why Me??
Last night I was going to write my blog but I had to many eyes an didnt feel like crying with people in my house, Yes I do cry when its just me or someone I can actually talk to about things alone. I feel like Im lossing my life slowly. 2 in a half years ago I broke up with the one I truely love to death, (July 8th 2006) 8 months ago I lost my father, March 5th I lost a close teacher due to the snow storm an March 7th from being on life support for 5 years due to a car accident. Then of course I missed carried. Everyone that I have been close to im just lossing. Ya I have been sad its that time of the month that my father passed away. I feel like my life is falling apart... Why me??? Why??

A Dogs Life
I've often thought it's a fine trick How easily a dog can lick his prick It might be fun to a dog be Oh the pleasures I could give me !! But when I really think it over Life isn't exactly perfect for Rover It wouldn't really be so neat To only make love when "the bitch" is in heat And then too, I never saw A dog that could masturbate with his paw !!!

News Flash Please Read
HI ONE AND ALL IT THAT CRAZY AUSSIE AGAIN BEGGING FOR YOUR HELP ON HAND AND KNEES...ONLY 970 COMMENTS TO GO FOR MY BLAST SO PLEASE COME AND HELP ME BEFPRE I GO CRAZY SOME MORE...THE ERROR MESS ARE STARTING GET TO ME LOL LINK BELOW PLEASE CLICK AND COMMENT THANKS

Dear My Favorite Designers...
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE make shoes for my big ass feet!!!!! I FOUND THE MOST AMAZING PAIR OF SHOES....YES I almost orgasmed at the sight of them! These are Dolce and Gabbanas....I might die. HOLY SHIT I WANT THEM SO FUCKING BAD. Oh and ONE MONTH TIL MY BDAY! Whatcha gonna get me???

Whatever!
im sick of it.. if im not showing flesh on cam anymore!! you assholes SUCK!.. u know what.. FUCK YOU! those that arnt happy or satisfied with just me.. then.. just fuck off and dont even message me... im NOT here to get you off...... regardless of that shit.. I had a great night, went to the Casino with Al, its alot of fun when your not loosing.. haha but we got more then half of the shoot done for the business work were doing.. and its final week.. shit its after 2am, I just called Joey and he didnt answer.. geesh some ppls kids..haha well im going to get to bed, cause theres not way I can work on my keywords and time sheet.. love ya'll!! edit: yes i'm buzzzed, BUT that doesnt stop me from seeing you assholes for what you are! GRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Grandma Doesn't Know Everything
Little Tony was staying with his grandmother for a few days.He'd been playing outside with the other kids for a while when he came into the house and asked her, "Grandma, what's that called when 2 people sleep in the same room and one is on top of the other?" She was a little taken back, but she decided to just tell him the truth. "It's called sexual intercourse, darling." Little Tony just said, "Oh, OK," and went back outside to play with the other kids. A few minutes later he came back in and said angrily, "Grandma, it isn't called sexual intercourse. It's called Bunk Beds. And Jimmy's mom wants to talk to you."

What's Love.......................
what's LoVe....................... Love is a thing shared by two Love is what you feel for me and you Love is precious when its shared Love is danger when its dared Love wanders and searches for the one Love plays and just do it for fun Love lets you hear love songs to emote Love lets you make sweet poems & a quote Love makes the world go around Love makes us happy if the one we love is finally found Love turns the world upside down Love cheers us never with a frown Love makes you cry Love sacrifices and says goodbye Love has its own reason and time Love can make someone you love "mine" Love makes a person kiss Love makes a person miss Love is experienced by all Love conquers when you fall.

Contest ....please??????????
PLEASE LEAVE ME COMMENT VOTES, COMMENT BOMB ME, I STILL NEED SOME HELP, THIS CONTEST WILL END AT 11:59 PM ON SATURDAY, AND I REALLY. REALLY WANT TO WIN A CHERRY BLAST. JUST GO TO THIS LINK AND VOTE, PLEASE. Please?????????? I posted a bulliten abou this too, not like anybody reads them or reposts for me, like they do everyone else!!!!!lol (hint, hint, hint) [ CherryTAP.com photo: 3130256568 ]

.chapter 1.
Cherries--Chapter 1 Eeliah, Howard and Jaidin were walking down the hallway in Albany High Scool. Howard had his arm around Eeliah's dainty waist. Jaidin was so jealous, they had such a wonderful relationship. She knew Howard loved Eeliah and Eeliah loved him much more. She always tells Jaidin about it. As they were walking down the hall, Eeliah leaned her head on Howard's shoulder and Jaidin was kind of left out. Jaidin only had one boyfriend her whole entire life and she was a senior. It kind of made her depressed. One day she thought that her crush Deavion was going to ask her out, because he wanted to talk to her alone at lunch. So at lunch she went to Deavion's car in the parking lot and sat on his hood like she always did and she saw him coming to his car. He walked up to her and put his hands on her thighs. "Hey cutie." he said. "Hey, how are you?" she asked as she smiled sweetly at him. "Ya know Jai, your smile is beautiful and you're a really great person, you're really

Superfantasticalness
so. this is the first time ive sat down all day. *whew* been goin goin goin since 7am. go me! or sumthing im whipped...wicked beat...but i kinda dig it cuz its got that whole 'accomplishment' feeling toward it. sometimes its just necessary to 'unplug' step away from 'the box' and just...breathe good sauce. so i found mah new house. not that its a house but ya get the gist. its about 100+sq ft bigger than my current place...which dun sound like much but thats not the important part...the important part is that its in an even nicer area...and its less than what i pay now...cuz lets face it...im gettin raped in rent. and i dun much dig it. i totally heart how the new place dun charge a monthly rent for the washer/dryer in the unit. and it has a solarium. which is prolly where i'd put my piano...but able to jam out some tunes while bathing in sunshine...yeah...that sounds perfectly delightful. plus the kids would get a bigger room...with a walkin...unlike their current room.

This Reeks Of Racism!!!
The Mouthpiece says: I don't give a fuck what type of explanation they give, it all goes back to this: AMERICA IS STILL RACIST AGAINST AFRICAN-AMERICANS and NOTHING is more supportive of that statement then the following article! And the majority of you will only HALF read this won't even comment. I guess too busy looking for black dicks than really care about anything in the life of us! Black leads still absent from network dramas http://tv.yahoo.com/news/article/urn:newsml:tv.reuters.com:20070312:black_dc__ER:1 Dramas with single male leads are as popular as ever, but none of the leads went to a black actor this pilot season. That is not surprising given the fact that there hasn't been a successful drama series with a black lead. There have been a number of attempts through the years, including three with James Earl Jones: "Paris," "Gabriel's Fire" and "Under One Roof." More recently, UPN's "Kevin Hill" and ABC's "Day Break" starred Taye Diggs. USA Network tried a new

Dennis.........
Well, like i said earlier, dennis was on another one of his "why he loves me trips".... i was like, uh huh yeah, right whatever... then I got a chance to talk... and got to really express how much hatred I had for him and his mother for taking Natasha away from me when she was a baby. I had done nothing wrong. I love my daughter. She is my life (and of course lexi is now, too). But they had me arrested and while i was in jail went to court to get custody taken from me and given to his mother... she took my baby... they lied to the court, told them I was using drugs, and drinking in front of my daughter, drunk while trying to take care of her, physically, sexually, and emotionally abusing her... Which was all total bullshit, but i was in jail, i couldn't defend myself... looked bad for me... and I lost my baby.... they fucked me over royally.... I never got to see Tash, they said they were scared I would hurt her.... WTF??!?!!!??? I can't even spank her without feeling guilty!!!!!! So i

Oh God, Not St Patrick's Day!
Being in Ireland is not fun at the best of times and being in Ireland during St. Patricks Day is even worse. While everyone else on the planet suddenly thinks they are Irish and has a huge celebration, the locals will put on a miserable show and then all get pissed for three days only coming up for air and to throw up on the pavements. Can't wait.

Serious
don't ever ask me for help again come to me i'm going to go insane and have to do 5 to 10 in the penn i ain't time for friends i only got time to make endz no skinz no need to pretend holding me back i'm a just go back to tha block and slang crack pollute the community maybe if i get knocked by the jakes i could get immunity if i snitched out my supplier but fuck that i'm never snitch i'm never bitching i'm a always be tha nigga on tha block pitching like tha major leagues i never get fatigued staying on point like a catholic priest ready to annoint a new disciple hold it down i'm ready to go tha crown take over ya town and put my prices on the market to shut shit down

Gidgets Ga Ga On Bestradio Podcast!
Put this in your ear buds and smoke it! Gidgets Ga Ga on The Best Radio You Have Never Heard Podcast-Beware The Ides Of March Vol. 58! The podcast can be downloaded or listened from www.bestradiopodcast.com or the iTunes Music Store Click here for the Gidgets Ga Ga Home Page

Me
Let's see....I am a single but engaged mother of 3. Been married twice but both turned out to be deadbeats. Umm...I love to go fishing, swimming, hiking, walking in the mountains or on the beach. I have to many turn-ons to list just ask I may tell you what they are. Have had some really bad relationships in the past and have learned a whole lot about life. Anything anyone wants to know about me just ask. I am tatooed and pierced. I can't really think of anything else right now but, there will be more later.

I Hate My Neighborhood!!
First my car gets broken into, glass smashed and the whole nine, then I get a parking ticket for being exactly one minute late moving it. The cop was like "well I aready started writing it". I was lie where the hell were you when my car was getting broken into. The worst part was the only reason why I was late moving my car is because I had to park 10 blocks away because there werent any other spots!!!! ahhhhhhhhh. I hate this neighborhood.

I Need Help And Not Ashamed 2 Ask 4 It.
My msgr n yahoo is clove92134 I want 2 do more n CT, but having a hard time navigating...who wants 2 b my personal tutor?? Dinner will b ur reward, if n Jacksonville, Florida. Holla at ya Boy!!!!

Bill Paying
it's now time to play beat the clock with the bill payment. I have to beat them here and to the bill payment location so i can keep them from disconnecting my power. Only time will tell on this. And i also need money for transportation for work tomorrow if I am to show up to work tomorrow. This is truly a chaotic month. It will be less chaotic in about 2 weeks when i pay my bills and never put myself through this again. I just need to work on building discipline. I am far too old to be this irresponsible and careless.

Home Is Such A Wonderful Place To Be!
Because of the frequent traveling, I usually don't get to spent time at home. Lately, I decided to take some time off and I'm loving it!!!!! Flyin gkites with the kids, and just soaking in the serenity of it all..It's beautiful. I just cherish the time that I can spend with them. I'll be going to my next stop soon, which is Texas! I'm going to hate leaving but I've got to continue promoting myself. BTW..that is going very well! I have one interview coming out thi smonth and three next month! yay!!!! I will also have a nude layout in the next couple of months that I will keep you guys informed of.

I Give Up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have a lot going through my head right now and none of it is good. I want to run and hide or just die, but dieing is not and option for me as I have a beautiful little boy who needs me, no matter how much he pushes my buttons. The one person who even though we are divorced still loves me with everything that he is and I can't be with him right now. I feel like I am all alone and that no one wants to talk to me or be around me. I have a friend that comes up every week and do you think we talk? Nope we sit in the same house on the computers. We may say some things to each other, but otherwise we IM each other every now and then or we don't talk at all. I stay in my house all time cause I don't want to be around people cause I don't want to being them down which causes my son to be in the house all the time and that is not fair to him. I feel like I should drop out of school and just stay working for the company that I work for, but I did not take the last yr and a half and put myself t

You've Got Mail
Well, I got home from work, a meeting actually... an eye-opening one for most of my staff as to what it is I do all day and how difficult my job really is. When I got home, I was flipping through the movie channels and came across You've Got Mail, with Tom Hanks and Meg Ryan. Now, those that know me know that on my own, I will sit through a "Chick Flick" because that's just the kind'o guy I am. I like this movie for a number of reasons, mainly because Meg and Tom seem to have a very nice presence together on the big screen, and I've known this for many years. The first time I saw them together in a movie (not that it was their first one together, but first I had seen) was Joe Versus The Volcano. One of my all time favorite movies, and I can relate to Joe's character quite a bit. But that's a different blog. Ok, here's the summary of it all... Personal situational problems are shared by each of the character's one e-mail at a time. The film used brief e-mails rather than the r

She Stands In Stone
She stands in stone A stone wall in which she protects ,hiding the heart in which she has kept From her love , her thoughts are upon a rack A tough shell ,a bullet proof vest . The silent thoughts in which she will never speak Only a empty love in which she feels so deep Only part one of the play, for her love will never go a stray Love at half mast, her lover will never heal the past. Glass hearts will never break if there kept from loves emotional quake. By Scott Baker

A Waited Touch.
A waited touch. A velvet touch with a gentle thrush As he kisses her neck A warming grasp as he hugs her at last And pulls her hair to the side A fleeting whisper Love! the lips lisper with a emotional pride A glimmer of hope the fires she stokes To keep her passions alive A waited touch in which she has hungered so much has finely arrived . Scott Baker

What I Have Been Doing
To my dear friends, A few of you may have noticed that I have not been online at all recently. Some of you have taken this absence the wrong way and have decided to remove me from your friends lists, as is your perogative. I have not been gone by choice though, and for those of you out there who give a damn, I have been dealing with alot of family issues since December. My father is getting worse by the day, ands his good days are few and far between now. Most people don't know this about me, but, my father is my hero. Most of my life my father and I have been intellectual sparing partners, which drove my mother crazy, but for us is was fun. He has always had an active and quick mind for just about anything that you could throw at him, and if he didn't understand he was never too proud to ask questions about what he didn't understand. Mi hijta, he'd say, la única pregunta estúpida es la pregunta que no se hace. Which means the only stupid question is the one that hasn't be

You!!!
Pounding wrecks my brain with thunderous pressure of ritual drums. Waves of gut wrenching nausea flow, resembling high tides. Sobs of pain take over my body and soul with persistence. You are gone... Visions of the past break through, swarming every thought. Tremors consume my limbs, equal to an earthquake taking over a city. I move through each day, zombie like, from sleep deprivation. You don't care... Your lies of love replay over and over, drowning the outside world. Hopes, built on your words, rapidly deteriorate to ash. Feelings of elation and excitement are now numb or lost. You don't turn back... Eyes closed to reality, are now able to see the deceit. Heart open to new possibilities, is closed off forever. Dreams of happiness and unconditional love are trampled. You move on... Does your ego feel strong and intact? Does your mind believe you are innocent? Does your body fill with laughter at my demise? Are you satisfied?

Just A Small Touch
I lose myself in my own reverie. Stretch out my arms to reach your heart. Can you feel the heat at my fingertips? I brush your skin lightly, softly until you shiver at the feeling. closing my eyes we are there... Soft whispered hints of reminscent days are unspoken..only felt as our lips brush faintly. Feel the breath against your skin... I blow strawberry kisses and they tingle towards the spaces neglected. You forgot how it makes you aware. Powerless against your will, powerles against my own, it's then i realise that I am yours. ~D~

Creamy Spinach Italiano
Ok I know some will curl their nose at spinach but I really like this. So I hope you will try it before passing judgement. lol Creamy Spinach Italiano (serves around 4) 1 cup ricotta cheese 3/4 cup half and half or milk 2 packages ( 10 oz each) frozen chopped spinach thawed and squeezed dry ( a coffee filter works good to squeeze out excess liquid) 1 1/3 cup French's French Fried onions , divided 1/2 cup roasted red pepper 1/4 cup chopped fresh basil 1/4 cup Parmesan cheese 1 teas garlic powder 1/4 teas salt Preheat over 350 degrees. Whisk together ricotta cheese and half and half in large bowl until well blended . Stir in spinach, 2/3 cup French onions, red pepper, basil, Parmesan, garlic powder and salt. Pour mixture into greased deep dish 9 inch pie plate. Bake for 25 minutes or until heated through; stir. Sprinkle with remaining 2/3 cup onions. Bake for 5 minutes or until onions are golden.

Summer Salad Tuscan Style
Summer Salad Tuscan style ( serves about 4 ) 1 small loaf of coarse day old Italian bread 1/4 cup Extra virgin olive oil 3 tabs balsamic vinegar 1 clove garlic, crushed 1 teas salt 1 teas Tabasco sauce 3 large ripe tomatoes, cut into large chunks 1 large red onion, cut in half and sliced 1 large cucumber, cut into large chunks 1 large red pepper, seeded and cut into large pieces 1 large yellow pepper, seeded and cut into large pieces 1 cup arugula leaves 1/2 cup chopped fresh basil leaves 1/2 cup sliced black olives 1 tabs capers Tear bread into large pieces to make about 4 cups. Combine olive oil, balsamic vinegar, garlic, salt and TABASCO sauce in bowl. Add remain ingredients, toss to mix well. let stand 30 mins before serving.

Vent Time!
I figured it was more than time for a new blog, so here goes nothin'. I apologize way ahead of time if this blog goes off on random tangents and never gets back to a point, I just have a lot to say and no way of combining them together. Better yet, I hope I confuse the crap out of you, and you love every minute of it. Knowing you, you'll just continue reading in search of a point to all of these ramblings. Joke'll be on you, it may or may not have one. Stay with me on the Ramblin' Road, it gets bumpy: First things first, idiotic customers. Here, I'll give you a snippet of the convo I had with a guy just a few minutes ago. Keep in mind that he left his old motor with us for junk: Customer: "Hi, I just bought a motor from there today and I'd like to check that I got the right motor." Me: "Ok...." Customer: "The motor I brought in said 1425RPM and the motor I got said 1725RPM." Me: "Alrite, what motor do you have now?" Customer: "The one that says 1725RPM." Me (though

What To Do
i have a 17 year old daughter she claims she fell on tuesday. she said i was there and i wasnt. know she has the police and dhs involved in it. she told them i did it and i wasnt even there. this could ruin it for the resat of my kids for what she is doing to me. its been 7 years since i seen them and im starting to get to know them again this could ruin it for all of them . what should i do

Dreams
Dreams do they come real mine seem to be lost to me my family says to get real and forget about writing My poetry book is not selling now with the novel about to come out in Nov of this year my family says to stop dreaming dreams are for the rich people not for poor people I just wanted to prove to my family my dreams were not just dreams with reality but I losing hope Guess my family must be right So now I must give up internet and hope and all my dreams no more poems books novels scripts now I wonder why I always dare to dream I come to see That am nothing and failing in my life dream All I wanted was to see people buying my books poems being made in songs books made into movies scripts turning into shows on television why can some people dreams come true but mine are slowly be taken from me by my family can someone tell me why must I give up why cant my dreams come true must I do what my family is telling me Must I give up my friends dr

Great Words
Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry? Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them. Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end. Most people walk in and out of your life, but only FRIENDS leave footprints in your heart. Send this to all the people that are really your friend including the person that sent this to you. If you get five back that makes you a true friend! LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold yo

My Qualitys
1) great smile 2) good personality 3) beautiful eyes 4) sexy body 5) >.> nice fuckin ass 6) good mother/ care taker What Brandon said..... 1)friendly 2) sweet 3)loving to family and friends 4)open 5) honest 6) a terrific friend 7) very sexy 8) gorgeous eyes 9) can always make me smile no matter what 10) always there to help someone What Al said..... If anybody wants to leave some they can. Its so I can look at it everyday and try to feel better about Christina.....

Bad?
so i went to earls after work on thursday sawchristina sal philly, philly , dick ,and johny ... i missed them and then i got pissed cause christina and sal were bugging me about my food so i left and i got home and ryan texted me and asked if i was at earls and i said now i m at home now an he said come over so i did . ryans roomate ryan and his gf weere all hanging out so i felt out of place but whatever it was kool the roomate an girlfriend went to there room and ryan and i watched tv and i layed in his lap and fell asleep as he held me .. it was like it used to be when were younger ); ryan woke me up and said to get a shirt to wear to bed so got one and put it on it smelled sooo good i love the way he smells lol ..so i came back and layed down and then fell asleep and then he woke me up again and said he was ging to get food and if i wanted some sso they left and came home so ryan and his roomate and i were in ryans room and ryans like leave the blanket on i was so fucking tired and

May You Always
May you always have true blessings With Angels by your side May you always find true happiness Have peace inside your heart ~*~*~ I wish for you lots of love Warm memories to share May you always find some comfort In knowing others care ~*~*~ May you always have your health And a home to keep you warm The love of friends and family Protection from all harm ~*~*~ My wish for you is harmony And all your dreams come true The riches of lifes pleasures Made special just for you ~*~*~ As you walk along lifes journey May you always find your way I wish you luck and blessings On this St. Patrick's Day... Happy St. Patrick's Day!

My Words To All The Blackmen
Good Black Men are indeed all around us. We pass them on the streets, in the malls, and at work. Most we can't see because we don't know what a good man really looks like. He usually isn't flashy enough or rich enough to turn our heads. He might not wear a suit or push a Lexus. He might not have a body like Tyson with a Denzel face. But, as you mature, you realize it's better to find someone who's got your back rather than someone who turns your head. A good man doesn't agree wholeheartedly with everything you say. He doesn't just tell you what you want to hear and do the opposite. He doesn't declare how sensitive, sweet, caring, sincere, etc. he is (he won't have to because it shows). He has his own opinions and yours may clash, but he doesn't have to degrade you to prove he's right. He even admits at times to being wrong, especially if you are willing to do the same. A good man is not going to meet every item on your checklist. He i

Contest On Best Tattoo Will Run For 2 Weeks Guys And Girls All Welcome
1st wiiner will be a yauht 2nd will be a porche final winner will win 3 day blast on me.. i wil rip your photo.. from your profile you can vote for yourself as much as you wish. starts as soon as i get all the pictures good luck. xoxox flame internal flame..@ CherryTAP

In Moonlight Serenity
Across silvery trails Dreamy paths I pursue I look upon the stars Upon the midnight blue Love leading me on In pursuing my dreams I embraced the night In view of moonbeams Laid upon my pillow In the blissful moonlight A light of love shone To the place lovers unite In moonlight serenity Starlight glistens above Eyes close I drifted In dreams nestled in love

Quitting Or Moving Forward?
My feet and legs hurt so much right now......worked a lot the past two days. I also put in my two weeks notice today. It's not exactly something I wanted to do so soon, but after the past two days it seemed like something that needed to be done. I've made some really good friends working there, and I still consider them friends but I honestly can't take it anymore. There is way too much drama and backstabbing than needed for a pizzeria. And since it has all been undeservingly thrown in my direction lately some true colors have shown through. I cried today, like really cried, for the first time in a long time. Afterward I wondered why I didn't feel any better to get it all out. I wondered why I still felt empty. I don't even have any more words to explain it.

Engaged To Amber
March 16th I got up the courage on Friday to propose to my girlfriend Amber, I asked her if she would make me the happiest guy in the world by becoming my wife, she said yes! She is everything I have ever dreamed of, and I hope we spend the rest of our lives together. Amber

You Love Me And You Know It ....
Stop ignoring me. You love me. I am you favorite old grump. I have all the answers, or at least I am going to let you think that I think I do. And I am sexy as hell, and you know it. And I am good in bed ... sorta I do steal covers, but I am trying to get better. So be nice and show me love me back. Night, all. GH

Bomb Or Rates An Win Gifts/ Morph
Two of the fairest ways to earn Gifts/Morphs! These are Samples of My morphing Skillz MarQ's S.K. Bomb Or Rate Give~A~Way Ok, so it''ll work like this. All you have to do is enter a picture, I'll rip it from your album.. It can be of yourself or anything you'd like. You comment bomb your own picture along with your friends. Whenever you want to cash in... I simply take the number of comments on ur pic & multiply it by 6 (the number of bucks I received for each comment) I will give you ALL the Ct bucks back! In the form of whatever gifts you'd like =)(Including VIC Gifts) I dont care about Ct money. The only times I will make any money is during happy hours. Also anyone that gets over 1,250 comments in the bombing give away, gets a morph=) If you are interested just link me to a pic to rip & let the Give away begin! **Added Note** If you cash in during happy hours, You need only half the comments for the designated gift ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Why The Change?
So as you can see I have changed my pic. I got tired of all the people sayin how hot or sexy I look and completely forgetting that I do express myself. Come to think of it, I wonder how many of you actually read my profile and blogs? Because I barely get what I expect from all the people who view. I know some of these don't warrant feedback but it would be nice to hear someone else's views of some of my blogs. Realest

Please.
Plz if you have a second stop by my page and rate and comment this pic!..If you have a salute you want me to rate just message me and i will do it.. I'm trying to catch up to my friends. Thank You.x0x -Ash

Angel Within
He has not done anything special Just fought for our freedom Many wonder how he survived The angel within Is the reason I standing here he replies. The angel within Is the reason I stand her he replies. The angel within Is the reason she has not giving up hope. Single mother raisin boys. The father walks out no turn back. Sleepless night, a fear of failure. Therefore, she keeps push. Not knowing The angel within Is watching over her carry her down the path. The time has come He knows that he will be leaven soon. The angel within plead with his heart to come to know God. Which just a few breath more he ask God to come into his heart Now the angel within journey is complete Travel home to their father The angel within will not hurt no more. November 5, 2006

Handprints On The Wall
You left a special gift for me today. So small and unique Not even tomorrow could it Be the same Dirty handprint on my wall Is the gift you left me. Even though I want to scream I could not. The handprint on the wall Will be a reminder to me in the future Mother day was fast approaching The school had you to make your handprint With paint and paper Its almost like the one I gave my mom So long ago To you it just a small gift But that, handprint now in a Frame Handprint on the wall To remind me how small you once was. Years will go by And you, will get older and leave me behind. While memory flood my heart That Hand print on the wall Will remain. December 19, 2006

More Blogging Space!
Between Myspace, Xanga, IMVU, and this, Im sure I could have millions of people read what I have to say, though, not many do read any blogs. Just thought I would put my words in. Well, Im new to this so I will figure out the ropes..

Learn To Speak Chinese
ARE YOUHARBORING A FUGITIVE-HU Y HAI DING SEE ME A.S,A.P.---KUM HIA NAO SMALL HORSE---TAI NI PO NI YOUR PRICE IS TO HIGH----------NO BAI DAM TING DID YOU GO TO THE BEACH---WAI YU SO TAN? I BUMPED INTO A COFFEE TABLE----AI BANG MAI NI I THINK YOU NEED A FACE LIFT---CHIN TU FAT ITS VERY DARK IN HERE---WAI SO DIM? HAS YOUR FLIGHT BEEN DELAYED?---HAO LONGWEI TING? THAT WAS AN UNAUTHORIZED EXECUTION---LIN CHING I THOUGHT YOU WERE ON A DIET---WAI YU MUN CHING? THIS IS A TOW AWAY ZONE--NO PAH KING YOU ARE NOT VERY BRIGHT-YU SO DUM I GOT THIS FOR FREE--AI NO PEI I AM NOT GUILTY---WAI HANG MI? PLEASE STAY A LITTLE LONGER--HIA DEI KUM STAY OUT OF SIGHT---KEI LO HES CLEANING HISAUTOMOBILE--WA SHING KA DOES THIS BATHROOM STINK!--HU FLUNG DUNG? DARLIN MOTHER

Surgery Is Done...
Home from the hospital.. OLD MOM IS EXHAUSTED! But everything went very well. Took alittle longer than expected, but she is now resting well.. Back to the hospital tomarrow, doctor thought probably she will be already going home tomarrow.. then, my week will really begin. But my baby is fine and that is what counts.. Thanks for the prayers. I love you all.. and how come i can't take that damn happy new year off.. this page.. it just won't come.. any suggestions???

Beauty
Beauty is a thing seldom seen No one sees it because no one looks or at least not in the right place beauty is held by all within the soul it lies waiting to come out to the surface only it cant beauty is supressed by the evils of the world only love can bring beauty out once seen beauty never hides again not even hatred can deny beauty of its true design beauty although possessed by all Will only ever be truly seen by few and fewer yet will ever see one of the most beautiful sights the beauty is held by you.

The Frog King, Or Iron Henry
In olden times when wishing still helped one, there lived a king whose daughters were all beautiful, but the youngest was so beautiful that the sun itself, which has seen so much, was astonished whenever it shone in her face. Close by the king's castle lay a great dark forest, and under an old lime-tree in the forest was a well, and when the day was very warm, the king's child went out into the forest and sat down by the side of the cool fountain, and when she was bored she took a golden ball, and threw it up on high and caught it, and this ball was her favorite plaything. Now it so happened that on one occasion the princess's golden ball did not fall into the little hand which she was holding up for it, but on to the ground beyond, and rolled straight into the water. The king's daughter followed it with her eyes, but it vanished, and the well was deep, so deep that the bottom could not be seen. At this she began to cry, and cried louder and louder, and could not be comforted. And a

Bye Bye, 11s.
No more VIC. It disappeared while I was trying to use all my 11s tonight. Ah well. It was an interesting month! But hey, no more worrying about how to use the stupid 11s. I will miss the pink name and the extra gift options.

A Path Less Traveled
Where do our roads take us i wonder sometimes?...there are days where I can see the endless possibilities of the paths of others and i try and help them see their paths and get them started on their way....and i know of days where i have no help to offer others...it is during these times i wonder where all the paths in life lead once i have helped someone find their way...will they find the happiness that is with in their reach or will they stumble somewhere along the way?...as i reflect on all this i am left to wonder...why is it that i can always see others paths but never my own?..is it a curse of mine that i must carry for helping others along the way as i keep putting one foot down ahead of the other in search of the path that surely someday i might see?...I dont know where my path lies nor where it leads..but on that path less traveled i hope that i have some company!

Lyrics-a Moment In Time~
A Moment in time is branded on the heart, A circle is broken devided by words- The soul has been damaged,it cannot recover,for what once was meant everything- And with time brings a challenged notion,of what love was or truly is -chorus-(Vivid reflections-of how it used to be- Vivid reflections-Ive lost part of me -Vivid reflections-What you do not see-vivid reflections- Are haunting me)- No words spoken,merged as one.Seperated only by fear- Communications broken,wall is built,no emotion can be felt - Time seems endless,I once felt free,Now only lonliness is holding onto me -chorus repeat-Hands reaching out,To great empty air,falling to my sides,part missing can't repair- my mind is torn,And tears can't wash it away,Only memories to hold ,I thought it would always stay..Chorus Repeat... Layout Codes and Myspace Graphics Layout Graphics Dark Comment Images

Jorinda And Joringel
There was once an old castle in the midst of a large and dense forest, and in it an old woman who was a witch dwelt all alone. In the day-time she changed herself into a car or a screech-owl, but in the evening she took her proper shape again as a human being. She could lure wild beasts and birds to her, and then she killed and boiled and roasted them. If anyone came within one hundred paces of the castle he was obliged to stand still, and could not stir from the place until she bade him be free. But whenever an innocent maiden came within this circle, she changed her into a bird, and shut her up in a wicker-work cage, and carried the cage into a room in the castle. She had about seven thousand cages of rare birds in the castle. Now, there was once a maiden who was called Jorinda, who was fairer than all other girls. She and a handsome youth named Joringel had promised to marry each other. They were still in the days of betrothal, and their greatest happiness was being together. One da

The Seven Swabians
Seven swabians were once together. The first was Master Schulz, the second, Jackli, the third, Marli, the fourth, Jergli, the fifth, Michal, the sixth, Hans, the seventh, Veitli. All seven had made up their minds to travel about the world to seek adventures and perform great deeds. But in order that they might go in safety and with arms in their hands, they thought it would be advisable that they should have one solitary, but very strong, and very long spear made for them. This spear all seven of them took in their hands at once. In front walked the boldest and bravest, and that was Master Schulz. All the others followed in a row, and Veitli was the last. Then it came to pass one day in the hay month, when they had walked a long distance, and still had a long way to go before they reached the village where they were to pass the night, that as they were in a meadow in the twilight a great beetle or hornet flew by them from behind a bush, and hummed in a menacing manner. Master Schulz wa

Odds And Ends
There was once on a time a maiden who was pretty, but idle and negligent. When she had to spin she was so out of temper that if there was a little knot in the flax, she at once pulled out a whole heap of it, and strewed it about on the ground beside her. Now she had a servant who was industrious, and gathered together the bits of flax which were thrown away, cleaned them, spun them fine, and had a beautiful gown made out of them for herself. A young man had wooed the lazy girl, and the wedding was to take place. On the eve of the wedding, the industrious one was dancing merrily about in her pretty dress, and the bride said, ah, how that girl does jump about, dressed in my hurds. The bridegroom heard that, and asked the bride what she meant by it. Then she told him that the girl was wearing a dress made of the flax which she had thrown away. When the bridegroom heard that, and saw how idle she was, and how industrious the poor girl was, he gave her up and went to the other, and chose he

Pissed At (you Knwo Who U R) I'm Venting
How great is it to wake up in the morning on your 21st birthday just gave birth to your daughter 21 days ago on March 1st.And come to find out your husband is CT married to some fucking old ass ugly hag in Canada and they enjoy it.He talks flirty and dirty with tons of women all over the net even gets on cam for them watches their cams too.But yet sits and talks to you everyday as if its no big deal wtf?! Anybody in their right mind can clearly see thats fucking cheating and lying and I am his real life wife so how the fuck am I supposed to be happy about this shit even if we are getting divorced I mean shit give me some fucking respect I gave birth to his fucking daughter for christs sake and he acts like so what big deal who cares if I wanna be a man whore and fuck around aint none of your business well yes the fuck it is if I have custody of OUR daughter and you're gonna come into MY house to see her,if he wants to see her then he needs to straighten the fuck up cuz I aint putting u

3 Mistake's.....
Mistake #1: Leading A Man To Think You Are "Needy" And "Insecure" Did you know that there are 6 ways you can set off a man's "Insecurity Alert" and make him think twice about pursuing a relationship with you? Sadly, even confident women often "accidentally" give off one of these signs... and just one can kill the chance of a man asking you on a second date. As you read through these signals men pick up on as "needy" and unattractive, ask yourself if YOU have ever been guilty of committing one of these deadly mistakes: Talking or saying nasty things about your past boyfriends. Saying bad things about men you have been involved with actually reflects the negatively back on YOU. It makes a man worry you are carrying around "baggage" that HE will have to deal with should he become involved with you. Speaking negatively about other women. When women call other women names like "slut", "bitch", and "crazy", it is anything but impressive to a man you are attracted you. Women wi

Bubba
Each Friday night after work, Bubba would fire up his outdoor grill and cook a venison steak. But, all of Bubba's neighbors were Catholic....And since it was Lent, they were forbidden from eating meat on Friday. The delicious aroma from the grilled venison steaks was causing such a problem for the Catholic faithful that they finally talked to their priest. The Priest came to visit Bubba, and suggested that he become a Catholic. After several classes and much study, Bubba attended Mass.....and as the priest sprinkled holy water over him, he said, "You were born a Baptist, and raised a Baptist, but now you are a Catholic." Bubba's neighbors were greatly relieved, until Friday night arrived, and the wonderful aroma of grilled venison filled the neighborhood. The Priest was called immediately by the neighbors, and, as he rushed into Bubba's yard, clutching a rosary and prepared to scold him, he stopped and watched in amazement. There stood Bubba, clutching a small bottle of holy water

Best/sexy Eyes Contest
okay so im gonna do this contest i need at least 6 people for it, i will pick the picture i just need the volunteers, the contest will start on 3/21/07 and go till 3/28/07 that is providing i get 6 people to join in, if you dont want to join but you know some one who does then let me know send me a private message or something, If you win i will buy you anything you want from the gift store! You can rate and comment your own picture as much as you want its encouraged!!!

When Copying A Forward To Your Stash
a joke, say, or a survey - since this happens all the time, and since everyone seems to kill the formatting when doing it, getting it all on one line (does no one notice this or does no one care?)... maybe slow down (Yeah. RIGHT. sure...) and try this before you stash... take whatever you're copying from the mailing-list- take the leading > at the beginning of the line... replace it (use search-replace in a good text-editor, probably not in Microsoft Word, but there are some good programs for this that are free) with (do a change all) you'll get some real- not accidental leading > - converted to breaklines by accident, so take a moment to check that you didn't change the meaning of the text by what you just did, but aside from that, do a copy-replace now and stash it.

This One Is For Reb!!
wet kisses in the twilight, longings of yesterday, my hands damp on your skin... my hot whispers ringing in your head once again...bent for love ..I wait for your touch..to grip and hold and feel so much...Making love to you with my every breath. I call your name and fade ....falling into you hands this night...making all wrongs for once all rites.

Total Sub
Jade had been his slave for only thirteen months, and had been collared only three weeks past. She still had much to learn about respecting and honoring her Master Darius. By accepting his collar she made a covenant to honor and serve and obey her Master, but this night, Darius would make sure his pet knew what was expected of her. Tonight, she had allowed other Masters to brush against her body, touching her ass, her back, her breasts. Instead of storming over in a rage, he sat coolly at the bar, drinking and watching, then went to speak to a couple of his fellow Doms. Finally he walked over to her. He pressed his hips tight to her ass and wrapped one of his hands tight in her long, brown hair, the large silver ring on his finger contrasting nicely. As he pulled her head back, he whispered, "You've been a bad little girl, Jade," and as if to emphasize his point, he slid his other hand between her legs. When he withdrew his strong fingers, he lifted them to her lips, and even in

What Makes A Man Fall In Love????
Judging from the kind of mail we get at Men's Health from men seeking relationship advice, I can tell you this definitively about men: When a man falls for a woman, he falls hard. Men love to be in love. While men often get stereotyped as single-minded sex-seekers, the truth is that a man's stomach churns like a slushy machine when he's in those initial stages of the perfect relationship. When you consider that half of men say that they're currently not with their soul mates, that means a heck of a lot of slushy machines are waiting to be turned on. What are they waiting for? What makes a man fall in love? After you rule out the obvious intangible laws of chemistry, attraction, and being in the right place at the right time that kick-start many a relationship, I think the question really becomes this: What makes a man fall -- and stay -- in love? About 60 percent of men deem friendship the most important thing in a relationship (sex comes in at a skimpy 8 percent, according to a na

Well This Is Just Great... (the Five Stages Of Depression)
I think I'm going to go eat some carbs and then throw myself into an active volcano. This has been the worst day ever and NOTHING I repeat nothing has happened. So how could it be the worst day ever? I have no clue. All I know is I went from feeling nothing to feeling like I was going to have a breakdown at work. I've cried or started to cry at least 3 times in the past 40 minutes, and I haven't got the slightest idea why I'm so upset. I have no reason to be upset. I need chocolate and a large bottle of prozac.

What The Army Is All About
What the Army is all about.... Current mood: accomplished you stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He reassures himself his weapon is locked and loaded. You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. You g

Here These Call Lets Drop These Wall......
i hopeing you find this whit a smile ,becase my smile are all gone, the day you went a way ,know what i should of done, wish i would knowen .i could of save this mess of happening too us . trying to make thing righ whit out a fight who wrong or whos right . hopeing you will lisen to me becase i know i love you so an you have al my hear&soul.. setting her allone .im sorry i left you a lone. not know what i was doing ...try to build a home ,an now im all lone, wanting you home,,..to love of my life i miss you plzz come home....im sorry lizz plzz here these calls an lets drop these walls. from anger to mrs.anger....... an to the hole wold to see

My Freinds
YA KNOW I WAS JUST GOING THRU MT FRIENDS LIST...WHT I HAVE NO IDEA...LOL....BUT I GOT A REALLY GOOD FEELING COME OVER ME ALL OF A SUDDEN WHEN I NOTICED HOW MANY OF YOU MY FRIENDS...ARE USING SOME OF THE PICS I MADE YOU ON YOUR PROFILE PAGE.....IT MAKES ME REALLY HAPPY THAT YOU APPRECIATE THEM THAT MUCH.....THANK YOU ALL FOR MAKING MY DAY.....HUGGGGS N PEACE OUT

Waiting Is The Hardest Part..................................really.........
Good morning campers! Its been a few days since I managed to post here,I hope to have some news about LoveSick Radio next week Its no great secret - its just that I want to be sure before I talk about it. Anyway, some meetings happening over the next few days - just discussing the game plan. We are also tracking another song demo for the record sat. at the studio. We are also doing a couple interviews for a few magazine. More details when I have them. Gotta go. Gotta get to the gym before I hit the rehersal room with the band. Hope you enjoy todays diary. Back with more of the same real soon. Til then - Peace david

Attention Truckers And Those Traveling The Highways
I PULLED THIS FROM A BULLETIN...PLEASE FORWARD AND REPOST! Drivers asked to help find missing trucker with heart problems The son of a missing trucker is asking for help in locating his 63-year-old father, Terry Wagner, who has heart problems. Wagner was last seen picking up a half load in Round Rock, Texas, March 7. He drives a 1999 Peterbilt. His half load is a rusty air conditioner in two pieces on the back of his drop-deck trailer. The Illinois truck license number is P47474 and the trailer license number is TNN9097. Anyone who has seen Wagner or his truck or who has any information about the missing man is asked to call Austin, Texas, police at (512) 974-0916; Houston police at (713) 731-5223, or send e-mail to ternewt3@aol.com.

Your Words
your words take hold of me trap the fear and hold it take it away, make it leave for a moment i am in total bliss all i hear is your breathing your words stay on my mind like a lyric of a song there is no background music just what you say over and over and over again your words make me want you in a way i've never wanted anyone before this moment never felt this smart before never wanted this one moment to last your words are all i hear while i'm doing dishes on the phone with friends driving in my car alone making dinner for you or my kids your words get me through the day they are there when i wake up and appear when i start to close my eyes at points during the day all i hear are your words your words make me tremble inside they make me think about things they make me want to never hear any other words for the rest of my life i could be content on your words.

Screams ....
so everthing is jsut going alolto hell but thats life i guess i have opted to show i cant control thingsi n my nroal manner get a new piercings miudn u i dont have naything i wato pierce so i am going to a new form of body art i am getting a tattoo for my 21 bday

Life Of A Dealer
Katie runs the dealer school I attend and works as a floor manager at the Avalon Casino three days a week. Today she mentioned that she got into some trouble on her job last night. "What happened?" I asked. "I walked out to a customer's car with him." I can see how that might be cause for concern when you work for a gambling establishment. "Why did you walk out to his car?" "To give him a blow job," she replied. "How much money did you get?" Jim runs the poker room at the Silver Nugget Casino. Jim has a crush on Vicky, my blackjack instructor. Vicky has a crush on me, so she told Jim that she's sending me over for an audition. I'll be seeing Jim tomorrow morning. Linda is a new blackjack student at the school. She works as a VIP Concierge at one of the local casinos. That's a job that you can't get unless you're in your early twenties, charming, perky, articulate and look like Britney Spears with hair. Linda always sits beside me at the tables, laughs at all

Children On The Question Of Marriage
hmmmm Children on the question of marriage - Young minds foresee a difficult future HOW DO YOU DECIDE WHO TO MARRY (1) You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. Alan, age 10. (2) No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. Kristen, age 10 WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? (1) Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. Camille, age 10 (2) No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married. Freddie, age 6 (very wise for his age!) HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED? (1) You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. Derrick, age 8 WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MUM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON? (1) Both don't want any more kids. Lori, ag

Update On Ass-rod
TAMPA, Fla. -- The Yankees don't intend to offer Alex Rodriguez a contract extension, leaving him the option of opting out of his deal after the season and becoming a free agent. "Alex has a significant contract. The most significant in baseball history," Yankees general manager Brian Cashman said Wednesday. "He has a decision to make. It's in his contract. It's a right he's earned." Rodriguez has four seasons left in the record $252 million, 10-year agreement he signed with Texas before the 2001 season. He is owed $27 million in each of the final three seasons -- with the Yankees responsible for $50.7 million and the Rangers owing $30.3 million, including $9 million in deferred money. Under the terms of the deal, Rodriguez can terminate it after this season. He also can stay for 2008 and have the right to opt out of the final two seasons if the Yankees don't boost his salary to $32 million annually for the final two years. "He's under contract; he can opt out of it if he w

How Brutialy Honest Are You?
You Are 96% Brutally Honest The truth hurts, especially when it comes from you. You don't mince words, and you probably take this result as a huge complement. How Brutally Honest Are You?

What's Left Of Me
I get up each morning. Body screaming in pain Yet I say nothing You'd never know I move around without saying a word I prepare for yet another day Like all the others Where I find the energy Still amazes me Look in the mirror A broken man A mere shell of my former self Yet I say nothing Will you still take What's left of me? I don't know how much is left in the tank I'm so scared What I wouldn't give for a recharge Something to fill me up But still I say nothing Will you take What's left of me I'll still go out each day as I always have Giving all of me Overextending til I collapse If you find me on the floor Just pull me up I'll say sorry and keep going To the brink Of all endings Still I say nothing Will you take What's left of me?

70 Things O Crap
70 Odd Questions What is your middle name? Emily What color is your mailbox? metal? Are you single? ya huh Have you ever hit a deer? no but ive eaten one Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home? fuck NO! What color is your room? red n black Do you have a small driveway? do you have a small ass? Do you know anyone with the same ringtone as you? no huh What do you do first in the morning? tell monkey to shut up What brand is your printer? hp Do you enjoy fighting with people? most of the time...unless they're stupid Is your hair naturally straight or curly? curly like a mo fo Who was your kindergarten teacher? some dead lady What is your ringtone? get your freak on Are you taller than your mom? nope What curse word do you say the most when your pissed? motherless sons of bitches Are you God? not last time i checked... Do you like someone? *whistles* Do you enjoy writing in colored pens? i hate colored pe

The Waiting
The waiting which you spoke of the other night, was well worth it. Never felt like that before. Never gave myself to a man like I give myself to you. Never wanted to be taken by anyone the way I want to be taken by you. I lose control, I lose all aspect of time with you. I gain so much by being with you, I gain a different look on life. I don't want to gain weight even though you say you won't care. I don't want to keep being grumpy, or on edge, or worried that in the blink of my eye this wonderful ride will be over with. I've waited so long to be like this with someone. Never knew that I could put away the insecurities, never knew that I could actually trust someone as much as I trust you. Never knew a man that had been so deceived by women that was willing to give this mess of a woman a chance. Give me the ability to write, and say, and even though i am not being paid to think, you allow me to think. I think so much when I get in my car to go home. You're all I think abo

The Photo Of My Mind
The photo album of my mind, holds treasured thoughts of you, And I can almost see again the things we used to do. I hear your voice, I see your smile, I feel you close to me. The album of my mind shows how we used to be. Time may have changed us through the years, but I will always find, You're just as I remember in The album of my mind. And as I turn page after page, such precious scenes I see, The photo album of my mind is very dear to me. It holds the pictures of our past, Like reels of film unwound. I cherish all those photos in The Photo album of my mind.

Jellyfish Bad Day!!!!! (i Luv My Job)
> If you don't laugh out loud after you read this you are in a coma! >This is even funnier when you realize it's real! Next time you have a bad >day at work think of this guy. Rob is a commercial saturation diver for >Global Divers in Louisiana. He performs underwater repairs on offshore >drilling rigs. Below is an email he sent to his sister. She then sent it to >radio station 103.2 on FM dial in Ft. Wayne, Indiana, who was sponsoring a >worst job experience contest. Needless to say she won! > > Hi Sue, > > Just another note from your bottom-dwelling brother. > > Last week I had a bad day at the office. I know you've been feeling >down lately at work, so I thought I would share my! dilemma with you to >make you realize it's not so bad after all. Before I can tell you what >happened to me, I first must bore you with a few technicalities of my job. > > As you know, my office lies at the bottom of the sea. I wear a suit >to the o

Hello To All My Friends
Just wanted to drop a few lines to let all my friends that have stopped by that we have had to move again third time in the past 5 months. So if we havent been around in a while thats why, plus we had our pc fry and thanks to one of our closest friends we are now back up and running. So hopefully we will be able to catch up and start sending the love again once everything settles down some more... Just wanted to say tha we haven't forgotten you and thanks for all your love and support and all your prayers. Much love to you all

Excitement Is Building
So, I finally got my parents ( well one of them at least) to agree to let me go to florida for a week with my friend. That was an accomplishment. Now all I need to do is come up with $1000 before June 20th with my shitty part time job. But even if I cant get the money, well at least not all of it, I am determined to go. Nothing is going to stop me. Everything is almost all set,and I want/need to see Mike. It's a yearning I have. Never have I wanted anything more. I get to go without having someone to tell me to calm down, behave myself. fuck that. This is my way to freedom. No one is going to be breathing down our necks telling us what to do. This is something I need to do without them. Jax Beach is going to be awsome, and the beach, and everything is going to be perfect. :) This is the reason to keep sane right now. And not get upset by others that are (or should I say,trying to at least) dragging me down..and with college right around the corner (( in which, i havent done a damn thin

I Am Who I Am
sometimes I fall apart ,sometimes I feel to much,fall to fast and lose myself in the moment.I am more "unstable" then I am "stable". People that dont know me tend to think Im way to moody and way to sensitive.Yes , I am overly sensitive , and sometimes , just a little too moody,they say it just goes with illness.Yeah , Im ill , but , its who I am and its part of me .Makes the the crazy woman I am today ...yeah ..pun intended. On good days Im awesome , but on bad days , im toxic, which is the best way to describe it , just ask my best friend. What I dont want is concern , what I hate the most , is when people dont know Im "sick" they never think twice about the way I act or the way I feel. Its as if everything is different once they know.I hate having every feeling or emotion questioned , NO its not my issues , its just me.People use the illness as an excuse but its not , Maybe im just a bitch ;)Im me and yes I have issues , but dont judge me on that , and dont assume Im the w

Its An Ever Growing List
^ dunno,dont care,obviously a fat ass stalker. ^strech marked staker ^mizz piggy ^ dude with herpies ^ holly the one that gave the dude herpies ^ fake mizz piggy account ^mizz piggys family pigette ^ mizz piggys fat ass momma ^pigettes mother http://cherrytap.com/user/768188 http://cherrytap.com/user/768158 http://cherrytap.com/user/674554 http://cherrytap.com/user/708822 http://cherrytap.com/user/753827 http://cherrytap.com/user/753877 and dont forget the numberous accounts they all get to rate me 1s.WOOOOOOO WOOOOOOOOOO!

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Some Good Ct Guidelines By Year Of The Dragon
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Wtf
so why is it guys every time you see a pretty face all you can think about is fucking.cant you think of anything else.well,heres something to think about.....get a life....get a job....and get a fucking place away from your mom and dad!!!!

This Weekend..
My entire life has been thrown upside down in one weekend..... I tend to keep my personal life off the internet but since this has to do with the internet ina round about way then "what the hell"... I've spent the better part of the last 4 & 1/2 building a person up & waiting for said person to grow up & be the man I need him to be only to end up spinning my heels in a hell of my own making.... And just when I give up hope & accept my fate to be stuck in this situation for the rest of whatever & that my heart will never heal.....along comes a man that could change everything....To say he is special is to down play the whole thing.....I haven't met anyone that I have felt such a connection with so quickly (aside from my "sire" but that was for a different reason all together) It's like someone put all the pieces of what I want into one wonderful package & said "Well here ya go"....I'm freaked by it but everything happens for a reason & if anything meeting him has shown me that ho

Your Powerfull Smile (poem)
as you smile you stop many a mans heart to a stop as they may have melted by your power full smile as I just faint for still looking deep into your eyes as I gather up my strength to ask you to be main forever more Date wrote 26-03-07 By Aj Rich

Relief Exists, I Find It When I Cut
And I am not ashamed. Over the years I have learned if I mess up and cut, I should not hide it becuase there are people that can help me. I dont know why I am so depressed right now. It all hit me today when I found out my best friend is for sure pregnant with her THIRD kid. I will not cry and I am trying to not pity myself. I need something, but I dont know what. I need arms wrapped tightly around me and soft kisses on my cheek. I need someone to not judge or look down on the fact I am nowhere near perfect.

Our Love Till The Begining Again (poem)
I want you in my loving arms As you want me in our loving arms too For when we will meet our love will never end As the passions will never fade away It will be burning for all of time As we will never have a bitter time in our hearts we will all ways be wanting each other as time goes by just as we come to our ending life’s we only say we love each other and we will never say good bye and only I love you Date wrote 26-03-07 By Aj Rich

Straight To Your Arms....
he calls her up at 3 am, "sorry baby. didn't mean to wake u up so soon. just want u to know that i got here. just got the key and checked into the room. "weather's nice here, no snow and ice like there in boston. glad i got to come this time of year. only thing i am missing is u darlin. just had to say i love u and with that u were here.. AND.. my love, travels every mile my love, u make my heart smile does not matter where i am or how long we're apart. you'll always be forever with me... my love will alway find its way staright to ur arms. they call him up at 3 am "i'm sorry.. when can u get here mr. stone? there's been a complication with ur wife sir. she needs u here she dont want to be alone." he hopped upon the next flight to boston. ran fast as he could through those double doors. he looked and saw his newborn baby crying. and the doctor held out a letter saying.. "this is urs".. AND IT READ... my love.. will travel every mile my love... you always m

Forever I'll Wait
Forever I'll Wait I sometimes feel my heart will burst from wanting you so much I can't explain in words of how I long to feel your touch There is no way I can convey this emptiness inside That seems to tear my soul to shreds as time goes swiftly by If I could merely hold you near for just a little while If I could simply talk with you or only see you smile To have you look into my eyes and wait to hear you say Something that would help me to take this pain away If I have to wait forever I guess that's what I'll do For me, it will be worth it to finally be with you

Tattoos And Piercing Hotties,,,contest Has Begun
THE HOTTEST TATTOO OR PIERCING ON CT CONTEST.HAS BEGUN TODAY ON MARCH 26TH OF MARCH AND IT WILL LAST TILL MONDAY 2ND OF APRIL.... This will be for both the people who like just rates and who like comment bombing as well!! For every rate you get it will equal 3 comments so that the people who do not have comment bombers can have a better chance to win. THE RULES WILL BE 1~ No down rating please. 2~ Self commenting is allowed 3~ comment bombing is allowed 4~ NO NSFW PICTURES ALLOWED 5~ Good sportsmanship are a must!! CHOOSE YOUR FAVORITE AND VOTE. GOOD LUCK TO ALL GIFTS WILL BE DETERMENT ON NUMBER OF VOTES AND THE AMOUNT OF ENTRIES. YOU NEED 2000 COMMENTS AND MORE TO

Emotions
Emotions She traverses in elegance a woman of faculties so she says. She secludes in reflections a woman disregarded by existence. She’s a woman of intoxication, and she absorbs my hunger in the palm of her hand. Emotions come showering within and entangle me. Emotions ease inside and make my world shift pigment. She is a narcotic that stimulates an addiction. She says she is not angelic but I know differently. She bears creation into my night. Emotions descend within and ensnare me. Emotions encompass her to my side. She is woman . . .

Serge Evangelistra
CANDIA, N.H. -- A person was killed in a crash early Friday morning in Candia when his car left the road and collided with a tree. Police said Serge Evangelista Jr., 24, of Raymond, N.H., was pronounced dead at the scene. Officers said Evangelista failed to negotiate a curve on Route 43 and lost control of the vehicle. No one else was in the car. Investigators said that a Candia police officer had attempted to stop Evangelista in connection with driving erratically a few minutes before the crash, but the officer ended the chase because of hazardous road conditions Route 43, also known as Deerfield Road, was closed for several hours while the crash was investigated. Plz copy and paste to see video clip of car in the tree............... http://www.wmur.com/news/11092529/detail.html

.trees.n.stuff.
so im eating this organic granola...and its horrific...my homemade is so much better...i dont understand...why on earth...they would box something so disgusting and call it food. so i ventured out n about for a bit today...nothing to far or anything...cuz i dig trees...so i hadda take some pictures...cuz im me n stuff...n then kids in trees...and toes in leaves..etc etc etc i hadda go to the rental office n yell at them cuz they couldnt be bothered to call maintenance after 2.5 hours of moms toilet bein all jacked up. good thing i live nearby...otherwise im pretty sure she would have peed in a cup and handed it to them...ha tomorrow...im going to Mt Lemmon. cuz of the trees. cuz i just...yeah i have a thing for trees. ima make moms come with me...after we take Poe to the vet to have her staples removed...so that should be good sauce...cuz the views up there...are to die for. omg...theres dried blueberries in this nonsense they call food...i think ima vomit. i despise bluebe

Losing A Friend....
I hate losing a friend. Especially when there is no reason to lose one. But last night I did. This was someone I have talked many hours with, someone who was there for me when I needed advice, needed a shoulder to cry on, or just someone to talk to. So why did I lose the friend? I lost the friend because I refused to stop being friends with someone else. I try to be friends with everyone. I don't care how different you are I will be your friend if you want it. This wasn't about being different though. This was about a guy. And then it became about who I was better friends with. I got the messages complaining that I left a comment for one and not the other, or even about what the comment said. And then asking what comments meant. And expecting to know what was talked about. So in the end, we deleted each other from our lists. It makes me sad to lose that friend. But why would a friend put me in that position? Asking me to choose.. asking me about what things meant

Like A Diamond
What we hadtogether wasso special, so rare. Everything we had together was like a diamond. Our love was just so strong it couldnt be broken. You are so beautiful, you have ore beauty than the rarest diamond in the world. You tend to brighten up the whole room when youu enter it, as the light twinkles around you just likethe shine of a diamond. When i look into your eyes i can always see a bright twinkle comming from them. My love for you is so rare, its so hard to find these days. My love is something so many other woman would value, and would newver throw away. Just like a diamond they would keep it with them always and would hate to loose it. Our marriage islike a diamond it is supposed to last forever. Why are you so ready to give up? We were made for each other. I married you cause i thought it would last forever and we would never even think about seperation.

Some Very Nice Words...
THIS WAS WRITTEN TO ME FROM A FRIEND...WHY CANT EVERYONE BE SO SINCERE AND NICE? THATS A TRUE FRIEND!!! ( in reference to a yellow friendship rose i sent him ) well I am very honor for this lovely rose and what make it more special is that it's from you I never seen a yellow rose I am use to red and white but to see one that was giving by a lady who is just as precious as the rose when I see yellow I think of the sunlight but with you my dear you bring light when there is nothing around me but all darkness or allow me to get on my knees open my eyes up more so I can see your whole light never part of it but all of it cause you show me that there is happiness and fun in this world but it is with in you, but you know I am always happy to here from you gorgeous cause I know when you are doing good your son is to and I hope I am not wrong asking about your son but one thing that I have learn he is apart of you and was always there before i every came into your life as friends so when

.criss.crossing.lines.
its this mountain or its this molehill or it is what it is and im not exactly sure what it is. yes. ill take that last one final answer and everything maybe peoples timelines in their lifetime are the same on certain lines and thats why certain paeople are drawn toward each other and remain friends thru hell and highwater. i dont know. what i do know is this. where she is now is eerily similar to a place i was such a time ago id almost forgotten. maybe her line and my line are exactly where they're sposed to be so that she could have someone who almost completely understands and i could purge while remembering the good and exactly how i felt. i say 'almost' cuz hardly anything is identical. it just seems lately all my lines are crossing someone elses lines so that i have some insight into their situation and while this is an incredibly good and enlightening thing, it also leaves me feeling...odd man out...if only cuz it feels like there isnt someone ahead me on my line

Are We Still Friends?
Are We Still Friends? I could have held you all night long, I could have laid next to you forever, But then I know tomorrow soon would come, And still we couldn't be together . . . I went against what my head was saying, and followed my heart through, And instead of quitting while I was ahead, I started falling in love with you We had so much fun together, the memories we made so great, all those nights laughing and smiling, staying up so late. As the snow falls on the sidewalks, I know this too will pass, for feelings are like the seasons changing, and one season never lasts. So, I know this must stop now, and tomorrow soon will come, as we walk away and never look back, as our warm feelings become numb.

Feelings
do you ever have the feeling that someone that you want to love is some one you want to hate i had this dream the one true love i had cheated on me and told me it has been goignon for ever and she is moving back to were she came from to be with i hop ethat will never happen thank god it was a dream but then you think to your self maybe it will happen maybe it wont but there is some one that i think is fuckin gwith my heart and mind and i hope she is not well i am babaling away here so i will quit while i am ahead

Day Dream
Whenever I day dream, and day dream I do, in my secret garden, I day dream of you. I day dream of you, in a faraway land; embracing me tight and holding my hand. Holding my hand, and touching my face. Just you and me, in this peaceful place. In this peaceful place a pristine river flows. Where the unicorns run, a breeze always blows. A breeze always blows and sings of a song; our love in a place where you're never gone. Where you're never gone is as it would seem, from dusk until dawn, whenever I day dream. And whenever I day dream, and day dream I do, in my secret garden, I day dream of you.

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Now Something Else That You Mnight Find Offensive
You know I've just been thinking and I came to the conclusion that legless guy has an unfair advantage over the other guys panhandling on my street corner. He has not legs from the knees down. He has fake ones that he displays to every car passing by as though he were Marilyn Monroe trying to get a lift. This dude actually makes me feel bad for him. Its not fair to the fat guy who, incidentally, is the same fat guy that was pan handling on that street corner two years ago when I used to live here. Fat guy spangers are definitely not those I'm going to give money too. Anyway, its no fair to the other guy. I think someone should give him a job. Theres a wheelchair bound guy working at my job. Theres one at walmart. Legless guy can work too. Fat guy really should work. He's a fat guy. Seriously, around three hundred pounds heavy. Not in need of my cash.

April 1st April Fool's Office Pranks (4)
LOL... I pulled these off of Monster.com's Networking Boards....: 4. A few years ago, a co-worker, one of our sales reps, told me about a couple of practical jokes his brother-in-law had played on him. With that in the back of my mind, I found and opportunity. This co-worker and 3 or 4 others went for a weekend sales conference. When they came back, he found his car wrapped in Saran Wrap, the colored kind, and of course, I had used three different colors. Rather than just toss all of this cellophane, he saved it for a few days. I came into work one morning to find my cubicle nicely decorated with familiar looking Saran Wrap.

Music May Not Help Me
So while music may not help me Get out of my funks Get into a better mood He does, He puts a smile on my face Makes me laugh, Makes me fell Loved, desired, cared for, held While he may not hold me all Night long, I can hold him I can be there for him Like he is for me. No need to discuss it No need to waste our night on it Just him being there makes it all better Just his voice, his touch, his kindness The way he tells me to stop asking questions The way he holds me The way he is determined to pick me up. I like that you can't sleep without me I like that I want you next to me Most nights. Not Bruno, but you. I like that there doesn't need to be labels Or us going insane, rushing this, that is Not needed, We are smart, and doing what feels right. You feel so good, You smell so good You make me feel like I could be happy You make me see the light at the end You make me so happy when I am with you I don't think I have ever felt this way Not with

Who Else But You?
If you look behind the closed doors of your mind Would you find yourself, looking at me? You hide in the shadows of your lies The ones that help you smile and laugh Perpetrated by the banging down the hall If you stop to listen, you'll hear my voice Over the banging on the door...down the corridor of your mind. When I listen to the memories of us passed... I hear the sorrow creeping in. When I see you passing and you don't even see me... I feel that sorrow creeping in. Daunting are the echos of your steps fading fast Were i to stop listening...I'd hear you clear. But when I look behind the closed doors of my mind. I see what I had hoped you'd see. Stepping out from the darkness of my lies Into the light I only see me. ~Wayne~

The Gay Flight Attendant
The plane's cabin was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant who was just as obviously enjoying himself. He came swishing down the aisle and said to the man and the woman seated beside him, "Captain Marvey has asked me to announce that he'll be landing the big scary plane shortly, lovely people, so if you could just put up your trays that would be super." On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed that the woman hadn't moved a muscle. "Perhaps you didn't hear me over the big-brute engines, I asked you to raise your trazy-poo so the main man can pitty-pat us on the ground." She calmly turned her head and said, "In my country I am called a Princess, I take orders from no one." "Well, sweet cheeks, in my country, I am called a Queen, so I outrank you. Now put up the tray, bitch!"

We Come We Seek
so we al come here to find some one special. might be there choice of life style, be they are seeking a party animal to get down with. Som come to seek freinds and maybe more. Other come and see special things only what that special person can give to you..... So who and what do you seek on that land of cherrytap... to fill a need and an hunger.... to fill in some time.... so what is it you seek here,,,,,,,,,,,

Lonely
Lonely is the girl who sits beside the bed Lonely is the boy who cares but doesn’t tell Pain and fear keep them rooted inside Never a soul to see the truth hidden within To afraid to say and to afraid to cry Love is whisked away on the night sky Moonlight’s soft glow chasing the shadows of the night away Clouds swirl in hiding the moon letting darkness hold sway Lonely shadows come out to play Whispering and talking the night away Until once more the moons light shine Banishing the shadows until another time Sliver and golden mix in the morn Birds welcome the ending night and coming day Sleepy heads start to rise and greet the day The lonely girl and boy are still apart Destined to be lonely at heart Empty minds fill the day Nighttime brings the pain

Lakota Accounts Of The Massacre At Wounded Knee
Lakota Accounts of the Massacre at Wounded Knee From the Report of the Commissioner of Indian Affairs for 1891, volume 1, pages 179-181. Extracts from verbatim stenographic report of council held by delegations of Sioux with Commissioner of Indian Affairs, at Washington, February 11, 1891. TURNING HAWK, Pine Ridge (Mr. Cook, interpreter). Mr. Commissioner, my purpose to-day is to tell you what I know of the condition of affairs at the agency where I live. A certain falsehood came to our agency from the west which had the effect of a fire upon the Indians, and when this certain fire came upon our people those who had farsightedness and could see into the matter made up their minds to stand up against it and fight it. The reason we took this hostile attitude to this fire was because we believed that you yourself would not be in favor of this particular mischief-making thing; but just as we expected, the people in authority did not like this thing and we were quietly told t

To Remember Me
To Remember Me Give my sight to the man who has never seen a sunrise, a baby's face, or love in the eyes of a woman. Give my heart to a person whose own heart has caused nothing but endless days of pain. Give my blood to the teenager who was pulled from the wreckage of his car, so that he might live to see his grandchildren play. Give my kidneys to one who depends on a machine to exist from week to week. Take my bones, every muscle, every fiber and nerve in my body and find a way to make a crippled child walk. If you must bury something, let it be my faults, my weaknesses, and all prejudice against my fellow man. Give my sins to the devil. Give my soul to God. If, by chance, you wish to remember me, do it with a kind deed or word to someone who needs you. If you do all I have asked, I will live forever... Thank you tess!!!!

Sleep In Peace
How great, to be entwined within your arms, And lip to lip, fall gently into sleep, And dozing, dreaming, think of nothing more nor less, Than the heartfelt vows that love has yet to keep. How content, to slumber on through life, Lulled to rest by the tender songs of night And the rhythm of two hearts as one, who beat in perfect time, In a tone so true, and a voice so strong and right. How fully sweet, to love with no reserves, And feel the echo of that love returned to me; And dormant, yet with every inch of soul alive, Sleep in peace for all eternity

How Can I...
How can I love somebody so much How can I describe the power in your touch How can you always make the pain go away How can your smile brighten up every day How can I ever show you how much you have done How come when I’m with you, I always have fun How can I imagine my life without you How can I wait any longer to say "I do" How did I ever doubt the Lord’s power, he created I the water, and you his flower How did two people like us ever meet How are you so perfect, from your lips to your feet How did my heart melt for you at Ocean City How did our souls unite in the Bahamas, on an island so pretty How can our love feel so powerful inside How could I live without you as my soul-mate and the lord as my guide How can our love survive in a world growing so cold How can I silence the evil, so that we can grow old How do I show my thanks for every little thing that you do How can I walk the earth picking every rose just for you How can I make February 14th the best day e

Frosting
you get 2 containers of frosting,one for him one for her,chocolate for him,vanilla for her,you play a game as you strip slowly for each other on,...he lays down first,and lets her take charge,...she takes the chocolate smears it on his dick,licks it,slurps it,and gives him the most awesome chocolate blowjob he's ever had,he is grateful,and wants to repay her with some sweet tasty pleasyres of his own,he takes the vanilla and puts it on her soft supple breasts,right breast gets a good vanilla sucking,left breast gets a good a good vanilla sucking,he moves down her body,using his toungue down to her tummy,And since the chocolate was'nt all gonehe combined the vanilla and chocolate,licks down to her bellybutton, and further down to her nice shaven pussy so pink,anticipating a taste,a lick,a drink.--YUM-- and good for him,...he tastes the frosting and cum together,oh,how sweet,oh look she's a squirter,better drink it up oh how I love those hgt pussy juices,...he dives in and gives her such

Dream
The day is beautiful, sunshine brightly illuminates the sky, while a sensual aromatic scent drifts through the air. I am wandering about acres of land not paying any particular attention to anything except the quiet solitude. Amidst my wandering travels, I come to a golden lake. The cool waters look inviting as the warm sun shimmers across its surface. As I am encompassed in the freshness and delight of the revitalizing waters, I feel as free and as uninhibited as anyone could ever experience. Finally refreshed, I withdraw from those comforting waters and find a wonderful shade tree and lie down beneath its cascading branches. A gentle breeze caresses my already responsive body, making a warm glow emanate from the very vortex of my being. Relaxing beneath the protective covering in the field, I explore myself and find immense pleasure in bringing myself to a shattering climax again and again. Suddenly, a faceless stranger appears. Being interrupted in the midst of those er

Is There Anything God Can't Do
I have been a believer for quite a while now. In my experiences I have come across much that has helped me to continue believing. When I meet someone else who says they are believers too. I relish their fellowship.I will then musingly ask them this question. According to the knowledge that you have about God, whether read in scripture or received elsewhere, is there anything God cannot do? I then sit back and listen to " oh no he can do anything.There is nothing to hard for Him.He created everything,he heals,he saves,he kills,he makes alive.He is all powerful.He can do anything. Then I interject.But there is 1 thing he can't do. What??? What is that. It says in Hebrews "it is impossible for God to lie! God can't lie. It is one of the first things he warned Adam about in the garden of eden.Adam,If you disobey me you will die.I can't lie.The day you eat thereof you shall surely die.Well ignorant man will say he did not die. Not physically no.But he was banished from the garden of life an

Part 2 Anything God Can't Do/
The greatest conspiracy theory that exist. Satan trying to become God. The Bible calls Satan a liar and the father of lies.Period. Satans only chance of winning this war is to catch God in a lie. God is so just that if he does tell a lie, then he would step down from his throne and hand it to lucifer. But sorry,its not going to end that way. So what other option does satan have? His plan is to get God's creation to make him a liar. Perfect example in the old testament is Job.Job was a perfect and upright man who loved righteousness and hated evil.God loved him and blessed him with riches and honor{reputation with men}. One day satan came to God and God asked him if he had considered the man job.How he was perfect. Satan accused job of loving God only because of the blessings he had received.Take all that away and he will curse you to your face,satan said.So God said no, I will let you take it all and then see how he still loves me.The story goes on and describes the sorrow and pain tha

Is Is Right To Classify This As A Dirty Story ???
There were two nuns. One of them is known as Sister Mathematical (SM) and the other one is known as Sister Logical (SL). It was getting dark and they are still far away from the convent. SM: Have you noticed that a man has been following us for the past thirty-eight and a half minutes? I wonder what he wants. SL: It’s logical. He wants to rape us. SM: Oh, no! At this rate he will reach us in 15 minutes at the most. What can we do? SL: The only logical thing to do of course is to walk faster. SM: It’s not working! SL: Of course it’s not working. The man did the only logical thing. He started to walk faster too. SM: So, what shall we do? At this rate he will reach us in one minute. SL: The only logical thing we can do is split. You go that way and I’ll go this way. He cannot follow us both. So the man decided to follow Sister Logical. Sister Mathematical arrives at the convent and is worried what has happened to Sister Logical. Then Sister Lo

Creamy Chicken On Linguine
Sliced chicken with a creamy onion sauce layered on linguine. Good reheated the next day, too! Serve with garlic toast or bruschetta!" Original recipe yield: 6 servings INGREDIENTS * 1 tablespoon olive oil * 2 tablespoons butter * 1 clove garlic, minced * 6 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves * 1 (16 ounce) package linguini pasta * 1 onion, chopped * 1 cube chicken bouillon, crumbled * 1/2 cup water * 1 1/4 cups heavy cream * 3/4 cup milk * 4 green onions, sliced diagonally into 1/2 inch pieces * 1 cup grated Parmesan cheese DIRECTIONS 1. In a large saute pan, heat oil, butter and garlic over medium heat. Add chicken and cook until juices run clear. Remove chicken from pan let cool and slice diagonally into long strips. Reserve oil in pan. 2. Meanwhile, cook pasta according to directions on package. Drain. 3. Reheat oil in pan, add onion and saute, stirring often, until onion is soft but still whi

In My Sights
It’s almost midnight and I’m still waiting here I won’t leave because I can feel you are near I wait for the one who can from just a glance Make my head spin and make my heart dance I move my body to the repetitive beat Giving the onlookers a tempting treat I touch myself thinking my hands are yours Before I know it I’m pushed down to all fours Hand are touching, prodding, and teasing Fingers are rubbing, pinching, and squeezing Lost in this sexual torturous display My minds not my own as all thoughts run astray Then I see you and there is no mistake My heart starts to pound and my hands start to shake I come just for you and my eyes don’t betray How is it that you should affect me this way? I know you’re the one I can feel it inside I know you will show me what all others hide You pull me away from the flesh eating pack Bend me over your knee to give me a smack I feel the sting and beg for more I am your little fucking whore My body and soul is yours fo

Does Anyone Understand The Female Species?
went out on a date tonite. She wanted to meet me the following week but she couldnt wait. She comes to see me (with a little coaxing). She wanted dinner and a back massage. I gave her that. We ended up kissing and no sex (which out of all honesty I was happy about). She said yes there will be a 2nd date. I go and try and call her, she changes her # and disconnects her phone. Is that mature?

Mixed Messages
I hate not knowing where I stand with someone. I'm the most open and honest person you could ever meet. If I like you .. you know it. If I dont like you .. you know it. I dont pull punches.. blow smoke up your ass.. I tell it like it is. Why cant everyone be like that? If you like me.. are interested... say so. Dont like me.. thats fine too. No one is forcing us to talk. Thats part of the whole.. being free thing. But please. Please.. don't tell me you like me.. and talk shit behind my back. Man up as my brothers would say.. and be honest. If you want something from me.. or with me.. be honest about that too. Dont treat me one way in private, and another in public. I'm a good person. I'm worthwhile. Love me for who I am.. but.. if you're going to love me.. Love Me Always. Love me openly. Love me.. without strings. Love me Love me anyway Do accept me as I am Love me Love me for who I am Love me for what I am Don't change me Just love

Phoenix Cesarean
Today I burst forth from my hell. Drenched in afterbirth and bile. I taste the venom pouring out of my own flesh as it is finally released. I've never been so in love. This face with unseeing eyes. These smiles, surgically carved with precision, into dead skin. A blanket woven from the skins you've shed. I've never been so in love.