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Kin You B'lieve Dat Boudreaux?
COOL Quote: "Laissez les bon temps rouler." ("Let the good times roll.") ~ Cajun expression. Joke of the Week: BOUDREAUX' FUNERAL Three friends from Thibodeaux, Louisiana were asked, "When you're in your casket, and your friends and church members are mourning over you, what would you like dem to say?" Trosclair said: "I would like dem to say I was a wonderful husband, a fine spiritual leader, and a great family man." Leblanc commented: "I would like dem to say I was a wonderful teacher and servant of da church who made a huge difference in people's lives." Boudreaux said: "I'd like dem to say, 'Look, he's movin!'" Bonus Jokes Boudreaux & the Devil Boudreaux died and was on his way down to Hell. In anticipation, the Devil turned up the thermostat to make it extra warm for Boudreaux. When Boudreaux arrived, the Devil asked, "Hey Boudreaux, how do you like the heat down here?" Boudreaux says, "Mais, it's just fine. It reminds me of Bayou PonPon in July."

One Of My Best Friends,need Advice
I wonder what the consensus is - can men and women just be friend or is there always the sexual tension simmering below the surface? I always thought it was definitely possible and pointed to my male friends as proof. We never had any sexual issues, I said. But the night before I was thrown. I was out with my closest male friend.Jay, and a few of his friends for drinks. Sitting at the Iron Horse Pub, we went through a few bottles of wine (I only had about 2 or 3 glasses - they had about 4 bottles!) and he was in a very flirtatious mood. His friends were making cracks about us and I just laughed. He was getting drunker and drunker and by the time we left, he was trashed, at least in my opinion. He insisted that I was not capable of driving and I agreed to sleep on the couch - have done it many times before.But then, while walking home, he pulled me aside and said "What would you say if I were to kiss you right now?" Gulp. I was as diplomatic as possible and I said I felt it would r

Forever
I have come to the conclusion recently, that forever does not exist. There is the here and now, nothing more, nothing less. To plan "forever" is Craziness. I enjoy this moment I can't promise to enjoy Forever, I will have bad moments, bad days, situations will arise that I do not enjoy. So Right here, right now, i am happy. There is no such thing as forever. That's my conclusion, and personal opinion. Heri, Hodie, Semper SDMF Jamie

Contract For 2008
2008 CONTRACT ----- After serious & cautious consideration. .... your contract of friendship has been renewed for the New Year 2008! It was a very hard decision to make. So try not to screw it up!!! My Wish for You in 2008 May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet of $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires ! May happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had forget your home address! In simple words ........ May 2008 be the best year of your life! (so far)

Farewell 2007
Well after an up and down year, it is nice to hopefully start with a new beginning and the chance for things to begin anew. After spending half of 2006 in IRAQ, I thought 2007 would be better and it has been to an extent. For those that didn't know, I didn't have a driver's license until this year. I began wearing contacts and finally getting rid of my glasses for the most part. I got out of an unhappy relationship finally and working to move on. Alot of bad has happened and I feel it has strengthened me and opened my eyes to a variety of things. Some of it is still undone but maybe things will improve with the new year. I am not one that feels luck or happenings begin or end with a new year, but try to be optimistic. I have made alot of wonderful friends this past year. Had the chance to meet some friends from here in person. Darlene, Carrie, Amberly, Lee, Sonia, with hopes of meeting others this new year. I also had the chance to fall in love with Carrie and we bec

Pyramids
Pyramids are structures of mystery and power. Traditionally, they have been ascribed with human and universal powers.A pyramid may also appear as a phallic symbol; or as a symbol of virility, creativity, or the ability to solve problems. They may also appear as an invitation to the exotic. Do you enter the interior of the pyramid, climb the outside of the structure, or walk around it without coming close? Who are you with when you experience such a powerful object, and what is your relation to that person or persons?

Can Help With A Hang Over
Some Of You Might Just Drink More To Help The Hang Over But This Also Might Help... ~Ginger Tea to the Rescue~ Since ancient times, Chinese physicians have regularly consumed ginger tea to keep their vitality fired up. Ginger is famous as an aid for digestive distress. It has been found to soothe the digestive lining and balance gastric juices. Cut a 2-inch piece from fresh ginger root, and thinly slice this piece. Bring three cups of water to boiling in a pot. Add the sliced ginger and reduce heat to a simmer. Brew for about five minutes. Then strain out the ginger and sip the tea slowly. You may also add some honey if you find the ginger tea too spicy. ~Heal Your Aching Head~ A symptom of too much drinking that may haunt you the next morning is a headache. To treat this painful side effect, try drinking this herbal tea, which will help reduce head pressure: Boil 2 tbsp each of chrysanthemum flowers and mint leaves in 4 cups of water for 15 minutes. Drink this t

Are You Naughty Or Nice?
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are you Naughty or nice

I Am In A 30 Day Rate Contest Starting Jan.6th 2008
i am in a 30 day rate contest that starts on the 6th of this month jan. 6th 2008 .all i need is for you to go and rate my pic ,that simple .and here's the link to the blog of the host of the contest with the rules about the contest http://fubar.com/blog/168601/664572 so please come by and rate my pic i will greatly appreciate it :D

The Damage Done (part Ii)
So here I was, mad and upset with her for the things she said and how she was acting altogether. At this time, all the things about her that nag me also came to the front of my mind. Yes, she has mannerisms that I don't like. For example, she'll just randomly say 'blahhh' if she can't think of anything else to say and she'll even text it to me every so often. I also started discovering more about her. I turned my phone off, I didn't feel like talking to her. I had nothing to say to her and I didn't want to hear anything more that she wanted to say. That Sunday, I logged into MySpace because it told me I had a crapload of messages from her, so I figured I would see what she had to say at this point. Nothing new really. I just find it funny at how she doesn't want to hurt me, then she starts doing this crap. I started looking around myspace a bit and I noticed she had posted bulletins--you know, surveys and crap--but cleverly gave them titles such as "This weekend sucks", etc. Needless

Help Dylon Be King And Kiki Be Queen Of Fubar!!!
PLEASE DIVAS AND ALL OTHERS HELP THESE 2 PPL OUT DYLON WANTS TO BE KING OF FUBAR AND KIKI WANTS TO BE QUEEN PLEASE COME HELP THEM OUT AND COMMENT BOMB THESE 2 GREAT PPL... DYLON KIKI THANK YOU ALL FOR ANY SUPPORT YOU CAN GIVE THESE 2... Much Love & Respect Candyrain

Sex With Robots
People will be having sex with robots by 2050, an artificial intelligence expert has predicted. David Levy's book Love And Sex With Robots: The Evolution Of Human-Robot Relationships claims robots will become so lifelike that they will be hard to distinguish from real people. The 62-year-old, also a chess master, writes in his book: "Great sex on tap for everyone, 24/7. What's not to like?" Robot technology is advancing hugely across the world, with Japan in particular making great strides towards robots which can help out in homes or hospitals. Mr Levy believes that the people most likely to use a robot for sex are those who are too ugly or too isolated to find human romance. He said: "They're lonely, they're miserable. I think society will be a much better place when they have an alternative that satisfies them without doing any harm to other people." Mr Levy is not the first to predict sex with robots. In 2006, Henrik Christensen of the European Robotics Research Network, p

Laptop Options
Whassup friends and fam. I need sum advice and general help on getting a wireless internet laptop with Windows format e.g. Windows XP, Vista, etc. Does anybody know someone that may be able to point me in the right direction???

Marriage
Is married life for real? I mean you can completely give your whole self to someone and they can care less. When do you finally say enough is enough? Is it possible to love someone so much that you don't even realize how aweful life really is for you? If you are just content in a marriage should you stay? What about sex? If he's not giving it up, how do you know where he's really getting it from? I'm at a loss right now in mine....my new moto for 2008...NEVER MAKE A MAN A PRIORITY WHEN HE MAKES YOU AN OPTION. Just needed to vent a little and maybe see what others have to say about it. Thanks for your time!

A Burning Passion
My eyes open wide in wonder At the sight that stands before me In quietness there she now stands A dream, could this possibly be Her long flowing hair cascading Down over her bronzed colored skin The beauty I had awoken to this day Filled my face with a pleasing grin The brightness that filled around her Was the aurora that she softly spread Wondering if this woman was my true love Many thoughts now filled my head I could see her long and slender legs Their smoothness was so inviting to me To run my hands along them so slow Filling my eyes with beauty her I did see To let my lips travel over her slowly Stopping to give spots a gentle kiss My passion’s fire burning so hot now Longing to slip into the world of bliss I wondered of her sweet nectar now How I wanted to taste what was truly her Savoring the sweetness I was sure to find Pleasing this woman would be my pleasure My lips moving along across her stomach So flat and warm to my gentle touch My tongue dragg

Song I Want To Share
you taught me everything you shared with me i always keep it inside you're the driving force in our lives and no matter what u do or where we go it just wouldn't feel right if we didn't have you by our side you were there to love and care for us when skies were gray you were there for us when we needed you and no one else can be what you have been to us and you will always be the man in our lives daddy daddy you know we love you oooooo you know we love you daddy daddy you're the king of our hearts your love is like tears from the sun daddy we just want you to know loving you is like food to our souls you were always down with me have always been around for us even when we've been bad you've shown us right from our wrongs yes you did and you lifted us up when everyone was downing us you always did understand you give us strength to go on there have been so many times looking back when we were so afraid but you would come to us and say we can fix everything and n

Why Men Do Not Want To Commit Part 2: Men Are Capable
The title of my last blog was called: Why Men Do Not Want To Commit. I am going to break that down for you. It wasn't called Why Men Are Incapable Of Committing. It was about why they do not want to. You see, women that have gotten the shaft from men like to write it off as guys being shallow assholes who want to stick their dick in whatever they can. It's understandable why these women feel that way too. Thats exactly what it looks like. Men, don not need to be in love in order to have sex with a woman and lets face it...men like to bang. But if you think that is the reason why men don't like to commit, you are fooling yourself, because of what I am about to say right now... When men fall for a girl...they fall hard. It's called being pussy whipped, and it has very little to do with pussy. OK...maybe some. The reason I say it's not about the pussy is because in this day and age, pussy is just not that hard to come by. Men live in a word where single women

Smile (june 8, 2002)
I close my eyes and smile whenever I miss you because I know you're also smiling and missing me too. I can still see your eyes, staring back at me, and I can still hear your heart beating ever-so-softly. Even when Im alone and when you're not there, you have my heart and hold it so please do take care. If you ears really do ring, then the saying is true. They should always ring because I am ALWAYS thinking about you.

Jan 07. 2008
Beautiful. I miss you :: Incubus To see you when I wake up is a gift I didn't think could be real. To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold, utopian dream. You do something to me that I can't explain. So would I be out of line if I said, I miss you. I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine. You have only been gone ten days, but already I'm wasting away. I know I'll see you again whether far or soon. But I need you to know that I care and I miss you.

Look At What I Won....
My first Auction and Look at What I went and bid on and Won. Yup that's right I out bid everyone for the Fu-rights to My Baby. I'll be go to Hell if I was going to let someone else have their Name on her id along with Mine. So I did what any Man would do and I Kicked Ass and took names. And Now She's Allllllllllll Mine. Call Me Selfish if You want. I don't care! This Woman is the Love of My Life and NO ONE else is going to have their name on Her id. Not as long as I'm in Fu-bar. They can look at her pictures all they want. But She Gonna Be sharing My Name as You see... GoddessOfLight R/L ENGAGED&Fu-Wife of HarleyRider70 & TOTALLY R/L AND FU-OWNED@ fubar I'm not here to brag or boast. I'm here to say I Love My Baby and that's All!!!! She Means The World To Me!!!

Losing People
Anyone ever lose a friend thats been your friend for what seems like forever? Then you know how I feel. I jut lost my best friend in teh world who has been just that since I was 13 years old. We have been through thick and thin and everywhere in between. But she stood by and watched someone she lives with put their hands on me and did nothing. She told someone else she didn't want to speak to me. And I ask myself what kind of friend this is supposed to be if thats how she acts when shit goes down. But I guess now I know. I don't feel any better for having the privilege of having the last word and telling her not to speak to me again. But I also don't feel any better after reading a poem written for me saying that it was all my fault it ended when it wasn't. So if you read this by chance remember that a true friend wouldn't have just stood there for fear the person would have done the same thing to you. If it had been me you know I would have done something whether we were arguing or no

Home
Another summer day Has come and gone away In Paris and Rome But I wanna go home Mmmmmmmm Maybe surrounded by A million people I Still feel all alone I just wanna go home Oh, I miss you, you know And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you Each one a line or two “I’m fine baby, how are you?” Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough My words were cold and flat And you deserve more than that Another aeroplane Another sunny place I’m lucky I know But I wanna go home Mmmm, I’ve got to go home Let me go home I’m just too far from where you are I wanna come home And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life It’s like I just stepped outside When everything was going right And I know just why you could not Come along with me 'Cause this was not your dream But you always believed in me Another winter day has come And gone away In even Paris and Rome And I wanna go home Let me go home And I’m surrounded by A

Why Am I Not Normal
I sit alone in my house Felling coy just like a mouse All alone with no friends I feel like shit But that depends On how much I drink tonight I stay indoors and hide away I don't want to go out and play Happy Lisa today No way! I sit alone and watch TV Maybe the will be something for me To watch so I don't have to Communicate with any of you I sit and think of suicide I just can't hide the feelings inside of me.

My Decision...
In my last blog I said I was going away for a bit. Ive decided Im addicted (lol) and cant but Im SO done with the whole can "I see your pics question". So its simple really. My family is the people on here that mean the most to me. They take the time to look me up on yahoo and/or chat with me on the phone. I know they love me and they know I love them and so my pics are strictly for them. Dont ask me if you're not family. If u wanna take the time to chat and get to know me then we can pic share.... fine. But if you dont... then I really dont need to see yours so you really dont need to see mine.

Slave Drewalicious
Ok so I won Drew in Club Poison's first Slave auction and I know I don't have to do this for him but I am putting his ass out on the corner. Not to many lounges give there staff recognition for there hard work and dedication but this guy deserves a lot more then this blog. He had just recently joined Fubar, got invited to Club Poison and instantly became a favorite among the ladies. Drew treats everyone in the lounge the same. He has worked hard pimping Poison out and bringing in new members. Drew I can not express enough what you have brought to the lounge you have a terrific personality, you greet everyone that comes in with respect and for that I thank you. I hope that you stay with us for a very long time. Ok enough of the sappy ass shit now it's my turn to pimp him out for all the hard work he has done for us. LADIES this guy is F-ing HOT click on his pic and go show him some sexy fubar loving. And for you guys, DUDES listen he is awesome and a great guy to B

As Requested
When you can write an essay that explains what makes me valuable to the world, I will accept your answer .........you seem to think the whole world should rember your name when your gone leave a mark for the whole world to see feed the ego while you neglect the soul....the only mark that truly matters is the one you leave in ppl you care abouts hearts in how you touch ppl does the whole world really matter? do you know these billions of ppl does it matter if your name is on their lips. verry few mark the whole world doesnt make them any less amazing because the world doesnt know their name they lived they touched ppl they and you are valuable to the world because each person you touch goes on to touch someone else every time you make a difference to one person it chains one person to another to another look a mark on the world your valuable ...you made a difference to me and ill go on to make a difference to someone else just as the ppl i touched went on to touch others each kindness w

010908 Tarot
The Moon card suggests that my alter ego is the Magnetic One, whose superpower lies in my innate ability for reflection, and that of turning the tide. Today I feel like a natural woman. I am a goddess that reflects the mystique and magnetism of women, rising above all boundaries. 'This too shall pass.' Shining brightly, I will overcome empty promises in the dark and dangerous liaisons. Enjoy the thrill of the hunt and the drama when your forces of attraction are at their strongest.

Psychic Vampire Awareness
More...because the more you know... Energy Vampire Traits * Feeling alone or abandoned * Needs constant reassurance * Never feels satisfaction * Poor listener, talks non-stop * Low energy or easily fatigued * Basks in being the center of attention * Cannot make a decision without seeking advice from someone else * Clingy, projects himself into situations where he is not welcome

New Year Resolution
The craziness of the New Year usually has people making promises to themselves that they can't or won't keep. Mine, this year, is to get up off my fat ass and work out. I guess I'm just like every Joe Schmoe in doing this. But the question is will I really do this and keep this promise to myself. I guess we will see. If not then again, I'm just like everybody else.

Things I Feel The Need To Say
There are things I feel the need to say Rather than more days of silence kept. I hope for you it's not too great a leap To hear me talking to you in this way. My fears sometimes my sentiments betray, Telling me to put my thoughts to sleep. Ever since we met I've thought of you As something more than just a passing friend. You seem so lovely, like a melody That haunts me with the wisp of something true. You haunt me still, and so I won't pretend: I tell you this that you are in my mind, heart and thoughts.

I Love U All
i love u all your been great friends to me and i tyvm for helping sherry level for her b-day as always u all come threw even when u busy and for that i tyvm i know this isnt much but hug hug hug love your friend Lisa

Anther Child Murder
When I see this, I swear I don't understand why God allows people like this to breed and yet decent people who want to love children can't have any. BAYOU LA BATRE, Ala. - A man accused of tossing his four young children off a coastal bridge to their deaths denies killing them and says police harassed him into making a false confession, his attorney said Thursday. Authorities say Lam Luong confessed to killing the children, ranging in age from a few months to 3 years, a day after reporting them missing and claiming a woman had taken them. But Luong's appointed attorney, Joe Kulakowski, said his client told him he falsely confessed under pressure after being questioned Monday night and the entire day Tuesday. "When police yelled, `We know you killed them,' he at some point realized they weren't going to believe him," Kulakowski said. "We don't have any bodies. There's a lot of emotion and nobody knows the facts right now," he added. Based in part on a witness's acco

Snipers, Terror, And Gun Control
Summary: For most Americans, guns are not a political issue. People buy and own guns to protect their families, not to commit crimes. The truth is that even millions of Americans who support and vote for gun control own guns themselves, because deep down they share the basic human need to feel secure in their homes. by Ron Paul, Dr. October 28, 2002 October 28, 2002 The recent sniper killings around the Washington DC area thankfully appear to have ended with the arrest of two individuals believed responsible. The sense of fear in the nation’s capital was palpable throughout October, bringing back memories of the uneasy days following the terrorist attacks on the Pentagon and New York City. The wanton and unpredictable nature of the sniper shootings has reinforced an uncomfortable feeling that many Americans first experienced the morning of September 11th: namely, that the government cannot protect you. No matter how many police or federal agents we put on the streets,

Criminals
I believe that criminals should not be placed in the equivalent of "hotels/motels" with bars on them. If you do the crime, you do the time. Hard time. We shouldn't be giving them all of the luxuries of the outside world that decent, law abiding citizens cannot afford such as health insurance, dental insurance, cable tv, etc.... If I were running the prison system, the first thing I would do is tell the ACLU to french kiss the crack of my you know what. If you're a felon, you have no civil rights, unless a judge restores them. Criminals would not be able to file lawsuits against anyone. Criminals should be required to wear pink underwear and socks, and black and white prison jumpsuits, Just like Sherif Joe requires. For exercise, they should be forced to ride exercise bikes attached to generators to power the prison and surrounding areas, if there is excess power. I would have chain gangs out picking up trash on the side of the road. There would be no alcohol, tabaco p

Sara
My sister passed away yesterday at noon in the hospital after a hit and run incident. The whole family is grieving but my parents are being stupid fucks and wont let me and alex know what the fuck is going on. If anyone lives in the Santa Barbara, California area would you be as soo kind to look for an obituary of a seveenteen year old girl please. Thanks you

Cunnilingus
This may come as a surprise to you but not all women come with full knowledge and acceptance of cunnilingus or ‘being eaten out’. From a woman’s point of view, oral sex is often a matter of trust, i.e., opening up her most ‘scared place’ for ‘close scrutiny’ to you. In fact, believe it or not, there are plenty of women out there who are more open to sexual intercourse than cunnilingus. They claim that the latter is a more ‘private affair’. I know, go figure. If your partner is a cunnilingus virgin, don’t lose hope end assume she’s deadest against it. For all you know, she’s simply waiting for the right guy to show her the high sexual pleasure that cunnilingus brings. How to Persuade Your Partner to Engage in Cunnilingus Discuss, not dictate. The wrong approach to take is to STATE that she ‘needs’ to experience cunnilingus. For one, you probably don’t even know why she’s not into being muff dived yet so don’t assume anything. Instead, talk to her about it. Ask if she has any

Sex On Da First Night...who Is Easy
m so sick and tired of people calling females easy because they decide to get some on the first night...why is it men are "players" for doing things females are considered whores for? why is it ok for men to be hit it and quit it on the first night but not a female...not sayin i want u thirsty men to hit me up and lets do it but its just something that i've always questioned why do men get away with things we get clowned about

Auction For Meeee
Wanna own me? Well now you can! Heres the rules... http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1283778&albumid=794000&i=2131113235# And heres where you can bid on me!.... http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1283778&albumid=794000&i=4077072574# Happy Bidding! ;) bIANCA

Pimpin My Family Love To All
OK HERE ARE SOME OF THE GREATEST PEOPLE AND FAMILY TO ME ON HERE SO PLZ SHOW THEM ALL SOME LOVE ADD THEM AS FRIENDS FOR THEY ARE THE VERY BEST TO HAVE SHE IS MY SISTER IN HEART AND GUYS SHE IS SINGLE AND THE BEST YOU COULD GET A GREAT LADY FOR A GREAT MANMyLady Tina promoter@Naughty Parties Lounge Thank You for the Fu-Cupid@ fubar WOW HE IS AWESOME Crazydave FU Owned by Summer - Brit Bomber 6@ fubar VERY SEXY GUY WHO IS GOOD TO US LADIES HUSHY@ fubar A SISTER IN HEART *~*Nyne*~*{the original DevAngel}@ fubar these two two are the best my broter and sis in heart and best of friends DHoltStingray* Little Shop Of Horrors Lounge Pres.///HAPPY NEW YEAR@ fubar Beeholt. Real Wife of DHoltStingray@ fubar my sis -~*~SWEET~*~@ fubar new love and my family too cindy and tim ~~HOT SEXY BBW~~MISTRESS TO CASPEROLEWIS~~ENGAGED TO SHADEAUX LOVE YOU BABY!!!

15 Things A Man Should Do If He Loves A Woman
15 things every man should do for the woman he loves Body: 15 things every man should do for the woman he loves **According to Glamour© Magazine** 1. Slow down in bed. 2. Speed up on the toilet. 3. Buy you tampons without feelings emasculated. 4. Log your size into his memory, because what's more depressing than trying on a wrong-size gift? 5. Get over his jealousy of any sex toy that doesn't require his participation. 6. Before he leaves on a trip,give you a sappy card that says how much he'll miss you. (Extra credit: makes it himself.) 7. Send you a massive bouquet of flowers at work (ideally on Monday, so you can flaunt it all week.) 8. Cook you a meal that involves more ingredients than pasta and pasta sauce. 9. Afterward, clean up the dishes. 10.Memorize this mantra: If I'm going to be late, call. If I'm going to be late, call.... 11. Ask you as many questions as he answers. 12. Look you directly in the eye during all greetings, requests, declarations of love and s

Just A Note
In case im not on here im abut to have to help a friend who is getting out of the hospital tomorrow she doesnt have the internet so i will only be able to get on at work( if i can find the help so i can go to work that is...) and on my rare moment at the house grabbing shit. so if im not on forgive me

Insomnia
It’s all dark nights And all cold sweats And thinking of All my regrets I lay alone I’m wide awake Kicking myself For my mistakes In total silence I twist and turn My body at ease Yet my mind burns Restless as always An itching in my skin It’s storming outside And it’s storming within My eyelids are heavy But yet open wide Deep in my conscious Is where my demons hide Frustration sets in Feeling like I want to scream It’s these night terrors That no longer let me dream

Missing My Family/friends!!!!!
If u have noticed I hv not been online lately...I don't hv any internet right now but should hv it back by the 19th of January...Woo-Hoo! I hv missed all of you terribly..until I get back online I send ALL my love and huggzzz...Rox-Indian Princess

A Moment
"Time is not on our side. It is not our friend, nor confidant. It is our ever lasting enemy. A worse enemy at that, which neither of us could ever equal up to. It seeks our recognition in this way, by showing us the worst it can do to us, that neither of us could rival. The reason for this, is because it does not like to be wasted. It is insulted when one assumes that there is much of it. And we have done this, if nothing else, for far too long. It is because of this, I ask you to be brave enough to come forth. As a man, as a General, as a first and foremost, a Soldier. To show your hand, and reveal your intent, and help decide this war, Before time does so for us. I know you will look at this as a ploy. There is no denying that I would as well. But in a very short amount of time, you will see with your own eyes, that I am wasting no more, of what precious little we have. Till we meet upon the field of battle. General Inson Elle." ___ In the history of the world, ther

Fuk The Yankees
FUK THE FUKIN YANEES i hate the fukin yankees yankees fans ne players that plays for the yankees...i think they are a bunch of fukin assholesn i hope they never win another world series!!!for all i care u can all go fuk urselves if u like the yankees.......if u dont like what im sayin about them ...oh fukin well...deal with it assholes...i never liked the yankees n i never will!!!!!!!my kids will never like the yankees!!!!my goddaughter will never like the yankees!!!!!my girlfriend will not like the yankees......one day i hope to meet george steinbrenner the owner of the yankees so i can tell him how i feel!!!!!!cant wait til they cum back to philly so i can lose my voice again tell them how much they sukas far as im concerned every yankee fan can go fuk themselves....in case u forgot what u just read....FUK THE YANKEES AND FUK U!!!!!!

Give Me That Hurt
Give Me That Hurt By Anthony Hunt We started off On the wrong foot Went through the flames, Brushed off the soot. When you went out I stayed alone. You went out dancing, I hung at home. I never minded Solitude before, Until I realized I could have more. Forced me to cope With losin' you Well before that Events come true. So now I ask What should I say When you ask me For one more day? I say hell yeah! Give me that hurt; I'll take that chance Of fallin' in the dirt To have that bliss That I once knew? There's not alot I would not do. A stranger would look From far away and sa "If it went that bad Why try it again?" But if you look It ain't that hard To see why I'd Let down my guard Those precious days Were some of my best Now I can make Those all my rest Your greatest things: Look upon these. Which did you earn With relative ease? She makes me more Than I am alone, So it's one chance I've got to own I say hell yeah! Give me that

Life's Walk
A lonely road I now walk No one there to comfort me Unknown steps I slowly take This is what my life is meant to be I stumble as another step I take I catch myself before I fall I pray for the strength that I need No answer comes to me at all The day now becomes night Darkness now consumes me A chill sets inside me slowly No longer can my eyes now see The road ahead now splits A decision I must make Not knowing of either Which one must I take I take my first step now Along this road so knew My life’s road lays behind Leaving a blemished view I was never to be perfect In decisions I made each day But I walked on with each They affected me in their own way A gate I come to now On the other side nothing I see I open it with trembling hands And step through free No more breaths will I take My life’s road ended this day I look back now before I go Seeing it all in a different way I know now that all I chose There was no perfect answer to find I did my best

Fatal Mistake But I Did Not Get Sucked In Again But That Is More Than Can Be Said For The Electro Magnetic Dust..
I made the fatal mistake of looking at Slap and Tickle because of a message on my Hotmail account. There were messages and I had to reply saying I no longer did Slap and Tickle and to leave an Email address if they wanted to keep in touch. That should bring forth no responses and a I can wash my hands of it. Pah. Anyway, I made notes that I no longer did Slap and Tickle and thanked everyone, as you do. Well, you try to thank people on Fubar and so far not one Bouncer has come out of the pipes or bottles. Anyway, I managed to get out of Slap and Tickle without any regrets or remorse and hopefully will not need to go back there again. Funny really, I had 100 friends on there, all of whom asked to be a friend. However only three people ever bothered to keep in touch, the rest was just to get their numbers up. Not that I care because it helped making the break from the place. The only thing it was good for was using my imagination but then there are things to write here and at ho

Interesting Situation
ok...somethin interesting happend a couple days ago at work. I was training a new hire and somehow we ended up going out that night LOL. OK I gotta start from beginning, I know i gotta tell details lol. Cant leave you guys in the dark lmao. I first laid eyes on this new co-worker during training back oh, i think it was on the 4th. I remember thinking... hot damn... look at those amazing eyes (reaaaally light like clear blue..cant really explain them..but gorgeous). And he caught me lookin at him a couple times I know it. I even made a point to smile so LOL. But i dont know if he really paid attention then or not. ANYWHO fast forward. Wednesday I ended up training him to work my post during the later 1/2 of the day. He came in we got to talking. And i just made a comment more to myself than anything that I think i'm gonna go out tonight. He says "ok where we going". I told him and he's like well my truck is broke down in NJ so when ya pickin me up lol (or somethin to that extent

I
I feel your breath upon my hair, I feel your lips upon my skin, I feel your heart beat next to mine, I taste your lips kissing me, I smell you upon my clothes, I hear your breath catch in your throat, I see the smile in your eyes, Whenever you look my way. I know your strength from your gentle touch, I didn't mean to fall or love you so much, I miss you when we're apart, I long to hear your voice whisper "I love you", I long for your touch upon my skin, I long to feel your fingers in my hair. written for WMH, 09-2007

The War Prayer
The War Prayer We begin our journey down an unknown road to war. We pray that our souls will be with goodness and justice for all life. If we must meet our end, our souls will dwell in the house of our Lord. As we journey down the unknown road, we will not fear no evil… for we are for all the right reasons. Our heart’s ache to all the suffering which plaques life here, but we are soldier’s of Freedom and Peace. We walk on land that is torn apart with torture and death, but our souls see one day… Freedom and Peace in this far away land. We are our Lord’s soldiers sent to open the lock gates of hell… To free those few, who can’t? We are many seeking justice for those few, who are in need of help. We shall not want for ourselv

'brady Bunch' Actor Dies At 84
LOS ANGELES, California (AP) -- Allan Melvin, a character actor best known for playing Sam the Butcher on "The Brady Bunch," has died. He was 84. Melvin died of cancer Thursday at his home in the Brentwood section of Los Angeles, said Amalia Melvin, his wife of 64 years. The jowly, jovial Melvin spent decades playing a series of sidekicks, second bananas and lovable lugs, including Archie Bunker's friend Barney Hefner on "All in the Family," and Sgt. Bilko's right-hand man Cpl. Henshaw on the "Phil Silvers Show." But his place in pop culture will be fixed as butcher and bowler Sam Franklin, the love interest of Brady family maid Alice Nelson, who was played by Ann B. Davis. Melvin played the role from 1970 to 1973. Born in Kansas City, Missouri, in 1923, Melvin grew up in New York and attended Columbia University. He was appearing on Broadway in "Stalag 17" when he began his decades-long television career with "The Phil Silvers Show," playing a role his wife said was alw

The Mist
Stars caress, a winter’s sun to set the moon takes its turn, revealing a pallid skyline; a twinkle flickers. It is there, light discovers beauty, beauty lightbeneath a semblance of coverstars align, to open her eyes -they are beauty defined. Amidst toils and sorrow, between day and nightin the blink of an eye and the shedding of tears I have caught it. Shimmering, a sheen surreal; a dream, surely. Through an illusion of dust sparkles this night tastes so real and as they fall along my face the discovery remains -illuminating. A moon beam gives color to the windblowing, seemed without intention; I cannot resist. Without feet, without sight I am carried caught, by a glimpse of time, by the return of a dream, a dream coming from the mist I am bound. This beacon shimmers through the darkest night, caressed within a blood rose hue his twinkle beams my eye. True, night will come again, days will pass from sightlight will escape, darkness will return and yet,

Training The Hubby
A couple was celebrating their golden wedding anniversary on the > >beaches in Montego Bay , Jamaica . Their domestic tranquility had long > >been the talk of the town. People would say, "What a peaceful & loving > >couple." > > > >The local newspaper reporter was inquiring as to the secret of their > >long and happy marriage. > > > >The Husband replied: "Well, it dates back to our honeymoon in America , > > >" explained the man. "We visited the Grand Canyon, in Arizona , and > >took a trip down to the bottom of the canyon, by horse. > >We hadn't gone too far when my wife's horse stumbled and she almost > >fell off. My wife looked down at the horse and quietly said, "That's > once." > > > >"We proceeded a little further and her horse stumbled again. Again my > >wife quietly said, "That's twice." > > > >We hadn't gone a half-mile when the horse stumbled for the third time > >my wife quietly removed a revolver from her purse and shot the horse > >dead. > >

My Life
ok everyone this is some bullshit ,. i am moving back to florida i really do love someone an she knows who she is . the babys mother of my child no longer has any effect on my descision making . only one person an she has been with me through everything she sat tonight an listened to me bitch an rant an go on with my persistont rage efect im kinda drunk an kinda dont give a shit about what people disagree with especially emily

Top Members
So, I am off work today and have wasted a TON of time on here. I am all excited because I have wasted enough time to be RANKED!! (mind you, I am 342nd, but hey, its a ranking). Then I went to the top members to see who my competition was. Well, if my default picture were of me in a corset with my boobs around my chin, I may have a shot. They all looked the same. Long-arm camera shot of boobs. I just dont get it. Signing off at #342.

Marc Orrell Leaving Dkm :(
We have announcement we need to make about the band and we're going to let Marc start things off; Dear DKM friends & fans, You may have heard some talk that I am going to stop playing with the Dropkick Murphys. I wanted to confirm that the rumors are true and I am leaving the band. I'm very grateful for everything playing with DKM has brought me and I'm sad to be going but I feel like the time has come for me to try working on different styles of music and some of my own projects, I'm ready to spread my wings as they say. I've been pickin', ticklin', strummin', squeezin', crashin', trashin' and smashin' with the Dropkicks for many years and am proud to have been a part of all the achievements and success we've had. However the greatest achievement of all has been the friends I've made and the people I've met along the way. Everyone has always supported me and the rest of the guys 100% in everything we've done which makes my leaving all the more d

New York Cheesecake
INGREDIENTS * 15 graham crackers, crushed * 2 tablespoons butter, melted * * 4 (8 ounce) packages cream cheese * 1 1/2 cups white sugar * 3/4 cup milk * 4 eggs * 1 cup sour cream * 1 tablespoon vanilla extract * 1/4 cup all-purpose flour DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Grease a 9 inch springform pan. 2. In a medium bowl, mix graham cracker crumbs with melted butter. Press onto bottom of springform pan. 3. In a large bowl, mix cream cheese with sugar until smooth. Blend in milk, and then mix in the eggs one at a time, mixing just enough to incorporate. Mix in sour cream, vanilla and flour until smooth. Pour filling into prepared crust. 4. Bake in preheated oven for 1 hour. Turn the oven off, and let cake cool in oven with the door closed for 5 to 6 hours; this prevents cracking. Chill in refrigerator until serving.

On My Mind
Dear Family, Friends, and Fubar people, Well I am just upset back in Dec. I found out a close friend of mine has HPV and that it could lead to cancer. Well she had a pap and it came back that it was abnormal. It just got me down because I don't want to lose her. She has been someone that has helped me through the darkest parts of my life and she talked me out of killing myself also. It is just hard for me to deal with people that have cancer because I lost some one that I loved and hold dear to me and that was my mom's mother. I was her baby boy, and first grandson so I was close to her. But I know that cancer can go away but yet it can come back and people die from it and thats what scares me about my friend because that threat of losing her. Death itself does not bother me it is the fear of losing one that I care, love, or have been friends with that scares me the most. She says not to worry about her but I do it, thats just who I am and you will find that out if you take time

Our Tax System
In a language most of you should understand: Suppose that every day, ten men go out for beer and the bill for all ten comes to $100. If they paid their bill the way we pay our taxes, it would go something like this: The first four men (the poorest) would pay nothing. The fifth would pay $1. The sixth would pay $3. The seventh would pay $7. The eighth would pay $12. The ninth would pay $18. The tenth man (the richest) would pay $59. So, that's what they decided to do. The ten men drank in the bar every day and seemed quite happy with the arrangement, until on day, the owner threw them a curve. "Since you are all such good customers," he said, "I'm going to reduce the cost of your daily beer by $20."Drinks for the ten now cost just $80. The group still wanted to pay their bill the way we pay our taxes

Personally It's All Wack
So here's what Im gonna do and how's your life cuz obviously nobodys askin' so nobody cares. Fucked up your style too. It was a thought train wacked and spin it in phyco dude. Yeah you know thats how i'm goin down. Have you ever stared at the body as a figure, your mind was a julapi or a gilapi.

Questions
Why is it that we tend to trust those people who hurt us the most? Why do we give and give and give when we know we are gonna get hurt in the end? Is it so wrong to ask for a favor when you have given so much? Do people deserve another chance when they know they were wrong and would do whatever it took to make right that wrong? There are so many questions and every answer just leads to more questions. We get hurt but forgive and get hurt again. It seems like an endless cycle we go through. The hardest thing is loving someone who doesnt love you or rather use to love you then stopped. Does the pain every really go away or do we lie to ourselves that we dont hurt in order to cover it up? Again more questions. Do we really want to know the answers? Will it makes things better or will it hurt even more once we know? Love is a small yet extremely complicated word. Who knew that such a small word could cause so much pain when it is meant to be one of joy. Will we ever truely know the answers

A Lost Love
You are always there When I needed you Every breakups You are there for me Giving me your shoulder to cry on Every laughter I have In my life, You are always the first I share my smiles with The sharing secrets, The endless talks, You are the one I care Down the road, If anything happens I know I have you to depends on You are my best friend The day comes, News of the sickness took your joy away It took my joyous life out of the door too It destroyed our dreams Time have not left us much A blink and you are gone No longer will I feel the warmth of your hugs No longer I feel the touch Smiles, that once filled up mine and your life Replaced by tears The day you rest I truly see The love I yet found Is always beside me Is it too late now to say I love you Sounds of my love will never be heard by you

Bubba !!
Bubba !! > > A man boarded an airplane and took his seat. > As he settled in, he glanced up and saw the most beautiful woman boarding the plane. He soon realized she was heading straight towards his seat. As fate would have it, she took the seat right beside his. > > Eager to strike up a conversation he blurted out, "Business trip or pleasure?" She turned, smiled and said, "Business. I'm going to the Annual Nymphomaniacs of America Convention in Chicago." > > Here was the most gorgeous woman he had ever seen sitting next to him, and she was going to a meeting of > nymphomaniacs. > Struggling to maintain his composure, he calmly asked, > "What's your business role at this convention?" "Lecturer," she responded. "I use information that I have learned from my personal experiences to debunk some of the more popular myths about sexuality. > > ""Really?" he said. "And what kind of myths are > there?" > > "Well," she explained, "one popular myth is that African-American

Just Something I'm Gonna Post From Time To Time And Yes There Will Be Additives If U Hit Up The Other Angels First!!!!
"Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay

Help Me Please
rate/fan/add her to help me please IT’S A SALE!! AND PRICES ARE FALLING LIKE UM, STARS!! Yeah, that was cheesy… but VERY TRUE! I wanna celebrate my move to New York, and what is better than a really good sale??!! Here’s the deal: • For a very limited time, I’m cutting the prices for blasts! • 1-Day Blast -- Regular price = 3,750 comments. SALE PRICE: ONLY 1,000 COMMENTS!! • 3-Day Blast -- Regular price = 6,000 comments SALE PRICE: ONLY 3,000 COMMENTS!! RULES/RESTRICTIONS: - You MUST email me (do not shout me!) and include in your message what level of blast you want to go for AND a jpeg (no other format) pic or link to a jpeg picture. - Entries for this special promotion will only be accepted until midnight Fubar time on 1/31/08. - Every participant will have precisely one week (no extensions) to complete their comments. The “clock” will start ticking on the day your pic is loaded in t

Page 5 Of 20 On Polyamory
Didn't this whole "free love" thing die out in the sixties? It never really existed, even back then. But that's irrelevant. Polyamory isn't free love. All these different flavors of polymory have their own dynamic, but ultimately, they are all about building relationships, not about sex. Okay, so they are about sex as well. After all, if no sex is involved, then what you have is a monogamous relationship where the couple has other friends. It is, in a sense, the fact that sex is involved that defines polyamory as a distinct from monogamy. But the point is, it isn't just the sex. And the ides of polyamory predates the sixties, anyway. In fact it's at least as old as human history. Examples of non-monogamous relationships can be found in many places at any time throughout history. Isn't this all some sexist, misogynistic, male-dominated Mormon thing, like on that HBO show "Big Love"? No. The image that many people have in their heads, of one man many wome

Ready For Love
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

And Now There Is No More
i cant do it .. its just to tough i tried and tried when things got rough i wanted it to be so good and now im just misunderstood i cant be happy i cant be sad i cant forgive or feel glad i want it all forever and a day i want it all the right way i bring ya so far then push you away it hurts for me to be this way i all messed up confused in a daze ................. i want someone to kno how i feel to hold me tight and make it real i want you more now than ever but yet i kno well not ever be together goodnight my sweetheart goodbye my babe i need my sunny sunshine days xxx

Bechamel
Béchamel Sauce ½ pint/ 1¼ cups milk 6 tbsp. flour 2 bay leaves ½ pint/1¼ cups (light) cream 3 cloves Pinch nutmeg 1 small onion Salt and pepper 2 oz/ ¼ cup butter 1. Pour milk into small pan and add bay leaves. Press cloves into onion, add to pan and bring milk to a boil. Remove pan from heat and set aside. 2. Strain milk into jug and rinse the pan. Melt butter in the pan over medium heat and stir in the flour. Stir for 1 minute, then gradually add the milk stirring constantly. Cook the sauce, stirring constantly, for 3 minutes then add the cream and bring to a boil. 3. Remove the pan from the heat and season the sauce to taste with nutmeg, salt and pepper.

Laff Til You Cry......
Many of us loved the Jewish Catskill comics of Vaudeville days, such as Henny Youngman, Milton Berle, and lots of others. Not one single four letter word in their greatr one liners: Here are some examples of their work: * There was a beautiful young woman knocking on my hotel room door all night! I finally had to let her out. * A car hit an elderly Jewish man. The paramedic says, "Are you comfortable?" The man says, "I make a good living." * I just got back from a pleasure trip. I took my mother-in-law to the airport. * I've been in love with the same woman for 49 years. If my wife ever finds out, she'll kill me! * We always hold hands. If I let go, she shops. * My wife and I went back to the hotel where we spent our wedding night; only this time, I stayed in the bathroom and cried. * My wife and I went to a hotel where we got a waterbed. My wife called it the Dead Sea. * She was at the beauty shop for two hours. That was only for the estimate. She got a m

Freaked Out Written By Sabrina
Freaked Out Written By Sabrina ************************** Baby When You Looked At Me I Just Freaked Out, My Heart Skipped A Beat,I Couldnt Speak. I Just Looked Down Like I Couldnt Breathe You Asked Me, Baby What's Wrong With You?? My Sister Beckie Said "Oh David" She's Just Being Sabby! So The Very Next Day I Called You On The Phone, I Said Baby I'm Sorry, I Love You So Much, That Everytime You Speak I Just Freak Out. I Wanna Kiss You, Wanna Hold You, But I'm Affraid Of What You'd Say..Tell Me What To Do,Tell Me What To Say So The Next Time I See You I Wont Freak Out.

What I'm Feeling Today !!!!!
What i'm feeling today !!!!! i'm getting tried of going to the dr's it starting to bring back feeling that i don't want and i don't know what to do about these feeling anymore the feeling that it like going to treatments again and i don't want to feel like this it making me depressed again i just want to run away from this problem but i know i can't do it i need to be strong for all my love ones that love me but it soooo dam hard and i''m getting tried of asking people to use there car just to get to the city or asking people to give me a ride to see the dr but there a couple of people that make me fight every day and i love them very much 1. is the love of my life Tony 2. is my niece and nephew 3. my family i sit here in tears wondering why this is happen to me again and why can't thing just be good for once

Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....
Wisconsin wheather sucks!!! How it can be 45 degrees out and than less than 12 hrs later be 20 below is beyond me. I swear if it wasn't for the no helmet laws and the bar on every corner I would be living in a much warmer climate.I can't even say the cig. prices are good anymore. I hope everyone else out there is at least staying warm cuz I am so sick of freezing!!

Open Swim Frustration
Well My son who's 22 months old LOVES swimming absolutely LOVES it. and since I got back "home" 2 weeks ago I've been wanting to take him. So I asked mom if she had the schedule she said she did. turns out that schedule was last years schedule. and of course Schedules for School change yearly... the old schedule says wednesday an friday but it's Tuesday an Friday so I have to wait till friday to take him but that's okay. andddddddd it costs 2 dollars :( wish "Open swim" was Free darn it

Pimp Outttttttt
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~lonely~
I think of you and wonder why so far away i live my life not an hour goes by i don't think of you and all the fun exciting things we could do your special in ways left untold one night is all i ask for it to be you i hold. I know you will find happiness the truth is told but from all these miles till then ill be cold your young smart and beautiful I know your conscious is dutiful. what can i do to make you understand next to you is where i want to be, holding your hand

Grrr.. I Am Starting To Hate College Now,
Well it's official.. thanks to my Criminal Justice Teacher I feel like a failure. I feel like nothing I am going to do is going to make this asshole happy. I emailed him previously to ask him what my grade was on a take home assignment.. what he calls a quiz.. I got an email stating "You missed 9 you got 31, better than a couple, worse than several" Well, I emailed him last night to find out how to turn in my homework assignment and pick up the new one for this week since I missed class, because I was in the ER.Here is what I got back from that email. Tara, You were missed in class last night. I am not one to mix words, so permit me to speak to the point. You were previously so concerned about your grade performance on your first quiz that you expected me to take time to respond to your email and provide you with a follow-up email about your performance prior to the next scheduled class. Both of which expectations I met. On this occasion you are asking me

Chaos Or Denial
There were sounds in my head LIttle voices whispering That I should go and this should end Oh and I found myself listening 'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you All I know is that I should Return to me Leave me no one Turn to me Return to me Cast aside You make me turn away See I thought love was black and white That it was wrong or it was right But you ain't leaving without a fight And I think I am just as torn inside 'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you All I know is that I should Another nightmare about to come true Will manifest tomorrow Another love that I've taken from you Lost in time, on the edge of suffering Another taste of the evil I breed Will level you completely Bring to life everything that you fear Live in the dark, and the world i

Sorry Its Been Awhile ;(
Sorry I haven't been around,just alot of bad stuff been coming down.Had a fight with low key breast cancer a year ago this last October.All done wwith that crap now and just had radiation so I healed fast after.Lost a granddaughter in July.Then in September I lost my Dad to unknown cases.So it's been kind of a downer for awhile.The high points were watching my granddaughter,Ashlynn,learning to crawl,walk and talk.She been my greatest strength through it all.So many this year I'll get to talk at you all more. Sending love to all,Vixen

California Kings
Game Name: California Kings Category: Card Buzz Level: Deadly Directions: Spread cards face-down around a large cup. Draw in clockwise order. A "drink" is a normal sip. - Ace - Social - He/she who draws proposes a toast and everyone drinks. - 2-6 - Black (Clubs & Spades) - TAKE the card's value in drinks. - 2-6 - Red (Hearts & Diamonds) - GIVE the card's value in drinks. The total may be split-up between multiple players. - 7 - Waterfall - EVERYBODY begins to CHUG. You can't stop until the person to your RIGHT has stopped. He/she who draws may stop first. - 8 - Thumb Master - He/she who draws puts his/her thumb on the table. The last person to do so drinks. - 9 - Rhyme - He/she who draws says a sentence. The person to his/her LEFT must rhyme with the last word in the original sentence. This continues in clockwise order. Rhyming words may not be repeated. If you repeat a word or can't think of one, you drink. - 10 - Category - He/she who draws thinks of a cat

Sqeak
Good day mates Dj here from the land down under inviting you to come and join me in Guardians of hell the one and only kope lounge! Where the women are hot and crikey the men are crazy! Click the pic below to enter!! Mention ur having a good time to me and i'll buy u a drink mabye even more if you subscribe

I Got Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) love spicy food 2) i'm right-handed 3) cant stand doing laundry 4) i smile all the time 5) my bedroom and bath are purple & green 6) don't like to b dared to do shyt...i get into trouble taking up the dare 7) woooot like vanilla ice cream 8) i might have part of a lung removed 9) i love football 10) i hate fish I tagged Lutin, Titan, Funny Girl, Ronja and sHake

Invite Form
I just logged on for the first time today and I found this annoying friend invitation form at the top of my page I looked around and can't find any way to get rid of it. However, I didn't see 50 angry mumms about it, so there has to be some really obvious way to turn it off that I'm just not seeing. Anyone care to enlighten me?

You Are A Dream Come True
Impossible it may seem A dream has come true It's hard to describe But, it is what it seems In front of us You are the reason Of the dream come true You are there by my side Whenever I am down You hold me tight When I am weak You catches me When I fall When there is nothing to lean on I have your shoulder to lay my head on You are the answer Of every questions asked You are the lantern That lights my way when its dark You are the cure Of a broken heart You are the beginning Of every stories in my life That I'm telling my grandchildren You be a part of my life Forever and ever The eternal love Of my dream

Still In That Kinda Mood.....
I WISH IT WAS MY HANDS THAT CARESS YOUR FACE THAT EXPLORES YOUR BODY TEASING THAT SPECIAL PLACE TOUCHING YOU WHERE IT COUNTS TREADING WHERE ANGELS FLEE MAKING YOU BITE YOUR LIP TRACING CIRCLES ALONG YOUR KNEE GENTLY SPLITTING YOUR THIGHS LIGHTING YOUR SKIN ON FIRE GOOSE BUMPS ON YOUR SKIN EVERY MUSCLE ACHING WITH DESIRE EVERY TOUCH FILLED WITH EMOTION EACH SIGH DRIPPING WITH LUST NAILS DIGGING INTO FLESH A PASSION DRIVEN TRUST STROKING YOUR PANTIES JUICES FLOWING FROM WITHIN YOUR BODY TENSE WITH DESIRE THE EXPLOSION SOON BEGINS MY FINGERS STROKING FASTER AS YOU BEG AND PLEAD FOR MORE HARDER AND HARDER AGAINST YOU YOU FINALLY CANT TAKE ANYMORE AS I RELEASE YOU YOU COLLAPSE WITH A MOAN I KISS YOU ON THE LIPS YOU BEG ME TO GO ON I WHISPER SWEETLY TO YOU "THERE IS MORE WHERE THAT CAME FROM" I LEAVE YOU CRAVING MORE OUR NIGHT HAS ONLY JUST BEGUN

Dont Blame Me Blame Shannon
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.IM A BEANER 2.I HATE THESETHINGS BUT ONE OF MY APPLEBOTTOM GIRLS HIT ME SO I GOTTS 2 DO IT. 3.I LIKE COMIC BOOKS 4.BRING ON THE PORN.....naaa i dont care much for it( 4 true ) 5.IM A BOOOOOOTTTTYYYYYY MAN 6.HEY I LIKE BOOOOOBBBBIIIIIEEEEESSSSSSS IN MY FACE TOO 7.I LIKE SOUR CANDY 8.I GOT MY FRIENDS BACK AND IM HRRR ANY TIME WHEN THEY NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON 9.IM A FOOL,IM A NUT. 10.HMMMMMM.......ABBA ROCKS

Come My Love Come To Me
still you r a occean of beauty uncounted lotus would blow when this charm left you even miorror scared you come my love come to me I wud welcome you still bowing my head with glittering of stars you are putting off worship's lamp when ever darkness surrounds you come my love come to me I wud welcome you still bowing my head

Good Morning
Its a gloomy rainy cold Thursday here again in New England. I'll be glad when spring gets here. I don't mind the rain so much, but the cold and darkness depresses me. I'm a warm weather person. Going to get my taxes done tonight, hoping for a nice big fat refund. :p Hope everyone is well today. Drop by and say hi! I'm bored.

Best Tat Contest Please Help My Friend
HE NEEDS YOUR HELP ***************** OK PEOPLE MY FRIEND IS IN A CONTEST AND HE NEEDS ALL WHAT HE CAN GET SO PLEASE CLICK ON HIS LINK AND HELP HIM OUT WITH A RATE AND AS MUCH AS YA CAN GIVE COMMENTS, I REALLY APPRECIATE IT AND ALL THE LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A FABULOUS EVENING AND WONDERFUL UPCOMING WEEKEND! THIS ANNOUNCEMENT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~♥~Misbehavin2~♥~@ fubar

Tag Youre It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1 I'm the oldest of my siblings, I have 2 sisters 2 I was a bartender / bar manger for 15 years 3 I'm a big kid when it comes to Disney movies 4 I like cooking dinners for friends 5 I once had sex in a elevator 8-P I 'm breaking the rules on who I can Tag . That's me I'm a rule breaker . lmao I , tag Em , Goddess , Phoenix, §W€€T ÇH€RØK€€ , & Ra , Ra , Rhonda

Time To Repair.
The rustling of the leafs beneath her feet were the only sound she heard. The light, but freezing breeze, was all she felt. And her shadow on the ground before her was all that she could see. But that was not all that was around her. Her breath was visible to more then just her. Her footsteps in the crisp leaves, were not heard by her alone. and the walk she took, basking in the moon's soft glow, was not at all solitary. In anyway, what so ever. He stood in the darkness, shadows obscuring his form with his eyes held tight on hers. He had remembered her differently. Taller, almost. Not as dumpy, not as thick, not as lethargic in her movements. But time had passed. How much, he wasn't quite sure. But it had changed her. Left her damaged in a way that only one who truly knew her could see. He thought about how some men might pass her, and see a woman, mildly attractive, with a warming smile, and intoxicating laugh. Where as all he saw, was a wretched demon of a whore, with a smile f

Changes
i recently made some huge personal changes based on my own personal values...and even though i am not doubting the choices i made i can't help but miss the people that i had to delete from my life. i have a huge issue with lack of consideration for other people & because of this i recently ditched the guy i was dating and dismissed my best friend. i know this all sounds kinda shallow and callous, but there were many repeat occurrences by each of these 2 ppl having major disregard for me and my feelings...even bordering on what i felt was extremely irratic behavior in regard to my best friend...i anguished over this choice for quite a while before making the final decision. i still miss him and her. he and i have decided to remain pals. but she has been more or less removed from my life all together. is it odd to expect respect from those closest to you? common courtesy? i don't think so! i've always been the kind of person that processes information for a while then takes acti

Ultimate Blonde
Here's THE ultimate blonde joke: A blonde woman was speeding down the road in her little red sports car and was pulled over by a woman police officer who was also a blonde. The blonde cop asked to see the blonde driver's license. She dug through her purse and was getting progressively more agitated. "What does it look like?" she finally asked. The policewoman replied, "It's square and it has your picture on it." The driver finally found a square mirror in her purse, looked at it and handed it to the policewoman. "Here it is," she said. The blonde officer looked at the mirror, then handed it back saying, "Okay, you can go. I didn't realize you were a cop"

Manager Is A Jackass
alright so im a bill collector..and i am one of the top 3 collectors for my company...so my manager has the fucking nerve to tell me ...not to say hi to people when they pass by my desk and that he knows its part of my personality to respond to them but what kind of bull shit is this for him to tell me not to say hi to them? and also said that its not rude if i dont respond is he retarded or what? im pretty much getting sick and tired of him i already reported him to Human Resources but nothing has happened yet i think before i joined this company his department quit on him so there you have it what a damn day i need a damn drink

Not Only Teenage Girls Cut Themselves These Days...
I was never that guy for you, I just wanted to be everything for you, The words you said to me, showed me who was really you. This time when you run away. You'll be sorry. Just like everytime This time when you run away. I'll still be here like everytime. Like every time that you can't trust me Trust me, I'm yr everything Trust me, I'm yr everything I can't hold this inside. If i do I'll just die I'll just keep going on and on and on Without you Without you What was this song to cut my self too This was a time when you could have helped tonight I'll just die. Those cuts on yr arm will just make me wish i could have helped you but I cant do anymore Cant do anymore Just wish that if i stayed my bad luck would have saved you I'll just go on and on forgetting the feelings that you incite I'm gone I'm gone

Can't Upload Any More Photos! :(
I just realized since I got reset (bastards) that I can't upload anymore pictures. And I'm in a bad mood and I want to! The only way I can is if I buy a VIP and I'm broke due to my motor mount breaking and no one is nice enough to buy me one. :( Fu-life sucks. -Lushy-

Right Now.
Enraged I am for the mistakes I've unknowingly partook in. Angry at myself for the frustration I've caused. Frustration in myself and in others, hating myself in more ways that Einstien could count. Pulling the hairs of my heart, tearing away the pain only to find more. Lost feelings as my heart battles my mind. Right now I wish...I wish I was nothing and nowhere. Right now I wish I wasn't. Just wasn't.

Survey Says
100 questions 1. What time do you get up in the mornings? 5 am on days and 5 pm on nights 2. Have you ever had a one night stand? Yepper depper 3. How do you take your coffee? I dont drink coffee...it taste like beaver piss 5. Do you eat breakfast? Sometimes 7. Do you prefer sleeping alone? yep..im a loner by nature. I do alot of stuff alone and love it. I make myself laugh, so im cool. 8. Do you smoke cigarettes? negative 9. Have you ever burnt your hair? nope..im not fucking micheal jackson 10. Do you sleep with a pillow? Yes 11. What were your habits as a child? i have a slight ocd problem with some things..haha 12. Do you want kids? dont want anymore..gonna go get snipped really soon 13. Are you an only child? hell no..1 sis and 5 bros 14. Do you like road trips? i love em.. 15. Who are your 6 best friends? not sure 16. Do you brush your teeth in the shower? i have 17. Do you eat leftovers? Yes 18. Do you prefer being s

Todays Quote.
Nj Murderess (Cabby): dude im worried about mike Nj Murderess (Cabby): he hasnt been on myspace in six days LaLa: FUCK MIKE Nj Murderess (Cabby): i did dear, thats why im pregnant. don't ask me why, but this humored me.

Hottest New Lounge...cams...music...all Welcome!!!
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Omg
If it isn't one thing, it's another that pisses me off on here. Today it happens to be people that beg you to add, fan and rate them. What is the deal with that shit? Is it possible to seem more desperate for "fu-lovin" or whatever the hell people call it now. If someone wants to add you they will, if they wanna rate you they will, if they wanna fan you...SHOCK, GASP, DISBELIEF! they will. I've seen tickers, blasts, even happy hours of people begging for all this shit and it makes me sick. Now that the almight BabyJesus, oh im sorry CoolBreeze decided to make it harder for people to reach a certain level around here, I've also noticed that people will beg to be leveled as well. Umm, forgive me for being an ass, but if you have over 100,000 points to go before you level, whats the sense in begging for someone to help you? It would take alot of people to much time to help in that case, and is pointless in most cases because people never seem to want to help in their own cause. D

Hollywood Squares
If you remember the Original Hollywood Squares and its comics, this may bring a tear to your eyes. These great questions and answers are from the days when "Hollywood Squares" game show responses were spontaneous, not scripted, as they are now. Peter Marshall was the host asking the questions, of course.. Q. Do female frogs croak? A. Paul Lynde: If you hold their little heads under water long enough. Q. If you're going to make a parachute jump, at least how high should you be? A. Charley Weaver: Three days of steady drinking should do it. Q. True or False, a pea can last as long as 5,000 years? A. George Gobel: Boy, it sure seems that way sometimes. Q. You've been having trouble going to sleep. Are you probably a man or a woman? A. Don Knotts: That's what's been keeping me awake. Q. According to Cosmopolitan, if you meet a stranger at a party and you think that he is attractive, is it okay to come out and ask him if he's married? A. Rose Marie: No; wait

Valentines Day Thought 02/14/2008
A thought for Valentines Day from: Peter Britt "This day, I speak of love. Of fanciful thoughts which give flight to a freedom of the heart. To souls that sing together through the darkness and light up the sky for all to see and wonder, who finds such love, such completeness? To the wings of passion that unfurl for two and propel them where others may not follow, where they may not know. To the eyes that burn beyond sight, but into life itself within and see all that one truly is. To the touch that brings with it, a peace meant for, but one. For the kiss which holds its flavor with rememberance, neverending, lingering in its own fire. To burn within for another, to know the flames of real love. Yes, of all this I speak today, for in these eyes, it is. ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Tagged
Ok so i was tagged by Tastyflutterby.....The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1.I can play two totally different video games at the same time (on two different TV's of course, lol) 2.I'm an involuntary perfectionst, seriously I never realize I did it untill i think back on it. 3.I have a huge Pigtail fetish :-P 4.I can bake like a pro :-) 5.I can eat enough for like 6 adults and have room for more. 6.I eat the cracker part the Combos first then go for the filling. 7.It still drives me up a wall why they put hot dogs in packs of 10 and the buns in 8. WTF yo? 8.I love women of color, especially hispanics & canadians. 9.I'm a chocoholic. 10.I value friendship an awful lot. It means more to me than most material possessions in life. I Tag DJ Super Sara TINAH HOPIGALER

How I Hit Rock Bottom And Came Out On Top/episode 5
hey everyone this is cloie the director & illustrator for AUAD. (AGAINST,UNDERAGE,DRINKING) I would like to share with you about my story of how i hit rock bottom, and came back to the top stronger than ever. All because of this one special girl, Kristin Sortier. i never drank in high school, or in college, well mainly because i never got past the 5th grade; but thats beside the point. I always did the right thing that came to mind, but usually everything changes when it comes to peir pressure. I went to a party last year and met up with my friends, they began to drink and wanted me to join. i tried to say no but they forced me and I willingly accepted the offers. i was friends with brenda way before she cleaned her act and nearly lost her sister, so there for everything has changed over the past year. this how it started BRENDA: Hey Cloie!!! CLOIE: Hi Brenda BRENDA: Wanna drink some Jimbeam CLOIE: No way, I'm underage CLOIE: I'll just stic

Tag!!!!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1. I can't walk my dog on a leash because he drags me around behind him and dislocates my shoulder. **sigh** 2. I have been married twice. Will probably never do that again. 3. In public, I like to drink beer reaaaaallllly fast and then belch out loud! lol 4. I have never been on a motorcycle and I want to do this one at least once before I die.Same goes for a SkiDoo, sky diving and being in a hot air balloon. 5. I have a "Friend's Garden" where I put things my friends have given me and then am reminded of them every time I am in the garden. I'm sappy I know, I know. 6. I am really quite shy in person and am intimidated until I

To My Family Friends And Who Ever Else Cares
yes this is the Real flirt (aka)mystic dark angel and yes im moving on down the road lol you see i have two pages and a lounge that i am dealing with and i can no longer deal with all 3 one has to go so hey being that my lounge and leveling family is on the Mystic dark angel account this is the account marked for the recycle bin,but it is not right to leave with out first letting my friends know so this is it, those of you that care and want to remain friends can hit link at bottom of this blog,those of you that don't can stay and be deleted with account,and if you didn't even bother to read the this then oh well you could have cared less about me and that means i could care even more less about you so stay and be gone lol......

Little Firefighter
Am I A Fireman Yet?? In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of Terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of dermination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son' s hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix She explained her son's final wish and Asked if it might be possible to give her 6 year-old son a ride

Sitting Here Thinking About My Love I Love You Babe
3 Doors DownHere Without YouMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com FOR MY WIFE TAMMY I LOVE YOU BABE AND I ALWAYS WILL YOU ARE THE YELLOW ROSE AND THE CARNATIONS IN MY HEART AND LIFE I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITH OUT YOU YOU ARE MY EVETHING

Fire
The sun burns through an ice white sky I awaken in your arms My reflection in your eyes That watched me as I slept It's your embrace that gives me solace To face yet another day It's your hands that light The fire in me The fire that fuels the sun That melts the ice in the sky lbm11/06

Oh My She Done It Again! Auction
LIKE MONEY BUT BETTER! STOP BY AND SHOW ME THE MONEY! BID ON ME! Click ON ME! DONE BY AKAMRS. T AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar AUCTION BY PURPLESKY PRODUCTIONS; PURPLESKY PROUD MEMBER OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY! WON BY LAURALEI@ fubar

Help The Lady....fatalities Kiss ~ Fu Vivor Finalist
Mi Lords and Mi Ladies Of FuBarLand! The survival of the Fu has come down to two, but there can be only ONE! One Lady survives, help her to attain her reward. She needs only 50,000 comments to accomplish her goal. To gain her Golden Hour. Mi Lady FatalitiesKiss has battled bravely, only one test of the gauntlet yet to be met. Come help her get her first Happy Hour Ever! Please click on the links below to prepare for battle. You must first... rate/fan/add the host and hostess. Lady Rain and Sir Mr Perfect Nice Guy (click the pix this will take you to their pages). Lastly click the link to Mi fair FatalitiesKiss' contest page... Upon this page comment till ye can comment no more. All Love will be returned. The links you will need... The Lady Rain Hostess of Fuvivor!! Rate/Fan/Add Her †DJ. Rain†~Wifey to DJ MNG~GF to LuAngel~Owner of WYKD Radio & Lounge~Fu-Vivor Host~@ fubar Sir Mr. Perfect Nice Guy--Host of Fuviv

To The Unknown
I am deeper than you think. If you would like to contradict me, I'm game. I can most likely figure you out within 5 minutes of having a conversation with you. I hunger to be an obstruction of your mind. I thirst for you to figure me out. I like to be fascinated by the anomalous. I yearn for those that put a smile on my heart. I crave for the one that will give to me what I will give back. I do not belong in anyone's Virus. Satisfaction is found on my own. Don't Lust for what you See... Desire what you know.

Fire Angels
FIRE FIGHTERS HALL FIRE ANGELS ARE LOOKING FOR new MEMBERS DO YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BE A FIRE ANGEL COME TO THE HALL AND ASK FOR FF JOHN COME SUPPORT YOUR HEROS AND SHOW YOUR LOVE JUST CLICK ON THE PICTURE TO COME TO THE HALL just click on pic to join us (repost of original by 'FF John OWNER OF FIRE FIGHTERS HALL' on '2008-02-20 12:36:41') (repost of original by 'DJ Queen B MDA second command' on '2008-02-20 14:09:14')

Rubber Pants
I'm sure you regular MuMMers have seen this rubber pants fetish guy before. He just made a MuMM and I asked him if he wears rubber pants because he has a bladder problem and I got this response: ->Suga Lips: you've sent me shouts about your rubber pants fetishist ...: where from do you know me? ->Suga Lips: nowhere close to you, hopefully fetishist ...: where from? ->Suga Lips: unfortunately fetishist ...: cool that you already know me

The Search Continues...
On February 9th, one of our cockatiels. We got them from my ex father in law, and to me, they were noisy mess makers. One minute Sunshine was squawking, the next minute, she was dead on the bottom of the cage. We're not sure what happened, but we do know the result. So all we have left now is Choco. We believe he's the male. I'm pretty positive. So we figured a few days of adjustment, and things would be back to normal. He was up at 6am, squawking and calling out for her. Nonstop. Til' 10 PM. So we've gotten a mirror to keep him occupied. Now I like to think that I don't care that much about the animals, but I feel horrible for him. So I decided to go shopping for another bird so he has a partner. I don't want to breed them, I just want him happy. On with the search. I've found birds from $40 to $150. The cheapskate in me likes the $40 bird, but I have fallen love with another one, Pearl colored, and she's expensive. The problem is, you have to introduce them, so now

Come Join The Fun!!!
> Ok so i wanna host my very first auction!!! I will not be taking any of the proceedings and it will be just for fun. I want to have at least 15 people to join before we start and it will last for 1 week. So if you wanna be owned just send me a private message with a link to your photo.Come on and join the fun and let the games begin!!! Please repost so that everyone has a chance to join the fun TY! Here is the link to my profile; ððð(¯`•¸·´¯)ÇH€RR¥ PRîÑÇ€§§(¯`·¸•´¯)ððð@ fubar (repost of original by 'ððð(¯`•¸·´¯)ÇH€RR¥ PRîÑÇ€§§(¯`·¸•´¯)ððð' on '2008-02-21 13:02:12') (repost of original by 'ღ~^Heather^~ღOwned by Dark Defender & fu Owned by Devilnurbed Wifey to Dark Defender' on '2008-02-21 13:04:46')

Baby Update :-)
Well I went to have my ultrasound yesterday and was SUPPOSED (supposed being the key word)to be able to find out the sex. WELL the baby had other plans and decided to keep "her" legs closed... therefore I really dunno if I am having a little girl or a little boy which really sucks because I prolly won't find out until "she" is born. YES I call "her" a "she" because I just have a feeling it's going to be a girl and I REALLY want a little girl. LOL!! BUT not to complain.. "she" is perfectly healthy and nothing was wrong with "her". :D I'm due in July so I guess We will just have to wait til then lol.

10 Months Old
hello everyone well druen is ten months old today,, wow time flies bye, he can sit with assistance, and is doing his girl pushups all the time, and is almost to all fours, i am hoping he will be crawling in the next month or so hes eating solids,, well somewhat, one time a day during dinner, but its facinating, at first he had many problems with it, but he would sit there and watch me, and the next day was mocking how i eat and has been eating since the only bad news we got this month was hes going to need a operation to help his digestive system , he throws up 10 to 15 times a day each day i say a creed,, please read it http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=257350&albumid=542435&i=1868897855 thanks everyone, there are a few new pics, and more to come soon loves from randy and druen

Wildcat Is Doing What??????????
Wildcat is having not one, but...two Happy Hours on Monday Feb 25th at 11am & 12pm Pst. Go spank her hard.......Tell her Jen sent ya ;) Much love xoxox ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ@ fubar This pimpout brought 2 you by the one and only...... ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~*DSC* Fu Owner of ~Kiwichi~ & ~*Ghost*~@ fubar (repost of original by '~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~*DSC* Fu Owner of ~Kiwichi~ & ~*Ghost*~' on '2008-02-24 19:20:28')

Life Is Good!
It is funny how you spend your whole life looking for love and happiness then to wake up one day to find you have both in abundance. I have three of the most wonderful people in My life. There is My Husband the man I love with everything in Me. So much so that even when I want to choke him, I can't imagine My life without him.Then there is My sweet chelsea, an unexpected but much needed love. Now when I though My life and heart could not get any bigger or more full, tim has come into My life. You ignite a passion in Me that I did not know existed. I want to shout from the rooftops " Thank you Goddess, for allowing Me to have this wonderful life!!!"

Puting Self Out In Open
I've been single for almost a year now.I was in a 14 year relationship.She's moved on so it's time for me to get on with my life as well.I'm not in to playing games.If you're sincere I will be the same.I'm not looking to rush into anything either.I just wanna have some fun and mingle with someone of the opposite sex.

Fu Night Owls - Come Get Blue!!!
Good evening those who dont sleep. Night Owls Of fubar Blue Orion has late night tunes with live Dj's So click a pic and come join us!!... (repost of original by 'Dj_Meko~Dj @ blue orion~{FU_Hubby_2_Amitola}' on '2008-02-25 19:02:23')

Pants Or No Pants...
I dont care who you are this is funny!!!!!! Mike was going to be married to Karen so his father sat him down for a little chat. He said, "Mike, let me tell you something. On my wedding night in our honeymoon suite, I took off my pants, handed them to your mother, and said, Here - try these on." She did and said, "These are too big. I can't wear them. "I replied, "Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will." Ever since that night, we have never had any problems. "Hmmm," said Mike. He thought that might be a good thing to try On his honeymoon, Mike took off his pants and said to Karen, "Here - try these on." She tried them on and said, "These are too large. They don't fit me." Mike said, "Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will. I don't want you to ever forget that." Then Karen took off her pants and handed them to Mike. She said, "Here- you try on mine." He did and said, "I can't get into your pants." Karen said, "Exactly. An

Reality Check...
-Waiting for things to happen bites! I am person who likes to make things happen! Who works hard and who would FIGHT TILL THE END for what I believe in and for what/WHO I love!!! It's unfortunate I cannot do anything and sometimes things are out of my control and that drives me crazy......just sitting and waiting for an answer. I feel so helpless to what the outcome could possibly be and just being the 'other half or side' of things, really fucking sucks! I cant even drive from point A to point B without hearing a sad song on the radio to remind me of reality and the hurt & confusion that lingered in my path.... Luckily for some people in my life, I am a understanding young woman who would wait & walk to the ends of the earth! I have great compassion for people who are honest and who show appreciation for others while they struggle to make a choice. Crossroads becomes a familiar thing in my life especially when its unexpected and it hits you like a train! Makes me want to crawl in a

Goodbye And Thank You
It is my time to depart. I have had the time of my life here and I have made a best friend who I wish the best of luck to in his future endeavors...and hopefully he will stay in touch with me always. It's friends like him that made it easy for me to deal with the drama of this site and laugh it off. But now it's time for me to let go and grow into myself. For those that know me, I love you all and wish you nothing but the best. I thank u for sharing this journey with me...Good Luck!

A Good Night?? Maybe
So every monday night I go to my neighorhood bar and have a few drinks, well last night I decided screw the beers lets have some vodka and red bulls...Dont ask me how many I had cause i lost track after my 5th one..I was drinking that shit like water. My friend finally dragged me out the bar and took me home. She had to walk me to my front door and unlock it for me. I stumbled to my room, took off my pants and put on some shorts and collapsed on my bed. 2 minutes later i ran to the bathroom to puke. I mised the toilet and threw up on the rugs and side of the tub then passed out on the bathroom floor lmao. Woke up 2 hours later and crawled back to my room and went to sleep in my bed. Woke up this morning and drank like a gallon of water and feeling like shit. I was talking to my cousin when she started laughing and saying "eeewww dude" I had fucking puke on the back of my shirt and shorts...wtf right?? ha ha That is the first time I have ever had that happen...now I have to wash my shee

Two Hearts
TWO HEARTS WATCHING TIME GO BY, TWO HEARTS SEARCHING FOR A REASON WHY. TWO HEARTS WOUDED BUT STILL LOOKING FOR LOVE, TWO HEARTS HEARING THE SONGS OF A DOVE. TWO HEARTS CARING FOR ANOTHER'S LIFE, TWO HEARTS FIGHTING THROUGH THE STRIFE. TWO HEARTS WONDERING IF THEIR CHANCE HAS PASSED, TWO HEARTS HOPING THE NEXT WILL BE THE LAST. TWO HEARTS FEELING THAT THE TIME IS NEAR, TWO HEARTS WISHING TO CALL ANOTHER DEAR. TWO HEARTS SENSING THAT LOVE HAS BEGUN, TWO HEARTS CRYING OUT TO BECOME ONE.

Help Level A Fellow Fh
Hey yo, Our sexy ass bouncer needs to be "bounced" to the next level (i couldn't help it ya'll lol) So let's help yea??? HOPIGALERIN "Erin Go Bragh" ** club far ** fubomber ** fh enforcer owned by bizarro@ fubar

In Deepest Sorrow My Heart Aches
i have lost my father today. he was 72. i am freaking out and at a loss for words.he was my world when i was growing up. i was daddy's Lil girl his fishing buddy and best friend! i love him more then ever could be expressed by Meir words. in loving memory always Samuel Lee Hutchison august 21,1935-February 26,2008

William F. Buckley Jr Dies At 82
WASHINGTON (CNN) -- National Review founder and conservative commentator William F. Buckley Jr. died overnight in the study of his Stamford, Connecticut, home, officials at the magazine said Wednesday. He was 82. "He died while at work," said Kathryn Jean Lopez, editor of the National Review Online, in a written statement. "If he had been given a choice on how to depart this world, I suspect that would have been exactly it. At home, still devoted to the war of ideas." His assistant Linda Bridges says he had been ill with emphysema and was found dead by his cook, the Associated Press reported. Buckley founded the National Review in 1955 became famous for his intellectual political writings in the magazine. The magazine claims to be the most widely-circulated journal of conservative opinion. Buckley also made frequent television appearances, including on his own long-running "Firing Line," the AP reported.

The Stupidity Of Our Society.
Have we really degenerated to a point in our society where people still feel it is better to have the compassion of an old tire as opposed to bettering humanity even to a slight degree? People drive like lunatics to get to a job they hate, to bitch while they are there, and than fly home because they are so glad to be out of work. Why rush to get there in the first place?? Answer: Let two people merge into your lane a day. They may return the favor. Why is it we get frantic when our fast food isn’t ready right when we order it only to complain that the quality of food is bad? What did you want for a microwaved burger and flash deep fried onion rings?? Answer: Try fending for yourself. If every fast food chain closed you’d probably starve to death. Why do we justify the injustices of our government only to denounce other entities of the same acts of impropriety?? Clinton got a blow job and a free cigar showing in the oval office. Sorry, I would have been fired for do

In Search Of Help
Ok All My Friends; i am in search of friends to help me out helping out a friend of mine i know a ton of you say if i need help to let you know so i am letting you know come to my side to help me out this friend is a dear friend of mine i have knowen her for some time so hit me back and i will fill you ~Lost In The Dark~

Giveaway
ok im down to needing about 1750 in commments and im maxed for the day again if anyone has a few extra comments to spare please drop them my way im so close yet so far thanks so much and to all those who have helped me already many thanks to you heres the link you know what to do

Unanswered Prayers...
In many ways, I look to the past to help find my way through the present and into the future. The past is a doorway for me. Its my way of pushing my way through the trials and tests that life has for me. I always love looking at life from different angles and looking from outside that box. I may not always see what life has in store or what the intention was of something, but I try. :) In my past, I have prayed for things to go a certain way in my life. And time and time again, even as recent as several months ago, things never went that way. I remember feeling that when I fell in love, that that was all that I wanted. I wanted it to be my everything (minus my kids who are number 1 always). I tried to make it that way and then things didn't quite work out that way. It tore me up inside. Tore my heart into millions of pieces and I will never forget the feelings that went through me after all of that. I remember saying that I would never fal

Dj Devine Giveaway On Blue Orion Lounge!
$500 Fubucks to the first person that can recognize the mystery song during my shows this week and and name the movie that the song is in.....not every song played is a mystery song (just the songs that I have picked out as mystery songs having been songs in movies, plays, and shows)...but don't miss the mystery songs...because there are many. Come on in and join in on the fun.... DJ Devine, Blue Orion Lounge Playing songs from the last 4 decades, including some Austrialian and British songs, as well as some Indie musicians. February 28th (THURS) 5-8p CST February 29th (FRI) 2-5p CST March 1st (SAT) 11a-2p CST and... March 2nd (SUN) 2-5p CST (covering for DJ Mantis this week)

Party Time Drink Up Almost The Weekend
COME INTO BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE SIT BACK HAVE A DRINK AND RELAX WITH SOME GREAT PEOPLE DJ BARTAB TEARING THE ROOF OFF THE BAR. COME CHECK OUT WHAT HES DOING. Make your own Myspace Pimpin Text at MyToolSpace.com

My Account
Hello everybody, I am writing this to let everyone know that I am deleting my account here on FUBAR. This place has become too much drama and too much bullshit for my liking. My business is kicking pretty good and this place was to be a place where I could stop and chill. PFFT! That wasn't happening now was it? LMAO, Anywho.......those that I have met I appreciate all you have done for me and the friendships I have made. For those of you that I haven't had the chance to talk to or get to know......GOOD LUCK! Alot of drama in that computer screen when you type in www.fubar.com..BEWARE! I tried to stay away from the drama and bullshit and I am proud that I have done a very good job at it. I have my business to run and my children to finish raising. As well as the sunlight of spring nearing us! I will be out in it! I love the outdoors, so when I am not working thats where I will be. Having fun and living my life and not for those in the drama of "As the FU Turns" So on that note

Have You Got A Heart/shamrock Or Otherwise On?
I'd love more heart on's me. Would you like to have a heart on me? Do you have a heart on for me? Well show me dont tell me. Get to this lovely ladies page & get your heart on for me! Purchase your annonymous valentines heart for me. Today while she is running this killer speacial! Information in her blogs. & here she is now! Heartistic Soul@ fubar This annoyance & want of your heart on's, brought to you by:

Sex(men )its Not On Us !!
1) Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2) Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partner's mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3) Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4) Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5). Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it's

A Different Side Of Pacey~ In Memory Of Josh Franklin~
Some of you know, some of you don't my best friend died suddenly the other day. My cousin Josh was like the brother I never had. I am still in shock and deeply saddened over this tremendous loss. I'm not able to do what I normally do and blog anymore about this, instead I decided to share with you the write up about this amazing man and my hero. Also this was his favorite song~ Joshua Wood Franklin, age 30, died unexpectedly in a tragic car accident February 25, 2008. He was a wonderful person and gentleman. He was loved so much by his family and friends. Words can’t express the magnitude of how much he will be missed. Josh was born May 8, 1977 in Albany, Georgia to his loving parents Larry Franklin and the late Pamela Usry Franklin, along with his two proud older brothers Jack and Stuart. Josh graduated from Georgia Southwestern University in 2001 with a degree in Botany. He loved learning new things and he loved life. He had a passion for life that others could only hop

New Update
I will have a new set of photos updated today after 5:00 p.m. CST In this update you will see me ready to hit the night club. Just didn't make it that far. We ended up staying home. LOL http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/photos.htm

F*uckin Bouncer Checks
Yanno what...I am sick and tired of these stupd ass bouncer checks...I was ratin pictures today...and I get a bouncer check...type in the characters I see...and low and behold I get another one. Ok so I type in the characters I see for that one...and I get ANOTHER one...I have been gettin em ever since. I am so tired of thie shit. Babyjesus needs to take his head outta his ass and get these bouncer checks right or don't have em at all. Now thanks to the bouncer checks...I can't do a FUCKIN thing on this site today cause I keep gettin em. If this shit keeps up I'm gonna delete my account and be done with it. Cause im sick of this shit. So I apologize ahead of time to those that rate me today...cause thanks to the bouncer checks I can't rate you back. So you can thank Babyjesus and the bouncers that have their noses stuck up his ass. I personally don't care anymore, delete my account if you want to....you bouncers don't do shit around here, appointed by a guy who can't tell his

"a Tribute To A Fallen Hero"
This is a tribute to a fallen hero SGT. Conrad Alvarez......Please turn up your volume, there is a special song playingConrad was born Jan. 20, 1986, in Sweetwater. He grew up in Sweetwater and Roscoe. Conrad attended school in both towns and played football for the Roscoe Plowboys. He graduated from high school in 2004 at Hobbs, Texas. Conrad moved to Big Spring in 2004 and enlisted in the Army in 2005. He was on his second tour in Iraq. Conrad married Maira Chavez, Oct. 10, 2007, in Hopkinsville, Ky. He was a Catholic. Conrad is survived by his wife, Maira Alvarez of Oakgrove, Ky., also serving in the Army at Fort Campbell; two daughters, Alyssa Alvarez and Celeste Alvarez, both of Sweetwater; unborn son, Kristian Thomas Alvarez; mother, Belinda Garcia and her husband Pedro of Big Spring; one sister, Christina Menchaca of Big Spring; one brother, Timothy Alcala of Pryor, Okla.; one aunt, Brenda Alcala of Pryor, Okla.; one nephew, Isaac Murillo of Big Spring; and his extended military

Dont They Say Imitation Is The Best Form Of Flattering?? Lol
had a person nmes women r twats come to my page, rate me a 1 and then rip 2 pics from me, as he blocked me (sounds like chief) and then slammed my shoutbox with lame as comments, doesnt he know that threats and words on the internet like this are just too funny? guess he ripped other girls pics,if you know who they are please let them know... only had one Fake pic up.. Not a problem i have the IP.. and i work tech support with a major communications company and will trace this along with chiefys and all his little gang. No matter what you do with the pics you ripped, please enjoy them, i guess the hotties arent enough to turn u on..haha.. Ill be waiting to see just how "evil" you think you can be, but please send me the link so i can enjoy the entertainment. And if you were so tough, why delete your account right away?? guess i will sit back and see again what this tough guy is all about,,,did i mention Im shaking in my boots??? hahaha anyway ru

Got My Ticket
I know I'm sad and far too old in some peoples opinion to be going to a club but does this face look bothered?? :D I think not. I can't wait I got my ticket and I am goin to have some much needed FUN!!! My best friend Em is comin and my friend Nic and her friend so it should be a really good night :D I've not been to this club in about 10 yrs I can't even remember when it shut down but the reopening I'll remember ... well part of the night at least I'm sure lol Just gotta decide should I wear a dress or skirt n top hmmm where's Sami when I need her.

Something I Wrote!
something I wrote I'm not perfect, I'm just me. I try and I fail, but I don't give up. My is like a movie, dramatic scene after scene, to me never dull. I'm difficult, ruff, and I see that, but I am fragile. I cry when I'm hurt, but it's always unseen. I hear what you say and it hurts. I keep my guard up, you'll never get through. My life is what it is, you can accept it or leave. I'm strong and I'm weak, I admit that. Take it or leave, I'm just me.

Life
This is the sweetest suicide life goes on just another day this is the sweetest suicide blood pours out of my open wounds this is the sweetest suicide the haunting smiles and heartless laughter this is the sweetest suicide the pills are counted the knife is sharp this is the sweetest suicide the letter placed my final breath this is the sweetest suicide and now at last i say goodbye this is the sweetest suicide TWEETY

A Letter To My Friend To Help Him
TO MY GREAT FRIEND RUSS WHO TRIED TO STOP ME: THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT FRIEND: You killed yourself and didn't think of me. I can't blame you for that, and yet I do, For now your pain becomes my legacy. What agony impelled you not to be? I loved you-wasn't that enough for you? You killed yourself and didn't think of me, Nor saw through my eyes what you made me see, Nor cared about my life when yours was through. And now your pain becomes my legacy, And I must fight to keep my sanity, For what you did defines what must be true: You killed yourself and didn't think of me. I cannot think you did it selfishly; So great a sacrifice leaves nothing due. But now your pain becomes my legacy, And I must sail across that bitter sea That leaves no trace of joy or residue. You killed yourself and didn't think of me, So now your pain becomes my legacy. PS. RUSS I HOPE THIS SETS YOUR MIND AT EASE AND SAYS ALL THE THINGS YOU WANTED TO SAY SEE I TRIED TO HELP YO

Emerson
Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense. Ralph Waldo Emerson

What Is A Good Friend ??? Reallyyyyyy
I never post blogs I am never really sure what to say, but I have something very heavy on my mind has been for a few days . I have recently had a lot of family problems and frankly not dealing with them very well. But it was brought to my attention because I didn't tell certain people about it I wasn't being a good friend, I don't quite understand how how my family problems have anything to do with being a good friend . But oh well life goes on I guess. I always thought being a good friend was being a good listener and be willing to talk if the other person wanted too and trying your best to cheer them up when they are down. or just letting them know you are there no matter what . If this is wrong someone needs to tell me . if I am wrong on this then that means I have been a bad friend my whole life and I need to change :)

My First Contest...
Hey My SexXy Fubar Friends.. Sooo,I decide to Enter this Contest,My first Contest Ever..Winner wins a 30 Day Blast.. So,Please do me the favor of Helpin Me Out, By Leavin As Many Comments As You Can on My Pic.. Here The Link.. http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1575692&albumid=876530&i=693639100&idx=14 It would mean alot if you helped me Out.. I Love You All!! Thanks!!

The Point Of Tears!
well i meet someone in march of last year and it was awesome, she had the most beautifulest smile and them eyes would light up the night sky! i thought she was perfect and i was right. every thing about her was and she had one thing that made me like her more then any one i had meet!she had the looks and the smarts to knock out half of a high school, she didnt have what other gurls had. well what im saying is that i regret every time i was jealous of her and how i treated her! but now that i lost her i wish i could take it all beck and rewind time to fix what i did to make today better, im even to the point that moving is only going to make it hard to get over and heal what has been hurt in the mind and heart. if i knew the word to heal her hurt and pain that i made i would try

Want A Lounge With No Drama, Great Music - Join Rejects In The Rafters
(repost of original by 'HarleyMoon Official NutBuster*BadAssBytch(CoFounder)' on '2008-02-29 19:10:23') (repost of original by 'Joyridin2w' on '2008-02-29 19:13:47')

To My Friends
Hello all, I haven't been on much these past few days and there is good reason. I have been blindsided by a new custody hearing my ex wife is throwing at me. Claiming I am an unfit father and bad rolemodel for my son. With the divorce and now this I am at wits end and my friends offline have as usual let me down. So I turn to my friends online and lately they havent been around either when i need them. So if anyone does read this please let me know. Just a line something to let me know that i still have people out there that care about me and my life. I am a strong person and I know I am a great father. But sometimes you can only take so much on yourself and i am at my breaking point. I dont want to go back down the path i went down when my mom died 10 years ago. I wont let myself do that but I also am just looking for some form of release. Something to get away sometimes. So feel free to comment, message, IM..anything you want Ill be here Travis

Stupid Ass Mumms
I'm so sick of reading these stupid gayass mumms on here. They all r simpleminded questions by folks wanting sympathy or just too stupid not to shut the fuck up! They ask such stupid shit, things they already know trhe answer too. like " Do you think its wrong to let my crack head boyfriend beat my childern? Hes just misunderstood, n its not his fault!" They say such ignorant shit as that. I'd like to read just one damn mumm that actually provoked some thought n a good debate. If i was as dumb as some of these folks who write these things, i wouldnt open my mouth. I'm sure that maybe someone has wrote a good mumm but if so theyrs few and far between.

Got P[i]c?
Now open for business. Should anyone want a custom [i]PIC or any animation(gif) picture the process is simple, simple as you allow it to be. donate 500 fu-bucks to me, sending a message to my in-box with description of the pictures frames(each available picture within your own album that you want used), text(the font and it's color your choice), and function(this is basically whatever you want the "gif" to do, text flashing in w/e color, the picture itself). Send me a shout/message with any questions, I look forward to making YOU top notch pictures for constant 10's and compliments.

Plf2 Affiliate
PLF2 Affiliate Product Launch Formula 2 is HERE ! If you have not yet heard, Product Launch Formula 2 (PLF) is in pre-launch. Some say that Product Launch Formula is one of the best Internet marketing products to ever hit the market, and I agree! What a crazy ride! There’s been more than $100 million in launches in HUNDREDS of niches… so it seemed like a road trip was a great way to celebrate it. What better way than to interview some of the biggest successes… from the guys who built EIGHT FIGURE businesses with launches, to the “little guys” - including the one who went from FOOD STAMPS to a $9k a month business! I don't need this "Six Figures" site to make any money for me. I have other motivations that drove me to create this site. Maybe someday I will tell you all of them, but right now let's leave it at this... I have a huge passion for the internet publishing business, and I love sharing it with people. Now I want to be absolutely clear here - not all of my motivations

Last Words
Is it normal to have to always have the last word in everything? My life might just be a whole lot simpler if I weren't so damn stubborn. I loathe being wrong. It happens, more than I'd like, or even like to admit, but I'm not perfect. I think I lack the correct wiring path in my brain that adheres to the logical little voice in my head. I think she's called "Reason". This voice tells me to shut my freakin' mouth. Usually, she's about .5 seconds too late with the command. And, usually, I'm left with having to either spit my foot out of my mouth before I can continue the conversation, or I have to apologize all over the place for whatever moronic misformed thought that just fell from my lips. I don't know if the wiring thing is a lack of motor skills, or some social retardation left over from spending my formative years virtually alone. Either way, unless I'm completely comfortable in the situation or with the person, I stutter. Not terribly, mind you, but it's still some

Dj Ghost Is Partying It Up Come On By
HEY EVERYONE DJ GHOST IS MAKING HIS DEBUT TONIGHT AT MYSTIC DARK ANGELS LOUNGE COME ON BY AND CHECK HIM AND THE LOUNGE. YOU WILL HAVE A GREAT TIME AND GREAT CONVERSATION. SO LET'S SUPPORT ME LOL YEA I MADE THE BLOG. LOL SO COME ON OVER AND RELAX.JUST COPY AND PASTE THE LINK BELOW AND COME ON OVER AND SUPPORT THE GHOST RIDER. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=54397# Fire My Words

Woot My 1st
ITS MY 1ST COLLEGE SPRING BREAK WOOT I KNOW SOME OF MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN THERE WELL NOW I WANT TO C WAT ITS LIKE I WANT TO BE FUBAR SMASHED LUVED BLAST ANY KIND OF FUN.... LETS SEE IF MY FUBAR SPRING BREAK CAN BE BETTER THEN REAL ITS SO ONNNNNNNN.... SO GOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! WOOT FUNNNN !!!! Texxas~FU G/F OF DASH FU OWNED BY PHILEMON@ fubar

Death Of The Booty Call
The booty call is dying... There are times I enter a physical relationship with someone I am attracted to knowing that there is no hope for a future. The girl may be fun, good looking, what ever, but she just doesn't either fit into future plans, or doesn't do it for me entirely. One of two things happen. You say good bye and move on, or become fuck buddies. For the latter, I always say the following BEFORE HAND: "I think you are awesome, and this could be great, but I don't want to send mixed signals. We can take this for what it is, but if it is going to confuse you, we should stop." Two things amaze me. (1) How that honest admission lands a shit load of tail. (2) How women completely forget it was said the moment they want more. Now I am not stupid. Every fuck buddy I have ever had is basically some girl trying to fuck her way into my heart. I'd like to say that I fire out that little speech to keep her from going batty. But... I know she is going to go fucking batty

Hope Your Happy
I hope you are happy Life has just begun for you Saying you are a dad When its not really yours I obviously wasnt good enough She must have something I dont You chose her over me Yet still want more Im sorry No longer can it happen Remember youre a dad now

Check It Out
it's lam right now but it's being worked on if you want check it out. I hope that I will have it up and running good real soon but till then feel free to come on by.......I am looking for DJ's and Bouncers (staff) if you are interested please let me know.... Thank you Rosco Cheers owner http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=56014

Relationships Out Of Convenience
There are a lot of men & women out there who are involved in relationships out of convenience to fill particular voids in their lives. Not saying that your relationship is out of convenience or your feelings for your partner aren't necessarily real, but I've witnessed many men & women who've accepted certain people in their lives for a certain convenience whether it be for financial security, filling an emotional gap, or searching for stability. Prime example, I've known a young woman who was dealing with a lot of stress & feeling the weight of the world on her shoulders. When she felt like the walls were closing in on her, she immediately clung onto some man she met off the internet & called herself searching for her independence. She ran from her problems into another state of problems all because she needed him to run away from life. Moving away to a place she knew nothing about, she depended on this man to provide her a roof over her head, food on the

Wakko
WE WANNA ROCK YOUR WORLD AT THE BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE WITH THE BEST IN ROCK, METAL, AND INDEPENDENT MUSIC AROUND CLICK ON THE PIC TO JOIN THE PARTY DJ WAKKO ON AIR TO TAKE YOUR REQUEST AND ROCK OUT YOUR FAVORITE TUNES (repost of original by 'DJ BOO BOO KITTY F*CK!~ORIGINAL DIRTY BITCH~CO-OWNER OF BLACK DIAMOND~R/L WIFE 2 FREAK ON A LEASH~' on '2008-03-14 05:18:31')

The Winners R
RavinJuggalo's Auction is CLOSED THESE ARE THE PEOPLE THAT HAVE PUT THEIR SELVES ON THE AUCTION BLOCK & THEIR WINNERS ~Latin~King~Fo~Lyfe HIS NEW FUOWNER ღMirageღDancer♫@ஐTheRealDealLoungஐC.E.OऌOfऌFamily®@ fubar ~butterfly~ HER NEW FUOWNER Cappy@ fubar ~CureForSanity~ HER NEW FUOWNER Lord Ðèýgèñ£å¿è:=-= ~Ðî®†ý §ºµ†µ Ç®èw Råwk$~=-={MWÇ ßåbý!}=-=(^Gotti Family^)=-@ fubar HotPinkFizzle HER NEW FUOWNER Whisperer~2nd Lt. In the Fu-Luv Bomb Squad@ fubar Smex HIS NEW FUOWNER ^sin^♥slave to Smex♥fu gf 2 sexy sheila♥@ fubar Johnny Price

For Tristan...
Please say prayers and/or light a candle for my grandson, Tristan. He was born 6 weeks too soon and is a premie. He is in the hospital now with flu, but bacteria has spread into his spinal fluid. Now he has meningitis... I would greatly appreciate you keeping him in your thoughts and prayers during this time. Thank you my friends Light and Love Always, Paulette

Muffntung's Disease
The causes of epididymitis tend to vary with age. In men over 35, epididymitis is usually caused by the same bacteria responsible for urinary tract infections. In many instances, the condition develops shortly after the man has a medical procedure involving the urinary tract, such as the insertion of a catheter (a flexible tube used to drain urine from the bladder) or a prostate biopsy (removal of a small tissue sample). Some patients actually have a typical bladder infection at the same time they are developing the signs and symptoms of epididymitis. In such cases, the bacteria spread up the urethra (the tube that urine and semen pass through) and enter the internal sex organs through the prostate. In young men, however, epididymitis is usually the result of a sexually transmitted disease (STD), caused when a disease-causing microbe -- often chlamydia or gonorrhea -- enters through the urethra after a sexual encounter. It usually takes a week or more to develop epididymitis after

Fu-bucks For A Vip
I CANT STAND BEING WITHOUT A VIP, I WILL PAY 250,000 FU-BUCKS TO THE FIRST PERSON THAT BUYS ME A MONTH VIP I WILL ALSO GIVE YOU MY FIRST 100 11'S IF INTERESTED SEND ME A PM ( NO SHOUTS ) TERESA~PITBULL MAFIA ~OWNED BY HUNTER~@ fubar THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR MY VIP ☆})i({☆@ fubar

Six Pack Abs!!!
Hello all, Thanks to the extra money I have getting from video production and while being on vacation, I have set a written goal that I going back to the gym and getting back into serious shape. Mainly for health reasons. I have noticed that most of the men on here who have great bodies seem to get alot of attention. So by June I will have my six pac abs back. I have not had s flat, cut stomach since I was powerlifting and strongman contest. I will be adding pics showing my progress, so please rate. At that time, there was not a steriod in my body, I was very proud. Plus, I will be doing new productions. So tell me what you think. Mark www.amateurflixxx.com

First Time For Everything
It Started out a quiet night. Home alone, a very rare event for me. I talked a little here and there with friends online, no one in much of a kinky mood. Soon I was fast asleep, that is until my computer started buzzing. You wanted to show me something. Half - asleep, I went to look at the sites you wanted me to see. As I viewed each little clip you would send me to, I grew more excited. You wanted me to see the things you had planned for me. Everything from mild to kinky, with each clip going a little deeper into what you wanted from me. Finally, I couldn't take it any longer, so I told you. You told me to go get my favorite toy. Laughing, I wrote back that I had never enjoyed cyber sex, had no web cam, all the excuses I could think of. You wrote back four words, 'go get it now'. So I did as I was told, still laughing at myself, but aroused enough to do as you asked. You had me insert it and sit straight up, then began showing me more clips, telling me what excited y

Goddess In The Sun
When This picture was taken, it was a very defining moment in my life. A special moment. A moment where I decided to live for myself. I have recently been bombarded with comments (from family) on it, and how 'disgusting' it is...imagine...a picture of myself having an orgasm on a bed! *gasp* Well, not to disapoint anyone...But that is NOT a picture of an orgasmed enthralled Laurie. In fact not once in the.. *garblegarble*.. years I have been having sex...have I EVER had an orgasm with a complete and udder relaxed look on my face. What it is, is a picture Taken by my (then) 5 year old daughter in the January sun. It is my favorite picture, because it was happenstance. It was my daughter asking to take pictures of me. "Close your eyes mom...let me move Your hair" And so she did. So. While I can see what you MAY be meaning by your disgusted comments of my daughters BEAUTIFUL work...I think you should get your mind out of the gutter and see instead the light on my li

Come Show These Women Some Love
Well, for those that know me...know I have spent alot of time helping my friends & even some of their friends out in contests & leveling.... Now, I'm asking for some in return...I have a beautiful friend that is in contest & needs bombers & raters...Plus, Im in a Giveaway myself...Come show some Love... Dragonphyre is needing 50,000 comments for a Happy Hour...She really deserves this...Click this link for hers.. Then...there is me *BIG GRIN* I am in a contest for a 1 mo. VIP & a bling pk. there is no time limit, but I need 20,000 comments...trying to get this done before my VIP runs out on the 29th of this mo. So, if you wanna spank me with comments.....Clink this link for mine.... Come show us some love....I will return love given...Show us what awesome friends I have...Woo Hoo!! Hey, while your there...Show the Hosts of these Contests/Giveaways some love too..I know it will be returned.... Thanks *HUGS* ~*Lena*~

Auction Rulez
RULEZ FOR AUCTION: *READ THEM ALL PLEASE* ** SEND LINK TO PIC TO RIP AND WHAT U ARE OFFERING TO HIGHEST BIDDER VIA FU-MAIL !! ** LINK @ BOTTOM - START DATE TO BE ANNOUNCED AS SOON AS ENUFF PEEPS ENTERED - 1. MUST HAVE AT LEAST 1 SALUTE PIC. SFW PICS ONLY ! 2. NO DRAMA TOLERATED 3. SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY,BE READY TO SEAL DEAL WITHIN 24 HOURS IN CASE PERSON BEING AUCTIONED DECIDES TO TAKE YOU UP ON BID. 4. PERSON BEING AUCTIONED HAS FINAL SAY TO WHATEVER BID THEY CHOSE !!! 5.REAL MONEY THINGS(BLASTS,TICKERS,HH'S,STICKIES,VIP'S) TRUMPH FU-BUX UNLESS PERSON BEING BID ON DOESN'T WANT IT. 6. I THE HOSTESS(BOSSLADYWITDASEXXYEYEZ) WILL NOT BE HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY THINGS NOT PAID (EX: SALUTES,BLASTS,TICKERS, ETC.. BY EITHER BIDDER OR PERSON IN AUCTION ! ) 7. DO NOT BID OR SAY WHAT U WILL OFFER FOR HIGHEST BID THAT U CAN'T BACK UP ! 8. EXAMPLES OF THINGS YOU CAN DO/GIVE HIGHEST BIDDER: KEEP THEM FU-DRUNK,SALUTES,PHONE CALLS,BUY GIFTS,LINK THEM ON UR

Haircut
One day a florist goes to a barber for a haircut. After the cut he asked about his bill and the barber replies, 'I cannot accept money from you. I'm doing community service this week.' The florist was pleased and left the shop. When the barber goes to open his shop the next morning there is a 'thank you' card and a dozen roses waiting for him at his door. Later, a cop comes in for a haircut, and when he tries to pay his bill, the barber again replies, 'I cannot accept money from you. I'm doing community service this week.' The cop is happy and leaves the shop. The next morning when the barber goes to open up there is a 'thank you' card and a dozen donuts waiting for him at his door. Later that day, a college professor comes in for a haircut, and when he tries to pay his bill, the barber again replies, 'I cannot accept money from you. I'm doing community service this week.' The professor is very happy and leaves the shop. The next morning when the barber ope

I Finally Got My Head Together, Then My Body Fell Apart!
Ah, the joys of womanhoood! All the things that make us unique(and, occasionally, make us crazy), from dieting to driving. As we juggle challenging careers, worrisome health issues, and exhausting family demands ( from tending husbands and corralling kids to refereeing siblings disagreements to helping aging parents), we sometimes want to hang a sign on our lives like the note posted on a harried shopkeeper's door. "Out of my mind. Be back in five minutes."

A Poem
I am someone I walked past a dead face even though the person was alive I saw my eyes in the mirror and cried at the sight I looked at a person I didn¹t know and I met a friend I got heads to turn when I walked past I learned a lot about myself when I lost a new friend I cried every tear in my body when I thought about love I got hit bad then got back in the ring I climbed a mountain of rocks and saw an eagle fly over- head I heard terrible things about myself when no one thought I was listening I realized I was strong when I didn¹t cry when it hurt I found out who I was when I was with someone else I thought I was lost forever when a friend found me I held a life in my hand and it was my own I was a pawn in someone else's game so I surrendered to a brook I walked the fine line between surviving and not wanting to survive I still am I am someone

Finding Myself
There is darkness now, where there once was the glow of a shining star. The glow has faded, for I no longer have my guiding light. I know only where I have been, for where I'm going I do not know. I have no destination . . . I wander aimlessly. A shell of my former self . . . My reflection holds no resemblance of who I use to be . . . I must go in search of myself . . . To seek and find the light once again . . .

Am I A Fireman Yet??
Am I A Fireman Yet?? In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son' s hand and asked, 'Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?' Mommy, 'I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up.' Mom smiled back and said, 'Let's see if we can make your wish come true.' Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix She explained her son's final wish and Asked if it might be possi ble to give her 6

Them,, They ,, Their
THEY have no 8 hour days THEY work all night into the day and all day into the night THEY are awakened and ready in THEIR clothes in a moments notice THEIR work clothes are not fashionable and may not even be clean THEY are full of dust and dirt from last time and weigh more then 100lbs THEY wear this 100lbs plus up hills, down hills,on and through any kind of terrain and weather THEY are out in the field for days at a time THEY survive on rations or what THEY can retrieve from THEIR surroundings snakes, crickets, roaches, any type of nourishment THEY can get to fuel THEIR bodies so THEY can keep going to finish THEIR mission or what so many of THEM call "just THEIR job" there are no fancy restaurants no comfortable chairs or favorite table where THEY eat THEIR meals not even a old beat up hot dog vender's cart water may not be tasted or in reach for days not only do THEY have the weight of THEIR clothes on THEM THEY also have the mental strain of w

Almost Done
ok the contest i'm in is almost done all i need is a lil over 4,000 comments and i win. can any of you come by and show some love? i'd greatly appreciate all comments.just click the pic and it'll take you there. thanks again

Concentration Camps Being Built For U.s Citizens
Added: October 07, 2006 UPDATE : Please see the Evidence at http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-DPaJ37... and http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-DPaJ37... www.blog.myspace.com/savesa or www.savesa.tk Martial Law and Concentration Camps The following video was recently sent to me, and after the shock wore off I started researching this video and story line behind it. What I have learned and seen has lead me to believe Soon they will convince the American people a state of anarchy exists within the major cities, Due to a wave of alleged crime sweeping the nation and false threats from abroad. They are now building their case almost nightly on TV and daily in newspapers. When public opinion has been won over to this idea they intend to state that a terrorist group armed with a nuclear weapon has entered the United States and that they plan to detonate this device in one of our cities. The government will then suspend the Constitution and declare martial law. All dissidents, which translat

The Arrival
The Airport Anticipation. I can feel my heart beating faster and faster. Even worst, i am starting to feel more aroused. Why is this so? I know why. Her plane will be arriving very shortly. I am mad nervous. I don't want her to think i brought her out here just to have mad, passionate sex with her. That is not it, but i do hope it happens,....... a lot! Her plane landed twenty minutes ago, where is she? I guess she is getting her luggage. Is that her? No it is not. Oh, there she is. Look at her walking towards me, somehow in slow motion. Curvacious, lovely, blonde goddess coming towards me. She is wearin a low-cut, conservative white blouse, that clearly shows off her ample bosom. She has a long, shape forming blue jean skirt, that shows every curve of her luscious body. On her feet are a pair of smart, leather boots with a two inch heel that just creates her gait across the concourse. Coming for me. What do i do when she reaches me? I know i have said that i would gra

Party In The Den.....woot
WE ARE GONNA SET THE DEN ON FIRE! BACK WITH A VENGENCE AND THE BALLZZ ! ! TO ROCK YOUR WALLZZ ! ! So come on by and have a drink and relax with us! Click Here To Enter Lounge! Music Provided By Snake Bite Radio Check Us Out !

Nowhere To Run
My work is done, 10 hours shift The house cleaned with fanatical drift The clothes are washing, shopping done All windows blinking in the sun Sitting a moment to unwind Desolation creeps up from behind Nothing to keep your mind from wandering No chores left to distract your pondering It's scary to relax, to touch the pain It's better to keep numbing my brain I am terrified of what I'll find lurking in the corners of my mind Conversations popping up in my head Images of you and me in bed And again I'm thrown back into dark The void overwhelming and painfully stark My heart swells up, through my eyes released Each thought, each tear, my pain increased Drowning in desperation, undiluted sorrow I'm terrified of the future, even tomorrow Then I fight the tears, the pain in my heart I must stop myself from falling apart But baby, I miss you, I miss you so This pain will remain That much I know ©dutch2lips August 20th, 2006

Easy Mode
Friday, March 21, 2008 easy mode Glory of lord speaks on the yoga which constitutes the constant awareness about self and its relation with supreme. I am the same as that of supreme is the unique form of realization with all humble mode their in. I am the same par param Brahma [ absolute] who is creator of this universe, I represents him, my basic identity is the same as that of him, in the Vedic form it is called so ham[ means I[soul] am the same as he[supreme] is]. In this way the bliss of self realization sheds its bright luster, the error of duality, the root of worldly existence, is dispersed and infinite darkness of infatuation which forms the family of ignorance disappears. Heaving thus procured a light which glorify the heart and soul to realize self and god their in. the stage known as the stage of final beatitude. May god bless all on the subject of meaningful life. Thanks please.

Motionless By Jenn
If time could stand still, I’d freeze it here, So you’d always hold me, close and near. In your arms, where I’m meant to be, Filled with the perfect love you’ve given me. A bond so strong, a hold so tight, To know you’re the one; my ‘Mr. Right’. A blessing sent from up above, In you I’ve found my one true love. Our lives entwined to be as one, Upon this journey we’ve just begun. Where you and I will find no less, Than eternal love and happiness.

Knocking On Deaths Door
Where to begin and where to end. To make this short. I have a sister 2yrs younger than I. She was admitted into Mother Francis Hospital a week and 3 days ago. She almost killed herself on alcohol. Her level was 369 in her system. She had nothing else to keep her body going. Her liver was shot to hell. She has what is called hepetitis of the liver and sorosis. Her brain has shrunk and brain cells fried. This woman weights 110 pounds. Just think of her weight and she is 5'2 in height. At first we were not given a good diagnosis of her making it. Then it went to 50/50. She will never be the same sister I know and love. I Thank God ever day she is still with us. Pray she asks for the help she needs. Her whole family is behind getting the help all the way. We will do what is needed for her. We have only asked her to do what she must to keep her with us. They give her a year if she touches anymore alcohol. Pray she makes the right choice

Believe- Savatage
So after all those one night stands You've ended up with heart in hand A Child alone On your own Retreating Regretful for the things you're not And all the things you haven't got Without a home A heart of stone Lies bleeding And for all the roads you followed And for all you did not find And for all the dreams you had to leave behind I am the way I am the light I am the dark inside the night I hear your hopes I feel your dreams And in the dark I hear your screams Don't turn away Just take my hand And when you make your final stand I'll be right there I'll never leave And all I ask of you Believe Your childhood eyes were so intense While bartering your innocence For bits of string The grown-up wings You needed But when you had to add the up You found that they were not enough To get you in Pay for sins repeated And for all the years you borrowed And for all the tears you hide And for all the fears you had to keep inside I am the way I

Annie Would I Ever Lie To You?
If i'm out of touch and need reminding just tell me i have been found i'm walking to a new dimension i have left familiar ground all the things i do they may seem to you as false behavior but i cant really change your mind this is my time annie you would not understand I've become blind have i lost my mind yes and no but annie would i lie to you i've got control this is my show listen to me annie would i lie to you somebody filled my head with enough delusion they have let me out to play when you see me lie back in temptations arms and have it all my way i still have my name i still have my face i have not run away from home does it seem so wrong if i now embrace every single thing i've never known I've become blind have i lost my mind yes and no but annie would i lie to you i've got control this is my show listen to me annie would i lie to you and tonight i'll stray i'll go too far but only in your eyes and for my own good all i knew will

[welcome Welcome]
For those of you that catch the reference, you get a gold star. No googling. I'm shutting down my old blog of 3530 views, 145 posts named "I need a drink". Time to move on from that chapter, new inspirations, new conquests, new devastation. New work will be posted here as I see fit, updates and more literal ventures of my psyche will be enclosed in [] to denote "holy shit, this is what he actually feels and is not a portrayal or an abstraction of an emotion". This is because I am too lazy to have seperate blogs for poetry and another for updates and stream of conscience. All comments are welcome So long as they're not unrelated or inflammatory. I appreciate my readers. I appreciate feedback, conversation of my work, and workshopping. I love writing. Thanks for reading. Please check back regularly.

How To Spot An Abusive Relationship
How to Spot an Abusive Relationship # Are you frightened of your partner's temper? # Are you afraid to disagree with him/her? # Do you apologize to yourself and others for your partner's behavior or when you are treated badly? # Have you ever been frightened by your partner's violence towards you? # Have you been hit, kicked, shoved, or had things thrown at you by your partner? # Have you been forced to have sex? # Have you been afraid to say no to sex or to anything else? # Do you have to justify everything you do, every place you go, and every person you see to avoid your partner's temper? # Have you repeatedly been wrongly accused of flirting or having sex with others? # Does your partner constantly ridicule, criticize, or insult you? # Does your partner become violent when he/she drinks or uses drugs? # Has your partner ever threatened to kill himself/herself if you leave? # Has your partner ever threatened to hurt or kill you or someone close to you? # Does your p

Is There Such A Woman?
To every guy that regrets hurting or losing her. To every guy who knows which girl he wants. To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." (instead of Daamn ur hot!) To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her

Disclaimer
I was talking with my (only) friend Alexis about peoples' bad habits. She made the comment that she wished everyone came with a disclaimer, forewarning those they encounter of possible failings and flaws. She thought they should have it tattooed on their forehead to be read upon first approach. So I was thinking about mine. It would go something like this: Intense, prone to over reaction. Loyal to a fault, quick to defend friends. Loner, arrogantly intelligent, with serious blonde tendencies. Brutally honest. Tends to speak before thinking. Horribly sarcastic I know there is more, but that's all I have for now. Please feel free to add anything to you want.

Fantasys Of Life.
i like to dream of possibilitys, cause its the fantasy we all strive to obtain, it is the one thing in life that drives us, if we did not have fantasys we would not endevor to better ourselfs... once the fantasy is obtained you must create and dream a new one, for that is the variety of life that keeps us living.

Why?
why do we do the things we do? some days i have no clue wtf I did what I did. why do we want things we can't have? material things and people, people can be worse. Why do we love the people we do? Love is a bitch Why do some days feel worse then the day before? and last..... WHY ME???

Togh-guy Actor Richard Widmark Dies At 93
HARTFORD, Connecticut (AP) -- Richard Widmark, who made a sensational film debut as the giggling killer in "Kiss of Death" and became a Hollywood leading man in "Broken Lance," "Two Rode Together" and 40 other films, has died after a long illness. He was 93. Widmark's wife, Susan Blanchard, says the actor died at his home in Roxbury on Monday. She would not provide details of his illness and said funeral arrangements are private. "It was a big shock, but he was 93," Blanchard said. After a career in radio drama and theater, Widmark moved to films as Tommy Udo, who delighted in pushing an old lady in a wheelchair to her death down a flight of stairs in the 1947 thriller "Kiss of Death." The performance won him an Academy Award nomination as supporting actor; it was his only mention for an Oscar. "That damned laugh of mine!" he told a reporter in 1961. "For two years after that picture, you couldn't get me to smile. I played the part the way I did because the script struck

Things Are Funny That Way
stuck between reality and my dreams not figuring out which is which reading people isn’t easy anymore and being as open as i wish i was is proving harder than i thought you never know what the next moment has in store so many times i say i failed truth is i never even tried good info for those keeping score there are things i’d like to say but fear overcomes fear from the reaction seems a little silly when i just want to offer mutual satisfaction anything else i can say its usually just me rambling on about nothing what a fine distraction

Chapter Excerpt. Fro Being Found.
She looked back to her car, the other truck sat parked beside hers, three men sat unmoving inside the truck, watching her. Tess nervously gazed behind herself and then back to her car. Pushing up her sunglasses, she began to walk casually, but cautiously towards her car. Watching the three men in the truck very carefully. She heaved a sigh of relief as she watched the truck back out and leave. She shook her head at their stupidity as she walked up to her car, quickly glancing over the body. Then glancing down the exit road to the interstate, she inhaled a deep breath and ran a hand threw her hair; pushing her hair out of her face and exhaled as she unlocked the car. Glancing down to the exit again before sliding into the seat. She backed out and headed for the exit. The two trucks sat waiting along the road ahead of her. "Oh shit," she mumbled as she pulled past them. They pulled out behind her and followed her to the interstate. "Bye bye. Play time is over monkey boys." She g

Milfsweetie & I Are Getting Fu-married
Sarge & milfsweetie are getting wed and would like you to join them On Friday 28th of March at 11 am CDT in Sarge's Bad Girls Lounge just click on the pic to join then on this happy day

Maybe Its Just Me...
YOU KNOW WHEN I WAS GROWING UP THERE WAS AT ONE TIME A THING CALLED GOOD SPORTSMANSHIP! WHERE DID IT GO?WELL I TELL YOU ALL ITS STILL HERE JUST HIDING! WITH ALL THE HATE THATS GOING ON IN THE WORLD TODAY CANT WE HAVE JUST ONE PLACE WHERE THERE IS NONE? THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE A ADULT SITE.BUT I GOTTA SAY THERE ISNT MANY ON HERE THAT IVE SEEN. WHAT THE HELL DOES ADULT MEAN ANYWAY? A PLACE FOR NSFW PICS? A PLACE FOR WARS? NO ADULT SITE MEANS ACT YOUR AGES! LOOK THERES ALOT OF PEOPLE ON HERE WHO IT SEEMS JUST COMES ON TO CAUSE HELL THEN LEAVE. ARE YOU ONE OF THEM? CAN YOU LOOK INTO A MIRROR AND HONESTLY SAY YOU DONT EVER COME ON TO CAUSE IT? YESTERDAY MY WIFE DREAMWEAVER GOT A PIC FLAGGED. WHY? THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH THE PIC YET SOMEONE FLAGGED IT FROM OUT OF HER OWN FIRENDS LIST EVEN! YOU KNOW IN THE YEAR IVE BEEN ON HERE IVE NEVER FLAGGED ANOTHER PERSONS PIC NO MATTER HOW IT LOOKED. DONT LIKE IT?MOVE ON THERES PLENTY MORE PICS TO LOOK AT! DOWNRATING?HAHA WHO CARES?

Boredom...
Ok maybe it'e me but fu' is gettin' a lil' stale lately I can tell because Im on it less and less. My personality-type has the flaw of gettin' easily distracted and bored real fast so I travel light and keep it moving thru life!Im taking a break I think I don't even know if I will be back!

I'm Looking Forward To Wrestlemania
WELL TOMORRW IS WRESTLEMANIA WHICH MEANS A FEW THINGS TO ME NUMBER 1 IT'S THE BEGINNING OF SPRING WHICH MEANS BASEBALL IS ALMOST BACK WHICH IS GREAT FOR ME WRESTLEMANIA TOMORROW BASEBALL ON MONDAY LOL AND NUMBER 2 IT'S THE 1 PPV OF THE YEAR THAT I NOT ONLY HAVE TO SEE BUT I WATCH IT LIVE INSTEAD OF TAPING IT AND WATCHING IT THE NEXT DAY (I WORK NIGHTS) ANYWAY IT SHOULD BE A GREAT SHOW I JUST WISH THEY WOULD DO WITHOUT THAT BUNNY MANIA SHIT THE WOMAN HAVE A PLACE IN WRESTLING BUT THEY AREN'T BEING USED RIGHT IN MY OPINION I REALLY HATE THE ENTERTAINMENT PART OF WRESTLING BUT IT AIN'T GOING AWAY ANYTIME SOON BUT ANYWAY THE WRESTLERS ALL WORK HARD AND THAT'S Y THE SHOW WILL BE A SUCCESS IT ISN'T BECAUSE OF THE GOD AWFUL STORY TELLING OR THE SAME LAME ANGLES OVER AND OVER AGAIN BUT I DON'T WANNA BITCH TOO MUCH LOL ON A PERSONAL NOTE I WISH HULK HOGAN WAS GONNA BE AT MANIA THIS YEAR REGARDLESS OF HOW U FEEL ABOUT HIM THE GUY WRESTLING WHAT IT IS TODAY AND HE DESERVES TO BE T

Movies I Watched Today
To Die For: Not bad. I know it's an older movie but I've never seen it. Liked it. Loved the ending. Could have done without the Joaquin Phoenix mullet action but all in all a good flick. Love Stinks: I was falling asleep when this shit taco came on. I admit I watched it through to the end but French Stewart is much better suited as a cracked out alien on a late night sitcom. I would pay to watch him in a death match battle royale stare contest with Renée Zellweger. If you can make this happen I will touch your penis. Dave Attell: Captain Miserable: I've seen this like 50 times but its completely fucking note worthy. Dave, if you are on fubar, I want to lick your receding hairline. Hit me up yo! Into the Wild: WHAT THE FUCK. I thought this was going to be a cinematic orgasm. It had a good basis for plot and Im sure is a fan-fucking-tabulous read, but as far as movies go, I would have been better off taking the dvd and carving the bible into my arm skin. Too m

Getting To Know One Another
First I want to thank geminigirl for inviting me to this site. I am still trying to learn my way around. Things you need to know about me. I have two sons in the U S Marines. One has already served in Kuwait and Iraq. My youngest son is currently in Iraq 35 miles from Baghdad. Anyone with ties to the U S Marines or loved ones serving in Iraq automatically get points in my book. Now, I enjoy both reading and writing erotic stories. I love reading erotic material from the female point of view because they reveal areas of eroticism that no man can ever master. I also love sensuous pictures of females. Sensuous is more about the pose than it is what is revealed. I encourage all women who think they have sensuous photos to reveal them on my page. I will include those that I, too, find sensuous in my photo section. I will be posting what I hope is an erotic story of my own in the near future.

Best Friends
I had a moment of clarity at work last night or rather this morning. I dont think it was quite an epiphany. But it did alter my mood and gave me a different perception about things. They say you have to walk a mile in another man's shoes to know where he's been. Or in this case a woman's shoe. Well I have walked in her shoes. Not that I am cross dresser or anything like that. Let's just say I have an idea of what she has been through and what she is going through now. I can more than empathize with her. By now everybody knows that my best friend has been staying with me going on a couple weeks now. Everybody else knows that in one of my last blogs I was basically pissed off about the situation and rather than discussing it with her I ripper her on here. I said some things I shouldnt have said and it's a wonder it didnt cost us our friendship. Nichole is a wonderful person first and foremost and above all things genuine. I dont think I did a good job of portraying her in a positiv

Tomorrow
Tomorrow I have a secret. The secret is mine. I could share my secret... I will share my secret with The one who Shares it with me... I heard a whisper, The whisper is mine. I could share my whisper... I will share this whisper with The one who Whispers with me... I felt a heartbeat, The heartbeat is mine. I could share this heartbeat... I will share this heartbeat with The one who Keeps rhythm with me... I found a smile, The smile is mine. I could share this smile... I will share this smile with The one who Smiles with me... I found hope. The hope revives me. I could share this hope... I will share this hope with The one who Believes in tomorrow...

Million Fubux?
Lets try something new on this giveaway on a average people are hitting around 7.000 to 10.000 comments, so now I have a way you can make even more fubux, when you hit 10.000 comments which will =100.000 fubux I'll match it= 200.000. It gets better, if you want to keep going every time you reach another 10.000 I'll matrch it with the same 100.000,"but " wait there's more if anyone reaches 50.000 comments=500.000+500.000 bonus I will match it with another 500.000 for a total of 1.5 million The prizes will be fubucks and everyone can win (perfect for if you wanna bid on the spotlight). The amount of fubucks won depends on how many comments you get. How it works - however many comments you have at the close of the contest, I will stick a 0 on the end of the number (so yes I multiply it by 10) and thats how many fubucks you will get. (Example, if you get 5,000 comments, you will get 50,000 fubucks for your prize) A FEW SIMPLE RULES ... No NSFW Pics Or Course. Must H

The Truth, Is It Really Worth It?
The truth will set you free! Yeah right. I've learned the hard way that sometimes it's better to just keep the truth to yourself. Sometimes people aren't prepared to handle the truth. You lose too much, you lose friends, you lose love. The truth isn't all it's cracked up to be. Sometimes it hurts too much. It causes way too many problems. Sometimes you should just let people beleive what they want to beleive. Tonight i'm sad and getting drunk, the truth has made me lose too much. Never again will i trust, never again will i beleive. It's over.

The Big L Not So Much
You Are 38% Addicted to the Internet Internet? Please. You're definitely not geeky enough to be that addicted. You have a full life off your computer - and the internet is just a small pastime. Are You Addicted to the Internet?

Hehe.. Seduce Me :p
Your Seduction Style: Prized Object The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get. You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them. The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase. You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away. You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance. Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't! You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors. Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor. You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Bedtime Stories...
BEDTIME So I am sitting here at home all by myself. Just a little “me” time before bedtime. I run my thumbs over my nipples 'til they're hard, then I slump a little in my seat so I have easier access to my wet little slit; licking my lips as I think of your fingers playing with my jewelry and slipping into my cunt, then out again just a little teaser of what’s to come. But it’s enough I can feel the pressure building within my cunt getting wetter with each little tug on the jewelry. Then the fingers in and back out again. But I contract my muscles around them before you pull your hand away. Just once and then you’re back to tickling my clit and tugging on the jewelry. Then just when I think I am going to cum, you slam your fingers back inside me, only this time you keep them there and slowly start to work them in and out. I arch my back against you pushing down as far as I can onto your hand. You slide a finger into my ass, too, and now your working both holes a slow rhythmi

Fed Up With The Games
I am fed up with the games with playing one friend against another with the lies and stalking on here I am about ready to cuss everyone out that is playing them. I have a very dear friend upset with me due to the lies and even got me involved with them which is something I hate doing. Girls that is trying to see crap mind your own business and keep your friends off of me and leave the games to somewhere else.

10:52 Pm
Looking outside from the outside Looking inside from the outside. Every victim becomes famous I, infamous, never as before squandering worthlessly I'm rich beyond my wildest dreams intent on work blue collar farmer's tan dig, digging, dug plant, planting, planted grow, growing, grew starbucks wants natural organic coffee plastic rings money sings tick tock captian hook screams

We Are In Love!!!!
Hey everybody writing to say how much Im in love with a wonderful guy!! his name is joe and i couldnt be more happier !! i never thought that i would find someone like him in my life!! he is wonderful@oh my god when we make love its so amazing !! we are so perfect together so those of u that havent found that speacial someone there somewhere !!I love you joe!!

People You Need To Know
I couldn't have made it to 10,000 friends this week, or through my week for that matter, without THESE special TRUE REAL-LIFE friends. They pick me up, they keep me going, they make me happy to be me. YOU should check them out, add them, rate them, fan them and they just might pick you up, keep you going and make you happy to be you too! Take it from me, honest and true people are rare in this world. I'm showing you how to find some without the heartache and regret. Take care everyone. -TLL10K- Mmmm My Hollywood!! Hollywood === Fu-Queen To The Living Legend@ fubar My 10,000th Friend KMP!! K~M~P~@ fubar LeAnne (I Own Her Heart!) ღ LeAnne ღ@ fubar Caralina, SO Awesome, Such A Fox caralina@ fubar Kid Chameleon... One Of The Hottest & Most Talented Women I've EVER Met ★Kid Chameleon★ I put the "Gore" in G♥rgeous@ fubar PinK LeMoNaDe... My International Crush. PinK LeMoNaDe@ fubar Jaymi, the Boston Bombshell. Oh MY She's

Battle Of The New Rock Music 04/06/08
Sunday Thru Thursday Nights at Midnight Eastern time will be a Battle of the New Rock Music. Your Votes Decide which song will move onto the Next Night to Battle a New Challenger. Tuesday 04/06/08.. Last Night It Was: Disturbed - Inside the Fire (champion) V.S. Papa Roach - Be Free (Challenger) This Final Vote tally was 3-6 Papa Roach- Be Free Was Victoriouse, Making them the New Champion and will move onto Tonights Battle With a New Challenger. Make Sure to Tune into Dirty Deeds Radio With Me, DJ NiteWolf to see who will Prevale as Tonights Champion. Special Thanks to Crazee Gurl For Covering for me Last Night and Continueing Battle of the New rock for me.

This Feeling
You're amazing to me Treat me with great respect Making me feel so special Like Im the only one who matters You give me a feeling One I dont want to lose Always happy with you Scared to death of losing you This feeling seems unreal

The Double Danger Of High Fructose Corn Syrup
By Bill Sanda, BS, MBA For many years, Dr. Meira Fields and her coworkers at the US Department of Agriculture investigated the harmful effects of dietary sugar on rats. They discovered that when male rats are fed a diet deficient in copper, with sucrose as the carbohydrate, they develop severe pathologies of vital organs. Liver, heart and testes exhibit extreme swelling, while the pancreas atrophies, invariably leading to death of the rats before maturity. Sucrose is a disaccharide composed of 50 percent glucose and 50 percent fructose. Dr. Fields repeated her experiments to determine whether it was the glucose or fructose moiety that caused the harmful effects. Starch breaks down into glucose when digested. On a copper-deficient diet, the male rats showed some signs of copper deficiency, but not the gross abnormalities of vital organs that occur in rats on the sucrose diet. When the rats were fed fructose, the fatal organ abnormalities occured. Lysl oxidase is a copper-depend

It's Down The Street...
Oksy..so the title refers to the semi-tasteless joke about slitting your wrists "its down the street, not across the path" which means you cut down the center and not across like you see in the movies. So yeah i do the depression dance still at this stage of my life but unlike my younger years I don't go so far to the other side of the gun that I actually try to take myself out. Don't golf clap or anything, because its not that I'm any more stable than I used to be (I don't think) its just simply that I'm a mom. I can run myself into the edge of oblivion, but i have absolutely no right to wreck my kids and leave them with the legacy of pain and loss that me taking a premature, self induced dirt nap would bring. I can't bring myself to be that selfish, no matter what amount of pain I think i'm in. That still doesn't stop me from writing about it. It's not that i'm still 17 and think its some sort of cool kids club i need to join to prove the validity of my pain, but I am just a

The Dreams That Come
this is to the woman i love and you know who you are. i would walk through hell to get you back. you are my heartbeat,the reason for reason. i know i fucked up but how long does a person have to pay for the mistakes in their life? real love cant be denied and soulmates cannot be kept apart, so you may be gone now but i'll get you back in the next life just like the movie showed.

Heaven Or Hell Quiz
Heaven When faced with tough decisions, you're selfless and kind. Yeah, sometimes you have a weak moment or two - who doesn't! But your good deeds outweigh your bad ones. When the time comes, you're sure to be fitted for your very own pair of Angel wings. Heaven

Ash's Hh Tomorrow Night!
EVILASH HAS A HAPPY HOUR!!! THAT’S RIGHT ONE OF THE EVILEST PEOPLE ON FUBAR HAS GOT HERSELF IN TROUBLE WITH A HAPPY HOUR!! ~EvilAsh~BCK~Killer~@ fubar HER HAPPY HOUR IS AT 8PM PST/11PM EST THIS FRIDAY NIGHT!!! GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND MAKE SURE YOU LIGHT THIS PLACE UP!!! THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! PLEASE REPOST!!!!

Through The Miles
Through all the miles and all the trials, was it all worthwhile. To see you smile. My heart is broken. I hide behind these walls, noone ever heard me call. I feel the pain, can still feel the chains. what's to gain. If I had only known, you were so alone. I feel the tears run down my face, i can't go back to that place. can never retrace. was it all a waist. you close the door, like so many times before, I cant take no more. I sit on the shore. I wish upon a star, cant get rid of the scars, dont like you being so far. I can not mend, this must be the end, or is it just a bend. You have gone away, i have gone a stray, just couldnt stay, you made my skies so grey caused the tears to fall from my eyes, when you said goodbye. Through the miles and all the trials, just wanted to see you smile.

Peeking Into Other's Bedrooms.....
Discussing sexual ideations and differences....monogamy, polyamorous, adventures, deviances, etc etc etc....American adults have varying differences in sexual behavior....how adventureous or boring are you? 1. Paid for sex? 2. Faked an orgasm? 3. Discussed fantasies with your partner? 4. Sex on a first date? 5. 3-somes? 6. Sex at work? 7. Cheated on your partner? 8. Sex with a member of the same sex? 9. Public sex? 10. A combo of the above....do tell which ones

I Know Who My Real Friends Are Thanks Sandy Nite Others
i know who my real friends are thanks sandy my favorite bouncer your a sweety nite your awsome /and all the others who care enough to help me when they can sincerly thanks michael others boat man/no more friends@ fubar

Tell Me What U Think
It is cold..very cold...she is standing in the dusk watching her breath escape her lips her fingers almost numb from the bitter cold. She takes in a deep breath and slowly exhales watching the cloud of smoke that escapes her. Her mind is clouded with the days events and she tries to clear her mind but she cannot stop thinking of her emptiness. She begins to walk back into the house gripping the handle opening the door and the warm air from inside bites at her face and hands..she takes in another deep breath hoping his scent still lingers from days gone by but nothing...she proceeds into the kitchen putting the tea kettle on the fire she takes a cup from the cabinet and pours a bit of honey into her cup the kettle starts to whistle startling her then as she takes the kettle and starts to pour it into the cup she hears a sound from upstairs...she is or was alone...her heart begins to pound she walks to the base of the stairs gripping her hands tightly as she slowly walks up the steps one

Bet You Are Wondering
So I suppose you are all wondering what the hell has happened to me. well Once again access to a computer is minimal. I had it on my cell but sadly I cant afford to keep it. I dont know how much longer I will stay married. I am pretty much burned out on all the shit. long story. Jail though for him. Each visit brings more and more bad news. ANd though I love my husband I have a son who has turned one today. He needs a dad. I am not a stupid woman and in reality every child boy or girl needs another parent. I miss being on my sites. it sucks to sit at home every day bored out of my mind when my son is asleep. but hey what can you do. Such is life. Miss ya all and I will do my absolute best to keep in touch with you all. hugs and kisses

The Scars Of Life
Some years ago, on a hot summer day in south Florida , a little boy decided to go for a swim in the old swimming hole behind his house. In a hurry to dive into the cool water, he ran out the back door, leaving behind shoes, socks, and shirt as he went. He flew into the water, not realizing that as he swam toward the middle of the lake, an alligator was swimming toward the shore. His father working in the yard saw the two as they got closer and closer together. In utter fear, he ran toward the water, yelling to his son as loudly as he could. Hearing his voice, the little boy became alarmed and made a U-turn to swim to his father. It was too late. Just as he reached his father, the alligator reached him. >From the dock, the father grabbed his little boy by the arms just as the alligator snatched his legs. That began an incredible tug-of-war between the two. The alligator was much stronger than the father, but the father was much too passionate to let go. A farmer happened to dri

" A Guy With His Own Angel"
With him she will always be, She will cherish every moment for all Eternity.. Her love for him feels so right and so true... She will guide him through the darkest nights, She will be his light for the rest of his life. She will catch him in her wings and comfort him if he ever should fall.. She will softly wipe any tears that may fall from his eye's... She will wrap him in her soft white wings if he is ever sad.. She will her wings around him every day for the rest of his life, And whisper softly the powerful words... I LOVE YOU... Through good and ill she will be there, To say a prayer in mid air, She will take him in her wings, To a place where there love begin's... it is here where there hearts and souls will sing songs of love... It is here where the love will be like two little white Doves.. And there love for each other will be for all Eternity...

For Friend Blue Eyes
Just tryin to help a friend here. Blue eyes helped me tons in my last giveaway without asking for anything in return. shes pretty awesome as far as friends go so if you have the time go drop a few comments on her contest please. The first to 10k comments gets a vip. Any help would be appreciated TY

Twilight Visitor
Silently, I let Myself in through the unlocked back door. Night is falling, but as yet, you haven't put on the lights - the film you are concentrating on has a few minutes left. From the kitchen, I can see you, your face illuminated by the flicker of the scenes taking place on the other side of the room. You look comfortable in the high-backed leather chair, really bought for those hours spent at the computer but now more of a long-term friend, the years together having moulded the cushions to fit you snugly. I see some bedroom footage appearing on the television and the softened light from the screen allows Me to slip into the lounge unnoticed. I kneel behind the chair, then in My measured, but firm tone, say "Don't move!" You jump in your seat, startled by My voice. "I said, don't move!" I repeat, still measured and firmly in control. "yes, Sir. It's great to see you, Sir," comes the reply, as you look demurely downwards and try to contain your childlike excitement, that excitemen

Lady In Question
Knowing she was beyond, the touch of finger tips. I could fill the softness, of her firery red lips; rubbing against mine. Creating passions of fire, my soul blazing with internal flame; torch by her burning desire. The lady in question, was no mystery to me. We have met in passion, in sweet dreams of ecstasy.

To My Fubar Friends And Family
SPRING HAS SPRUNG AND I'M ON THE RUN, PLAYING IN THE FLOWERS DANCING IN THE SUN. YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN GREAT YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN FUN IT IS TIME FOR REAL LIFE I'LL MEET YOU IN THE SUN. BUT YOU CAN BELIEVE WHEN THE COLD DAYS COME I WILL BE BACK HERE FOR MORE FUN!!! BLOODY KISSES MINA P.S. I will be coming on off and on for a little while here and there, lol when i get bored....

Izbig Part 2
So this douche has be blocked right, because of another conversation we had where I refused to look at his pics, or basically do anything for him. So he hits up my shoutbox tonight and calls me a "cunt". Anyone up for a good shoutbox convo tonight? Here's his link: http://www.fubar.com/user/685342

A Marine Poem I Found
I am a Marine, I stand tall and proud This I say, to my enemies out loud! I serve my country, where she needs me The Heart of the corps, is its fidelity We are the best, at what we do Which my friend, is protecting you We fight for freedom, and our flag This is a fact, not just brag We've been called leathernecks and jarhead too We're first to be called, when there's fighting to do We're known as... lean, green, fighting machines But, I prefer... The few, the proud, a U.S. MARINE

Help Tlo Make Fu-king!
THREAT LEVEL ORANGE IS IN REACHING DISTANCE OF FU-KING!!!! HELP THIS AWESOME CHICA MAKE FU-KING!! Threat Level Orange™Fu Owned by Ty Webb ♥@ fubar SHE IS WITHIN 265k OF MAKING FU-BUCKS!! GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE!!! THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!

Time For Men Women An Couples Auction Come Add Yourself Hurry
IT A SEXY CLEAN AUCTION FOR WOMEN IN THE BEST ATTIRE T-SHIRT AND ?????ES ON! CLEAN NO NSFW PHOTO! *MEN THERE A AUCTION FOR YOU IN YOUR SEXY BOXER OR SHORTS IF YOU PEFER. NOW ALSO ANOTHER AUCTION FOR THE SEXY COUPLES ON FUBAR IN THE SWEET SLEEPWEAR OR T-SHIRT AND BOXERS ON.............. COUPLE ARE NEEDED* SOMETHING FOR EVERYONE TO HAVE LOTS OF FUN AND NO LOOSER HERE ALL ARE WINNERS............................! Look what's happening now !!! An new auction is open and will OPEN ON THE April 14TH. AND LAST LATE ENTRY IS ON FRIDAY THE 18TH AT NOON This auction is HUGE. No Apprentices here. The rules of the auction are simple, listed below, and must be followed at all times, no exceptions: The rules: (1) Entrants will provide a list of what the bid winner will receive. (2) No drama whatsoever will be tolerated. Those involved will be removed from auction immediately and blocked. (3) No cheating in will be tolerated. Again those involved will be removed fro

The Rose (not By Me But The Original Song Lyrics)
This is the original lyrics from the song "The Rose", one of the most beautiful and romantic songs ever. Some say love it is a river, that drowns the tender reed. Some say love it is a razor, that leaves your soul to bleed. Some say love it is a hunger, an endless aching need. I say love it is a flower, and you it's only seed. It's the heart afraid of breaking, that never learns to dance. It's the dream afraid of waking, that never takes the chance. It's the one who won't be taken, who cannot seem to give. And the soul afraid of dyin', that never learns to live. When the night has been too lonely, and the road has been too long. And you think that love is only, for the lucky and the strong. Just remember in the winter, far beneath the bitter snows. Lies the seed that with the sun's love, in the spring becomes the rose.

Bnl - The Wrong Man Was Convicted
Grrrr @ the choices I had for getting the song on here.... but here goes... Who's lonely now? Which one of us is suffering? Who's in his cups? Which one of us recovering? Who likes to look at pictures and cries, but way too late? Who doesn't want to change a thing, accepting it was fate? [Chorus] The wrong man was convicted You know I did the deed I thought that you would wait for me, Your wants I needn't heed The wrong man lies beside you And waits for you to wake And all because I lacked conviction, The judgment's my mistake Who's breathless now? Who only hyperventilates? Who'd die for you? Who's dying inside anyway? Which one of us is sunshine and which one's growing dim? When two men dream of you at night, do you just dream of him? [Chorus] Who's lonely now? Who's reaching out to no one? Who's lonely now? It takes one to know one I changed my mind; you said that I could change it back I wanted space, and now change has fallen through the cracks

A Poem
1 DID YOU KNOW THAT GOD ABOVE CREATED YOU FOR ME TO LOVE? HE PICKED YOU OUT FROM ALL THE REST BECAUSE HE KNEW I'D LOVE YOU BEST. 2 I HAD A HEART BUT NOW IT'S TRUE BECAUSE IT'S GONE FROM ME TO YOU,TAKE CARE OF IT AS I HAVE DONE FOR YOU HAVE TWO AND I HAVE NONE. 3 IF I'M IN HEAVEN AND YOUR NOT THERE,I'LL WRITE YOUR NAME ON THE GOLDEN STAIRS,SO ALL THE ANGELS THERE CAN SEE JUST HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME. 4 IF YOUR NOT THERE BY JUDGEMENT DAY I'LL KNOW YOU WENT THE OTHER WAY,I'LL GIVE THE ANGELS BACK THIER WINGS WITH GOLDEN HARPS AND SILVER STRINGS. 5 JUST TO PROVE MY LOVE FOR YOU "I'D GO TO HELL TO BE WITH YOU"

We Survived
To All The Kids Who Survived the 1930's, 40's 50's, 60's, and 70's First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us. They took aspirin, ate bleu cheese dressing and didnt get tested for diabetes Then after that trauma, our baby cribs were covered with brightly colored lead-based paints We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes we had no helmets, not to mention the risks we took hitchhiking As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle, and NO ONE actually died from this We ate cup cakes , bread and butter and drank soda pop with sugar in it, but we weren t over weight because WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING!! We would leave home in the morning and play all day, a

My Long Haired Man.
samson. the ends have memories that the middle and top do not. every section holds a piece of who he is and what he has done. like a loyal friend, there for everything . . . . touching the cheeks of his beautiful daughters as he kisses them goodnight soaked by the water, touched by the sun, and blown by the wind, at home in the outdoor elements he loves so much touched by his fingers through out the day he works so hard at holding his scent for those close to him to remember him by when he moves it emphasizes his way . . . blowing around him across his face spread out across a pillow so natural adding life to even his smallest action flowing through my fingers it is intoxicating against my skin it is light as a feather, but reminds me he is there my eyes watch the movement, it is so expressive of who he is held in my hands it helps me learn him moving in my face it lets me breathe more of him i stand in front of him and dare delilah to cross my path . .

Moving Forward
Moving forward, left and right, at times peace, at times a fight. Our journey is what we make.... Or is it all a predestined fate? Ponder why and how; How come the wait is forever, when i want it NOW!!! Fuck the words Leaders use to create false hope. Life is now, this is the shit; the real, no fake dope. Swallow the pill of real chill. Fade the numbness of fake. Shake the passiveness; the real dope will make you wake! Depend on YOU! Open your eyes. See reality; Not facades filled with rotting insides. Be true, don't steal, cheat, cause hurt. Cause when its done-YOUR WORD is all you can take to the dirt! By: Teresa Williams 4-17-08

The Mad Fu Bombers As Of Now
IF YOU TOO WOULD LIKE TO JOIN UP WITH THE MOST DEDICATED FAMILY THEN YOU ARE IN THE RITE PLACE CONTACT ME IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN US AND ILL SEND YOU THE RULES AND IF YOU LIKE WHAT YOU READ THEN YOU CAN BE IN WITH US WHAT IM LOOKEN FOR IS SOMEONE WHO WILL BOMB UNTILL YOU ARE OUT OF COMMENTS AND DONT COMPLAIN ABOUT IT AND ENJOY THE FUN WE HAVE I WILL BE RUNNING A CONTEST AMOUNG THE FAMILY AS TO WHOM EVER GETS THE MOST DEDICATED BOMBERS TO JOIN IN A MONTH I WILL AWARD THAT PERSON WITH 100,000 FUBUCKS PER MONTH AND SO ON BUT IT MUST BE AT LEAST 5 RECRUITS AND THE MUST BE DEDICATED BOMBERS NOT JUST JOIN AND YOU GET THE FUBUCKS DOESNT WORK THAT WAY YOU MUST KNOW THEM TO BE A DEDICATED BOMBER TO JOIN AND U KNOW THEY WILL BOMB LIKE THE REST OF US (WE WILL BOMB AS ONE AND ONLY BOMB ONE PERSON AT A TIME) COTTON CANDY OUR NEWEST MEMBER WOLF OF THE NIGHT Malicious Desirez ANGEL BRATT SEXYBITCH MRTAZZ ZGIRL YOUR FOUNDER ZMAN ZOEY OUR CO OWNER AND ENFORCER IF YOU DO

Wednesday, April 16th 2008
Once again I wake up to my alarm at noon. I feel like I’m preparing myself for the onslaught of summer hours at the theater. For those days where I go into work at 7:30 p.m. and don’t get home until just before (and sometimes after) 5 a.m. Part of me is looking forward to those days, and part of me isn’t. I mosey over to the PC and check my email, nothing important comes my way. I get up and go let the dog out of her bathroom prison. When she sees me, she jumps up all over my legs trying to get me to pick her up (and subsequently piss her self in the process). I take her outside and wait to see if she pisses. She doesn’t. I leave the dog to her own devices and go back to my room. I loaded up all of the photos of the wedding that I videotaped back on my 2gb SD card, and slide it into the Wii. I also grab my video camera and A/V cable and hook it into the tv in the living room. I turn on the console and bring up the Photo Channel. I turned all the photos into a slideshow and made sure

Just A Bit Of Help...
Ok i am gona be writing alot here soon, to my Random Thoughts... blog. SO if you could please insure you have rated it, and if you are a fan of it, please pass it onto 2-3 friends or more, and ask them even if they do not comment to please rate it, i would really like to see that blog reach to top blogs list even if its at the bottom. http://fubar.com/blog/182767 there is the blog thanks alot to all my blog lovers. I hope to see it expand.

Im In My First Auction
Hey all im in my first auction yay for me haha.. anyways it starts on monday at noon est time. so if you would like to own me then all ya hafta do is come and bid on me :) What i will offer -------------------------------- all pics rated 11's during HH ================== all stash rated during HH ================== daily comments ================== daily drinks =================== be my number 1 top friend for a month ================== add to top family for a month ================== 1 sfw personal salute ================== pimp out blog =================== pimp out bully ===================== owned by their name ==================== 1 big pimpin gift ==================== If bid is high enough i will add more :)

Boiling Point
sometimes in life we find that the right choices in life are not easily made. some of those choices effect ourselves,others,friends,family,etc. When the world is spinning in your direction don\'t you generally feel like your the hampster keeping it going because you don\'t want it to stop. when life rounds the corner and the best and worst collide. doees one just watch the explosion and say \"ooooh pretty lights\",or just simply say \"damn it now what\"!!! when the good is shaping you into the person that you wanna be and makes you the happiest person in the world :D. then you have the bad,that shrouds your life ties you down. holds you back.When do the strong throw up their hands and say \"forget it i\'m done\"..or do they just keep struggling.well in a life how much struggle is supposed to be present. how much hurt can one bear. how much crap can one tollerate. and how far is one willingly gonna allow theirself to sink into the bottomless pit of life\'s existence. life is supposed to

Giving Advice
why do friends ask for advice, and when you don't say what they want to hear, they get mad? I have a friend that told me they wanted a dog, and I told them it's a bad idea because they are going through a lot. She gets pissed and all that. 2 weeks later, she's looking for somebody to take the dog. Same friend gets in a relationship with a guy. their first date, he gives her a ring, flowers, the works. I tell her to be careful because that's too much. Again, she's pissed telling me I never support her or am happy for her. He moves in with her and they date for a year. Come to find out, he's married with a kid and has been doing this to other girls too. He lied to his wife and told her that my friend is unsafe and now they have a restraining order against her. He took everything he ever gave her but kept what she gave him. People, next time you ask for an opinion, take it for what it is and not as a stab at you.

Coachella/ Tickets/ Txt Msgs Lmao!
so im werkn my butthole off doin coachella tickets..... and getn like a min of 120 calls a day on my tickets.... so im not available like i was b4.... stephencigar@hotmail.com is my email... im in there all day n can msg back if u like...,blah. k...back 2 werk i go. ps. tell bees knees to stop texting me. lmao!

New Day!
Started a new diet 8 days ago....or so they say...I say I started 15 days ago....guess depends on how I look at it. I joined a weightloss clinic and did 7 days of preconditioning and lost 5 lbs. Yipeee! Then I did the diet for 2 days lost 1.5 lbs and then I did it for 3 days and gained .5 lbs. (Salt is bad!) So I cut salt for 3 days and lost 3 lbs. This means I am excited to say I have lost 9 lbs all together. Which is a good dent into the 72 lbs I am to loose by September 8th. Only 63 more lbs. LOL Today I started excercising on my eliptical again - did 15 minutes. Doesn't sound like a lot but it was for me since I haven't used it for a month or so. Goal is to do it everyday. This is a different diet for me. I am learning what portions look like and learning about using vitamins to keep me healthy. I really hope this beacomes are real lifestyle change. I know even if I don't loose the wieght, I will learn something so it will be a success. I know I am over the re

The Soft Touch Of My Fu Wife Ashley
I lay in bed and feel the anassuming soft touch of your delicate hand as it carresses my back up to my neck. I feel you move ever closer to me as if it were possible to get closer. You lean in and softly kiss my ear lobe pushing your tongue inside. You back off and I feel the soft breeze flow from your gorgeous lips. It that point I am wide awake. The fire burning with in me is raging and only you can quench it. I roll over to face you and I look in your eyes and I see love and adoration, along with a little bit of spirit. You ask me not to move. I stay still. You lay me on my back and you pull the blankets and sheets off. You start at my lips kissing me softly, never being agressive. I let you do everything you wish to do to me. I feel your mouth and tongue glide like a feather from my lips to my down my neck. You kiss and suck my neck gently. You react to my shallow breathing. It drives you on, because you know you are pleasing me. You slide down a little bit further andI feel your k

Making A Trip To Connecticut To Find Matt
well I decided I am going to find him. He was last seen in Jewett City so I'm going there first. The only thing is his uncle who lives in Danielson keeps hitting on me.I have his number and IM and he is now saying things like, "I like you, you keep going until you get what you want." HELL YEAH. I do. But then he wants to send me pics n' shit. He has Matt's eyes but he is chunky like. I'm disgusted. I could be his granddaughter or daughter! but then....I am a freak....so yeah..if Matt doesn't come through I might as well get it on with someone who ls related to him. I'll moan Matt's name when I get my tight pussy banged. I'll even make Milton wear fucking clown paint and growl n' shit hahahaha... But that is the last thing. but that is only if I don't find him. Damn I am so horny right now. I only got horny b/c of my stupid fantasies. I can't get them out of my head. Daddy's little slut....omg...listen to me...Daddy's little girl gone wild...."FILF" "father, I like to fuck." ahahahah

The Truth
"A girl has 4 different types of girls.. 1. Wifey 2. Boo 3. Bitches 4. Ho's 1)Wifey is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that the girl loves and will always loves, and she never wants to see her with another girl.. But.. she will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches, and Ho's until she is mature enough to realize that if she loses Wifey she would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again.. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the girl allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot... but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the girl goes back to Wifey.. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the girl matures and decides that Wifey is the one for her.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO) 3) Bitches.. A female that a fe

Hahaha Your Goin To Jail
and I'm getting a reward for it too. FUCK U tell your big gum whore to stop leaving me messages on yahoo in shit. they will lock your ass up and throw away the key. GOD your girlfriend is disgusting. and you call yourself the man...with what? looks like she got gonorehha in her mouth...and you too.fucking hicks.

New Party Home
=== 'SexyGranny1967>Shadow Leveler>Club FAR> Promoter of S*U*P & Lotus Pod Nation>owner/owned mishnumber1' wrote the following at '2008-04-24 05:50:56'.. > > just go to reply in this mail and copy code from the ~~~ to the **** should do it > > > ~~~ > > ********

The Historical Origins Of Bdsm
The historical origins of BDSM are obscure. During the 9th century BC, ritual flagellations were performed in Artemis Orthia, one of the most important religious areas of ancient Sparta, where the Cult of Orthia, a preolympic religion, was practiced. Here ritual flagellation called diamastigosis took place on a regular basis. One of the oldest graphical proofs of sadomasochistic activities is found in an Etruscan burial site in Tarquinia. Inside the Tomba della Fustigazione (Flogging grave), in the latter 6th century b.c., two men are portrayed flagellating a woman with a cane and a hand during an erotic situation.[81][82] Another reference related to flagellation is to be found in the 6th book of the Satires of the ancient Roman Poet Juvenal (1st - 2nd century ad),[83][84] further reference can be found in The Satyricon of Petronius where a delinquent is whipped for sexual arousal.[85] Anecdotal narratives related to humans who have had themselves voluntary bound, flagellated or whipp

Musica Continuada.
So today I had a to write up some reports for I did for this recruiter I work for. Sigh, I mean, we already entered the information into the computer...how hard would it be for them to,ummmm, hit print? Apparently very. Heh Thanks powers that be for killing my day off...bastids. And of course Murphy's law kicks in...I go there on my day off and get suckered into doing work...bastids part deux. I'm home now for a bit....and listening to : You can't go - prince language edit/remix. It's a awesome remix of the old Harold Melvin and the Bluenotes tune which was also covered by Thelma Houston , as "don't leave me this way". It's a booty shakin song....so get down! Another tune I listened to is by the Ballistic Brothers - A Love Supreme. Perhaps a nod to John Coltrane? As per wikipedia they are - Specializing in a kind of jazz-influenced funky electronica music. I guess but it's damn fun to listen too. I guess both can be considered "broken beat".... again I d

April 24, 2008 Newbies And Oldies Lol
The Texas Fubar party is over but the pictures abound! We had a blast! Check out these two newbies: Tarnishedhalo was at the Texas party too! tarnishedhalo@ fubar Jlove is Tarnishedhalo's awesome daughter-in-law, show this newlywed some awesome Fuland love! jlove27@ fubar Dlove is Bev's (Tarnishedhalo) son! dLove27@ fubar Here are some awesome friends you just have to have: medicstarr ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY ~ H.O.G/MC member~@ fubar TrainWreck*Club FAR Greeter*Sarge's Bad Girl@ fubar terryljohn-ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.-@ fubar weldingangel ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ( Space Hottie )@ fubar ~Blueroses~Sarge's Bad Girls~@ fubar *Phantom*

The Mist
I hate Stephen King movies. They don't translate well to the big screen, and other than The Green Mile and Running Man, I have very little use for them. But the boy wanted to rent The Mist, and I was curious, so we did. And let me tell you, it wasn't bad. No huge stars filled the screen. There are recognizable people, but no huge star. The Sherminator from American Pie fame is probably the most recognizable to me. But the basic premise is a huge electrical storm happens, and tears up the town, and the next day a stange mist starts rolling in from the mountains. Since the storm knocked out power, everyone is in town, and goes to the store. While there, the mist really rolls in, an old man comes in screaming that something from the mist grabbed someone, and the fun begins. What occurs after this is part Lord of the Flies, part Jesus TV, and part Starship Troopers. And surprisingly, it all works for me. There was some overacting. The special effects was average at best. And

Over The Head, Below The Knees
you must not have a heart have nothing in your chest to let it go for so long and let this go so far that it goes over your head you could fool anyone with your pensive smile and you could live in your lie for only a while and i could only take so much (from not so far away) and i admit this could be love (but love can always wait) but it goes over your head what does she have can you let go can you tell me what i am aching to know you could ruin any mood just by saying what's on your mind you could only tame his body never tame his mind and i can only take so much (from now so far away) and i admit this could be love (but how long did you wait) but it goes over your head what does she have can you let go can you tell me what i am aching to know if i'm reaching you you're not letting it show used up your space now there's no room to grow too deep, can't breath and you can't find the end it's right in front of you but it goes over your head

Ugh.......
Rants for the day...... 1. beggars for VIP\'s, blasts, happy hours....... ladies you dont ask random guys to do that, let ur bf\'s/hubbies spend money on you.......... single ladies, blow someone or cook em dinner and maybe they will get some incentive to buy you something. 2. its raining, something i dont normally mind, but today its kinda got me in a mood. 3. more beggars...... guys quit angling to see a lil T&A on this site..... the reason these bitches beg is cuz they know you will do anything to see a lil T&A........ quite frankly guys , check out www.myfreepaysite.com and sign up, its free.......... and you get a HELL of a lot more outta it than a lil titty or ass here and there 4. contests = beggars........ I remember the way contests used to be, you actually did it on your own merit....... in case you havent noticed theres a theme here...... fuckin beggars :| 5. nsfw = ugh, where do i begin....... good idea to have a community police itself, but good lord..... it

Home
Home ~By: Michael Buble Another summer day Is come and gone away In Paris and Rome But I wanna go home Mmmmmmmm Maybe surrounded by A million people I Still feel all alone I just wanna go home Oh I miss you, you know And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you Each one a line or two “I’m fine baby, how are you?” Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough My words were cold and flat And you deserve more than that Another aerorplane Another sunny place I’m lucky I know But I wanna go home Mmmm, I’ve got to go home Let me go home I’m just too far from where you are I wanna come home And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life It’s like I just stepped outside When everything was going right And I know just why you could not Come along with me But this was not your dream But you always believe in me Another winter day has come And gone away And even Paris and Rome And I wanna go home Let me go home

God
Rainbow in our lives Or A Reminder Some say the planet Mars does not have a magnetic field. And, some say we would not have the atmosphere that we do, if it were not for the Earth's magnetic field. The word "firmament" may be referring to our atmosphere and its ability to maintain life, when mentioned in the Bible. A rainbow, it has been said, is a token or symbol of a covenant between God and earth. But, have we recently learned that without a magnetic field there would not be rainbows? Is a rainbow also a sign of a magnetic field on a planet? From the reports, Jesus was called many names, and Carpenter and Rabbi are two of them. A worker with wood, and someone that studies and teaches the written history. A rocking chair, and a cradle are called so because they have bows on the parts that touch the earth, where they stand. And a study of the theory of Magnetrition points to rocking chairs and cradles being used as a tool/method of keeping a person ce

Jealous X-girlfriends !!
For someone to lie to get on here by saying they were invited here from me ... Is PRETTY SAD !!!! For you can't even put a pic up of you !!! HAHAHAHA That or your to UGLY or you may think the BLENDER is better lookin then you !!! It's sad to think that you lost a GREAT MAN to a GREAT WOMAN but you did .... I feel HONOURED to think that you joined this site just to look at YOUR'S TRULY !!!!! Well get a lookie at my MAN'S page for his pic's of US !!! ( NSFW OF COURSE BOY"S !!!!) For all the rest on here who has NO interest in DRAMA QUEEN'S to be on their page ... Look out for The Best You Never Had !! Grade A DRAMA !!!!!!! Take care and play safe !!

Fubar Drama
Well it has come to my attention that I have a little stalker...Typically you would think that because I'm a woman...it would be a man...But..not this time..It's a woman...And she's not stalking me because she wants me...Although..I'm not sure why..Most lesbians like me...But..because she has a little problem with jealousy... Came home from work this morning...Logged in like always to check my messages...And there it was in print...This chick had downrated me...Hmmm..Curious to know who she was, I of course went to her page...Awwww...Now I knew why she had been so rude...Seems that her top man is someone that "was" on my friends list...Now...please keep in mind...I have never once had any kind of communication with this man...He leaves comments...I leave him comments...Nothing more...And have never had an interest to do more...So, because I am a woman...I to have bitch tendencies...I downrated the shit out of her...Call it petty...But damnit...I worked all night and I'm not in the b

Ghost Riders Summer Pimp Out
Welcome here are the rules.... 1) THIS WILL BE A PIMP OUT FOR ALL WHO WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THE RIDE OF YOUR FUBAR LIFE 2)LEADER OF THE PACK WILL BE DJ GHOST RIDER 3) EACH PERSON THAT JOINS CAN PICK WHAT THEY WANT TO BE a) LEADER OF A CHAPTER - 10,000 FU BUCKS b) HITMAN- 5000 FU-BUCKS C) MASTER AT ARMS- 5000 FUBUCKS d) AND JUST ALONG FOR THE RIDE- 2500 FUBUCKS NOW EACH CATORGORY ABOVE CAN PICK WHAT FRIENDS THEY WANT AND INVITE THEM TO JOIN THE PIMP-OUT. AND ALL FU-BUCKS WILL BE SENT TO DJ GHOST RIDER EACH CATORGORY CAN HAVE AS MANY FRIENDS THEY WANT TO JOIN BUT ALL WHO JOIN MUST BE WILLING TO SPREAD THE WORD OF THE PIMP-OUT AND RATE, FAN AND FRIEND ALL AS SOON AS THE PIMP OUT STARTS NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED IF YOU START DRAMA YOUR PROFILE WILL BE DELETED FROM THE HELL RIDE THESE ARE JUST SOME OF THE RULES AND MORE MAY COME OR CHANGE. IM TRYING TO HAVE THE HELL RIDE START IN 2 WEEKS ON MAY 19TH. I HOPE ALL WILL JOIN I

Domination
Domination is what I seek Seducing the senses That dwells within' me Feeding Yearning For this hunger inside To rape these thoughts So deep in my mind ~ They tease.. My fantasies Seducing me.. With my own dreams Toying.. So tentatively With my thoughts Of lunacy ~ Adoration Of brutality Wretchedness Abuses me Wicked visions Held so dear Deep in my mind I lay them there ~ Captive.. Is what they are Prisoners.. Of my own heart Forever They will be mine To rape these thoughts So deep in my mind ~ ~ Lisa '08

Help Me Level Up To 23 Only 352,602 To Go Till Insider
Can you help me level up to 23 please.I have 352,602 points to go I would like the help with all you people on here to show me some fu-loving to my page.You can rate fan/add me if you would like to.Here's my pic link.Hope you all can help me and i'll do it in return too.Thank you very much ~¢¾SexyBitch¢¾~@ fubar

Dragon Blessing Ritual
Dragon Blessing Ritual This is a ritual for blessing and consecrating all of your ritual tools. It doesn't matter if the tools are only for dragon magick or if they are for all types of magick, it is still wise, and a nice gesture to ask the dragons to add their power. This ritual is best done at the Full Moon or at noon. All of your tools may be consecrated at once, or at different times if you haven't collected all of the magickal tools you want. This goes with any type of consecration ritual. Have pure frankincense gum to burn in the incense burner. NOTE: With most incense that is from pure substances, especially gums, a little goes a long way. I speak from personal experience). Tools that you will find useful at this point in practicing dragon magick are the dragon pentacle (a pentacle with a dragon, in, on, or around it), the pentacle disk, incense burner, chalices, salt dish, sword, and wand. If you cannot drink wine, substitute apple cider, fruit juice, or soda.

Millionaire Wanna Be
Ok I'LL TRY THIS AGAIN I REALLY THOUGHT I HAD THE IDEA OF THE CENTURY LAST NIGHT BUT DIDN'T GET MUCH ATTENTION SO HERE IT IS AGAIN I FIGURE IF EACH PERSON INSTEAD OF DONATING TO CAUSES THAT MAY NOT EVER GET YOUR MONEY WHY NOT DONATING TO EACH OTHER SO THE IDEA IS CALCULATING HOW MANY PPL COME ON FUBAR I FIGURE ABOUT 75 CENTS EACH TO BE DONATE TO A CHOSEN PERSON FROM TIME TO TIME AND WE COULD MAKE QUITE A FEW PPL RICH SO MY QUESTION IS ARE YOU WILLING TO BE A MILLIONAIRE IN 2 DAYS AND HELP OTHERS BE

2 More Down
I hit 266 lbs today. It probably would have been more but I had a rough weekend and compensated with food. So as "punishment" im keeping strict records of what I eat and keeping those calories down. I have also started the spinning classes which is affecting my fencing a little bit because I have not givin my legs ample time to recover but it will pay off in the long run when I can get this wheight off my knees.

Hmmm
OK I GOTTA DO THIS AND LIKE USUAL I APOLOGIZE IF THIS HITS HOME CUZ IF YOU GOTTA ASK IS HE TALKING ABOUT ME I PROBABLY AM! OK FIRST MY PROFILE PAGE IS NOT FOR LEAVING COMMENTS ABOUT HELPING YOU IN CONTESTS OR GIVEAWAYS!WANNA FUMAIL OR SHOUT ME THATS FINE I MIGHT EVEN DO A BLOG FOR YOU. DO I GO TO ANYONES PAGES AND LEAVE THEM?NO! IM LUCKY TO HAVE THE TIME TO GET ANYTHING DONE ON HERE AS IT IS. ALOT OF YOU KNOW I VERY SELDOM EVEN LEAVE PROFILE COMMENTS PERIOD. DOES THAT MEAN I DONT LOVE YOU? NO THAT MEANS IM LAZY PERIOD,,SEE I CAN ADMIT IT CAN YOU? SO PLEASE DONT LEAVE THEM ALL ITS GONNA DO IS MAKE ME SET MY PAGE UP FOR APPROVAL TO POST AND I DONT WANNA DO THAT. OK NOW FOR THE LAST IF YOUR GONNA DELETE YOUR PAGE THEN DELETE IT AND DONT COME BACK AFTER YOU DID AND HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT IT AND THEN SAY FUBAR DID IT! IM SURE THAT FUBAR HAS MORE TO DO THEN JUST SAY HMMM IM GONNA DELETE YOUR PAGE TODAY. IF YOUR DOING SOMETHING WRONG THEN MORE POWER TO THEM IF THEY DID. BUT IF YOU

Life's Path
As I walk threw life there are many paths. None are easy none are safe. Some have changing seasons others have scary weather. Some have Signs to show you the way, some have a light at the end to help find you way. Paths are a step stone others gravel, some paths have hand real's to help on a hill or a steep valley other have a straight cliff which you much climb. Some have long paths which bring great fortune some short and loneliness. Some paths are walk by those who choose there owe other are guide by the unknown. Some are clear and visible when others are covered. By the end we all know what is to come but the thing that matters the most is what is learned and what was fun.

Sorry
Hi all, I wish to apologise for not being very aproachable these past few weeks. I have been very busy taking care of a very dear friend's 4 children. My best friend Jill - whom i have known for over 18yrs had been very poorly for quite some time - suddenly took a very bad turn and ended up in hospital on life support. Unfortunately my friend Jill passed away yesterday morning god rest her soul, she will be greatly missed by us all. I hope i havent been rude or impatient with anybody on here - if i have i apologise sincerely. I will try and catch up with all the comments, ratings as soon as i can (many thanks to all) stella xxx

Mmmmmmmmm
She feels the heat from his hands as the roam her body..his touch scorches her skin. He works his hands up to her neck, closing gently just once, enough to let her know who's boss.. One hand travels to her hair, she tenses waiting for that pull...He just grins at her, leans over and bites her shoulder.. As she is moaning from the bite, feeling it to her toes, he jerks her hair back, cutting off her moan in mid scream.. He leans over and places his lips on hers, gently, but forcefully..He nibbles on her bottom lip.. She closes her eyes, enjoying the sensation of his body weighing her down...the feel of his lips.. He bites down hard...he wants those eyes open..as she stares into his, mirrors of the love they share in both eyes..making this oh, so much better.. She starts to wriggle, wanting to feel more of him, she wants to feel his skin on hers... His fingers start to unbutton her clothes...he stops... gets up and closes the blinds... HAHAHAH YOU PERVS....DID

My Breath Leaves Me
Underneath the cold, dark soul of the night A mirror of pale beauty hung Reflecting not the inferno of the son, Rather the dark serenity of a daughter. The remembrance of raven locks surrounding pale Luna's face. The remembrance of something lost and not yet gained. Reflected in her honey hair. Realized in her smile. My breath leaves me... 2 days ago

Doug's Birthday Bash In Our Tgif Friday Jam Tonight! Come Show Doug Some Mad Bada Bing Love!
TGIF BABY!! JOIN us For this Awesome Night of Kick ass tunes from 9pm till at least 2am >>>>SPECIAL TONIGHT!!! Jam with us for Doug's Birthday Bash from 11pm to 1am EST .. DOUG, Bada Bing's Consiglieri helped to start Bada Bing and is a treasured friend ... Known for his great Humor, Wisdom of Confucious, Mastery of Trivia and Psychic Erections, Bada Bing would not be where it is today without him! Queeny and Bounty will cohost the BASH - There will be lots of Doug's Favorite tunes and - OF COURSE - Trivia and Prizes ... SO ALL THE FAMILY COME OUT, INVITE YOUR FRIENDS, SHOW SOME MAD LOVE and Lets Get Completely SHITFACED TOGETHER!! ...Unwind from the work week and get ready for the weekend with Queeny and the Family in Fubar's smokin Hot Lounge BADA BING!!!!! IT'S JAMMIN AND ROCKIN TONIGHT ... Comedy, laughs and sexy shows ... ....Hang with great people - and have Kick Ass time!! >>>>Queeny and Bounty will Keep it Rollin all night ... HEY !!!!WHY ARE

Given Away Fubucks See Inside
Hey ppl i'm giving away fubkucks to ppl who will vote for me . i'm in a contest to win a vip for 1 year that is hosted my my best friend Lord Darktree 2ok for the first 100 comments so please help me out yall i will appreciate it all you do love yall one love http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=941363&albumid=994480&i=963852401&idx=31 copy and paste it in your browser o.k. please sho love

Dj Reaper!
I'AM Death Eternal I am awash in blood and pain twisting shattering I am devilish and cruel think in your perpetual dead reason. i am lost and cast away from society the rush of the razor is the sweetest pain bleeding no god could save me now one day i too will take life a of endless unhappiness COME IN TO JOIN ME! Reaper~K.O.P.E.'S HELL HOUND! just click the pic below to join me ! in the only place hoter then hell it self ! G.O.H GAURDIANS OF HELL!

Simple Things
Simple Things It is the simple things in life you will find that make the best memories A flower in bloom, a bird’s sweet melody, the wind on your face on a hot summer day Think of your child hood and the things that you did that made you happy it wasn’t anything elaborate but simple play be it playing ball with friends or skipping stones across a pond, making mud pies, or jumping in mud puddles these are nothing special but I bet when you think back on these things they bring a warm glow of happiness. So when you are feeling blue here is what you should do think of all the things in life that you did that brought you pleasure and joy and soon the blues will go away as you realize it is the simple things that bring the most happiness. Joanne Anderson Beaty © May 3, 2008

Principles Of Wiccan
In 1974 the Council of American Witches adopted a set of 13 declarations which described in broad terms the Wiccan world view. The document was simply titled "Principles of Wiccan Belief," and was intended as a tool to educate the public and new practitioners. It remains a defining document of the Wiccan faith 25 years later. 1. We practice rites to attune ourselves with the natural rhythm of life forces marked by the phases of the Moon and the seasonal Quarters and Cross Quarters. 2. We recognize that our intelligence gives us a unique responsibility toward our environment. We seek to live in harmony with Nature, in ecological balance offering fulfillment to life and consciousness within an evolutionary concept. 3. We acknowledge a depth of power far greater than that apparent to the average person. Because it is far greater than ordinary it is sometimes called "supernatural", but we see it as lying within that which is naturally potential to all. 4. We c

Lost
im lost i have no clue how this works, it does not seem to be very user friendly and its very confusing, actually it sux. but whatever ill give it a try. just fyi im bitter and angry and i only date skinny fems so if your a fatty dont bother im not interested ok. call me an ass if you want but im being directly up front and honest, so none of us wastes our time. laterz

Wykd Presents Metal Monday Featuring Kiss! (may 5, 2008)
WYKD Presents Metal Monday!! Today's Featured Artist KISS! ~*~WYKD~*~ Rock your Fu World!!!! ~*~WYKD~*~ The Link to the Wicked Storm Lounge (Click the tornado!) W.Y.K.D Wicked Storm

Review In For "the Curse Of Albrecht Manor"
Use the link below to go to Coffee Time Romance to view the review for my gothic/horror/erotica book "The Curse of Albrecht Manor" http://www.coffeetimeromance.com/BookReviews/Thecurseofalbrechtmanor.html

Please Welcome Her....
On behalf of Dylon and myself I would like to introduce the newest DIVA....Please show Diva Xena sum mad diva love. Hope all is well with everyone, have a great week!! Peace&Love Dylon&MsMaine XENA Warrior Princess - Dylon's Diva Mafia - The Justice League@ fubar

A Princess' Faith
A Princess' Faith The past is a wall that is hard to climb When you have been made to believe How can you recognize the truth when you finally see it? In a tower of pain and betrayal Above rose gardens of visible thorns A princess brushes her hair dreaming of what might be But listening to the Prince of Lies that it cannot be Content in her world Happy to a measure Surrounded my moments of adequacy She sleeps soundly But at her doorstep If she ever decides to open it Waits a knight Rose in hand Forever in mind Today it is raining She sleeps so soundly The knight is drenched A strange world we all live in When fear can sleep soundly And romance and belief are all wet

Join The Official Lounge!!!
We would like to thank our wonderful webmistress Glitter Bomb for creating an awesome fubar lounge dedicated just to The Genocydal Empyre Omega! From this page, just go to our list of lounges and subscribe! When we do shows, we'll all be in there... will you?

Iraq Pushes On With Oil Plans
By Roula Khalaf and Dino Mahtani in London Published: February 5 2008 18:30 | Last updated: February 5 2008 18:30 The Iraqi government is inviting major oil multinationals to participate for the first time in the development of the oil industry, without waiting for the passage of crucial but controversial hydrocarbons legislation. In a sign that the oil law the US has been pressing for is unlikely to be agreed by parliament any time soon, Hussain Shahristani, Iraq’s oil minister, said in an interview with the Financial Times that Iraq was now determined to push ahead with plans to raise production from a current 2.5m barrels per day to 6m bpd in five years. Iraq oil exports rise Iraq’s oil exports in January rose 140,000 barrels per day from the previous month, hitting the highest level since the US-led invasion in 2003. Exports in January climbed to 1.97m b/d, up from 1.83m b/d in December, according to shipping data compiled by Reuters on Wednesday. Iraq’s oil shipment

Happy Mother's Day To All Of Those Who Apply
Good Morning and welcome once again to another installment of “it’s your Weekend so what Cha going to do with it!” Hey there and how’s it going? I am fine, still sickly, and let me tell you do not, I can’t state this high enough on the scale of do not do’s But do not get a cold just prior to summer…Holey smokes the wheels have came off the wagon on this one…I hate sneezing and coughing and running sniffles nosey crap…sore throat…You name it! YUCK!!! But, the way I understand it from some professionals (those who gave it to me) It only last’s 10 days…Well crappola! That is 10 days to long for my goofy butt. I heard in the news this morning and did not catch where the dumb dude was from, but apparently he barged in on a Bachelorette party at a bar somewhere and while doing so had his picture taken with some of the gals. Not so bad right? Lucky him…but the dude apparently became inebriated. Inebriated is not good when you do stuff to piss people off…and he did, and in doing so was thrown

I Don't Care
"Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible,burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?..Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia . I'll care when these thugs tell the world they are sorry for hacking off Nick Berg's hea

I Love Him So Much It Hurts....
I do. I truly do. I have loved him since I met him. I have been addicted to his touch since I first experienced it. His gentleness has captivated me. The kindness in his eyes can melt my anger. The strength in his arms can shelter me from everything. My entire body cries when I am not with him. When he is at his worst, I see him at his best. In his mistakes, I see perseverance. In his weakness, I see courage. In his past, I see what made him. In his future, I see all that he will become. When I look into my heart, I see him. When I close my eyes, I feel him. While my contentment comes from within, he is my lighthouse, shining my way home. Why do I feel this way? Does he know how I see him? Does he realize how perfect he is in my eyes? When I am scared, he is my protector. When I feel alone, he is my comfort. He is there for me before I ask. He knows my pain before I feel it, and understands it better than me. He guards my body from harm, and my heart from pain. He is the

Mideast Reels As Hunger Outgrows Oil Earnings
Source: Financial Times For years, food policy in the Middle East and North Africa was very simple: hydrocarbon exports paid for carbohydrate imports. Rising agricultural commodities prices and a large population increase mean that the traditional policy is now untenable even if crude oil trades at about $120 a barrel, forcing countries in the region, including Saudi Arabia, to reconsider how it feeds its population. “The region has woken up to the new food market reality,” says Abdolreza Abbassian, an expert at the Food and Agriculture Organisation in Rome. The FAO estimates the region’s cereals import bill will hit $22.6bn this year (£11.4bn, €14.5bn), a 40 per cent increase on 2007. Since 2000, it has jumped almost 170 per cent. The rising bill is the latest signal of the looming food crisis hanging over the Middle East and north Africa, the region of the world most dependent on imports of food staples. Jonathan Calland, of Tilda, India’s largest exporter of basmati r

Marine Max J. Fuckin Collins
You have a lot of nerve to get ahold of me after the shit you pulled. You're a sorry excuse of a man and an even shittier excuse of a marine! I'm pissed that I ever met you, that I ever listened to your bullshit lies, and that I drove all the way to Cherry Point, NC to see you just to be treated like shit! You're a disgusting asshole that was horrible in bed and made me want to vomit each time you touched me. It's sad that you use your title to make yourself feel like you're worth something because in the end you're not some great marine that will do wonders for our country, you're a gross, short, disgusting mother fucker that sucks in bed!

Monsta Luvins :)
The beautiful and lovely Justa Monsta needs 45K and some change to level to Fu-Queen. Will you help make it happen before she signs on again? What a wonderful surprise!!!! :D Here's a link to her profile and thanks to all who are able to help. She has plenty of beautiful pictures and some great stash. Have a great week!! justa ♥@ fubar

A Couple Of Dogs Share The Lime Light, One On Survivor
Good Morning and How D Do? I am fine myself. I heard this story on the way into work this morning about a woman sueing an Aquarium due to the fact her 1 Year old ruin the day and his shoe by stepping in a pile of Dog Do… She claims it ruined the toddler’s shoes and their day at the Aquarium. The park claims Dog do happens… In other Pedigree files At a March British soccer match between Blackpool and Burnley teams, greyhound owner Jane Holland was escorting her retired dog Fool's Mile for a presentation when the crowd noise evidently energized the champion racer, who broke away. "When she heard the crowd, she was off," said Holland, and Fool's Mile circled the track four times before being restrained. Said London's Sunday Telegraph, the dog appeared to be reliving her glory days. [Sunday Telegraph-Australian Associated Press, 3-9-08] Sounds like Fool’s Mile had a lot of race left in her. I could almost visualize that happening. My only wonderment is why on earth would anyone bring a dog

Erotic Dreams
Erotic Dreams I want to tease you I want to please you I want to show you My heart is true. I want to kiss your Lips so sweet, I Want to sweep you right off your feet. I want to feel the essence In your soul, My body desires to feel your passion out of control. I want to show you darling That I desire you, I want to Make your fantasies come True. I want to let you feel my Fire, I want to make your Flames burn Higher. I want to take you right Out of your dreams, My body wants to feel your Passion scream. I want to treat you like a King, I want to give to you all I am Everything. I want to take your ecstasy To the top, I want to make love until your body says Stop. Written By:Wilma S. Hill copyright©2006

Those Born 1920-1979
THOSE BORN 1920-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats , booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with fo

Ghandi's 10 Keys To Change The World
Gandhi’s Top 10 Fundamentals for Changing the World Published May 9th, 2008 in Personal Development, People Skills, Lessons I have learned from... and Success. Gandhi’s Top 10 Fundamentals for Changing the World“You must not lose faith in humanity. Humanity is an ocean; if a few drops of the ocean are dirty, the ocean does not become dirty.” “The difference between what we do and what we are capable of doing would suffice to solve most of the world’s problem.” “If I had no sense of humor, I would long ago have committed suicide.” Mahatma Gandhi needs no long introduction. Everyone knows about the man who lead the Indian people to independence from British rule in 1947. So let’s just move on to some of my favourite tips from Mahatma Gandhi. 1. Change yourself. “You must be the change you want to see in the world.” “As human beings, our greatness lies not so much in being able to remake the world - that is the myth of the atomic age - as in being able to remake o

Girls And Guys Night Out!
So here we meet again i know that i just got done doing a mum but i want to send this one out to you all too i need some people to be a promoter and help me out to get more people to please come to my lounge so that i don't have to get charged for it,i have had 3 people gone from it, please lets give a helping hand and get this lounge a chance so that i don't get turned down again. Thank you for your support.

This Darling Woman
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