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Warning Signs By Women To Men
(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it! (5) Loud Sigh: This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for you

9 Phrases Or Words Women Say & What Is Meant:
(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it! (5) Loud Sigh: This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for you

New Style Uggs Come Into Market
Manolo Blahnik, and UGG Australia is like from two of the world: Manolo Blahnik is a sexy and elegant symbol of "Sex and the City" mature actress out and necessary line of head, with 18 cm high heels and beautiful curved design known. Uggs Australia is the first brand snow boots, awkward in shape, see cute, pretty extensive in the obvious, and is a family of young women, one of the most beloved card influx. Now the two days each side of the brand together recently for the UGG Australia's annual "soles of the art" online charity auction will be introduced exclusively designed models for ugg boots, the auction proceeds will be donated to St. Judy's Children's Research Hospital, used to help the body suffering from cancer and other deadly diseases of children. The latest design of the disclosure of Manolo Blahnik shoes UGG auction quite innovative, in the top-selling long-barreled UGG sheepskin boots snow increased the bandage, rivets, buckle trip, and beaded design, add immediate charmin

Be Careful Of The Choices You Make...
They could be the death of you. I once made a bad decision that almost ended my life. I was young, stupid (not that THAT has changed any), and desperate for attention. One day in my sophmore year of high school, my "best friend" and I decided to skip school. She and I were fifteen at the time. We walked to her 21 year old boyfriend's house. From there we went to the liquor store to pick up vodka, peach schnapps and orange juice. Then we headed to his friend's house. The first half hour was spent sitting and talking. Then drinks were made. I had a fuzzy navel, o.j. and peach schnapps. Everyone else was happy with screwdrivers, o.j. and vodka. My friend and her boyfriend went off to a back room, leaving me alone with a total stranger. He and I talked for a bit, then he offered some of his drink to me because I had never had it before. From that moment everything went dark. I don't remember anything of what happened until I woke up face down on the floor. Throwing up was w

Do They Know?
A while ago on my MySpace page (yeah, I think that's still active somewhere), in that bit where it says 'would like to meet' or something, I put Ron Livingston and Paul Rudd, so the three of us could make a movie together about three guys doing cool shit, or something. You know, on account of my mad hetero-crushes for those guys. So anyways, 2010 sees the release of 'Dinner For Schmucks', a remake of some French film, which teams Livingston and Rudd up with 'The Hangover's Zach Galifiankis Doesn't take much to see that, somehow, despite not actually being aware of my existance, they already had some kind of unconscious desire to do that thing I said with me, but they didn't know me so they just went with a guy that reminded their unconscious minds of me. (I'm actually kinda torn, I swore never to go see a remake, on the grounds that they just make too many of them, and seriously, why can't people just watch the original French version - but dammit Steve Carrell and Jemaine Clemen

Momentum
Please proceed a escribir en la manera free, like sons of liberty, y les de la gente what they need. The truest deeds begin as unborn seeds - just an I to the D. Duckin' D-E-A, pass me the strawberry cough, please, so I can blow high, ‘cause tha’s my steez. Like Ralph Macho, movin’ cobra keys. I take two hits and don’t weeze, and jump on the instrumental wit’ the sick beat. I roll two joints, and then I roll two bleeze. We greet each other irie. I keep the I-n-I, and my Brothers are the I-n-Me. We roll fresh, like an eastern breeze. West Coast revolutionaries - Bear State Beasts. We leave the weak bitter, like vinegar E-V-E. Don't tread on me, like a sleeping hippopotamus with razor teeth. Welcome to Generation Yadamean, where satellites are the enemy, and the endangered animal is free speech. The fall of the Republic leads, to the Ottomon Empire where kings drop ultimate decrees. They wanna’ tax our right to breathe. The New World

I Just Need To Get Whats In My Head Out
I feel like I consistantly push good ppl out of my life because I am scared to open my heart up again. it makes no sense. If we can forgive do we every truly forget or is it an idea impossible to reach. Do we even want to forget when it comes down to it? We go through the motions of what a non bitter and emotionally wrecked person would do and yet most of the time it seems so unsatisfying. There's a part of each of us the voice of reason that tells us that once it happens and we forget about it is then that it will happen again and we will be in square one of an endless cycle of hurt and distrust. Why do we hold on to the ones that hurt us? Somehow the hurt of them actually leaving out weighs the crimes that they do. It shouldn't be that way. a disapereing backbone is becoming a ragging epidemic and being hurt is the only out come. What happened to old fashioned chivalry of the past? When did it become ok to cheat? We are victoms of understanding. Theres some instances in life where we

I'm Not Going To Be Around Much On Monday
I'm probably not going to be around much on Monday. Certainly not until late in the day, if at all. I'm having a minor out-patient procedure done, middle of the day. I'll be going home when it's done, but I don't know how drugged out I'll be. I thought y'all might like to know, and I certainly would appreciate whatever prayers/well wishes/good thoughts anyone wanted to send my way!

New Riddle
Answer me this answer me that, its time for a question that will get you to think. It wont be easy like why do we park in a driveway and drive on a parkway. It will get you to think and think you most how will you get the answer to this riddle I write. It could be anything that will get you mind turning but it might be nothing and easy to answer. A wall stands up tall and floor is flat but why is a ceiling different from that. Or maybe you might think that the ceiling is the floor or the floor the ceiling but that is not the riddle that is just a fact. So riddle me this riddle me that what has a tail but isnt a mouse? What comes out at night and goes through your house? What can it be do you know is this a simple do you know? It shines a light maybe bright in summer or winter its steady as a kite. Do you know what is it I bet you do not, for this riddle is hard even from me to write.

New Things On The Horizon... (update)
Well, there have been many different things to happen in the 1st month of the new year. A lot of it was actually pretty unnecessary, but can't change that now. Gotta look forward. As you all know, I've joined the band 'Cry For Lily' and I'll tell you what, this has probably been the smartest musical choice I have made. And it's not a metal band!! But that will not change the fact that I still put the effort into it as I would if it was a metal band. That's just how I roll. My writing and playing styles WILL NOT CHANGE!! It hasn't before, why start now? I'm as comfortable, and happy as I was in S.I.N., and I like where I'm at and what I'm doing with this band. The fact that my bandmates/friends are some of the most musically creative people I have had the pleasure to play music with. It really is a beautiful thing when people with different musical backgrounds and interests, can work so well together to make some of the coolest, kick-ass music that I have heard in a long time. I thoroug

A Real Life Story Of Sadness And Living With It...
Here’s something else I found on here today worth sharing, it’s a real life story of someone’s real life experience with an unfortunate event in their youth and how it is effecting them still to this day. It’s well written as well..I figured it’s worth sharing…. Click to read… Hope everyone had a great weekend. It totally sucks the Jets lost and Brett Favre totally lost another NFC Championship Game. Everyone ready for the Fubar Super Bowl Pool? It should be around eventually. My Bet : Colts. Have a great week, it’s going to be a long one… Peace..

For The Women Who Think They Know What We're Thinking...
You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99% of girls dont realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.From a guys point of view:We don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 12 at night we do get a little concerned.Nothing is that important at 12 a.m. that it can't waittill the morning.Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we mean it. So don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you.The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.Yeah, you can quote me.Don't be mad when we hold the doo

Ravenous
My insatiable hunger incites oral riots deep meaning loses focus in this heat Primal rage takes what it wants takes your filling takes over completely Wild eyed prowler licking, suckling I grab flesh and plummet to the depth of not understanding just feeling sensations sweep over me in throaty growls. I am still ravenous.

La Fleur De Leis And Mourning Atlantis
I can't cry anymore It only gives your memory power I gave until there was nothing left for me You raped my soul Left me famished, emaciated starving for affection Neglected, abused, abandon My flowers wilt into Nothingness Touching her must have been like touching me used to be The secret language of murmur and caress evolved into blood streaked tears and cursing. I am riding a dangerous wave I wish I were a dolphin navigation was never my thing I allowed you to lead me where you were willing to take me All because I just wanted you to love me I wanted to be someones number one Not two, twenty or forty two I have to keep myself out of the eye of the hurricane and into the chaotic distraction of destruction So as not to slide to deeply into emotional solitude leading to death. Oh here comes the tears again I thought they had dried up in my emotional draught Wet cheeks are just evidence that I truly cared for him. The more you love someone the deeper it

While Bound
I am in love with being in love in lust with that which remains untouched. Its an empty today. News was disturbing. Deny tears for your sake Deny pain to help you remain whole. I will sew my mouth shut so as not to speak ill. I will hold my own heart at bay refusing the maddness. My emotions are paperdoll frenzies always warring making my page a battlefield. Tattered, torn wholly incomplete. overlooking the lies while pretending I can trust. I am an owned pet with license to enjoy myself. Echo kneeling before Narcissus cursed time restraining her tongue blinding her eye as if a sacrfice to the bondage alter.

The Eye Test
Deep Down You Are Conscientious You're the type of person who's always looking to make a good impression and do the right thing. You believe your actions make a difference in other people's lives, no matter how large or small they are. You don't show the world how worried and upset you are. You see a lot of misery and injustice that you keep to yourself. You are devoted to being the best person possible. It's the least you can do with your time on this planet. The Eye Test Blogthings: Our Quizzes Weren't Written By Bored 12 Year Olds Well, I won't comment on the bored 12-year-olds bit... Rock on! Shawn, AKA DurhamNtx

He Called It ....you Are Simply Gorgeous
Your smile lighted the fire of lovingnessAs an hurricane would submerge the seaThe arrow of your kindnessHit the bull's eye of my sensitivityYou catched me, tied meYou bewitched me, you, goddessYour eyes, overflowed with tendernessYour body, eighth world wonderYour soul, as pure as the lightnessYour divinity, more flagrant than thunderAnd this spell, making me admire you even strongerYou bewitched me, you, goddess

Ignorant Message
Gotta love coming home to this message from a complete stranger. check it out,your in no position to give anyone stipulations.yes i read your profile and quite frankly your attitude stinks.you are nothing special trust me and im not claiming i am cause i know im not but i do have a great and positive attitude with a good aspect on life,however,some people dont.dont overwhelm yourself girl cause you will be disappointed.a college graduate huh,well i am too but i dont go around making stupid remarks like you did on your status about people leaving you a status comment saying they re-rated you.thats being to nice but its too bad you dont know what nice is.its being friendly so obviously you dont know what that is either.if you have any comments or questions,please dont indulge me.you will be ignored.your 23 and have a lot of growing up to do.i dont want to be friends with immature people.about you dont want to be friends with anyone you dont know?how else are you suppost to make friend

Fu Hubby App Lmao
First Name:Last Name:Age:Height:Weight:How often are you on Fubar? A: Fu is my life. B: I have a job to support my fu blinging habit. C: Had a couple minutes to spare between cranking out knuckle babies and the next game.How often will you show your devotion and appreciation for me being so awesome? A: I have money and no life so be prepared for all the bling you could want. B: I have a little money but I am really good at making girls feel special when I talk. C: I’ll video tape me spawning those knuckle babies and show you how awesome I am.I’ve had a bad day at work and need some cheering up. How would you do it? A: Buy you an auto and a bomb and say have fun. B: Take time to listen to you and let you vent. C: Damn girl your bad mood is making it hard to finish up here.I have a really deep thought about something and want to discuss it. How do you respond? A: Buy you more bling and tell you how smart you are. B: Take time to discuss your thought and add any input of my

Decision!?
Im my life have been mostly with men, but on occasion i've been with women. The men that have been lucky to have been in my life has mostly let me down in one wayor another: cheating, lying etc. and giving me nothing but heartache and pain, while the women in my life have always been there for me. Here lately ive been thinking more and more of bein only with women. Ive been hurt on sooo many levels by men its not even funny. This is dilemma for me. I do luv men and some men out their may have a good heart and be a good guy but ive havent' really came across any yet. Ive been married twice and have 2 sons, which i love with all my heart.

Joke Of The Day!
THE OLD GOLFER A crusty old golfer comes in from a round of golf at a new course and heads into the grill room. As he passes through the swinging doors he sees a sign hanging over the bar : COLD BEER: $2..00 HAMBURGER: $2.25 CHEESEBURGER: $2.50 CHICKEN SANDWICH : $3.50 HAND JOB: $50.00 Checking his wallet to be sure he has the necessary payment, the old golfer walks up to the bar and beckons to the exceptionally attractive female bartender who is serving drinks to a couple of sun-wrinkled golfers. She glides down behind the bar to the old golfer. "Yes?" she inquires with a wide, knowing smile, "May I help you?" The old golfer leans over the bar an whispers, "I was wondering, young lady," he whispers, "are you the one who gives the hand-jobs? " She looks into his eyes with that wide smile and purrs: "Yes Sir , I sure am." The old golfer leans closer and into her left ear and says softly, "Well, wash your hands real f------ good because I want a cheeseburger."

For The Boyfriend
Dear Boyfriend, Can we have hoagie night more often, or until we are sick of it? I had alot of fun and not to mention they were really yummy. I like making dinner with you...being together in the kitchen is fun. Until you try to touch the giggle button. But take this dinner idea into consideration. I would appreciate it =] Oh, and P.S. I love you.

Again How Well Do You Think You Know Me
Let's see who REALLY knows me...Lets see the funny stuff you people come up with! YOU fill in the blanks about ME even if u dont have any idea what they are. But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you.My name:Who is the love of my life:Where did we meet:Take a stab at my middle name:How long have you known me:When is the last time that we saw each other:Do I smoke:Do I drink:When is my birthday:What was your first impression of upon meeting me:Do I have any siblings:What's one of my favorite things to do:Am I funny:What is my best feature:Am I shy or outgoing:Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:Do I have any special talents:Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):Have you ever hugged me:Do you miss me...do you think i miss you:What is my favorite food:Have you ever had a crush on me:If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:What's your favorite memory of me:What is

Love
Wait until you find a guy that calls you beautiful instead of hot or sexy. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the person who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world, who holds your hand in front of their friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much they love you and how lucky they are to have you in their life. Wait for the one you never have to worry about cheating on you. Wait for the one who turns to their friends and says " Theres my baby." Wait for true love because there is someone out there for everyone.

Please Keep Her In Your Thoughts
On Friday night, ~♥§ĭñFüllŷ Dëlicious♥ DPR*DSC♥ BLONDIE♥ lost what remained of her family after a tragic house fire. She just lost her husband less then three months ago and is not doing well at all right now. Her Sister on here some of you know as Bi-Sexy Molly and the rest of her family died in a tragic house fire friday night. Here is the story from the local paper... Four killed in fire Herald Staff Report CLINTON — Four people were found dead after a fire late Friday night at a Clinton home. The Clinton Fire Department responded to a fire at 2436 Dunham St. at 11:37 p.m. Friday, where the first firefighters on the scene said light smoke was coming from the structure. According to a release, firefighters encountered moderate smoke and a small fire, and extinguished the blaze within approximately 10 minutes. One occupant escaped the fire without any injuries, according to the release. There were no working smoke detectors in the str

Strangers Passion
Strangers’ Passion It was a warm summer evening And the sun is beginning to set The heat of the passion within me The moment’s dreams I won't forget. I look up and see this stranger Walking closer and closer still He lies beside me in the sand With passion my body did fill You grab my face with both your hands And bring it into a sensual kiss I try to pull my face away Whisper, Baby just trusts me on this... You kiss my neck, nibble ears And I can't help but do the same. Passion that’s deep within my soul Yet I don't even know your name Without a word you hand slides down Then pushing my legs open wide Your fingers begin to wander Starting to penetrate deep inside With a loud moan and a deep gasp I feel you touch my hardened clit With your lips kissing down me now And you begin suckling on my tits My passion growing much deeper Can no longer resist the urge I kiss your neck and reach way down You scream from the electric surge. I grab your cock and slowly stroke Creat

A Life Wit-out Sex
Keepin It Real Like I Do Imma Break Sum Shit Down.It's On My Profile If You Wanna Know Just Ask.So Heres Da Deal I've Been Wit My Girl Off And On Since 93.Like Most Couples We Have Our Prblms,We Have Our Up's And Down.Now I Luv My Gurl No Doubt Bout That,But Like Da Old Sayin Goes Wat 1 Woman Won't Do Da Next 1 Will.So I'm Not Just Flirtin I'm Lookin 4 Dat Next Woman 2 Be My WOMAN.There Does Come A Tyme When You Must Sho Ur Man Luv Or He Will Find Sumbody Who Will.Bottom Line My Gurl Withold's Da Luv.You Know ( Da Booti,Da Ass,Da Pussy) Wat Eva You Chose To Call It It Still Da Same.Lady's You Say A Good Man Is Hard Find,You Think All Da Good Men Are Etha Taken Or Gay.Well Half Of Dat May Be Tru But I Am A Good Man And Yes I May Be Taken But I'm Far From Happy.So Just Cause Dat Good Man Is Taken Dn't Alwyz Mean He Happy Give A Brotha A Chance You Never Know Dat Man U Turn Ur Back On May Be Da 1 Ur Lookin 4.

My Eharmony Profile
What I’m doing with my life Gonna get rich and take over the world. Yeah that sounds like a plan. I need an evil lil princess to be my accomplice. If you think you are up for the job, applications are being currently accepted in the message section of my page. I’m really good at Laughing I hold the world record in speed blinking self proclaimed. I can tie a cherry stem in a knot with my tongue. (That shit made you smile) I am an excellent shopping cart driver. I can use a straw but i suck with chop stixx not even sure why i related the 2 tasks. Oh yeah im house trained... i'm sure thats a plus Tying my shoes is a little iffy, so for the days i cant manage i have velcro. The six things I could never do without Cocoa puffs aluminum foil breathing ( that shoulda been first i know) water, yeah thats a good one gotta have that too crack heads, cause i mean everyone needs a good deal right? my nose, its not the best nose but i have become somewhat a

In The Heat Of Passion
In The Heat of Passion My passion is up lifting My thoughts purely unclean I think of your sweet body My dreams are so obscene My lips touch your sexy mouth And I feel your tongue touch mine And to your ears my tongue goes Then I feel your tongue in mine Our lustful bodies moving To the rhythm of the night We cannot fight the passion And surrender to the fight Your hands now touch my soft breasts As you cup them with your love Your mouth next on my nipples As it fits them like a glove My hands slide down your body With the passion raging high It reaches your hardening cock As it rests between your thighs I massage your swollen sac now Then I kiss the very tip Licking it slowly nibbling Then I push it in my lips Feel it sliding further back Filling my mouth with lust My tongue wrapping around it With the passion of each thrust I feel your hand touch my thigh As your fingers penetrate I hear my voice begin to moan As I can’t concentrate Slowly in our passions hour My mouth longing

Erotic Fantasy
Erotic Fantasy Sitting alone in the lobby Not knowing what to do Knowing that you are married Has turned me on to you I know I can not fall in love Nor you in love with me Filling our deep desires Is my erotic fantasy Looking up I see you there As in the room you slowly walk You take my hands and whisper Come on … we have to talk Walking to the hotel room You say I just can’t wait In the room we close the door Has our passion sealed our fate? Reaching down you grab my breasts As you whisper in my ear Come on babe I have a gift… For you... it’s over here Wine bottle on the night stand Rose petals on the bed Come on you sexy woman How bout you give me head I unzip your pants then And grab your throbbing cock I lick the tip, you jump so high Oh god it’s like a rock You push me on the bed here Before I have a chance You say no, now it’s your turn Before our passions starts its dance Laying down you spread my legs As you kneel on the floor Your tongue a

Moments In Time
We talked, We walked, for a Moment in Time. You passed through my life that day and left your mark. You may never pass my way again, Or you may stay for a lifetime. No matter what, I want to say thank you for the impression you made that will stay with me for eternity. I enjoyed the walk, I enjoyed the talk. I am blessed for that moment in time. The first time I saw you I knew you would affect my life, though your role I did not know. I asked myself, "Why is he alone? Why does he sit so quiet, all alone? Is he sad? Is he glad to be alone? Is he alone? Is he lonely? " There is so much I want to know. I asked myself, "Why him? When so many people pass through my life each day, why him? " What attracts me to you? What makes me want to know more? I want to know. Even if my questions are never answered, There is one thing I want you to know. I have been blessed by the effect you had on me in that Moment in Time.

If I Only Had The Dosh!! Gawd, I Need A Benefit For Me Bfr The Earthquake Hits Here Lol
RADIOHEAD TO PLAY HAITI BENEFIT AT HENRY FONDA THEATRE ON SUN. JAN. 24 January 21st, 2010 · 1 Comment Radiohead will play a surprise show at the Henry Fonda Theater this Sunday and are auctioning off tickets starting tonight at 8 PM to “raise as much money as possible” for Oxfam Haiti. More details From the band themselves: We’re doing a show this Sunday (24th January) to raise funds for the relief effort in Haiti. The venue is The Music Box Theatre at The Fonda in Los Angeles, doors at 7pm. All proceeds are going to the Oxfam Haiti relief fund. We’re trying to raise as much money as possible, so tickets will be sold by auction at this site from 8pm tonight until 11am Saturday (PST):http://www.ticketmaster.com/event/09004434FC1C86AC We’re in the middle of recording at the moment, so you’ll be catching us on the fly…. but if you’re up for it, then we are too. Just to clarify times for ticket sales Auction starts Thursday 21st

Tweaked Psyche
Tweaked PsycheThe awakened spirit in quantum leapOf enlightened vision,Overwhelms emotions with majesticSoulful intense yearnings;Vivid dream within quantum realityIntangible emotions,Dire need of personnel transformationQuells the infinite mind;Consciousness in the crazed clouded perceptionsBeyond soul enlightenment,Present moment’s final destinationInfinite potentials?Divine madness in the peak experienceSenseless sensations,Overwhelming ecstasy with desireIn spiritual journey?Manic high in the dark night of the soulSpiritual being in joy,Science of spirituality in the blissInternally lucid?Spirituality being for existenceManic loosing his touch,In spiritual path of peacefulnessImmense sparkling sunlight?Spiritually awakened fulfillmentAs karma risen up,Moves glistening instabilityEnjoying spiritual peak:

Nature And Haiti A Poem
Nature and HaitiScreaming, shouting and wailingMany houses slumped.War between NATURE and HAITINuclear weapon on Haiti by Nature.Seconds, thousands Haitians destroyed.Nature’s soldiers? None dead.Earthquake, Nature bombs Haiti.Presidential nestUpside down designed rest.Haitian soldiers toothless.UN Forces toothless.Shakes Haiti again Nature’s fire powerAftershock they call it.Wrapped bodies like bin bagsDeposited homeward journey to eternityGrave people many Haitians turned.One to ten days,They rolled away stones.Semi LazarusesRaised from their earth- quaked tombs to life.Goods run desperately out of warehouses,Administering first aid to the helpless.At a time,Complex designs by mechanized birdsIn air for aid sakes.At a time,Like manna from heavenAid parachuted for sustenance.Boots noises all around.Ships resting areas destroyed.Ships unable to vomit its substance from bellyPort -Au -Prince in coma,Unsure when back to life.Some countries,Political beauty like models they fl

Haiti
HaitiCan we learn any lesson from Haiti?Is it Almighty’s curse or pity?Are we prepared to pay heavy price?Will we not change and be very nice/How many 9/11 or Haiti will take place/Seems nature is in fury and in raceTo wipe out complete out look or faceNot a single thread will be left to traceWe are digging our own graveNo solutions but putting front braveInviting troubles for unnatural actsThese are known and emerging factsEarth is deprived of gases and becoming hollowCreating vacuum which does not allowEarth to retain its original solid structureBurdening self with deep holes and fractureGas emission is alarmingly exceedingSky is loosing layer from shieldingRivers are inspire and not recedingAir is polluted and diseases spreadingMany islands may disappear in times to comeRise of sea level is matter of concern and not welcomePretty small things drive the population to starvationIt is not far that we may face soon complete annihilationPalaces and buildings will come down like pac

A Poem About Rape
~A Rape Poem~Thoughts spinningEmotions whirlingDemons are winningFeel like hurlingFeeling sickWhats my name?Take your pickPlay your gameCome on boyI understandI'm just a toyWhat's your demand?Push me aroundPay no heedI won't make a soundAs you make me bleedCall me a whoreAs you rape my slitYou say "beg for more,You peice of shit"Leave me cryingYou've had your pleasureWatch me slowly dyingMy pain is your leisure

I Remember
I RememberI remember the way it feltwhen you where on top of meIt was like you controlled meYour forced yourself inSo I gave up & let you winI remember the way you looked at mewhen I said NOIt was like you wanted to show you were in controlYou pushed harderand I tried to say no againyou covered my mouthso I gave up & let you win.I remember the sounds you made.It was like you enjoyed it too much to care.there were other people thereI should of yelled for themBut I was too ashamed; too afraidthey wouldn't believe meOr say it was my faultI remember everything you didBut don't worry your secrets safeI'm still afraid.Nobody will believe meSo I give up and I guess you win.

Cannot Forgive
I cannot forgive him.I cannot tell of how I feelI cannot express the shameThat engulfs me each time I hearthe whisper of his name.I cannot bear the remotest thoughtof the memory of his touchHis hands on me, his body on mineremembering hurts too much.I cannot wash away the smellor the feel of himNo amount of water will cleanse meof his touch on my skin.I cannot see him day to dayin the company of my friendsWithout the feeling of betrayalthat he once was one of them.I cannot believe I trusted himas a friend of mineAll his smiles and charming wayswill haunt me till the end of time.I cannot believe I let him inwhat was I thinking of?There was no consent, no choice,and nothing that resembled love.I cannot hear the whisperswithout feeling the shameThe knowledge of what he did to meis like being raped again.I cannot escape the tormentthat fills my heart with painNo laughter or joy in my soulonly emptiness remains.I cannot feel the support around meof those I call my friendsWhere are they in

Dark Secret
Dark Secret He took me to his roomLaid me on the bedCan you keep a secret?That is what he said.He put his hands all overThen he pushed insideTook away my dignityHe took away my pride.Eight years I lived in fearWondering what to doI'd like to ask my motherWhat if that were youBeing explored in placesI didn't know were thereFeeling so aloneBeing so scaredThe whole time I wonderedIf anyone even cared.So if someone asks if you can keep a secret,make sure you know what that secret isbefore you make any promises.A secret that can hurt or even kill you or someone elseis not a secret worth keeping.

Still I Show No Pain
Still I Show No PainI don’t screamI don’t show no fearI show hateMy face was burningI wanted to diePleasure themselvesBut torture meI don’t cryNot giving them the satisfactionSmacked aroundBeat downStill I show now painHarder and HarderStill I show no painCursingStill I show no painInside meStill I show no painAbout 2 hoursFelt like a life timeEverything they hoped for they didn’t getUntil I got homeI cried my eyes outIn the showerI cried my eyes outOn my bedI cried my eyes outBest friends shoulderI cried my eyes outWhen ever I think about itI cry my eyes outWhen someone touches meI feel it againUntil I’m aware that its someone I loveAnd I grow comfortable again

Just A Thought
Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. "The woman came out of a man's rib, not from his feet to be walked on, not from his head to be superior, but from his side to be equal! Under the arm to be protected, & next to the heart to be loved".

Thinking On How Far My Life Has Come
Just sitting here thinking about all the things that have happened and how my life has changed over the last few years. I have went from what I thought was always gong to be my life to a life much better than before. My family life and home was always in turmoil and chaos. I never had any kind of stability. Most of the time I did not know where my husband or kids were at and I was always angry. I had beautiful family but I was always miserable. No one ever saw what the real me and my life was like. They only saw what they wanted to see and many never took the time to really get to know me. I was never know by my name I was simply his wife or my kids mom. I never was me. This caused me great turmoil and sadness and I felt as if I was simply going to disappear someday. I could never be myself with my husband because that was jst too spontaneous for him. I had to fit in his perfect little box and do what I was supposed to do according to his image of a wife. I was like a mushroom, "kept i

Omgg ! Bad Day!
Well I got up today, and left the house for a few minutes..Came home, and soon after I was fixing to leave to go to my friends shop to see if he could change my headlight bulb because my dad clearly has no idea what he's doing, and i'm afraid he's going to crack my grill or something, but anyways I walked out to my car, and when I sat down in my seat, I noticed a crack in my windshield that wasn't there when I left earlier this morning.. Oh fuck I was mad..So now I have to turn this shit into my insurance company, and they're going take my deductible away, and up my insurance to replace my windshield.. IM NOT driving around town with a crack right in front of my face. Fuck that. But anyways I got to looking around the windshield to see what caused it to crack, and come to find out they didn't put the damn thing in right.. You can see down inside the seal, and there's fucking leaves and shit stuck in between the seal and the windshield, so clearly they didn't put the seal on right or e

Got 3 Guys Wanting Me Needing Help Plz!
SO ok im dating this one but i love him but i dont know if he loves me i mean he says he does but he just dont show it and so i got on this chat line and started talking to this other guy whos really sweet and kind...he is so amazing and i really like him i hope we can grow stronger and maybe something could come out of this..but i dont know then on the other hang my boyfriend now is going into job corp. and wants to get to the school near me...i dont know if i want him too be closer to me cause i dont know if i could stand for him to always be around what do i do? i wanna be with this other guy but i dont know how to tell my boyfriend i wanna break up or even if i should break up with him my boyfriend is 19 and im 25 and the guy i am talking to is 28 please let me know what i should to!

52 Things About Me
52 Facts About You1.) Name: Nic2.) Age: 233.) Birthday: 02/23/19864.) Birthplace: seattle5.) Location: spokane6.) Sign: pieces7.) Have Kids: no but want some8.) Relationship Status: engaged9.) Hair Color: brown10.) Height: 6'2"11.) Long Hair or Short Hair: short12.) Religion: agnostic13.) Ethnic Background: scottish and irish14.) Occupation: photographer and dj in rl15.) Pets: 2 dogs to wabbits yes i said wabbits lol16.) Proudest Moment: day my gf said yes to marrying me17.) Have a Website: yes18.) Do You Smoke: no i chew19.) Do You Drink: yes20.) Eye Color: brown21.) Piercings: none at this moment thingking of redoing my eye brow and lebret22.) Tatoos: yes, 3 and counting23.) Overused Word: fuck24.) Ever Done Drugs: yes25.) What Country would you like to visit: ireland again26.) Ever Been In Love: yes i am right now27.) Last Movie You Saw: avitar28.) What Famous Person Would You Like To Meet: click hamilton29.) Have Any Siblings:none30.) Like To Camp: love to camp and back pack31.) E

The What Kind Of Girl Are You Test
The What Kind of Girl are You Test Your result for The What Kind of Girl are You Test ... The Liberal Beauty You scored 84 looks, 77 personality, 34 politics, and 83 sex drive! You're beautiful, you have a great personality, and youre highly sexual. You're a liberal with your views and you don't put morals before everything. You're probably a great wife or girlfriend, and you know how to make sure that the ones you love are happy. You're probably fun in a conversation and I'm sure that you are as loveable as you are beautiful. Your Analysis (Vertical line = Average) You scored 84% on Appearance, higher than 81

I Fight For My Love . . .
i dont know what it is but i cant let go,something inside me feels you so.no matter what i do or what i say,every breath i take gives you away.friends and family wonder why i smile,almost 19 weeks, its been awhile.since i was lost til i found you,who you are, and what you do.There's things i dont know things i cant see,but i know this much, you've got me.wrapped around your finger around your soul,you've filled this void, this dark never ending hole.I kept falling deep into black,my thoughts a never ending attack.I'm sorry if i scare you, you let me in,I felt a spark, i had let it begin,i didnt believe in love til i met you,and know im not sure what to do.I suddenly believe if there's love theres hope,And that if i dont have you i dont know how id cope.I love you bear, the tears i cry,are tears of joy, you've brought me to life.

I'd Do Anything. . .
Anything for youThough you’re not hereSince you said we’re throughIt seems like yearsTime keeps draggin on and onAnd forever’s been and goneStill I can’t figure what went wrong I’d still do anything for youI’ll play your gameYou hurt me through and throughBut you can have your way Anything for youThough you’re not hereSince you said we’re throughIt seems like yearsTime keeps draggin on and onAnd forever’s been and goneStill I can’t figure what went wrongI’d still do anything for youI’ll play your gameYou hurt me through and throughBut you can have your wayI can pretend each time I see youThat I don’t care and I don’t need youAnd though you’ll never see me cryin’You know inside I feel like dyingAnd I’d do anything for youIn spite of it allI’ve learned so much from youYou made me strongBut don’t you ever think that I don’t love youThat for one minute I forgot youBut

Chaos
To say life went to hell in a handbasket this week is an understatement. I've having to choose between compromising my morals for the path of least resistance and letting a minor evil go unpunished, or making a mountain out of a molehill, which is the technically "right" thing to do, but which will screw me royally in the long term. I hate compromising, but I wonder if sometimes I take small things too far.

Pissing On Yoru Grave
Imagine youre dead. With where your life iz headed right now and haz been headed for a long time, describe how your grave site will look....including the surroundingz, the gravestone itself and what little paragraph might be on your epitaph. Be honest with this and take this with the "gravest" importance in your reply.

For My Baby
Sometimes the edge serves As more than a friend Than you thought it would be And the pages you write In your mind every night Are your only release And the mask you put on It’s like words in a song But there’s more to be seen And the failures you see Don’t seem failures to me here at all I’m begging you no There’s more life left to go I’m begging you please Cause I don’t want you to leave.Alone as you walk Through a crowd and its awkward Like nobody sees And you can't help but wonder Would anyone come after you If you’d leave. So a pain grows inside And a fear comes alive Like you’ll never be free But there’s no pain you feel That I know love can't heal here at all ’m begging you no There’s more life left to go Oh I’m begging you please Cause I don’t want you to leave me.

Daddy O
In the morning (mid-afternoon, in some circles), I hear the gentle thud of the fella's house-shoes on the hardwood stairs leading to the bedroom. I've been awake for half an hour already, contemplating getting out of bed or the alternatives thereto, and find myself one finger into an alternative. The fella, either ignorant of or not interested in my morning activity, paces about the bedroom, telling me about his morning phone conversations and his plans for the afternoon. My fingers remain tucked between my legs, my warm palm cups the subtle rise of my mons pubis. I wait for him to peek under the many layers of blankets to see what I’m up to or into, but he does not. Instead, he chides me for sleeping late, then, snapping happily, suggests that I call him Daddy O, to emphasize his coolness. “Singers on the Tonight Show used to do this while they sang” he informs me, snapping all the while. “The beats, too. This is how they applauded at readings.” He goes on snapping.

People As Trees
Some people come into your life for a lifetime and some come for a season. You have to know which is which. I put everybody that comes into my life in the category of a tree. Some people are leaves on a tree. The wind blows, they go to the left. The wind blows from the other way, they go to the right. They are just unstable. You can't count on them for nothing. All they ever do is take from that tree. What you need to understand about a leaf is that it has a season. It'll wither and die and blow away. There ain't no need to be praying over a leaf to be resurrected. When it's dead it's gone. Let it go! Some people are like that. All the leaf ever does is cool you off every now and then. If you're grown, you know what I'm talking about, because you can call them in the middle of the night and get cooled off. That's the leaf people. They come to take. Then there are people like a branch. You got to be careful with branch people. They come in all different shapes and sizes. You never k

What African Animal Are You?
You Are a Zebra You are unique and flexible. There's no denying your individuality. And while you are very original, you're also good at blending in. You strike a fine balance. You are a fast thinker and you move with agility. You don't hesitate when action is required. You put the needs of your clan or group first. You are attentive to your family and friends. What African Animal Are You? Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself

What Us State Are You?
You Are Massachusetts You are smart, serious, and quite traditional. You don't have a lot of time for junk in your life. It's likely that you're well educated and hard working. You live a very goal oriented life. You are probably socially liberal, but personally quite conservative. You would never be described as wild. But you're more diverse than people give you credit for. You're equally comfortable at a business meeting and at a rowdy sports game! What US State Are You? Blogthings: Quizzes and Tests and Memes, Oh My!

What Kind Of Cloud Are You?
You Are a Cirrus Cloud You're a bit mysterious and reserved. You mostly keep to yourself and do your own thing. Some people may even consider you allusive. You're hard to track down at times. People who know you find you to be very transparent. It's always easy to tell what you're thinking about. You tend to drift more than most people. You're always trying out new ideas, friends, and even personalities. What Kind of Cloud Are You? Work is Hard. Time for Blogthings!

Todays Comment?
Somber are my daysWhen I don't see your smile Unhappy is my heart without your voice It always stays that way for awhile. My beautiful, what would it take To see your smile, hear your voice Without them I cannot breathe My will against you has no choice.If you would honor me And my request you would grant I would know you were an angel You could only be heaven sent.

[last Night]
I had another dream about her.I think it was friendship themed though.Kinda caperish. Think there might have been ninjas. Anyway Yesterday I had wild boar sausage. It was fanfuckintastic. Picture the best pork sausage you ever had... >> okay that's pretty much it.It's a little leaner and incrementally sharper in taste. This afternoon I had tuna steak and didn't do anything terribly daring since its like... the second? time I've ever cooked it.I'd say I know what to look for now. I just need to pinpoint a good sauce and accompanying piece. I was thinking horseradish and dill, arugala and rice. Zaku II's done. 1/100 MG Version 2. Holyshit. I put pistons into nonvisible plated parts that didn't actually serve a functionand EVERY jointwas rubber on plastic with about 4 extra pieces. This is a good thing, reduces wear and grind. So >> yeah, very very impressive unit.Very stable.After I had him together the hardest part was picking a stance, and fitting the teensy grooves on his hand

The Money Spell
Ok this is something that is a little hard to write about. It is much easier to get this point across face to face but anyhoo here we go. Money seems to me to be a representation of energy you exert a certain amount of energy at work which is harnessed and used to someone else's benifit. In return for this you are paid with an object named money. Simple enough right? But if you were to take a closer look into the money system you would see that the world is operating on a Fiat ( that means backed by nothing ) money system. Yep money is make believe it has no value other than value givin by us meaning the people not governments banks or corporations us. Seems like a really simple idea and it is but people rarely think of money in such terms. Why?MONEY IS A SPELL !! !!! Take out a one dollar bill and look at it! The eye of illumination eagles six sided stars anograms hidden goddess icons etc etc! It is a talisman! I can't tell you what to think or say why money is covered in sigils and p

Values - Kahlil Gibran
Once a man unearthed in his field a marble statue of great beauty. And he took it to a collector who loved all beautiful things and offered it to him for sale, and the collector bought it for a large price. And they parted. And as the man walked home with his money he thought, and he said to himself, "How much life this money means! How can anyone give all this for a dead carved stone buried and undreamed of in the earth for a thousand years?" And now the collector was looking at his statue, and he was thinking, and he said to himself, "What beauty! What life! The dream of what a soul!-- and fresh with the sweet sleep of a thousand years. How can anyone give all this for money, dead and dreamless?"from The Forerunner

Just A Little Update On Me!
Hey! I just wanted to let everybody know that we are all doing good....my kids are growing like weeds lol....ummm lets see.....i just found out I have type 2 diabetes which really sucks....Libbie starts kindergarten in fall...i cant believe my baby girl is gettin so big...she knows her abc's and knows how to count to 20...she amazes me everyday with things she learns....Leland is in preschool....he is doing great! he is my little snuggle bug! he is the type of kid that wears his heart on his sleeve....he will cry when you cry and laugh when you laugh....Layne...he is already 9 months old....crawling all over the place....he almost has his first 2 teeth in...he is a pretty good baby...he hardly ever crys unless he is hungry or has a wet diaper...lol....Michael is fighting with ssi...his back is pretty bad...he cant even sleep in bed with me anymore..it kills him because the mattress is to hard...but other than that all is going well....

K4
If just once her eyes,Would look my way.For the rest of my life.Forever remember that day. Away I could never look, If her eyes ever do catch mine.I would be caught so deeply in thier spell,I would be lost till the end of time. If she ever so chose,To cast her spell on me.My heart could think of nothing greaterThan only her eyes to see.

Giving Aid
I've been kinda forced to watch the telethons the last couples of days for Haiti since no less than 32 channels carried it and I do feel for them but I started asking myself when in the hell are we going to start helping Americans? I mean we are in a baaad recession, have lord knows how many homeless, kids on the streets, etc. This country could make do with all the stupidity in D.C. if we had telethons and donations for alllll the probelms we have here. You have VETs who go different countries and fight for us, despite many arm-chair quarterbacks (who never leave their couch) who say we shouldnt be in the middle east. Many come back injured beyond comprehension and are treated like shit. We have had hoemless since the beginning, people out of work by the millions and yet help another country. The heart is in the right place for sure but DAMN if we dont need to take of our own first!

November Doesn't Have To Be A Nightmare For Democrats
By David Plouffe Sunday, January 24, 2010 The Democratic Party got a resounding wake-up call from the voters of Massachusetts on Tuesday. But it's long been clear that 2010 would be a challenging election year for our party. With few exceptions, the first off-year election in a new president's term has led to big gains for the minority party -- this was true for Harry Truman, Dwight Eisenhower, Ronald Reagan and Bill Clinton. After two election cycles in which Democrats won most of the close races and almost all of the big ones, Democrats have much more fragile turf to defend this year than usual. Add to that a historic economic crisis, stubborn unemployment and the pain that both have inflicted on millions of Americans, and you have a recipe for a white-knuckled ride for many of our candidates. But not if Democrats do what the American people sent them to Washington to do. In 2006 and 2008, voters sent an unmistakable message: We want decisive change. This was not just a change o

The Rude Adoptive Mother
Ok if you have read any of my other blogs then you should know that i dont have my daughter. Well she was adopted due to having too many issues going on in my life. Anyways yesterday both me and and my daughter's mother get either more then one message on different sites and they came from my daughter's adoptive mother. The messages came about to tell us that we had to take down any or all pictures of our daughter on any sites that we might have pictures on. I honestly think its wrong cause she is technically only adopted by that woman but she is of our blood and i think she has no right telling us to get rid of what helps me remember my daughter. Plus the big issue that i have with it is that she didnt ask nicely she said in exact words take down the pictures on any or all sites of my daughter cause she is no longer your daughter and i dont want any of her pictures on the internet. So i dont know what to do about it

Tragady In Clinton Iowa...
I was asked to Post this From the local Newpaper in Clinton Iwoa For My Sinfully Deb. Her Sister on here some of You know as Bi-Sexy Molly and the rest of her Family Died in a tragic House Fire Friday Night... Here is the story from the local paper...Four killed in fireHerald Staff ReportCLINTON — Four people were found dead after a fire late Friday night at a Clinton home.The Clinton Fire Department responded to a fire at 2436 Dunham St. at 11:37 p.m. Friday, where the first firefighters on the scene said light smoke was coming from the structure.According to a release, firefighters encountered moderate smoke and a small fire, and extinguished the blaze within approximately 10 minutes. One occupant escaped the fire without any injuries, according to the release.There were no working smoke detectors in the structure, the release states. Names of the four fatalities have not been released.The fire is under investigation by the Clinton Fire Marshal’s office, Clinton Police De

Brewster's Millions With An Extra Ordin
No, today’s entry does not focus on the mid 80s comedy movie where a man has to spend thirty million dollars in thirty days and have nothing to show for it, this Brewster is one of the main characters in Playhouse Disney’s newest show “Chuggington”. Just debuting this week, it’s a show about three anthropomorphic train engines – Koko, Brewster, and Winston – who are “trainees” learning from their peers and elders about how to haul and how to ride the rails. Besides an often obvious series of train-related puns as they interact with minimally appearing human characters, it’s more of an eye-catcher than teacher of anything useful … an argument it’s hard to not make of some of their lineup, I concede. But right now the kids identify with it and they’re learning to make connections better than I think (no, I’m not biased) most kids their age do. Take when I was home yesterday with them and their aun

Off Site For Now....
I have been soooo busy with some life things that I am unable to properly maintain my adult site so I am temporarily on break. I appologize to any fun friends for disappearing on you. I do not know if I will be able to go back to Dream since appearantly my attempt at cute , to my surprise aggitated someone. I definately didn't mean for it to come accross that way. That's life I guess. I surely want to get back out there so any good suggestions would be cool. Let me know what you think. Kisses!! Jez

Chester's Demise.
All persons mentioned have given permission for their 'handle's' to be used. No harm has actually come to anyone before, during, or after the writing of this story. Nor has anything illegal actually taken place. The story itself is a complete work of fiction, so kindly take it as such. It was the same thing every night; everyone joined TMR to listen to whichever DJ was playing that night. People were trickling in slowly. Some stayed and chatted for a bit, while others popped in and out. For the most part it was just the regulars who talked about their days, trying to kill time.Little did everyone know there was an unwanted, hidden guest in the room. No one ever saw him so it wasn't as if the owner, DJ Chaotic Evil, could eject or ban him. Soon enough everyone nicknamed him 'Chester'. If you asked where the name came from, no one could really tell you. Everyone had their own theories, but no one knew for sure. DJ Chaotic Evil, or just chaotic to his friends was waiting to take air w

Comersations With My Exgirlfriend
1/23/2010 10:20 PM lisa: its ok …………………………………………………………………… 10:20 PM gordon: cool …………………………………………………………………… 10:20 PM lisa: i got really buzy i was at work …………………………………………………………………… 10:20 PM gordon: ok ……………………………………………………………………

Magnet & Steel By Walter Egan
(Ooooooh, oooh-ah) Now I told you so you ought to know (Oooooh) It takes some time for a feelin' to grow (Oooooh) You're so close now I can't let you go (Oooooh) And I can't let go (With you I'm not shy) to show the way I feel (With you I might try) my secrets to reveal For you are a magnet and I am steel I can hope that I'll hold you for long (Oooooh) You're a woman who's lost to your song (Oooooh) But the love that I feel is so strong (Oooooh) And it can't be wrong (With you I'm not shy) to show the way I feel (With you I might try) my secrets to reveal For you are a magnet and I am steel (Oooooh) (Oooooh) (Oooooh) (With you I'm not shy) to show the way I feel (With you I might try) my secrets to reveal For you are a magnet and I am steel For you are a magnet and I am steel For you are a magnet and I am steel

Who Am I?
Who am I To not know where I am going To only know where I have been And to not see the joy therein? Who am I To see only darkness To not come into the light To not see the beauty in life? Who am I To prove to others What exactly I can be Instead of first impressions? Who am I To not see me as me, To see me as a former shell

Sometimes Love
Sometimes love meansKnowing when something isn't working. Painful as it isIt is far better to let goLet looseBefore the love turns to something else. Vile, evil thoughtsBlames, you did this or thatRecrimination, jealousyAngry words and actionsHate and rage and bitterness. Sometimes love meansLetting go. Loving someone enoughTo look inside, to see pastThe fear of being aloneThe painful loneliness of coming home to no one but yourself. To say that it has to end. Not for your selfishnessBut to save you both From worse things in time. Sometimes love meansTo not only love the otherBut to love yourself enoughTo realize thatYou have to have the strengthThe will, and the powerTo persevere,To not give up and give inTo not say "come back, all is forgiven". Sometimes love meansTo be alone,To have nobodyTo live inside yourselfTo continue with lifeWhen all you feel is hurt. And to be all right with that.

The Ard-r'i
The Ard R'iI'm more stress than you can handle,I bang push-ups by the light of a candleJust to be the last man standin'.Chisel my temple just to flush you like a tampon.You can't handle. the brilliant light of my mantle,You can't see the aura. that's similar to RamboWhen you step to a king and get dismantled -Break you down like steel on bamboo,My clear and concise 'll rip up your ramble.You want to riverdance we could throw down, dudeBeat you like I got a shillelagh in my hand, too.There's no love in my fisticuff -Savage-ass polar bear when I rip you up.Ride you like John Wayne, nigga, gitty up,How could you ever prevail, pussy, give it up.Blowin' Wrath of God, sippin' Heaven in my cup...I'm more stress than you can handle,You wanna' test the Wargod, I embrace the battle -I'll-crush-you. like-steel-toes. on-bare-feet. in-sandles,Death from the venom, to the beat of the rattle.Your spirit broken by the weight of my hammer.I'm a carnivore - I'll eat you like cattle.You're a killer-whale

Mentality
I love the way they hate me - the fear in their eyes, They starin' on stupid, like they hypnotized.The jealousy and enmity makes my dick rise, the animosity is nothin'; I've dealt with it all my life.She gave birth to a King; it's innate the way I innovate.I'm the Almighty Virus, that they can't inoculate.I have to congratulate - it's an art how you perpetrate; But how you gon' disrespect when all you do is regurgitate?You're drawn by my gravity, like the force of the Sun. I'm an eagle, you a sparrow, and I'd hunt you for fun.I'm the eloquent chameleon blessed with a golden tongue. My paths are unlimited, while you tied to one.I blow minds like Ptah-Hotep and Sun-Tzu; If I was tired as you, I'd probably hate me, too. Sick like the flu, I roll with a chosen few. Game recognize game, and Coward I recognize you.I roll with a halo, an aura, a mane, Y'all some scavenging jackals; I'm the Lord of the Plain.It's so fuckin' serious - don't you understand? You's a flea to

My Personality Defect
Your result for The Personality Defect Test... Emo Kid You are 43% Rational, 14% Extroverted, 43% Brutal, and 29% Arrogant. You are the Emo Kid, best described as a quiet pussy! You tend to be an intuitive rather than a logical thinker, meaning you rely more on your feelings than your thoughts. Not only that, but you are introverted, gentle, and rather humble. You embody all the traits of the perfect emo kid. You are a push-over, an emotional thinker, gentle to the extent of absurdity, and so humble that it even makes Jesus puke. (And Jesus almost never pukes, being immortal and not requiring an act of puke to dispell toxins from his corporeal manifestation.) If you write poetry, you no doubt write angsty, syrupy lines about depression, sadness, and other such redundant states of emo-being that go something like this: life is a spike / upon which i have impaled mysefl / fuck you dad So, your personality is defective because you are too gentle, rather underconfident in y

Avatar And Book Of Eli Both Religous?
So Today I knew I was going to see two movies and maybe more I wasn't sure. I had no idea that there was going to be a religous theme in both of them. I'm not saying that is good or bad. On my way to the movies I went Past the Layfette church and I saw one of those carvings for a cause I Haven't seen before I might have to go back there soon and check them out. Would make for a good photo Journey. The First Movie I saw was Avatar 3D. With out giving anything away I can now see why the vatican got upset by it. I'm not saying that they should have but they are so sensitive when diety stuff that isn't their version is in a movie. I will admit that is a part of the movie I never saw coming and that was fine. Story wise yes it an idea that has happened in the past in histroy and that has been in other movies as well, but that doesn't make it a bad movie at all. I know I liked it. The one odd thing is maybe it is just because I have seen so many movies there where parts t

Damn My Rok
So this site is starting to scare me. I have been on there pretty much all evening taking the quizes that my friends have posted. I've been in too much shock to post them though. They are pretty dead on. Especially this one... Your result for The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test ... 2 - the Helper Thanks for taking the test ! you chose CX - your Enneagram type is TWO (aka "The Charmer"). "I must help others" Helpers are warm, concerned, nurturing, and sensitive to other people's needs. How to Get Along with Me • Tell me that you appreciate me. Be specific. • Share fun times with me. • Take an interest in my problems, though I will probably try to focus on yours. • Let me know that I am important and special to you. • Be gentle if you decide to criticize me. In Intimate Relationships • Reassure me that I am interesting to you. • Reassure me often that you love me. • Tell me I'm attractive and that you're

Bad Is Bad By Huey Lewis & The News
Went uptown to see my cousin Plays guitar, sounds like a chainsaw buzzin' In the crowd, I see his mom and dad I said "Hey, hey Uncle, man your son is bad" But sometimes, sometimes Bad Is Bad Cool is a rule, but, sometimes, bad is bad. Across the street, a neon sign All you can eat for a dollar ninety nine Aww, that old stew is the baddest in the land But one dollar's worth was all that I could stand [ Bad Is Bad lyrics fromhttp://www.lyricsyoulove.com/h/huey_lewis_the_news/bad_is_bad/ ]But sometimes, sometimes bad is bad Cool is a rule, but, sometimes, bad is bad. Back uptown to see marie Nobody home, I opened the door with my key "I love you, Huey" was the note I read But there's a strange pair of shoes underneath the bed But sometimes, sometimes bad is bad Cool is a rule, but, sometimes, bad is bad.

Psycic Memories Ch3
The air was thick, hard to breathe and heavy in his lungs like drowning in a sea of anticipation. His eyes focused steadfast on his subject from across the street. He was feeling like a Bengal tiger stalking its prey in the wild, waiting for the moment of glorious pursuit. But also feeling playful, like a young cub, with the inner most desire to slap its siblings in spar. Watching intently, intensely and preparing for contact, not a mortal chase to the death, just a scare. Michelle sits at the second brown checkered table from the left ,in front the wide windows of the modest coffee shop. Her companion is an unknown female with short blond hair, with pink high lights. The predator watches completely unnoticed as if he were invisible. The dark figure stands at a transit stop under the veil of the weather barrier littered with posters and advertisement, with the stagnant odor of urine prevalent. Wicked fantasies run thru his mind of slicing her and strangling the breathe out of her, wh

I Hate Ppl Mmmkk
K JUST WENT TO THE COFFEE, SHOP AND THE PERSON THAT SERVED ME COFFE JUST SAID HEY ARE U FRIENDS WITH SO AND SO..THEN PROCEEDED TO ASK ME ARE U A PARAPLEGIC? LIKE WTF... FOR THE RECORD I HAVE SPINA BIFIDA...DOES IT LOOK LIKE I CANT MOVE MY HANDS....LEGS...COCK AND WHAT NOT!!....I DON'T NEED A REMINDER THAT IM CHALLENGED PHYSICALLY...THEN AGAIN I DON'T MIND IF U ASK ME WHAT HAPPEND EITHER BUT TO ASSUME I HAVE A ONE TYPE OF DISABILITY JUST ANNOYS ME!!...K NUFF SAID!

[wet Heaven For Your Mouth]
For this recipyou will require, elbow macaronia can of fire roasted red pepperstahini pastetomato sauceand that imported wild boar sausage from your...HAH!You can't get that shit.Suck it. The main thought processes here are:I'm still searching for a tomato sauce replacement. In the meantime I've worked out a carrot pure' and this red pepper thing. It's just canned crushed (by hand) roasted red bell peppers in an 80% pepper 20% tomato sauce.don't forget about a dozen cream sauces built on ruesand some pan sauces with red wine but I'd really like to do all this WITHOUT the aid of a blenderas mine is an archaic piece of shit and weighs about 130 lbs. So the search continuesand cream sauces and cheese sauces are kinda something I only do once a week due to my suspected lactose intolerance. >> goat and sheeps milk is usually okay though. My feta alfredo and chevouire (spellcheck) goatsmilk alfredo are pretty god damn schwee. So red peppers...and... I dunno something else visually ap

My First Blog On This Page
Ok so bare with me, cuz this might sound alil pissy. But this goes out to all those who want to hold grudges and listen to the bullshit. I hate drama on here, I think its childish and stupid. So to those people, I dont want you in my life, either here or real life. If you want to be bitter because I didnt conform to things the way you wanted them, and to those that want to take sides and take away your friendship, be gone. I am a better person without you in my life and I dont need you to drag me into your own misery. I hate my own problems and challenges in life, and those who I really thought were more than a picture on a screen, really turned out to disappoint. You were never a real friend if you turn your back on people and only want them around to feel better about yourself. Friendship works both ways, and a real friend doesnt abandon another because they dont cater to them. So bye bye be gone. I am a good friend to have and I am not the bad guy. Theirs plenty of those here, Good

Open Arms By Journey
Lying beside you, here in the dark Feeling your heart beat with mind Softly you whisper, you're so sincere How could our live be so blind We sailed on together We drifted apart And here you are by my side So now I come to you, with open arms Nothing to hide, believe what I say So here I am with open arms Hoping you'll see what your love means to me Open arms Living without you, living alone This empty house seems so cold Wanting to hold you, wanting you near How much I wanted you home But now that you've come back Turned night into day I need you to stay. (chorus)

Pain By Three Days Grace
Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain I know (I know I know I know I know) That you're woun

For All My Tru Fu Friends Please Read
i am sorry i havent been around lately, thier are more important things going on in my life and i dont give a rats ass if i dont want to rate you or buy you stuff, my real fu friends know why and thats all i got to say about that, peace out,, bedrock

Frustrated Inc.
They say misery loves company We could start a company and make misery Frustrated Incorporated Well I know just what you need I might just have the thing I know what you'd pay to see Put me out of my misery I'd do it for you, would you do it for me We will always be busy making misery We could build a factory and make misery We'll create the cure; we made the disease Frustrated Incorporated Frustrated Incorporated Well I know just what you need I might just have the thing I know what you'd pay to feel Put me out of my misery All you suicide kings and you drama queens Forever after happily, making misery Did you satisfy your greed, get what you need Was it only envy, so empty Frustrated Incorporated Frustrated Incorporated (Put me out of my misery) Frustrated Incorporated (I'd do it for you, would you do it for me) Frustrated Incorporated (Forever after happily) (I know just what you need) Frustrated Incorporated

Manipulation, Apathy & Stupidity.
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

Manipulation, Apathy & Stupidity.
Well, another week comes to a close, another oh so exciting week in real life and in Fubarland. Anyone have any fun stories to tell this week? Lol… I don’t know about any of you all, but of late I am getting hit with this feeling of two very prevalent things on here, they are… Apathy & Stupidity Apathy, for the verbally challenged, is when people just stop caring and do not give a f. I hear about it from so many people now weekly, it’s amazing. They don’t rate pics, they don’t rate pages, they don’t fan, they don’t talk..blah blah blah. Whambulance special. During these times I think to myself and often ask those people that say these things “well what do you do that’s different f

The Personality Defect Test
The Personality Defect Test Written by Saint_Gasoline Facebook Twitter Share your results » Your result for The Personality Defect Test ... Sociopath You are 71% Rational, 14% Extroverted, 86% Brutal, and 86% Arrogant. You are the Sociopath! As a result of your cold, calculating rationality, your introversion (and ability to keep quiet), your brutality, and your arrogance, you would make a very cunning serial killer. You are confident and capable of social interaction, but you prefer the silence of dead bodies to the loud, twittering nitwits you normally encounter in your daily life. You care very little for the feelings of others, possibly because you are not a very emotional person. You are also very calculating and intelligent, making you a perfect criminal mastermind. Also, you are a very arrogant person, tending to see yourself as better than others, providing you with a strong ability to perceive others as weak little animals, so tiny and small. You take great pleas

Change
Ive been sitting here all day wondering why people just cant let things go.I feel like my life is falling part.I found someone that i love with all my heart and someone apparently from here doesnt like that.Now because of thier actions i feel invaded and i feel a complete lose of hope.Ive been married twice and have lost everything.Aparently thats not enough so now who ever wants to make more hurt thinks they should here.No matter what ive done in the past it is the past.I cant change it and neither can anyone else.Ive had a new look on life and i love what i see.Now someone want to take it away.Let my lessons help teach you.Ill never give up on being happy no matter what anyone does.I do care about people sometimes more than i should.Thats my bad so i guess ill make it harder for people to get close.Thank you for reading this and i hope your days are wonderful and filled with joy and for those who disagree remember you will be in these shoes sometime.

Genital Piercing
I know that some of you may not like genital piercings, but i figured this would not be the type of mumm to do. Some of you know i have pierced my genitals, and im really thinking i want a few. maybe a prince albert if i can work up the courage lol it looks painful but surprisingly enough, the pubic piercing i have didnt hurt nearly as much as i thought, tho a little more than my nipples.... so for you ladies who like piercings on a mans penis, what do you like and why? and if any of my male friends here, have any...whats the story... I dont want to know about your cock or anything, but whats the deal lol and for my mumm in a blog... lol I have just had hoops in my nipples for as long as ive had them pierced, and i bought some rings today.. some hoops and some horse shoes...one set has spikes the other balls... give me your opinions

Cupid Quiz Sexual Hell
Your result for The Sexual HELL Test... HELL LEVEL 3 Raw score: 100% There's a special place in Hell for you: the basement penthouse. You scored the nastiest possible score on the Sexual Hell Test. You have no sexual restraint whatsoever. You'll take pleasure however you can get it, and my guess is you get it a lot. If for some reason you don't right now, you will soon, as people in your category only tend to spiral down ever deeper into the abyss of carnality and delicious sin. Congratulations. I, personally, think that this category is the best. Paradoxically enough, sexual liberation and indulgence can only bring you closer to purity.AVOID: all but level 3 hellions like yourself. You wouldn't want to ruin anyone, now would you? Take The Sexual HELL Test at OkCupid Shit LMAO

Un-needed Attention
Why is it that whenever we are in a relationship we come across more interested suiters than when we are alone? Does this just happen to me??? Or does it seem to happen to everyone!? Haha! Why does this happen? Is it a test of some sort? I would like some feedback ...

Check This Place Out
are you looking for fun if so go to this bulletin and repost for details http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=446032674 am paying 40k to the next 20 people to come join we have a great selection of tunes and good people so come hang with us

Sexual Hell Test
Your result for The Sexual HELL Test... HELL LEVEL 2 Raw score: 76% You're just about as deep in sexual hellfire as a person can get. Virtually no urge, however demented, will go ungratified; practically no boundary will go uncrossed. You're probably proud of your adventurousness, and, honestly, you should be. Few people are confident enough to pursue pleasure on their own terms. Your morals could sink a bit further, sure, but it's likely that you've got a pretty good idea of what you're into and what you would do...above all you're honest with yourself with what you want. If more people were honest with themselves, you'd have a lot more company down in the flames. AVOID: the lost souls in sexual heaven and (above all) the denizens of sexual purgatory. You don't need any prudes or wishy-washers in your life. Take The Sexual HELL Test at OkCupid

What Type Of Man Turns Me On
Your result for The What type of MAN turns you on Test... Tough guy You scored 80% masculine, 71% athletic, 36% exotic, and 44% refined! You love men, you love testosterone and you know it. You like a bad-ass man who knows what he wants. He isn't what you might bring home to mom but I don't think it really matters - he's hot! Someone like.....Vin Diesel. But let's face it, the whole point of this was to look at a bunch of hot guys. If you liked what you saw, please rate my test! Take The What type of MAN turns you on Test at OkCupid

Not Worth Reading
Im just a girl with no talent the one who laughs last because she doesn't get it I want to be somebody But not who you are I want to be somebody But Im noone at all. I know it's short..and sweet, It's the first completed poem I have written in years.

Lover Style
Your result for The Lover Style Profile Test... The Suave Lover 45% partner focus, 52% aggressiveness, 35% adventurousness Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that:You prefer your romance and love to be traditional rather than daring or out-of-the-ordinary, you would rather pursue than be pursued and, when it comes to physical love, you concentrate more on enjoying the experience rather than worrying about your performance.This places you in the Lover Style of: The Suave Lover.The Suave Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and is reminiscent of some of the most classic lover figures of all time, such as Casanova or Don Juan, or more recently James Bond (several of the "Bond girls" fit this type, too). This shouldn't be confused with a "player" or someone who is solely interested in physical love, but someone who is looking for an incredibly elusive thing: a worthy partner. The Suave Lover is a treasure to find, but can be incredibly difficult to hold on to, once

Loved Ones
Love is a wonderful thing. Many times we wonder what love really is. Love is knowing that you will always be there for each other. It isn’t about having this or doing that, but the mere fact that you have a connection with someone. Many times love hurts, it can hurt so much that it can stare you right in the face and laugh. Love is sometimes a powerful thing. When you love someone so much you have a comfort zone. You don’t worry about what they will say when you talk about this or that. When we love somebody we tend to open up more than if we were friends. When we are standing, sitting or lying around and constantly thinking about someone, we have been struck by love. But the ultimate power of love is knowing that you will always be there for each other. Not just because we care, but because we have this feeling that we will do anything for them.

Flashbacks And Nightmares, A Start Of A New Short Story
Chapter 1He woke up to the usual pounding in his head, felt the sunlight streaming through the bedroom window before he even opened his eyes. Rubbing the crust from his eyes he could feel the sheen of sweat on his face, inhaling deeply he could smell the acrid aroma of sour booze leaving his body. He put his feet on the floor and stumbled the few steps to the bathroom for his morning piss.Right hand on the wall to steady himself and left on his cock for aim he started to urinate. Upon looking down to direct the stream he noticed dried blood caked around his thumbnail, not awake enough to give it much thought he finished and walked slowly to the kitchen. Up until recently he would have went to the coffee pot first thing but in the last few months he hadn`t bothered to make coffee, he instead went to the freezer and poured himself a mug of vodka instead. He sat at the table and took a big swallow then lit a cigarette, coughed and took another drag. Holding up his hand he looked at the b

Virgos!
Virgos are often put down badly by many astrologers and written up as being fussy and narrow-minded. But when a Virgo shines, there is practically no sign to match their inner light. An in-tune Virgo is a treat to meet. When a Virgo is confident within themselves they are the most successful, structured and creative of all the signs. Many Virgos can be found working in the "service to others" industries, ranging from welfare work, doctors, school-teachers through to practising natural forms of healing like massage, herbal remedies etc. One of the most magical characteristics of the Virgo is no matter how many times life or romance turns sour on them, they still manage to maintain faith in others, refusing to become cynical. There is ingenuity around this sign, a kind-heartedness, which unfortunately is sometimes played upon by others for their advantage. Virgos can often become victims of relationship power-games, where they are mistreated. Creative and sensitive, Virgos are delicate p

Lover Style Profile Test
Your result for The Lover Style Profile Test... The Romantic Lover 59% partner focus, 67% aggressiveness, 45% adventurousness http://cdn.okcimg.com/php/load_okc_image.php/images/0x0/0x0/0/8808136566381798528.jpeg" width="480" height="600" /> Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that:You prefer your romance and love to be traditional rather than daring or out-of-the-ordinary, you would rather pursue than be pursued and, when it comes to physical love, your satisfaction comes more from providing a wonderful time to your partner than simply seeking your own.This places you in the Lover Style of: The Romantic Lover.The Romantic Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and is the hallmark of young love--the Romantic Lover often loves the idea of being in love, and being a wonderful lover, and so they try to bring their prospective partners every bit of joy or happiness that they can. They are the serenaders, and the ones to rent carriages in the park or take a gondola ride do

Noticing Already?
some of my employees noticed the physical change. one of my waitresses and a guy that used to cook for me that came in and was having a beer both said that i look bigger/better nice to hear it. especially so soon. but i expected it. i grow like a weed. impossible not to when you eat like i do and lift the way i do. being blessed with good genetics helps. and im definitely blessed. (thanks Dad... even from Heaven, you still take good care of me. miss you big fella!) cant wait for the weekend to be over so i can get back and hang and bang some more.

The Dating Persona Test
The Priss Deliberate Brutal Love Dreamer (DBLD) Mature. Responsible. Aristocratic. Excuse me. The Priss. Prisses are the smartest of all female types. You’re highly perceptive, and confident in your judgements. You’d take brutal honesty over superficiality any time—your friends always know where they stand with you. You’re completely unfake. Don’t tell me that’s not a word. You’re also excellent at redirecting internal negative energy. These facts indicate people are often intimidated by you. They also fall for you, hard. You have a distant, composed allure that many find irresistible. If only more of them lived up to your standards. You were probably the last among your friends to have sex. And the first to pretend that you’re pregnant. LOL. Though you’re inclined to use sex as weapon, at least it’s not as one of mass destruction. You’re choosier than most about your partners. A supportive relationship is what yo

Threesomes Surrvey
Now here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new blog,delete my answers and put in your own.Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn alot of little known things about each other. Three names I go by. 1) Satan 2) Master 3) Pink fluffy bunny Three jobs I have had in my life. 1) Creator of the black Plauge 2) Maker of the 7 deadly sins 3) Basket weave r Three places I have lived. 1) Hell 2) in ur closet 3) in ur dreams Three TV shows I watch. 1) I 2) Read 3) Books Three places I have been. 1) Hell 2) Prison 3) Walmart Three people that e-mail be regularly. 1) me 2) myself 3) I Three of my Favorite foods. 1) Beer 2) Beer 3) Beer Three things I would like to do. 1) eat pizza 2) Fly 3) see a grown man naked Things I am looking forward to. 1)Death 2) End of the world 3) $1 PBR nite Three friends that I think will respond. 1) Frankenstein 2) mummy 3) wolfman

Tuesday, 25th, December 1934
Xmas day very quiet, no snow or rain the sun is shining but it is pretty kool. Mutt,Hap and me went for a stroll. We found Hobo’s blue Heaven it is an old lime kiln, “that is where they make lime.” Also went by the disposal plant they are building here. Then home dinner at 5:00P.M. after that we went for a drive, and I was highly insulted, some girls had the nerve to say that I couldn’t drive a car, and they refused to ride with me. Well I will remember them in my prayers.

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Operation Spotlight Virgin
I'm posting again as a reminder, if you're sick of me already then GOOD! Keep up all that hard work and send your friends like you have been doing! I'm about half-way there and once I get there it will all be a distant memory. You people are truly the most AWESOME people in the whole entire world and I am so PROUD to have you on my list. Your generous donations and constant rating have almost got me to my goal. I figure the spotlight will get my level up like I need it to be. Let's keep our eyes on the prize!! I have made salutes for those of you that has helped so far, if I forgot you PLEASE speak up, because I'm only human and have a brain the size of a pea most of the time. As you can tell by the NUMEROUS misspellings on those salutes I made. LMAO! I will continue to keep track of those that help and make you a salute too. THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!

A Few More From The Archive
Upon Review Electricity, to form and thoughtlives we live?Aren't all we've got. . we see and hear, the moment is gone-spectral remembrances..carry on!It may conclude at any momentno way anyone. . can prepare for itfeelings produced from sound and visionsouls are infinite?Such precision!We are all recorded songto live the here and nowin review from now onwhen we're not herethe other side . . we are song!A blueprint of creation fromwhich we all. .are drawn.

Cupid's Test
The Battleaxe Deliberate Brutal Love Master (DBLM) Sharp. Hardened. Dominating. The Battleaxe sweeps all before her, smiting and what not. You’ve had a number of serious relationships, so you obviously have many attractive qualities. You’re well experienced in dealing with other people’s weirdnesses, and it’s likely you’re good in bed by now, too. Also, like the drunken housewife chucking Heinekens at her no-good husband, you’ve got a lot of energy. People can tell you’re sophisticated, and so you find yourself the object of infatuations quite often. But it’s how you handle yourself in your relationships that gets you the ‘brutal’ tag. Controlling? Imperious? Overbearing? Yes, please. Remarkably, you don’t mind the same from your men. You’ve experience enough to take whatever you dish out. Overall, you’re a very good person and a capable lover, and when the time comes you’ll make a fine divor

Cupid Test
Don’t ever marry, you’re The Hornivore. Roaming, sexual, subhuman. The Hornivores (you) are some of the most screwed up and naughty beings in the Universe. And their numbers are growing, mostly due to skipped or misused contraception. You care not. There’s one thing you want, one sole need. Half manly, half bestial, you act on instinct, and animal charisma smoothes the way. It’s unlikely you’re driven by much other than your own selfish, orgasmic requirements. Your appearance and personality have evolved for the hunt. Ass beckons, you oblige. For the record, you can happily bang all personality types, however your match percentages might be low with the kinder, more sensible people of the world, purely because they all wish to avoid you. Good luck to them. “One day, the villagers came with torches to the house. In the smoldering ashes, stray dogs looked for cooked flesh.’ http://www.okcupid.com/the-dating-persona-test

Cupid Test - I Stole It :) Totally Me
The Playstation Random Gentle Sex Master (RGSM) Easy to turn on. Hard to beat. You are The Playstation. You’re a nice girl, and you have lots of sex. It’s therefore highly likely that you’re attractive, and you’re certainly outgoing & friendly. Plus, this healthy physical attitude of yours indicates deeper emotional well-being and stability. Unheard of. When guys dare to dream, they dream of you. You don’t get attached too easily, and, to wit, you’re not necessarily looking for something long-term right now. That’s a bigger asset than you know. Though, physically speaking, you’re open to anything, you’re keeping your emotional side well-protected. This means there won’t be a lot of wreckage to clean up whenever you decide to settle down. In the meantime, the men you share yourself with actually respect you. Like them, you enjoy sex for its own sake and don’t need any other validation for pleasure than pleasure its

Cupid Test
The HornivoreRandom Brutal Sex Master (RBSM) Don’t ever marry, you’re The Hornivore. Roaming, sexual, subhuman. The Hornivores (you) are some of the most screwed up and naughty beings in the Universe. And their numbers are growing, mostly due to skipped or misused contraception. You care not. There’s one thing you want, one sole need. Half manly, half bestial, you act on instinct, and animal charisma smoothes the way. It’s unlikely you’re driven by much other than your own selfish, orgasmic requirements. Your appearance and personality have evolved for the hunt. Ass beckons, you oblige. For the record, you can happily bang all personality types, however your match percentages might be low with the kinder, more sensible people of the world, purely because they all wish to avoid you. Good luck to them. “One day, the villagers came with torches to the house. In the smoldering ashes, stray dogs looked for cooked flesh.’ Not completely un

I Continued To Wonder.
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Pictures
I can't upload pictures so I'll put some here from last night. Daniel took this picture of me. He said I looked scary. This is just me and Daniel. I love that he's always making silly faces. The next two are of me and John. Figured as much as I've talked about him..you all should see us together, lol.

Anger
Anger Who are you angry at? Why are you angry? What is the outcome of your anger in your dream? Being angry in a dream often represents an emotion we want to have in waking and will not allow ourselves to experience. This reflects the fact that anger can be destructive and sometimes ends up being treated as a taboo in our personality. The fact that it comes out in dreams may be attributed to the id. People who dream of being angry often have difficulty expressing the emotion constructively in waking life. Anger is a reaction to a perceived threat. As such, anger reflects our feeling that we are being denied what is ours by necessity or by right. Dreams that contain anger may often serve as an insightful beacon into our waking relationships. Sometimes, you may find yourself dreaming of being angry at someone who never angers you in waking life. This may simply be an indication that they are not perfect; a sort of check that reminds you that they are human.

Birds
Birds If you have ever seen the movie The Birds by Alfred Hitchcock, you will understand at once that birds receive mixed reviews in the human saga. Birds have often been perceived as troublemakers and omens of bad tidings throughout history. To have the birds of the air pick the flesh off your bones was an awesome sign of judgment in the ancient Near East. Ravens, crows, and vultures could share in this task. However, the gift of flight has retained a sense of majesty for birds as a genus, and certain birds in particular. Note that the phrase Soaring on eagles' wings has been a sign of hope for twenty-five centuries. The visual acuity of many birds (i.e. the eyes of a hawk) also conveys positive perceptions, while ravens and owls are also stereotyped as vessels of wisdom in myth and literature. The ability of some birds to speak places them in a special category as far as non-human creatures are concerned. Some people may be characterized as bird-like in your dreams.

Cross Or Crucifix
Cross or Crucifix This powerful religious symbol often carries with it either comfort, judgment, healing, pain, or a desire for protection. Obviously, how the object enters the dream and what effect it has on the dream plot is very important. The symbol can have either great attraction to the dreamer or revulsion and avoidance. To avoid the cross may indicate either judgment, shame, ambivalence about traditional values, or a memory-dodging consciousness. This memory-dodging is a defense mechanism to prevent looking all the way into the implications of choices or experiences tied to religious symbols in your life. On the positive side, the cross can feel very redemptive or provide a sense of security. Many religious icons operate as a positive taboo for us. Just as dark taboos are symbols, practices, or icons we do not mess with out of fear, certain positive symbols carry positive taboo power. We are secure because of the power of the symbol. Christians who encounter t

Hawk
Hawk Hawks are interesting dream figures. They aren't quite eagles, but they definitely rank above the crows. Like the eagle, hawks are common symbols in many cultures. Native American dreams revere the hawk and eagle the way the Greeks revere Zeus and Hermes. The hawk is the warrior-visionary while the eagle is the sacred wisdom and power. To dream of hawks is to see oneself as engaged in, but outwitting, opponents through the ability to perceive more completely. It may also be a dream of providing adequately through skillful acquisition or insightful maneuvering. Do you see yourself as soaring with the hawks or pecking with the pigeons in waking life? This may be wish-fulfillment or concern over the direction your life is heading.

Crying
Crying Weeping in dreams is not at all unusual. This is often because of the emotional power carried by the images and persons you are encountering. Weeping in the dream is generally separate from actual physical tears forming. It is more often that weepy feeling you get in your heart when a particularly moving scene is played out before you. The best advice is always to go with the dream. Emotional releases and revelations can have a very cleaning effect on the psyche and should be embraced whenever possible. However, you should try to determine the trigger event that caused the emotion. Did someone else make you cry directly? Were you crying for a particular reason, or was it for a general emotional release? Did the tears make you feel ultimately better or worse?

"marble (stone Figurines, Buildings, Hallways)"
"Marble (stone figurines, buildings, hallways)" Marble in architecture is the premiere ostentatious element. Often, marble is reserved for dwellings of authority and power (government, big business, stately mansions, etc.). If you are fortunate enough to occupy the building, it may be that you are feeling a special allegiance with power structures. If you are occupying a corporate or government building, it may be a representation of power that you feel in daily living. The people who come to visit you in these structures are central to understand the meaning of the dream. If you are living in a marble mansion, you may be on the verge of a successful business venture. If you are visiting these places, note the feeling they arouse in you.

Leopard
Leopard Spotted animals are interesting symbols because of their nonconformity to a uniform color. Often we may see people as spotted or as leopards if we suspect them of shiftiness or insincerity. To see a leopard mauling a kill, especially if it makes eye contact with you, likely means that you have been dealing with someone who you do not trust, and that you should take stock of recent dealings with that person and others like them.

Walls
Walls In psychoanalytic technique, walls are generally held to be a symbol of the male personality, with a focus on power. This thinking seems to stem from the impressions a young child would have of dominant male power in the home (which is a fortress surrounded by walls and dominated by the patriarch). In dreams, many people encounter walls as a random barrier and/or a projection of power. In your dream, do you come upon a wall in your travels, or do you find yourself immediately surrounded by walls? Do you try to scale the wall, find its end, or simply ignore it?

Infestation
Infestation Being overrun, even by a desirable commodity, is an undesirable experience. Even good things can get carried away. Many times, we feel as though our lives our out of control. In dreams, having an infestation of a particular person, object, insect, or animal may be a pictorial representation of feeling overwhelmed. If the infestation comes from a positive event, it may be a warning from your subconscious that other necessary obligations are being neglected due to your consumption by a singular activity. If the infestation is a categorically negative image, such as rats or mosquitoes, it may be that your life is getting severely undermined. Is the infestation happening in your home, car, or other intimate place? Are there any others present?

Loss Of Sensory Ability Or Motor Ability
Loss of Sensory Ability or Motor Ability Images also include Blindness, Deafness. Usually, this is a very symbolic event in a dream. A 34-year-old man reports: I dream of being in a situation where I need to act resourcefully to help a stranger avoid danger. Suddenly, I go blind for no apparent reason! It is very frustrating. Becoming suddenly impaired in this way is different than being injured in a physical accident. The lights just seem to go out without explanation. With a dream like this, it is questionable whether or not the dreamer feels competent to fulfill his duties in waking life. However, this can also refer to his reluctance to accept the challenge of the hero self. Seeing oneself as a hero is kind of daunting, and the fact that it is your dream doesn't mean that you will necessarily and easily assume that role. Suddenly, the awareness of caring for those to whom you have no obligation is quickened. It's a hassle. Many of us can barely fulfill responsibi

Disease
Disease Curing diseases may be a projection of your benevolence for the world. Many of us want to feel as though we are good people who have something to contribute. Disease and the cure thereof allow us to feel power to influence the outcome of other's lives. Getting a disease could be revealing of a self-defeating lifestyle choice if the disease creates a particular handicap. If the disease is transmitted from a particular person, you may be ambivalent about their influence in your life. If the affliction holds taboo quality, for example, AIDS or other sexually transmitted disease, there may be internal anxiety about the moral quality of your life. Getting a disease can also reflect a fear that is either rational (family history) or irrational (news story as trigger event). Is the disease peculiar in that it is only apparent to certain persons or only comes over you in the presence of certain others? The body often symbolizes the emotional content of relationships.

Weather
Weather Dreams can have very unique weather. It may be sunny and thundering, or pouring rain everywhere except for where you are standing. Weather images in dreams often reflect your feelings about your environment. You may view the world as contrary to your goals; thus a dream would have bad weather in it. On the contrary, pleasant dreams or dreams at a time when life is going well usually feature good weather. The weather in dreams is generally not as significant as other images unless it is somehow aberrant from normal, waking world weather. Did the weather in your dream prevent something good from happening, such as a planned event?

Elephant
Elephant In the Zulu culture, the elephant is the symbol for wisdom, patriarchy, and sacred relationships (similar to the bear or eagle in Native American culture). It is important to notice that geographically different cultures find symbols within their own contexts to convey universal themes of human concern. Also, most western cultures revere the elephant as powerful and possessing a strong memory. Because of our common acknowledgment that elephants have powerful memories, to dream of an elephant may be an association with the act of memory-this may point to something forgotten in your life.

Computer
Computer The computer has become a symbol of access to knowledge and power. It also has become a ball and chain. The good thing is, we can work anywhere thanks to Internet connections and laptop computers. The bad thing is, we can work anywhere thanks to internet connections and laptop computers. You are either on the verge of excelling at work, or you probably need to quit working such long hours. Was the computer simply background furniture in your dream, or did it play an integral part? Was the computer more powerful than you are used to, or was it causing you problems?

A Question For The Masses
So I am watching TV and in the last hour 2 commercials have come on advertising the great connection made on the advertised dating site. Why the hell aren't they showing all of the complete disaterous connections made? Why do they have to pay the actors to portray a happy couple? Why do people buy into this crap? Anyone out there ever have a wonderful experience on a dating site that resulted in a long term serious healthy relationship? I'm thinking KNOT!

My Letter To Mommy
Mom, Where are you?right now i need you, i dont know what to do anymore! im not ready for everything life is throwing at me!i need you to be here when i meet the man of my dreams,when i try my wedding dress on for the first time, when i first find out im pregnent,when i hold my baby for the first time,Mom i need you to be here when i dont know how to be a Mom!mom where are you? cause right now u need to be here with me All the nights we would spend awake together bakeing random goodies just cuz we couldnt sleep! i miss that so much i love you mommy... you can come back now... I love you so much mommy and i wish i would have told u that more

Everything Mom
How did you find the energy, MomTo do all the things you did,To be teacher, nurse and counselorTo me, when I was a kid.How did you do it all, Mom,Be a chauffeur, cook and friend,Yet find time to be a playmate,I just can’t comprehend.I see now it was love, MomThat made you come whenever I'd call,Your inexhaustible love, MomAnd I thank you for it all. By Joanna Fuchs

I Was Just Wondering
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Kissesforzoey
Into one persons body,How much beauty can go.The answer to this,Now I do not know. I look at her beyond belief,And wonder if she is really there.Or a cruel trick by my mind,And she'll vanish into the air. I dare not look away,Gone forever she may become.And my vision of pure beauty,Eternaly lost,forever gone.

Todays Comment #1
Her feelings run deep. Deeper than her skin. Judging on beauty alone. For me no way to begin. To touch her mind. Find out whats in her heart. To actually become a friend. This is how I would start. Her beauty goes beyond. Her soul may be just as deep. Maybe soon she will call me friend. And I will be one she keeps.

A Deeper Peek Inside The Freak
A deeper peek inside the freakYou know she wants ither juices running down her legsspelling your nameThrow her on the bedpull her hairshe is hard to tameBite her neck, leave a markshe likes it that wayYou ask her what she wantsbefore you go in, you hear her sayPull my hair and smack my asschoke me just a littleSuck on my titsand fuck my clitmake me scream your nameThen move to me the tablebend me over, fuck me from behindI dont care how rough you getbut that dick right there is mine

Dominated Love Slave
Dominated Love Slave Rule me, MasterYour slut craves your cockRub me just a little fasterShe loves you hard as rockTie me up to your bedYou know I like it thereLook down at my pretty headDeepthroating, as you pull my hairRun that shaft down this bodyTo my wet little slitYou know I love being naughtyOh yes Master, make me submitHelplessly boundAs you tease my centerThis throbbing moundMaster please enter!Making me dripMaking me yearnPull out your whipA lesson I will learnAs you shove the handle inI cry out in pleasureYou are a beautiful sinBringing orgasms beyond measurePull it out as your cock wants a turnTake it all like a good slave shouldClimaxing together, My body burnsMaster, oh, Master you are so good!Keep me here, at least one more dayYour cock at all times is all I craveKnowing now all thats left to sayI need to be your dominated love slave!

Masturbate For Me
Masturbate for Me Feeling crazy hornyMy pussy is drippingWant you to jack off for meImagine its into me you're slippingSpread my legs wideOver my clit my hands glideTell me what to do, I'll abideImagining your hand's up and down slideHearing you groanReally gets me goingMaking me moanThe juices are flowingLouder you getMy hand goes quickerOh fuck my slit!My cunt gets slickerTell me to cumI obey your demandNow I want your orgasmSpilling on your handThink of what my mouth could doMy head bobbing for you to seeImagine all I'd do for youThats it baby, Masturbate for me!

My Cock Sucking Addiction
My Cock Sucking Addiction What would happen if I undid your pants?Releasing you from confinmentAllowing my tounge to begin it's danceI want to suck you til you're spentWhat would you doIf my mouth kissed your cock?What would you sayIf I made you hard as a rock?My tounge is working fastMy moans of pleasure fill the airI'll make your pleasure lastYou like it when I suckle thereI love deepthroating your cockLove the way you hit my throatPaying no attention to the clockFor my face, I crave a white coatMy hands on your waistSucking from my kneesYou love my fast paceThe way my tounge just won't ceaseYour hands in my hairMaking me take it allHolding me thereThe pleasure makes you fallYou've fallen to the bedbut, I'm not finishedHold onto my headI won't stop til you're deplenishedMy mouth keeps goingI twist to straddle your chestNow my wetness is showingand your cock is in between my breastsSucking hard, I want your loadLower my cunt to your faceThen in my mouth you explodeLick my lips, and sw

With And With Out You
I want to be rid of every memory. Every second of the days I spent with you. Every kiss. Every embrace. Every stupid I love you because I cant live with and with out you. Yet you are apart of everything and what I am now. Every dream of your face staring back at mine but never seeing me, looking through me because I dont exist. Youve become my biggest fear when only weeks ago you were the only thing that calmed them. I keep waiting for this pain to stop so I can breathe. I dont know what was ever real cuz more and more you rob me of that. How did a year of my life become bullshit nothings and mean absolutely nothing? But every time I put my hand to my stomach and I feel this wave of relief wash over me and I remember how proud I am of being Rebel and Presleys mother and I know that for every lie and ever tear and every time you will break my heart theyll tape me back together. I can feel you every day and I hate it. I cant run away from facing the mistake I made in you. I cant deny we

Fuck Me
Fuck Me! (I Want To Be Naughty) I want to talk dirty to youTo tell you all I crave to doRun my lips over your bodyTo hear you call me naughtyStand in front of me as I suck on the headPushing you hard onto the bedFlipping around, see my juices dripping?Wiggle my ass, see how red and swollen it's getting?Don't you just ache to lickWhile I'm deepthroating your dick?Placing my cunt to your lipsTaste it, for you it dripsPull myself awayNow it's time to playTeasing, licking, I won't stopNot until I recieve every dropLet me feel your cum riseTaking all of your sizeI want you to explodeAs your senses overloadNow, I kiss from your stomach to your chestAgainst your body I press my breastsNibble your ear, kiss your neckAre you still hard? Let me check...Straddling your waist, your cock against my clitGrinding, gently teasing, I need to know you want itSlide into my heated wet, as hearts surrender to lustRiding cowgirl, loud and hard, screaming with each thrustGrab my waist, move with meBringing e

I Can Get Hot All By Myself
I Can Get it Hot By Myselfi could call youat night on the phonetell you all i wantwhile my body lies aloneyou'll speak to me in rhymewhile my imagination turnsgive me your naughtiest thoughtsthese loins begin to burnwhisper sweet nothingsmy fingers become possessedwanting to feel every wordthey now become obsessedyou'll speak of sucking breastfingers moving lowerbut i say take your timemy pussy wants this slowertell me how you want mei will do the samefingers and words combinedi whisper out your nameif you could see my positionmy legs begin to spreadfantasizing of an awaiting tongueon my thighs these fingers treadfingers on the wetnesson a suckable clitthere's no cooling downonce this fires litrubbing her with pressuremouthed winds began to blowgiving it a gentle pinchcurling of my toessucking on my fingerthey go to find the peaksthe other slips and slideson the treasure that it seeksfaster in rhythmbody begins to quakeyou would be turned onby the sounds that i makemy explosion is gian

Be Ready When You Open The Door!
Be Ready When You Open the Door!I am waiting for you on this sideof the doorcan hardly wait ..i hear the key as it pierces the slitunlocking the lockand i only imagine whatyou will do to meI am here, babyunclothed and willing todo everything thatcomes to that sweetmind of yoursAll you have to do is ask!there you are...Are you surprisedi see that look in youreyesand see the expressionpressing hard againstyour pantslicking my lipsgetting ready for this danceLet not your mouth speakbut kiss mei want to surrender tothe tongue that possesses mydesirethe lips that start myfirethat's righthold me as you push my bodyinto this chairi look back at youwhile i gently stroke youthereyes i want iti want youi want you sodeepuntil we seem to bestuck with glueyou love it wheni scream at you"GET IT BABY""IT'S YOURS"this i can't denyyou grab my breastholding oni have to tryi beg you to go harderi feel you releasemeonly to lay my bodydownand get on top of metouching and rubbingflicking of the tonguegoing

Like Father, Love Son
I happened to find this through my usual net browsing, and it just made my day. I want to share this with you all. It looks a bit long, but it's sooooo worth the time, trust me, so please, go on. "If you can touch it, you can catch it !! " encouraged Dad, with his characteristic enthusiasm literally dripping all over the pavement in front of 430 Donegal St. in Peterborough, Ontario, Canada. The year is 1978 . Today's lesson in football basics is "the buttonhook ." "3, 4 , HUT !!!" Dad bellows with all the excitement & spirit of a Superbowl, or Memorial Cup, into my 10 year old ear. I am off like a shot 8 paces, where I am instructed to pivot on the 8th, where Dad has already rifled the football a millisecond earlier, so that when i "buttonhook", it is already in my arms "like a loaf of bread " , is how I am coached to hold it. Then I am off again towards Brock St. to an imaginary goalline, where I can possibly get a touchdown if I can only catch the ball. Easier said than done

Telemarketing Authority Figures Can Lick My Balls
I almost got fired from my telemarketing night job tonight. Some gigantic blob of a woman supervisor I will call Clayface (because she looks like Clayface from Batman) asked us how we like the job. I answered honestly. Duh, how stupid of me. For some reason It never gets through to me that honesty is a cardinal sin in telemarketing. Anyway a couple hours later this dickhead manager who takes himself way too seriously pulls me aside and accuses me of spreading negativity. I did no such thing. I was minding my own business and doing my job when they asked me a question that I simply answered and explained why. I have been in this shitty business for the better part of 6 years and have never seen a more wretched hive of scum and villainy. Seriously they are a superstitious and cowardly lot. I did not use those words however. The only reason why I'm doing it now is because I can't get hired for anything else. Not even McDonalds. I have a fucking degree in Network Engineering f

The Snowflake Test
You Are Unique Because You're Curious Unlike most people, you are truly interested in and open to the world around you. You don't judge anything until you know it well. You are happy to step outside your comfort zone to try something new. You are rare in your ability to take in many new sites, sounds, and ideas at once. You don't get overwhelmed. Like a snowflake, you believe life is more about the journey than the final destination. The Snowflake Test Blogthings: We're Not Shrinks, But We Play Them On the Internet

Pyre
One day it will bleed from me.Like a stuck orange blindsidedleft to pucker and shrivelunder the live weight of sunshine. Trembling like a boy on prom nightunderwire slipping through thumbscausing a lone, blind spectacleJust wanting. Never having. Taking a quick empty drinkfrom the cold pool of Tanthalasev`ry time my eyes dare todance with her unrepentant sway. The stars spoke to me last night.Told me the day would never come.So I plucked them from the sky.Out of spite I cast them aside. Their chattering laughter fades.as they clatter like loaded diceI wait for new days with no name.Shamed by the altars I've made.

What Phobia Are You?
You Are Claustrophobia You are the fear of enclosed places. You demand a lot of freedom in your life. It freaks you out to have too many restrictions or limits. You don't really seek out responsibilities or commitments. You like to keep your life spontaneous. It's easy for you to feel smothered. A lot of relationships and situations make you feel claustrophobic. What Phobia Are You? Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!

What's Your Winter Sense?
Your Winter Sense is Sound You're the type of person who listens carefully. You have a very well honed sense of sound. There aren't a lot of bold sounds in the winter, and for you, that's a very good thing. You like the smallest sounds of the season. Footsteps on snow. Water melting off of icicles. You also like the big sounds of holiday music and cheer, but it's the tiny sounds that make the season for you. What's Your Winter Sense? Blogthings: Our Quizzes Weren't Written By Bored 12 Year Olds

Mystery
i just don't care about the hurdles coming up against me whats meant to be will be, no matter if its good or bad for me honor the code of life, that not everything goes right i turn left, shoulda turned right, got hit by something outta sight out of sight out of mind doesn't always work out that way cus no matter how far out of sight it still comes to the light someday now some say, the grass is always greener on the other side they lied, i tried, hopped over the fence and flowers i had seen died listening to the whistling of the wind blow i caught a breeze finally but no longer feel at ease, wind blowing pieces of me away from me catch a few put em back in and on me like a puzzle till i regain some of my damn sanity i can't keep doing this my mind is to stuck on crazy peddle to the medal like a daredevil, but the gas tank just hit E question mark on the road got stranded in a town called mystery 2 paths to take one to be happy the other to be stuck in misery my past always follows me

Sketch Commissions!
Hey all! I've opened up sketch commissions! Please see http://kyatto.deviantart.com/gallery/ for examples of my work $5 for pencil sketches, $10 for digital color! I'll draw any character of your choice, human or animal.

What Kind Of Fabric Are You?
You Are Wool You are down to earth, practical, and no nonsense. You need a fabric that's durable and hearty. You don't mind if wool is itchy... at least it keeps you warm! And you're responsible enough to take care of wool properly. You aren't superficial or frivolous. You value substance over style and function over form. You are humble and thoughtful. You are happy with who you are, and you don't like vanity get the best of you. What Kind of Fabric Are You? Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes

Earn Money At Home While Surfing The Net!!!!!
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Sighs
I have seriously been struggling over issues with my 19 year old daughter :( She told my sister yesterday she was moving out into a friends. This is not an appropriate house for her to be at. I hate the fact that I cant get her to see our points of view on this and that she is just gonna do what she wants to do. I know she has to learn and make mistakes on her own, but I dont want her going down the same road I did and it destroys me knowing that she is that close to it. I love her with all my heart and ugh!!!!

Toxic Addiction
Her beauty has eluded me long,And I could not see why.Was she staying hidden,Because I did not try. Today she came to me,And let me know shes here,And it made me remember,Why I should hold her so dear. My friends are important,They do mean so much to me.And beautiful I will try to be better,I'll carry out my word,you'll see.

Redneck Pick Up Lines
1. Did you fart? Cuz you just blew me away. 2. Are your parents retarded? Cuz ya sure are special. 3. My love fer you is like diarrhea. I can't hold it in. 4. Do you have a library card? Cuz I'd like to check you out. 5. Is there a mirror in yer pants? Cuz i can see myself in em. 6. If you was a tree and i were a squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7. You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away 8. I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but i bet I can make yer bed rock. 9. I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went into this cheap motel room. 10. Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 11. If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon 12. Yer face reminds me of a wrench. Looking at you makes my nuts tighten up!!

Hope For Haiti Now
SO tonight i sent in a donation for the rebuilding of Haiti. I have heard alot of different people make comments about why we shouldnt help them out. But how about why we should. Picture it being your family members in need. Imagine that it was your town that was literally ripped apart and your family taken from you. Wouldnt you want someone to step up and lend a hand to help you out. Thats what led me to my decision to send in the donation. Sometimes we have to put ourselves in someone else's shoes to understand the pain and despair that they are feeling. Please support them and help out go to https://hopeforhaitinow.org

Dr Cam Rules
Devils Rejects Cam Rules 1. All non-staff members that wish to be on cam must first be approved by management. 2. Absolutley no flashing of any kind live on cam. 3. Absolutley no smoking, snorting, shooting, inhaling, eating, drinking, swallowing or booty bumping of any illegal substance while live on cam. 4. If you are male and whish to be on cam you must be shirtless only exception is if you have moobs that fill anything over a B cup. Back hair is also unexceptable. 5. All female cleavage must first be inspected and approved by a male staff member before its appearance on cam.

Torch.
How'd I fall for someone with such a small butt? I'm glad I didn't just say that outloud.The company I'm in, the outline I've drawn.It wouldn't be the best of times.Her sister to my right.My goddess returning to her poised pedastal after a brief quest tothe snacky machine. It's funny what your mind goes through when you watch someone you desire walk away.I have to imagine its something like what dogs feel when you leave them in the yardwith their favorite bone, and a half-full dish of water. Are they ever coming back?Do they still love me?Is this because I threw up on the rug?Or do we do this every day?I think we do but- and she's back. Somewhere in the effortless hum I missed an entire exchange of girl-talk and snickering commentary.Whose chunky ass is continuing to grow.The perfect combination of parts.Guess who just ate a whole tub of butter-how many licks does it take I never bothered to mention I spent more time looking at her eyes than her ass...butmaybe it didn't bear ment

V Speech
Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villian by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. (he carves a "V" into a sign) The only verdict is vengence; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. (giggles) Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it is my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V.

The First Cut Is The Deepest Remade By Sheryl Crow
I would have given you all of my heart But there's someone who's torn it apart And he's taken just all that I have But if you want I'll try to love again Baby, I'll try to love again, but I know... The first cut is the deepest Baby I know The first cut is the deepest But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed When it comes to lovin' me, he's worst... I still want you by my side Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried And I'm sure gonna give you a try If you want I'll try to love again, (try) Baby, I'll try to love again, but I know... OOHHH, The first cut is the deepest Baby I know The first cut is the deepest But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed But when it comes to lovin' me, he's worst... I still want you by my side Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried But I'm sure gonna give you a try Cuz if you want I'll try to love again (Try to love again, try to love again) Baby, I'll try to love again but I know, OOHHH.... The first cut is the deepest Baby I kno

General Platt Wants Protection
General Larry Platt is upset that his song and likeness are being used without his permission. You remember him. The guy who sang “Pants on the Ground” for the American Idol audition. He’s looking for a “copywriter” to protect a song he says he’s sung for almost five years. The song came about because he didn’t like seeing young guys wearing their pants below the belt so to speak. Check him out: http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/01/22/idol-sensation-general-larry-says-pants-ground-stolen/ No need for copywriters at BlastFM. It’s available to anyone who wants to listen. Like you. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Stained Glass
I never claimed to be perfect, i just spit real shit and hope somebody feels it/ and if they don't they don't, shed a tear? nahhh i won't/ wanna complain? be my guest, be my very own pest, it's prob for the best, i'm always busy critiquing myself now i can finally give it a rest/ rest in peace to my extended family, dealt with more death then i can count, even using my fingers and toes wouldn't give me the right amount/ watching my momma breakdown was never easy to see, consoling methods consist of giving her my shoulder and letting her cry on me/ had to stay so strong, for oh so long, that i desensitized myself no longer cry when i find out somebody is gone, i feel so wrong/ like what the hell is wrong with me? i'm filled with so much apathy, it takes a lot to make me show sympathy, contradict that with the legit feeling of being happy, and showing more love to loved ones than i show for me/ wrap it all together and you get a complicated persona, might need to make a change but not

She Will Be Loved By Maroon 5
Beauty queen of only eighteen She had some trouble with herself He was always there to help her She always belonged to someone else I drove for miles and miles And wound up at your door I've had you so many times but somehow I want more I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved She will be loved Tap on my window knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful I know I tend to get so insecure It doesn't matter anymore It's not always rainbows and butterflies It's compromise that moves us along, yeah My heart is full and my door's always open You can come anytime you want I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved I know where you hide Alone in your car Know all of th

Self
I once read that a mans value is measured by his wealth. This made no sense to me ,for I thought value and wealth were the same thing. I excepted this theory and tried in my life to strive for wealth. As i got older I attained money and figured since i had wealth i had defined my value. Then, i realized one day the true meaning of wealth.I lost everything i cared about in my life,although i still had monetary value, I had lost the most important thing in my life. She was the moon and the stars to me. When i saw her smile, I smiled. When i saw her cry I cried. when she hurt i hurt, when she laughed, we laughed. Nothing could prepare me for our wedding day I knew she was the one i wanted to spend my life with, I never even had a second thought about it. When she showed up to the wedding it was supposed to be the happiest day of our lives together, the only problem was, she was only there to tell me she did not love me anymore and could not mar

Taught Vs. Learned
Taught Vs. Learned So I admit that I’m guessing this will sound better in my head then on the web, often thoughts do. One thing the Web is great for is political debate. Hey who doesn’t like to get into these debates they can often be fun. Religious debates can get pretty interesting also. That being said there is really no reason for these debates. The fact is that most people’s minds and ideas aren’t going to change based on something that is said. In issues that are only cultural maybe they will change but that is unlikely. The reason for this is that the majority of everyone’s opinion is already set. They feel something and use facts that they know to back up their own Ideas. It should be the other way that they look at all the facts and then use that as how to form their opinions but it isn’t. Question? Why do you Believe in the god that you do? Why do you think that some things are right and others are wrong?

Only The Lonely By The Motels (inspired By Fu-wifey's Status)
We walked the loneliest mile We smiled without any style We kiss altogether wrong No intention We lied about each others drinks We lived without each other thinkin' What anyone would do Without me and you It's like I told you Only the lonely can play So hold on here we go Hold on to nothin' we know I feel so lonely way up here You mention the time we were together So long ago, well I don't remember All I know is that it makes me feel good now It's like I told you Only the lonely can play Only the lonely Only the lonely can play [Instrumental Interlude] Only the lonely Only the lonely can play It's like I told you Only the lonely can play Only the lonely Only the lonely can play

Monday, 24th, December 1934
Xmas eve nothing going on, I fooled around all day. Santa came as usual and was very nice. He left me a combination cigarette case and lighter, a pair of socks, some hankies, that is about all.

This Was Just Given To Me Thought I Would Share It With All Of You.
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty and he said no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever and he said no.She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away,tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and ...said... ... You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with youforever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die... Isn't that sweet?

Man And His Bike
I live in a condo building. Most of the people in the building I could really give a rat's ass about, but the man that lived across the hall from us was one of the nicer people in the building. He was Polish and spoke very little English, but was truly one of the nicest people you ever wanted to meet. He was always smiling, would stop to say hello. If he knew you were waiting to use the washer/dryer, he would knock on your door to let you know he was done. Just all around, a nice guy. He didn't drive. Whether if this was by choice or means, I don't know but you always saw him off peddling around doing his errands. It didn't matter if it was hotter than hell out or 20 below zero and snowing, there he was on his bike. We noticed we hadn't seen him around for a few days, but given the holiday season, we just assumed he was visiting family or maybe took a vacation. Unfortunately, that wasn't the case. We found out from our condo president he was in the hospital. He was in ICU. It turns

F-r-e-e That Spells Free.
The singer's name is Eric Violette.Restaurant They say a man should always dress for the job he wants So why am I dressed like a pirate in this restaurant It's all because some hacker stole my identity Now I'm in here every evening serving chowder and ice tea Should'a gone to free credit report dot com I could'a seen this comin' at me like an atom bomb They monitor your credit and send you e-mail alerts So you don't end up selling fish to tourists in t-shirtsDream Girl Well, I married my dream girl I married my dream girl But she didn't tell me her credit was bad So now instead of living in a pleasant suburb We're living in the basement at her mom and dad's No we can't get a loan For a respectable home Just because my girl defaulted on some old credit card If we'd gone to free credit report dot com I'd be a happy bachelor with a dog and a yard.New Car Well I was shoppin' for a new car, which one's me? A cool Convertible or an SUV? Too bad I didn't know my credit was w

Chasing Cars By Snow Patrol
We'll do it all Everything On our own We don't need Anything Or anyone If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads I need your grace To remind me To find my own If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see I don't know where Confused about how as well Just know that these things will never change for us at all If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

My Hell
I've never had much use for the concept of hell, but if hell exists I'm in it. The same images running through my head over and over. I was there, I saw my mothers death, a burried memory forgotten all these years, it climbed inside me that day, and it's been with me ever sice, My Dark Passenger.

Just A Hint
If she doesnt call you [ Its because she is waiting for you to call her ] When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stare's at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she start's cussing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignore's you [ Give her your attention ] When she pull's away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steal's your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she tease's you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesnt answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she look's at you with d

The Things You Can Do When You Put Your Mind To It
It is truely amazing the things you can do when you just put your mind to it. No problem is insurmountable not when you have the most excessable evidence locker in Miami. Sean did need to go away, but death wasn't the answer, life in prison will do just fine. For now atleast the code of Harry remains unbroken.

Boy In Blood
My sisters right I don't share my problems with her, or with anyone. Harry taught me that, secrecy, selfreliance, and a well stocked cupboard of hefty bags. Fortunatly I've never met a problem I can't handle, until that boy in the blood...he scares me, I want him to go away.

Built To Kill
You can pray to your God, you can beg for mercyI'm beyond most evil Holy water don't hurt meI'm lurking through your city you don't see meProfessional stalker of the night you cannot hear meBut you will fear me, I'm under the Devils controlGonna kill you nice and slow, gonna make you meet your Holy GhostAnd if you didn't know, well now you're gonna knowI love slittin' throats and watchin' bodies decomposeOr pouring draino down inside of a bitches cuntWhile she's alive it beats inside this is so much funLight up a blunt, load a clip in my gunThen pull the trigger in her pussy now it looks like she's cuming bloodBut I ain't done, not even a bit death gets me highNowhere to run I need a new victim to kill tonightI murder, I kill, I call this femicideSay goodbye, now you're gonna die on this Devilz nightI'm built to kill and ain't nobody ever gonna stop meI'm so deadly, blood thirsty, I love corpses rottingYou're gonna dieYou're gonna dieYou're gonna die, die on Devilz nightI'm built to ki

The Past Is The Past
I usually use my blog for rants, so if you do not like my rants please leave now. Thank you. Thismorning I got up early to help my boyfriend with his requirments to level. After he left, I decided to check on my facebook because I havn't been on it in a while. I was in a REALLY good mood. Well I changed my status on there to tell the world that I was in an amazing mood, hoping to god that people would get it and not screw it up for once. So, Im going thru my things and this guy I used to hang out with when I lived in KnoxDale said hi in my status then started to bring up my past. Pretty big mistake cause it ruined my day. I have changed since then, and I have changed for the better. There is a REASON that I am not like I used to be. Nor do I want to think about the way I used to be. I feel personally if I think about it, it's going to wear on me and then I will back track. I don't want that. So, this is why I feel the need to rant. I wish people would stop bringin

Joining A Cause Doesn't Mean Turning Off Your Brain
For those who don't know, I work in Washington, DC. Today, I was walking down the street on my way to get some lunch, when I passed a whole bunch of people waving signs, wearing sandwich boards, and all the usual trappings of any one of the half-dozen or so demonstrations we get in any given week. Turns out it was an anti-abortion demonstration. That's not that unusual, so I just pressed my lips together and walked on. I went to Chipotle and got a burrito (yum). But on the way back, I saw a woman holding one sign in particular that really upset me. It said "Stop ALL abortions now." Even though I am one of the world's least-confrontational people, I very nearly went up and demanded to know what gave her the gall to declare that there is never, ever a situation where abortion is the best option. Was she really so narrow-minded that she couldn't stretch her imagination just a wee bit to think of some different situations? Sure, we all hear about rape and incest being the justified case

Fubar Book Club! World War Z By Max Brooks! Join Here!
What: An attempt at a book club, here, on Fubar. Some say it's a foolish mission. They're correct, but we're awesome, we read and we love talking to each other on blogs, so up theirs. Who: Hopefully you. ANYBODY can join. A handful of you have promised me you'll join and don't think I'm not gonna hound you. All you need to do is read the book, and participate in discussions whenever you want. When: Starting now (or before now) until March 1. Yes, you have that much time to read this 350 book. You can join and read it at anytime until then. Where: I want this to be very open and fun. Comment here to let us know you're gonna do it, and I will set up blogs for discussions every week or so. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO MAKE YOUR OWN BOOK CLUB BLOG ENTRIES! You can do your own entries on the book/your reading and have discussions there, just please send me the link so I can link them here and try to check into the "main" blog here once in a while, especially if your blogs are set to friends o

Good Time
I've ben playing fumafia for sometime now and just reached lvl22 its pretty cool but could be worked on alittle. It always sucks when you have people hatten on ya and what not because your better than them, thats Y they place hits out on ya. Go to hell to all them hatta's who hat on me, for I am coming with vengance and leave nothen to salvage in my destrction.

The Path
A long path of hardship and loneliness is the one she has walked down for so long, Her head hung low with disappointment and sadness that she carries with her. Her soul empty and heart broken into pieces she feels are beyond repair, The road is covered in harsh rocks and the fire of hatred for those who kicked her down. As the tears fall and her hopes fade into nothing she sees the endless path before her, At the point when she almost gives up a hand reaches for hers…… There he stands his hand in hers and she looks up into his eyes, Caring, so soft with love he looks at her as though she is a goddess before him. Her hand locks in his; the warmth is filling her heart, As they walk side by side the path that she has walked on for so long is changing. The trees are flourishing; the grass begins to take form beneath her feet where the road was,

Just Wanna Say Thank U
just came back from the bathroom and thought, whoever made a flushing toilet system are great. Without that, it would have sucked. So i just wanna thank for those who invented a fluhing toilet system and made it to the world, thanks man.

My Turfs Rules
There will be no disrespecting against our members, if you are disrepecting your own members there is a chance that your membership will be revoked. All i ask is that be active and participate in the turf chat and fights. Please don't go to any turfs and talk shit and provoked them and have them come to our turf and attacking and hitlisting all our lower members. If you need any help ask the LT's, Soldiers, Boss and Underboss for help. If you want to get promoted to a rank you have to be an active fighter and helping the turf and participate in the turf chat so you will have some idea on what is going on in our turf. We need 3 associates per soldier, if you wanna be a soldier bring 3 associates in and i will promote you to a soldier. There is only 5 lieutenants position open, I already have 2, I will keep 3 open and I will determine who is active in participating at the turfs and any fights and will give that position away. I am open for any alliance if anyone wants to join us.

Emotional Rollercoaster
my husband went on a date. with a girl i was friends with.. and that he said he didn't like because she was such a slut. She slept with 6 guys in a week.. PLUS had a relationship (and a kid) with a guy who was KNOWINGLY sleeping with a girl who had HIV. He has been talking to her for weeks... we have been separated for 3 months.. I love my husband.. I don't want to divorce.. well.. i didn't before THIS.. now i wouldn't trust getting back with him. HIV can travel through spit... What if he kissed her? dear god.. I don't know if she has it... But i don't want to chance it.. I have been crying off and on for 2 days... my heart hurts.. I want to go get a giant covered burrito and eat the whole thing.. comfort food and all.. Problem is.. i lost 4.25 pounds last week... and i am scared to blow it... but i REALLY want that burrito...

You Fucks
ok here`s the deal it`s fuckin raining for the 5th fuckin day i`m stoned to the bone this sounded like a good idea one question, ask away you might get answer in private depending on question all questions accompanied by nude pics will be answered first

Tell Me Something I Don't Know. You Can't... 'cause You Don't.
Audiogasm I can't pay my rent, but I'm fucking gorgeous. I got big lungs that could kill your chorus. Tell me something I don't know. You can't... 'cause you don't. ANT ᵀᴴᴱ ЯANT But I can, like a veteran, better plan, I leave your whole mind blownt... I've grown, accustomed to bustin on, those little somethins of nonsensical nothins songs, signals and tells, lyrics compelled, instrumental as hell, leads you to listen up well, when the melody kick in- it gels, some Gfunk whistles and bells, this miss is top of the shelf, let those inhibitions stop and just melt, superstitions and spells, can't complete with pistols and shells, my position is self, on a mission for wealth, I never had a pot to piss in- it smells. these days shit is different, cos my distance is held, and this is cos bitches like to hit kids below a dude's belt, I stay underground like the velvet, smooth and hope my fiber is felt. soul survivor, burn my bible, too prideful

Sex With Benefits
Why is it when a girl likes sex as much as men do its considered slutty?And when we like to have sex early in a potential relationship, were no longer considered girl friend material? I know you guys like sex, and want your women to give it to you. Otherwise you'll bitch about not getting it enough, or resort to cheating. Then your hypocrits about it, and it sucks. Its not fair to me or people like me.. Im only human. And i feel like people reject me because i do what i want to do. I have no reason to change my lifestyle until im no longer single.. Its not like id be unfaithful simply because i like sex. Im definitely girlfriend material, I just need someone to steal me from the game.

Choice...
Okay since I have like 9 different friends commenting a ton of pics.. I figured I would do a blog and let them all play in here Simple question Do you consider the previous pic A - Abuse B - Foreplay Okay play nice or .. if NSFW tell Me to mark it..

I Just Found Out I Had A Father
I had a father, someone other than Harry that called me son, the thought never even occured to me. Harry was all I needed, it was Harry who always had the answers. He knew who was good, bad, safe, and dangerous, I built my life on Harry's code, I live by it. But Harry lied, why would he do that, what else don't I know. My concrete foundation is turning to shifting sand. Maybe Rudy was right, you never can truely know anyone.

30 Random Things About Me ...
Yes, its a list blog. Amy is emo today. Amy is my owner. Amy paid outlandish monies to get me fake drunk. Amy requested a blog. So this it the output of that request. Why 30 things? I dunno' ... I had more to say than 10 things but couldn't think of 50. So without further ado, here are 30 random things about me - 1. My favorite meal is a good, medium-rare steak and a glass of Pinot Noir.2. I can spin nearly any size / shape pillow on my finger for hours but I can’t spin a basketball.3. I love Smarties and Sweet Tarts perhaps more than any other person, ever. Give me one roll of Smarties and I’m apt to consume an entire, Halloween sized bag.4. Overall, I like who I am on the inside. I acknowledge I am full of flaws, but the good stuff outweighs the bad.5. It bothers me that I’m never the “good looking one” in my group of friends.6. It bothers me that I’m not rich.7. Yes, I can be that shallow.8. If I was rich, I would give you half bec

Live Auction Update
To All Staff: We are hosting a Live Auction on February 6th, 2010 @8pm EST! We want all staff to participate in the even and anyone else you are friends with. The more people we have in, the better the bids will be. So please invite everyone to this event in Big Daddy’s Hot Spot and Bar! Everyone who isn’t already will need to become a member to bid or be auctioned off! No exceptions please, we want people to become part of our family as well. Makes the lounge a lot more fun and interesting. So what I need from you now is your offers for the auction. I’m helping DJ Thunder round them all up so he is ready to go the day of. We would like them as soon as possible. You can either reply to this message or go to DJ Thunder’s page and send him a private message there too. His link is… Ðj~Thuñdër~Röll~Påñthër@ßiģ Ðåddŷ\'ş Ĥöţşpöţ@ fubar If you have any questions please contact DJ Thunder or Missyl

Tantra...sacred Sexuality
Tantra...sacred sexuality Tantra like Yoga or Zen, is a path to enlightenment, which has its roots in India. It is nicknamed the "science of ecstasy" and focuses on heightening and prolonging the special awareness and rapport that exists between lovers during lovemaking. This view holds that the greatest source of energy in the universe is sexual, and places high value on ritualized intercourse. Sexual orgasm is seen as a cosmic and divine experience. Tantric philosophy also teaches that everything is to be experienced playfully, yet with awareness and a sense of sacredness in every gesture, every sensory perception, and every action. The path of Tantra is a spiritual one, which includes and appreciates the experience of our sexuality and sensuality as a conscious meditation, as a flowing together of the physical, erotic and cosmic energies. If you were a devoted student of tantric philosophy, you would go through an extensive program of physical, sexual and mental exer

If You Are Unhappy...
IF YOU ARE UNHAPPY... Once upon a time there was a non-conforming sparrow who decided not to fly south for the winter. Hoever the weather turned so cold that he reluctantly started to fly south. In a short time ice began to form on his wings and he fell into a baryard,almost frozen. A cow passed by and crapped on the little bird. The sparrow thought it was the end,but the manure warmed him,and defrosted his wings. Warm and happy,able to breath he started to sing. Just then a large cat came by,on hearing the chirping,investigated the sounds. The cat cleared away the manure,found the chirping bird,and promptly ate him. The moral of the story: 1:Everyone who shits on you is not necessarily your enemy. 2:Everyone who gets you out the shit is not necessarily your friend. 3:And if you are warm and happy in a pile of shit,keep your mouth shut.

My Favorite Mistake By Sheryl Crow
I woke up and called this morningThe tone of your voice was a warningThat you don't care for me anymoreI made up the bed we sleep inI looked at the clock when you creep inIt's 6 a.m. and I'm alone[Chorus:]Did you know when you goIt's the perfect endingTo the bad day I was just beginningWhen you go all I know isYou're my favorite mistakeYour friends are sorry for meThey watch you pretend to adore meBut I'm no fool to this gameNow here comes your secret loverShe'd be unlike any otherUntil your guilt goes up in flames[Chorus]You're my favorite mistakeWell maybe nothin' lasts foreverEven when you stay togetherI don't need forever afterIt's your laughter won't let me goSo I'm holding on this wayDid you know, could you tellYou were the only one That I ever lovedNow everything's so wrongDid you see me walking by?Did it ever make you cry?You're my favorite mistakeYou're my favorite mistakeYou're my favorite mistake

Govt Is Always Wrong For A Free People!!
To President Obama and all 535 voting members of the Legislature, It is now official you are ALL corrupt morons: The U.S. Post Service was established in 1775. You have had 234 years to get it right and it is broke. Social Security was established in 1935. You have had 74 years to get it right and it is broke. Fannie Mae was established in 1938. You have had 71 years to get it right and it is broke. War on Poverty started in 1964. You have had 45 years to get it right; $1 trillion of our money is confiscated each year and transferred to "the poor" and they only want more. Medicare and Medicaid were established in 1965. You have had 44 years to get it right and they are broke. Freddie Mac was established in 1970. You have had 39 years to get it right and it is broke. The Department of Energy was created in 1977 to lessen our dependence on foreign oil. It has ballooned to 16,000 employees with a budget of $24 billion a year and we import more oil than eve

Just Fred
A cop stops a Harley for traveling faster than the posted speed limit, so he asks the biker his name."Fred," he replies."Fred what?" the officer asks.'Just Fred,' the man responds.The officer is in a good mood and thinks he might just give the biker a break and, write him out a warning instead of a ticket. The officer then presses him for the last name.The man tells him that he used to have a last name but lost it. The officer thinks that he has a nut case on his hands but plays along with it. Tell me Fred, how did you lose your last name?'The biker replies, 'It's a long story, so stay with me.' I was born Fred Johnson.I studied hard and got good grades.When I got older, I realized that I wanted to be a doctor. I went through college, medical school, internship, residency, and finally got my degree, so I was Fred Johnson, MD. After a while I got bored being a doctor, so I decided to go back to school.Dentistry was my dream! Got all the way through School, got my

Trying To Take The Pain Away......
How is it that we can never take the pain away for our children. Losing a family member is not easy and when it comes to a child losing their grammy and all the emotions that go along with that, is unbearbale. My Mom is the most AMAZING person I have ever met and I am lucky enough to be her daughter. Her amazing strength and courage through out her life is what has given me the ability to be strong for my children even though I am dying inside myself. Watching my children struggle through this has been the hardest thing I have ever been put through. Keeping her memory alive in our hearts is what keeps me going. I know that no matter what she is looking down on us all and smiling. She was so sick for so long and losing her was bittersweet. Just knowing that she is free from pain and suffering makes the loss a little easier to bare. Mom we LOVE you big as the sky to the moon and back, FOREVER and ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU MOM

Crimsonminx
You spoke to me of treasures,Buried in a sandy shore.I now have no need of golden trinkets,They have no value to me nomore. No my treasure not buried,Deep within the sand.But it is here before me,On two feet it stands. This new wonder before me,In my eyes she does glow.She is rarer than any treasure,Any treasure I'll ever know.

Firgiveness Is Compassion.
All mistakes CAN b forgiven. All ill spoken words CAN b replaced with words of love. All broken hearts CAN b mended with time and LOTS of love. People are only human, they do make mistakes. If it was once, then forgive them for their transgressions and allow them to earn your trust again. The greatest mistakes in life happen when u dont love allow urselves space to grow and learn to forgive. Time isnt on anyones side, so if there is someone that has begged, pleaded, gotten on their knees in order to get a second chance. Forgive them and allow them to make things right. But dont harbor hate and anger towards them (it will never get any better if u keep making more problems caused by anger). Remember this, if they are on their knees (literally) they honestly do regret their actions, words and everything else they have done. Life is to short to not forgive and move forward in your relationship.

Damn A Mumm
I'm sure those of you that are my friends see me commenting on a MuMM. It's about celebrities and politicians not helping our own country and helping other countries. No matter what people tell him, he's just not getting it. That is why I'm making this blog. Maybe when I'm finished, I can link him to this thing. As I said I can see, to some point, what he is saying. That at one time or another, I agreed with him. The last thing I said was that I was sure that celebrities and politicians help our own country, but they just don't make it known. That maybe they just do it because it's the right thing to do. That the reason what happened in Haiti is "thrown in our face" is because it's still new. Now I'm sounding like a bitch in there. I made a comment about how some of the homeless are that way because they choose to be. Then got a reply saying that, for some, it's not their fault and we should help them. My reply was that I knew some people are homeless because of other things and

Dragons Intro
Dragons aren't real... that said now on to the real reality.Dragons exist, not physically but spiritually....Dragons have been misrepresented for all the years of Dragon lore. they are firce (if betrayed) they are loving (once a dragon finds its "one" there is No other that can take its place), but they are also somewhat promiscuous.... Silly ( to humans) they will gaurd a "pretty" forever against no one. just guard it. they are quite emotional and not particularly smart. Dragons love shiny, beautiful things and will freely share them with others and show them off. but do not ever damage a Dragons "pretty" for then you shall see the firce side of a Dragon! Dragons have never been known to just harm somone ( I think the tales of destroyed villages came frome someone hurting one of his "prettys" ) those sacrificed virgins...? ever notice that they are just gone? no tales of body parts, they allways asume that they were eaten!!! more like they were made warm and loved and cherished.A D

Gk's Post To The Host
Dear Mr. Keillor, As longtime fan of A Prairie Home Companion and a daily listener to The Writer's Almanac, I find both comfort and encouragement in your fatherly sign-off for the latter program: Be well, do good work, and keep in touch. But I've often wondered what you mean when you say, "Be well." How do you define well-being? What do you do to achieve it? Steve C. Wabash College -- You're a college guy and I'm an old writer, Steve, so we're looking at this from different angles. I'm more aware of decline and decrepitude than you possibly could be. I'm at the age when people tell me, "You're looking good" in that tone of voice that says "for a guy your age." For me, well-being has a lot to do with forward motion. I need to have deadlines, a list of projects, people who rely on me, some ambition on my back like an outboard motor. Good health is good, of course, and you don't want big black splotches showing up on the CAT scan, but my sense of well-being comes from waking up each

Beggers Can't Be Choosers?
So I'm kinda tired of being alone. Maybe I should be less picky about the people I like. Try and get past the initial revulsion and be nice to them? I blame my cousins for all this really, anytime we go out anywhere they drive away any guy that are interested and tell me they are disgusting. Ok in some cases it's true but sometimes there were some nice ones that I liked but they told me that they were creepy. :( The last time any guy showed me any affection whilst we were out (just touchy shoulders and stuff, nothing lewd or pervy) my cousin and her boyfriend gave him the evil glare all night, then asked me 'Who was that weirdo that just kept touching you all night?'....So I explained to them that I'd known him for a long time, but still I guess it makes me squirm a bit thinking that they think he's weird. I shouldn't...I know. However I do know a friend who likes being with a guy all the time (she likes sex) and is always telling me horror stories of the icky people that she h

Ramblings
1. I got up way too early today. I'm not use to beging up at 6:30. I totally enjoy that extra hour of sleep. 2. Coffee is my friend. Just wondering why it makes me pee so much. =/ 3. I can multi task fairly well. Nothing like having 2 tabs open and 2 different web browsers open. ;] 4. Farmville on Facebook is addictive. I just wish I could fan the damn application already. I want to expand my farm. 5. People that know math turn me on. 6. I love my friends!!!!!!!

Don't Even Fucking Go There.
I'm not your fucking girlfriend, I never was, I never said that I would be. I've treated you as a friend, that is all, and you think you have the right to question the fact that I am with someone??How fucked up is that? Seriously man, get a fucking life and a fucking girlfriend, because I'm certainly not it!!! Please fuck off from now on, and leave me be!

Jan 22nd 2010
So I woke up this morning and smiled. For the first time in a very long time I woke up happy. Alot of things have been happening to me that were very unexpected. A person I was in love with destroyed me. Much like most of the women from my past, she was exactly like them. I turned off...I didn't care or even want to care about anyone or anything except for myself. And was living just fine that way. Well, I got tripped up by a series of happenings in my life that have proven the selfish person I was is not the person I want to be. Over the next few days im sure you will see alot of changes in my profile as well as attitude. Hope you all get to meet the person I really am. In the meantime......I think I'm pregnant. I'm sitting here watching Star Trek eating cookies and olives O.o

This Will Be Long, Bite Me
So some of you know that I pulled the baby out of the private school he was in. But most of you don't know everything we went through at that school. He's been in that school since kindergarden, so going on 6 years now. And the first year he was there, was the first year they opened their doors. So ya know, the first year is expected to be rocky, getting the kinks out and all.... This year the school just seemed to go down hill though. They cut out 90% of their extra classes that they offered. Brought a new dean in, that is an ass, and just all kinds of changes. The thing that happened with the socks was just the icing on the cake and I had enough. Back in October, I think, there was an issue with lunch. It was grandparents day so I know DJ wasn't over playing what happened, cause my mom was there. They never sent a notice home or anything stating that they cut out their hot lunch program. I usually pack his lunch, but sometimes if we're running late or whatever I'll han

Curiouser And Curiouser
I saw a curious sight today. a white rabbit with a pocket watch dashing off as if late for an appointment. my curiosity got the better of me so I gave chase and fell down a rabbit hole. Now I am falling faster and faster, unable to slow my downward descent Wait I hear something a voice on the wind. A familiar sounding voice, a voice I know. Is it you or is it her? Curiouser and curiouser.. Hello?

Boobs On Parade...
Greetings Neighbors: The word is objectify which clinically defined is 'To present or regard as an object'. It can also mean to make impersonal or present as an object as in the case of dealing with human beings as items not people. During my many experiences on the Internet and my quest for social contact, I often run into pictures and displays of two things on a person's profile; a woman's bare bust line and a man just baring what he thinks needs to be scene (I will not get into detail but I am sure a few ladies out there know what I am talking about). Now, speaking as a man, it is an obvious fact that we are visual creatures and when judging the beauty of a woman, we often equate the presentation of a lady's anatomy as to whether they are good looking or bad looking. In other words, we guys like to look at females if they have a great 'rack' or a divine 'back door'. In a lot of cases both. Oh, and ladies, you can't claim complete innocence in this regard 'girlfriend'.

Hints On Life
1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. 3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. 4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. 5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. 6. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it only takes a smile to make a dark day seem bright. 7. Dream what you want to dream;

The Lonely Child
Atop a lonely hill, Beneath the dripping heat of a falling sun, The lonely man never alone lingers on, Names of lovers Etched in scars upon the many sharp shards Of his tired heart. Never felt their kiss as the rain of morning's light, Nor their palm pressed to palm with fingers' clasp; But many beats missed, When the bullets hissed And seethed over foreign fields. To their final bed, The lonely man, never alone Led And laid to rest in his embrace. In leathery hands his mistress lay, In whose grip his lifelong leash Did lovingly stay; A million tears already shed, For the single one He cries today. Marching through silver dusk A million bleary-eyed tears Rest fitfully on a million shiny-tipped spears That own hands no more. Salty sorrow stains the soil Tilled by hands with love and toil And behind a face made harsh and still, The lonely child rests his forgotten chin on the window sill And yearns for every summer gone, As the forge of heaven

Ohai!
So this is going to contain poetry. Fuck yeah, poetry! In case you didn't know (and since I currently do not think anyone on my list actually doesn't know me at all, weirdly), I'm a poet. I am not yet published as I do not see any current need to be, but I have already written at least nine hundred poems. Some with my bare hand and a pen and only night for a witness; others typed with a clacking of clickity keys. I seriously need a slave helper to type some of them up! Anyway, if you do read any, feel free to criticize. Just bear in mind if serving mockery that I have a strong backhand. ;)

Folk Singer Kate Mcgarrigle Dies Of Cancer
"Canadian folk singer Kate McGarrigle has died of cancer at the age of 63. The mother of singers Rufus and Martha Wainwright, McGarrigle died at home in Montreal on Monday. She had been battling cancer since summer 2006. " Source : BBC Online

Jocks V Nerds
Michael Jordan having "retired," with $40 million in endorsements, makes $178,100 a day, working or not. If he sleeps 7 hours a night, he makes $52,000 every night while visions of sugarplums dance in his head. If he goes to see a movie, it'll cost him $7.00, but he'll make $18,550 while he's there. If he decides to have a 5-minute egg, he'll make $618 while boiling it. He makes $7,415/hr more than minimum wage. He'll make $3,710 while watching each episode of Friends. If he wanted to save up for a new Acura NSX ($90,000) it would take him a whole 12 hours. If someone were to hand him his salary and endorsement money, they would have to do it at the rate of $2.00 every second. He'll probably pay around $200 for a nice round of golf, but will be reimbursed $33,390 for that round. Assuming he puts the federal maximum of 15% of his income into a tax deferred account (401k), his contributions will hit the federal cap of $9500 at 8:30 a.m. on January 1st. If you were given a penny

Inside My Mind
As humans we believe ourselves to be superior on the basis that we can reason. We believe that our lives are more fulfilling than lets say a blade of grass. This i do not agree with. Can they communicate with other blades of grass, do they feel pain when we pull one out (plants do respond to stimuli like moving towards sunlight). i personally believe that humans sense of entitlement is hogwash. the earth was here billions of years before us and will be here after our species has been extinct. The universe is another thing. we do not know if this is the first universe that has existed. The start of this universe was the big bang but there couldve been another universe before this that existed and collapsed upon itself causing this phenomena. this brings me to the concept that i want to talk about. The soul. What is the soul? In my opinion the soul and god are linked but not in the way the bible or qur'an look at things. The universe is governed by energy and this energy flows within all

Laura Veirs
So I have a bit of a thing for female vocalists, especially of the singer-songwriter variety, and I've been lucky to see a number of great acts at our local Arts Centre - Erin McKeown, Kimya Dawson, Nina Nastasia, Thea Gilmore, Jill Barber, Piney Gir, Mor Kabasi, Isobel Campbell, to name a handful... And I would put last night's Laura Veirs gig on a par with any of those. I'd only heard a couple of songs of hers prior, it's not like I've been a fan, but she was a name I kept seeing pop up, and was keen to hear more, so when the gig came up I thought I'd take a chance, and I'm so glad I did. The two support acts, Old Believers and Cataldo, both turned out to be solo incarnations of larger bands, and doubled up as Veirs' backing too. Both were excellent, and if you like young men singing gentle acoustic songs about feelings and stuff, delivered high quality versions thereof. I leaned more towards Old Believers, simply because it was a little less polished, and therefore a little more

Words Of Wisdom
THIS BLOG, WORDS OF WISDOM, IS A COLLECTION OF KNOWLEDGE OR AFFIRMATIONS THAT MAY HAVE BEEN DROPPED TO ME BY INDIVIDUALS THROUGHOUT MY JOURNEY. i WOULD LIKE TO SHARE WITH YOU THE ONES THAT HAVE MEANING AND SUBSYANCE TO ME. PEACE LOVE N LIGHT~ As a Light worker rises in frequency levels, there is a natural falling away of these things and for those who aspire to transform, one must walk an imminent path to the Sacred Oracle of Ifa. ~by Tata Chaz Learning, to attain knowledge, to be wise, is a necessity for every truly noble soul ; to teach, and to communicate that knowledge. Since we are male and female scientist, we need to think, behave and exist as such. We went from the pyramids to the projects. So let's raise our frequency, unlock our DNA and wake up mentally, physically and spiritually to who we really are. As the Shakti awakens so does the priestess, the healer, the empowerer and the goddess of love within.A woman's sexual awakening can propel her on a spiritual path.

When Love Comes To Town By U2
I was a sailor, I was lost at sea I was under the waves Before love rescued me I was a fighter, I could turn on a thread Now I stand accused of the things I've said Love comes to town I'm gonna jump on that train When love comes to town I'm gonna catch that flame Maybe I was wrong to ever let you down But I did what I did before love came to town I used to make love under a red sunset I was making promises I would soon forget She was pale as the lace of her wedding gown But I left her standing before love came to town I ran into a juke joint when I heard a guitar scream The notes were turning blue, I was dazing in a dream As the music played I saw my life turn around That was the day before love came to town When love comes to town I'm gonna jump on that train When love comes to town I'm gonna catch that flame Maybe I was wrong to ever let you down But I did what I did before love came to town When love comes to town I'm gonna jump on that train When love comes to town I'm gonna c

The Sweetest Thing By U2
My love throws me like a rubber ballOh oh oh, the sweetest thingShe won't catch me or break my fallOh oh oh, the sweetest thingBaby's got blue skies up aheadBut in this I'm a rain cloudYou know she likes a dry kind of loveOh oh oh, the sweetest thingI'm losing youI'm losing you yeahAin't love the sweetest thingI wanted to run but she made me crawlOh oh oh, the sweetest thingEternal fire, she turned me to strawOh oh oh, the sweetest thingYou know I got black eyesBut they burn so brightly for herThis is a blind kind of loveOh oh oh, the sweetest thingI'm losing youOh oh oh, I'm losing youAin't love the sweetest thingBlue-eyed boy meets a brown-eyed girlOh oh oh, the sweetest thingYou can sew it up but you still see the tearOh oh oh, the sweetest thingBaby's got blue skies up aheadBut in this I'm a rain cloudOurs is a stormy kind of loveOh oh oh, the sweetest thingOh oh oh, the sweetest thingOh oh oh, the sweetest thingOh oh oh, the sweetest thing

Beautiful Day By U2
The heart is a bloom Shoots up through the stony ground There's no room No space to rent in this town You're out of luck And the reason that you had to care The traffic is stuck And you're not moving anywhere You thought you'd found a friend To take you out of this place Someone you could lend a hand In return for grace It's a beautiful day Sky falls, you feel like It's a beautiful day Don't let it get away You're on the road But you've got no destination You're in the mud In the maze of her imagination You love this town Even if that doesn't ring true You've been all over And it's been all over you It's a beautiful day Don't let it get away It's a beautiful day Touch me Take me to that other place Teach me I know I'm not a hopeless case See the world in green and blue See China right in front of you See the canyons broken by cloud See the tuna fleets clearing the sea out See the Bedouin fires at night See the oil fields at first light And see the bird with a leaf in her mouth

Online Predators
will i think i just had my first online pradator scam attept. some girl claim to have lost her parents while back. her exboyfriend stole everything she had from her buisness. now she waiting for her inheritance But its going to be a while before she can claim it. now shes staying at a hotel and she has not eatin in three days and she asked me to send her money so she could get something to eat. does that not sound like a scam to you? so guy you to have to be carefull not just the ladies. oh yes this person is on fubar so be carefull. dont let her fool you. please feel free to leave commets about this. do u think men are more at risk for online predators or weman are more at risk?

R.i.p. Poor Girl ... 1-21-2010
Treasured Friend I lost a treasured friend today The little dog who used to lay Her gentle head upon my knee And shared her silent thoughts with me. She’ll come no longer to my call Retrieve no more her favourite ball A voice far greater than my own Has called her to his golden throne. Although my eyes are filled with tears I thank him for the happy years He let her spend down here with me And for her love and loyalty. When it is time for me to go And join her there, this much I know I shall not fear the transient dark For she will greet me with a bark.

Proper Tipping Of Wait Staff
For those of you that do not know, I am a waitress. I do the job because I like it and I am very good at it. I have a college degree and have had a professional career, however, waiting tables is more my style! I have held some kind of job in the restaurant business for the past 26 years be it hostess, waitress or bartender. Now, my point... when I started waiting tables at the age of 15, the hourly rate of pay was $2.01 an hour and the average tip was 10%. I am now 41 and the rate of pay is $2.50 an hour. As you can see, the hourly rate of pay has not improved much over the course of 26 years, and I am sure that some restaurants pay their wait staff more, I am talkin about my experience. It seems to me that the general public is a bit confused about what or how to tip properly. Here are some things you might like to know about proper tipping of wait staff. In most every job I have held as a waitress, for the past 10 years or more, I pay tax on 18% of my total sales not tips. Th

Ensign: Knowing The Unborn Push Six Months Later
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 21 January 2010 Six months ago I wrote an Ensign titled "Knowing the Unborn Push" using a sign I'd read in town as inspiration to present God's call to life and how even the well-intentioned pro-life movements often get it wrong. We can't just say "let the baby be born" and then leave them at the hospital. Here in the United States where I'm writing, tomorrow is the thirty-seventh anniversary of a Supreme Court (that's the head of the judicial branch of our government which interprets the laws) decision that legalized what Hippocrates called "an abortive remedy", e.g. abortion of a human being in their mother's womb. Every year you will hear in this country about prayers and attempts and cajoling to "overturn Roe v. Wade", the 1973 decision that made abortion a legally sanctioned if not ethicall

Native Ameican Spirituality And Its Legends And Beliefs.
"The Legend of the Deam Catcher" Long ago when the world was young, Spider Woman appeared to an old spiritual leader. Spider Woman spoke to the elder about the cycles of life.... From infants to cildhood, to adulthood and finally to old age. And while Spider Woman spoke she wove a web in the elders willow hoop which had feathers and beeds and offerings on it. When she was finished , she spoke to the elder and said, "The air is filled with dreams both good and bad , waiting to come to the sleeping person. The Dream catcher sorts out those dreams , for, while the good dreams find the way to the peson through the hole at the webs center , the bad dreams don't know the way and get hopelessly tangled in the web where they fade with the first light of dawn." "Author Unknown" Rates and Comments would be nice.

"solace Seekers" What We Are About And How To Join
"So I think we should start a new trend on Fubar. All of the really nice people who dont want to be perved and want a true friend should come say hi, add me and lets be a community of friends we can be proud of and find solace in. Lets make each other smile" This was my status one day and i had an amazing response from both men and women who thought this would be a great idea to have here in fubar. It quickly went from a status, to an idea, followed by concept, and into the creation of the "Solace Seekers". The idea is simple, a group of people that can be trusted to chat with, vent, and help everyone inside of the group to level and be free of drama, perversion, fu whoring, and help create smiles on an other wise bad day. The rules are simple as well; 1) Have an approved salute 2) Anyone caught fu whoring or perving will be blocked by all in the group a) fu whoring is described as offering nsfw

Fu Greediness
Well I have a few things i have to get off of my chest..... I am coming to my full one year mark here on fubar, I have slowly but sure come to the realization that no matter how hard I try to become those you guys call fu royalty I never will. No matter how much I rate and no matter how much I try to do for any and everyone on here.. it get me no where at all. I have to beg to trade pimp outs and get a new owner.. and yea every once and again i ask for bling.. but not very often. I see ppl getting bought left and right and getting blinged like there is no tomorrow.. but here i sit trying to do what i can to be nice and do for them what i can but I get no love or attention. So from here on out.. i am only doing for those who do for me, for those that care enough to give me the love they want in return. I know when I have the means to pimp people out for no reason i do.. and i do it just because i want to. And I buy people I can and i bling people at random. Its the point

Catch A Piece Of Falling Sky
Even Diamonds fall from the heavens, leaving a trail across the sky for you to chase and find. Seeing is believing, rarity lies within the capture, The treasure is knowing your One in a Million. Can you catch a falling star, Can you hold the man on the Moon, Can you see eternity in another's eye, Can you catch a piece of Falling Sky?

All Things Eternal
Would you hate me, Cause I love you so?! Or would you wrap me up and never let me go?! As sure as there is breath in my lungs and a beat in my heart, I'll NEVER stray, not for one part!! Come Hell or Damnation, by your side I'll always be. So, suck it up! Get over it! Cause for me you'll always be, My Guardian; My Heart; My Soul; My Best Friend My love is all things Eternal, With it....There is no end!

Eternity's Eyes
Moments in the labyrinth with life constantly spinning, the plan was damned from the very begining. With a soul bled dry an wings clipped short, I begged and pleaded and made my retort. Searching for my guardian and a means to an end, I look for my One and Only true friend. Loyal, faithful but most of all true, I swear only his blood runs pure blue. I look to the rafters and I search the skies, I'll know its him.... When Eternity lies within his eyes!

Wow
I'm holding on your rope Got me ten feet off the ground And I'm hearing what you say But I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down But wait... You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around and say.. That it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat (But that's nothing new) Yeah yeah I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue And you say Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you, But I'm afraid It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late Woahooo woah It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, yeah I said it's too late to apologize, yeah I'm holding on your rope Got me ten feet off the ground...

I Just Couldn't Help It ... Seriously!!
poppalax: wanna see my big cock on cam? To poppalax: wanna see mine first? poppalax: your pussy? sure To poppalax: I didn't ask you if you wanted to see my pussy This d00d was no fun, what a party pooper

Thoughts
My mind is overwhelmed with thoughts of death and those of life. not understanding much of either or even the fear. you spend so many years searching for the forgiver not knowing truely of his existence with only the words of the promiser to guide you the hope of the there after surrounds you you close your eyes and whisper goodbye and slip away to your darkest hour and you wait and you wonder has my fate been sealed have I been forgiven or is this the gates of hell... I wrote this shortly after we buried my Uncle Johnny,, When my mind was filled with the thoughts of not knowing....

Still Got The Blues (lyrics)
Used to be so easy to give my heart away But I found out the hard way There's a price you have to pay I found out that love was no friend of mine I should have known time after time So long, it was so long ago But I've still got the blues for you Used to be so easy to fall in love again But I found out the hard way It's a road that leads to pain I found that love was more than just a game You're playin' to win But you lose just the same So long, it was so long ago But I've still got the blues for you So many years since I've seen your face Here in my heart, there's an empty space Where you used to be So long, it was so long ago But I've still got the blues for you Though the days come and go There is one thing I know I've still got the blues for you.

[i Pilfer Surveys]
50 ODD things about you! If you opened this, FILL IT OUT! Learn 50 things about your friends, and let them learn 50 things about you!1) Favorite object in your room?My dog.2) Have you ever smoked?Cigars and pipe. Shotgunned cigs before, it was not my thing.3) Do you own guns?One WW2 era revolver in fair condition4) What flavor do you add to your drink at sonic?Grape to Dr Pepper... dunno, Josh started it. That fuck ass has two kids now... /sigh5) Do you get nervous at the doctor's?Only if its about my dick.6) What do you think of when you hear hot dogs?I think ... hot dogs. Steaming plump tubes of meat that go in my mouth. Mmm... yeah.7) Favorite song?Ever Ever? I probably don't have one, but Grazes by the Sneaker Pimps is up there.8) What do you prefer to drink in

[my Girlish Figure]
I've seen men in their sixties with better bodies than mine. That really chapped my ass when I was younger. Always struggling to get that post growth spurt pudge off and then finally getting it off and having a major set back due to major surgery. Now five years later I feel confident enough to cross train full time again. I'm not Bruce Lee yet, but y'know that skin everyone has on the under part of their bicep? Yeah I don't have that any more. I'm not getting older. I'm gaining resources, stability, and experience necessary to pursue my interests. So fuck you time. You're my bitch now. Even managed to get my once-lost part inserted back into my zaku ... good god I've never seen a robotic foot of such complexity in my LIFE. It took me forty minutes just to assemble ONE foot. Every working piston, motor and sub-dermal plate is accounted for.It could only get more difficult and detailed in me actually designing, sculpting, and socketing various engine frames and sanding armor

Whether...
Whether to be agreat cagey perfumedbeastdying under thesweet patronageof Kings& exist like luxuriantflowers beneath theemblems of theirStrange empireor by mere insouciantfaithslap them, call their cardsspit on fate & cast hellto flames in usuryby dying, noblywe could exist likeinnocent trollspropogate our revels& give the finger to thegods in our privatebedroomslet's rather, maybe,perhaps,get fucking out inthe open, & byswelling, jubilantlyMagnificently, end them. Jim Morrison

Bling Beg All You Want
Bling Beg alllllll you want....... IT HELPS ME THIN THE HERD just dropped about 6 more of you high maintenance, whiney, bitchy, spoiled, "what have you done for me lately" point whores from my friends list... my live feed and my bartab have never been happier. im sick of reading about you asking for bling. you want to ask for stuff thats free? rates and comments... go ahead. but openly begging for people to spend REAL money on you??? Buying you bling or your VIP is about to expire??? heres an idea... stop being a spoiled fucking princess and buy it YOURSELF. but the reality is... you will trick some loser into spending God knows what on buying it for you so he can get a 7 day pass to your NSFW pics. selling pics of your tits for 40 bucks??? i bet your parents are proud. good riddance

In A Blah Mood
NOW THAT I GOT THE RIGHT TUNES ON I CAN WRITE A LIL BETTER..OK HERE IS THE DEAL SOME HOW I HAVE LOST MY WAY NEVER BEEN LIKE THIS BEEN FOR ..SO I AM TAKING TIME OUT FOR ME TO FINE MY WAY AGAIN NOT I AM NOT GOING ANY WHERE JUST TIME TO THINK AND MAKE MY INNER DEMONS HELP ME OUT THIS TIME. NOT LOOKING FOR ANY THING RIGHT NOW MY LIFE MY RULES

Live Valentine Auction
THE H.H.H. LOUNGE GRAND OPENING VALENTINES AUCTION OPEN TO THE PUBLIC..FEB,13th Saturday Night at 8pm est time till CLICK HERE TO SEE MORE ABOUT>>> IF WANTA JOIN JUST LEAVE COMMENT BELOW ...SIGN UP EARLY SO NOT LAST ONE CALLED UP TO THE AUCTION BLOCK..BE SURE TO JOIN LOUNGE TO BUY OR BE SOLD CLICK BANNER TO GO TO LOUNGE. hosted by : DRKGRNEYES Commnet3 CLICK HERE TO GO TO THE LOUNGE

Sweetjamie
To always see a smile on her face,To me a goal without end.If only she would tell me,When I could begin. For her forever only happy tears,Always smiles through all her day.To make her eyes shine always,It would be my only way. To make her life,A day of endless sun.And never let darkness around her,Forever it would be gone.

You Know Who You Are!!!
Anonymous said: HOOOOORAH!!! celebrating single life again sighs yeah i know a lonely thing heheI said:Fuck no it ain't lonely. Friends make the world go round, and no matter how many you have, as long as you have that one friend who is true to their word that is all you need.Anonymous Replied: i love u Dr. Woo no matter how down i am u always make me smile hugs xoxoxo

Need You Now By Lady Antebellum
Picture perfect memories,Scattered all around the floor.Reaching for the phone cause, I can’t fight it any more.And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.For me it happens all the time.It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.Said I wouldn’t call but I lost all control and I need you now. And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.Another shot of whiskey, can’t stop looking at the door.Wishing you’d come sweeping in the way you did before.And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.For me it happens all the time.It’s a quarter after one, I’m a little drunk,And I need you now.Said I wouldn’t call but I lost all control and I need you now. And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.Yes I’d rather hurt than feel nothing at all.It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.And I said I wouldn’t call but I’m a little drunk and I need you now

Thoughts We Have All Thunk
Subject: thoughts we've all thunked 1. I think part of a best friend's job should be to immediately clear your computer's history if you die. 2. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong. 3. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger. 4. There is great need for a sarcasm font. 5. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet? 6. Was learning cursive really necessary? 7. Map Quest needs to start their directions on #5. I'm pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood. 8. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died.

20 Years Of Marriage
after 20 years of marriage, a couple was lying in bed one evening, when the wife felt her husband begin to fondle her in ways he hadn't in quite sometime. A It almost tickled as his fingers started at her neck, and then began moving down past the small of her back. He then caressed her shoulders and neck, slowly worked his hand down over her breasts, stopping just over her lower stomach. He then proceeded to place his hand on her left inner arm, caressed past the side of her breast again, working down her side, passed gently over her buttock and down her leg to her calf. Then, he proceeded up her inner thigh, stopping just at the uppermost portion of her leg. He continued in the same manner on her right side, then suddenly stopped, rolled over and started to watch the tv. As she had become quite aroused by this caressing, she asked in a loving voice, 'That was wonderful. Why did you stop?' He said , 'I found the remote'.

My Friendz
MY Friendz: Theze are some of the thingz i've noticed about my closest friendz on fubar. Dont have 11's on Dont have a ton of NSFW pics, if any(except U Jennie, you're excused LOL) Arent cherry bombing ppl Dont beg for VIP's Arent in the Happy Hour Have less than 50 fublingz Rate me everyday Wont be found in the Blast Box Are old, young, fat, skinny, black, white, healthy, sick, rich and poor Can contact me by phone (skype) or yahoo

Read It!
Okay, wyked threatened Me with bodily harm if I did not do a blog. So here goes, Since a few of you asked Me, I will be starting the Islamic satirical blog tonight or tomorrow… Its okay Christians, do not worry I will be doing a blog about you if the people want it, and any other faith, political party, person whatever I find funny. Don’t lie, I know ya ladies love a man with man boobs I know I'm sexy, you want Me don’t you? :P So, one day I was bored and decided to go for a stroll.. while walking by a cemetery I for some reason got very hornySo while there I decided to go and dig up a body and ..well started enjoying what was inside.. I was caught and did not know what to say The man said some of the most intelligent words ever utted to Me So... um.. what do ya think of the quick blog? Fuck you too! blame wyked she threatened Me to do a quick blog ...you have just survived yet another of Emanon's blogs made out of boredom

:)
I just wanted to thank you all for all of the love back I have received. I've given out so much love I think I need fubaby support. I'm going to try to keep up with rating you all..I really never thought that I would be a "Top Chick" I have some real life stuff I need to deal with, so I will rate you back as often as possible. I did what I wanted to do and I sincerely never thought I would make it to no1!!! I was very happy with no10!!! I love my friends on here they mean so much to me. You all have gotten me through a tough time and for that I will be forever grateful. I'm not leaving you all just will not be on as much. I have met so many people who have made me laugh and smile more then I ever thought possible! Will still be around...just cannot be around as much...in closing I would like to say...YOU ALL RAWK MY Fu!!!!!! Much love to you all!!!! Kristi aka DaYuM PhYnE ByTcH

Last Chance For My Playmate
Ever since Harry's death I've been alone, but now for the first time I feel alone. Ron is now gone and Jeffery will soon disappear into the catacombs of the system, I have so many questions for him. How did he discover my secrets? What was his message to me? He's been in my home, my photos, my life. He knows me, now I need to know him...to connect face to face before he's beyond my reach forever.

Is My Playmate Really Gone
I'm going to miss my Playmate, sure there's Nicole and the kids but they don't know the real me, can't know the real me, and now the father is back. Things have changed, everything has changed, I always prided myself on being an outsider, but now I feel the need to connect with someone. I saw myself in Ron, but instead of helping him like Harry helped me, I gave him a piece of fortune cookie advice the he had never even heard. I failed him, he deserves better and he'll get it from now on.

From A Great Friend, I Am Proud To Call Mom.
Yes beer is way better than work any day. I just wanted to tell you I love you and how dear you are. Your the best Chris. No one has ever bought me back and forth 14 times in one day before... Only you. Huggsss sweetie!

My New Friend
The first time I saw his work, I felt like a Spanish explorer landing on a new world. No blood int the victims, no spatter, no stain, Deb is wrong about him, it's ok hell I've made mistakes, in fact I'm about to correct a big one right now Ron Ray.

Seriel Killers
The FBI estimates there are less than 50 seriel killers active in the United States today. We don't get together at conventions, trade secrets, or exchange christmas cards, but sometimes I wonder what it is like for the others. The only sound I hear, the only sound in the entire world...is my heart beating.

Update
hit the gym later than usual today. 3 to 4 seems ok. cant do it on days i work tho cuz of the time crunch but at least the gym was mostly empty. workout went good. feeling strong. nowhere near what i was but broke the hundred pound plateau on tricep extensions. that was a small victory... p.s. im up 4 pounds bitchezzzzzz

Some People Crack Me Up
is it just me or it freakin stupid when people are on here~ married (in real life) has their spouse as their number one , and there fu engaged to someone else? i guess its not that big of a deal i just think its stupid and i am bored and the mumms are gettin stupider by the minuter so i thought i would write a blog hahaha xoxoxo

Sick N Tired.
SICK AND TIRED!I AM SICK AND TIRED OF READING DEPRESSING STATUSES ON FUBAR/YIM/FB/EC ECTALL I SEE IS IS THE MOST DEPRESSING CRAP..."DYING OF CANCER....SUCH N SUCH HAD AN ACCIDENT....OH HE LEFT ME.....OH I AM UNEMPLOYED...OH SICK AGAIN...OH HOSPITAL AGAIN ECT ECT"YA KNOW REAL LIFE IS DEPRESSING ENOUGH DON'T YA THINK?...PEOPLE DYING IN HAITI, SOLDURES IN THE WAR,JOBLESS AMOUNTS ARE UP...EC ETC.DO I REALLY NEED TO COME TO FUBAR OR MY SOCIAL SITE TO READ YOU HAVE A HEMOROID AND OH IT HURTS WHEN YA SHIT?PLEASE PEOPLE REALLY DONT CARE, THEY DONT. YOUR SO CALLED VIRTUAL REALITY FRIENDS MAY BUT THATS ALL THEY ARE ARE WORDS ON A SCREENAND 95% OF THE TIME THERE JUST BEING POLITE.WELL I DON'T CARE, YES ITS NICE THAT WE MAKE SO CALLED FRIENDS WE WILL NEVER MEET IN PERSON, OH AND FU CAN BE FUN TO RATE AND SHITBUT THE REALITY IS YES THE WORD REALITY, YA KNOW THE PLACE AWAY FROM FU, THAT NO ONE REALLY CARES OR NEEDS ANYMORE BAD NEWS IN THERE LIVES.SO KEEP THE DEPRESSION FOR TO A MINIMUM PLEASE, CUS

Boys Of Summer (don Henley)
Nobody on the road, nobody on the beachI feel it in the air, the summer's out of reachEmpty lake, empty streets, the sun goes down aloneI'm drivin' by your house, though I know you're not homeBut I can see you, your brown skin shinin' in the sunYou got your hair combed back and your sunglasses on, babyAnd I can tell you my love for you will still be strongAfter the boys of summer have goneI never will forget those nights, I wonder if it was a dreamRemember how you made me crazy?Remember how I made you scream?Now I don't understand what happened to our loveBut baby I'm gonna get you backI'm gonna show you what I'm made ofI can see you, your brown skin shinin' in the sunI see you walkin' real slow and you're smilin' at everyoneI can tell you my love for you will still be strongAfter the boys of summer have goneOut on the road today I saw a Deadhead sticker on a CadillacA little voice inside my head said"Don't look back you can never look back"I thought I knew what love was, what did I kn

Contest
I am thinking of running a contest where the winner would get a 65 bling pack or a 3 month vip or a 7 day blast(winners choice) How to enter:friend and fan mesend me 50k fu bux and your sexiest picture winner will be determined after a 2 weeks by who has the most photo coments please repost and foward to any of your friends who would like to enter No!!!!!!! bombing famlies allowed this is a fair contest plz sb me if you want in

In Case You Didn't Know...
I have never had the spotlight and as a bouncer I couldn't ever bid for it. Well, right NOW I'm not a bouncer and so I wanna take a chance. If you're able to help then I would absolutely LOVE it! Send folks and more folks and more people and stuff and stuff. Those of you that hare working your asses off so far are the BEST! Please don't think I don't appreciate you, because I totally DO! FYI ... in case you didn't know it yet, I don't guess it's really all that much of a secret that I will be a bouncer again soon. I gotta level up some more, so your hard work and help with that is also appreciated in so many ways! If me not having a salute is deterring you in ANY way, just be patient I plan to do one sometime today! :) Regards, Chastity/Jennifer/ Beauty and the Mess (h)

Stanza 365
Inspired by Project 356 and Jonathan Coulton's Thing a Week experiment, I've decided to start 5tanza 365. I'll be writing one poem a day over the next year. Of course, I had to start a blog for it. LOL http://stanza365.wordpress.com/ Enjoy :)

How Did I Do That
I thought I had an appointment with Jo-Ann on Friday but it was yesterday. I caught it as I sat here past 1:30 PM and looked at the calendar. I called her immediately and left a message of my apology. Going on same time a day later and I've yet to hear from her. She's either busy or out. Now I wonder how did I do that? I consider myself no longer a member of The Order. The Brotherhood and such I recant my membership. I do not agree with the fundamenrtal principle of them. That being said, I can walk or run all I want. Their influence is in everything. I stay put and try to avoid a confrontation with them. What I have sworn, a promise, oath, vow, and it became a contract, I know that I can avoid but will end with my fulfilment of it. I cannot refuse them because they will send someone to carry it out. May God have mercy on us all. Norio

Anima / Animus
Anima / Animus These are terms that Jung created to describe the opposite-gender self that lives within each of us. The anima is the feminine component dwelling inside a male's unconscious mind. The animus is the masculine component dwelling inside a female's unconscious mind. In dreams, this opposite-gender self can be a helper or an antagonist. These dream figures can appear as translations of persons we meet with whom we have a tremendous sense of romantic love or platonic camaraderie. One of Jung's interpreters held that the anima/animus character was only understandable to those who have known true love. However, our opposite-gender selves may reveal to us negativity in ourselves or negativity we perceive in dealings with the opposite sex. It is important to note that sometimes, when you dream about a person of the opposite sex, they may be representing your own inner self. Carefully consider all persons of the opposite sex in your dreams as a possible appearance of your ow

Plants
Plants Plants are often not a specific item of dream interpretation because most of the time they function simply as background scenery. The exception to this rule is when a particular type of plant is identified in the dream. Plants that are significant are those that have historic importance in literature or your personal experience. For example, you may dream of visiting a friend who is sitting in a thicket of hemlock. Obviously, this plant is significant because of the implications of hemlock and suicide in ancient lore. Other plants that may be significant are those that remind you of a childhood memory, a particular place, or a particular person. In those cases, identifying the relationship of your current circumstances with your memories is important.

Love
We are only living creatures, particles of dust swirling in the void of eternal and infinite. Ourselves only to surrender and obey. If we love, our love does not come from us, nor ours. If we are happy, our happiness is not in us, but in life itself.

Just Not Feeling This Place ...
I am not sure if its the rain that has taken over southern california the past few days, or if its just the conglomeration of truly nasty ppl that gather here on this site.... But I am really not feeling any love here anymore. In the beginning. This seemed like alot of fun. I invited some of my real friends to this site, my husband even joined, and we were having a great time even in spending real hard earned money in a time when we have only one income, to sppruce up each others pages with VIP and bling. I have been a VIP member for a year and a half now and the extra bennies seemed worth the real money that needed to be spent in order to post more pictures so that the masses could live vicariously through myself, my husband, my boyfriend and all of our families real friends that have better things to do than sit at the computer all day. Unfortunately for me, Im just not popular here. I dont sit here all day and rate people. I dont beg people to rate me. I dont bling the sh*t out of

Delete Button
First of all, this did not happen on fubar, it happened on Facebook. Apparently I was deleted off a "friend's" friend list. I wasn't sure how it happened, so I sent him another friend request with a message. Just a quick little "hey, how did we become unfriended? Lol." I think I found the reason. I went to check the status of my request and it still says awaiting comfirmation. I looked at his recent posts and found a status that read "Will be deleting friends that aren't really friends." .... Ouch. That really hurt. I consider him my friend. Yes, he is good friends with Eric (my recent ex) but Eric and I have remained friends. And this guy always has said he's considered me one of the guys, cause I always ended up being the only girls in the group of guys. So I don' quite understand what's going on. He still has the mutual friends I do on his list: my brother and his wife, Eric, my bff Kelly (I suspect Kelly because he's got a thing for her).. but not me. So I sent him another mess

Live Auction!
Live Auction! February 6th, 2010 at 8pm EST/7pm Central/5pm Fu-Time @ Big Daddy’s Hot Spot and Bar Hosted by DJ Thunder! He is ready to rock the airwaves so come place your bids and rock out with us! Send DJ Thunder your offers for the auction if your interested in getting bid on! (click the link below to get to his page) Ðj~Thuñdër~Röll~Påñthër@ßiģ Ðåddŷ\'ş Ĥ

What Is Happening To Me???
I don't have bad dreams, when I sleep all om me sleeps, nothing goes bump in Dexter's night. I've never felt a moment of remourse, doubt, regret...what's happening to me? If my back wasn't against the wall I'd almost feel guilty for hacking into Ramon's email. Once I got past all the porn it was easy, and there I was so wholesome so inconspicuous, Harry would have fround upon me for destroing evidence but he never wanted me to get caught either.

A Friend Of My Boss
A friend of my boss who isa businessman met me, & agreed to spend the night,With me, for $500. We did their thing, and, before he left,He told me that he did not have any cash with him, But he'd have his secretary write a check & mail it to me,Calling the payment 'RENT for APARTMENT.' On the way to the office, he regretted what he had done,Realizing that the whole event hadn't been worth the price. So he had his secretary send a check for $250, And enclose the following typed note: 'Dear Veronica :- Enclosed find a check for $250 ..For rent of your apartment.I am not sending The amount agreed upon, because when I rented the place,I was under the impression that: #1 - it had never been occupied; #2 - there was plenty of heat; & #3 - it was small enough to make me feel at home. However, I found out that: #1 - it had been previously occupied, #2 - there wasn't any heat, and #3 - it was entirely too large.' Upon receipt of the note ..I immediately returned the check for $250, With th

Engine Trouble
A friend, driving home from a fishing trip in northern Michigan with his boat in tow, had engine trouble a few miles inland from Lake Huron. He didn't have a CB radio in his car, so he decided to use his marine radio to get help. Climbing into his boat, he broadcast his call letters and asked for assistance. A Coast Guard officerresponded, "Please give your location." "I'm on Interstate-75, two miles south of Standish." The officer paused, "Could you repeat that?" "I-75, two miles south of Standish." A longer pause. Then an incredulous voice asked, "How fast were you going when you hit shore?"

Flower De Luce
The Flower De Luce (fleur-de-lis) is a Heraldic Amoral Emblem used by the kings of France. This Amoral Emblem was to play a more sinister role in Al Moroccan (American) history than expressed in Heraldry. It became a favored mark for branding irons. The Flower De Luce is a three pedaled iris flower, stylized (Iris Germanica). The Franciscan Brotherhood (The Roman Catholic Church) is credited with the overthrowing of the Imperial Islamic Moorish Empire of North Al Moroc (America). The conquering Christian (Europeans) of the Western Hemisphere would often use a Flower De Luce hot branding iron to brand(burn) indigenous Moslem slaves who resisted Christian dogma. Branding was especially used to mark those who would not willingly convert to Christianity. Anyone attempting to teach or maintain Moorish Culture or sciences of Islam was subject to torture, ear cutting, branding or death. As slave trading mental warfare progressed in the Americas, branding slaves became less popular.The disfig

Moorish-american History
Nationality and Birthrights Taken Away From Moors in Philadelphia, PennsylvaniaBy 1774 most of the Moorish Armies were defeated. The Europeans settlers did nothing at first. They just studied them; the way they ate, lived and acted.After being conquered and put into slavery all history of the Moors and their teachings were collected by the Europeans and burned.In the same year, at 6th and Chestnut Streets Philadelphia, Pennsylvania the Moors were stripped of their names, nationality, birthrights, and the words Negro, Colored, Black, and Ethiopian were placed on them instead, their national last names were EL and Bey (dating back in ancient time to Abraham and Haggar, who were really Abraham Bey and Haggar EL). On October 14, 1774, the first Continental Congress met at Independence Hall on 6th and Chestnut Streets in Philadelphia, then the nation’s capital. A result of that meeting was the enforcement of the first seven (7) of the present day Constitution, known then as “The

My Dream Girl!!!
When I saw her it was love at first sight!!! She loves Me, as I love her! No one can come between what W/we have! Do not be angry guys, she has sisters who look just like her!!! As usual another blog out of boredom

What Money Can't Buy
Incentives vs. Virtue What Money Can’t Buy June 22, 2009 Across the country, school systems are paying children to do better in school. In New York , fourth and seventh graders can get up to $500 for improving their scores on the city’s math and English tests. Schools in Georgia pay eighth and 11th graders $8 an hour to attend an after-school learning program. You would think that, given what’s at stake, doing well at school would be its own reward. But, increasingly, both inside and outside the classroom, striving for virtue is being replaced by monetary incentives. As one principal told USA Today, he is “trying lots of different incentives for doing the right thing.” “Incentives” include iPods for attending Saturday study sessions and a flat-screen television for making the all “A” honor roll. Many critics prefer the word “bribe” to “incentive.” One compared the practice to giving athletes steroids:

The Truth
This is some real talk right here.... Whatever you give a woman, she will make it greater. If you give her sperm, she`ll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she`ll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she`ll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she`ll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So,if you give her......... any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit...

The 48 Laws Of Power
The 48 Laws of Powerby Robert Greene and Joost ElffersLaw 1 Never Outshine the MasterAlways make those above you feel comfortably superior. In your desire to please or impress them, do not go too far in displaying your talents or you might accomplish the opposite – inspire fear and insecurity. Make your masters appear more brilliant than they are and you will attain the heights of power.Law 2Never put too Much Trust in Friends, Learn how to use Enemies Be wary of friends-they will betray you more quickly, for they are easily aroused to envy. They also become spoiled and tyrannical. But hire a former enemy and he will be more loyal than a friend, because he has more to prove. In fact, you have more to fear from friends than from enemies. If you have no enemies, find a way to make them.Law 3 Conceal your Intentions Keep people off-balance and in the dark by never revealing the purpose behind your actions. If they have no clue what you are up to, they cannot prepare a defense. Guide

English Is Easy?
You think English is easy??? 1) The bandage was wound around the wound. 2) The farm was used to produce produce . 3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse. 4) We must polish the Polish furniture. 5) He could lead if he would get the lead out. 6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert. 7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present . 8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum. 9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. 10) I did not object to the object. 11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid. 12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row . 13) They were too close to the door to close it. 14) The buck does funny things when the does are present. 15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line.

Word Of The Day!
My friend Starchaser has his status set to "Is 'douchebaggery' a real word?". I told him that I would make it the Word of the Day, so from this point on...it's a real word. Douchebaggery: The act of being a douche. "Adam is an expert in douchebaggery." Be sure to use this new word at least once today, preferrably not on me =/

Does God Exist
This is one of the best explanations of why God allows pain and suffering that I have seen...A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation. They talked about so many things and various subjects. When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said: "I don't believe that God exists." "Why do you say that?" asked the customer. "Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist. Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children?

Sucker
My status yesterday was the famous "How many licks does it take to get to the Tootsie Roll center of a Tootsie Pop?" In the spirit of the above phrase I set out to see if I could answer the question that many said couldn’t be done. So I set up my station at work and as luck would have it I was assigned Timer Test calls. What does that mean to you? Well unless you have an alarm system, it means nothing. However, to me it was the opportunity to seek out the answer. Because it was going to be yet another boring night making senseless calls to those that pay for a service however get pissed when you call to let them know there could be a problem. Back to the task at hand, shall we? So as I took my first signal, I opened my Blue Tootsie Pop. To make sure I wouldn’t loose track I pulled out paper and pen to make tick marks in groups of 5. This making the counting process easier at the end of the search of how many licks does it take? Especially, since I am not a mathematici

World War 2 Veteran Uses Pension To Pay For Commemoration For A Soldier Killed In Afghanistan
~~This is from a UK newspaper~~ World War 2 veteran uses pension to pay for commemoration for a soldier killed in Afghanistan A World War 2 veteran has used his pension to commemorate a soldier killed in Afghanistan after accusing the council of failing to honour the young man’s death. Nick BrittenPublished: 1:33PM GMT 20 Jan 2010 L/Cpl Dane Elson of 1st Battalion Welsh Guards, was killed whilst on patrol in Babaji in Helmand Province Photo: PA Joseph Ponting, 87, a former paratrooper, was appalled when civic leaders in his home town announced nothing official would be done to mark the death of L/Cpl Dane Elson, 22, who was killed by a roadside bomb in July last year. Related Articles Sweetheart of soldier killed in Afghanistan condemns equipment shortages British servicemen and women deserve more public remembrance British military facing becoming 'second division without major spending increase' Trau

Just A Thought
when is enough enough??the right answer is never or should be if you really love someone.i dont know the answer myself anymore......................we go through alot of shit and put up with alot more just to have a small peice of that for letter word ...................why?????????? becouse there is another word that scares us much more ...............alone................

Build A Diy Solar Water Heater For Your Home
By learning the relatively easy method of building your own solar water heater, you can make this expense unbelievably minimal and learn a lot about the application of these systems at the same time. Click here to read more - DIY Solar Water Heater and Solar Hot Water Heater Using the sun to heat domestic hot water is the most practical application of solar energy at this time. While vast improvements to design and a reduction in the cost of photovoltaic cells are making other solar systems very practical as well, heating water for your home is the easiest and least expensive way to get involved in a solar energy solution for your home. The solar water heater of today is as equally effective as water heaters powered by more conventional power sources, namely: gas and electric. A solar hot water panel can heat your home’s water to temperatures of up as much as 140° F. In general, there are two kinds of solar water heater – passive and active. Both collect radiant heat fro

Blah...
I'm not in the best of spots in my life right now, and I'm kind of slowly just backing away from everybody and everything. My stress level is way too high, the pain I've had to endure this last week has taken a lot out of me, and the mental stress of what's to come, or could come, is driving me insane... I just wish for once I could go into the doctors office, have them find just a normal problem with me, and fix it. But that's never the case. Every time I go see them it's always something rare, out of the ordinary, and not so simple to fix. I'm sure half the reason I'm so effing emotional lately is because my sugars are getting pretty under control for the most part. I've taken my diabetic medication every day since the new year, and I've been eating 1/3-1/2 of the calorie intake I used to eat, and it's healthy food so....but the drops have been insane. I was cooking for the boys Monday night and my migraine was through the roof and I started feeling very dizzy like I was gonna pass

God's Pharmacy
A friend sent this to me. It's been said that God first separated the salt water from the fresh, made dry land, planted a garden, made animals and fish... all before making a human. He made and provided what we'd need before we were born. These are best & more powerful when eaten raw. We're such slow learners... God left us a great clue as to what foods help what part of our body! God's Pharmacy! Amazing!A sliced Carrot looks like the human eye. The pupil, iris and radiating lines look just like the human eye... and YES, science now shows carrots greatly enhance blood flow to and function of the eyes.A Tomato has four chambers and is red. The heart has four chambers and is red. All of the research shows tomatoes are loaded with lycopine and are indeed pure heart and blood food.

Welcome To America
WELCOME TO THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA Press 1 for English. Press 2 to disconnect until you learn to speak English. And remember only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you, JESUS CHRIST, and the AMERICAN SOLDIER. One died for your soul, the other for your freedom. If you agree... copy and paste in your ...status or repost

How I Feel
A special connection i have with this girl,when i'm with her, i forget about the world.She has a way of making me smile,and to stay in the moment for a while.The way she smiles lights up my day, It brightens me up when she comes my way.When she sees me her face gets bright,if around a million people, i'm the only one in sight.Constant thoughts of her steadily flow,if there were some way i could let her know.Her eyes shine bright filled with joy,not phased by people who try to annoy.Her touch is gentle filled with care.Her love, i know, she wants to share.I can't buy things like jewelry or fur,But i will let it be known, I am here for her.

In My Head
In my mind, thoughts, memories, emotions. Mixed up in one big bowl, swirling together.In my mind, sights, sounds, smells...adding to the mixture in the bowl of my mind.I am unsure of what will become of the mixture.If i should take somethings out, or add in.What can i do to come up with a final product?In my mind, things are adding up.Uncertainty is the only thing remotely making sense.In my mind, things are wrong, out of place.Like objects constantly be move, or hidden.Why are things the way they are?What have i done for them to be this way?When will there be any answers at all?In my mind, two lists. Questions, Answers.Questions are being added, and the list grows.Answers, *hmmm* might as well throw that list away.In my mind, thoughts of people in my life.Everyone.In my mind, thoughts of me.Just me.In my mind......nothing

Poem
But I don`t drink Well I went to the bar, but I don't drink Just wanted to be somewhere I didn't have to think The bartender said, "what will it be?" I ordered a coke, He started to laugh, he thought it was a joke So I thought what the hell, I'll have some liquor Maybe it will numb my mind even quicker So I ordered a sambuca straight up, please Listened to some music about some tease. That drink went down surprisingly easy, I said "one more!" Hoped liked hell, I didn't wake up on the floor The room was hazy I saw a guy with no teeth I bet he played hockey, the teeth stealing thief. People were dancing having such a good time Guy was arguing over a drink, Dude, that's mine! People are trippy and there were all kinds This girl walked by and grabbed this guys behind Her boyfriend beside her, the guy must be blind! I was having fun so I said."One more!" I hoped I made it home before I fell on the floor I remembered a joke that I tried to tell But I laughed

Gud Love
On a quest to find that Gud Love……. A Slow meaningful love that comes from reaching down into a person’s very soul, touching that soul, as no one has done before Feelings of fire that start in the bottom and begin to overcome my entire body as we embrace Looking deep into one another’s eyes and losing track of all time and reality Kisses so deep that it brings forth a feeling of serenity, peace, and ecstasy Living only for that moment and becoming one One in mind, one in spirit, and one in body

Demons N Degenerates
i can feel the violence burn hot and low the darkness in me fighting to emerge... and here i sit in the center of sin the wasteland for all degenerates. it fuels the demons that lie curled about my soul. how to stay the blood lust that lurks within...

Infinite Love
Wrote this while thinking about what I was looking for in love. It is written~ When I look in the mirror, I see something, something that is missing. Then I remember the man I dream of kissing. His lips smooth like silk, tasting of honey and milk. A kiss that awakens my soul. An energy that moves my spirit. His touch has the feel of satin on bare skin, which brings forth a flame from deep within. A flame that evolved into an eternal fire that only grows larger and larger with our sexual desire. His warm breath on my skin tells me to completely accept him within. My legs open giving him permission to slide in between them. Feeling my wetness, he slowly and steadily enters my tunnel. Dark, wet, and tight he penetrates me sending my body into a shiver from head to toe. I opened myself up so that he could go deeper. Making music with our bodies, becoming one with this man, knowing that he is worth keeping. This is my man for eternity. Together creating an infinite love that is timel

Passion
Passion it lies in all of us,...sleeping waiting. And though unwanted, unbidden, it will stir, open it's jaws and howl. It speaks to us, guides us. Passion rules us all... and we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion, maybe we'd know some kind of peace, but we would be hollow: empty rooms, shuttered and dank. Without passion, we'd be truly dead.

Dirt Fights Disease Better Than Soap (repost)
Why it matters: Sheltering kids from nature and showering them with chemical based anti-bacterial soaps has caused decreased resistance to disease and allergy in the industrialized world. Recap: Hippies and Earth Muffins rejoice! You were right and Proctor & Gamble was wrong…muck does help little kids fight disease. A recent study by the University of California, San Diego shows that the presence of the bacteria staphylococci on the skin prevents wounds from becoming inflamed. The findings represent the first molecular basis for the “Hygiene Hypothesis.” The hypothesis asserts that “a lack of early childhood exposure to infectious agents and microorganisms increases an individuals susceptibility to disease by changing how the immune system reacts to such “bacterial invaders.” The notion first surfaced in the 1980s in response to reduced childhood disease resistance in industrialized areas, and conversely, to explain why children in larger fa

A Bit Of Inspiration That I Feel I Need T O Share With World Though I Dont Care Of You Rate It I Hope That Everyone Will Take A Moment And It Read It
This thought provoking poem was written by a young woman, who was in jail for drug charges and addicted to methamphetamine. She wrote this poem while in jail. As you will soon read, she fully grasped the horrors of the drug, as she tells in this simple yet profound poem. She was released from jail, but true to her story, the drug owned her. They found her dead not long after her realese, the needle was still in her arm. "MY NAME IS METH" I destroy homes, I tear apart families. Take your children and that's just the start. I'm more costly then diamonds, more precious then gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remmeber I'm easily found. I live all around you, In schools and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor. I live down the street and maybe next door.

100 Truth's
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. Last beverage = Diet Coke 2. Last phone call = Sean 3. Last text message = Terry 4. Last song you listened to = Do You Remember - Jay Sean ft. Lil Jon 5. Last time you cried = almost today, but less than a week ago. HAVE YOU EVER: 6. Dated someone twice = Yes 7. Been cheated on = Yes 8. Kissed someone & regretted it = Yes. 9. Lost someone special = Yes. 10. Been depressed = Yes LIST FOUR FAVOURITE COLOURS: 11. Green 12. Hot Pink 13. Purple 14. Black THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009) 15. Made a new friend = Yes 16. Fallen out of love = Yes 17. Laughed until you cried = All the time lol 18. Met someone who changed you = Yes 19. Found out who your true friends were = Yes, definitely. 20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yup, what else is new lol 21. Kissed anyone on your

4.4 & Insane Crazed
Ay i am sick of tired being alone. Bout to lose my fucking mind & go insane. Sit back & drink me some grape soda & a fucking pepsi. Steady ready to fucking blackout. None to back out. I am quit to act out to not pout out. To see read all what life is really bout. I just wanna shout fucking scream like if this wasn't a fucking dream. Nothing ever seems to seem. Say i'ma motherfucking homophobic eminem said this the best in fucking criminal. Na really i don't hate gays just the stupid politic maybach music bullshit. Fuck ricky ross i'm at amaze for loss. & while fifty was hustling being a real gangsta. Ross was being a snitch a fucking c.o. You diss fucking fif like it was no reason. Now look who the joke is. You ain't hustling. You was arresting. Shit na you just testing fuck your wack crew to. Um what was the name of 'em right. Despite you ain't shit to like aight. I'm hot off at the mic. But i ain't mike sike ya fake lil dyke tik tyke. In i'll smash you in a mite out of my dayum sight

For My Father.......i Miss My Daddio
P { MARGIN: 0px } UL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } OL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } My goodbyes Saliva Hey precious daddy can you hear me now? From the lost and found although your six feet underground. In the mirror, I can see your face just another trace of all the tragedy you passed down. There are times when I can hear your voice, it’s just like my voice and it still haunts me when you come around. I feel like I wasted time when I didn’t have you on my mind. I feel like I’m all alone, how could I have known you would leave me here alive. Oh my God, how did I make it this far? Why can’t I be where your are? My God I think I’m dying. Precious daddy can you hold my hand like you did back then? Can you forgive me of all my sins? Come to me and take this pain away cause its all I see. It would be heavenly to see you again. I feel like I wasted time when I didn’t have you on my mind. I feel like I’m all a

Asking For Help.
Ok, this is a little tough to write about. I really don't want to get slamed for this, but I want to do something to make sex better for my girlfriend. I normally last about 5-10 minutes, i've lasted 15+ a few times, but that is not normal. I would say she reaches an orgasm during intercourse about 90% of the time, the other 10% I definitely help her finish, but I always feel like I've let her down. I already do some mild keegal exercises, breathing exercises, and I try to masturbate before we have sex so I'm not "ready to explode", but I still need help lasting longer. I'd love to be able to go 10-15 minutes reliably, and even longer on occasion. I'm asking for tips and advice. If you have nothing to contribute in a positive manner, please take your negativity elsewhere.

Let's Get Dirty
you're probably going to get the wrong idea about this blog because of the cleverly crafted title i used. in your face. haha. i mean, let's actually get dirty. in april, there's a big music festival pretty close to here (actually it's halfway between witty and i and if she reads this i hope she figures out that she and i would have a blast at said event) in live oak, florida. basically, there are 4 days of bands playing in this huge park. 15,000 people will attend it. we could camp there. sleep on the ground, roast some marshmellows, drink, meet people, and get dirty. THE BLACK KEYS are playing on that friday. i love the black keys. i want to marry the both of them but not really. i just want to....okay, nevermind. i look slutty enough online as it is. so yeah. black keys. woohoo. i mean, come on, man.... this is the best shit ever.

Dirty Vegas "days Go By"
You You You are still a whisper on my lips A feeling at my fingertips That's pulling at my skin You leave me when I'm at my worst Feeling as if I've been cursed Bitter cold within Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Without you Without you You are still a whisper on my lips A feeling at my fingertips That's pulling at my skin You leave me when I'm at my worst Feeling as if I've been cursed Bitter cold within Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Without you Without you Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Without you Without you Without you Without you Without you

Question For All The Non Agressive Women
I have a question for all you women, why are most of you so afraid to make the first move on a guy? Whether its just asking him out on a date,or just asking for a one night stand? lol I mean yes we men are true hunters by nature but do we have to do all the work? Or is it because women are just to afraid in fear of getting rejected or shot down. Come on ladys, enquiring minds wanna know..lol

Kanye West
"Jesus Walks"-Kanye WestYo, We at warWe at war with terrorism, racism, and most of all we at war with ourselves(Jesus Walks)God show me the way because the Devil trying to break me down(Jesus Walks with me) with me, with me, with me [fades]You know what the Midwest is?Young & RestlessWhere restless (Niggas) might snatch your necklaceAnd next these (Niggas) might jack your LexusSomebody tell these (Niggas) who Kanye West isI walk through the valley of the Chi where death isTop floor the view alone will leave you breathless Uhhhh!Try to catch it Uhhhh! It's kinda hard hardGetting choked by the detectives yeah yeah now check the methodThey be asking us questions, harass and arrest usSaying "we eat pieces of shit like you for breakfast"Huh? Yall eat pieces of shit? What's the basis?We ain't going nowhere but got suits and casesA trunk full of coke rental car from AvisMy momma used to say only Jesus can save usWell momma I know I act a foolBut I'll be gone 'til November I got packs to

Hello...
I am back here . Ben away for a while but looking to meet new friends and hopefully someone nice to share sweet moments with and enjoy time together doing and shareing our time. Hit me up , IM REAL... NOT INTO BS. OR GAMES!!!

Farmville Message To Neighbors And Friends…..4
FarmVille message to Neighbors and Friends…..4 Last night…..well I got to say I found this young and sweet hot stud muffin at the local bar….he was shaking his fine ass about the dance, so I thought I would just go over and see what was up. He was up. He was looking for some action. I was hornier than a horny toad, so we dance and drank. Well his lips touch mine…..lets just the world around me rock and rolled; I could hear Satan cheerleaders cheering us to go for the touchdown, so I paused for the cause. Yeah….ladies I went to the bathroom, but not alone, if you get what I mean. I just had to taste him first to see he was good enough to take home to devour in all ways. Well…. Ladies….if you ever thought how a horse was blessed with cock….he was hung in there with our stud horses on the farms. He smiled at me. I smiled back. Oh well, I taste him like he was wine ready to uncork. I blew him

For Sabrina
Here alone inside four walls,The hallowness rings out.My crys echo agaist them,She cannot hear my shout. She keeps my heart secure,Pinned inside these walls.Keeping it hidden from hers,So hers can never truely fall. She'll tease me with her light,A little at a time.Then back inside these walls,No remorse crosses her mind. Soon a way out I must find,Or let it become my hearts tomb.Forever under her will,Forever my life doomed.

Farmville Message To Neighbors And Friends….3
FarmVille message to Neighbors and Friends….3 Well Neighbors and Friends, I woke this morning with happy thoughts, but I no longer heard the old man screaming for me to help him, so I rose and went over to the well, I never bother to really look down into it. Then I decided I need to feed the animals and have some coffee. I would check on the old man later. I have some good news and bad news, but with each day, there is always something good and bad. I got two brown chicken and outhouse. Boy having an outhouse save me from a lot of mess to clean up. I found my one jar of money, where I brought more land to make my farm larger….now I have to search for more jars to do it again. Oh yeah….well the bad is… I am sorry to tell the sad news to my friends and neighbors, but today…oh thank god. I am free from his hold upon my life and farm. I guess…I am bad. The old man in the well…..well he died. Was bad of me to leave him down there naked a

Farmville Message To Neighbors And Friends....2
FarmVille Message to Neighbors and Friends....2 Just another day, oh well. Let me say….I left the old man crying the blues in the well. I just never got around to getting out. I went the shelter and adopt two little calves. I came back to my farm…not his. I sit down on the bench drinking my home made moonshine staring up at the stars while the two little calves roam about my farm. I still trying to figure where I buried one dag jar with 50,000.00 in so I can enlarge my farm, but I guess by drinking so much I fell asleep. I woke to calves licking my face, the animals screaming for the site of me laughing at what the two little new beasts on my farm were doing to me. Oh well….I got up.I feed the animals. Pick some of my crop. I still have to plant more, but that can wait for another day. I can hear him sobbing down in the wall, as I fetch watch for my two calves. I still don’t have the heart to help out of the well. I feel it’s his own dag fault he

Farmville Message To Neighbors And Friends.....1
FarmVille Message to Neighbors and Friends.....1 Please put this as your status if you know someone who is a FarmVille addict as we are trying to raise awareness. FV addiction affects the lives of many. There is still no known cure for FV addiction, but you can raise awareness. 93% won't copy and paste this because they are too busy playing FV. Now excuse me, I need to go feed your chickens and fertilize your crop too, since I am your friendly neighborhood friend. Dag it all....the horse are running lose, the cows are eating my crops...dag it the goats are chasing the goose and ducks around the pig pen. Would you know it....I just don't have time to gather up the fruit trees, and the old man is howling at me....that he has fallen into the well....guess what...got no time to him the old man of the well because I have so much to do on my farm....Dag...reminds me....I have to buy a bigger farm. Yet I am always willing to drink some moonshine a few friends, who drop by and hide in the

All About Me
I don't even know where to start, I work hard always think of others before myself. I have 2step daughters that i raised since i was 18 and they were 2 & 6monsold, now to be 27 and 25 i have my pride and joy jessica who will be 20 in march. i have 4grandkids and one on the way. I sometimes hate being so kind but i cant help it, Its like i have to think twice to be mean. I've had old boyfriends tell me how beautifull i am but still are so mean. I stay to myself cause thats the safest to me. I'm so afraid of love cause the min i fall is the sec im kicked. I wish my life was different, I wish someone would love me the way i would love them. not into the long distance love thing cause thats like still haven no one. i dont want to go to go to bed alone anymore but looks like i will be growing old by myself. so all can do is smile and just be glqad im alive. i love my daughter and my new granddaughter. they live in another state i miss them so much. i loved my ex husband for 17yrs for him to

Original Uggs
Ugg boots (sometimes called uggs or ug boots) are a style of unisex sheepskin boots lined with wool on the inside and with a tanned outer surface. Ugg boots often have a synthetic sole, although this is not universal. Uggs have been considered a fashion trend since the early 2000s. In the Arctic and China, sheepskin boots have long been popular with people in rural occupations (such as sheep shearers, who have ready access to the raw materials needed to make them). They are traditionally used for skiing. Their popularity increased as a result of World War I and World War II, during which they became popular with aviators because of their need to keep warm in unpressurized planes at high altitudes. Ugg boots have also been popular with surfers and competitive swimmers since at least the 1960s, for keeping warm while out of the water. The terms ugg boots, ugh boots and ug boots have been used as generic terms for sheepskin boots in Australia since the 1970s,[1] when they first appeare

So I Figured It Out .
This is the answer . I'm sure it's right now . I was asked " Why Do I pay for everything she did wrong " Tha answer is , it's not you . My red flags are easy to trip . It's no fault of your own . I'm over sensitive watching and gaurding from the biggest heartbreak I've ever had . Watching my family be broken to pieces , something I thought I had worked so hard to secure . Be crushed to nothing by sure lust or lonliness . It's not you it's me , because I care for you so easily , but I'm constantly searching for a pattern , a way for my logistical mind to forsee the future to predict , sadly enough ,how it will end . Simply because I've given up on someone really caring about me . I always seem to think it's not gonna last and in the end it will beat me , I come out on top in so many other ways , but never in this area . Why , am I so wrong at times , because I'm scared shitless when it feels so right . Thats why I can act like a SOB . When really and truly , I'm probably on e of the swe

She Could Never...
She never could see the forest for the trees. She never could admit it wasn't reality. She never could get her feet moving. She could not see things clear. She could never focus. She could never believe that this was her life. She could never leave. She could never dream. She could not aspire to something higher. She never could move on. She could never be comfortable in her own skin. She never felt warm. She could not give love anymore. She never thought empty could feel so empty.

Everything Goes Wrong
Today is not going my way at all!!!! Woke up feeling sicker then sick, with a sore throat and a headache the size of China, so I laid in bed all morning playing online. When it finely came time to get dress for class, my dad had taken my jeans out of the drier when they weren't even fully dried, so that meant I had to re-wash them and dry them. (Grrrr) Ended up wearing my black dress pants to school and my Phillies' shirt and Eagles hoodie, let me tell you how cute I must have looked. At school, I was having a very hard time keeping my head up, so thankfully I seat by the wall and could lay my head on it and do my work. My teacher, who is a man, asked me if the wall was comfortable. Come on really? I had my hair pulled back in a full ponytail and was coughing and barely talking, and you are going to ask me a stupid question like that? Men really need to take a class on how to tell if a woman is sick. After school all I could think about was coming home and taking a nice