Fubar Blogs 3

Take 5 Mins.
Right this very moment as you are reading this in the comfort of your home with your loved ones all around there are young men and women from all over this great country putting it all on the line for our right to be here. Take 5 minutes and let them know that we care..That they are not alone and that no matter what you think about the reasons they are out there that they are supported. http://www.letssaythanks.com/Home1280.html

Lustful Longing
Tell me what I'd have to change. What would I have to do To slip into your arms; for me to make sweet love to you. Must I climb the highest cliff; swim along the ocean floor Crawl over broken glass - would you demand that I do more? Could you take me as I am, with my issues and my flaws Pull me to your chest without a hesitation or a pause? Slide my hungry tongue between your parted lips. Run my anxious fingers along your quivering hips. Wrap you in my passion, expose your every need. Press your steamy lips to mine, every secret freed. Sprinkle your tears across my cheek, confess every desire Moan my name, call me yours, and set my soul on fire. Need me more with every breath that slips into your chest, Please me nightly, miss me daily, never compare me with the rest. Grip your wrists; look into your eyes, and say the words you long to hear Kiss you roughly, and scream my name, forever hold me dear. Do I ask for wishes that could never quite come true? Is my sin, my greatest fault, tha

Respect Love
This is not exactly a LOVE STORY, but more about learning to respect love. To My Friends Who Are... MARRIED... Love is not about "its your fault", but "I'm sorry", not where are you" but "I'm right here", not "how could you" but " I understand", not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are. To My Friends Who Are...ENGAGED...The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other. To My Friends Who Are...NOT SO SINGLE...Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person". It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be. To My Friends Who Are...HEARTBROKEN...Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn for them. To My Friends Who Are...NAIVE...How to be in love. Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep

Listen To The Silence
I know I may be young but I have been through so much that it isn't funny. Some things good others bad and things someone should never have to go through. I was 8 years-old when my parents got a divorce, I have a sister and a brother. My mom had a hard time raising us by herself because my realy dad was an alcoholic and didn't take care of us at all. My mom met a guy that she thought was nice and they have been married for almost 3 years. He has lived with my family for 6 years and the entire time has told all of us that we were worthless, stupid, bitches, and horrible children. I have had a rough time losing my dad because I loved him, and I soon became very depressed. After years of taking verbal abuse my mom this year had said I think I am going to divorce your stepdad because I want you guys to come and visit. I broke down and cried, to know my mom really did love me because she had never stood up like that before she let him hurt us for years. I was happy but now he is still ther

Attention Seeking Whores!
Ah yes, we all know who these people are! Hell some of you might be this person, but I have had my share of Attention seeking whores that I decided that it would be a good time to write about them! We all have encountered these little bastards at least one time in our lives, they are impossible to forget! The people who lie about outrageously impossible things to get people to focus all there immediate attention on them, such as “I was walking down the street and I saved a baby from a burning house!”. Hmm…okay superman keep telling people that story and maybe one day someone will believe you, I have faith! Or better yet the people that make up stories that is somewhat believable, such as getting shot point blank and not having any physical marks of it or have had to go to the hospital! Better yet talking about how they almost die on a daily basis. Those people are the ones that really crack me up! They have to make everything in there everyday life a tragedy so that

Erotic Tales
She stalks through the darkened room in her black thigh-high stiletto boots making almost no sound. Her bullwhip wrapped around her waist like a belt for her tight, purple suit that accentuates the curves of her luscious breasts and sexy ass. Her black gloves run up her arms past her elbows and her eyes gleam behind her black mask as her dark hair spills down her back. She pauses halfway across the room, suspicious, but sees nothing that could be a danger so she continues across the room to the desk. She leans down, checking the priceless statue of Bast, goddess of lions, for any hidden security features. Her sexy curves are only accentuated by the tight outfit as she leans over, hands on her knees, to examine the desk for any sign of an extra security system. She smirks in satisfaction after a long, slow examination before reaching out to lift the statue from the desk's surface. Suddenly, she gasps as a pair of strong hands grabs her wrists and yanks her forward across the top of

Whats Wrong With You??
OK..ok RANT TIME!! I'm soooo sick of all the selfserving muthafooker's. You know how you are... Did it ever occur to you to help someone out or give someone the right away?? Its all about you and your day.. it's all about your limited time...it's all about your money...it's all about your feelings...it's all about what you don't have! When will we learn that when we create good karma.. you get good karma?? I'm just saying more and more I see ppl turn there's backs. And more and more I see ppl care only about themselves.. putting themselves in front of freinds, family.. etc etc. i'm not saying let someone take adavantage.. but some people just need a break... I wish nothing more than for people in this world to GROW A HEART!! Then balls to say what I say!

Who Want's To Do A Biker? And Why?
OK So I hear all Women Want to "DO" a Biker. I question if I'ts because the Biker Status Is that Of a Rock Star or A Wealthy Man! Tell Us what You Think! Leave details if you want.. It's your choice. Thanx for reading and all responses..

Untitled But Mine
Sitting here with tears rolling down my face my heart feeling out of place Hoping for a new day dawn wishing the pain would be gone. Seperated from words apart all I feel is a broken heart Love despair and grace unkown mercy is what I want to be shown. Living with the undieing truth that I am in a quandering youth A touch a feeling there It is all in the air. Quietly meak the tear goes down my cheek Don't know where to go hope one day it can show. The love I have in me I can't set free cause I am in pain you see. No one wants what I can give so I set maybe internet free to live. To find myself again as I need to be All I can do is be me.

Dumdum's
IVE FOUND MY HAPPINESS IN YOUR SMILE.IVE FOUND MY DELIGHT IN YOUR WORDS.IVE FOUND ME AGAIN...INSIDE YOU.YOU CRASHED INTO ME LIKE WAVES ON THE ROCKS.YOU'VE MADE ME SEE THAT WISHES DO COME TRUE.YOU'VE OPENED MY MIND, MY HEART, MY SOUL TO WHAT COULD BE.YOU HAVE MADE ME SEE ME INSIDE YOU.INSIDE YOU I FOUND ME.MY YING TO MY YANG YOU ARE.MY BETTER HALF THE ONE I CAN SEE SO MUCH MORE WITH.YOU OPENED ME BACK UP.TAKE ALL I CAN GIVE ALL I AM WILLING TO GIVE.KEEP THIS GIFT CLOSE TO YOU AND DONT EVER LET IT GO.DONT LET ME WALK AWAY, DONT LET ME RUN WHEN I WANT TO RUN.STAND NEXT TO ME ON THIS JOURNEY OF LIFE LOVE AND HAPPINESS.TOGETHER WE WILL DO AMAZING THINGS, ACCOMPLISH AMAZING TASKS.TOGETHER WE CAN AND WILL DO ANYTHING.THAT WORD ALONE "TOGETHER" SOUNDS SO NICE.TOGETHER, WE WILL FIND EACH OTHER ONCE AGAIN.BRING OUT THE CHILD BRING OUT THE ADULT LIVE LIFE IN SO MANY AMAZING WAYS.I FOUND ME INSIDE YOU. KEEP ME THERE...I FOUND MY HAPPINESS INSIDE YOU.~FROM ME TO YOU~ I fell for who you are. I fel

Guys Have No Idea What Their Missing
Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute. Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught shit from our parents, and even snuck around to see him for while. We went through the great

Poem I Wish I Wrote
This poem is titles I GOT YOUR BACK. It is probably the greatest poem for the military I personally have ever read and I wanted to share it with all my friend son here. I hope you like it as much as i do. I GOT YOUR BACK I am a small and precious child, my dad’s been sent to fight… The only place I’ll see his face, is in my dreams at night. He will be gone too many days for my young mind to keep track. I may be sad, but I am proud. My daddy’s got your back. I am a caring mother; my son has gone to war… My mind is filled with worries that I have never known before. Everyday I try to keep my thoughts from turning black. I may be scared, but I am proud. My son has got your back. I am a strong and loving wife, with a husband soon to go. There are times I’m terrified, in a way most never know. I bite my lip, and force a smile, as I watch my husband pack… My heart may break, but I am proud. My h

Couldnt Have Said It Any Better Then Reba Does
Can you count all the times That you've mended my heart Just so you could again Crush it, Break it apart? Yet, you've got no idea That I'm hurt all the while Cause I hide all my pain With a laugh and a smile All my rage and frustration They are secrets to you I'm a pretty good actor Cause you don't have a clue I have made it an art It's greatest learned skill Hiding all of this damn Fuckin pain that I feel Yet sometimes it leaks through Sometimes I botch my act Sometimes you see my pain Sometimes I can't hold back I regret if you noticed I didn't wanna seem shallow But sometimes it's too much It's more than I can swallow Verse: 1 Every time i turn the conversation to something deeper than the weather i can feel you all but shuttin' down. And when i need an explanation for the silence you just tell me you don't wanna talk about it now. Bridge: 1 What you're not saying is coming in loud and clear we're at a crossroads here... Chorus: If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to l

That Night
On that night I died They all thought I committed suicide Turns out it was a double homicide Acted out by that demon inside A man with hair as dark as night His hatred plagues the land with plight This abomination is a hideous sight His darkness is a terrible blight On that night the angel warned Of the impending hellish storm That would bring about A terrible drought Of light in the land It was to be by my hand On that night he died They thought it was a suicide I committed a double homicide He and that angel died Committed by me, that demon once inside

Simply A Blog
Blissful paradise divinity with sexual affinity eyesBrilliancy deepness shallowness slow and smoothForever we are eternal wholeness only intimacyBetween me and youEssences of love eruptions endless multipliedForever heaven and joyousness sexual positionsLove infinite touch and gazeStill one forever now and alwaysSeeking out and pleasing each other different waysVarious positions as interlacing fingers all over acrossDown and up behind and drops of love affinity of loveTotally aware of each other and divine sexual and emotionalElectricityPerpetual and honesty fragrances of each other body smellAnd tenderness divine so very thoroughilyEvery crevice every turn as our eyes with adorationRespect and love mutualityForever combined into one wholeness sexual satisfaction skinAnd sweat as our hearts pound rapidly watching witnessingAs forever love will riseInto each other our bodies with love affinity never willOur love ever find a way to diePleasure deep in the soul with melodies slowness as w

In The Kingdom Of Heat...
All I can feel When I close my eyes Is closeness All I can smell When I breathe in Is that familiar scent All I taste When I bite my lip Is that sweet, unforgettable taste All I hear When the room is silent Is thump, thump But when my eyes are open All I see is darkness At one point I could tell you anything I could love you whenever I wanted Now I feel in silence Smiles are now forced And where I used to think And smile unexpectedly I now have an empty stare Instead of my heart jumping I cringe when the phone rings I just can’t believe Not telling someone you love them could hurt so badly

Maybe, Baby ( Song)
Damn you are fine, I will have to find some time. maybe after all these years, I will hold my tears. mabe this relationship will last, hopefully, it won't be like the past. baby i hope you find me true, because i want to be with you. baby, i can learn, please,....... not another burn....

Life
I've learned to let go of stupid things that has happen. Trying to stop the stress and just enjoy what I have. Keeping my words....like what I tell others when they are stressing, etc. Let things go and let it be. I hate stressing over things and I need to stop it fully. I'm going to enjoy my life with all the people I care about :-).

Self Infliction
You cut yourself wide open over and over again and you find yourself bleeding all over me and who I am. Just because you can't say no. I'm constantly running to your aid, helping you recover. Stitching ur wounds closed, keeping the stitches small so hardly any scar will show. The moment I turn my back they get ripped open again. My eyes water, to keep myself from screaming so hard and loud to where my throat bleeds. My fingers tremble and the needle pricks me everytime. But I'm still here. Sewing you shut. Days go by and you're healing so well. Then you disappear again. This time I can't find you. Its too dark and cold. I smell blood and my heart start pounding. The smell is getting stronger and I'm feeling more and more sick to my stomach. And in the distance I can see a light. Faded but just enough to see the glare off my clothes. I run as fast as I can. Limbs lashing at my face and neck. Shoes rubbing blisters on my toes and ankels, soaked with sweat and water from the dew on the gr

Love?
ok so my life has sucked pretty hardcore for the past 23 years that was untill i found something. something so specular something i thought could never be found. the kind of thing that could last a lifetime. the greatest thing in the world. i hope you all find it someday. everyone deserves to be as happy as i am now, and forever will be. thanx to you my very special someone this is for you. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U4fI93DHrY0

Kickin A Lil Somethin To Str Yall Off
i speak the truth therefore inlies a messiah somethin of a lyrical genuis so while this world transpires i write this scrpt with my pen now and again these lyrical orgasms escape their pages and reak havoc amongst thos brain-washed robots yet non stop i continue to spit masterpieces like a faucet absent of caution and these verses hit like bullets so i guess im trigger happy so uncanning how this mind ravels riddles unto the masses plainly written across the demeanor of the artist where as this may not reach many but painstakingly i trudge along theroad to reaching them all

Life
What is it like. to care for some one that you barley know an barley know anything about it sucks to know that you can't have them cuz of other things that are going on in thier life but you still want to be able to talk to them an ask how thier day was an if everything is salright you care enough to ask how work went you care enough to ask if everything is ok in thier life but you but you still feel like you have something but you really don't

My Thoughts
THE BODY grows outside, The more convenient way, That if the spirit like to hide, Its temple stands alway, Ajar, secure, inviting, It never did betray, The soul that asked its shelter, In timid honesty.

Friends
I'm currently looking for new friends. I don't care if you're not a Juggalo or Juggalette, but I do care if you fucking hate my family. Sorry, but I don't want haters on my friend's list. NEED/LIKE: Juggalos (in a non-gay way, of course..) Juggalettes Friendly people Funny Nice HATE/DISLIKE: Haters People wants to start trouble for no damn reason Spammers Hackers Glitchers WHOOP WHOOP!

It Bout Me
I FEEL LONELY WHEN SINGLE BUT IT SUX IT TRUE.. I HATE BEIN SINGLE AND NO ONE DONT REPECT WHO I AM I JUST RLLY LOOKIN FOR SERIOIUS RELATIONSHIP.. I HATE GUYZ WHO IS PLAYER OR HEADGAME WIT ME DAT ALL I CAN SAY

Kinleigh's Hoops For Heart
Heey there My lil girl Needs Help With donations in rasin money for the American Heart Association if youd like to help please click here THANX http://honor.americanheart.org/site/TR/HoopsforHeart/SCA-SouthCentralAffiliate?px=2413713&pg=personal&fr_id=1436 Help Kinleigh Make a Difference! I'm joining millions of others to help save lives with the American Heart Association's Hoops For Heart Program! I'm doing Hoops For Heart at my school and learning how I can help make a difference by raising lifesaving donations to help kids with heart disease. I'm also learning about my own heart, and how to keep it healthy. And I'm getting active playing basketball! I'm excited about raising money for other kids - kids with hearts that don't exactly work right and to help fund new medicines and treatments to be discovered. Please help me make a difference! Thank you!

Me
I thought it was time that I told all my friends here more about myself and my life so far in this world. My name is Jessie, I am 19, soon to be 20. Was born in a small town and still live in one. I can't ever imagine myself living in a bigger city. Nothing against those who do, but I like the wide open spaces where I can spread my wings and explore. When I was 12 years old I was diagnosed with a rare Non-Hodgkin Lymphoma. From that moment to this very second I have tried to live my life the best way possible. I have failed at times and when I was 13 I had sex for the first time with a boy from school. I thought it would make me feel older, all it did was make me feel worse than before. For about a year or so I was what some would call a slut, my grades where dropping and I was having sex with boys and I even started smoking pot and thought about but didn't smoke crystal meth. It was my lowest part of my life so far but it got worse. After years of emotional abuse to my mom

My Random Days...
Hey gals, guys, and wonderful couples! I hope you’ve been doing good I’ve been well and this evening I just got back home from my mum and dad’s house and we watched Day and Night, and also a few episodes of The Sons of Anarchy. I missed the ending of the movie because I had to run out to the store but I did get to watch the episodes of the Sons of Anarchy and holyyy smokess that is one intense, seat gripping show!! I don’t have Netflix unfortunately, but if I did I know what I’d be watching haha! Now i’m home watching a show about a missing girl on TRUtv. And while doing so I’m looking up some cute quotes as well. I found a website that has toooonss of different types of quotes so here a few I liked “Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.” “Beauty is eternity gazing at itself in a mirror.” “The beauty of the world has two edges, one of laughter, one of anguish, cutting the heart asunder.” “The

This Just In!!! Check It Out...
.Im October 27th, Whats Yours????Scorpio is the eighth Sign of the Zodiac. After Libra's intellectual exploration of other people, Scorpio's interest is in discovering other people's emotions and how they respond to the world around them. Scorpio is the Sign of Sex and Death, the beginning and ending of things, and they explore these ideas from an emotional standpoint. People born under this Sign are investigative and probing, often strongly intuitive and penetrating. As the eighth Sign, Scorpio also rules the eighth House: the House of Sex. The Astrological Symbol of Scorpio is the Scorpion. Like the mythical Scorpion, people born under this Sign tend to be strong-willed and wary of being controlled by others. At times they can be self-destructive, like the Scorpion who kills itself rather than letting someone else kill it. They are very determined, and once they've made up their minds they are unlikely to change them. They tend to be stubborn, refusing to give up when o

On The Turning Away By Pink Floyd
"ON THE TURNING AWAY" by Pink Floyd On the turning awayFrom the pale and downtroddenAnd the words they sayWhich we won't understand"Don't accept that what's happeningIs just a case of others' sufferingOr you'll find that you're joining inThe turning away" It's a sin that somehowLight is changing to shadowAnd casting it's shroudOver all we have knownUnaware how the ranks have grownDriven on by a heart of stoneWe could find that we're all aloneIn the dream of the proud On the wings of the nightAs the daytime is stirringWhere the speechless uniteIn a silent accordUsing words you will find are strangeAnd mesmerised as they light the flameFeel the new wind of changeOn the wings of the night No more turning awayFrom the weak and the wearyNo more turning awayFrom the coldness insideJust a world that we all must shareIt's not enough just to stand and stareIs it only a dream that there'll beNo more turning away?

Life Love Hate And Pain
Everybody needs insperation,and everybody needs a song,when the night are always long,cuz there is no gerintee that this life is at all easy. and when my world is fallen apart.and theres no light to brake up the dark.thats when i look at u.and when the the aves r flooding the shore,and i cant find my way home anymore,thats when i look at u. when i look at u i see forgiveness,i see the truth,you love me for who i am,like the stars hold the moon,right there were they belong,and i know im not alone,when i look at u.u sometimes feel like A DREAM TO ME THATS WHY I ALWAYS TOUCH U. thats why i look at u. Marryjane cain luvs nick1982 4 ever

Cale's Place
Most people have no clue what love really is or how to express it. So, I’m going to walk you through it. I like to start out by asking a question. What is the opposite of love? No doubt you’ve already formulated the answer in your mind and you came up with HATE! Number one answer but incorrect. You see, love is much more than just a feeling or emotion. Love is an action word, a verb; it’s something you do. There are four fundamental or basic principals to love. They are, taking into consideration the Thought’s, Feelings, Desires and Needs of the other person and putting theirs above your own. Now what do we call it when someone puts them self first? Yes it’s selfish. Selfish is the opposite of love not hate like most people think. This is where communication is very important. It’s necessary for us to communicate with each other on a level that the other person understands. Don’t assume that because you know what you’re saying that the ot

Co-workers? Really?
This is just a rant: WTF is wrong with people at work that refuse to flush the damn toilets? I swear it's like they act like they're paying the 'effing water bill. FLUSH THE F*CKING THING!!! Really? How old are you now? End rant.

Mumblings
Late nights run into days..blurring ..as I spend my time here..doing what I do, but its okay tho beacuse i like it. The people are great and I love talking to them and getting to kno them intimately. I belong here, this place i shall call my home. I feel the love and the buzz.So many different types of people. wonderful people I shall stay and spend many late nights here. like the gentle butterfly in a warm breeze her life fluttered by-silently peacfully with ease she slipped away in the early morning of spring she wasnt alone she wasnt sad no worries the look upon her face really i think shes just sleeping

What Would You Say To This?
If a person told you,"in time I can give you everything you desire. All I ask is to never ask me to change, and when I ask for you to do things in return you, respect my wishes, and me." How would you answer. Remember that anything and everything you want can be given in time, and all they are asking is for you to respect them and who they are with wanting them to change anything about them. If you need more information, let me know what question you have. I am trying to understand how other people view the people they talk to. The biggest question I got so far was if that person was a control freak. No this is a situation where if you were looking to start dating someone whether male or female your choice. The person is making you a promise that anything you would ever need or want could be yours, and doesn't want to change the person they are in return.

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Pictures...* Wow*
i remember when you can show your bikini here when it was cherry tap...now it has change alot..GOT TO HAVE CLOTHES ON..WHATEVER NOT LIKE I WANNA SHOW NSFW PICTURES...GEEES PEOPLE AND IF I DID I KNOW HOW TO DO IT...DUH...IM JUST VENTING..

Based On Psalms 139. ~"for You Are Fearfully And Wonderfully Made...."
Based on Psalms 139. ~"For you are fearfully and wonderfully made...." ON THE NIGHT YOU WERE BORN ~written and illustrated by Nancy Tillman, 2010~ On the night you were born, the moon smiled with such wonder that the stars peeked in to see you and the night wind whispered, "Life will never be the same." Because there had never been anyone like you.... ever in the world. So enchanted with you were the wind and the rain that they whispered the sound of your wonderful name. It sailed through the farmland high on the breeze..... Over the ocean... And through all the trees... Until everyone heard it and everyone knew of the one and only ever you. Not once had there been such eyes, such a nose, such silly, wiggly, wonderful toes. When the polar bears heard, they danced until dawn. From faraway places, the geese flew home The moon stayed up until morning next day. And none of the ladybugs flew away. So whenever you doubt just how spec

Don't Read This.
I can tell you don't follow instructions very well. "If DIY and the internet have taught us anything it's that there's little point in giving everyone a voice. I don't care if I sound like a dictator but please SHUT THE FUCK UP. Keep that internal dialogue silent. It was never meant to be external." -The Endless Blockade. Sometimes even I break the rule, but seriously...nobody wants to hear it.

Creative Sensations
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Hot Raycia
I'm intelligent,tall,sociable,a traveller,interested and interesting,independent,supportive enthusiatic when needed, real. The things I love the most in life are to mingle with men playing with their naughty minds. I am sexy,hot, tempting, exciting, and most of all ready to do whats on your mind. The kinds of people I enjoy the most are men who doesnt have limits and willing to do what they enjoy the most. I am seductive in person and have a pleasing personality can do all things what pleases a man. You can add me if you like, for us to chat at raycialackman at yeah who dut cumm.

My Heart
If love is so great then why does it hurt so bad. If theirs someone out their for everyone why can't i find that right girl. My heart has been stomped on too too much for me to even take the pain sometimes. If i don't find love does that mean ill never find true happiness in life. Why must i the center of being hurt by every girl i begin to have any type of feelings for, why must this happen every time. Why must i be hurt so much this pain is not fun it tears a part of me every day and it just eats me away every moment i think about it i just can't take this any more why must i be hurt like this it's not fair.

Survey
1. Do you think I'm cute? 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5. Would you take a shower with me? 6. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7. Would you leave after or stay the night? 8. Do you like cuddling afterwords? 9. Would you foreplay with me? 10. Night or day? 11. Condom or skin? 12. Have sex on the first date? 13. Would you kiss me during sex? 14. Do you think I would be good in bed? 15. Can we take pictures of the act? 16. How long would we have sex? 17. Would you want me to wear a sexy outfit or nothing? 18. Your fantasy place you would want to have sex with me? 19. Would you be naughty or nice? 20. Would you want me to be naughty or nice?

My Chat Room And Website
The website and my chat room is free to all users and is only for 18 and up. To let all know if any under age people that does come in the chat room will be perm banned. you can sign in as guest no password or sign up needed or you can sign up to have your own account. The website is free to join fubarchat dot webs dot com and so is the chat room. http://kageshi.com/rooms/fubarchat i am not charging or i do not allow spam in chat room but you can share videos, music, movies on webcam and youtube links in chat room. I am owner of this room plus i will choose moderators when time comes. This room is for chatting or if a person wants to they can go naked on cam but if you don't like it then just block the cam the person is on. This is a easy basic chat room.

Other Stuff
I'm not going to give you a meaningless Thank you for your service response that's become almost as generic as have a good day. I'm going to tell you something that happened to me when I was about 10. That'd be back in 1959. I think it was at my uncle's. There was some of his army buddies there from WWII or maybe Korea. Can't remember. All I remember is like any kid I was interested nit he gory details. It was actually unusual for them to even talk about anything then. I just knew they'd all been in the army. One 'old guy' (he must have been late 30's early 40's then), told me, he didn't want to talk about that stuff but he did spend time with me talking about some funny stuff. I kept asking if he ever shot anyone, etc., and maybe sulking a bit when finally my aunt told me to just tell the guy thank you and leave him alone. That's when he sort of grabbed me by the shoulders pretty gently and told me if I REALLY wanted to thank him and his friends I'd go have a great life, not be afra

Profile Changes
did some changes to my profile one last time due to i will be turning 37 years old on the 29th of this month and two sadly a site called myopera will be closing down effective march 1, 2014. i will be having to redo the video playlists due to the site where i got the original playlists from jamzee has been down don't know if they will be that way either temporary or permanent. the new playlists will be on within the coming days. my page will currently be remaining as is until no earlier than march 2, 2014 which will be the day after myopera will be closing down. i will try and do what i can to see if i can get people from over there to come here before the site closes down. also to inform you all i will only be on 1 time a week until shortly after my birthday going to be busy. may be going on a trip futher down south where i am at the end of next week for an early thanksgiving. then there is thanksgiving itself and my birthday just one day later so busy time ahead. i should be back on

Nu-man.co.uk
Living in a flat has lots of advantages & one time you are converted to the idea it is hard to imagine living any other way. However, when you are at the stage of looking for a property, whether in order to gain more space or to relocate, it can appear a daunting task. Before you set out to look at the multitude of apartments on offer in Maida Vale, first draw up a list of features that you cannot do without. List your preferences for storage, stairs, and number of lifts and so on, and be sure to measure those standards against where you live now. While you may compromise on some points, it is best to know exactly what you do insist on from the outset. It is advisable to evaluate your storage needs first & foremost. It can be all simple to forget how much 'stuff' you have & how much you have acquired since your last move. When taking a look at new properties, also think about how much scope there is to expand storage space by generating additional cabinets or adding freestanding she

Exercise Is Life
I have been exercising a lot these days and have learnt its a great tool against the flu besides it keeps you light bless all who read this WE FIND THAT WE HAVE LOST OURSELVES BY GIVING UP LOTS OF US TO ANOTHER PERSON, WITH PRAY THE POSITIVE FRIENDS WE HAVE 2 CRAWL OURSELVES RIGHT BACK OUT OF THE HOLE AND FORWARD IN LIFE WHEN WE REALISE WE ARE JUST NOT GETTING WHAT WE DESERVE SO I SUGGEST WE CRAWL OUT AND LIVE LIFE EXPERIENCE THE JOYS N ADVANCE IT .

My Writing
I'm tired of sleeping alone I'm tired of being Of being so faceless, so unnoticed, and so unknown I'm tired of stupid, sarcastic sentiments So much sacrifice that only Gets the return of bad intent, So fake and plastic If it lasts, it Is only to teach me What all this misery has meant, Nothing but shit I'm tired of stupid fucking questions Of lectures lent Just to mold me from everything told to me To make me something I never Wanted in the end I'm tired of hypocrites, Phony fuckers, faking emotion, Hoping a hand held out Gets them much more than they spent I'm tired of everyone knowing While I'm clueless because I'm not being What they had in mind for me, They think I should have my shit together But there hasn't been enough time to be Anything but alone, tragically, magically Melting away, dying to die, trying to hide That I hate everything about my whole fucking life I'm tired of guessing what's next While I'm second guessed every chance that they

Shay's Digital Diary Of Senseless Ramblings...
Welcome to my first Blog here on Lost Cherry... Feel free to comment on anything I say on here... :) Tho I should warn you I tend to be very blunt and to the point, so I apologize if anything offends anyone... ... tho if it does, I guess you just won't read again so .. whatever ...LOL Ok .. this has been one of those weeks where I am not sure whether I wanna scream, change my name and run away, or just get comepletley drunk and say "piss on it"... possibly all three options would be a good idea LOL I have been going stir crazy the last few days, and have come to the conclusion that it is time to get the hell out and create as much noise as humanly possible. SO, tomorrow night I am going to head up to Niagara Falls and hit the Victoria Inn... have way too many drinks, let my hair down, sing up a storm and crawl my ass back into bed sometime around 4 am... after all, a girl has to have some fun, right? Then again, what often starts out being a good idea to have fun, can

Blog Cherry
What up. I'm not into blogging but I love to write so here we go. It's a good sunday and I am high as fuck as is to be expected from a stoner such as myself..I love runon sentences, do you? I don't know about you but I'm starting to notice the world I grew up believing in, is kinda friggin retarded. I mean look at what we KNOW our government is up to and yet we all continue following THEIR rules. They made up a cool game and tricked us into playing. I think I'm gonna quit and start another one. How about we actually create a eutopia like we all say we want. Were just kinda pussies basically..complacent pussies. We should start by no longer recognizing Them as our leaders. Let's start this country already! I mean four hundred years ago we had a real great idea but now the system runs on our fear and greed! If we don't spend the money then they don't have the power..it's really that fuckin simple. We can't faze out money overnight but it isn't impossible. If we'd all quit lying to oursel

Luv Song
Wat about me, there isn't much 2 say, except 4 I live lyfe day by day. Remembering yesterday as a lesson learned, knowing tomorrow is sumthing earned. Who am I, guess I'm just me, a lively person, a soul tht is free. Living 4 today an 4 tomorrow, remembering the gud an forgetting the sorrow. Who am I there is a long list, I think negative, I am a pessimist, I am realistic, I luv 2 have fun, I forgive an forget, watz done is done. This is who I am, tis is the real me, very responsible, but as immature as can be. An independent person, sumtimes needing a friend, doing the best I can, until lyfe's end!!! one luv alwayz kitten 10-24-06 Suddenly I see u I get shivers in the twilight of my dreams You fill me wit bubbles of ecstasy An i dance in the breathless wonder of a rainbow Purity is the song love is the dance You are the conductor!!!! ONE LUV CAT

Please,rate Me My Peasants,for One Day,i Will Be Your King!
My first blog,I am weak in the knees!rate me,rape me,rip on me,desecrate me,spank me,love me,hate me,bite me,beat me,hurt me,make me write bad checks,and most of all,bring Layne Staley back! I've been away for awhile,protecting us from bad guys,but I'm back in Black!Rock On!

Buffalohntr's Thoughts On The Plains
Hello all! It seems I have been MIA for awhile. Well I am back ... and I promise to make a more regular appearances, heh heh. I missed the friends I have made here. I guess it is time to reach out and get in touch again. Look forward to hearing from you. Till then ..

Fyi
i have been on LC for a couple of months and i still dont understand it very much. i really havent met anyone local yet either. im just here to meet friends right now. i have a girl friend right now. know one can have to many friends. for those to have a cow when someone doesnt leave comment well i do leave them but i do it on my terms.. when i find time. :) i sometimes want to delete my profile on here but something tells me not too. so i am going to take a break from LC for awhile.

The Batcave
I know this is WAAAAY late in the news of comic books but, it finally happened. Captian America has been assasinated. Now...i dont like Captain America, not one of my favorites so i dont care too much. BUT this is seriously big news so i thought id let the rest of you know...hes dead. And my thoughts is that he might pull a Superman and come back or a new Captian America will step in his place...or stay dead. I dont know what will happen Holy shit im never on this account...might as well make ONE blog...i mean, it there n all...why not, so uh...HERE IT IS...EAT IT

Left Hand Of God
Left Hand of God Down to the bowels of this earth There you shall reighn with the swine Antichrists Mother giving birth Fore ever in time Follow not with your heart But with your soul For time of power has come Drink of you fill me full Oh, where are you Morning Star Lurking in the shadows Where is Hell tell me how far Your name so hallowed Where is your mark Under this blood red moon The time is near So very soon With your blood soaked wings of sorrow What of this reighn in blood Clean me out so hollow Ride upon the sinners fear The Gates of Hatties drawing near Make preperations for the end Come take the Mark Writhe with me my damned freind Night Shadows LLC Copywrite 2006

Woooohoooo First One Why Not Try Out Some My Poetry On Yall
cold sweat tear soaked torn ........... screaming faster into the night once the time was all ways brite wakening sweat cold as ice calm the image and dont think twice missing some one this bad will some times drive the mind so mad happyness for some but not for me the sadness makes it hard to be breathing slow see through the mist there is something other then i missed im going on into the black trying hard to wonder back through the madness that is my truth scars on me are the grusome proof there invisible you see to the naked eye for this you see i would not lie i would never step on no ones heart for i know it all ways tears it apart but this is me layed out so thin showing my madness that lives with in im pushing on for you forever are so far gone i wish it ended like i thought but this is the way my life will rot.......

Hack Windowsxp Without A Password!
How to Hack a Windows XP Password In this tutorial I will teach you how to hack a windows XP password without any programs. All you need is access to the Windows Command Prompt. Please do not use this for anything other than educational purposes. I take no responsibility to any harm that you inflict on your computer! Step 1: Click on Start, then on Run, and type in CMD, then hit enter. Step 2: Now a black box will appear, type in net user and hit enter. Step 3: Now you'll notice how all the accounts on the computer will be displayed, pick the account you want to hack. Step 4: Now type in net user ACCOUNT NAME * and hit enter. Step 5: It will ask you to replace the existing password, this is how we over-write it. Step 6: Type in your new password, and hit enter, now type it again, and hit enter one last time. Step 7: Now it should say something like command completed successfully. Note: If the account name is two words, seperated by a

For Blaze
Spiritual Journey The journey is different for everyone we are all in the process till it's done Seeking the road to peace of mind the path is easy to know and hard to find So often side tracked by things unimportant missing the wonders that are heaven sent unhappy that life won't bend to our will discovery that we have yet to fulfill just to live in the moments of the day accepting things that don't go our way knowing it is better to be a part of the whole these are the things that enlighten the soul ego and pride take away from the ride leaving us empty and wanting to hide to protect our selfs from hurts yet to come is the way of many and yet very dumb for without risk we can never be right we must be open to advance into the light Standing tall at the journeys conclusion free of the bonds of material confusion By R.Thomas Dinsmore

Rips........
Look folks i am no rocket scientist,I dont have a colledge doctorit, nor am I a brain surgeon but at least i am smart enough to know that a simple "please no rips"is not going to stop people from taking your pics and possibly doing something nasty with the.Look people in all actuality I dont care how long you been chatting with some one on the PC or how much they say there a friend lets get it together YOU DONT KNOW WHO IS ON THE OTHER END".For real folks you think that Please no rips is going to stop a pervert from takin your pics come on this is not leave it to beaver wally.If you dont want someone takin your pics then shit man DONT PUT THEM ON,or at least use common sense.I know someone that she put a pic of her sticking out her tounge and she has a big tongue lol and within a couple of hours there was a new pic of a guy with his little ,tiny,small dick in front of his pc lookin as if he was puttin it in hher mouth .He blew up her tongue pic on the screen that put his dick in front

Just A Thought
In the thought of the moment what would you do or how would you feel in that instant do you become a person to reval your feelings or would you shy away?Would u be there or would you be in another universe would lie down and get ran over or would you be a goo d road lock and start another road to your life. Would you live for the moment or the future? Where will you be in the future? no one knows and thats whats scrares me and i dont know where ill end up i know where i wanna go and what i wanna do but thats not up to me its all in a plan. But no one has blue prints to this plan just live it out day by day and be a better person for the better good. But is all gonna be good? no one knows......................................................

Just Another Day
Dont you hate it whenever you feel like ur all alone, but in fact there are so many people that care about you? Ive felt this way for awhile. I dont want ya'll to think i need ur sympathy, because i dont...im a strong person, and ive gone through more shit then you could imagine. *lately my mom has been acting different. I think her new husband is slowing changing her. She doesnt really involve any of us kids in anything anymore. Its like her husband is the only one that matters. I cant stand it, because we use to be so close and i could always tell her anything...and now, she gets on my case about everything. *i dont like her husband..he creeps me out.. i always feel like he is watching me..and i feel so uneasy.... *geez, i cant wait to get away from here. ...

A Real Man
REAL MEN 1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN loves his kids. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as f*ck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 15.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questions when you say y

When was the last time you pledged yourself to your partner? On a piece of paper write out every single thing you would like to promise to bring into a relationship with your current partner. If you are not in a relationship, you can still do the exercise by writing down the things you will bring into your next relationship. When your list is complete, circle one quality or item on your list you'd really like to focus on. Place your list somewhere you can readily see it daily. For the remainder of the week make every effort to improve the thing you circled!

I Am Tired Of All The Crap
SINCE I HAVE BEEN ON LC/CT I HAVE GAINED QUITE A FEW FRIENDS ON MY LIST. UNFORTUNATELY, THERE ARE A FEW THAT HAVE TAKEN IT UPON THEMSELVES TO MAKE THIS SITE A STOMPING GROUND FOR HATRED. WHO CARES IF SOMEONE IS BEING FAKE. THIS IS THE NET.PEOPLE COME HERE TO BE SOMEONE THEY CANNOT BE IN PERSON. TO SOME IT IS A FANTASY LAND. JUST FOR THE RECORD, EVERYTHING IN MY PROFILE IS TRUE. I AM AT THE POINT OF DELETING PEOPLE OFF MY FRIEND LIST BECAUSE OF NEGETIVE POSTINGS. OK SO THIS SITE HAS SOME NEW RULES. WHO CARES? IF YOU CANNOT ADAPT TO THE RULES, GO BACK TO MYSPACE. MAYBE THIS WILL PISS SOME PEOPLE OFF TO HEAR MY OPINION ON THINGS. SO SORRY, BUT TOUGH SHIT! LOOK, WE ALL JUST NEED TO GET ALONG IN HERE. IF YOU CAN'T PLAY NICE THEN GO HOME. TO THOPSE OF YOU WHO ARE JUST HERE HAVING FUN I AM SORRY FOR ANY BAD FEELINGS I MAY CAUSE. THIS IS NOT DIRECTED AT YOU. THERE A SO MANY GOOD PEOPLE IN HERE. I AM JUST TIRED OF ALL THE FINGER POINTING AND NAME CALLING. PLEASE, STOP ALL THE CRAP SO WE CAN COM

Friends
Just when you think you have all under control it seems to change in the blink of an eye. Friends can sometimes pull you through a hard time and yet other times they can't. From here on out I will not use the term "friend" loosely. It will be hard to befriend someone over the internet again. Not being able to see someone in person has really over shadowed my ablity to determine who is honest and a trustworthy verses who is just a person. To believe that trusting someone is to be earned and that takes a time whether short or long. I have truly found few who deserve and understand the true meaning of the word. Those who have are still my friend after years of trial and error. That is where forgiveness prevails. I have a lot of forgiveness and understanding. Over the years I have also learned to put aside pride and admit when I have been wrong or stepped out of line. I want to apologize to those few friends that I have if there has been a chance I have put you in a position that

~going On Six Years~
my ol' lady and i are going to be married for six years on dec.19, 06. sometimes it is hard to believe it has been that long. don't get me wrong we love each other. we have been through hell with one another and can still say to each other I Love You and I'm In Love With You! Love ya baby @}-;- @}-;- @}-;- @}-;- @}-;- @}-;- one for each year

Whats So Different??
whats so different about me that noone on here will talk to me anymore. i mean before i put up new pictures it was like i had a new photo comment and or friend request every couple a minutes. so i guess everyone on here just proved that there real assholes and need to grow up. wow most of you on here are adults but your acting like children i dont understand its not like im dieing or anything you can talk to me??? grow up people show some respect.

Hope Everybody Has A Wonderful Christmas
bad gass we all get it,ever had it really bad after eating taco bell its really stinks,the other day i had it so bad i could have stink out a city lol and some fun things to do in bed cut a big 1 and pull the covers over your wife or girlfriend or when your eating stink your butt up by here so she can smell it,try it she might like it

Great Joke!!
A blonde calls her boyfriend and says, "Please come over here and help me. I have a killer jigsaw puzzle, and I can't figure out how to get it started. Her boyfriend asks, "What is it supposed to be when it's finished?" The blonde says, "According to the picture on the box, it's a > tiger." Her boyfriend decides to go over and help with the puzzle. She lets him in and shows him where she has the puzzle spread all over the table. He studies the pieces for a moment, then looks at the box, then turns to her and says, "First of all, no matter what we do, we're not going to be able to assemble these pieces into anything resembling a tiger." He takes her hand and says, "Second, I want you to relax. Let's have a nice cup of tea, and then ..." he sighed......... "Let's put all the Frosted Flakes back in the box......."

America Land Of The Offended
AMERICA LAND OF THE OFFENDED Think about it! All we have to say is, when will they do something about MY RIGHTS? I celebrate Christmas...........but because it isn't celebrated by everyone..............we can no longer say Merry Christmas. Now it has to be Season's Greetings. It's not Christmas vacation, it's we still be the Country of choice and still be America if we continue to make Winter Break. Isn't it amazing how this winter break ALWAYS occurs over the Christmas holiday? We've gone so far the other way, bent over backwards to not offend anyone, that I am now being offended. But it seems that no one has a problem with that. This says it all! This is an editorial written by an American citizen, published in a Tampa newspaper. He did quite a job; didn't he? Read on, please! IMMIGRANTS, NOT AMERICANS, MUST ADAPT. I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist a

Lyrics
They won't want you for who you are So you should step outside your skin Something tells me, that we were meant to be But how can that be? You run on evil, I run on fumes and stale air, when she came out , she brought her anger, she left her sympathy Behind the walls she built for me So we start spinning You wouldn't want to let us go easy Or you just might become too weak to stop spinning You wouldn't want to let him down easy Or he just might become the promise I want you for who you are So you can stay inside your skin Ohhhh something tells me love isn't enough But how can that be? You're not so evil, I'm not so good Crazy or mean, so we start spinning You wouldn't want to let us go easy Or you just might become too weak to stop spinning You wouldn't want to let him down easy Or he just might be come the threat She's so dramatic shes says I'm leaving, is that a promise or a threat? So we start spinning You wouldn't want to let us go easy Or you jus

Real So Real.....
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly cries she loves her parents But they want her to die she sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is my life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "Youeserve to die You

All About The Real Me
im so confused. at one moment i can be sitting there laughing and having fun then the next minute im crying. most of the time i dont even kno why im crying. i dont know why things are the way they are but i just cant stand it at all. sometimes i get the feeling i can run away and no one would even notice i was gone. well i guess thats all for now

Wrong Or Right?
Hey all this is my first blog and needed to get somethings off my chest. I have a boyfriend that i really like yet i have a "online" boyfriend that i have known for over 4 years and there are true feelings there because we know it we have met and i hid the meetings behind my boyfriend. we didnt do nething wrong i just knew that my boyfriend would have been really upset with me so i was scared. im torned between two men that i truly have feelings for and the "online" guy i know right now that i cant have unless its just weekends. Ok neways I got drunk the other night with suppose to have been my best friend and i was "passed" out and over heard her talking to my current boyfriend about my "online" friend. Now what i want to know is is she truly my best friend would your best friend do that to you? makes me question a lot of things. Feel free to leave me a message or comment on it Make a slide show, scrapbook or ecard

First Blog
What do you do when you go over too you're friend's house, an his mom invites you in wearing nothing but a G-string an small cut off shirt???? Do you A: Ask if you're friend is home. B: Run away. C: Ask if anyone else is home,then go in. D: Go in with a smile,and tend her need's. If the friend came home and caught with his mom. A: Ask him to wait. B: Tell him you're his new step-dad. C: Tell him she's better than his sister. D: Smile, as you take a punch to the head. Thank You for you're Time. First blog, Just started typing...LOL,LOL

.:aquarius:. Does It In The Water
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there:: .:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.

Check This Out!
Who would like to join me tonight? I am heading down to Gravel Pike Inn tonight for Karoake from 9:30pm to 2am. Come on down and sing a few songs and if you dont sing come down and shoot me in a game of pool. They have good food, nice people and great music . They hold Karoake 4 nights a week (thursday thur Sunday) from 9:30pm to 2am. There are specials on the board when you walk in of what drinks they have on sale that night. I am always there on Thursdays, Fridays and Sundays. This Saturday November 22nd come done and see the band Double Standard. Lots of drink specials and one great time.Address is posted at the bottom so map it and come on down for a night of fun. Nov 20 2008 6:00P ALL YOU CAN EAT WINGS @ GRAVEL PIKE INN Nov 23 2008 9:00P DOLLAR NIGHT @ GRAVEL PIKE INN Nov 24 2008 8:00P POOL TOURNAMENT Nov 18 2008 8:00P TEXAS HOLD ’EM Nov 21 2008 9:00P KARAOKE W/ WEASEL SOUND PRODUCTIONS Nov 22 2008 9:00P KARAOKE W/ WEASEL SOUND PRODUCTIONS

Fun
I really enjoy movies. I also tend to like movies that most other people find silly. So I want to find some more movies to check out or rediscover some old favorites. Please post your Top 20 favorite Movies that will never win an Oscar or a lifetime achievement award. These should be movies that you enjoyed that were just fun. No movies for the ages. Just your dirty little secrets. I don't mean to imply that these are "B" movies, in fact most of mine were made as A movies, just ones that are fun rather than deep and meaningful. My Top 20 in no particular order: 20. WarGames 19. Hackers 18. Road House 17. Van Wilder 16. Real Genius 15. Better off Dead 14. Ski School 13. A Knight's Tale 12. 10 things I hate about you 11. Varsity Blues 10. Total Recall 9. Mr Destiny 8. Kindergarden Cop 7. Poison Ivy II 6. Rising Sun 5. Strictly Business 4. Sugar Hill 3. High Fidelity 2. Grosse Point Blank 1. Reality Bites

What's Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting67%Blind Folds67%Bondage58%Chains/Handcuffs50%Blood33%Whips33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

The Beach
THE BEACH WALKING ON THE BEACH UNDER THE MOONLITE SKY WALKING HAND IN HAND GAZEING INTO EACH OTHERS EYES WE STOP AND U TURN TO ME AND GAZE INTO MY AND TAKE MY HAND AND U SLOWLY MOVE CLOSER TO MY LIPS AND U SOFTLY KISS ME PASSIONATELY.. KISSING ME PASSIONATELY U MOVE YOUR HAND DOWN THE SPINE OF MY BACK AND TOP THE TOP OF MY ASS AND STILL KISSING ME MOVING DOWN TO MY NECK KISSING MY NECK THEN U TAKE YOUR OTHER HAND AND SLOWLY MOVE UP MY SHIRT CARESSING MY BREAST WITH YOUR HAND.. SLOWLY MASSAGING AND EASILY PINCHING MY NIPPLES OUR BREATHING GETS HEAVIER EACH MINUTE I TAKE MY HANDS AND UNDO YOUR JEANS AND SLOWLY REACH INSIDE AND FEEL YOUR HARDNESS I SLOWLY BEGIN TO STROKE YOU AND KISSING YOU VERY PASSIONATELY BREATHING GETS HEAVIER WITH EACH STROKE STROKING YOU I FEEL YOUR HARDNESS AND THROBING MAKES ME MOAN MAKES ME HOT AND MAKES ME WET WANTING YOUR TOUCH WANTING U TO TAKE ME THERE AND NOW . YOU MOVE YOUR HANDS DOWN FURTHER AND UNDO MY JEANS AND U SLIDE Y

Contests And Results
YES I'M HOLDING A NEW CONTEST AND FROM MY JOINING I'VE NOTICED THAT CHERRYTAP HAS THE MOST GORGEOUS WOMEN ON THE INTERNET WITHOUT HAVING TO PAY ANY MONEY TO SEE THEM OR MAKE FRIENDS WITH THEM. SO COME VISIT MY PHOTOS AND LOOK FOR FLAMING BODY CONTEST AND SHOW THESE LADIES YOUR LOVE TO SEE THEM FOR FREE. ALSO IF YOU ARE A LADY OF ANY SIZE AND WOULD LOVE TO BE RECOGNIZED THEN PLEASE CONTACT ME ABOUT JOINING THIS CONTEST!

Hello.........
Well this is my first blog and I just thought I would tell about myself. I am single with 2 kid's. My son live's with his mother and My daughter with me. They have to mother's and my little girl's mother gave her to me. I love tat's and piercing's and all that shit, music is a big thing to me I can only play the radio but that's ok. I love my car that I just got it's older but hey it work's. I am currently out on bond for some shit I did last year and waiting on my stupid lawyer to do something. Well if you have any question's are just want to chat hit me up. Central Texas baby holden the 254 down.

Dead Kennedys
"Religious Vomit" All religions make me wanna throw up All religions make me sick All religions make me wanna throw up All religions suck They all claim that they have the truth That'll set you free Just give 'em all your money and they'll set you free Free for a fee They all claim that they have the Answer When they don't even know the Question They're just a bunch of liars They just want your money They just want your consciousness All religions suck All religions make me wanna throw up All religions suck All religions make me wanna BLEAH They really make me sick They really make me sick They really make me sick They really make me sick They really make me sick They really make me ILL "Your Emotions" Your mommy told you this And your daddy told you that Always think like this And never do that You learned so many feelings But what is there to that Which are really yours Or are you just a copycat Your school told you this And your church

My Wife And I Please Read
My Wife & I Have Had Alot Of Ppl We Had Visited, Rated, Added & Fanned, To Show Some Of Our CT Love & To Meet Some Cool New Friends. What Did We Get In Return Some ppl Came Over Did A Visit Then Left, Some Stopped By To Rate Just Our Profiles, Some Also Rated Some Pics, Or Stash, Some Added Us As A Friend And A Few Added Us As A Fan. If You Want To Be A Point Whore Then Just Say So, We Waste Alot Of Our Time On Some ppl That Don't Even Plan On Doing Anything On Our Site Yet If We Don't Come Over & Rate You, You Want To Jump Up, Change Our Rating To A 1 Then Block Us, That Shit Is Lame, Immature, & Very F@CKIN' Stupid, So Why Don't You Grow The Fuck Up & Return The Favor We Helped You Out, Now Do Us A Favor & Return The Love We Shared, Or Just Remove Us From Your List Please, We Have Not Any Intent To Do Any Bad, Other Then Just Have More Time To Help Out Our Friends That Return The Favors & Love. We Have Started To Remove Some Of Them Asses That Have Not Done Anything But Wasted Our Ti

Modeling!!
I have finally got my first modeling job after all these years of working towards it. Sunday March 4th I will go to the Go See. Which is where I go to compete against the other models for the job. If I am picked then I will be paid $200 and the job is Monday March 5th. It will take place in Whitehall,Pa. If anyone has done any modeling/hair shows and has any tips or advice please share. I love feedback! :)

Sexiest Legs Contest!!
I will be conducting a SEXIEST LEGS CONTEST for March. All those interested in participating, please msg me with which pic in your profile is the best for me to rip and post in the folder for the contest..if you need to take a pic of legs do so and you can email it to me and ill post it that way...just hit me up and ill give you my email address...GOOD LUCK TO ALL!!! THIS WILL BE SO MUCH FUN!!!

I Wish You Enough
I WISH YOU ENOUGH Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure and were standing near the security gate. They hugged and the mother said I love you and I wish you enough." The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom." They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". "Forgive me for asking but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral." When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, "I wish you enough. May I ask what that means?". She began to smile. "

Something's Fishy...
I think some people only add me to see my NSFW pics.That is stupid and I think I'm gonna take them down. I think some people rate and comment almost every one of my pics because they think I'm gonna do it back.I'm not gonna. I wish people were honestly honest.I know that is never gonna happen. I think people underrated the movie Clerks 2.Cuz I seriously thought it was the bomb. I also think I was wrong about the new Evanescense album, its not that bad.I said it was sucky without actually listening to it.. and while it is trendy and not original at all in the way it needs to be for me to love it.. I do actually like one song. Also, I realized that I despise seeing the word "hunnie" used in reference to me.Some may think that is cute, I do not.

Dead Tomarrow
Dead Tomorrow All so Hollow Dead tomorrow You gave me this pain. You can’t take it away. Flies will lay their eggs. A crooked smile Hollow eyes So long, so many lies. A victim of our demise Glass, I have become. All so hollow Dead tomorrow I never wanted this. Cold was our last kiss Nothing, I have become. Love it when I bleed. Watch me beating me. Broken, I am. Drift away In a world of decay Dead so long Hollow stayed Torn inside With a crooked smile Hollow eyes Dead again Full of sorrow Dead tomorrow Killed what you can’t fix. I loved you, I love you. Look what you did Never, never wanted thi Suicide Saints Music 2007

Hello
I see some people have read my blogs....While my blogs are ment to be funny and not taken seriously.....I have noticed no one has left a comment....Not so much as a Fuck you or No Fucking way.....Leave a comment I won't be hurt if you tell me to FUCK OFF this is the internet and I don't know you so it wont kill me.....Leave a comment that doesn't make sense like.....I was walking down the street the other day and noticed I wasn't in a car.....Some stupid thing like that LOL.....Regardless I love to have fun and play on the internet.....I still want to see your tits though LOL

Makes You Think About Life
yea was just minding my own business chilling playing beer pong with a few friends not makeing any noise. and the campus safety guy walks right in and says ok i see ur having a beer pong party and ur all busted how much BS is that. seriously the people next door didnt kno we were partying. wtf let me know what yall think i should do when i have my hearing at school about it? just wanted to tell ya if u heard abou the bus crash in atlanta i almost went to that schoool(bluffton)to play baseball i woulda been on that bus it was my first choice of schools. yea i almost went there and the reason i did not go to it was bc of my Girlfriend. pretty thankful and makes u look twice at life

One Of My Fave Songs This Band Is Awesome
30 SECONDS TO MARS "From Yesterday" He's a stranger to some And a vision to none He can never get enough, Get enough of the one For a fortune he'd quit But it's hard to admit How it ends and begins On his face is a map of the world (A map of the world) On his face is a map of the world (A map of the world) From yesterday, it's coming! From yesterday, the fear! From yesterday, it calls him But he doesn't want to read the message here On a mountain he sits, not of gold but of shit through the blood he can learn, see the life that it turn From council of one He'll decide when he's done with the innocent On his face is a map of the world (A map of the world) On his face is a map of the world (A map of the world) From yesterday, it's coming! From yesterday, the fear! From yesterday, it calls him But he doesn't want to read the message here But he doesn't want to read the message here But he doesn't want to read the message here On his face is a

It Came In White Light...
Rows of houses all bearing down on me I can feel their blue hands touching me All these things into position All these things we'll one day swallow whole And fade out again and fade out This machine will not communicate These thoughts and the strain I am under Be a world child, form a circle Before we all go under And fade out again and fade out again Cracked eggs, dead birds Scream as they fight for life I can feel death, can see it's beady eyes All these things into position All these things we'll one day swallow whole And fade out again and fade out again Immerse your soul in love Immerse your soul in love. I am digging through the bored, over-stimulated, numbness that we bring ourselves into, to find the subtlety of experience.

Gone For A Week
Sorry...this week coming up is finals week and I will not be on. I hope to talk to you all soon and I will pass around the love when I get back. )))))HUGS((((( Hi all, I am back!!!!! Finals are done! Thank God...LOL!

Cherry Trees
Solely for you. Not for me. Leaving me hungry running up that tree. In seeing the forgotten. lets find the end or at least just pretend. Stop screaming I still find you intriguing. Quit, my ears are bleeding. So these people, they call you friend. Can you see them there, at the end? You are compelling. Reading minds of those who are telling. Underhandedly striking. machinating against a device. My veins you decided to dissect then splice. Genetics tell the fib to the reader's lib. Not strict or literal, Obsolete ergo, noncritical.

So Sue Me.
I recieved a long-winded letter today from the law firm of Lancaster, Helling, Martin, & Grable, L.L.P. (feel free to look them up and hassle them). In this letter were the threats of legal action towards me in regards to the non-compete employee agreement I naively signed in January of 2004. Since I quit Anthony Nak for reasons known throughout my circle of friends, harassment has ensued. Accusing me of theft through conversion, solicitation of employees, misappropriation of Proprietary Information, and lastly being in direct competition with Anthony Nak by being employed by Kendra Scott Design. The people closest to me know that these accusations are complete BULLSHIT. Well, except that I do work at KSD, but we are hardly a competetor. If I do not reply to thier lawyers by this Friday the 16th, they claim that they will not hesitate to pursue me legally, meaning lawsuit time. They are stooping as low as the scrap metal bandits that stole $15,000 right from under thier stupid noses.(

Lion King
I was fortunant to be invited by a friend of mine to go see the "Lion King" ,the broadway show on tuesday. If any of you are reading this lemme tell ya...it was SPECTACULAR!! I dont go to many plays/musicals,and it was kind of long, I got out of there at 1040pm. But I never checked my watch once, or asked anyone what time it was. I've never seen the movie either, so I didnt know the plot of it . I was so blown away!!!!!! The actors had such talent ,and a few times I was moved to tears. Either its a good musical or I am pms-ing,because it was moving. Of course the plot is young Simba will someday be king of the jungle ,and has to be rescued out of a few scrapes by his dad, Moustafa.(spelling) . Meanwhile his jealous uncle would like to be king,also, and would like to off his brother, or his nephew. He enlists the help of a few hyena friends in the process. The people who play the characters are really humanlike and animal like at the same time. They wear animal costumes ...but not

Nothing But Love
that's exactly what we gonna do make it good, make it good, sugar mmm (nothing but love) You are so beautiful You are so wonderfull And you can make your dreams, make them come true ... ... you can do anything that you want to, yeah You bring the sunshine when it's dark with nothing but love, sweat love You make me smile and say it fine when I haven't got no dime Love, true love and if things go wrong we can fix it with a song I know we can now, really, really can now We gonna do it You don't need expensive ..... You don't need no diamonds and pearls You don't need that witchcraft work To make your dreams come true .. You don't have to be a movestar ... And I know that you can make it true You bring the sunshine when it's dark with nothing but love, sweat love You make me smile and say it fine when I havenot got no dime Love, true love and when things go wrong we can fix it with a song it's alright We gotta keep it that way I know,

Buk-in-hamm Palace
this ja music, reggae music, as far as I can see this ja music, reggae music, it's got a spell on me this ja music, rasta music, as far as I can see this ja music, roots music, it's got a hold on me it can make you feel so happy, yeah whenever problems get you down it has artificial respiration, mmm keeps your heart functioning sound, so sound light your spliff, light your chalice mek we smoke it in buk-in-ham palace lend me a paper, lend me a fire mek we chase away all the vampire light your spliff, light your chalice mek we burn it in buk-in-ham palace lend me a paper, lend me some fire mek we chase away all the vampire music and herb is the healing of the nation send from jah ....., yeah ..... ..... come on light your spliff, light your chalice we gonna smoke it in buk-in-ham palace lend me a paper, lend me a fire mek we chase away all the vampire light your spliff, light your chalice we gonna burn it in buk-in-ham palace lend me a paper, lend m

Born 1930-1979
Most of you can relate....for those of you that can't.....I'm so sorry for you!!! Those Born 1930-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE-----VERY WELL STATED. TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hos

Shit Happens
Well this is my first blog. Trying it out. This is why i call it shit happens. First of all I have been Iraq for a year and just got back in November. Then I file for divorce from an idiot in November to have it finalized in January. That was great. My boyfriend moved in with me and my 3 kids at the end of November. So needless to say November was really busy. December rolls around and my ex decides that he is going to stay around for a week instead of the 2 days that he said. Fucker. On top of this I am dealing with 3 kids and ex-husband and my boyfriends ex. Then in January i go to deal with my ex-husband and we end up rolling our Dodger truck. We get the truck fixed and we are home and the house catches on fire. Its just an electrical fire but damn. Then two weeks later we get the call that now we got his son. Thats no problem he is just like one of my own. I love him just the same. Then the other day I get a call that i got a water leak that used 50,000 gallons of wat

Check It
A movie that plays in my mind Remembering you helps me survive Every day a re-run of the next I promised to stay by your side That all would change, I can't complain Another victim of the game Close my eyes, just for tonight The sun still sleeps, and when she wakes Close my eyes, just for tonight The sun still sleeps, and when she wakes Maybe love will find us again For there is always tomorrow Sincerely till the end

Kiss Me
KISS ME "Will you kiss me right after you kill me?" I asked her as she hovered above me with her hair dangling down in my face. "Yes," she said as a giggle almost escaped her playful, evil smile. "And then I'll bring you back to life by crying into your eyes." The smell of her drunken breath drew me into her fantasy. "I would like to strangle you while we fuck, and when you are coming, I'll steal your soul." By Tommy "TommyNator" Iversen. Translated from Danish to American/English and edited by my friend and englishteacher Søren Aagaard.

Quote
Hey everyone hows it going, well me and my man have been together for 6 years now but pretty soon i think im gonna be getting out of this relationship! Because this man dont do nuthing with me, sometimes i think he's afraid to be seen out in public with me so we never ever go out i dont know what the hell the deal is but i gave this man 2 beautiful kids and this is how he treats me what the hell is up with that, theres nuthing i wouldnt do for him but damn i can only take so much. But one thing i need to tell ya'll is I have met a really special guy on here and he's just the sweetest as can be... he makes me feel like when me and my man started dating! He tells me all the time that im beautiful and sexy somethin that my man dont do! it has really brought my self esteem up. cuz i had really low self esteem for the longest time and i hated feeling that way about my self i always felt like i wuz the ugliest person in this world and he's taught me alot of things like to dont care what othe

Boyfriend Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Eye/Hair colour: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? and then take advantage of me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 16. Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm hot? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 20. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 21. what do you rate me outta 1-10? ____

I Wanna Be Loved
I Wanna Be Loved: Wanna be loved Not for who you think I am Nor what you want me to be could you love me for me? Real love, with no strings attached I wanna give you my heart Don't want to take it back This is my chance - LOVE Been searching for a long long time For that oh so true love To comfort this heart of mine No pretense stop wasting my time A virtous woman is really hard to find I'm telling you lady I'm only human, not looking for impossibility Just a genuine woman with sincerity Someone who is always near to hold me Show me you care, up front and boldly Don't shun my feelings, all the positive meanings Love me morning, noon and all seasons Well every hour I have a stick in a bush What happen to me... she must be somewhere out there Now where could she be? Caught up passionately in a love rhapsody I'm like waiting on some honey But there ain't no queen bee Everybody's la

I Wish I Can Change The Past
well it has been a couple days now. I am getting shit from heathers family. I still have nightmares and I wishe I could change the past. I play her favorit song in my head over and over.I wish I should of said no.. maybe she will still be here.. well it has been a couple days now. I am getting shit from heathers family. I still have nightmares and I wishe I could change the past. I play her favorit song in my head over and over.I wish I should of said no.. maybe she will still be here..

Rules
What is CherryTAP? Where do I go for technical support? How do I increase my Cherry Ranking? What are Cherry Points? What are Cherry Salutes? What are Cherry Bucks? What is my Shoutbox™? Can anyone read my Shoutbox™? How do I clear my Shoutbox™? How do I chat? How do you determine the Top Photos? What is the Cherry Alert System? What is the difference between a Friend and a Fan? What is the mobile address option in my profile? Where do I get the videos I see in peoples profiles? How do I meet people on CherryTAP? What is a lounge? How do I create a lounge? What are pools? How do I use my webcam on CherryTAP? How do I use "my skins"? How do I see who has viewed my profile? What is a Bulletin? What exactly is reposting a bulletin? How many photos can I upload? What does it mean to "rip"? What are the different levels of members I see? What's with those other colored names? How do I send a member a comment? How do I send a member a message? What are User Too

Music By Danish Group Gasolin
IN THE WINGS She was standing in the wings that night I saw her weeping before the lights Blinded my eyes Yes, blinded my eyes I saw her taking of a wedding band And whisper to the stage door man But I was high Yes, I was too high High on the sound As the crowd called out my name I though that I could take it I paid my dues to make it To me it was a foolish game But without you, girl (without you, girl) Nothing is the same (ooh-ooh-ooh) The song I write is pity The song I sing are empty I need you by my side again I need a friend Damn the critics and the Rolling Stone Promotion men and agency gnomes My mind is blown I'm so alone Wind me up and I can dance and sing Like a puppet on a string I play my guitar They say I'm a star Who am I fooling What does it all mean The audience is screaming Celebrities I'm meeting The money and the limousines 'Cause without you, girl (without you, girl) Nothing is the same (ooh-ooh-ooh) The song I write

Proper Way To Measure A Big Cock
Boogie Nights (1997) Jack Horner: We're about to make film history, right here on videotape. I got a feeling that behind those jeans is something wonderful just waiting to get out. Dirk Diggler: [Rollergirl] Aren't you gonna take your skates off? Rollergirl: I never take my skates off. Colonel James: So, Jack tells me you've got a great big cock. Amber Waves: Let me just check on something. [Takes off Dirk's pants.] That is a giant cock. ======================================== Do you have a big cock? Four Steps for Proper Big Cock Measurement 1. Get a flexible tape measure; 2. Make sure you are fully erect, take an extra Viagra if necessary (every centimeter counts as these measurements can have a severe impact on many areas of your life!!!!!); 3. Brush way any pubes; 4. Take a proper measurement : * Place measuring device at the point where your big cock meets your pelvic area (below the belly button); * Stretch measuring device to the

My Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Return
The Return It’s been ten years since I seen him. Ten years since I felt the heat of his embrace, the warmth of his lips, and the passion he ignited in my body. I have been searching for someone to fill that void for me. I have been to swinger clubs, strip clubs, escort services, but nothing. No one can touch me like he can. I don’t know how he knew what to do. I miss him so much. I have been in several relationships since our rendezvous, but the men can’t quite capture what I am looking for in a lover. I loved each one in their own unique way, but my heart desired him. I got an invitation to go to my ten-year class reunion. I was dreading the thought of going alone, so I called my best friend Brian who anxiously agreed to go. He wanted to see if he could finally score with a high school hottie. I also reminded him that the hotties he was looking for were probably married with kids or divorced with angst. “You can’t be serious about trying to score with a woman there? They

New Ct Friend And Fan Lounge.
Come one come all to my new ct friend and fan lounge. It has to be one of the coolest lounges where friends and fan come in and make new friends and fans. Just come in and have fun.

Pornagraphy
okay i'm in a relationship. i've been with my guy since October of 2005. we love each other and we live together, but i find that he is still looking at porn even though he knows how i feel about it. pornagrphy PISSES me off. makes me gag. and its a MAJOR turn off to me. i know i'm not the only one whos anti-porn either. there's a website. here's the link. http://www.oneangrygirl.net/antiporn.html. surprisingly there ARE men who dont look at porn and they ARENT gay either as you will discover if you visit the site. REAL men. REAL stories. Do you think rape is funny? Playboy, Penthouse and Hustler do. From Penthouse JOIN ME IN THE FIGHT AGAINST PORN AND THE NEGATIVE IMPACT IT HAS ON THE SOCIETY!!! i'm also reading an Opposing Viewpoints book on Pornagraphy and so far i'm finding there's more bad than good that comes from the indulgence of any form of porn.

Read It
Love is the law, love under will. Fraternally, 666 I. MAGICK Is the Science and Art of causing Change to occur in conformity with Will. II. POSTULATE: ANY required Change may be effected by application of the proper kind and degree of Force in the proper manner through the proper medium to the proper object. III. THEOREMS: 1. Every intentional act is a Magical Act. 2. Every successful act has conformed to the postulate. 3. Every failure proves that one or more requirements of the postulate have not been fulfilled. 4. The first requisite for causing any change is thorough qualitative and quantitative understanding of the condition. 5. The second requisite of causing any change is the practical ability to set in right motion the necessary forces. 6. "Every man and every woman is a star." That is to say, every human being is intrinsically an independent individual with his own proper character and proper motion. 7. Every man and every woman has a

Dear Alcohol,
Dear Alcohol, I thought I'd take a minute to discuss some troubling factors with you. First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. Your many sides and dimensions are mind-boggling (different than beer goggling, which I'll touch upon shortly.) Yes, my friend, you always seem to be there when needed: the perfect post-work cocktail, a beer with the game...and you're even around in the holidays: Hidden inside chocolates you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. Yet lately, I've been wondering about your intentions. You see, I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, but I feel that your influence has led to unwise consequences, briefed below for your review: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important,I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity occurs at 5 AM. 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal and, though cooking is far f

School
The semester is almost at a close. I am so looking forward to the summer. This weekend is going to be hot, and its the first weekend we have had here in Wv worth walking outside.... Gonna get some riding in... YAY!!!! Well Cherry tap is kool, I'm new here but I am learning very quickly how to manage my site. Ok thats all for now. !!

Happy Birthday
Today is my son's 17th Birthday, he has grown so fast. I wish I could turn back the hands of time, so I would have my little boy again. Holding my hand and walking beside him so he would not fall. Now he is walking ahead, looking ahead, every now and then he looks back to see that I am still there. Always there with my hand out to catch him if he falls. Happy Birthday Baby. I love you.....

During My Sad Devious Days
the darkness overcomes the light in her heart for she has no love,no one too love for men treat her like trash and stomp her heart into a million bloody pieces the one that she loves is too blind too see that he makes the darkness in her heart overcome the light he has killed her on the inside,the candle light in her eyes has burnt out,nothing left but an empty lifeless body, for her light can only be re lit by him her dark secret love,untill then the darkness overcomes the light in her heart and in her eyes

Therese ~ Her Life At Lisieux Carmel
THE SHORT VERSION Marie Martin, the oldest daughter of the family, joined her sister Pauline at the Lisieux Carmel in 1886. Leonie Martin entered the Visitation Convent at Caen the following year. Therese then sought permission from her father to join Marie and Pauline at the Lisieux Convent. Louis was probably expecting the request, but it saddened him nevertheless. Three of his girls had already entered religious life. But, characteristically generous, he not only granted Therese's request, but worked zealously to help her realize it. She was not yet fifteen when she approached the Carmelite authorities again for permission to enter. Again she was refused. The priest-director advised her to return when she was twenty-one. "Of course," he added, "you can always see the bishop. I am only his delegate." The priest did not realize what kind of girl he was dealing with. To his dying day, Bishop Hugonin of Bayeux never forgot her. She came to his office with her father one rainy

Whas Dat Den?
I have never written a blog before. I'm not about to start. Oh yeah, I'm making a stand! I am standing. Standing right up. See how I stand. (¯`._.•°¤*THE BASIC¤×´¤··]·._.´¯)WAT IS YO NAME??I am indeed 'Countess Gent', the most gentlemanly countess you could hope to meet.WAT IS YO NICKNAME??AARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HOW OLD R U??How dare you?! Curse you and your impertinent questions!WHEN IS YO B-DAY??The 13th hour of the 13th day of the 13th month of the 13th year of the 13th century.WAT IS YO SIGN??Yo sign? What Kind of language is that? Are you on drugs?HOW TALL R U??I am respectfully statuesque.RIGHT OR LEFT HANDED??I write with my feet.WHERE IS U FROM??'Where is you from?' Dear lord, William Wordsworth will be turning in his grave.WHERE DO U STAY NOW??I have a lovely Edwardian House on Jupiter.WATS YO RACE??I am a snotty-nosed caucasian Brit.FAV ANIMAL??Ahh... one has to ponder over the purpose of the fox...FAV THING 2 DO??I love to laugh at peasants as eat truffles,

Fuck This Shit
IM SICK OF THE BULL SHIT AND THE FUCKING DRAMA AND ALL THE SHIT WHEN PPL TRY TO BE SUMONE THAT THEY REALLY ARENT AND END UP CRUSHING SUMONE THAT THEY SAID THEY LOVED WELL ITS LIKE I SAY LOVE COMES AND GOES JUST LIKE THE WIND BLOWS....AND EVERYTHING ELSE THAT GOES ALONG WITH THIS DAMM SITE IM KEEPING MY PAGE HERE BUT NOT GONNA BE ON IT MUCH ANYMORE FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT HAVE MY YAHOO U CAN HIT ME UP ON THERE AND FOR THE ONES THAT DONT WELL I GUESS UR SHIT UTTA LUCK MAYBE IF I THINK U YOU WORTH TALKING TO ANYMORE OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT MAYBE IF YOU SEND ME A MESSAGE SAYING YOU WOULD LIKE MY YAHOO ID I JUST MIGHT GIVE IT TO YOU BUT TILL THAT HAPPENS GOOD BYE

Wtf?
Ok, I would like to say one thing, if one more freak comes on my shoutbox wanting to know if I have any nudes that I would be willing to share, I AM GOING TO SCREAM!! What is the deal with some of these guys? Do I have pornstar tattooed on my face in my pics? No I didn't think so! I am not on here to put my naked a** all over the web for the world to see. Sure, if u want to talk to me that is fine, I don't care to talk as long as u don't ask me for nudes, geez guys, get a freaking grip! I would just like to say that if ur not going to leave someone a 10 or atleast a 7, don't bother rating. Why rate someone A 1 OR 2? I f u can't be nice about it, atleast don't shoot em' down!

Another Birthday One
With everyday that passes I see more things in my life that I do not like. But unfortunatly we do have to do things that we don't enjoy it is part of life. For me my birthday is a big thing that I don't enjoy and frankly don't ever think that I have. When I was younger my sister got the big parties and all the gifts (my sister was the more materialistic person of the two of us, the baby and my step dads bio child so she had alot more on her side than just being cute.) I held a grudge for the longest time but realized when I was 17 that my parents did it because we were two different people and one or two small things was too much for me. I am a card and cake is enough type person. I got married just before my 19th birthday (2000). I already had my daughter from a fling in high school. We spent that year struggling to start out so no nothing which was fine. In 2001 for it my oldest son had just been born. We had a few friends over got to drinkin and had some fun. For 2002 my ex lost his

My Song
I almost didn't have the strength today To climb out of bed And face another lonely day without you here It's just not fair Everywhere I look I see your face I miss your smile You've been gone a while Chorus: I stand here waiting To catch you when you fall And even though I let you go I didn't let you go to far I stand here waiting For you to say you love me But I know it's too late And you could never love me anymore Standing in the middle of a crowded room But I'm all alone And I feel so wrong Since you've been gone Light another cigarette and wonder where The time has gone This whole world's gone mad I gave you all I had Repeat Chorus They say if you love someone Sometimes you've got to let 'em go But I never knew letting go would be so hard Repeat Chorus

Love's Eulogy
Love's Eulogy Time, the passing of words Whispers of silent breath Lips touch, sweet icy kisses Life, warmth, fading from flesh Senses numb, die As Death, my lover takes me She lifts me into awaiting arms Arms like dead wooden limbs Thorn bushes for hair Oh how her kisses cut me Softly she raises me into nights dark air Silent and calm the air stirs not against us Gone, I am lost in her eyes Empty, black eyes that tell a story Of the history of man and life lost I am drunk, drunk on the wine of her breath An ancient mixture of old musty frangrances Rotting wood and wilted rose petals There is sweet bliss, here In the unknown, uncaring, unconsicousness of my new world I feel myself floating now On the dark, narrow evening tide River she moans to us a joyous song Her Melancholy chorus of life drifting past The song rises strong withing me As my love lies me on the dark, black bow of her vessel Our vessel moves silently through the waters Vessel and Riv

Fuck All You Dickless Assholes.
I waiting for one more fuckin' person to start shit with me. I can't believe how people can be your great friend one moment and then a total dickless asshole the next. People wonder why I hate them. Why don't you leave shit in the past and forget about it. And if you think I broke someone with someone, cuz I want your dumbass... Think again. I never want you.. I have a husband who respects me. and not share out our business or any other person's business. And I don't want to post any pics of myself, my baby, or my husband... That's my fuckin' business.. So don't bug the shit out of me to post something on the fuckin' internet for the world to see. Hell I don't fuckin' know what's going on your side of the computer. You might be jacking off to my kids pic. I don't know that shit. So I'm not going to help your perverted ass and I like keeping to myself. So, I don't have to deal with you dickless assholes. Fuck Off!!!

10 Stupid Pickup Moves
Women already have a bad enough perception of men because of all the wars we've caused and that whole thing about depriving them of the vote. Men, on the other hand, can't help but love the opposite sex, and we'll try anything and everything to get their attention and affection. Our eagerness coupled with their wariness can often be a recipe for disaster. As we guys can be slow to cotton on to what will impress women, we're prone to blowing our chances with them -- sometimes in less than 0.2 seconds. So rather than pointing out fail-safe ways to score, let's have a look at some guaranteed routes to failure that you should avoid. Here are 10 stupid moves that will instantly ruin your chances when trying to pick up women. Number 1 Using cheesy pickup lines Originality counts, and when it comes to pickup lines, chances are that she's heard them all before. Most of them are lame and trite and will result in you being laughed at and perhaps even struck. If you absolutely have to

Are You A 10?
Hey guys, I am new to cherrytap and have had a lot of fun with it. I would never be rude and rate lower than a ten. I love the diversity and the diffrences in all people. However, is it rude for me to be annoyed at recieving shouts telling me to rate there profile and what to rate it. I mean I should be able to make up my own mind and to be frank I don't take being bossed around very well. What do you think?

Mine
I was dreaming of you, I knew you would come to save me. You had to or I wouldn’t ever wake up again. The Dark Prince put me here with my obsession of him, he had caged my mind just as I had predicted. I am so tired of crying. My predictions scare me because they make me think that I’m going crazy. Half thoughts form in my mind of someone else’s dreams. I wish that I could just live a normal life but then I wouldn’t be me, I would only be someone else that dreams of being abnormal, true? I know this seems confusing to you but I am dreaming again and dreams are confusing are they not? I must awaken… My body is pulsing; I feel it between my legs! Oh I ache for you my Prince. I ache for you to touch me. I know you will, for I have seen this in a vision but it has gotten lost in the dream of the Dark Prince. You have to save me! You have to wipe away his touch in my mind! You have to become the reality to his fantasy before I am lost; completely swept away and uncontrollab

Moving
hello everyone this is gothic and i am here to inform you she made it but i killed her.... nah im just fuckin with ya shes sitting behind me brushin my hair.... SHE SAYS HI EVERYONE AND GO INTO NSL>>>> NIGHT STALKERS LOUNGE

Exposed
so here i stand before your eyes ready to expose my lie i covered this faded smile long ago determined to never let it show a tinted gloss and forced laugh hides a broken girl where hurt resides behind the foundation & this blush my cheeks are stained where tears have rushed still in vain i try to mask all the pain from my past but underneath painted eyes & darkened lashes lie the scars from fatal gashes one at a time each scar is slowly healing but like a severed nerve i begin to lose feeling years of heart ache and hopes undone have left me cold, have left me numb so now i sit alone in the dark wondering who will be the next to break my heart

Life Of The Firefighter Family
We as a family are so happy now. Are family is fixing the problems example of bad marriages and going into great marriages. Next thing this is someone in this family who deserve to have children and for some stupid reason other person took that change away from her by a car crash. So this firefighter family is a normal working family. As a family, we have come close twice of losing the person we love. One of our own was in a car crash and the same person was in an abuse marriage. So right now one of our family members is get a divorce from her soon to be ex husband. So as we get our family has been strong and there are days that everyone of our family just wants it all to end and then we remember how much Thumpress has fought to keep this family a working family and it dies as quickly as it was thought up. Thumpress is our hero and angel and we hope she will have a happy new life. And we just found out when the new one will be added to a family who he is marry the person we 100% care a

Chasity's B.o.s.
What kind of angel are you?(Anime pics!) You are a guardian angel. You protect your love ones at all costs, even if you have to die. Powerful and intellegent, you'd make the perfect leader for a battle. Though you fight, you are very kind and loyal. You also distrust anyone who goes against you loved ones. People respect you for who you are. (please rate)Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code THE WICCA REED Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust. Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give. For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme. Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much. Honor the Old Ones in deed and name, let love and light be our guides again. Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune. Widdershins go when the moon doth wane, and the w

Random Nature Of Boredom
so for a few months now i've been rambling around ct checking out people as i go along. inevitably i've reached a juncture of sorts. so often thoughts or actions seem to be shooting by so quickly that it's easy to just keep sliding down that preconceived pathway (school, work, house, car, family, blah, blah, blah). i suppose we all have those moments where we begin to question purpose. in saying this i'm not just talking about my profile, etc... i'm talking about life itself. as an ardent atheist i don't believe in things like fate or destiny, so i suppose i'm resigned to basically wait out my time before becoming fuel for the fire. what does everyone else do to fill in the blank spots? do we actually enrich those dull moments in our lives, or do we just convince ourselves of fulfillment? i suppose that it's all just a state of mind. given time i'll be drawn right back into the rat race like so many other faceless masses. perhaps it's good to step aside for this short moment

My First Mother's Day!
if u didnt see my bulletin... i am deleting my profile within 24 hours, i no longer need nor want a profile on here, it is not because i do not like this site, i simply do not want to be on here any longer. i have a daughter to raise and a job to look for. if anyone wants to say goodbye, please do so soon. Im gettin very fed up of not having a job....there is no freaking where in this sad lil town to get a job. no one is freaking hiring, they have 'no positions'! UGH! getting so mad at this crazy lil town. oh one thing that made it worse was that one place that i applied at and they said they had no positions just hired another 19 yr old like a week ago...and i was told that if there was ANY openings i would be notified and i WASNT! UGHGUGHGUGHUGHUGHGHUGHUGH! ok thats enought ranting and raving for now i suppose! Well, happy mommy's day to me! Last year i was pregnant on mothers day so that doesn't count i think, because i was a 'mommy-to-be'. But this year i get to be taken

People Are Morons
I just dont get it You know,As im out and about i find ppl say the oddest shit.The things and personality traits people hold in high reguard are rediculous.Now Im not a great speller and my spell check is fucked so some words will be spelled wrong and you can pick that apart if you want,thats fine but my point remains valid. I see on here myspace other sites ect and in real life out at friends houses,clubs house parties ppl acting like morons. For one i hear women of all ages from kids friends of my niece whos 18 and older women could be in thier 40's and i hear shit like "im a bitch and proud" proud of what is this a good thing,you think mom is high fiving dad that her daughters and asshole.Now i give the kids a break on this because thier young and have alot of growing to do.I remember what it was to be 17,18 and i though i knew everything and i didnt know shit. And i hear men and women brag about how many drugs they once did and how many beers they drank.Big fucking deal

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Winter's Discontent
Winter’s Discontent From frozen tears, once wrought with fears, now thawed to trickle free. As winter's storm moon fades at last, amidst the springtime breeze. Drip past the lips of winter's kiss- streak toward the earth divine. To soothe the seasoned memories of friendship I did find. With growing moon, upon us soon, storm takes its final bow. As restless voids complacency, fresh tears fall from the brow. Upon the plumes of springtime’s blooms, absolving can be found. So scatter seeds among the reeds in newly rain-touched ground. I lift mine eyes toward the skies- toward seasons - Heaven sent. So thankful for the memories of winter's discontent. ©2006 Paggles

Poetry Of Emily Dickinson
AN ALTERED LOOK ABOUT THE HILLS by: Emily Dickinson (1830-1886) N altered look about the hills; A Tyrian light the village fills; A wider sunrise in the dawn; A deeper twilight on the lawn; A print of a vermilion foot; A purple finger on the slope; A flippant fly upon the pane; A spider at his trade again; An added strut in chanticleer; A flower expected everywhere; An axe shrill singing in the woods; Fern-odors on untravelled roads,-- All this, and more I cannot tell, A furtive look you know as well, And Nicodemus' mystery Receives its annual reply. COME SLOWLY, EDEN! by: Emily Dickinson (1830-1886) OME slowly, Eden! Lips unused to thee, Bashful, sip thy jasmines, As the fainting bee,

Summer
Well i havent written anything in awhile so give me a break. Iv been trying to keep busy, keeps me from going nuts you know. Summers here and yea i dont know, my minds everywhere. Umm ill try this again when i get my barrings. Later all

Woo Hoo
For those that don't know or haven't known, how I have no clue. Anyway, Oct I will be moving. I made this decision a while back, and talked to Alex (my bf/fiance') about it. I didn't want to leave FL when I went. I almost stayed about 3-4 yrs ago. I had to leave, for family and a few other reasons. Well now I'm going back. Yes, it will be right in the middle of classes, but I have it planned out just right and I won't miss anything but time on the net period. Nothing in my life will suffer, it will only get better and I'm happy with my decision. I know others that won't be overly happy with it. But, they will get over it. Thanks ~Zen~

100% Jersey & Proud
Jersey Born, Jersey Bred, Jersey Trash Till I'm dead! Yeah, I'm from Jersey, have been all my life. I'm gonna give you everything about jersey, the good, the bad, and the ugly. First... New Jersey people are conceited. It's true. We hate everyone else. And we think we are better than everyone else. And we never stop talking about how great jersey is. Then we tell people to "shut the fuck up" when they tell us all we talk about is jersey. I've been to many places ... and I can honestly say, that I do think that with some exceptions, I am better than them. It's not my fault. It's cause I'm from jersey. We're the rudest, most obnoxious people wherever we are. Everyone just stares at us. Then we see other rude people, and ask them where they're from. They say jersey. Why are New Jersey people self centered? Because we have reason to be. Next, some of the most famous people have come from our state. Just to name A FEW... Frank Sinatra, Bruce Sprin

The Present
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room ' s only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and

Sorry
well i have had some hate mail so to speak about not being here lately so im sorry to all my true friends its been a rough few weeks but it will get better i hope and this 1 apology goes to someone kinda special im really sorry for being un utter bitch lately and im glad we are talkin again so i just wanted u all that i talk to regularly to know i am alive lol and will be around a lil more again ok thanks guys and good nite

Ramblings
"The world is made for those not cursed with self awareness" How true is that? As I wander through life trying to find my place in the world, I am painfully aware of the dichotomy between what I believe the "right" thing to do is versus the "fun" or "easy" thing. I do not always do the "right" thing, but even when I do not, I usually know what the "right" thing is or at least which choice is better. Out in the world, I constantly see other people who make choices not based on right or wrong at all, but what feels the best for them at the time. I am curious about these people and how they live. Do they have moments of self doubt, but just blow them off for the next bit of immediate gratification? Or do they lack or have they completely subjugated those feelings? Please, I am no better than anyone else. I do bad things and will continue to do things that I know are wrong. The point, if I have one at all, is that in some ways I envy those people. What would it be like to

Gas Prices
THIS IS NOT THE 'DON'T BUY' GAS FOR ONE DAY, BUT IT WILL SHOW YOU HOW WE CAN GET GAS BACK DOWN TO $1.30 PER GALLON. This was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. If you are tired of the gas prices going up AND they will continue to rise this summer, take time to read this please. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $ 4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoeve

Nice Le...asshole
i knew it was to good to be true when you told me i love you, i'm just the dumbass who believed you, i put up such a fight, my walls were up, you tore them down, then ripped out my heart out and threw it on the ground, laughing, you hurt me, you probably don't even care, i'm all alone just sitting here, what the fuck did i do to you?, NOTHING but want to be close to you, i would have done anything you asked, all i can say is kiss my fat ass!

Wanna Come Join The Fun?
I MIGHT GET A LIMO FOR MY BIRTHDAY NEXT MONTH. I WILL BE 22 IN LIKE LESS THAN 3 WEEKS. I AM THINKING ABOUT GOING TO CLUB METROPOLIS. IF U WANNA GO AND OR WNT TO GO IN THE LIMO, I NEED TO KNOW WITHIN THE NEXT WEEK OR SO PLEASE. IF YA WANNA KNOW MORE I HAVE AN EVENT POSTED ON MY FACEBOOK. WWW.FACEBOOK.COM/JNWARMAN

For You
~*To All The Nice Guys*~ To every guy that regrets hurting or losing her. To every guy who knows which girl he wants. To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to b

Hey Y'all
Just want to apologize for neglecting all my friends on here (both of you). It's been crazy this past couple of months trying to balance work, family, and now college too. I do miss chatting with some of you. Anyway, I'll try and make a little more time to get on here when I can. Later folks. Dave

The Law Of Repulsion
It has been said that 'God works in mysterious ways' That events come in to our lives, good and bad, and we have no control over what really goes on. Now, that's true, if that's the way you view Life. Law of Repulsion "Juxtaposed coherent aggregates vibrating in discord are mutually repelled." So what does that mean? A 'coherent aggregate' is the sum total of a group or collection of different objects that have 'decided' to act as one. So, we are indeed a coherent aggregate. All matter, sound, noise, etc. is comprised of vibration. Thoughts are vibrations Emotions are VERY strong vibrations The underlying fabric of creation, is Consciousness. Meaning that Mind itself, is at the base of all things. This mind has no thoughts of its own. It is the Universal Mind as a Field of Infinite Potential & Possibility What this means is that the Cosmos, the Universe, the One Mind(All the same thing) is receptive. It's what allows creation to take place, but thi

Song Lyrics
3 doors down - Here by Me I hope you’re doing fine out there without me ‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you The things I thought you’d never know about me Were the things I guess you always understood So how could I have been so blind for all these years? Guess I only see the truth through all this fear, And living without you… And everything I have in this world And all that I’ll ever be It could all fall down around me. Just as long as I have you, Right here by me. I can’t take another day without you ‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you And to be back in your arms where I belong Sorry I can’t always find the words to say But everything I’ve ever known gets swept away Inside of your love… And everything I have in this world And all that I’ll ever be It could all fall down around me. Just as long as I have you, Right here by me. As the days grow long I see That time is standing still for

First Blog Ever
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? fill out and reply Well as the caption says first blog so i

Military
Please remember our troops this memorial day and pray for their safe return *Turn up your volume*You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the sam

Links
Rememebering my DAD When I was just a little girl, I remember when, The time he would kiss my bruises, Or cleaned by soiled chin? He would scrambled for the balls I hit, (Short-winded more than not,) Yet, every time we'd play a game, He'ld praised the "outs" I caught. It seems like only yesterday, He wiped away my tears, And late at night I called his name, To chase away my fears. Though GOD has taken you away, Your hair was somewhat white, You gait's was slower and you had, Thick glasses to help your sight. Oh, do I thirst for years gone by, To be that growing gal, Re-living all of the memories, Of growing with my dad. I miss you daddy

We Free
For all the free people that still protest, you're welcome, We protect you and you are protected by the best. Your voice is strong and loud, but who will fight for you? No one standing in your crowd. We are your Fathers, brothers, and son's, wearing the boots and carrying the guns. We are the ones that leave all we own, to make sure your future is carved in stone. We are the ones who fight and die. We might not be able to save the world, well at least we try. We walked the paths to where we are at and we want no choice other than that. So when you rally your group to complain, take a look back in your brain. In order for that flag you love to fly, wars must be fought and young men must die. We came here to fight for the ones we hold dear, If that's not respected, we would rather stay here. So please stop yelling and put down your signs, and pray for those behind enemy lines. When the conflict is over and all is well, be thankful that we chose to go through HELL!

Thankful For...
I am thankful.... For the spouse who snores all night, because they are at home, asleep with me and not with someone else. For the teenage daughter who is complaining about doing dishes, because that means she is at home & not on the streets. For the taxes that I pay, because it means that I am employed. For the mess to clean after a party, because it means that friends have surrounded me. For the clothes that fit a little too snug, because it means I have enough to eat. For my shadow that watches me work, because it means I am out in the sunshine. For a floor that needs mopping, and windows that need cleaning, because it means I have a home. For all the complaining I hear about the government, because it means that we have freedom of speech. For the parking spot I find at the far end of the parking lot, because it means I am capable of walking and that have been blessed with transportation. For the noise I have to bear from my neighbors, because it means that I c

New England
> Aaaahhhhh....New England > > > > > > > New Englanders > > Forget Rednecks... here is what Jeff Foxworthy has to say about New > Englanders... > > > If your local Dairy Queen is closed from September through May, you live > in New England . > > > If someone in a Home Depot store offers you assistance and they don't > work there, you live in New England . > > If you've worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you live in New > England . > > > If you've had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a > wrong number, you live in New England . > > > If "Vacation" means going anywhere south of New York City for the > weekend, you live in New England . > > > If you measure distance in hours, you live in New England . > > > If you know several people who have hit a deer more than once, you live > in New England . > > > If you have switched from "heat" to "A/

Why Your Not Seeing Me 2 Much Right Now!!
My grandmother had surgery last week. She had a hernia in her throat and had to go thru a rather rare and dangerous surgery...And she's having a whole lotta complications with the out come of the surgery. So when she was released from the hospital under the families supervision and a home health care nurse, I had to step up and start staying with her during the day while I'm not at work, and my mom stays with her during the night while I'm at work. Hence why yall haven't seen me a whole lot tha last couple of days. As of right now, she's slowly but surely regaining her strength and able to briefly speak some. I don't know how long her recovery is gunna be, nor how long I'll be helping take care of her. But while I'm doing this, and working 3rd too, It takes up alot of my time, So I don't have much time to get on here, And won't have until' she's better and I'm able to come back home. So until' she's better, I'll be on a few times here n' there. I really do miss yall, and hope to be bac

My Stuff
This is from CntryGoth... I would like to thank you all for accepting my dog as a friend :) He is part of my world and is very important to me, this is why I created him a profile. I am slowly workin my way thru all of the friends in his list to get you all rated. Please be patient. He is still at a pretty low level and doesnt get that many rates a day :( Hopefully that will change very soon. Take care and much love to you all :) CntryGoth & Frazier

Superstition
One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The girl sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The guy pulled over and told the girl he wanted to talk. He told her that his feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down her cheek as she slowly reached into her pocket & passed him a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the girls side, killing the girl. Miraculously, the guy survived. Rembering the note, he pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die." got this from my sons myspace thuoght it was pretty cool. what do ya'll think

Friends
IF YOU ARE TRULY A FRIEND YOU WILL READ THIS BLOG AND LEAVE COMMENTS ON WHAT YOU THINK I HAVE HAD MAY FRIENDS COMING TO ME ANDSAYING ALOT OF PPL ON HERE NEVER TALK TO THEM SO IF YOU WANNA KNOW I WILL BE CLEANING MY FRIENDS LIST OUT SO IF U WANNA STAY ON MY LIST PLEASE ADD UR NAME AS A COMMENT SO I DON'T LOSE YOU OR DELETE YOU

Native Cree
˜Cree Indian Fact Sheetwas written for young people learning about the Crees for school or home-schooling reports. We encourage students and teachers to look through our Cree language and culture pages for in-depth information about the tribe, but here are our answers to the questions we are most often asked by children, with Cree pictures and links we believe are suitable for all ages. Photographs are the property of the sources we have credited. families past... ...and present Cree Tribe How do you pronounce the word "Cree"? What does it mean?"Cree" rhymes with the English word "see." It's a shortened form of the French word for the tribe, Kristeneaux, but it's not clear where that word came from. It may have been a French mispronunciation of a Cree clan name (Kenistenoag) or a Cree mispronunciation of the French word for "Christian" (Chrétien.) In their own language the Crees call themselves Iyiniwok or Ininiwok, meaning "the people

Family Affairs
The 6th affair is my favorite! > > I couldn't resist sending these out....Too funny! > > I though these were so funny....enjoy! > > The 1st Affair > > A married man was having an affair with his secretary. One day they > went to her place and made love all afternoon. Exhausted, they fell > asleep and woke up at 8 PM. The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover > to take his shoes outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. He put on > his shoes and drove home. > > "Where have you been?" his wife demanded. > > "I can't lie to you," he replied, "I'm having an affair with my > secretary. We had sex all afternoon." > > She looked down at his shoes and said: "You lying bastard! You've > been playing golf!" > > > > The 2nd Affair > > A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters, but always talked > about having a son. They decided to try one last time for the son they > always wanted. The wife got pregnant and delivered a healthy baby boy. > >

Friends Without Faces
Friends Without Faces! We sit and we type and we stare at out screens. We can't help but wonder what all of this means. With mouse in hand....we roam through the maze, On and infinite search...lost in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes At times we'll band together to gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name We want recognition, but it is always the same. Soon friendships r formed - but- why we don't know, But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. We gives kisses and hugs, and sometimes we will flirt, In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. Why is it on screen, we r so easily bold Telling our secrets, that have never been told. The answer is simple, it is clear as a bell, We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must So we turn to our 'puters...and to those we can trust. Even though it sounds crazy...the truth still remains, Most of my "f

Kroger Supermarkets
The new Kroger supermarkets have an automatic water mister to keep theproduce fresh. Just before it goes on, you hear the sound of distantthunder and the smell of fresh rain.When you approach the milk cases, you hear cows mooing and witness thescent of fresh hay.When you approach the egg case, you hear hens cluck and cackle and theair isfilled with the pleasing aroma of bacon and eggs frying.

Ridiculous Stereotypes!!
pick the stereotype(s) that fits you...... I'M SKINNY,so I MUST be anorexic. I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun. I'm a BLONDE so I MUST be a ditz. I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed. I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat. I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy. I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape. I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat. I'm ATHEIST so i MUST hate the world. I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people. I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible. I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay. I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash. I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy. I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants. I'm IRISH, so I

Poems
Father The blood that flows is not the same, these 2 little souls you decided to claim. 2 precious lives that belong to another belong to you now because you fell in love with their mother. Too young to see now but will grow to show, you have been around the longest, the only father they know. When times are at there hardest there for them you will always be, looking out for the 2 people that mean the most to me. Thank you my love although the blood that flows is not the same, these 2 little souls you decided to claim. Ashmeko Wolf Father’s Day 2007 DarkWolf@ CherryTAP Check him out if you wish

Protect Your Children
Parents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story. Also, please repost this in your bulletins,

9 Words Women Say And The Meanings... So True!
#1 FINE: this is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shutup. #2 FIVE MINUTES: if she's getting ready, this means half an hour. 5 minutes is only 5 minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. #3 NOTHING: this is the calm before the storm. this means something, and you should be on your toes. arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. #4 GO AHEAD: this is a dare, not permission. don't do it! #5 LOUD SIGH: This is actually a word, but its a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) #6 THAT'S OK: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's ok means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. #7

Sick As A Dog
Just to let everyone know ive been in the hospital with a server case of phenumionia, im currently staying with my dad whilei get backon my feet so send me lots of sexy get well gifts and hot pics to get my back inplaying shape

Yesterday
, SOME TIME BEFORE, YESTERDAY Some time before, they were youth, happy go lucky, and care free Some time before. their worries were few, and they were so full of life Some time before, their only competition was to impress the girl next door Some time before, they knew only the beauty, love and peace of their youth And then suddenly came yesterday, on a distant battle field, in an Asian jungle Yesterday, their youth was gone, much too soon before it's time, and only the shell of an old man remained Yesterday, happy-go-lucky became, "It don't mean nothing". Yesterday, care free became a high degree of caution, and a distrust of everything not Marine. Yesterday, their worries were many, and they carried the knowledge, that death might come at any second, and they felt as if their souls were dead. Yesterday, their competition was a man named Charlie, Whose one mission was to kill them, with extreme prejudice. Yesterday, their only impression

Pray For My Fellow Canadians
Three more Canadian soldiers killed by Taliban bomb Don Martin, CanWest News Service Published: Wednesday, June 20, 2007 KANDAHAR, Afghanistan - The final day of spring may have kicked off a serious summer offensive as the Taliban claimed Canadian soldier victims 58, 59 and 60 in a campaign to reassert themselves in a region that had appeared increasingly stable. Canadian flags dropped to half-mast over the Kandahar military base Wednesday afternoon to mourn the death of three Canadian soldiers riding in an unarmoured six-wheeled John Deere product called a Gator. The dead have been identified as Cpl. Stephen Bouzane, 26, of Princess Patricia's Canadian Light Infantry and Pte. Joel Wiebe, 22, 3rd Battalion Princess Patricia's Canadian Light Infantry. The identity of the third victim was being withheld Wednesday afternoon. Ramp ceremonies to send their bodies back for repatriation at Canadian Forces Base Trenton in Ontario are scheduled to be held here tonight. Brig.-Gen. Ti

Your An 80's Child If...
You know you're a child from the 80's if: You remember Don Johnson when he was "cool" You know who shot J.R You remember when Michael Jackson was actually considered something of a sex symbol You practice getting in and out of your car through the windows You owned at least one skinny leather tie. Your first Walkman weighed 10 pounds and was the size of a brick. You wore L.A. Gear tennis shoes. You know the meaning of Wax on/Wax Off You're always "in the mood for dancing" If you can "See Better" with sunglasses that have paint splattered all over the lenses. You wore lace gloves with the fingers cut off, bangle bracelets up to your elbows, bright red Reebok high tops and parachute pants to a school dance You need a shopping cart to carry your personal stereo with you. You remember what Michael Jackson looked like before the surgery. You go rollerskating every Friday night (not to skate, but to 'hang out') You still want to take Karate

Pregnancy
well i went to the health clinic on monday and found out for sure that i am preggers. although i have had the feeling that i was for about two weeks...the nausea has kicked at full force and i eat everything in site...lol...my boobs are sore and are already a little bigger than usual and i have mood swings(if i flip out on you for no reason i apologize ahead of time) my boyfriend mark is the only one so far to catch those by the way...i kinda feel bad about it but at the same time i now have an excuse to tell him everything that bothers me and he can't get to mad about it...lol. well that is all for this blog for now...i have a pic of my belly for 6 weeks on here and on my myspace page...if you would like to see the pics on my myspace page my URL is www.myspace.com/wethottness

Everywhere
EVERYWHERE Everywhere I go I see you When that time comes I don't know what to do Everywhere I go you are with me Showing me everything I need in life to see Everywhere in place i roam That I know that you are at home Everywhere I sit I think of you I don't know but beyond the horizon is that.......... I LOVE YOU Anywhere and Everywhere

Singing Like No One Hears
You are The Sun Happiness, Content, Joy. The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent. Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way. The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out. singin like no one hears and dancing when no ones looking. :-) Always take care when reading other peoples pages. I need

A Survey About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF: The Modified, Longer Survey~~~~~BASICS~~~~~Name::Nathan Birthday::05-24-78 Birthplace::kansas city Current Location::harrisonville, mo Marital Status::taken with the option to play Parents still together::no Siblings::five sister two brothers Pets::one dog six cats ~~~Physical Stuff~~~Eye Color::green Hair Color::light red brown Height::five eleven Right handed or left handed::right Your Heritage::white mutt with a hint of indian Your Best Physical Feature::my ass and eyes Number of Piercings::eight in the ears Number of Tattoos::two Shoe Size::eleven ~~~The Light Side~~~The Shoes You Wore Today::shoes for crew Your Perfect Pizza::cheese,olives,mushrooms,canadian bacon Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger::kewl Your Bedtime::whenever i can Are you a Health Freak::no Number of CDs I own::a lot ~~~The Deep Stuff~~~Your Weakness::i am an attention hound Your Fears::not to be good enough Goal You Would Like To Achie

Sumthin' I Wrote
When? I used to think you loved me; your gentle hands and softened eyes, But now I see differently from the bruises on my thighs. Now everyday I feel your anger I see the hate behind your eyes, When I wake up I feel sick, and when I go to bed I cry. I used to think you loved me in your smile and all your charm, But now I see through you, because of the bite marks on my arm. Now I see clearly that what I thought was not quite real. Now I know you never cared about the way you made me feel. What happened to the loving man that I once thought I had? When did you become this awful man, when did you become so mad?

Looking For You And Tell Ya Friends
GRAND THEFT RADIO NOW ON CT CLICK PIC TO JOIN THE HOME LOUNGE ALSO WE WILL STREAM IF YOU ASK US TO ENTER THE GRAND THEFT RADIO LOUNGE CLICK THE ABOVE PIC PLEASE AND SEE YOU IN THIER Fan,Rate and Add this great DJ here click the pic Devil's Advocate~DJ Skylar Dawn's RL Boyfriend/ FuBar Fiancee~Owner of Grand Theft Radio@ fubar Grand Theft Radio

Bruder Und Schwester In Armen
We train hard for this moment Endure our hellish weeks Repetition becomes our friend Strangers now our…lifeline They are our family now Brother and sister from another Together we continue to train for… This moment Pack our bags with essentials Before we depart... We reassure our loving families Don our helmet, vest, holster and sling We travel, we wait, and we endure Endure our hellish months Hustle, move, quick turn Backs ache…legs and arms burn Suck it up and control the pain Gone are cologne and perfume The only scent in the air is… Sweat And Gun Oil… It's damn hot…so f'n hot You think you know hot… Opening the oven doesn't compare Seared lungs…tearing eyes Stinging sand…raging wind And we continue to train for… This moment Hellish months turn to year Canteen water tastes old… But at least it's wet Hope the chow is good… Thank you GOD for the MRE Dig a hole to sleep Just not too deep Gone is music…faded long ago The only sound in the air is G

I Am Live Come Join The Devilish One
GRAND THEFT RADIO NOW ON CT CLICK PIC TO JOIN THE HOME LOUNGE ALSO WE WILL STREAM IF YOU ASK US TO ENTER THE GRAND THEFT RADIO LOUNGE CLICK THE ABOVE PIC PLEASE AND SEE YOU IN THIER

What Does Your Eye Color Say
B|L|U|E| E|Y|E|S People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. ____________________________________________________ |G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S| People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, honest and trust worthy, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the most beautiful. They are a very good kisser. They are fun and outgoing, love to make people laugh, random as hell, love to pleasure their guy/girl. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. Tend t

Where Is God?
When you're down to nothing, God is up to something." She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "

My Music
Music SurveyTAKE THIS SURVEY!Put your music player on shuffle. Click -Next Song- for every question and write it down.What does next year have in store for me?American Soldier (Tobey Keith)What does your love life look like?I could not ask for more (Edwin McCainWhat do I say when life gets hard?far away (nickleback)What song will I dance to at my wedding?Always (Atlantic Star)What do you want as a career?Crazy bitch (buckcherry)Your favorite saying?This is why I'm hot (Mims)What do you think of your parents?Baby you save me (Kenny Chesney)Where would you go on a first date?Your Everything (Keith Urban)Drug of choice?Vulnerable (Secondhand Serenade)Describe yourself.Crazy (Aerosmith)What is the thing I like doing most?Piss on you (Dave Chappelle)The song that best describes the president?By the Way (Hinder)How will I die?Be like that (3 doors down)The song that will be played at your funeral?Tears in Heaven (Eric Clapton) uhhh Scary!The song you'll put as the subject?Invincible (Crossf

Reality
i love my wife because she is one of the most beautiful women in the world to me... i can't think of any one i would rather talk to or spend the rest of my life with... i love her because she is honest and loyal to my every need... i love her because she has given me three of the most wonderful children in the world... i love her because she and i have the greatest sex life i could imagine..porn stars would be jealous... after a decade i still look at pictures of her and i am blown away..just like the first day she walked into my living room in the beginning... i want her to know that i would do everything and anything in this world just to make her smile much less happy... i want to be her king her knight in shining armor her lover her idol her everything... though this may bore some who come across it, remember this is not necessarily for you but to let her know and anyone else who would try to win over my affection where my intent is...

Truth
In today’s stressful world people often want safety and security rather than something as noble as truth. They don’t believe that the truth will set them free. When the primitive brain is activated through the stresses and challenges of life, we revert to its primary objective: assure personal security above all else. Often we feel more secure if we simply align ourselves with the collective thinking, and adopt what society or others believe and hold to be true. There is a price to pay for this way of gaining security, albeit a false security. That price is loss of soul. Soul demands personal sensitivity to what is real and responsibility for expressing that truth. The pursuit of truth often puts one at odds with this social security. When we pursue truth we do so using the prefrontal cortex of the brain and the intelligence of the heart. When these two most developed physical organs are active, our truth detector, the soul, can function through us. For this to happen, we must go b

Eh Right?
Though it's hard to walk through life knowin you were loved but not showed.What did i have to do to prove to for you to steep so low.But wait this is great i don't have the time to worry you left me i'm glad to see.Now my field is open anyone can come.If ya do the cover charge is rum.No i don't drink cuz life is hard ,I do it to be social the bottles we discard.This is a big party come one come all,we party til we drop you sleep where you fall.Yeah that's how we do it when you come to my place leave your attitudes at the door keep a smile on your face.The begining made you think what this was going to be.Enough with the moppy shit it's time to be free.Take me as i am or let me be.I live life a day at a time i can put as i want even as a rhyme.I was never this good at writting in school.Everyone hated me thought i was a fool.Now who has the last laugh look at me now.Many see it and then they ask how.Easy someday you'll know when the time is right.Screw it i'm haveing fun to alla goodnig

Friends
Friends are who you talk to.One who's there when needed the most.No matter the problem or the cost.A friend will understand in your time of need.And a very good person on advise to succeed.But to cross a friend and mean alot of harm.That they might not be there so don't be alarmed.Keep im mind a true friend will always be there full of love and tender care.To go far in life ahead a true friend will be there until your dead.Cherish your friends cuz you never know a friend will be there as people come and go.Look at me as i've hurt and been hurt myself,kicked into a ditch put on the shelf.I still care even though it was wrong,but we all get ours in the end wheither it's short or long.A period of time will only tell which are your true friends the rest go to hell.I know where i stand with most of my friends,hopeing it lasts forever from now until the end.My days of hurting people has i threw out the door you guys will not hurt from me nomore.I'm cherishing everyone i meet day to day.I'll

Never Say Goodbye
Dad, Im sorry I wasnt exactly what u wanted but believe me i tried. When i heard that u left my heart and soul died. Im sorry that i wasnt there when u needed me the most. Im sorry daddy that i wasnt the boy that u wanted but i loved u more than any person could love their father no matter what anyone says! U were my life u were my every reason to keep goin on in my life. I said that u were the greatest father in the entire world and believe me now that ur gone u will live on. I will make sure of it and as u watch over me i promise i will make u proud of me no matter what it takes. Im sorry that i couldnt take away all ur pain when u were hurting, Im sorry ur gone and im still here, and its a lonely world without u, but u know that I will do my best to make ur legacy remain. Im sorry that i can never hear ur voice again.Im sorry that u will never sing again. I know how much u loved it. I am sorry that Im crying but its hard to handle it without u behind me tellin me not to.

When You Come To My House.
I consider my page my house. I, as should you expect when you come to my house you act respectful. When I go to your house I should respect you. I don't come to your house and piss on your couch. I don't understand why people come to a page and downrate people.If you don't like me don't come to my page. If you don't like a pic don't rate it. Grow up dumbass. If you gotta hate someone, hate yourself. You need Jesus.

To Make You Feel My Love...
When the rain is blowing in your face And the whole world is on your case I would offer you a warm embrace To make you feel my love When the evening shadows and the stars appear And there is no one to dry your tears I could hold you for a million years To make you feel my love I know you haven't made your mind up yet But I would never do you wrong I've known it from the moment that we met There's no doubt in my mind where you belong I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue I'd go crawling down the avenue There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do To make you feel my love The storms are raging on the rollin' sea Down the highway of regret The winds of change are blowing wild and free But you ain't seen nothing like me yet There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do Go to the ends of the earth for you Make you happy, make your dreams come true To make you feel my love

Ick
Well from the last time i wrote on here till now i had been doing well having fun and going out on the boat and such tonight im going to see daughtry in concert at cpr fest its going to be awsome I dont care that im still sick i have a severe kidney infection and have been in and out of the hospital the last week that sucks but hell i even told my dr i was going to this concert one way or another lol well it should be another few weeks before im online again talks to everyone laters Laura

Echos
A gentle rage hearkened my rise with a face, well known Glistening the morning, large trucks taking the compost home Following me with figurative flair Touch me tomorrow, or I will be there Fondle my heart with those mechanized hands gripping me in hypnotic measures of rhythm The bass it plays a suggestive harmony while the drummer echoes his song in my brain Taken by the lost kept by the unwilling What else matters? Not Push me down, comfort here Under ground with those that crawl low as my ability lets me Seeing the world spin faster through your rose colored glasses My eyes hurt, knees weak Head torn Breathing lackadaisical memories Finding an even deeper reflection of this woman defunct...

Things About Wolves!
"Ahooooooooo!" A blood curtailing howl rose and fell in the cold night like a tortured soul screaming for help, Again and again and again like a car alarm. At last I could stand it no longer I quickly dashed out of bed and rushed to my window. I had just moved to this usually quiet sleepy town in rural Colorado, but on this cold winters night something was wrong. It was the first night I heard the howls and it wouldn't be the last, exactly one month later the howls started again, this time my curiosity got the best of me, I decided to investigate. I quickly and quietly opened my window and slipped out, the howls were coming from the distant woods. It was a chilly night, the full moon shone down brightly lighting my path. I could feel the wet dew on my feet as they moved lightly across the grass, I finally reached the edge of the forest and looked around. Suddenly I felt something lightly brush past me. I quickly looked around but it was to dark to see clearly, almos

Guys And Girls
We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "thank you." Kiss us w

Army
Leaving for Ft. Knox on the 23rd! will be there for 9 weeks for boot camp. I will then be shipped to Ft. Belvoir Virginia where i will begin my 23 week training for MI. After this is done, I will most likely be stationed in Iraq. Wont be on the computer to much, which kind of sucks. I live off this damn thing! Well, gotta do what i gotta do! Leaving for the Army on the 21st of august! heading to Ft Jackson, then to Ft Belvoir VA! going to be a tough year!

Police Raid
yesterday i was at one of my friends house and why i was there the cops showed up and raided the house looking for a fugitve i thought that i was going to jail in all i didnt go to jail but my friend did and it sucked

Habit
I am your constant companion. You¹re greatest helper or your heaviest burden. I will push you onward or drag you down to failure. I am completely at your command. Half of the things you do you may as well turn over to me, because I¹ll be able to do them quickly and correctly. I¹m easily managed. You must be merely firm with me. Show me exactly how you want something done and after a few lessons I¹ll do it automatically. I am the servant of all great men and sorry to say of all their failure as well. Those who are failures, I have made failures. I am not a machine, though I work with all the precision of a machine, and the intelligence of a man. You may run me for profit or run me for ruin, it makes no difference to me. Take me, train me, be firm with me, and I will place the world at your feet. Be easy with me and I will destroy you. Who Am I? I am HABIT!²

Another Love Poem
I know you are out there, Maybe wishing on a star And dreaming of someone like me- But I dont know who you are. How will your sweet voice sound When you whisper in my ear? How will your arms feel 'round me When you finally pull me near? What color are your eyes, my love, What passion takes control? Do you hurt inside like I do When some memory takes its hold? I want to wake beside you 'Neath a canopy of stars- I know you must be out there, I just dont know who you are.

Special K ( For Your Enjoyment)
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow, and each road leads you where you wanna go, and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile. But more than anything, more than anything... My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, your dreams stay big, your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, and while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but you never forget, all the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, and you help somebody every chance you get, Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake, and

You Know You're From Chicago When...
-- you say "wanna go with?" when you really mean "do you want to come with me?" --you know what Kennedy, Dan Ryan, Stevenson, Eisenhower, Edens, and Bishop Ford have in common and curse at least one of them daily --you know the difference between Richard J. Daley and Richard M. Daley --you say Chicaago instead of Chicawgo --'Da' is a proper definite article --you've been caught speeding in Wisconsin because you had Illinois plates --you know why they call it "the windy city" --you know a good gyros joint --you know what Giordano's, Lou Malnati's, and Gino's East have in common --you don't know which ethnic "fest" to choose on any given summer weekend --you don't pronounce the 's' at the end of Illinois --you become irate at the people who do --you measure distance in minutes (especially from the city) and you swear everything is pretty much 15 minutes away --you refer to Lake Michigan as "the lake" --you refer to Chicago as "the city" --you

Football
hey ya its almost that time for football season i cant wait till it starts im so bored with just watching reruns aren't you any i like to know how the carolina panthers and the ohio state buckeyes do this year do you agree for those of you who do you like sports

Wings
you know i have an issue thats bothering me. its the fact that people are stealing photos of people and making fake profiles with them. yep i have pics in mine that are not me but ive said on more than one occasion who they are and y i have them, its because they are big influences to me be it on the music side of me or just stuff they have said that sometimes makes life alittle more bright or helps you see a certain problem and solution differently. i feel that if your gonna steal photos and make fake profiles to try to degrade someone or be someone your not... maybe you need to take a step back and re-evaluate yourself. im sorry if this offends anyone but its how i feel. "ITS BETTER TO BE HATED FOR WHO YOU ARE THAN TO BE LOVED FOR WHO YOU ARE NOT" author unknown. "The wings of an angel so pure and so white, the wings of an angel holding you tight; caressing your skin the wings of an angel keeping the love within these wings from an angel

Life
well you always tell yourself it wont happen to you..but guess what it did..on a fucked up day..friday the 13th..i had a heart attack at work..it was the scariest feeling you can imagine..i felt helpless and they kept telling me to hold on..the more i held on the more i was looking past my life..well i had surgery on saturday..i am fine for right now...just remember this people..dont take life for granted..enjoy it each and everyday..as i will from now on..take care

Dreams
Gentle ooze of supplication,manipulative,the kind of game you love to play.Victimless,so you say.Draw out your gift of flattery and exclusive emotion given freely to anyone who suits your needs.Blind we assume to be,pretending right back,for you sooth and ego we don't want to have,and punish a heart that gives us reason to know we are alive. Seeming so unreachable,in fact quite attainable if one can bear to extinguish your mytery and watch you become just another back to watch walk away. Giving in is suicide,better to play,pretend you don't know.Sexual tension breeds fondness after all,and is it not better to be dazzled by beauty and not immune to it? Perchance to touch if only for a moment,to covet a vision of something majestic.Better that then to turn your back.Oh play it tough dear one....no-one need know of affections you will never announce. Not even this incubbus need know you see that glittered aura doused in exotic sensual energy and desire it................

Happy Birthday To Me
It's MY BIRTHDAY!!.... WOOOHOOOO.. Well, it will be this Sunday July 22nd... 33 wonderful years.. And I can tell you that they are getting better!! I am like a good wine... Getting better with age *wink* Drop your birthday wishes on this blog! show your love to your Mistress M!! and let's party!! (you still have time to drop by My wishlists and get My gifts...) Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

My Birthday
Well I am now a year older and may I say it fuckin sucks. Are you supposed to be depressed and lonely on your birthday? The only person in MY family to even tell me Happy Birthday was my mom and even she didn't get it right! Geez, am I that much of a fucking waste of space!?

A Good Friend Wrote This For Me.
When hearts break, and tears run, life feels lonely and sad, you look back at what you had, knowing its gone, hearing your song, your eyes start to tear, then you feel the fear, fear of lonelyness in your heart, wondering why you had to part, days turn to weeks, and your eyes start the leaks, tears running down your checks, dont be afraid, dont be scared, its life changing the rules, and you have to treat it like jewels, to respect its beauty, to grace its charms, knowing it means you no harm, it will eventually send you into someone elses arms, then there will be love, sent from god above, to show you he cares, but i can see it when i try to wipe away your tears. this is to you my friend, ill try to be here till the end.......

American Federation Of State, County, And Municipal Employees
AFSCME Council 31 in Illinois Organizational history In the 1930s, during the depths of the Depression, a small group of government workers in Wisconsin banded together to protect their jobs and the public services they provided. AFSCME grew out of this association. In 1936, AFSCME received a charter from the American Federation of Labor. AFSCME had 240,000 members in 1964. Over the next two decades AFSCME grew to a membership of one million and established a national reputation as a progressive and democratic union, fighting for the interests of all working people. AFSCME is the largest union in the AFL-CIO with 1.3 million members. In Illinois, the first local union was formed in 1942, with just 20 members. During the '50s and '60s, dozens of groups of city, county and school district employees formed AFSCME local unions and negotiated contracts. But AFSCME members had no legal guarantee of their right to collective bargaining. Management could always refuse to negotiat

Bloggin' Nicki_j Style....
Okay so I was sitting here wondering when it's my time... My time to have this again.... So I hope you all enjoy... I'm in kind of a writing mood so there may be more to come..........~~~~~ ~~I can't wait for the time to feel your hands all over me discovering the curves of my body.... The anticipation of your kiss on my lips to look into your eyes as you move slowly closer to me.........to close my eyes and feel your breath on my neck slowly moving down my body... as you slowly enter me as I tilt my head back and gasp from the sensation of feeling you inside of me.... my hands on your back.... gripping you tigher with each thrust.... then the feeling of our bodies becoming one.... moving simultaniously in motion... as we reach euphoric bliss...~~

Default Photos
ALL DEFAULT PHOTOS MUST BE CLEAN AND NOT NSFW IF YOU SHOULD UPLOAD A NOT SAFE FOR WORK PHOTO IT MUST BE MARKED NSFW AND PUT IN A SEPERATE FOLDER IF YOU HAVE A NSFW SET AS DEFAULT FOLDER PLEASE BE AWARE THAT IT WILL GET TAGGED NSFW AND IN WHICH CASE WILL BE DELETED OR REMOVED FROM THE SITE IN WHICH CASE YOU WILL GET A MESSAGE IN YOUR CMAIL NOTIFYING YOU THAT IT MUST BE MARKED NSFW AND PUT IN A SEPERATE FOLDER AND CAN NOT BE USED AS UR DEFAULT PHOTO

Elite Bombers Need You..
WE NEED MORE KOOL ELITE BOMBERS...IF YOU ENJOY BOMBING THEN SEND REQUEST TO JOIN THE ELITE BOMBERS TO ROCK WITH US ALL OVER F.U.B.A.R... NO TRY OUTS OR PROBATION TIME...JUST SEND A REQUEST AND TELL THEM YOU ENJOY BOMBING AND WANT TO BE A PART OF A KOOL ROCKING BOMBING TEAM... CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND COME JOIN A FANTASTIC FAMILY OF BOBMERS... Scotty's And Angels Elite Bombers@ CherryTAP

Relationships
I saw this in a bulletin and agree with every word... RELATIONSHIPS!!! If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he go

And Then...
I hear the page at work for me to pick up the phone, "...call on line four.." I stop my work with the patient I'm with and head to the nurses station to pick up the phone. I'm hot,dripping and sticky with sweat. Hawaii is wonderful, but our facility doesn't have air conditioning. Three flights of stairs make this especially fun. I smile at the nurse on duty and pick up the phone, "Rehab, this is.." I answer. Your low voice sounds in my ear. "We're going out tonight, dress with me in mind," then nothing but a dial tone. My weariness falls away and I dive into the rest of my day with new energy. The hours with residents fly by, and I think about what to wear... I get home and toss my dirty scrubs and jacket into the laundry. I close my eyes and breathe deeply,enjoying the play of air over my skin. (Of course, like work, my house isn't air conditioned either) It's not enough for me though, I want to feel the wind caressing me. I wrap my long shawl filled with embroidered roses around m

Retirement Plan
Retirement Planning If you had purchased $1000.00 of Nortel stock one year ago, it would now be worth $49.00. With Enron, you would have had $16.50 left of the original $1000.00. With WorldCom, you would have had less than $5.00 left. If you had purchased $1000 of Delta Air Lines stock you would have$49.00. But, if you had purchased $1,000.00 worth of beer one year ago, drank all the beer, then turned in the cans for the aluminum recycling REFUND, You would have had $214.00. Based on the above, the best current investment advice is to drink heavily and recycle. It's called the 401-Keg Plan HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND & REMEMBER TO RECYLE

Excerts From My Book....
This is an excert from the book I am working on. It is unfinished and unedited. I do not really get much time to work on it but figured I would share some of what I have had time to write. And for clarification before anyone makes an ass of them selves by assuming. It is a fiction novel no it hasn't happened to me nor will it be happening. These are just characters that I made up out of thin air and any resemblence to anyone living or not is strictly coincidental. She ran her finger tips down his chest slowly, loving the feel of his bare flesh. The night before had been better than she had dreamed about. Six month worth of emails, instant messages and late night phone calls that turned hot and sultry. She buried her face in his chest breathing in his smell. "Good God," she thought, "am I sure it wasn't another dream?" He began to move and his breathing was becoming faster. She had woken him. She hadn't meant to disturb his sleep he had been through so much while deployed and kn

Distance Between Us
So far away I can not touch So far away I love so much. Distance between miles long I sing a sad,sad song. My heart so true for love for you It makes my soul blue. Distance between us miles away And all that words can say. My heart so aching to touch Your soul I love so much. With in distance our chance to grow For we have the best to show. The distance between us Is what's making us grow For our life together Will have more to show. Distance seperates us from touching Yet our hearts have found each other Honesty guides our souls to warm embraces Yet our minds meet within the chatter So tempting is your spirit Yet our friendship forces quiet shyness Love is such a powerful thing Yet passion turns the other cheek Time increases this wonderful relationship Yet each time we are together nothing in the real world matters. So far away yet so deep in my heart Miles and fears keep us apart Meeting this way, how real can it be? Why can't I find the courage

Wow
Lets start a fubar guild in WoW, im a newb or is it noob, any how im a 31 warlock right now, speeking of what happened to cherrytap???? not that i care what this is called it still kicks ass, made it too 70 with my lok, got me a rouge im lvling now, FOR THE HORDE! fuck its boring as fuck at 70, i quit!

Feh
What a freaking addicting game... given how it is just pachinko on steroids. Enough... quiting now. Time to go to the store and get fixins for BBQ this afternoon. Ribeye steaks, white corn, garlic/cheese bread, strawberry shortcake. Gonna make a few killer steaks... marinated only in Dave's insanity sauce. Five bites and you're done... hey, sounds like a good weight loss program. Mark These seem to be the key vehicle to getting ahead in the FUBAR world. But what's with investing 15 minutes of time and only THEN having it tell you that you're suddenly not qualified to participate in the survey? Clearly if you don't use the product they are sponsoring, you may get "disqualified." I've been steered now to Tylenol, Buick and some unknown citrus soda... never used these product... never (ever) will. So I get DQ'd? Stupid. I've worked in marketing... you don't go far if you only listen to folks who use your products. You excel when you listen to those who don't.

Lost And Confused
Right now I am pretty confused. Tears flow down my face....just so much on my mind....I feel lost..My heart is so fragil..and so full of love right now.......I want a good life, and to live life to its fullest. I had a best friend who, I thought I could trust, and found out she was going behind my back and trying to get my man away from me. Why are people so dishonest?? I could never hurt anyone like that. I would never go after someone else's man, NEVER!! I would NEVER cheat on my man. Honesty is so important. Oh well, just found out a friend of mine is selling her bike, gonna take a look at it, excited about that........thanks for listening..love ya all Sassy

Wytch
“I AM A WITCH” RIBBON CAMPAIGN FOR 2007 “I Am A Witch” When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me “WITCH”. When I stand up for those I love, they call me “WITCH”. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me “WITCH”. Being a “WITCH” entails raising my children to be strong people, who have a solid sense of responsibility, who are not afraid to stand up for what they believe in, who love and respect themselves for the beautiful beings they are. Being a “WITCH” means that I am free to be the wonderful creature I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a “WITCH” means I won’t compromise what’s in my heart. It means I live my life my way. It means I won’t allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a “WITCH”. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone else’s maid or when I act selfish.

Scammers Online
Have befriended a SCAMMER online in the past 2 months. His name is "Philip Mich" or "BigBoy". He says he is in Lagos, Nigeria and has finished his contract there and is stuck (RED FLAG) and needs help for him and his son Nelly to get back to the states. He says he lives in Baldwin City, Kansas. He tells women that he loves them with ALL HIS HEART BODY and SOUL (RED FLAG). Take it from me this man has no heart or soul!! He is drivin me insane and also a family member. If he contacts you, put him on ignore or delete his profile from any website that you have. He has found me on like 5 so far and I have blocked him!! He is NO GOOD!! But he is good at this so called game he is playin.!! I have contacted the US Government Hotline and they told me that WE HAVE NO GOVERNMENT PERSONNEL IN Nigeria at all!!

Me
For anyone on here who is a friend of Stacy I want to let you all know that she is doing better now. She has been taken out of the ICU and is expected to come of the ventilator sometime this week. If there are any of you who are not familiar with what has happened let me give a brief description. She was coming home to pack her stuff after work last week when she was hit by another car. Her vehicle was flipped and rolled into the ditch beside the road. No one is sure how long she had laid there because the other driver left the scene. Luckily this happened on a St Rt and cars do frequent the road even at 1 am. When she was found she was taken to Galion Community Hospital where they made sure she was stable and then they flew her to Grant. She has two collapsed lungs, a fractured pelvis, a broken wrist, and a shattered femur. She should be taken out of the drug induced coma today sometime and then taken off the vent this week. We are still in a wait and see situation as of

Try And Love Again...
When you're out there On your own Where your memories Can find you. Like a circle goes around You were lost until You found out What it all Comes down to. One by one The lonely feelings come. Day by day They slowly fade away. Ooh, the look Was in her eyes, You never know what Might be found there. She was dancing right In time and the moves She made so fine Like the music That surrounds her. Should I stay or go? I really wanna know. Would I lose or win If I try and love again? Ohh..gonna try and love again. Ohh..I'm gonna try and love again. Right or wrong, What's done is done. It's only moments That you borrow. But the thoughts Will linger on Of the lady and her song When the sun comes up tomorrow. Well, it might take years To see through all these tears. Don't let go, When you find it You will know. Ohh..gonna try and love again. Ohh..gonna try and love again.

Written Today
If Only You Knew... If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see the way you fill my hopes and dreams. You're the owner of my heart, the ruler supreme. Even in the dark of night, I've only to think about you to feel your loving light and from this world I drift feeling as if I'll never touch the ground again... If only you knew. If only you could guess how I hear your voice when others speak; for you hold the key to my happiness, and it's always you my soul seeks. If only you could feel, how your very presence has the power to heal, all the wounds inside me. You've made me abandon the pain of yesterday, and you've shown me that the past can no longer stand in the way of what I hope to achieve... If only you knew. If only you could realize the way you've shown me that it's better to give than to take, and whatever I do, I do for your sake. I'm willing to give you my all and expect nothing in return. But, oh how

& The Stars Say ....
Weekly Overview 07/30/2007 - 08/05/2007 You can only control so much, and as the week begins, know when to let go and allow a situation to unfold. Even if it seems like it's all about you, other factors are in play. And around Wednesday, someone's reaction is multilayered; will you peel, or just take it at face value? Life looks less complicated from sometime Thursday through Saturday. Your spirit of adventure can take you all kinds of new places now, and your open mind can entertain all sorts of ideas. Enjoy that frisky feeling! And for total satisfaction, finish something up on Sunday. http://horoscopes.astrology.com/weeklyleo.html?ice=ast,scopes,lwo

Poems.....
Why has no one ever loved me?? Am I nothing?? I can't be everything you want I can't be everuthing you need Heartbroken and bleeding I cry for you Longing for your soft gentle touch The way you would touch my cheek Brush my hair out of my eyes Now looking at you those eyes full of lies The way they use to sparkle The way they use to look at me Now they look through me Seeing past everything I use to be I'm tossed away Thrown aside Waiting for the next turn in my life Waiting for someone to prove to me Not everyone is the same To prove to me you were the one that was wrong To show me I'm not crazy Prove to me that I can be loved Someone show me that I too can have someone stand beside me Hoping for the right thing to happen Always waiting for that light to shine into my life Hiding away from all the wrong But somehow that is the only thing that breaks through Crying out for someone to see me My insides instead of my outter being Shying away from feeling Pr

Have You Ever?
Have you ever met that someone who is the complete total opposite of you, and you have nothing in common, and that someone just pisses you off so much you just want to choke the shit out of them? But you want them so bad it hurts? You know they say woman love assholes, but men love bitches.

Victory
12 years ago i played for the hudson valley vikings..we went 0-10 my first year and 0-10 my third my second i got my knee mashed so badly i was hobbled for 8 months...this summer i had the chance to return to the field of fun with a new team the troy fighting irish and try my quest agian. So far our season hadent gone so well 0-4. Sauterday my 12 year wait was over as we won 41-0 over the johnstown colonials..i got to play the entire game switching between center and right tackle..i have to say the feeling of getting the monkey off my back from his ass pounding me is great, and even though the game was sadly called to the fact that some of the players on the other team couldent control themselves. It was a victory none the less...and danm it felt great.....

Kevin "fuckin'" Fowler
Saturday night I bought me some new concert tickets. Going to see Kevin "Fuckin'" Fowler again. It will be the third time since Nov. Reckless Kelly is opening for him which means super hottie and me will be flirting like the last time :P.. The lead singer is so gorgeous. Anyway it is my exciting news to me lol. And I keep hearing everyone say that they have never heard of either of these people so I am going to embed a video from each in this blog :D.. Reckless Kelly "Nobody's Girl" (this one way sang to me *faints*)

Truth Be Known
Truths: People who live in glass houses should make love in the basement. Never read the fine print. There ain't no way you're going to like it. If you let a smile be your umbrella, then most likely your butt will get soaking wet. The trouble with bucket seats is that not everybody has the same size bucket. To err is human, to forgive - highly unlikely. Do you realize that in about 40 years, we'll have thousands of old ladies running around with tattoos? Money can't buy happiness -- but somehow it's more comfortable to cry in a Porsche than in a Hyundai. Drinking makes some husbands see double and feel single.

Use Ritual To Deepen Connections
“When the activities of life are infused with reverence, they come alive with meaning and purpose.” -- Gary Zukav What nurtures you? When you feel deeply nurtured, you’re in what’s often called ‘sacred space.’ We can enter into sacred space ANY time. All we need is a willingness to be fully present and conscious with whatever’s happening. Personal rituals are powerful for drawing us quickly and deeply into sacred space. They invite us to use clear intention with our senses, movements, feelings, visualization and focus to create meaning and purpose. Here are some examples of how I create sacred space in an ordinary day: I light a candle before I start work as I ask for higher guidance in all I do. When walking, I hold awareness of my footsteps to ground my body. When brushing my teeth, I express gratitude for my amazing, healthy body. See our list of ideas for simple rituals you can weave into your routine. Find what works for you. Objects, pictures and symbols of

Ever Have One Of Those Days??
Well, I have about 11 more days until I get to see my first grandchild and I can't wait! I wish that my daughters' dad was here to see him with me.RIP!!Daryl.. Kasey and Shane are staying with John and I until Skyler arrives and about 2 wks after so I can help her. I want to help her and give her advise something I didnt get and I want to be best mom and grandma I can be!! NEW UPDATE!! well, there is no room for her this weekend, so she will go back to the doc next wed and then she will go into the hospitol, thursday (9-4).but if she goes into labor on her own that is another story. but we are all on pins and needles waiting for skyler. Well,to start off after work yesterday,i called the bank and checked on the balance of my checking account(which i so need to do a better job of!!) Something came through that i didnt think would just yet(so there goes two hundred dollars right out of my account) Here i am trying to figure out where to come up with the money to make up for it.Finally

Poetry
This is a 2nd poem I wrote for this person, enjoy! Though miles come between us, You’re in my heart and mind, Every passing day, every dream unwind. These feelings they are true, Of never ending love, They consume me as time passes, These thoughts are all of you. I wonder did I find you , or was it you who found me? Whatever the force that brought us together, It was a blessing don’t you see? I often wonder, daydreaming of things to come, What our lives will be like when all is said and done, Secure in the arms of the one He made for me, To spend a life of happiness for all eternity, No tears of pain to cry again, no hurtful words I hear, Just reassuring tenderness as you draw me near, As the time passes gently, I long for you by my side, To never leave my presence, Unlike

Piece Of Eight
I am now managing a new local band called Piece of Eight. You can check em' out on myspace at: www.myspace.com/pieceof8. The myspace site was just started, so there is no music or anything yet, but stop by anyway and show em' your support!

Work
well it was my first day back at work today and it is the same rubbish as before i went on holiday. so feeling depressed glad i came on here as i could see the lady my heart wants to go to. wish i could leave this country to go to this lady dreams can hurt my heart is longing for love

U Close To Leveling?
Then hit this link up and rate and comment bomb.....it helps u out, me out, and the host of the contest out....a WIN WIN WIN!! Who could ask for anything more!! LOL... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=253739&i=527284352

The Sex Fairy
The Sex Fairy This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! =========================== 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a fee

I Dunno??????
Christopher Allen Hunxxxxx's Aliases Your movie star name: Chocolate Wilton Your fashion designer name is Christopher Paris Your socialite name is Big A Daytona Your fly girl / guy name is C Hun Your detective name is Rabbit West Stanly Your barfly name is Ice Cream Hurricane Your soap opera name is Allen Renee Ford Your rock star name is Skittles Cheetah Your Star Wars name is Chrluc Hunluc Your punk rock band name is The Calm Moccassin The Amazing Meganame Generator