Fubar Blogs 3

Year Of The Dog
Its amazing how accurate these things are, this fits me pretty much to a tee. The Dog Dogs are honest,straightforward,and friendly. They are extremely protective of themselves and their loved ones. With a passion for fair play and justice, they never fail to rescue you time after time. They may rant and rave, but they never rest until they right the wrong. They are true humanitarians and suffer with the world.In spite of their concern for others,social graces and fancy parties do not impress them. Having sharp eyes, they will see through people's motives. They are quite private about their personal lives and someone prying into their affairs make them secretive and withdrawn. Once you gain their confidence, they open up freely. Once Dogs classify you, they rarely change their minds. There are few in-betweens. Dogs perceive things either in black or white. You are either friend or enemy. Luckily, they are good judges of character and have superb insight into human nat

True All The Way!!
Boston girls are pretty New York girls are smart But it takes a Maine girl To win a fella's heart Florida girls are tan Vegas girls are hoes But when you want the best looking girl Maine is where you gotta go Cali girls are wild Colorado girls are fun But Maine girls? Come on, they're number 1 Girls will be girls North, east, south or west But Maine girls Always rate the best To any man who reads this And truly wants to know If you have a Maine girl You should never let her go

Funny Stuff
Why parents drink: A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Dad." With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you . I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Dad she's pregnant.. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyo

Poems
My Love By: Jacob Aaron Cope You have this power over me, this undesirable, undeniable, unmistakable power. You consume my mind. You invade my thoughts. You are the ruler of my dream world. You bring a smile to my face, a sparkle to my eyes, and a tear to my cheek. Your voice is like a sweet song I am hearing for the first time. You take my breath away. With the simplest things your lips utter you make me feel weightless, as though I could float up, and touch the heavens above. You make me look at life through new eyes, eyes that have never seen the light of days, until now. I feel as though I am using all my senses, for the first time, and suddenly everything I once knew, is now unfamiliar to me. You fill every cell of my being with joy, love and happiness. You make me want to stand up and scream at the top of my lungs, "I LOVE YOU, more than words could say." You make my heart soar like a

Club Far
~ Club FAR ~ ~ Team Love ~ Here are our Team's co-captains and Greeter. We need more spots filled, so hop on board! Show some MAD Club FAR love!!! Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR Team Captain/Sarge's Bad Girl/RisingStar ~ @ fubar *~Pure Sweetness~* Club F.A.R Team Captain~@ fubar TrainWreck*Club FAR Greeter*Sarge's Bad Girl@ fubar ~Tiger~Goddess~Lady~ ~Club F.a.r.~@ fubar :::"JEWELS"::: * Club

Get Me Outta Fu-jail Plzzzzz
Hera420 guilty of TUI (typing while intoxicated) under the influence of the controlled substance "marajuana" if I am bailed out I will do the following... Rate all pics and stash for 2 weeks with 10's Will send a 2 gifts a day for 3 weeks Will keep you shitfaced for 3 weeks Will send u 4 comments a day for 2 weeks http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1586125&albumid=952295&i=2371855323&idx=7

Poem I Wrote In High School3
My Fucked Up Life I don't know why i can't stop my fucked up ways I hurt my boyfriend and now i am in a never ending daze. I wish i knew the truth about the way he feels my heart has grown harder then any kind of steels. I wish I knew why I am so thoughtless when it comes to boys people think I just think they are toys. I know guys have feelings to I am not a whore so how do i have to prove it to you? Do I need to wash off all of this gothic makeup well i wear what i want and look how i feel so shut the fuck up! I won't respect you if you don't respect me if you look deeper then the makeup you will finally see. I will never know how you feel when I lie all I know is that when I lie to you I start to cry. I don't care what everyone thinks everyone who hates me are just a bunch of dinks. I love you and I will not lie (to you) if I do I insist i die. I always have had no feelings for my acts but now I hate myself because of all the facts. This p

A Wiccan, Buddhist And Christian
Sunday, March 16, 2008 A Buddhist, a Wiccan and a Christian Walk into a tattoo shop... Current mood: rejected Category: Religion and Philosophy Practice, what a horrible and terrifying word. You can get a bumble bee but not a moon because that is demonic. Why would you want a Buddhist symbol tattooed on your body? Well, because I am Buddhist. OOOOOOOHHHHHH.......Well I didn’t see that coming! So, we were downtown tonight and Bran and Leslie get the brilliant idea that we need tattoos. Well that they need more tattoos and I need one small, very very very small one! So the Wiccan, Buddhist and Christian go on a mission. First of all they make me walk three effin blocks in high heels to tell me I can’t cuss, pee or get a tattoo and I’m the sober the one. Let me just tell you, there’s a Jesus fish on the window and a smile on their face when they tell you how evil you are, demonic even. I just wanted to pee and get a bumble bee but no...... Leslie couldn’t just say i

Its Something I Wrote To All
good morning two all my friends all over this world i/hope many of our lives get better out/there no matter weather your married have kids single /our anything we make our own love happiness so always no you have people who care about you weather your in canada any country usa have a wonderfull week sincerly michael boat man will add if you have a salute@ fubar

Its' Much More Than A Fu Fling..
This made me speechless and totally made my day.. April 21, 2008 @ 10:46 pm I wasn't sure where to put this, either here or on my own page as a blog. But I figured you would see it here first. So with that said, here goes...... I don't know if i could ever make it through a day without you in my life now. In such a short time you and your girls have come to mean so much to me. I cant explain it, so I wont even attempt to. I have images of you running through my head. I see you dancing through my mind, with the words I want to tell you, the words I use to tell people about you. Beautiful, sexy, funny, sweet, intelligent, my one. I see you in my head, and I have conversations with you about nothing and everything all at once, like we usually do. But there is nothing I would rather do, then share every moment I have with you. Telling you all my secrets, my dreams, my fears, and listening to yours. Building our dreams, fighting our fears, being happy with you. I dont think I have e

Stolen From Friends
Four things about me that you may or may not know. Four jobs I have had in my life 1. grocery checkout clerk 2. accounts payable clerk 3. bookkeeper 4. financial analyst Four movies I would watch over and over: 1. PRETTY WOMAN 2. Lonesome Dove 3. Scarface 4. anything with Julia Roberts Four places I have lived: 1. Greenwood, MS 2. Canton, MS 3. Clinton, MS 4. Vicksburg, MS Four TV shows that I watch: 1. Big Brother 2. WWE (LOL) 3. American Idol 4. LA Ink Four places I have been: 1. Virginia Beach 2. New Orleans 3. Nashville 4. Phoenix Four people who email me (regularly): 1.my sister 2.my mother 3.my boss...damnit man 4.my son Four of my favorite foods: 1. pepperoni pizza 2. any pasta 3. fried catfish 4. filet mignon Four places I would rather be right now: 1. with "him"...he knows who he is 2. in dreamland 3. Australia 4. Talledaga Four people I think will respond: 1. Rhonda 2. Shannon 3. w

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New Rules!!
NEW RULE: When their term is over, ALL politicians must stand in line (the unemployment line first) and fight for the scraps and bones that you and your "oh-so-generous" brethren have thrown the rest of us - no more cushy retirement income for you and your wife (who never worked for it in the first place) - the buck stops here-here! Oh, and they must also start PAYING taxes - quit living off of ours!

Disrespect
MAN! I'M SO TIRED OF THESE MEN ON THESE WEBSITES TALKING ABOUT THEIR PRIVATE AREA. PERSONALLY I DON'T CARE. I DON'T WANT TO SEE IT, TALK ABOUT IT & I DEFINITELY DON'T WANT TO TOUCH IT. I'M TIRED OF MEN ASKING ME IF I HAVE A WEB CAM. (YEA I DO BUT YOU WILL NEVER EXPERIENCE IT! I CANT BELIEVE THERE ARE SO MANY INTERNET WHORES. DAMN LEAVE ME ALONE CUZ I RESPECT MYSELF TOO MUCH TO PUT ANY HALF NAKED FLICKS UP OR SHOW YOU SOME X-RATED SHIT ON CAM. THE MEN ARE JUST PERVERTED DOGS & THE WOMEN ARE INSECURE LOW SELF-ESTEEM HO'S. I WISH I WOULD STOOP AS LOW AS TO SHOW MY BODY PARTS ON THE NET! SOME OF YOU PROBABLY CALLIN ME A HATER BUT GUESS WHAT? IM NOT NAKED ON SOMEBODY'S PC!

Some Of The Mummtards ...
Ok people I leave dumb sumtimes rude comments in MUMMs and Im never serious. I just luv the idiots who get a bug up their ass and jump in my shoutbox after I leave a stupid comment; J_DGE _J B...: the truck, dumbass is for hauling shit.. why would you want to think about my dick?? fag! Are you a real DJ? Aww damn you gone and blocked me! lol Douchebag! Why is it some people commenting in the MUMMs think they're a f*cking grammar/english-teacher? WRGAFFA? (Who gives a flying-F*CK anyways?)

My Point Of View
This blog is about my point of view on life and how I live , it is not a reflection of how others are or how I want others to be , Its really all about me... I think that life is for living and being mad or depressed takes away from the time and energy I put into living , I dislike people who are pushy , agressive, racist or in general a**holes . I think looks and egos are unimportant , people can look great and still be d*cks . The true window to the soul is inside . I live life to be happy and to be productive , I spend my time helping others who cant always help themselves, I spend my time enjoying simple things , and I know I have no opinion on others , I respect others opinions regardless weather or not I agree with them ,or not . I don't let stuff bug me If I can't control it then it was never mine to control , I live for the day everyday , and I know that tomorrow may never come. I love myself my family and then everyone else , I have many friends and many acquain

My Life
well so far i finaly got my new apartment its been a month now since i have it for the most part everything is going great iam trying to get into school and finaly found someone willing to teach me how to drive the reason why i never drive before its becuse i dont no how to all becuse i have a very bad temper and it got me in all kinds of problem but i dont have to worry abount that so thats one thing down on my what to do list the next is looking for work not really sure on what i want to do probly go into beta testing i can make anywhere from 50 to 80 a hour doing it in my own home so iam thinking of doing that it be another good thing so i can watch out for my cat stretch he likes to nock over the trach can you think i never feed him the way he eats lol anyways my roomate is somewhat helpful more now since we moved and as for my grandmother she lives with my dad and his gf so its just me mostly here and iam fucking bored out of my head you no i thought liveing by my self

My Pain
Who feels my pain? Only one, the one they say feels nothing The one they say uses "mind control". Who feels my sorrow? He does, the one they call cruel, the one they fear and do not understand I tell you this, He knows me more than society, More than family, friends Without having met or spoken to me. I know he understands, He has undergone real anguish, He truly feels my pain.

The Concrete Garden
She has been climbing The concrete stairs of heaven For twelve years now, this December. Traveling the mortal pathways Between grace and humanity, her days Are not numbered nor counted, Just lived. She can look out over God’s steel garden And see her siblings Pass to and fro between The petrified flowers, Smiling and frowning As chance may take them. Liberty’s azure eyes are caught on occasion, Standing proud just in the distance, With her arm raised in victory. She thumbs through papers And files, smiling at a friend’s Scribbled note or a memory Oft picked over for just such moments. A smile and a happy memory Take her the final steps to Heaven As the Angel of Death, Riding rampant on black winds, A crashing bolt of pain and suffering, Rocks Heaven’s Stairway In an explosion of steel and skin. Heaven’s stairway crashes Heavily earthward In a dusty conflagration, Shaking the souls of God’s concrete garden. Liberty’s teary eyes look on, With he

Biker
THE BIKER I Saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you Didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection outside the Store as I Walked in. I saw you; pull your child closer when we passed each other On the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local Mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the Restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money For the Hurricane relief. I saw you , roll up your window and shake Your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when You flicked your cigarette Butt out the car window. I saw you, frown At me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took Time off from work to run toys to the Homeless. I saw you, stare at My long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather jackets and Gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old ones to T

Dayzed & Confused
not only are they leeches to society they're stupid. last year i was in a motorcycle accident. a 72 year old man decides to stop at a stop sign, look both ways, and proceed to move across the road while i was right there with no stop sign giving me the right of way. so i lay the bike down, get knocked out for about 15 minutes, wake up with emt's looking over me, and i break my shoulder blade, and crack a rib. after all is said and done my lawyer tells me that my insurance company may claim subrogation rights for monies they paid but really shouldn't have (the accident wasn't my fault). now HIP want me to pay out $5800 from the monies i got as a settlement...and it wasn't that much. the fucker told me this may happen. then when they contact him he ignores them. i have no intention of paying them a red cent. it wasn't my fault. ASSHOLES....ALL OF THEM.

Bodacious
by Bette Wolf Duncan Widow maker.... bone breaker.... bucking bull, BODACIOUS! It took a cowboy that was bold, daring and audacious to cowboy-up and let 'im buck- and ride the vile BODACIOUS; or even just to mount his deck- sagacious, guile BODACIOUS. BODACIOUS! Just his name alone decalcified the spine; quelled the beating of the heart and turned the blood to brine. Malicious old BODACIOUS- he was like a rabid beast. With every man that rode him, his rabid strength increased. Vicious old BODACIOUS. He'd shoot up through the air; and with dastardly maneuvers fling the cowboys God knows where. The impact of his punishment made gory shreds of men; and very few the cowboys were who'd ride the bull again. 8 seconds- an eternity for those that dared to ride him; and few the men who made it though many cowboys tried him. BODACIOUS....mean, demented; the cowboys knew him well. They said that Satan sired him; and reared him down in hell. His feints

Life
Come this weekend my gf is moving back home to ohio! I love her to death and really dont want her too but it is something that she has to do! I love you hunny it will only be for a little while ! the only thing that i can hope and prey for is that you love me as much as i love you ! So if i'm not on much its just because i'm very depressed ! but i will check in from time to time Take care everybody!!! ok here's the deal ! i love my gf very much she moved all the way here from ohio to be with me just this past fri i got a big surprise when i got home from payroll i want to go back to ohio i'm homesick and a relative is sick, mind you none of this bothers me i will never even try to make her or anybody else stay where they dont feel comfortable! but there is this guy on here it say in her name that she is his slave and master & wife !! no fu anywhere to be seen and this really bothers me ! am i just being an ass? she told me 2 days ago that she was going to put the fu infront of i

Hero
(Whispering) Let me be your hero Would you dance, if I asked you to dance Would you run and never look back Would you cry if you saw me crying Would you save my soul tonight? Would you Tremble if I touched your lips >Would you laugh, of please tell me this Now would you die, for the one you love Hold me in your arms tonight I can be your Hero baby I can kiss away the pain I will stand by you forever You can take my breath away Would you swear that you'll always be mine Would you lie, would you run away Am I in to deep? Have I lost my mind? I don’t care, you’re here tonight I just want to hold you I just want to hold you Am I in to deep? Have I lost my mind? Well I don’t care you here tonight I can be your Hero baby I can kiss away the pain I will stand by you forever You can take my breath away I can be your Hero baby I can kiss away the pain I will stand by you forever You can take my breath away You can take my breath away I can be yo

Politics At The Lyceum
No doubt a sore spot for me is the toleration, and patience that I must endure, rather rely on to calmly attend to the shallow, and groundless, yet oh so popular, destruction, and charachter defamation that our current US President, has had to endure. I myself, do not seek to be unpopular in this sentiment, however, I would rather be honest, and seek truth, than to be popular by any means. I still find it odd that most people dislike President Bush. There is very little, that when asked about, these people seem to actually know. I did a case study on this with several entirely unrelated subjects from completely different backrounds, and parts of the country. All of them self professed Bush haters. With a simple Socratic dialectical method, and completely unprepared questions, it was a matter of seconds that I was able to really punch large holes into their deeply defended ideas. Most are reluctant to let go of the positions that either accomodate them personally

~♪ Pimpin All The Way! ♪
PIMP OUT FOR MY FU-OWNER AND FU-BRO, YA'LL GO SHOW HIM THAT FU FU LOVE AND LOTZ OF IT! HE'S A REALLY GREAT GUY!!LUBZ YA BRO!! JOHNJOHN ----HEAD MANAGER@ SWEETWATERS LOUNGE - OWNER OF JADE@ fubar THANX ALL.........JADE ~*JADE*~*~ OWNER/DJ OF SWEETWATERS & THE PIT OF HELLS FURY*~OWNED BY JOHN*@ fubar Party Train - Gap Band

Trust
Trust used to be something you could count on before. Now, before anything is said or done, you must know the score. People use you, only if you allow it to be that way. Now that you are an adult, you have learned what to say. You set yourself up, and kenw there would be a fall. It would have been easier, if you had had a little more gall. Now you are older, and with it became strong. Using what you have learned, could never be wrong. Don't take things for granted, its not how life is. And as soon as you learn, you will see you can't miss.

Fully Blessed By Trully Blessed
Anthony, you are the answer to my prayers and I thank god I found you, our love is so pure and true that nothing can ever come between what you and I are feeling. You have made me the happiest woman on earth in such a short time I have never imagined that love could feel so good and so right. You babe are my everything and I vow to cherish and love you from this day forward when you asked to make it official and exclusive.. xo yari i found what i been looking for all my life my tim e is now his im devoted to making him happy and our love everlasting nice knowing you all, you will always hold a place in my heart. I am giving my all cause im getting it all. to those that wish we well ty and those who dont oh well. xo ps this is not a fu-relationship its real life and im really happy!!!

Ko Girls..
YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE JEALOUS...JOIN!! HOT! HOT! HOT! Join this new HOT GROUP! Im still looking for new officers such as promoters, recruiters, and small workers to help me run this group smoothly. HOW TO JOIN? 1. Send me a private message inquiring that you want to join. 2. You will be givin an application form that must be filled out and sent to me via fubar mail b4 u are approved. Ive had too many members join and jus want certain things or join and then concentrate on others groups so this time ima make sure i pick the right members. 3. YOU MUST EARN YOUR MEMBERSHIP CARD!! This will ensure that you are not jus trying to join for a membership card. 4. There will b 3 folders dedicated to the KO girls. (1) for the membership cards (2) for the members (3) for newbie members that must graduate into the main members folder This is group is no different from any other fubar female group. Its basically a group of the hottest ladies on fubar.

My Soul
Let me be the one to fill the emptiness inside Show the beauty divine of this love of mine Hang on to the hope that us together brings Let me be your lady and let me make you mine. Let me kiss those lips that crave to feel mine Let those arms of yours wrap me in the comfort undefined Let me hold your hand and walk by yourside Let me be the shoulder in the darkest of times. This heart cries out to your love alone. My soul was already yours before the beginning of time. *to him* the pain in my chest the tears in my eyes the fact that your love is no longer mine. the shortness of breath the cry from my lips how did i let myself go through all this my tear stained pillow the last hope now dead My gosh why does this have to be me again. promises once broken roads left untaken please let this pain leave my heart again. he promises his love is and always will be yet the words on the screen make me not believe. the brightness that

Summetime Flops
What Your Flip Flops Say About You You are a warm, friendly person who simply enjoys life. You don't complicate things for yourself. Life is too short! You have a super optimistic attitude, and you have figured out how to be happy. Everyone wants to know your secret... and it's a lot more simple than they might think. Your ideal warm weather place: San Diego The Flip Flop Test

Auction
> > > > > > > ITS TIME FOR A COOL OFF SUMMER AUCTION > > I AM HOSTING MY FIRST EVER AUCTION AND AM WANTING YOU TO JOIN IN THE FUN. > PLEASE CONTACT ME WITH A PIC AND WHAT YOU HAVE TO OFFER FOR THE HIGHEST BIDDER > THERE WILL BE A 15K ENTRY FEE AND A STARTING BID OF 30K (THE 15K WILL BE REFUNDED IF THE 30K IS NOT MET) > > WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR EMAIL ME YOUR PIC 15K AND WHAT YOU HAVE TO OFFER AND LETS GET THIS PARTY STARTED > ~~ Poker Buddy ~~@ fubar > >

Written For Me By My Wifey
We are in the lounge having a great time. The music and drinks are flowing. We are out on the floor dancing. They are playing a great variety tonight. The room is dimly lit. Not too many people there. A slow song comes on, you pull me close to you. I can feel each breath you take. You look into my eyes. I can see the love you have for me as you can see that I have for you. You lean in and kiss me. It's very deep and passionate. As we kiss, we zone out everything and everyone around us. We can hear the music but other than that it's as if the only two people in the room are us. You grab onto me, lifting me up, kissing me even deeper. I react by wrapping my legs around your waist locking my legs around you. You walk us to the back of the room and back me against the wall, moving your hand along my thigh... the thought of you getting closer to my kitty makes me squirm a little. You like this. The way you have me held against the wall, you can reach down to your zipper, you pull out your s

If A Man Wants You......written By A Man
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of frie

This Song I Heard For The First Time When I Was 16 Or 17 And Is Still My Fav Of All Time Still Looking For The Girl That Can Make That Kind Of Man Out
MY FAV SONG OF ALL TIME THIS SONG IS ME!!!!!!!! Am I the kind of man That lives by his heart Who believes in God almighty Not fearin' the devil or the dark Always there when you need me to be Hold your hand, say I love you In those hours of need Wish you could close your eyes Truthfully one day say them things to me Am I the kind of man That thinks he's strong To stand up in a crowd And admit when he's wrong When you're in trouble To no one else you'll ever plead Knock on my door, say honey You're the man I needed to see Wish you could close your eyes Truthfully one day say them things to me I know I ain't been much But I'm tryin' Things have been rough lately I'm not denyin' But I'm gonna try somehow To be a better man 'Cause my heart and soul Is tryin' as hard as it can Am I the kind of man Who believes in peace Who'll stand up and fight in a minute Over something that he believes Loves all his brothers Treats h

Spirit Of The Times
Spirit of the times I looked into a snow globe. wound the turn key and gave it a shake. It's melody a glass armonica; Erie like a crying theremin. The water and glitter whirled around and I saw my world change. My thought's and reality emulsified and poured into my spirit. the broken ballerina kept her poise. Her pale porcelain figure and blank expression stayed still. An emobossed border of red roses and bumble bee's. Tatterd paint! fusia, purple, yellow stars and silver moons decorated its base. a wonder in my palm I behold the Zietgiest. The night was dark.. and the sky blue.. Around the corner a shit wagon flew! A bump was hit and a scream heard....... a man was killed by a flying terd! :P

I Can Feel
You're far away, but, I can feel you. You exist in my every breath, in every beat of my heart, adding a spectacular sizzle in all the right places. Even when I close my eyes, I see your face and feel the fire of your caress. Your presence is a tangble thing... yet as hard to grasp as the air. I reach for you, but you elude me. Still, I can feel you; the softness of a petal, a warm wind on my cheek, a ray in my vision, a distant light that ever draws me near.

Who Says That
There are things in this world that have come and gone. Some we are happy to go others we miss on those few ocassions. I have 1 outstanding issue with "cool beans," its not going away. I mean seriously who wants cool beans, so if no one wants them why do we say it in a positive sense. "Alright, we're getting a 50" flat panel, cool beans." NO NO NO STFU its not "cool beans," for if it was we wouldn't cook them.O yeah for you smarty art morons that say "what about jelly beans?" Well if I was worried you had anything actually smart to say I'd give you a plastic beg and tell you its a full face helmet. Besides put a jelly bean in the microwave its better to.

My 2nd Auction...
THE NO FRILLS AUCTION IS NOW OPEN !! STILL TAKING ENTRIES !!! !!! THIS AUCTION WILL RUN FROM 11 PM EST THURSDAY THE 29TH THRU FRIDAY JUNE 6TH... POSSIBLY LONGER... THE RULES !!! NO DRAMA... NO BULLSHIT.. NOTHIN BUT GOOD OLD FASHIONED FUN.. THE PERSON UP FOR AUCTION HAS THE OPTION AND RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY OFFER AND CAN ALSO ACCEPT AN OFFER AT ANY TIME AND WITHDRAW FROM FURTHER BIDDING.. MINIMUM BID IS 25 K AND HERE THEY ARE .. THE AUCTIONEES !!!

Now Hireing
THATS RIGHT UNDERWORLD IS BACK AND LOOKING FOR STAFF SO JOIN THE CRAZY FAMILY CONTACT THE GREAT DESTROYER IF INTERESTED IN POSITION LOOKING DJ'S PROMOTERS BARTENDERS GREETERS AND MORE INQUIRE WITHIN (repost of original by 'REV DJSeleneCorvenious ™ UW Owner /Bane &Vampiro'sFuWife/BGD LDC/ CatwomanJLMC&ASS' on '2008-06-01 17:55:27')

The Maiden And The Vagabond
who is the poet who writes our story, who is the draftsman who draws our pictures, who is the musician who plays us a melody, who is the wizard who makes charms with our lives, who are they who have thought us of this way, and how long they will take us far away. Because we are part of a wonderful artistic creation, the art which doesn't have limit and where you are a maiden who gives love to everybody and i'm a vagabond who fell in love with you. then our story is so intense and hard, it's drawn in black and white, it has a melody which takes your deeper feelings and it's so magical which catches you in its mystery.... a story which doesn't still have an end but i wish it had an end where both you and i will be able to be together somewhere in time, the sweet maiden in her garden of roses and the lost vagabond loving you forever..... JORGE PAREDES (J.L.) the wind is blowing the day is ending and there aren't answers to my useless questions, the night is coming

True Friends
Well as most of you know I deleted my old account and you all know the reason. I brought only my closest friends to this screen name with me.. I know I will have new friends but you never forget the friends who are and have been always there for you. Thanks again. You guys are the greatest MySpace Comments

Some Humor
There was a..cucumber, a pickle, and a penis sitting around talking about how their..lives sucked. The cucumber "Man, my life sucks. When I get big, fat,..and juicy, they cut me up and stick me on a salad." The pickle looks at..him and says, "You think you have it bad? When I get big, fat, and..juicy, they stick me in vinegar, put spices on me, and stick me in a..jar." The penis looks at him and says, "You think you have it rough?..When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick a rubber strap on my head,..stick me in a dark room, and bang my head against the wall until I..throw up and pass out!. Send to eight of your freakiest friends...

Spanker Club?
Hey I been with the spanker for 2 month now. I getting no attion as a spanker. I for one help people level. I for one get friend to come sign up as a spanker. like my friend sarah. I get friend to help us bomb contest. But is unfair i get nothing or no thank anymore. I let cotton now about it....

Screen Shots & Copy/pasting
TO COPY & PASTE COPY & PASTING : HIGHLIGHT WHATEVER IT IS THAT YOU WANNA COPY N PASTE FIRST BY HOLDING DOWN THE LEFT SIDE OF YOUR MOUSE N DRAGGING IT N COVERING WHAT U WANT TO COPY, THEN RIGHT CLICK THE MOUSE AND SELECT "COPY", ONCE U HAVE THAT , U CAN PASTE IT WHERE EVER YOU LIKE BY CLICKING IN THE AREA U WANT TO PASTE IT TO AND RIGHT CLICKING THE MOUSE THEN SELECT 'PASTE''. ANOTHER WAY OF COPY AND PASTING IS BASICALLY DOING THE SAME THING BUT INSTEAD OF USING THE MOUSE TO CHOOSE COPY OR PASTE, YOU'LL 'COPY' BY PRESSING THE "CTRL'' KEY ALONG WITH THE ''C'' KEY AND YOU'LL PASTE BY PRESSING THE ''CTRL'' KEY ALONG WITH THE ''V'' KEY. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ FOR TAKING A SCREENSHOT : YOU'LL HAVE TO OPEN UP A PHOTO PROGRAM SUCH AS 'PAINT' FIRST , GO TO 'START' , ''ALL PROGRAMS'','ACCESSORIES' THEN YOU'LL SEE ''PAINT'', ONCE YOU HAVE THAT OPENED ........ GO TO THE SCREEN THAT YOU WANT TO TAKE A SCREENSHOT OF AND PRESS

Poems
If ever you need me, I'll be right here, To chase away the sadness, And wipe away a tear. If ever you need me, I'll be two steps behind, To follow in your footsteps, And hear what's on your mind. If ever you need me, You'll never have to fear, That your presence isn't important, And your love isn't dear. If ever you need me, I'll always be around, To bring back the laughter, Where deep in your heart it's found. You'll never have to worry, For I'll always be here, To chase away the sadness, And wipe away a tear.

Its Always A Man Does Him Self..
because i find myself not on the road of destruction, but on the road of life because i know that man don't have too die it's what you eat, it's how you live , it's what you think, it's what you do that make man die seen ? so when i learn that & after i learn these thing's man don't have to die ! so i have to keep on the road of life and because i know all these thing's i still have too stand firm ,and still take a polictical stand against the law's that still violate or humilate or incrimanate people for just takeing a smoke of herb, it's only in the west that these thing's go on or only where there is colonalism and imperialism, seen ? there are many place's where there is colonalism and yet the law's are not so rigded and that is what you call diplomatic, tricknology seen ? but that is one of thouse thing's which good will continue to bad untill good get good name seen ? if it's right to smoke a cigarette, a thing' that give you cancer, & many other destru

Goodbye Fubar!
well its been a fun trip on fubar but i must say it is now that i am leavin the wonderful land of fubar because of certian pple that cause problems with my marriage and its puttin a lot on my marriage with all the drama that is being started...so i wanna take this time 2 say goodbye 2 the real true friends i have found on here ty 4 ur friendship its been great and u will be missed!....i dont know if i will keep my yahoo open or not that may be goin 2 so if u have my cell # or my house # u can contact me on that....idk when i will be deleating my account cuz i am busy workin but am sure it will be soon....huggs and kisses 2 all my friends love ya and catch ya on the flip side! bye 2 all have a great life and make the most of what u have!.cuz i almost lost all of what i had dont take anything 4 granted! love ya all and hope 2 ttys!.

My New Theme Song
Its Only Life - Kate Voegele "It's Only Life" Tears are forming in your eyes A storm is warning in the sky The end of the world it seems You bend down and you fall on your knees Well get back on your feet yeah Don't look away Don't run away Hey baby it's only life Don't lose your faith Don't run away Hey baby its only life Yea it's only life You were always playing hard Never could let down your guard But you can't win If you never give in To that voice within Saying pick up your chin Baby let go of it Don't look away Don't run away Hey baby it's only life Don't lose your faith Don't run away Hey baby its only life Don't look away Don't run away Hey baby it's only life Don't lose your faith Don't run away Hey baby its only life Take your hesitance And your self-defense Leave them behind, it's only life Don't be so afraid Of facing everyday Just take your time, it's only life I'll be your stepping-stone No, don't be so alone Jus

Holding On
Watching my fan dance in circles, it's rythmic beat keeps me sain. The radiant warmth of my furnace, my old friend whispers its pain. The refrigerater hums a song, reminding me of its prescence. A chair holding me in its arms, knowing I trust its indurance. The window stained with tears, in silence reflects only truth. A picture on the wall smiles, sends the innocence of my youth. A lustfull man stands before me, longing to take away my soul. Shame consuming my fragile body, he knowingly steals my control. I close my eyes and see nothing, just darkness under my lids. The cursed man wanted my soul, someone must have taken his. I have faith in no one now, I don't even trust myself. People hold on for reasons though, compassion for someone else. My life has truly changed, learning to deal with the past. I may never be whole again, yet my soul will always last.

Random Thoughts...
Realize that true happiness lies within you. Waste no time and effort searching for peace and contentment and joy in the world outside. Remember that there is no happiness in having or in getting, but only in giving. Reach out. Share. Smile. Hug. Happiness is a perfume you cannot pour on others without getting a few drops on yourself. This happy thought by speaker Og Mandino *** I would like to add, that this is something that over the past year I have really learned myself. No "one", or No "thing" can make me happy. I create my own happiness, and realizing this has made me a better person. ***

Enigma, Or Dichotomy?
We've all heard the saying, " Don't judge a book by its cover." It is however, human nature to do just that. Such a shame, considering all we miss when looking for pleasing external qualities, without delving behind the facade to see what truly lies within. That quiet, nerdy bookworm, whose lone daily focus are assets vs. liabilities, accruals, and financial statements, might just be a flirtatious, sexually charged fashionista. That beefy jock, who is assumed to not have enough synapses firing in his cerebral cortex to do much more than open a beer with his teeth, and click the remote, may enjoy gourmet cooking, fiery political debate, deep philosophical conversations, that engage not only the mind, but the heart, and the soul. Now, I am all for physical attraction, but that can hardly be the sole litmus test for desire. We each have special characteristics, which make us unique. Some call them faults, quirks, mannerisms, etc., I call them simply behavioral and genetic synergystic

Iris
To my friends... Sometimes I express myself in music... I have a hard time putting my feelings into words... so you will see a lot of songs in my Blogs... if that annoys you, then so be it... it's what I do! :) Iris By: Goo Goo Dolls And I'd give up forever to touch you Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything seems like the movies Yeah you bleed just to know your alive And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made

Pointing Up
Man it hard on here to level up when I don't have any emails to friends. So I can get to my next level can you help me out.? the friends I have don't have email address so it looks like i can get past level 10. I hate this.

To The Grand Kids
To my beautiful grandchildren. .. Our world is changing so fast and there are many things I wish for you... I'd really like for you to know about hand-me-down clothes and homemade ice cream and leftover meat loaf sandwiches. I really would. I hope you learn humility by being humiliated, and that you learn honesty by being cheated. I hope you learn to make your own bed and mow the lawn and wash the car. And I really hope nobody gives you a brand new car when you are sixteen. I hope you get a black eye fighting for something you believe in. I hope you have to share a bedroom with your younger brother or sister. And it's all right if you have to draw a line down the middle of the room, but when they want to crawl under the covers with you because they're scared, I hope you let them. When you want to see a movie and your little brother or sister wants to tag along, I hope you'll let them. I hope you have to walk uphill to school with your friends and that you

ღamandaღ Is On A Mission And Needs Our Help
I AM ON A MISSION & I NEED YOUR HELP MEET MY FU-OWNER farscapecat~Shadow Leveler@ fubar As of right now she needs 1,600,700 points to make Godmother. I would love to see this happen before July 15th (that is when her ownership of me ends) but I don't think I can make this happen on my own. Please drop by and show her some love. She is an awesome lady to have as a friend. She ALWAYS returns any love shown. So it's a WIN/WIN situation for everyone. You make a great new friend and you both get points!! Pimpout By ღAMANDAღ ~Shadow Leveler~Owned by farscapecat@ fubar (repost of original by 'ღAMANDAღ ~Shadow Leveler~Owned by farscapecat' on '2008-06-27 09:47:20')

Tagged
Instructions: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things,facts,or habits about your self. at the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't for get to leave a comment that says you're it! on their profile ask them to read your blog. 1. I work with mentally Handicapped Adults 2. I tend to be a bit O.C.D. more so with some things than others. 3. I have a thing for guys with long hair.. 4. I'm Bi. although being married has Slowed down that part of my life. 5. I have a cat that has been with me for over 10 years.. And he Talks to me...well Meows in response when i talk to him. 6. I'm a BBW and Damn PROUD of it! if you cant handle that then it sucks for you! 7. Twins run in my Family. (I'm not one though) 8. I can be a Big Flirt. (and yes the hubby knows) 9. I'm blond naturally and have my moments but am also good at decoding ppls sentences when they don't word it clearly. 10. I'm a very

Happy 4th Mine Was Terrible
today started out as agreat day not iwas going to flea market in wilmington ohio it rained all the way dove 34 miles down and it was close so idrove back to springfield in the pourin rain and noticed iforgot to bring flowers to my dad and bros grave iwas comin up to a light and road had oil and was very sick islid thru the red light into the path of the semi that just came up the off ramp luckly it just hit my right front fender its a 2006 kia great on gas ive had alot bad luck with it its been hit 3other times it didnt do no damage to the guys semi so he let me go iwill have to pay for damage to my car myself my days been shit iput my car in garage ihope your days better than mine was ishould of stayed in bed

Pledge Of Allegiance
John McCain's remarks about the Pledge of Allegiance > > > > In light of the recent appeals court ruling in California, > with respect to the Pledge of Allegiance, the following > recollection from Senator John McCain is very appropriate: > > > > > > > > 'The Pledge of Allegiance' - by Senator John McCain > > > > 'As you may know, I spent five and one half years as a > prisoner of war during the Vietnam War. In the early years > of our imprisonment, the NVA kept us in solitary confinement > or two or three to a cell. In 1971 the NVA moved us from > these conditions of isolation into large rooms with as many > as 30 to 40 men to a room. > > > > This was, as you can imagine, a wonderful change and was a > direct result of the efforts of millions of Americans on > behalf of a few hundred POWs 10,000 miles from home. > > > > > > One of the men who moved into my room was a young man named > Mike Christian. > > > > Mike came from a small town near Selm

Annalee
Hi everyone...I just wanted to let you all know that on July 3, 2008 at 2:48pm, AnnaLee was born...she was 8 weeks early so she was very tiny...she weighed 3 lbs and 13 ounces...she was 16 1/2 inches long. She will more then likely have to spend time here at the hospital up to 4 weeks to get her stable enough to come home..she really is doing good though she has not needed to be on any machines that help her breath she has been doing it on her own since birth. the only thing really wrong is that she is being given oxygen just to help her out some and she is also on a tube that goes thru her cord to feed her and anything else that she may need with meds or blood draw...this may sound like some really bad stuff but really in the long run it isnt...she could have SOOOOOOO much more that is wrong with her and i thank god everyday that a new miracle has occured in my life. if you have any more questions about her feel free to send me a message.

The Morning
I was sleeping so content. We had a great night in each others arms and I knew I was still in your embrace. I have never been so peaceful as I was that morning. I was dreaming, It was of us together making Love. I knew I was dreaming but it felt real. The warmth of your body pressed against me was there, that wonderful feeling of you. I realized I was not actually sleeping, it was the state in between where reality and dreams blended. I also realized that I felt your hand rubbing my engorged cock. My dream had excited me and you didnt waste the the chance. I was still groggy and trying to get the rest of my body to respond when I felt the heat and wetness of your mouth surround me. My hips responded on pure reflex of the sesation. What a feeling of extacy. My mind was slowly waking all of me as your mouth was stroking up and down my shaft. The feeling as you take me deep into your mouth is one that can only be rivaled by one other thing. My eyes finally opened to look a

Recipe For Love
Recipe for Love Ingredients 2 Hearts Full of Love 2 Heaping Cups of Kindness 2 Armfuls of Gentleness 2 Cups of Friendship 2 Cups of Joy 2 Big Hearts Full of Forgiveness 1 Lifetime of Togetherness 2 Minds Full of Tenderness Method Stir daily with Happiness, Humor and Patience. Serve with Warmth and Compassion, Respect and Loyalty

Agem4life Pimpout Bulle#1
One of the most beautiful women I have the pleasure of knowing....Lady Kate. Besides being beautiful (inside AND out), Kate is witty, generous, caring, a fighter and most importantly a survivor. She is my hero, my inspiration and my newest FU Owner. Please take a moment and show this incredible woman some love. If you don't already have her as a friend make sure you add her! LadyღKate This bulletin brought to you by ♡aGEM4life♡ ~♫♪HockingRadio™'s DJ Gemini♪♫ Wind Beneath My Wings - Bette Midler

Ff Hall To Reopen
OK ALL I AM GOING TO BE WORKING ON REDOING THE FIREFIGHTERS HALL I NEED SOME HELP,IT'S GOING TO BE A LITTLE DIFFERANT AND A LITTLE HARDER FOR ME SINCE THIS IS A NEW FU ACT FOR ME AND MY LEVEL IS NOT VERY HIGH I NEED ALL MY OLD AND NEW FRIENDS TO COME SHOW ME SOME FU LUV...LINK IS ON MY PAGE NO GRAPHICS AS OF YET NEED TO UNPACK MY PROGRAMS BUT ANY HELP WILL BE PAID BACK ASAP TY LUVS MERCI

Sex Survey
You have a Sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

My Heart
My Heart My heart's on my sleeve in full view... for all to see... And I give of that heart with all that I am.... One day... I will learn to pull the blinds.... And keep under lock and key all that is me... I will learn to wait and be sure... Before I share the preciousness of my heart... my soul...

On Virtue
The individual, no matter the case can not merit a virtue on any account, nor can it in retrospect, this impart due to the human discrepancy. Virtue is merely contemplation on what or how the thought ought to be. The idea of virtue is conflicting in terms to the absolute, it is a human aspect. It is a symbol of emotion, and the human emotion acts outside of the absolute, or reality for that matter. Even logic itself is culpable of this. An absolute I will depict here as the role of chaos. Chaos in the act of, cannot be definite; nor can there be meaning given to it other than by giving it symbol connotation; even with this, there will require an absolute. Hitherto an additional discrepancy arises, this is a contradiction. Therefore the human contingency cannot be without contradiction as to the fact that the certainty of chaos in the human condition is in fact contradictory. Chaos is our order. Chaos has no virtue. Therefore individual is without virtue. Pay no mind peo

Vipers Doll House
VIPERS DOLLHOUSE IS HAVING AN AUCTITION FOR MEMBERS AND STAFF IT WILL TAKE PLACE THE 25TH OF JULY GET WITH ME TO SIGN UP FOR IT OR LEAVE ME A COMMENT ON HERE OR MY YAHOO IS BABYBOO_2007_920 IF UR NOT A MEMBER COME JOIN US WE HAVE FUN AND A KICK ASS LOUNGE > > (repost of original by '⇨VîPË®XP ⇦; /~PET ~/fu married to*♥*~Aphrodite~*♥*& ÐJ ÁÑG3£ÐÁRK♥/OWNE' on '2008-07-14 11:40:29') (repost of original by 'babyboo rogueangel's slave FU-BOMB bels fu hubby and r/l bf' on '2008-07-14 11:41:40') (repost of original by '♥Duckie member of Viper's Dollhouse Inc.' on '2008-07-14 11:52:52')

To All On My Friendslist.
I am writing this to say i'm sorry for not being here and to say i have missed you all. i know i have not sent comments in such a long while and i just feel like i need to tell you all that i value your friendship and i am sorry that i have not been as attentive as i should. i do appologize. thank you for all the lovely comments. I promise i will do better. i am finally settled into the new house and it is wonderful. i still have some unpacking to do. but God am i glad its finally over lol. Love you all. hope you all have a wonderful summer and i hope to get back into the mix real soon.

Starting All Over, Again
a day ago i never thought that my life would be hanging by a single thread a thread so fragile that any moment it could snap sending my spiraling into the abyss that is the remainder of my heart my body is weak from lack from feeling like nothing will ever go right and my mind is coming apart at the seems from trying to fight with all my strength one more time, one more waking moment, one more day, one more lost hope the proverbial knife is at my throat yet again and i see no way to push it back it's as if i have lost everything, when in reality, i never had anything the lights flicker in protest of my breathing and my stuttering heartbeat like moth to flame, i seem to be drawn to tragedy and i am lost in the balance riding the fence between fantasy and reality with both blending together like colors in a Jackson Polluck painting i hope i can find the exit sign and escape from this inner torment but as of now, i see no path at my feet I let the water wash over my face cl

First Blog
Cyberloving & Being Dumped via Text Message Category: Romance and Relationships It has broadened our horizon, it has dramatically effected the way we conduct business, it has opened our social network on a global scale, and it has significantly eroded our ability to communicate face-to-face. While technology undoubtedly has produced a vast array of advantages in efficiency, communication around the globe, and worldly knowledge, it has also given rise to a world of impersonal communication. It is turning interaction into a heartless machine where we utilize machines to relay our conversations. Today, we interact more through emails, the Internet, self-serve kiosks and text messaging than with actual people, this especially holding true for people in their 20s. Lee Miller, in his article ’Technology vs. Relationships,’ states that "people in their 20’s not only have a great understanding and comfort with technology, they depend on it. Relationships almost don’t matter with the

Ok Wtf?
ok i know im new at fubar and all but i was just rating someones photos and it said i was rating to fast and said ignored or something like that! we just got a new computer and it runs really fast it dont take a mear moment to rate someones photos wtf did i do something wrong?

Changes
I've learned a few things in my last relationship such as love is NOT always enough and you can't make someone love you as much as you love them,like....you can't make someone love you that doesn't even when they say they do....if they did they would'nt walk out of your life love WOULD BE ENOUGH if you TRULY loved someone and I've learned that no one....NO ONE should be made to CONSTANTLY prove their love to someone else and I've learned to stick with your gut feelings because if you aren't the type of person who has insecurity issues and you FEEL something then what you feel is true,I NOW learned when to walk away and call it a day,when the writting is on the wall and the person you love has too many issues with themselves than they do with you then they are'nt the person you give your heart to,you just be friends....because if they can't FEEL the love you offer and can't SEE the sacrifices you made and were willing to go through to be with them,then they truly are t oo insecure and

Gitan's Blog
She: Raith 7, cold desolate Ice moon of the planet Xerus in the Morbus galaxy, 6 langstroms from the nearest human outpost. Unreachable but by the most adaptive starships. Only stacross 5's with the ability to fold time could generate the necessary attitude to break out of the dimension bands that held the boundary intact. So here I am, under the ice flow in the corridors of the reliance and I often gaze into the furnaces and remember the sense of a fireplace or so I'm told. Most memories are programmed so it's hard to tell what was and if there is truth in the dreams I suffer from. It's not appropriate to have these dreams as I am always reminded yet when the mines are silent I drift to places that are filled with light and color. Beyond the steel gray structures of these honeycombed enclosures that have become my bastion of existence with only these dreams that force me to question my choice to align with the company. Day after day the march of us all to the elevators and down

Someone Should Seriously Just K.i.l.l. You.
washed up like a fish out of the sea, no breathe left to breathe no life left to live. woken up to a free fall like a bird out of its nest, wings to fly but no hope inside. weakened like a child beaten by life, bruises on her soul with a smile still on her face. i cant seem to steady my eyes enough to see the lights outside. its blurred and i'm dazed stuck on the floor wondering where the fuck im at. i can taste the pain on my lips and i can feel it burning in my hands. a rage like no rage i have ever felt before. defeat taking over my veins, so thick i can feel it heavy in my step. i want to break down the walls. watch the glass shatter across the room. throw everything in sight like i wish i could throw my life. the good things mean nothing to me. they cant take over the frustration anymore like they could years ago. -------------------------------------------------- two hands force fed to a wall. a wall attacked by rage.

My Blogs
ok ive been here b4 and left and i came back ,, but some things never change ,, so ill go back to how it was b4 ,, if u dont have a picture of yourself or a salute to verify who u are ,,, YOU DONT EXIST ,,, dont bother to rate my pix ,, as im not gonna rate yours ,, if u cant go thru the trouble of putting 1 picture of yourself on here then theres no point in making comments or expecting me to rating your silly ass pictures of everything else but you,, also if all u put up is pictures of you sucking face with your man dont expect a rating ,,, this site has become a playground for narcissist and sluts ,,,, i have met several people on here that i really enjoy talking to ,, and they know who they are becus i talk to them,,, im not here for a big popularity contest i really could care less ,,, i limit the number of people i socialize with so i can eliminate any fakes and people looking to just add number to your friends list ,, basically , if you and i dont have a lil suttin in common or

Heaven - Sent
When your cries fill the air, And the tears run down you're face, When you feel like your alone, And have no one to embrace, Am I Heaven-sent to you? If your life is all a struggle And you don't know where to turn. If your world goese topsy-turvy And your stomach starts to chern. Am I heaven-sent to you? If your love has brought you shame, And you hate the life you've had. If you feel sick inside Because all you seem to do is bad. Am I Heaven-sent to you? Everthing you've tried Has been tried one time before. I know that you're not perfect, But I love you just as sure. You are Heaven-sent to me. Copyright ©2008 Sara Jane Donato

Not Much Of A Blogger
What are words "True Love" Said the Poet's heart to his pen. "Lines and shapes" Said the Poet's pen to his page. "letters and words" Said the page to Her eyes. Come closer... Let me whisper in your ear... "True Love" Said the Poet's heart to his mouth. "Motion and vibrations" Said the Poet's mouth to the air. "sounds and words" Said the air to Her ear. Come closer... Let me hold you in my arms... "True Love" Said the Poet's heart to His. And though neither spoke a word... "True Love" Replied His heart to Hers. Hey, so this is my first blog... im really not sure what to put so I just decided to share some of my writing with you all. Darkest places There is a depth of darkest places Untold fears and nameless faces Whispered screams and dried up tears Silent cries that no one hears There is a land where full of pain The smallest learn to make hurt fade And in their state of almo

Life
Here I sit in a hotel room hundreds of miles from home with nothing but my thoughts.I spent today at Asistencia Rehabilitation Center with my 93 yr old Grandmother watching her go from bad to worse b4 my eyes. 1 week ago they drained a quart of fluid from her lungs.....they believe it contained cancerous material but will not make a diagnosis because of her age. They say chemo at her age is unnecessary. Who are they to decide when her life should end. Tomorrow they xray again and Monday we find out if she will recover or if they medicate her and send her home with hospice. As i sat there and watched 4 generations bustle around the room it hit me....this one GREAT WOMAN is the glue that holds our extended family together....what happens when she is gone? She lived a long beautiful life and I believe she is readt to let go, why can't my family let go? I wish they would let her go in peace.......

Well I Thought My Replay Was Funny Lol..hmmmm
wazsad: rough mercilynn_1973: me? noo mercilynn_1973: well yea always lol wazsad: its ur mistake anyway mercilynn_1973: not really one should be able to go on their cam laugh have friends and just be their selves without the worry of ppl thinking they can talk nasty or just play games mercilynn_1973: it's in all of my profiles im a huge flirt i have a b/f that i love and care about very much if ppl cant understand that then it's their problem not mine wazsad: lol wazsad: well...some ppl r justweird mercilynn_1973: yea..well not just weird some just plain stupid if they cant read an about me and cant just talk and have fun i dont need to talk or be nice to them mercilynn_1973: it's just who/how i am they can take it or leave it i dont ask anyone to talk to me it's a choice they can make it wazsad: i bet if u had a gun u might shout some1 now lol mercilynn_1973: lol no i know where the block/ignore is kingsstuffy: merci.... mercilynn_1973: yes...? kingsstuffy: hi i am back..

Life
In the past two weeks I have had the life from hell I've never been so terrified, so depressed and in so much pain, I have gone from chilled and high to depressed and suicidal, changing every hour, its like being on an emotional roller coaster, certain people have made it worse than it should have been but hey ho. Anyway, throughout this all there have been a few people who have been very nice to me and they know who they are and I'd like to thank them... but... theres one person inparticular who I'd like to mention... who has shocked me and made me think beyond anything. He has totally made himself noticeable in my life above anyone else and has given me the most emotional experience ever. So yes... I would like to thank my ex, Rich who rather than just saying things, rather than stressing me out, he has gone and done something that is so kind and (add posh word here that means doing something for someone else without expecting anything in return... like unselfish but a damn

My New Life
You have given me a second chance in life Sometime before you I couldn't cop with the strife You've given me that love I dreamed of forever Happiness realized now that we're together You've touched my heart so deeply with your gentle touch To world I will never deny that I love you so much Words can't explain how thankful I am for you You have brought my smiles to overcome what was once blue The moments that we have shared the memories we make I promise your heart won't shatter or ever break My world has changed forever now that you are here I miss you so much when you are not near I've opened up my everything to you because I trust you More comfortable I am with everything we do The love you and I share has made us one...fianlly whole You have made my life complete from once an empty soul

Remind Me
If i ever become someone that begs for anything like 'Please help me level', 'Bling, rate and fan me' or 'I need your fubucks' shoot me square between my eyes with a flamethrower. And since i made this NSFW: Fuckity fuck fuck fuck

Bye..
I just made this decision a few minutes ago. Fxy Is deleting the acct. Theres too much going on in my personal life that is crushing me emotionally and I just can't be here anymore. This site was supposed to be my mini vacation, my little breath of escape from reality. Like so many other dumbasses on here I made the mistake falling for someone and letting them fall for me in return(or so I thought). A wolf in sheeps clothing who said all the right things and up to a certain point did the right things, but wasnt too smart about covering his own fucking tracks by telling the other bitch not to post captain obvious shit on his page...sigh. Anywhoo...by the end of the week I am gonna delete my account because I just can't stand to be here anymore. Yes I feel like a fool if you must know but whatever. Time heals all wounds eventually. To those of you that i've met and bonded with during the past year,you are all fantabulous and I appreciate the experience of getting to know

Just Shit
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Heaven Or Hell? What's Your Destination?
ARE YOU GOING TO HEAVEN WHEN YOU DIE? 1 John 5:13 These things have I written unto you that believe on the name of the Son of God; that ye may KNOW that ye have eternal life... YOU MUST REALIZE: 1.You are a sinner. Romans 3:23 For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God; 2.The Penalty for Sin is Death and Hell. Romans 6:23 For the wages of sin is death;... Revelation 20:15 And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire. 3.Jesus Paid Our Sin Debt. Romans 5:8 But Ggod commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. Romans 6:23 ...but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. 4.You Must Receive Jesus Christ as Your Saviour. Romans 10:9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. Romans 10:13 For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lor

Changing
Ok so I need to rant for a second.. If I hear one more person say some dumb shit about how pregnancy is beautiful I am going to shoot them.. Lets go through the fun of this right now.. Weight Gain- Luckily I have not gained a million pounds but I feel as if I have rolling around in bed I feel like a turtle on its back... Exercise- Ok I am told to add 100 calories and a full glass of water for ever 30 minutes of exercise.. WHAT THE FUCK? I run 3 miles everyday or so.. Not to mention yoga and all of the other mandated activities.. Yet I am also told to avoid bouncing,jumping, jarring or high impact motions. Mentally- I am a fucking trainwreck crying one moment laughing the next crazy angry 2 seconds later.. ok I think that is it for now

I Love My Soldier
FROM THE MOMENT I MET YOU TILL THIS VERY DAY I LOVED YOU. AND I SWEAR I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU EACH AND EVERY DAY, WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. WHEN I FIRST SAW YOU I KNEW, I KNEW YOU WERE THE GUY, THE GUY ALL GIRLS DREAM OF FINDING SOMEDAY. THAT SPECIAL ONE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD LOVE TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH. AND IVE FOUND HIM. IVE FOUND YOU! WE WERE SEPARATED BY TWO STATES BUT THAT DIDNT STOP US.....YOU CAME TO SEE ME, AS I WALKED DOWNSTAIRS, SLOWLY AND NERVOUSLY, I SAW YOU....I STOOD THERE AMAZED.....WE WENT OUT, WALKED AND TALKED, HELD HANDS OR STARED IN EACHOTHERS EYES, I SAW THE FIRE IN YOUR EYES, I KNEW RIGHT THERE, THAT WHEN YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME, YOU MEANT IT. AS DID I. WE HAD OUR FUNNY MOMENTS, CRAZY, HAPPY BUT ALSO SAD....THE DAY YOU HAD TO LEAVE, I CRIED THE DAY BEFORE DREADING THAT DAY TO COME. I WANTED TO LEAVE WITH YOU. BUT LUCKILY A MONTHS LATER I DID, I WENT TO SEE YOU BUT NEVER LEFT, I COULDNT.....MY SOLDIER, MY HERO, MY LOVE, MY LIFE.........MY ONE A

In The Garden
I come to the garden alone, While the dew is still on the roses; And the voice I hear, falling on my ear, the Son of God discloses. And He walks with me, and He talks with me, And He tells me I am His own, And the joy we share as we wait there, None other has ever known. He speaks, and the sound of His voice, Is so sweet the birds hush their singing; And the melody that He gave to me Within my heart is ringing. And He walks with me, and He talks with me, And He tells me I am His own, And the joy we share as we wait there, None other has ever known. I'd stay in the garden with Him Tho the night around me be falling; But He bids me go, thru the voice of woe, His voice to me is calling And He walks with me, and He talks with me, And He tells me I am His own, And the joy we share as we wait there, None other has ever known.

Race To The Next Level
After being on vacation Ive been kind of sitting around the same points level for a while. I was wondering if anyone would like to help bomb the crap out of me and see how fast I can get to level 24. Thank you in advance. :-D Love you all!! C~

Poetry
Stop! Start listening! Shut the hell up and read my lips! Just leave me the hell alone! Stop telling me what to do! I'll live my life the way I want to, I think and I feel the way it damn pleases me!!! Let me drown in despair, within the very dark corners of my soul! It doesn't matter what you want! It's my life to live it or leave it, It's none of your damned business! Keep away from my sorrow, From my anger and rage go astray. I don't want anyone around! You're not to do a thing about me For that is simply nothing you can do. That is nothing you can say to make me smile, No joke, no word or sentence will keep me From feeling that I could never be more lonely. So just stop! Just stop to listen Because nothing more is there to do. Listen to the pain that runs within my empty heart and veins, To the hurting that causes my confused mind to hurt. Stop trying to show me your way For it is not mine to run it. My feet walk only the path my mind tells

Captains Blog
The true gentleman is a dieing breed of man. They do exist, mind you; but in today's everything's-got-to-be-had-online-world, it's just harder for them to come out. So hopefully, this will be helpful for those who always thought that living the life of Errol Flynn was actually romantic. If you don't think that I have any business writing about this, don't pay attention. I'm sure that the women you like don't want to be treated right anyway. This is for those who want to appreciate the finer things in life, and for those who want to spend their life with someone who does too. Living large: The key to living large is not fearlessness. It is not rare knowledge or even that elusive je ne sais quoi (though dropping in French phrases certainly does help). You must connect with others while remaining true to yourself. To live large is to find that delicate balance between the old eye for an eye and having confidence and security enough to know when to turn the other cheek. If you liv

Love Poems My Baby Wrote
I want to kiss you like the morning dew kisses a rose and like the sunset kisses the horizon. I want my love to run through your veins like a glistening brook flows through the mountains. I want you to long for me like a thirsty deer is for water when I'm not near. I want you to feel whole with me like the stars and moon is to the universe. I want your love to grow for me like a storm grows out over the ocean. I want you to need me like a flower needs sun and water to grow. I want our love to be as beautiful as a rainbow in the sky after a summer rain. I want you to love me forever like a mother will always love her child. when i stare into the stars all my fears subside and my heart stops to hide all the tears ive cried become tears of a love that died cause the one that lied now that i cried all those tears for the love that died theres no reason for my heart to hide In a world full of sorrow and pain two hearts come together to love each other. They fall in each others arms to never

Letting Go
To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another. To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try to change or blame another, it's to make the most of myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies. To let go is not to be protective, it's to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny, but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them. To let go is not to adjust everything

Come Own This Sexy Redhead!!!
OK everyone... It's that time again!! I am up for auction again!! You know u wanna own this sexy redhead!! lol!! If you wanna own someone cool then that's me!! I try hard to be a good ownee!!! lol!! Everyone give Tigerprincess sum love for hosting!!

If you care about me you will read the whole thing.....what would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So I just wanted to say even if I never talk to you again in my life your special to me and you've made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you and truly cherish you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them and tell new ones you never will...... remember everyone needs a friend.

New Critter!
Selling horses due to back injury. Gave away one of the three cats - Brandon was upset.... so... the grandparents got him a Guinea Pig!! LOL She's a sweet very southern pig - Brandon named her Savannah!! We'll see who ends up taking care of her! They have their own pic file. And she's trying to take over the computer!!! She gives kisses, talks and squeels, and purrs when she's really happy. Main thing is ... that Brandon is happy with her.... she's better for him than the cat was.

My First Bling!
Ah yes...a ruff day around here on Sept 3, 2008. Many lil ruff spots..and then a highlight to the day was............My youngest a teenage boy had been giving me strange attitude. Now he is normally a great kid and this attitude was out of sorts, so much so that I actually took him in for a drug test. NOT something that would normally come from me. We get there, and he cannot pee in the cup. 2nd try....omg 3rd try nothing. ugh. 4th try he gets it done...and the test came out clean! Wow!!!Yeah! I come in to fubar to relax...check some pics and do some rates...and I end up at profile for Damian stalker free agent looking for work. http://www.fubar.com/user/257530 and do my normal rate, fan, and he returns the favor. There were pics in there that gave me the grins I needed....and then he sent me my first bling! A cute lil black puppy! You know..that simple thing really made my day....almost as good as a real lil puppy giving me a lick in the face! So...a special thank you and xo

Knight In Shining Armor
In this world full of hurt and pain, I need someone who would help me through the rain. To comfort me when Im sad, Doing everything just to make me glad. In this world I need a Brave Knight, Who would never give up any fight. A knight who would dry away my tears, Telling me to overcome my fears. A knight who loves me for who I am inside, With him there's nothing more I need to hide. A person who will still be standing strong, Eventhough everything has gone wrong. I need someone who is willing to give me more, Someone I can call my Knight In Shining Armor.

The Flag Of Our Fathers....
The Flag of Our Fathers... ...and of these United States, it is an almost meaningless reference these days however I was born under 48 stars, in a different time and era. I like others of you am a offspring of the greatest American generation and I was marked by them. I was watching "The Sand Pebbles" the other morning and the one good scence in the entire movie is when the old river patrol boat is moving to attack the Chinese junks blocking their way up river. Realizing the situation at hand the captain calls his crew to general quarters; battle stations and his first follow on order is to run up the battle flag. Signals strikes the standard size colors and runs up a full size American flag to flutter and wave in the wind indicating their intended course, into harm's way. Why do I think it is the best scence in that movie? The crew of the 'Sand Pebbles' upto this point in the movie have been moving in a hundred different directions, disjointed and at times bitterly again

Pain Pills.
So, me being the dumb ass that I am have gotten myself into one hell of a pickle. I had a minor accident at work and got popped with U/A. The results came back that I was possitive for opiates, no surprise there to those who know me... Anyway, I won't be fired but I may have to attend drug and alcohol classes for a week before being allowed to return to work. Having been clean and sober for one week now and thinking clearly, I honestly believe that this turn of events is for the best. I was at the point where I was taking as many as twenty vicodin/percocet at one time. And thats way bad! Way, way bad! I am most greatful that I still maintain my good standing at the foundry and will be allowed to continue working for Atlas. At any rate. I guess the point is that nothing is worth losing a good job over, NOTHING!!!! And did I mention that those little pills are spendy? For reals! I'm glad that it's over now. I can focus on what's really important to me and get on with things. Here's to fo

1981 Yamaha Xs400 "bobber"
So the work started on the conversion to bobber. I eliminated the shocks and will be replacing them with a solid strut making it a hard tail. The shocks measure 12.5" from bolt to bolt and the new distance I have is 9". Seems like its lowered alot more then that though. I found a site online that makes some pretty nice Springer front ends that I plan to get for $345+shipping. Got the dust cover that I lost already ordered. Should be here sometime this week so I can get the front end put back together for now. Tested the starter earlier and its working fine, so its the starter switch assembly thats fucked. Replacement for that is $82. Still have to get a rear tire for the bike before I can finalize the distance for the struts. My ex's uncle told me he would do the welding a while back, need to get ahold of him to see if he'll still do it. I plan to have a suicide shifter on this aswell. Just have to decide if im going to put on forward controls or not. If I do then I can have t

Love
How do you know someone really loves you? How do you know your the only girl in his life? I dont care who reads this....this is my feelings whether anyone agrees or not. I have trust issues thanks to my ex who didnt really cheat on me in the flesh but i know i was not the only girl in his life that he wanted...or at least he use to tell other girls how much he loved them when he was still with me so im soooo afriad it will happen again. I read how my new love loved another girl a year ago and im sooo jealous that he hasnt told me in that detail that im that special as she was. maybe i am not and will never be....is it do soon to wish that someone can love you that much...my ex walked out on me and im afraid the new love will do the same to me, i know hes not my ex...but its still so vivid in my mind all the hurt i went though....all the tears that ran down my face, so many nights i cryed myself to sleep...im crying now think how all this can really happen again. i guess im so a

Songs I Did
send me a angel by zeromancer done by me http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5zGRnixAMXA gone to your head by zeromancer done by me http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FOKrSMQGdvs painted black by the rolling stones done by me http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GAFERms7kdI

In Need Of Prayers
My neighber found out three days ago that she has leukaemia she is in her early 40s and she has two young girls i have known my neighber since her oldest child was 1yr and now her oldest is in 8th grade i wish there was some thing i could do for her i feel helpless she is in a hosp two hours away and the doctors said she is going to be there for one month i know there is nothing anyone on fubar can do about it but if you all would please keep her and her family in your prayers that would be great

Catholic Jokes
theres was a christan man that had a bird and all it would say is "fuck me, fuck me, fuck me" and he didnt talk like that and didnt know where the bird had learned to say it. he tried everything to get the bird to be quite but nothing worked. one night the man had bible study at his house,he was worried that the bird would bother the people in the bible group so he put the bird in one of the bedrooms. when the bible study group was over the preacher walked down the hall to use the bathroom and as he walked passed one of the rooms he heard "fuck me,fuck me, fuck me" he looked in the room and saw the bird in its cage. he walked back out to the living room shaking his head. the man who owned the bird started to blush and said " u heard my bird didnt u" the preacher answered " yes i did, but i think i know something that might help. i have a bird too and all it dose is sit quitely in its cage with its wings together in front of its face like its praying maybe if we put the two of them toge

Clicky Right Here
I need just ONE person to step up and help make a difference. Sign up at this free charity site ... there are alot of good causes that YOU can help out. Just by placing a banner on your page, the sponsor of your choice will donate their money to the cause of your choice (there are so many) for ever hit count.(as in every time someone see your banner) It doesn't hurt...I promise. ...What am I gonna get from you signing up? Well it will mean that I've raised 2,000 pts (2000 hits) ...So I get a PINK BALL, yep that's all. And the self gratification knowing that I did my small part to help out a charity. :) CLICK the link below to SIGN UP or just HELP OUT MY CHARITY of choice by clicking my cause banner. DO SOMETHING GOOD Zevadel invites you to SocialVibe.com MY CHARITY CAUSE

What Do Men Want In A Woman?
A man approached me recently and made the following comment: "I really like the way you carry yourself. You appear so humble, never talking, always quietly going about your business. I would really like to get to know you better." Ladies, if a man is attracted to you because you appear humble and quiet, is it fair to suppose he just might be looking for a yes woman or even worse, a doormat? Gentlemen, do you believe that you can have a woman as a real life PARTNER without hearing her opinions and having her share in the decisio-making process? Quite frankly, I was appalled beyond words that a man could approach me on such a basis - My first degree is in Psychology, which means I listen well, AND when it's my turn to talk, I like being listened to. People, tell me, am I out of touch with the real world or what? Or am I right in thinking "Sorry, no footwiping allowed here"?

Misconceptions Regarding Vampires
There are many misconceptions about this site, vampiric people in general, and the things in which we discuss that are easily explained if one would but take the time to read through the materials provided. Seeing as that does not happen near as often as people who come and immediately make up their mind in opposition, this article will attempt to highlight some of the most common errors made when approaching this subject for the first time. Much more detailed information on these topics can be found by reading through the rest of the materials provided on the domain. Misconception: Vampires are undead; are corpses; are immortal. Truth: Real life vampires are normal, every-day people from ALL walks of life, race, background, religion who work normal jobs, have normal families and live normal lives. They are neither immortal, nor all-powerful. Misconception: Vampires can not enter sunlight; are harmed/killed by running water, crosses and garlic; live in coffins, etc. Truth: Real

Misery In My Mind
Misery In My Mind This life is very frustrating for it has no purpose. I am a human and humans have no purpose. We just exist for some unapparent reason. I am not proud to be a human for I want to have a purpose sure I have an end goal I'd like to change the world for the better but a goal is not a purpose. Even if I declared my end goal as my purpose in life I would never fulfill it; because in the end being a human the most destructive species on this Earth I will never make up for what I destroyed. Does this mean that indeed I do have a purpose and that purpose is destruction? If it is I'd rather not have a purpose for destruction is so negative it is so depressing it is so violent and grotesque. I find life to be full of agonizing frustration. I am frustrated by my lack of purpose. I feel as though I am trapped in the Earth and can't get out. I need to know that there is a genuine reason for why I am here and that that reason is a positive one. I need to feel like I have meaning

I Am Pagan
I Am Pagan by Selena Fox I am Pagan. I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, the Plants, the Elements, and Stars are my relatives. Other humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, genders, sexual orientations, ages, nationalities, religions, lifestyles. Planet Earth is my home. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to discover and play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect. I am Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year. I celebrate with singing, dancing, feasting, rituals, and in other ways. I celebrate each turn of the Wheel with personal spiritual practices and by taking part in community festivals. Samhain, commonly known as Halloween, is a time for gazing into the future and for paying homage to my Ancestors and other loved o

Palmistry
Palm-reading is a worthwhile talent that an unfortunately small amount of people know how to do. So, under careful research, this article was written so that anyone who wants to can be a palm-reader. However, there are more than just lines on your hand. Your fate and personality can also revolve around your hands, fingers, thumb, and more. So please, immerse yourself in this timeless knowledge. Steps Look at the shape of your hand. The shape of your hand can tell you much about your future and your life. There are five specific hand shapes, all with different meanings. The Pointed Hand: This hand is characteristic of it's delicacy and grace. It has an almond shape where it is wider and round at the base (near the wrist) and narrows as it reaches the top (your fingers). It is possible that your thumb may also be quite long and flexible. The hand is usually pale in color, and the lines of the palm aren't very deep. Likely characteristics of this person - Less of a doer; appreciat

My Fantasy #2
As you walk through the door, you stand there staring at me, as i set in the chair by the fire place reading my book, with just a button down shirt and my boy shorts on. I could feel your eyes glazing over every inch of my body. Feeling the heat of your stare, thats almost as intense as the heat coming from the fire place. As i close my book and rise from the chair, you move closer towards me with the look of want & hunger in your eyes. You finally approach me and take me slowly in your arms. As you kiss me so slow, soft, & seductively, your hands explore every inch of my body from my shoulders to my waist. You pull your self away from my lips reluctantly, an our eyes meet once again. As we stare at each other our hunger for one another grows stronger. You slowly undo the buttons on my shirt, an slide it off my shoulders. It falls gently to the floor as you softly caress me. The soft, gentle touch of your hands as they caress my breasts, makes my heart start to pound faster. I wan

Onyx
FUBAR: 'home.php' rendered in 0.12 seconds on machine '183'. My Server: "profile.html" rendered in: 0.018773 Seconds on machine: Onyx Just because my code is better doesn't mean you had to delete my blogs. Communists....

Posts
Its always good to prepare I found this Article on BBC I thought this could come in handy, I don't think we would ever have Nuclear attack... But just in case heres a report made in the 1970's just released to help to prepare if we ever are in a nuclear attack... Its always good to prepare Pass this to Friends and Family Thankyou Marly ** BBC nuclear bomb script released ** A BBC broadcast script written in the 1970s for use after a nuclear attack is published. http://news.bbc.co.uk/go/em/fr/-/2/hi/uk_news/7648042.stm All Poems have been written by me and are all copywritten From 1997-2008 ((Except the first and last line of "My Life")) ((My Life's calling, Setting Fires)) Let me know what you think... "MY ONE TRUE LOVE" You changed my way of thinking. Made me want to become more of a person then who I was then. You opened me up to experience new things. You engulfed my soul. You gave me strength to not be afraid to explore from inside to out.

My Work.
I hear the trumpet sound But no one's arriving I hear the cries for a savior But its not Christ they're yearning What of a world that seeks love no longer? What of a world that finds pride in anger? All I know is I cannot pray while you cry so selfishly When you know it's the fire that will make you stronger Justify As the child raises his hand against his mother Criticize While we silently betray each other Walking with legs that yearn a different direction I cry to you for a different version of this disaster For the evil that has raised us towards separation No longer has the power Yet I lie here naked with no shadow And the fire I have lit seems to grow so dim So tell me again where is this serenity you speak of? Lead me away from sin. Drawn out once again To be measured by a scale that is beyond my comprehension You call me out yet I do not listen But I certainly feel the tension.. Of the solace that is apathy A madness which caresses my spine Fo

A Word...or Reality?
true love One entry found. Main Entry: true·love Listen to the pronunciation of truelove Pronunciation: ..ˈtrü-ˌləv.. Function: noun Date: 14th century : one truly beloved or loving : sweetheart *Yep..there it is...call it magic..or fairy dust...lightening...etc...no games or rules...simple...and straight forward....never gonna settle for anything less....*smirks

What Color Hair
Your Hair Should Be Red You are a passionate person... both in love and in life. You have many causes that are important to you. You can be very intense. You are very fiery. You speak up, and you don't mince words. You also have a very flamboyant personality. You love to show off. You are both eccentric and expressive. You like to share your unique point of view. You can become quite impassioned. So impassioned that you can seem a little overbearing. What Color Hair Should You Have?

Yummy!
Satin knew he was heading her way. He had called her earlier before she had gotten home to leave a short and to the point message on her answering machine saying, "Be ready at midnight. I will be there." He left no name and no return number cause he didn't have to. She knew his voice anywhere. The anger and resentment she felt at his domination made her want to leave the house to make sure she missed their appointment, But then the lust and slight fear of punishment made her slowly get ready to accept him. Satin always had been an independent woman till she had met her Master a year ago. He had come into her life when relationships with other men seems to boring to even try to find anyone more then an occasional sex partner. She had meet him at a party, feeling his eyes watching her as she had fun with her friends and teased all the men around without caring about their feelings. Her attitude toward men made her pity them, which caused her teasing to sometimes be almost out of ou

Looking For A Slave Girl For Me N My Lover
I am very friendly and sexual, looking for a slave girl for me n my lover so if u r a girl/lady, aged between 19 - 35 feel free to contact me, u must have photos and salutes and u must be bisexual, willing to do all the kinky stuff and obey me and my lover, and we will take care of ur desires. Waiting for you to contact me xoxo Kitten

Bbw Lovers--roll Call
Hey Sexy BBWs I need to do roll call.. just to check in and see how everyone is doing.. plus I don't have everyone in my folder ripped like I need too. so please stop by and say hi.. thanks Chocolate Bunny...

Robot Child
Will we ever in our lifetimes see a thinking robot like the ones we see in the movie AI. Where a robot boy is created to replace a real child. If we could, would we want a child that was good and obeyed us with out question. lol ok moms there are times when that would seem like the perfect solution but lets face it we have kids so that we can in a way live on past our years, Our children carry our genetic code and we nurture them they take on some of our characteristics and look similar to us and they make us laugh and surprise us in little ways we can be proud of what they achieve and share in their growth. We and others see us in them, and in a way when we are gone, a little of us goes with them and lives on. If we believe the soul lives on and that we have lived other lives you may believe as I do that they carry the seeds of our past locked away within them and in rare instances perhaps many lives from today we will remember something will unlock those deeply hidden memories.

My First Blog
well this is my first blog...i dont really know what to say...im a single mom. i got a 2 yr old little boy. and at the present time living with my sister in law while my brother is in iraq...its only temperary but i love it for now. i get to see my nephews and niece its awesome but still can wait to get out of here. all i ever do is work and watch kids all day long and only get time to myself like never...lol its all good tho im to used to it that im going to go nuts the next week hoildays as my sister in law and the kids will be gone so it will only be my son and i here all by ourselves...for a month and a half that is going to freak me out. im not used to living by myself...but its ok i'll survive...so well i have no clue what else to say if i sound interesting to ya, hit me up i shout like all the time... chow for now.

Lies ... All Lies
hear bout the land slide,... wonder if the homeowner realizes that the reason why it slid was due to a water main break. oh wait, god for bid,... the city would have to pay for that... wonder how gulable the homeowners who live there are going to be , until they realize that the city fock'd up. wonder how long the city is going to make excuses and blame the homeowners before they say , oops our bad.....

Nsfw
Hi! Well if your reading this then that means your interested in seeing my pics. Well I have alot more pics that I want to put up but I need a VIP to add them all. So I will make ANYONE a deal. You get me a VIP and you will be in my fam FOREVER with access to any and every pic of me. Again, 1 month VIP and your in my fam for life! Note: If you harass me, stalk me, threaten me, or anything of the sort, then you will be kicked from my fam. Other than that there will be NO way that I will drop you from my fam. So let me know what you think! Becky!

Funny
Life its a pretty funny thing if you ask me. It can go away at any time without giving you warning. Life deals us cards and we play them sometimes carelessly other times safe. It can place a big impact on you or others that come around sometimes they may not even realize it until its too late. You can't fight life cause you will never win. You can live life to the fullest and never take it for granted and then maybe just maybe when it begins to fade on you then you will allow it to take its process without regrets. Often people don't realize how precious life can be, many think "oh i have tomorrow" but they don't realize tomorrow may never come. Love like there is no tomorrow,sing,dance be silly like it will be your last chance in life to do these things that so many take for granted. Take the chance so many fear to take and then at their wits end regret not stepping forward to take that chance that just might make you happy. Life a funny thing, can be good to you one second and at the

Random Thoughts
i honestly dont know what to do. i want to move after the situation with my parents. i am 20 years old and still living at home. its okay, but i wanna start somewhere new. its been crazy running around Nebraska when im not even near home and i want to go back. which i plan on it in December. hopefully explore a lil on the way there. THANK YOU to everyone who has talked to me about the shit that has been going on the last week i really appreciate it a TONS! what in the hell do you do when u really like someone? you tell them well duh i did that! and it had a good out come im just scared of what could happen

A Letter To Senator Obama
A letter to Senator Obama This letter deserves circulation. There are millions who feel the same way. Interesting and perhaps indisputable points. For some reason, liberals really detest this letter, and they see hate in the words rather than facts and opinions. Keep it moving till the election. Send to everyone and hope that all will at least read some of it. Dear Mr. Obama: It is August 30, 2008. My name is Mark Gregg. I am a 50 something, conservative white male. I have followed your campaign closely, including the speeches you and others made at the democratic national convention. I am respectfully providing you with seven simple reasons why I could never vote for you. I believe that many people share my opinion. I do think that there needs to be an awakening to the fact that you are not a (the) messiah that the media and liberal Hollywood entertainers are trying to portray you as. 1. I hear your mantra of change, change, and change. Yet, you picked a l

A Good Laugh
NOTE: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili cook-off about the time the rodeo comes to town. It takes up a major portion of the parking lot at the Astrodome. The notes are from an inexperienced chili taster named Frank, who was visiting Texas from the East Coast: Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking directions to the Budweiser truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tasting, So I accepted." Here are the scorecards from the event: Chili # 1 Mike's Maniac Mobster Monster Chili J

Shattered
Last night I cried myself to sleep, and the phone call that I very well deserved I never got..What was I thinking?? Wow, I let someone in and they left me torn apart. How am I suppose to explain this to the ones that mean the most to me? Looks like I'll be wearing long sleeves for awhile. As if someone else hurting you isn't enough. Why is it that when you get hurt, you feel the need to take it out on yourself? Is there a pill that you can take to not remember??? Maybe my doc needs to up my dose. I'm cancelling my cardioligist appointment, right now, I dont care what is going on with me. I thought my words mattered...hell I thought I mattered. Boy was I sadly mistakened. I use to think that the internet can kill a relationship....that's not true, when someone is happy with what they have, then the internet means nothing. Make that a lesson learned. People use the three little words way too lightly. I dont believe that they should be said unless they are true, but I cant control the wor

Fantasies Written By Others
I was one of those young guys who always dropped pencils in class, dreamed about hiding in the girls locker room at the pool, and thought about sex 25 hours a day. Did I do anything about it? Never! I had no line, no guts, and was incredibly shy. Even in the Air Force, I ran from sure things, twice. Once in a girl's apartment in Minnesota, my arriving to take her roller skating while she was still showering was followed by her coming into the living room in a fur coat, plopping herself down on the opposite end of the couch, and demurely opening the coat for my approval. I clearly remember thinking, while I was running down the stairs from her apartment, that she was beautiful and I was very dumb. A couple of years later I went to fix a phone for a young officers wife at a base in Louisiana. While I was checking the lightening protector at the bottom of the basement stairs, she sat on the top step. Legs open. Robe mostly open. A crystal clear, absolute, bona fide invitation. By then, at

Just Another Day
why dont people listen when u say back up why is it when u have plans crap always happends but ya know when everything eles fails you just say f it do what you gota do anyway it doesnt matter what everyone eles wants its what u want and only you but ya know screw the world your life is your life

Honor The Fallen #7
NO PICTURE Army Pvt. 2 Giovanny Maria 19, of Queens, New York City; assigned to the 10th Mountain Division, Fort Drum, N.Y., killed Nov. 29, 2001, by a non-combat weapons discharge in Uzbekistan. Died: November 29, 2001

Honor The Fallen #9
Army Master Sgt. Jefferson D. Davis 39, of Watauga, Tenn.; assigned to 3rd Battalion, 5th Special Forces Group, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in a friendly fire bombing on Dec. 5, 2001, in Afghanistan. Died: December 05, 2001

:d
A husband emerged from the bathroom naked and was climbing into bed when his wife complained, as usual, 'I have a headache.' 'Perfect,' her husband said.' I was just in the bathroom powdering my penis with crushed aspirin. You can take it orally, or as a suppository, it's up to you. A cruise on the Pacific goes all wrong, the ship sinks, and there are only 3 Survivors; Bob, Tom and Debbie. They manage to swim to a small island and they live there for a couple of years doing what's natural for men and women to do. After several years of casual sex, all the time, Debbie felt absolutely horrible about what she was doing. She felt having sex with both Bob and Tom was so immoral and bad that she killed herself. It was tragic, but Bob and Tom managed to get through it. After a while, Bob and Tom's resistance to nature's urgings waned, and the inevitable happened. Well, a couple more years went by and Bob and Tom began to feel absolutely horrible about what they w

For My Master Jk Yall
Forbidden fruit: I crave the taste of your kiss like a forbidden fruit. My mind says run and my heart says don't deny you I can picture eternity in your arms, just the two of us in your dark world. I am but a moth drawn to the flame, will it burn me or will I live in eternal bliss. We are but 1 soul it seems when we talk, your ability to break down my walls is unheard of. So long i have hidden my true self from the world, it is unsettling how you see through me. I long to hear your voice, to taste your tongue, for you to pull me close and caress my soft skin. To make love to me in a world that is our own,you have bewitched my soul and enslaved my heart. I am your slave now and forever

Being That Girl
It was my birthday this week and i've decided it's time to make some changes. I'm tired of the way I look, the way I feel and the way people treat me. I'm tired of being passed over by decent guys who only want to be "friends". So here's a list of promises I've made to myself. 1.No more putting myself down. 2.No more laughing off cruel jokes at my expense. 3.Get this body into shape. 4.Stop settling for looser who treat me like shit 5.Cut back on the drinking. 6.Use any means possible to improve myself. 7.DARE TO BE FABULOUS! This is my testiment and my promise and because i'm motivated and determined and with a "special help" from my friend it WILL happen. And all those fubar creeps who rated me a 1 and left those stupid ignorant comments like bow wow and yikes,well, i'll have the last laugh on you.

My Life
I'M VERY SAD CUZ I WAS JUST TOLD I DON'T GET TO SEE MY BABY GIRL (SAVANNAH) ANY MORE.. BUT HER FATHER GET TO SEE HER AND HE IS THE ONE THAT GET HER TAKEN AWAY FROM US CUZ HE HERT HER WHEN SHE WAS 3 YEARS OLD.. BUT WHAT I FIND THAT IS SO FUCKED UP IS THAT HE GET TO STILL SEE HER.. BUT I CAN SEE HER AT ALL.. BUT ONE OF THIS DAY I WILL GET TO SEE MY BABY GIRL.. YEA I NOW I HAVE TO WHAT UNTIL SHE IS 18 YEARS OLD.. AND SHE IS ONLY 10 YEARS OLD.. BUT I WILL DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO JUST SO I CAN SEE HER.. BUT I WILL SAY THIS I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING MY BABY GIRL (SAVANNAH).. AND I WILL ALWAYS THINK OF HER AND MISS HER.. HI MY NAME IS MELISSA.. I'M 29 YEARS OLD.. I'M A MOTHER OF 4 BEAUTIFUL KIDS.. I HAVE 3 GIRLS AND 1 BOY.. THERE AGES ARE 12,11,10,6..MY KIDS ARE MY LIFE I WILL DO ANYTHING FOR MY KIDS.. I'M IN ENGAGED TO THE BEST MAN EVER.. HE IS VERY GOOD TO ME AND MY KIDS.. HE HAS 2 KIDS OF HIS OWN.. AND THERE AGES ARE 7,5.. AND THEY WILL SOON BE MY STEP KIDS.. HE HAS A BOY AND GIRL.. I LOVE T

Auctions
ITS A COUPLES AUCTION AND WE ENTERED TOGETHER THAT MEANS FOR THE PRICE OF 1 YOU GET US BOTH. COME BY AND SEE WHAT WE ARE OFFERING. MAYBE YOU'LL BE INTERESTED. THE STARTING BID IS 250K FOR BOTH OF US. JUST CLICK ON THE PIC TO GO BID. OUR OFFER!!! 1}RATE ALL PICTURES A 10{OR 11 IF VIP RECEIVED}BY BOTH OF US. 2}RATE ALL STASH BY BOTH OF US. 3}TOP FRIEND FOR A MONTH BY BOTH OF US. 4}TOP FAMILY FOR A MONTH BY BOTH OF US. 5}DAILY COMMENT BY BOTH OF US. 6}DAILY DRINK BY BOTH OF US. 7}PIMP OUT BLOG/BULLY MADE BY BOTH OF US 8}OWNED BY IN MY NAME BY BOTH OF US. OFFER MAY GO UP IF BID IS HIGH ENOUGH. IF BID GOES HIGH ENOUGH 1 SFW SALUTE WITH BOTH OF US IN IT.

The Coolest Bulletins On Fubar
Addicted to Fubar by Gary DSC We log on in the morning. We log on at night. But one thing is for sure, We all want to level, right? We're constantly rating pictures And stash too. I ask my friend to help me Because I helped you. You can rate 1 to 11. The choice is up to you. So tell me, Are you addicted to fu? We hit those red cherries As fast as we can. The bouncer tries to stop us But we show him. Freshmeat or Rockstar, At home or in your car. One thing is for certain, We're all addicted to fubar. I receive lots of drinks And lots of gifts. If this was real life, I would be rich! So little time, So much to do. I'll admit it, I'm addicted to fu. It's a great place to meet friends. Hang out and play. I don't get no sleep at night. Thanks BabyJ! I can't stop, It's like a disease. I can't logout, Somebody help me please! So take it easy And take it slow. After you reach the end, There's nowher

Articles
Jon Kelly is an experiential researcher known for his studies of secret backwards messages encoded in human speech along with the production of spiritual phenomena recorded on camera. A popular guest in the media, his unique catalogues of audio and photographic materials have been featured on over 1000 international radio and television programs. Following is an interview Jon gave to American Chronicle on their series "On the Road to Roswell and Burlington 2008 RNN: Jon, thank you for doing this interview. I want to get right at it, so let's being with the question: Are there secret unconscious messages hidden backwards in human speech? KELLY: Yes there are and we can detect these messages with the help of a digital audio editing workstation. Most people know about Freudian slips that occur when the unconscious mind takes temporary control of the speech organs. People may end up saying things they later regret but these slips are involuntary on their part. For example,

Stuff Ive Written
This is the sound of a heart spread too thin spent the treasure buried with in given out all hes got wishing he was someone he is not beating his head against the wall hoping this isn't his final fall picking wounds open not to let heal letting them bleed just to feel giving self is the greatest gift watching his life turn to ashes he will sift fuck it all and get it all back this motherfuckers about to snap.... killing himself killing his fears what blood is spent will be payed back in tears the tears of regret are cutting deep they return to haunt him in his sleep hes tired from being the damned fears the slaughter for being The lamb! giving self is the greatest gift watching his life turn to ashes he will sift fuck it all and get it all back this motherfuckers about to snap.... death is coming from a far mourning his life from the dark curled in the corner for all to see wishing they all would let him be crying on the inside looking strong but

Auto11s To Godmother!
Auto11s ON to Godmother! Hi Peeps...I am hoping to Level to Godmother today! Would love to see you there! Also saving up fubucks for Spotlight! Come enjoy the big points and help a Fu~ Thank you...xoxoxoxo ~heart

Nsfw
Some clown comes into my photos today after this pic has been in my folder for almost a month now and the bouncers never marked it as NSFW but some wanker decides "oh lets have a report day on pics" and what do ya know BINGO the bouncers are up me ass and therefore send me the lovely message One of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of fubar. You can define a new primary photo and background photos by clicking on images link. Continued violation of 'fubar' policy, will result in your account being deleted without warning. Click here for reported image. WTF is up with some ppl are ya jealous of the person or the persons pic at the time ya viewed and reported? get a go

Twisted World
Throughout this twisted world of hatred there is a certain thing which is pure and true.... This is Love .. no matter how far you go or how long you search, you will always find Love no matter where you are.

My Homless Experience
I had an unfortunate assurance when I caused my own downfall by opening my mouth too wide and putting my whole foot and leg in it. I regret that I didn't utilize the self control I have preached to others. I look at my loss of my temper or let my temper get the better of me it still equates to the same thing, I should have found some way to refrain my comments with such a blunt way. I do not consider myself one who is in control all the time butt I try to give people some idea of what I would do. Well, my experience started that regretful night at about 6 pm an awful time to put someone out, it was not surprising but still it wasn't enjoyable to say the least.(not like anyone plans to do these things) I had to ask my mother who was at the time renting a room with someone related to the family of her grandson and strangely enough related also to my ex-girlfriend which I forgot to mention who was the one who kicked me out. She will not like that I am writing this but it is not to cause

Unforgotten Words
A thousand lights, A brilliant hue, A few words, That only begin to describe you, And words I haven't got, Because you've stolen them, From my heart, They're yours to keep, For words cannot describe you, And dreams are there to stay, As I look into your eyes, I see something, Or feel this world has never known, And remember the memories, That never did once die, I turn again, Searching for those eyes, That hold the words, I search for those eyes, And they're right there, Looking and searching for me.

New Lounge To Come See!!!
Come one come all to the newest lounge Gateway between Heaven and Hell cool music talk about anything...just no drama!...make new friends..maybe even more:P and listen to good music that the djs are playing no bouncers just me and some staff...no so called silly promoters...or greeters everyone greets you as they please!!! come enjoy a relaxed atmosphere where even the most unlike could possibly be liked....SEE YOU THERE

Twas
Miss Beatrice, The church organist, Was in her eighties And had never been married. She was admired for her sweetness And kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor Came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her old Hammond organ, The young minister Noticed a cute glass bowl Sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled With water, And in the water Floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned With tea and scones, They began to chat. The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity About the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it got the better of him and he could no longer resist. 'Miss Beatrice', he said, 'I wonder if you would tell me about this?' Pointing to the bowl. 'Oh, yes,' she replied, 'Isn't it wonderful? I was walking through The Park a few months ago And I found this little package On the ground. The directions said To place it on the organ, Keep it wet an

Every One Else Is Doing It
Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute? 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me:

My Rants...
Now let me just say first that I like tattoos if they are done well and don't just look like a blob of ink. That having been said, what's with all the ugly boob tattoos on this site? A big black tattoo on top of your boob that looks like it was done by a nearsighted drunk with shaky hands is not hot ladies. So please give it a little thought before you choose to get inked. When you're 80 you'll thank me. :)

Horoscope For 12/8 Virgo
The Three of Swords card suggests that dwelling on past pain, heartbreak or loss leaves you vulnerable to further attack or reopens old wounds. It can ultimately consume you, particularly if it is your own heart that has betrayed you. Thoughts of getting even will make things worse. Taking each betrayal or loss too personally becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy so that when you do finally let down your guard and trust again, you find yourself embroiled in the same emotional drama you vowed to avoid. Being on the defensive or carrying a chip on your shoulder practically ensures tension or wounded pride and your self-esteem may suffer as a result. Certain loss is irrevocable. The ensuing crisis can be a turning point for your relationship or love life, but only if you are willing to let go and take a chance. for Tuesday, December 9: You're feeling pretty communicative right now and it's a very good time for you to talk up your latest bright idea. Even your most skeptical supervisor

Taking A Vacation
Im going to be leaving fubar for awhile not sure if I will be back or not. This site has caused me trouble once and I left. Well since then I have made a new account and again Im getting myself in trouble. So until I can get my prioities in order I am leaving.... thanks to all my REAL friends

About Me
Hiya this about me me me and a little more about me ;) the craziest sexiest DJ on FUBAR lol no serious Im a DJ for sixth sense the coolest lounge on fubar, im 40 and from the UK i suffer with BI-Polar and get loads of help and support from my friends on Fubar hope i can add you to that list :)

Fun Stuff
Only a person in Texas could think of this. From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Austin, Texas after last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--,flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At last, whe

"but The Heart Knew..."
“But the Heart Knew…” I wasn’t looking, I wasn’t searching Not seeking someone, or so I said… I was a blind man, lost in darkness No ray of light, I could not see But the heart knew, and it whispered Then it demanded, louder still And when the heart spoke, I had to listen It knew of you, it knew of you… I wasn’t starving, I wasn’t hungry Not needing food, to fill my soul Without a craving, without a longing Long denied, lost to time But the heart knew, and it whispered Then it demanded, louder still And when the heart spoke, I had to listen It knew of you, it knew of you… I wasn’t drifting, I wasn’t floating Lost at sea, without a map I wasn’t dreaming, of my New World A place to live, a place to grow But the heart knew, and it whispered Then it demanded, louder still And when the heart spoke, I had to listen It knew of you, it knew of you… I wasn’t hurting, I wasn’t empty All alone, in the night I wasn’t injured, seeking healing Not needing he

Men
The Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. Anything we said 6

I Remember
I remember ur kisses,Ur body next to mine, I remember ur eyes,And how they looked at mine, I remember how ud say u loved me, I remember how ud say u missed me. I remember everything,how it was,When ud be @ work and how I missed u sooo much. I remember the time when u were by my side, I regret the things I kept inside. I regret the things I didnt do. If id done it all so right,I know 2day, Id still be with you.....

New Years Anti Resolution
Tell me, what did i ever do to you to require my changing each year? Am I so bad that i need to be changed each January 1st for you to like me or continue liking me? Didn't you like me to begin with? Or was there one or more caveats put on your liking me? Did you tell yourself, "I'll like you until the first of next year unless you remain the same."? Do you have requirements that each January i must change at least a little for our friendship to continue? What if I like me and have no intentions of changing? When January 2nd rolls around will you cease having any contact with me? Will you "disown" me as a friend and avoid me at all costs? Or will you simply be polite to me in that distant manner that everyone is capable of? WELL I'M NOT CHANGING! Kiss my ass. It's taken me this long to get where i am and I'm not changing for any of you fuckers. Sure, I'm not perfect. I've never deluded myself into thinking that i am. I have many flaws, but flaws are what make us unique. I'v

Fu - Own Me !!
I recently noticed I been getting Fu - owened. And I think its kinda cute and funny. SO for all who are interested get into the game. And try your best to make me yours. Thats right, FU - OWN me. Lets see the fun and games begin .

Poems
I thought you felt the same way. When we held each other I prayed you would stay. I loved the way you looked at me. I guess it just wasn't meant to be. I thought you loved me undesirably. Didn't you know you were my everything. You were all I thought about. In my mind there was no doubt. Now I see your not in love. It wasn't something from above. You're with her now and you're happy. I'm the one who's mopey and sappy. That's ok though because if I had to pick the one to suffer I'm glad it was me. I love you more than ever. My love for you will never go away. But to tell you that I would never say. It's so hard to let you go. But it's now time to move on slow. So this is my goodbye. My darling, my love, my only one. for This is the last time I will cry. What we thought was love and happiness? Is now gone all that's left is to move on. Say goodbye and walk away. Take your wounded pride put it aside. The game of love you have lost. Your broken heart

Deaths Lullaby
I walked silently between the tree's in this dream. In the distance death gleamed at me. Death pointed his hand of fate, your life this day I must take! ...so when you wake and I am gone, hold me in your heart! My soul is gone with Death's enticing song. I know its short..

Emotional Nudity
Take your soft and loving hands and Remove the mantle of mistrust from my shoulders. Softly unbutton the silken gown Of regret from my skin. Come my love and remove the veil Of heartache from my face and Kiss these lips that were ordained only for you. Confiscate the jewels of deception from My arms neck and ears-discard my fears. Feel the fabric of the chemise Of my misgivings and set me free from it. Kiss my naked shoulders honeyed with newfound faith Liberated from doubt and the threat of neglect and obscurity. My darling go further south and Remove the thongs of this world's Hatred and prejudice from my hips and slide Them slowly down to the floor where they can be no more. Undress me until I am stripped bare of The world's evil and tainted essence until like The day of my birth, I emerge beautiful untouched- unpoisoned. Let this nude daughter of Eve stand Before you liberated from the negative- Pure and positive and

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I have finally moved, but still do not have access to the internet at home. So when I do get a chance to jump on it is quick & fast...but it is usually daily & sometimes several times a day! I promise I will return all the love I can to each & everyone of you :) and ready to rockkkkkk!!! let's see if the fu can handle me!

What My Star Taught Me
I sit out here, miles from everything, and I thank my stars for being where I am … and who I am. There’s adequate turmoil in the populated world. I’m glad it hasn’t found my little neck of the woods yet. Of course, I didn’t always live out here next to Great Spirit. A short time ago, I was part of the rat race I dislike so much. But now? Well, there’s just me, my dog, my snug cabin, and a view back to the previous century. As I sit on my willow rocker, strumming an old acoustic guitar, I wait for night to fall so I can watch my special star rise into the clean and clear sky. This particular special star became mine only a few days ago. Before that, it was just an ordinary star, one of several trillion flickering in the great darkness that surrounds my place after the sun leaves us for the day. One night, it just seemed to flicker a little brighter; kind of winked at me; and we’ve been on the same plain ever since. Why this star picked me out of all the good citizens

Chaotic Nightmare
For two years you were my world My lover, Best friend, and everything I ever needed I gave you everything you wanted and more was there for you no matter where you were All you gave me was a lie what you needed to show to keep me stringing along I thought that losing you was the worst thing that could ever happen to me and now I realize it's the best thing for me I've learned about who I am, and excatly what I want in a man Sad part is your too young to tell that life your living is nothing but hell I wish you the best in everything that you do but I can honestly say that I am over you I loved a person that never was, a lie that was nothing but pretend and decite I don't love you now I love who I thought you were and you taught me everything I never knew. You taught me about what i deserve and I hope that you figure out that your game you play...well your gonna lose.

Ex's
i meet a man in real life (sbharleyrider) and we had a wonderful time for the first several months that we hung out. everything was very casualy no stings attached no expectations. i discovered that he had an internet problem (or whatever the fuck u wanna call it)when he got on the net while i was at his house and was looking at pics of nasty gross ladies (no offense, but some of ya all must not have mirrors in your house, or be blind or something). after we were more serious, i asked to to at least not go on Fubar while i was at his house, he did but i had to remind him several times to get the fucl off. maybe i would not have minded but i was not getting what i needed. he would tell the chics on the net how much he wanted to lick them, when i was not getting licked AT ALL, was hardly getting fucked at all. i am submissive i would have done ANYTHING that he wanted and he did nothing with this. nothing except tell chics on the net that he had a sub to make himself seem sexy, manly

R.i.p Alex Keith Gary..everyone Please Take Time To Look At This
Friday January 16th will be the day we finally lay Alex Keith Gary To rest.He was such a good loving young man...Alex i will always remember you...and we all will miss you with every beat of our hearts not a minute of each passing day will we ever forget you..Make sure you take care of Uncle Bruce or should i say make sure he takes care of you lol?...We love and Miss you Terribley....July 18th 1993-January 11th 2009Reading, Mich. - Alex Keith Gary, 15, of Reading, died Sunday, Jan. 11, 2008, in Fort Wayne, Ind. from injuries sustained in a snowmobile accident in Branch County. He was born July 18, 1993 in Coldwater and was a 9th grade student at Reading High School. He enjoyed hunting, fishing, football, basketball, mechanics and belonged to a muzzle loading group. Alex was kind-hearted, a hard worker, and enjoyed making people laugh. Survivors include his mother Mamie Sue (Webster) Robison of Reading, father Robert Gary of Reading, grandparents Karen (Scott) Dietrich of Reading, John

Stolen From: Craven, Poetic, Clowns, Sherry & Mel... Yes I Am Going To Be A Sheep
If you were to introduce me to someone, what would you say? This should be fun. Pass this along and see what YOU get back. Yes I am going to be a sheep, which is not like me at all

Angel
here Will Always Be A Place Down Deep Inside My Heart, A Special Place Where Only You Will Occupy That Part. I Will Always Remember All The Beauty And The Grace, Your Smile As Bright As Sunshine And Your Beautiful Angelic Face. The Way Your Body Felt As I Held You Close To Me, In My Heart And In My Soul Is Where You'll Always Be. God Gave Me An Angel To Call My Very Own, Now We'll Always Be Together From This Moment On.

Just Me Rambling
Girfriend's Revenge > A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. > While they're > sitting there having a good time together, she starts > talking about this > really great new drink. > The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets and > starts trying > to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he > gives in and > lets her order the drink for him. The Bartender brings the > drink and > puts the following items on the bar: > > A salt shaker, > A shot of Baileys, > A shot of lime juice. > > The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman > explains. > 'First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue,next > you drink the shot > of Baileys and hold it in your mouth,and finally you drink > the lime > juice.' So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and > please her, goes for > it. > > He puts the salt on his tongue........ salty, but OK. > > He drinks the shot of Baileys and holds it in his > mouth........smooth, > ric

Laugh I Dare You
First god created earth, then he rested... Then he created man, then he rested... Then he created women and no one has rested since! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A pastor explained to his congregation that the church was in need of some extra money, so he asked them to consider being more than generous. He offered that whoever gave the most would be able to pick three hymns. After the offering plates were passed about the church, the pastor glanced down and noticed that someone had graciously offered a $1,000 bill. He was so excited that he immediately shared his joy with his congregation and said he'd like to personally thank the person who placed the money in the plate. A very quiet, elderly, saintly lady in the back of the church shyly raised her hand. The pastor asked her to come to the front, so she slowly she made her way towards him. The pastor told her how wonderful it was that she gave so much, and in thanks he aske

When Best Friends Love
You entered my life like a gentle sigh, like a quiet breeze blowing softly through the leaves. You were a stranger first, one who laughed freely and easily, who spoke of minor intimacies and common grounds, who made me feel strangely liked and valued. You became my friend, no longer a stranger, trusting me with secrets hidden, confiding what you liked and hated. We talked and laughed and, as time passed by, I grew more and more dependent upon your smile. From strangers to friends was just a baby step, a step a thousand others take every day. Without your trust and trusting ways, without your smiles and encouraging gaze, I would never have taken the step beyond. But the gentle breeze blowing through the leaves is relentless and never ending. We became closer friends, and closer still, until much of my life was centered around the times we spent together. We traveled far along the path of friendship, avoiding the bumps somehow, never stumbling, always in step wi

Realtionships
well lets see im sick of hearing bout realtionships so im going to speank my opiniosn bout them. well lets see i believe a realtionship is a part thing bothe the guy and guy must agree, get along, care for each other equally. same goes for guy with guys, or girls with girls. I also believe that a realtionship can work if it long distance can work, and work out better then realtionships of those the cpoupel live close to each other. i believe that a realtionship is a mutual thing both have to have the same feeling and etc. im sure this blog makes no sense but it not the point.

Divorce Letter
Dear Connie, I know the counselor said we shouldn't contact each other during our "cooling off" period, but I couldn't wait anymore. The day you left, I swore I'd never talk to you again. But that was just the wounded little boy in me talking. Still, I never wanted to be the first one to make contact. In my fantasies, it was always you who would come crawling back to me. I guess my pride needed that. But now I see that my pride's cost me a lot of things. I'm tired of pretending I don't miss you. I don't care about looking bad anymore. I don't care who makes the first move as long as one of us does. Maybe it's time we let our hearts speak as loudly as our hurt. And this is what my heart says: "There's no one like you, Connie." I look for you in the eyes and breasts of every woman I see, but they're not you. They're not even close. Two weeks ago, I met this girl at Flamingos and brought her home with me. I don't say this to hurt you, but just to illustrate the depth of my desperati

Trust
Trust is a very precious thing. When you trust someone, It means sharing part of your soul. For some, trust is not easily given; It takes time and comes in small pieces. Once given, trust is a powerful tool That creates binding ties. To have trust broken is an agonizing thing. It's as if someone Has smothered a piece of your soul. Your self-esteem suffers a blow It may never recover from. You find yourself in a pit of blackness, Full of despair and self-pity. Yet, somewhere in your mind There is a light. You will find strength to recover And, God willing, you will trust again.

Stuff
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Leaving Fubar
am leaving fubar thur as iv passed all my test and will be heading out on road mon.As i will be gone for up to 3 weeks at a time i wont be around. Also i have to delete fubar as i have some friends staying at the house to look after my dog and they have 2 kids 11&13(boys)and i dont think they want them to find this place.I want to thank all my fubar fiends for being my friends and i have had a great time.All you great looking ladys ate the best and some day i hope to be back when i can get with a co. that will allow me to be home more often. My best wishes to all at fubar i will miss you all. rick (nascardei) GO JR. after being gone for 3 weeks i have spent this week checking out almost all of my over 300 friends. i have rated all the new pica that were posted while i was gone and for the very few of you that responed back i thank you.(you know who you are!)for that reason i have made a list of my friends that i will look up when i get back in about 7-8 weeks.need this long road trip

Respect
You know, the thing that pisses me off more than anything in the world. Is people's lack of respect. More specifically, men in general. When it's blatantly obvious that someone they know is ' with ' someone else, certain douche bags have a tendency to not respect said parties and continue on about their business without a care in the world. That is the biggest problem with society today. And people wonder why I don't like males. * laugh * Yet another prime example why I don't...every time there's an ounce of happiness or joy in my life, someone's always there trying to fuck with it.

Saying Goodbye To Someone You Love
A few months ago I said good-bye to my best friend that I could have counted on for so many years. She was someone who could finish my sentences, laugh at the most dumbest jokes, we could talk for hours on end. I think about all the smiles I worn when I was with her, but my smiles have now turned into a frown. My best friend was my Aunt, she passed away from cancer. She was there the day I was born and held me, I was there the day she passed and I held her. My tears seem to keep flowing inside my tired eyes each day I am feeling more distance my sadness pulls me further from happiness I seek,thinking to myself I've lived in a box my whole life I don't want to spend the rest of my living years in one anymore. Since her death now whenever I'm worried I ask her for guidance and I swear that she has helped me profoundly. I now feel that although I have endured an emotional darkness more intense and shattering than some people have gone though it is not the pain that has chang

Fubars "most" Finest Info
These rules apply to new and existing members unless otherwise specified. If you have any questions or concerns, please use the comments section below and a member of management will contact you to discuss any and all problems you may have. 1. For new/exisiting members: You are REQUIRED to post a salute to the FUBAR's MOST FINEST page. This salute needs to be sent to Colonel for approval and posting. If you do NOT follow this directive, you will be removed from the FUBAR's *MOST* Finest. THis is to ensure that there are not any fakers, posers, etc. You have two weeks when you are accepted into the group. From the time you become a member of the FINEST, you have 1 week to get your salute to Colonel. If you do not follow the specified guideline, you will be removed from the group. Again, this is to ensure that you are 1000% real. 2. All members are to have Yahoo Instant Messenger in order to effectivley communication with management. If you do not have Yahoo Instant Messenger, plea

Valentine
I have spent nights, just wondering what it really would be like to curl up in your arms at night, and I in some ways know already, because I feel you near me so often. Just thinking of climbing into bed and just feeling your naked body pressed so close against my back, your arm holding me close and feeling so content and safe in your arms and drifting into such a peaceful sleep. Waking just a few hours later to feel soft kisses on my neck, and your hand tracing patterns over my stomach...Turning my body slowly, and my right hand softly resting on your hip, I feel you move back slightly as I lay completely on my back, and gaze up at you, realizing that this is not a dream that I have had many times in the past. Reaching up and tracing the outline of your face with my fingertips, I whisper that I love you, and you in return reply. Tracing your mouth with my fingertips, feeling how soft the are, and remembering how sweet your kisses are, I move my hand to the back of your neck, and

New And Special News
well me and hollie just got back from the dr. we are having our first boy. we are both really excited. the due date is july 5th. the day befoire my deciesed grandmothers birthday that i miss so much. to all who read feel free to reply. if whats important to me isn't important to you then do yourself a favor and save me a lot of wasted time and breath to tell you to go jack a donkey... until next time.. \m/BLEED BRUTAL\m/

Life's Story
There was this girl named Nicole that lived in a small town. She was born into a loving and caring family. She had blonde hair and the deepest blue eyes you had ever seen before. Her life was goin great until she was about 12 years old.It was November 14, 1998 Nicole got up just like any other day and got ready for school. She walked down to the end of the road to catch the bus. What Nicole didnt know was that while she was at school her mother was at home packing up her bedroom. She got off the bus and started to walk up the road to her house. As she was topping the hill she noticed that all her brothers and sisters was at the house. She started to think if it was someones birthday and noone came to mind. So she didnt pay any attentaion to and opened the door and walked in. Nicole was stunned at what she saw. It was her mother sittin at the kitchen table crying. Nicole's sister walks up to her and asks her to come back to the bedroom with her. So Nicole goes back with her sister to he

Complete Pointless Surveys
Where is the boy you want most?hmmm i dont know who thats is as soon as i find them ill let you know.....What’s your last text say?"its okay" robertWould you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?been there done that wont do it again...Do you get drunk every weekend?not every weekend but most.... LOLHave you ever slept in contacts?yeah although i work for an optometrist and i shouldnt Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?doesnt matter to meLast person you hugged?ashleyWhat was the last thing you laughed out loud about?probably something last night lol i had so much fun....What did you do this weekend?glo last night with ash, ad, tosha, and everyone else, saw kummer, and matt hung out with mel thats pretty much it for nowAre you happy right now?no life sucks pretty much right nowDo you have a bad habit?lots i need to break them anyone wanna help??Were you happy when you woke up? Why?nah not so much didnt get enough sleep and missed some important texts while

Promote
TROLLING THE SCROLL BAR So you want to try and get more people into the lounge. One of the ways is to leave random comments on new profiles, but that doesn't always work. Maybe the person isn't online. Or they just got swamped with 10 other lounges doing the same thing. Or maybe there are a couple of people in the lounge but you want a couple of more to come in and party with you. I call it "Trolling the Scroll." Basically, if you're on the scroll, then you're online. And if you're online when someone says hi, then odds are that they'll be there to reply. STEP ONE: THE GREET First thing you should do is say hi. It's tacky to just drop a link, and if they are scrolling, they're online. That means you can actually talk to them, and if you're polite with them they're more likely going to reply to a "hi" than to a random link. ->Random Scrolly Person...: hi Random Scrolly Person...: hi STEP TWO: THE REASON Don't be afraid to tell them how you came to their pag

Love
I love a man who i want to spend my life with and who i have a baby girl with.. We fight over the stupiest things and i'm afraid that it wont last.. I dont wanna lose him, he is my world along with my children. I know i start some of the fights but he does too and they are all stupid shit... i dont know what to do. i know i have mood swings but im back on my meds but it takes a while for it to work... i dont wanna fight anymore or agure it hurts i want the love back i want a happy relationship and a life time of happiness with him and my kids... I'm so hurt everytime i have a bf something goes wrong i'm screwed up??? i just want the love and my old relationship back... I dont want 2 lose him I love him tooo much to see me and him go our seperate ways... i got my engagement ring i love it a nd i cant wait to be kevins wife forever There is one thing about me that no one would ever understand i would love to keep it to myself..... I may not be a open book half the time well most of the t

F You!!
all ive done is try to fit in amongst many who are very much different from i. i have also tried my best to keep my mouth shut in order to prevent drama and bullshit. with that said i need to put something out there. you once said that i will always have your attention when around. but i guess thats easier said than done. ive noticed that nothing has ever changed and that im treated the same as everyone else. i mean, opening up to someone ive never met before is a very huge task for me and to really want to share my biggest passion with you, it kills me to see the distance growing. was there ever a closeness? honestly i couldnt say now that i look back on things. then again its my fault to expect so much in so little time from a new friend when it comes down to it, i am square block trying to fit into a circular hole. no matter how much i try to nuzzle in, i just wont fit in with this group...... who the fuck are you to be calling me out? the conversation was not directed to you, abo

Thoughts
As human beings, when we fall into love, we search endlessly for symbols of it. We turn to the time-honored traditions thereof, roses, diamonds, candies and cards in an endless bid to find something, anything, that can fully express what we feel. We hope that, even if but for a fleeting moment, that something we hold can express what tomes of poetry and years and millenia of modern romance has never been able to touch. This quest pushes us to do strange and desperate things. In such a commercialized society, we spend billions of dollars buying jewelry, gifts and trinkets in a bid to express our love. We spend countless paychecks, work second jobs and put untold amounts of strain on ourselves just to prove our feelings through material things. The dirty secret of it all though is that love has no symbols. It is something that, by its very nature, defies all symbolism, especially with material possessions. The rich feel love no differently than the poor and the wealthy suffer no le

Do You Know How Much I Miss You?
Have you ever bothered to realize how much you mean to me? I care so much for you inside and miss you so deeply. I sometimes sit for hours Just to hear from you And when you never come on I’m unsure what to do I lay awake in bed sometimes With you stuck in my head Sometimes I question your feelings for me Or that your with someone else instead Sometimes I walk at night Just to gaze at a lonely star Sometimes I fall to tears Because you are so far And every now and then When I do speak to you I always get worried Incase you say our friendship is over. And do you ever wonder Just what I’m doing to And do you know Just how much I think of you Because if tomorrow doesn’t come And I haven’t spoke to you How will you ever know? Just how much I care about you! This poem was written for a certain someone and you know who you are!!!

I Don't Feel Like I Fet In
I feel like am not welcome where i work some people say hi but when i talk everyone ignores me like not even there. Why do i feel like this?? I feel like am not gd enough be apart of that lounge, so weird everyone loved me was happy when came in there when wasent staff not that i am ive noticed everyone treats me different! I feel like there pushing me way, maybe this was bad idea after all...~sighs~

Womens Health
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Type's Of Dragon's
Metallic dragons in modern fantasy are good, unlike chromatic dragons. ll dragons have the choice whether to be good or evil. But there are some general tendencies based on type. Unlike chromatic dragons, which are usually evil, metallic dragons are usually good. There are five kinds of metallic dragons: brass, bronze, copper, gold, and silver. Brass Dragons These are the most gregarious of all dragons, and are famous for their love of conversation. They crave sunlight and dry heat, so they frequent hot, arid regions, particulary sandy deserts. They like to make their lairs in high, rocky caves. Brass dragons have dull, motted brown scales at birth. As time goes on, the scales become more brassy until they reach a warm, burnished appearance. Brass dragons have supple, expressive lips. These are very useful, as they like to do lots of talking. They can breathe fire. Bronze Dragons Having a strong sense of justice, bronze dragons do not tolerate cruelty or anarchy in

Hostest Girl On Fubar??????
I AM IN A CONTEST STARTING TOMORROW @ 12PM FOR HOTTEST GIRLS ON FUBAR...IF YOU THINK I AM HOT, PLEASE CHECK ON THE PERSON HOSTING THE CONTEST, AND WILL POSTING A NEW BLOG WITH THE LINK TO MY PHOTO IN THE MORNING, TY AND HAVE A NICE DAY... HERE IS THE HOSTESS OF THE CONTEST BELOW Roxy@ fubar

His First Time Auto 11's
TAB IS A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE AND HAS HIS FIRST AUTO RUNNING, PLS GO SHOW THIS GREAT GUY SOME LOVE AND HELP YOURSELF AT THE SAME TIME...TY...TINA You know him, You love him and now he’s got AUTO 11’s…Show this sweet man some Fu-Love and rate his page hard!!! Disciple TAB@ fubar Thank You and have a Great Weekend!!!

Contest Pic
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Wtf
I cant understand why guys have to lie. Especially if youre not dating them. I have not made any action indicating that I want more than just friendship, so WTF? Why do you have to lie?I am so tired of playing games. When people ask why Im single, Im not quite sure how to respond. Im single cause the guys I meet are jerks and liars. And women appear just as bad. I cant win either way. And what pisses me off is Im pushed aside because I dont portray myself as a slut on here. And these guys all go to the same girl on here that does. So, if someone is actually paying attention to my page, they will know why Im single and plan on staying that way until someone comes along that doesnt lie and doesnt play games. Oh, and doest think that they say all these "pretty" words to me will get them laid. And that might be a very long time at this point. Am I aggravated? Definitely. I have not lied to anyone, and yet they cant do the same in return. Maybe I should say screw it all and become a nun.

Discovery
Ok so i logged on to fubar and after surfing the site for a few, someone decided they were going to be on some hatin type shiss. So i pondered....what should i do about this mohill that i dont want to be turned into a mountain...o well that was simple, block him. Yep thats right, i discovered the BLOCK button, and i wont be afraid to use it again. Bullshiss walks people.

Worldly Issues
You know this would be a wonderful thing to see happen. But I think the only way I can believe it is when I see it. He seems confident in the words he is saying; but than there is life and how life can be. It's just the way of the world.

Music Lyrics
Tears fall from my somber stare Abandoned and nobody cares I watched you walk away As if I were never there You said you're not the only one in this world Yet you're the only one I've ever loved From my sole sanctuary exiled And likewise from heaven above You have forsaken me Sleepwalk to the gallows To expel my hollow soul Unto fire, unto cold Into hell I must go A broken heart, a broken wing, I'm falling Into this pain deep within Infinitely spiraling To my sorrow-filled end You have foredoomed me When again these eyes you gaze into You'll see I'm still reaching for you How could you leave me here? You have forsaken me The darkness mirrors my feelings, but there’s a hole in the mirror. A hole that never ends, just like the longing in my soul The hole is like the longing in my soul. The longing is like the hole, endless. The longing after something enormous that I had, what I had was as big as the longing enormous. I like pain, but I don’t really like it. I s

David Bowie - Something
Your coat and hat are gone I really can't look at your little empty shelf A ragged teddy bear It feels like we never had a chance Don't look me in the eye We lay in each others arms But the room is just an empty space I guess we lived it out Something in the air We smiled too fast then can't think of a thing to say Lived with the best times Left with the worst I've danced with you too long Nothing left to say Let's take what we can I know you hold your head up high We've raced for the last time A place of no return And there's something in the air Something in my eye I've danced with you too long Something in the air Something in my eye Abracadoo - I lose you We can't avoid the clash The big mistake Now we're gona pay and pay The sentence of our lives Can't believe I'm asking you to go We used what we could To get the things we want But we lost each other on the way I guess you know I never wanted anyone more than you Lived all our best

To My Friends
My life is going pretty good so far. I got all my friends who are very dear to me I got my health I got my family I got my son I have a feeling this year will have a good out come for everyone. Even though not all of us have a special someone in our life we still have each other to run to and to comfort in our times of hardship. You all know I am here to help you if need be I dont have much but I can find someway to help you out. I want to say thanks to all of you who have been there for me these past weeks I really appriciate it. And thanks to those of you who arnt able to be here but still contact me when you know im feeling down. If it weren't for you guys I dont know what wouldve went on...I know I wouldnt of pulled some emo shit but I mean like yeah...I dont think Id have my sanity. I also want to thank my ex bf...If it wasent for you being the way you are...I wouldnt be the strong woman I am now...So thanks for being a total fucking dick to me for makeing me the

Ramblings
Im sure many of you have had those night where you lay in bed and wonder... what the hell am I doing!? Most of us take for granted everything and never take the time to appreciate what we have and only worry about what else we can get.. Lately Ive had the hardest time sleeping... Its like I cant stop thinking and its never about particular things... just my life in general. I worry about my daughter and question the things I do because I know it will effect her future.. What I do now... Builds who she is. Scariest thing Ive ever had to do in my life. I want her to appreciate life and everything it has to offer. I want her to look back at how hard Ive struggled to make a life for us and be stronger than I am now. I want the best for my daughter. She is my world!! I also think about how she will turn out without her father really involved in her life. After we split he was always coming to see her or take her for the weekend...Now almost a year later he barely sees her.. since her birthd

I Think Of This Someone
The Feel Good Drag lyrics "I'm here for you" she said and we can stay for awhile, my boyfriend's gone, we can just pretend. Lips that need no introduction Now who's the greater sin, Your drab eyes seem to invite (tell me darling) Where do we begin. Was this over before Before it ever began Your kiss Your calls Your crutch Like the devils got your hand This was over before Before it ever began Your lips Your lies Your lust Like the devils in your hands Everyone in this town is seeing somebody else Everybody's tired of someone our eyes wander for help Prayers that need no answer now I'm tired of who I am You were my greatest mistake I fell in love with your sin Your littlest sin Was this over before Before it ever began Your kiss Your calls Your crutch Like the devils got your hand This was over before Before it ever began Your lips Your lies Your lust Like the devils in your hands Failure is your disease You want my outline drawn You

My Name Is.......
Hi I'm Nikki. I'm 26 years old and I am from Houston, Texas (born and raised) HELL YEAH!! lol Anyway..... I am a very friendly person and get a long with just about anyone! People who think they are better than everyone get on my nerves!! HA HA HA Yeah I am in school right now trying to finish up my Bachelor of Fine Arts degree. My concentration is Interior Design. Which I have a great job as an assistant now. I do all of the CAD drawings and sketches. I am very good at what I do. I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee to blog, it's my favorite thing to do! So be looking for more from me in the near future They won't be this short and they are usually about someting I'm bitching about that day hahaha ok bye!!

Men
I need advice from my friends, guys as well as ladies. What do you think of a guy you are kind of dating on the internet but have never met in person but he thinks he owns you and tells you to do as he says and to "obey" him. Mind you there are no rings on my finger and we have not met but have been talking since September 19 2008. He does not want me talking to other guys and is upset because im on fubar. we talk on yahoo and he calls, he has seen me on webcam but I have not seen him.

Teased~
As she had more than once in the past while, Alice wondered if she was crazy for asking her boyfriend to do this. For the longest time she had fantasized about being taken by a complete stranger, and on top of that being unable to do anything about it. She trusted him to pick someone who wouldn’t hurt her, but just the same it could be anyone. It could be one of his friends, one of her co-workers, someone from college, or whoever else he had in mind. And so here she was, waiting in darkness for the stranger. Once again she tried to form a mental picture of her predicament to pass the time. Soft ropes were tied around her wrists and looped around under the bed to secure again around the ankles of her sock feet. No amount of wriggling would get her out of one or the other. Her tight blue jeans showed off her shapely hips and thighs, and the equally tight black shirt was just barely see-through enough to show the outline of her bra. Her ample breasts, thrust out slightly from her arms

Why I Need You To Pound Me Like A Porn Star
Contrary to popular belief, women do not want to be romanced in bed. Romance me BEFORE bed. By the time you get me naked, all romantic shit needs to disa-fucking-ppear. The bedroom is not the place that men need to be gentle with their women. Men have been psychologically trained for years to be gentle with women: their emotions, their feelings, their pride, etc. Men are subconsciously conditioned to handle women with a tender touch. So why is it different in the bedroom? Why do women, who need to be handled with so much care outside of the bedroom want to be roughed up inside of the bedroom? Because I wants you to be a MAN. I need you to step up and show me who is in charge. My emotions and feelings and pride may be gentle, but my body are not. Women have evolved to a point that we have the same (if not more) responsibilities as men. We work a full week, we deal with shit from our bosses, we diffuse problems with clients, we stress over bills, yet on top of that we bathe the ki

Thoughts To Ponder
To those of you that know me and know what I do for a living, this Blog may not come as a suprise. However, to those that do not know, I am a molecular biologist working on my PhD. Within the scientific community, religion is not typically discussed (unless you're praying about an experiment to work. haahah). It is typical for most scientists to question creationism, and I myself am one of those people. And as a man of science I search out answers to questions that are unknown. Not only do i question creationism, I also question the validity of the Theory of Evolution. So first, my beliefs at the moment: 1. I do believe in God, and i do belive in eternal salvation once you've trusted in Him. 2. I support the ideas of Biological/geographical/social evolution. The reason of this blog is to see what others think and/or whether this can lead to a CIVIL conversation. Can Creationism and Evolution exist in the same context. i.e. Could the 7 days of creation be thro

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Aramistan's Fubar Poets Society Poems
Monday 15/12/2008 10:21 PM ENEMY OF THE STATE Current mood: blessed Category: Writing and Poetry ENEMY OF THE STATE IS WAY OF LIFE FOR SOME A LIFE STREWN FROM PILLAR TO POST THE CIVIL LIBERTIES ONCE ENJOYED ARE NOW LOCKED AWAY BOTH UNATTAINABLE AND DREAMED OF BY MOST I KNOW I AM ONE WHOM IS CAUGHT UP IN THE BEAST ITS BELLY IS MY DOMAIN THE BADGE BECOMES HY HOST AN ETERNAL VAMPIRIC DRAIN ON MY LIFE BLOOD THIS IS THE SYSTEM WITH ITS IMPERIAL FANGS WALKING ALONG GODS TIMELINE OF FATE AS THE END DRAWS NEARER THESE ITS PANGS TO BE SET FREE FROM THIS FIERCE PERSECUTION MY HEART PURE BORN OF THE LOVE OF GOD ALL THESE TRIALS AFFIRM MY CONSTITUTIONS STRENGTH JUST AS THE WORD PREDICTED IT WOULD I SO LONG TO ENTER INTO FATHERHOOD WITH SO MANY ABUNDANT RICH POWERFUL GIFTS TO GIVE TO SAVE MY SONS FROM A CERTAIN DEATH TO TRULY TEACH THEM HOW TO LIVE THAT IS MY MISSION OF NOW MY WILL AS GOD SEES FIT FOR ME WHICH WILL BECOME SO DECIDEDLY SIMPLER WHEN TH

Hott~
"That's it! Come here now!" His words echoed through her soul but she knew she had done wrong. Her head was lowered as she walked nervously to Him standing before Him. Her gaze only looking at His knees as she sees Him sitting before her, as her hands nervously pinch at her jeans. He watches her movements, smiling to Himself as He sees her fidgeting nervously. He allows her to stand there for a few minutes. Her trembling becoming more and more visible. Then when He feels she is about to explode He whispers to her. "Drop the pants." Her heart drops. She didn't know this would happen, but she knew better then to argue, it only made things worse. Her trembling fingers moved to the front of her jeans where she fumbled the button loose. Unzipping it she took a deep breathe and tugged her jeans to her knees. Her silken panties the only things covering her as she felt the heat of her blush and her eyes filling with tears. She hated him at that moment. She hated that He could do th

Tiggea's Hummmmm!!!!!
Ok i got beef!!!! I want to know why if you have friends and you think their good friend, how come when they have something good happen to then you are the first to say something, but when you have something good happen you get nothing? Ok it's open people let Tiggea know whats up.

Time
As I sit and wonder, I sometimes ask myself do I really ask for to much? That's the question I guess that will always haunt me. I don't expect for people to drop what they are doing just for me. I don't expect for anyones world to automatically stop and rotate around me just cause I walked into the room. I never make any demands on anyone. All I really ask for is a little attention, time and togetherness. Maybe I've settled for 2nd place to long. Maybe I need to think of me for a while. I have always put other people priorities first instead of mine and I have never gotten anything in return. I'm always the guy to fix everyones elses problems, stand by till their lives are back on path. With that in mind I understand why nice guys do finish last. Well no more. Its me time. Time for me to do what I want when I want. I'm ready to find out what first place is feel like. If you can't get aboard the Ron train, I'll see later at the station, its time for me to go.

I Want To Start A Lounge And I Need Help
I want to start a very hot lounge. I want there to be the hottest girls and amazing music. If your a Dj I need you. I also need promoters, cam girls, greeters, etc. I know we can make this one hot lounge. If your willing to help then comment me or message me. I want reliable people and I want to make it very sexy! Help me out!

Things Women Say
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead:

New Attitude
This is for all the want to be playahs who think they can run game. I been away for a minute and while I been gone I've grown tired of the bull .I am not the same person anymore and reconize game when I see it, so save it . Enough is enough, I will no longer deal with liers and fall for thoses tired ass lines, I know my worth and for those who don't , ur loses baby. Keep it 100% with me and I will do the same, my time is precious and is not to be wasted. Those who know me knows Im a kind person and there r some who seem to take that for granted. As I said don't waste my time, or for that matter use me as something to do, til something better comes along, cause in my eyes there isn't anything better. And if u have ask is it me ur talking about, nine times out of ten it is, in other words "If the shoe fits wear it. Peace

It's Dianas Birthday
TODAY IS A VERY DEAR FRIEND OF MINES BIRTHDAY...THE LOVELY DIANA IS CELEBRATING HER BIRTHDAY, AND TO MAKE THIS DAY SPECIAL FOR HER, PLS TAKE A MINUTE AND GO TO HER PAGE AND SHOW HER WHAT A SPECIAL LADY SHE REALLY IS AND LEAVE HER SOME BIRTHDAY LUVINS, FUBAR STYLE...♠Diana♠ 2nd Alarm Hotties (NO FAN=NO ADD)@ fubar

Rating
You know I'm sick and tired of seeing people asking for help to level up and when someone like me goes and helps them out with their rates. They Turn around and just rate the profile. What kind of shit is that. i rate 100 to 200 of yours and you turn around and rate one out of all mine. Don't ya think that's being selfish just a bit.If you don't like rating people, then you should return the favor by giving them a gift like a small BLING that's 1-3 credits depending on how many rates they do. or something and not be a greedy ass, that's trying to make it to the top before everyone else... *This doesn't apply to some of my new friends or the people that return their favors with Blings and rates. * Its to all the Greedy Bastards out there that dont return not even a quarter of what you gave them.You know my time is as presicous as yours is. I may have the common sense not to spend my hard earn money on some website.But I do return all rates, add's, fanning, etc. i even pimp out the

Memories
When some one dies people tell you it gets easier. I say they are wrong. In my opinion it depends on how attached you was to the person. Like when my father died he was my best friend. We was always together. So every holiday sence it has been hell to deal with. i know they say memories will always keep him in my heart. But my problem is all my memories was every day of my life spent with him. But memories cant replace the human body. My father was my life, my heroe, my everything. To me there will never be anyone better than him. But just to let people know dont ever take the time that you have with your parents for granted. Time is very short and you never know when you might lose them. My father was only 64. He was taken way before his time.

Punishment Or Pleasure?
Lara was twisting, squirming, convulsing on the bed. If I had not known any better he would have stopped the whole charade for fear this was too much, which reminded me how much I actually care for Lara. But she was actually enjoying it, her earlier screams were gone, replaced by the little helpless noises she always made when pleasure was rising strong inside her. I felt envious then, not jealous because I was pleased with her new role. The envy I felt just build new sexual desire for her that she would have to accommodate later. My fist balled without my realising it. I raised it to my face and promised myself she would eventually receive my whole hand inside her. I would move it and look at her face and at the look of utter surrender that she would have. While I had been thinking of that, Lara's orgasm had run its course and she was in the last throes of it while Mike was removing his hand. He lifted his hand, covered in her fluids to her face and mixed their juices. She was too out

Keep It Tight
The moon isn’t half full or half emptyThe sun isn’t clear as day or as bright as lightningThe lemons aren’t as sour as the oranges are sweetBut the yellows taste as good as the greensSo juicy and full of goodnessHumans we may be, but why lie in clouded dreamsThe world is full of creativity and nativitySo why try to harness it in the ball of your handWhy just sit there like a zombie as they feed you a story not so trueWhy schedule your free time around a box with pictures in a tubeWhy wear only colors that match, when the rest look so goodWhy try to make me like you, your desires are different then mineWhy can’t you love me as I love you, your pages are as beautiful as mineThat is why I love you because I don’t seek myselfOur common interests keep us whole but our looks keep us apartYour tones are not mine; you ideas are not your ownShare them but don’t force them upon my browFor then I shall leave you bitter sweet in miseryIf we all where models then

Last Tear
A man lies in the street crying Cause he can’t stop his self from dying He was stabbed in no helped He was left to die by his self All the people passed him by and all he could is ask the why I would help me if I was you if you were lying here bleeding to as shed final tear he tried to face death with no fear but just then help did come but I guess they could not save this one

Its Me Snakeeyez
thank you goes out to all who rated my pic. if i did not rate yours let me know and i will loves to you all what can i say about myself, lets see. i am a firefighter that was a former marine. i live in pennsylvania. not much new here in my drab life. drop me a line if you want to. later all shitty ass weather here. sure does suck outside. cloudy rainy just a nasty day all around. please rate me all rates returned. iff i forget let me know.

Tests
C : You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it. H : You are not judgmental.R : You are a social butterfly. I : You are always smiling and making others smile. S : You are very broad-minded. T : You have an attitude, a big one. I : You are always smiling and making others smile. N : You like to work, but you always want a break. E : You are a very exciting person. R : You are a social butterfly. O : You are very open-minded. B : You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people. I : You are always smiling and making others smile. N : You like to work, but you always want a break. S : You are very broad-minded. O : You are very open-minded. N : You like to work, but you always want a brea You're a Detective! Just call you Sherlock Holmes! Your love of complicated concepts is reflected in the way you spend your free time. Detectives tend to like reading, chess, word games – anything that stretches their mental muscle. Science-related activities, such as

Deep Thoughts By Jack Handy "hoagie"
So as the saying goes, ownership is 9/10th's of the Law. So my prolific question is, if you become fu-owned on-line, does this law still apply? I mean, come on, your in a virtual setting that only exists as a bunch of binary code in someone's server stack...So does the person who supposedly purchased you REALLY own you, or does the person who physically has possession of the server database own you? And if so, does that make that person some sort of deity/god-like figure since they possess some many profiles? I'm JUST sayin...Thoughts are always welcomed, just as are opinions...maybe I'll simply make this a MUMMM. And no, I don't do drugs and I'm not drunk. So many ways to define happiness. Here are some definitions of happiness to inspire you. Finding happiness is like finding yourself. You don't find happiness, you make happiness. You choose happiness. Self-actualization is a process of discovering who you are, who you want to be and paving the way to happiness by doi

Memories
Johannes i cant explain how much i miss you, you where my angel when things went wrong or i screwed up. My rookie year you looked out for me and constantly looked over my shoulder at everything i did. You were far more then just my instructer you became one of the kindest people i knew. No matter how many mistakes i made you always gave me a hand. You were someone who i trusted my life to on so many occasions. There were times we laughed and times we cried but no matter what we were there for one another. And i will always miss you and know that no one in this world can ever replace you for who you were and what you did.

Lyrics (not Mine)
Seek me, Call me, I'll be waiting Seek me, Call me, I'll be waiting This distance, This dissolution I cling to memories while falling Sleep brings release, And the hope of a new day Waking the misery of being without you Surrender, I give in Another moment is another eternity (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart You know me, you know me all too well My only desire - to bridge our division In sorrow I speak your name And my voice mirrors, mirrors my torment (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart Am I breathing? My strength fails me Your picture, a bitter memory For comfort, For solace (Seek me) For comfort, (Call

Survey Again.
in no particular order...01. Slayer - Seasons In The Abyss02. At The Gates - Slaughter Of The Soul03. Judas Priest - Painkiller04. S.O.D. - Speak English Or Die05. Metallica - Master Of Puppets06. Morbid Angel - Covenant07. Satyricon - Now, Diabolical08. Ozzy Osbourne - No Rest For The Wicked09. Iron Maiden - The Number Of The Beast10. 3 Inches Of Blood - Advance & Vanquish11. GWAR - America Must Be Destroyed12. Venom - Black Metal13. Manowar - Hail To England14. King Diamond - Abigail15. Pantera - Vulgar Display Of Power16. Fight - War Of Words17. Megadeth - Countdown To Extinction18. Destruction - The Antichrist19. Toxic Holocaust - An Overdoes Of Death20. Carnivore - Retaliation21. Motorhead - Rock N Roll22. Moonspell - Sin/Pecado23. Dimmu Borgir - Death Cult Armageddon24. Carcass - Necroticism25. Kreator - Pleasure To Kill26. Exodus - The Fabulous Disaster27. Sepultura - Arise28. Kyuss - Blues For The Red Sun29. Evile - Enter The Grave30. Strapping Young Lad - City

Ships Log
It's been A few days, I don't even remember how I stumbled across this site. I was intrigued, interesting concept. I've not ever done the "social networking" thing so this is pretty new to me. Seems like abit of a learning curve. I'm still getting 'the lay of the land'. Debating whether to put real photo up, maybe a salute?? Seems to me that this ratings/points system is skewed toward rating one another high. I'm one who doesn't really believe in 10's. I'm adjusting that for this site. Anyway, don't know if folks really read these. If so, cheers!

Sensuality~
He breathed her in deeply as he closed his eyes. She smelled of woman and girl, all sexy and innocent like a flower waiting to be opened - if that were possible all at once. He drew close to her slit and ran his knuckle over her mound. She had groomed as he had instructed: clean shaven lips and a small tuft at the top, neatly trimmed. Her cunt lips were thick and full, swollen almost. They covered all her parts, like a perfectly wrapped present for him to open. They looked succulent and he resisted the urge to pull them into his mouth."Now, my little slut. Reach down and hold open my new fuck toy. And make it wide so I can see your insides." She did as she was told and reached down, pulling her plump lips apart for him. She spread herself to reveal a beautiful rose-colored fuck hole, glistening with juices among the folds of her cavity. "Do you know how to milk a cock with your cunt?" he asked of her."Yes, Master, I do," she answered."Show me."She obeyed her Master, tightening and r

Chaos
So yeah this blog goes out to my family you know who you are. I think it's so fucking sad how you can be so fucking cold and just put someone out just like that when you know my situation. You are all fucking hypocrites and much much more just fake like fuck so much for TRUE family huh? Just so fucked up that I don't have fucking shit from my divorce and I am working so hard to get back up there and you guys do anything in your power to TRY to pull me down again...notice I said TRY because you guys never succeed I always come out on top not YOU fucks. Yeah it hurts me like fuck but you know what you have done showed me your true colors for real because check this out you are all going to need me for somthing rather no matter what it is, and I'm am straight up going to say...FUCK NO. And then one fine day you're going need me so bad and I'm going to say FUCK NO. YOu try to hurt me by taking what I value most away from me but you know what in the end you are going to suffer hard and I'll

Your Forever
We always said we'd write the oceanher very own love songs.And you swore forever and neverwhile I kissed my pinky and your wrist.It's funny, bein' up here in the stars with you'cause the music is so much lovelierwhen it laces its fingers through the gold and silverof a imperfect moment.Snap shot of this moment wherewe're rising from the rings of dustto try again. We're too big to be anything lessthan a you and me- we.I am starving for your words,'cause your friendship is so much more.I don't ever want to change it,'cause I love the dance we're in.We're so composed in this instantwhere we're watching the tide crash around us.And everything is as it should be.....I've fallen in love with the puzzle piece chaos.Write me a song, forever mine?'Cause I love the ones that I can dance to..And can't you see the stars rain around us.This is what forever looks like.

Home Sweet Home
so had left my hotshot job a couple weeks ago and was very relieved as i probobly hated it as much as anything i have ever done. but after a few days of calls from the company to continue, with an agreement to only run the west and more pay..i agreed to stay on.i made a trip to the southwest and back and during that trip realized this was just a dead end road.being paid by the mile you spend lots of time doing tasks taht you get no compensation for..like spending 10 hours in las vegas on tuesday to deliver and pick up.....NO PAY. plus the fact that the job had no benifits at all...just the milage. everything else was..""PART OF THE JOB""".. SORRY, I DON'T WORK FOR FREE... so i will pursue a new position, with a company that will pay me for my time,,,reward me for my experience and at least offer the basic benifits. won't be easy in this economy, but can be done.hope you all have a wonderful weekend..big hugs..marty

My Blog Of Doomy Doom.
Hmm.. So, imagine you're stranded on an Island. You are granted the ability to have 3 items (for say at least, 3 years). There are no phone towers on the island, so cell phones will have no signal. No need to worry about water, because there is a fairly clear stream near you, and plenty of animals on the island for food (if vegan there are multiple plant sources, and lots of arable soil). No matter the kind of boat you ask for the current of the water will always pull you back to the island, and of course there is no electricity. What do ask for?

When Smiles Collide
Two whispered soulsFrom across the roomWho have thoughtsof despair and gloom.But for just a moment They're lost in timeAnd spirits liftWhen smiles collide.Suddenly, they feelthat all's not lostKindred souls togetherA simple gesture's brought.A gentle lift of sunshineupon lips that cannot hideThe act of human kindnessWhen smiles collide.

Just Read It, Not Like Ur Care Anyway
I lose myself in the pain of art not to feel happy and accepted but to realize I am alive… That is the latest status that cant begin to describe the overwhelming feeling of confusion and loneliness that plagues my mind. I find myself back and forth between numerous hopes of futures that are only baring down present goals. I try to use this pressure as fuel to help my struggling soul dive through a valley of darkness and pain, but the sorrow is so unbearable I see no way out. I circle around viewing my options, hoping for a break, some kind of gap for me to slip through and lift this burden off my shoulders. I see this small glimmer of light, maybe it’s my way out, venture toward the distant beam. Wrapped in solitude it seems so appealing, but like the valley it’s only a mask for its true ugliness. The feeling of being alone had chipped a small crack into my shell of hopelessness. Being alone pushed me over the already small edge my weathered fingers clenched tightly to year after y

Taxes
The Tax Poem At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his work, Tax his pay, He works for peanutsAnyway! Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ..... Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers; Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin, Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words Upon his tomb, 'Taxes drove meto my doom....' When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. Accounts

My Kitty(rl Gf)
start this with lyrics, by coal chamber ----------------------------------- All dressed in black Eyes of attack Coming with one hand in pocket To take from me Sin in the eyes I see Sin is nice of me Nothing left for me Reality Forget it You have messed up Can't do anything And I have messed up Can't do anything You're just a fuckup I'm just a fuckup We're just two fuckups At least we're fucked Up together So sad to see you go I said to myself you Know So sad to see a mind Disappear through Time Lunacy's an argued Taste I guess there's no time To waste Oh passing times it's a Passing phase Reality Forget it You have messed up Can't do anything And I have messed up Can't do anything You're just a fuckup I'm just a fuckup We're just two fuckups At least we're fucked Up together We are two fuckups You have messed up Can't do anything And I have messed up Can't do anything You're just a fuckup I'm just a fuckup We're just two fuckups At least we're fucked Up together Together, toget

Poems Of Today
Prick Prick of a needle My past swells up Full and strong with in me Punching, kicking Slapping me down Taking over I swell up I stand up I fight for my life I take the lead The past gets up I do not notice Its stands by me I feel safe I say hello And smack I’m on the floor Each round harder Each round a surprise And I say thank you One way or other The fight is coming to an end. Make ME Pass Out A tickle here, a tickle there. A joke and play That’s leads to a touch A lick and everything slick A laugh a moan A smile that slides into an OOOOOOOoooooo Shaking knees, chest pounding Slow to speed A giggle and love Claw marks and screams Flips and turns Changing flow, directions, positions Moving across the room pounding A slip, a laugh Where do I end and you begin I can’t say no I can’t even moan And you try to make me go The room hazes as we go over and over Over the tip, over the crest the scream the all

The Gift
I have a gift to give you Please open it with care, This gift is very dear to me , and also very rare. I cannot give you diamonds, or shower you with gold. But these they give no shelter in a world thats grown so cold. It's all I have to offer, I know it may look small, But deep inside I know It is the best gift of them all. There is no other like it, I'm sorry , it's not new. But if you say you want this gift I'll give my heart to you!

Fubar Fakes...
I CAN ASSURE EVERYONE AND ANYONE WHO COULDNT TAKE THE TIME TO B A TRUE FRIEND TO ME WHEN I GET HOME IN MY NIGHTMARE...U R GONE OFF LIST AND DONT BOTHER ME EVER AGAIN...I AM A TRUE FRIEND AND IF THAT CONSISTS OF UR FUCKING POINTS AND UR FUCKING GIFTS..KEEP THEM BY ALL MEANS...IT DOESNT MEAN THAT TO ME....TY LISA...CELTIC

Chronicles Of The Rivon (inspired By My Slave_girl)
A figure of silver radiance stands in the centre of a large circular chamber. The stars shine down out of the heavens, like shimmering points of infinity…winking in and out of sight. Around the large, open chamber five similar figures of light, in various hues and colors, look on the first. The only sound that can be heard is the soft, gentle sway of a breeze. A figure of pale, sky blue mist stands. A thunderous roar can be heard somewhere off in the distance… "So," a melodious voice rings out, "you've decided then?" The pale blue figure regards the first in question. The silver radiance bows slightly in acknowledgement. "And You know the consequences of your choice?" Again the pale blue figure looks only at the first figure. The silver radiance nods ever so slightly, again. "And You know that once done, what you ask of us can never be undone…?" The silver radiance turns, scanning all in the room; returning to the image of the speaker slowly. Nodding sli

Life Is Good
so i think i finally found that special guy ive been searching for so long. i love how he makes me smile and laugh i love how sweet he is to me... yeah ive done some fucked up things to him but hes still givin me a chance :D im deffinately not fckin this one up hes a keeper.. i can honestly say i love hi with all my heart.. and i whouldent hae it anyother way.. net time i get a chance im gunna go c him and it will be great im looking so farward to it. i dont thin ive ever felt so happy with a man in my life.. grr everytime i talk to him i feel so loved :D i love you abk

My Thoughts
So I ran into the person who gave the worst advice of my life today....He wanted to know how I was doing and what I was up to. Kept asking questions about how the last 4 yrs of my life have been....I just avoided the questions. On my way home all I could think about it how horrible I have been and of the awfull things that have been done to me. Really makes a person think about why people love n care about them...and for the life of me I cant figure it out. truth is I shouldnt be here, so the question is why am I. I dont supose I will ever know. But for tonight I I will remember my friends and family that have already gone on thier lives taken before their lives had truly begun.............I know this is jumbled and makes no since but please bear with me.

Baby Matthew
well i got a call from the perintologist this morning and thought that everything was gunna be ok. i knew that matthew had spina bifida so this part of the test came back abnormal which was ok. then i get to my dr's appt and find out that they found several sever things wrong with matthew. 1. being alot of swelling on his brain 2. being the fact that they believe they found two spots on matthews back not just one. now no one is sure that he will even make it to birth and if he does they dont' know how long he will live. i am not ok with any of this. this little boy has stole my heart and i haven't even seen him yet. i don't want to think the worst but at this point i am not really given an option. none of this is easy for me to deal with but all i can do is take it one day at a time and hope and pray that my matthew will be ok. but if by some chance he does not make it i know that when he goes he will be with my daddy and he will take good care of my little man. right now all i want to

To All That Love My Husband
Do all you women that talk to my husband really think that he loves you. Someone that won't give u his home number and doesn't answer his cell most of the time when you call. Are you all that desperate that you need to try and take someone else's husband you should all be ashamed of your behavior. He is playing each and every one of you and if you don't believe me have a chat with Madnezz Lady she has come and got him twice from my house and had to bring him back twice cause he don't want anyone but me. Do you really think someone you meet online on a drinking site is for real he's playing each and everyone of you.

Today's Blog
Hey, Man..It's been a long day. Worked all day. I am learning that maybe I don't understand some of my friend's like I thought I did. It's crazy, you know.. I mean you think you know someone and then they turn around and stab you in the back. Wouldn't a true friend stab you i the heart and not in the back? I don't know it all seems crazy...

Haunted New Orleans
HAUNTED NEW ORLEANS PRESENTED BY TROY TAYLOR “Take 100 of the most enthusiastic ghost hunters and ask them to name America’s Most Haunted City. Most will spring to their feet yelling, ‘New Orleans!’ “ (Richard Winer, “Haunted Houses”) THE HISTORY & HAUNTINGS OF NEW ORLEANS The name of “New Orleans” conjures up a succulent variety of images, from the soft sounds of jazz to whirring ceiling fans, wrought iron gates, and hot, spicy food. Along the swollen Mississippi River, the city dozes, only to come alive at night with the revelry of its people and the blare of music and laughter from Bourbon Street and the French Quarter. These are the images of New Orleans that many people think of... but there is another side to the city as well, an underbelly and a darkness that is as carefully hidden as the gates to the small gardens which lurk between buildings in the Quarter. This dark

La Pavilion Hotel
La Pavilion Hotel ( HAUNTED DWELLING: Le Pavilion Hotel ADDRESS: 833 Poydras Street, New Orleans, Louisiana 70112. WEBSITE: lepavillon.com LOCATION: The glorious Le Pavilion Hotel can be found on a main city artery, on Poydras Street, and the corner of Carroll Street, 2 blocks west of St. Charles Ave., about 5 blocks away from the French Quarter. DESCRIPTION: A member of Historic Hotels of America, Le Pavilion Hotel truly has earned the nickname,"The Belle of New Orleans." This grand palace integrates old world beauty and decor with modern day amenities." Crystal chandeliers from Czechoslovakia, marble floors from several locations around Europe, marble railings, imported from France, that once graced the lobby of the Parisian Grand Hotel. Spectacular Italian columns and statues were bought to grace the exterior, and fine art and antiques from the world were added to the decor, much to the pleasure of its guests. All the modern conveniences expected in a 4 star hotel

Tools..and Twats...and The Stupidity That Goes Along With Them
So I've been noticing some really funny stuff. Some of it is kind of sad, but not surprising. The overabundance of illiteracy, pervertedness, and the incomprehensible amount of stupidity that circulates on the internet from society as a whole is kind of well..sad. It's no wonder our country is in the shitter, take a look at the people that clog up the net with their flat out retardedness. Take this for example, last night I was up kind of late and I came across a photo with a caption that was labeled, ' tookn '. Sorry sweetheart, but if you spent half as much time exercising your brain as you do spreading your legs, there might be a ray of hope for America's future. Then there's the people that like to abbreviate a simple three letter word like ' You ' with ' u ' . I'm sorry, but in case you hadn't noticed or paid attention, Ebonics is not a language. Also, what the fuck is with the obnoxiously ugly people that feel the need to pretend to be something they're not? Granted sure, i

Life
The above button will take you to my wish list.Below u will find the button for my 4 year old son's wish list. I am not asking for a hand out just looking for a caring soul to help out if they can. Christmas is coming up also we have school starting soon so I will be putting clothes for my son for school on there soon. It is amazon so it is fairly cheap.Please help if you can. If you do not want to buy anything but want to make a donation I have a paypal account.I also have my own website to sell the hair falls I make. If interested in buying some please feel free by going to my site.www.wix.com/SweetZFallZ/SwEEtZ-FallZThank you for taking the time to read this.

Steffie's Place
love. L.O.V.E. a little four letter word that can mean so much, both good and bad. some people love their cars, their house, material things like that. but what does love mean to you? how do you desrcibe such a thing to someone? how do you prove you love someone? when life gets you down, thats when true love comes in to save you. love for you family. love for you friends...your friends that you know will be there through thick and thin. but how do you know when you love someone or when your in love? is it when you look at someone and your whole day brightens just because their there? is it when you go shopping for yourself and everythin you see reminds you of someone else? is it when everytime the phones rings, your hoping its them on the other end? is it when their the first thing on your mind in the morning and th last thing on your mind before you go to sleep? is it whenyou cant sleep without them beside you? is it when you cant get that other person off your mind? is it when your a

Love Comes In All Forms
I wrote this let me know what you guys think ....... looking in your eyes I can see myself the person I have become by being with you,I can feel the cold and bitterness that releases from inside youthe hatered that fills your heart....I know now that the person I once was is no longer thereyou've filled my heart with fear and disappointment,but I now know it was all my fault for the way I am todayI let you tare me down till there was nothing left to give,you used me and beat me... and looking at all of that now I know your not worth itIm moving on to something better leaving you behind cause I can no longer going to look into yours eyes and live that lie Men always want to be a woman's first love. Women have a more subtle instinct: What they like is to be a man's last romance Friends will keep you sane, Love could fill your heart, A lover can warm your bed, But lonely is the soul without a mate. I'm a romantic -- a sentimental person thinks things will last -- a romantic perso

Who Am I??
i guess some "fu" people are questioning who or what i am see the following..."theres a popular consensus that your profile is ran by a man. if that is so you will be found out. id post a salute and squash the rumors. no need to reply." so this "consensus" thinks they know me, ok who am i?? lets see what you think you know. i will give you credit for this much, i am or actually we are not as we appear. but i dont think you have a real clue to who we are and what we are here for. so give it your best shot, lets see if you are as bright as the idiot we got to invite us(me...hahaha) here...what a fucking doormat, so easy to fool & manipulate ...hahaha too much fun! damn it has been a great night what an awesome party time to crash. have fun with this...lmfao

Richard Nixon Had Jesus Assonated
Funny Little Coincidences John Lennon, “the peaceful protester”, “the smart Beetle” and…..Jesus Christ???. During a revolutionary time for civil rights, humanitarian ideals, and rises against a blood-based administration, John Lennon gave up his musical fame for a march against the walls that made the Government regulated “Safe Box”. He was partnered with some called “an unusual woman” named Yoko Ono. He was the leader of thousands of people who shared his view and torment over a war no one could seem to win. He chose a life battles he knew he could not win, against a power no one could seem to control, and against a leader whose view and concept of human value stood in the dark. This is an observation based on funny little coincidences between two icons who took a stand for their fellow man, and who died with no regret. It was the 1970’s, and America was in a war that no one could see the end of.

I Was Thinking
What part of in a relationship do people not get? I'm getting really sick of men on here trying to get my g/f to send naked pics, or the ones who think they are being sly by being all nice and shit, and then try to make a date with her? She knows who these people are and it pisses me off to no end. I don't get on here and flirt with other women, I don't have them hitting on me. You so called fucking friends of my g/f show a little RESPECT!!!! In a relationship does not mean SINGLE! I was thinking, why do men really enjoy boobs? Well Bill Engval says it best, Boobs are the perfect toy! You can squish them squeeze them and POOF! The pop right back into shape. I dont know of any other toy that does that. Boobs really are the perfect toy! :D:D:D

For The Z-squad
If any of you are getting low in the fubucks area and need some here's a person paying 15k for 100 pic rates The Polish Sausage [RHFS]@ fubar Here's another person paying 15k oer 100 pic rates while his auto is on CAC517 - OWNED BY CHRISTENE316.EVERYONE SHOW LOVEhttp://b.pcc4.fubar.com/62/79/2439726/tn_2900667495.gif">@ fubar Hey guys! Hope everyone is doing good! I haven't been on as much as I usually am because of my illness and all which most of you know about so I did'nt want you guys to thing I'm leaving you out there hanging LOL. I'll be off and on the next few days got a TON of cards to make,just got another.....7 ppl to join which will make our group size in membership to 15! I'd like to thank all that have joined and hopefully together we can get things shaking on here. Alright for you newbies,rate each other up,rate the other members up,the quicker you get your card pics up the quicker I can make a ripped folder where you guys can get to each other quicker. And i

From My Bro's Gf
"Hey, I just wanted to write an tell you that patrick and I decided that when we move up there that you are only allowed to see tha kids on holidays or if we say otherwise. I just wanted to let you know that so when we get there we won't be bringin the kids to see you nor will you be able to come to the house to see them. I just wanted to let you know this seein that we will be there next month. Thanks."

This Group Is Cool
If you ever need help with anything or want to join a group to help out others beside them helping you out then this is the group to join. They are called Zombie Squad. Please click below and read more about them. http://fubar.com/blog/307578/1058537

Help
im seriously gettin annoyied someone on fubar has the old pictures of slipknot the very old ones of them were they are black and white can someone send me the link on were to get them from please help me ive tried everything google photobucket there fan sites every were i cant find them please help me

Jay-z-the Blueprint 3
I bought Jay-Z's Blueprint 3 today and I gotta admit, he stepped up on this album. I added 5 more songs and rearranged the song list. Let me know what you think: 1. Dead Presidents 3 [Intro] (added) 2. Jockin' Jay-Z (added) 3. What We Talkin' About (Feat. Luke Steele of Empire of the Sun) 4. Thank You 5. D.O.A. (Death of Auto-Tune) 6. Run This Town (Feat. Kanye West and Rihanna) 7. Brooklyn Go Hard (Feat. Santigold) (added) 8. Empire State of Mind (Feat. Alicia Keys) 9. Real As It Gets (Feat. Young Jeezy) 10. Swagga Like Us (Feat. Kanye West, Lil' Wayne, T.I. & M.I.A.) (added) 11. On To the Next One (Feat. Swizz Beatz) 12. Off That (Feat. Drake) 13. A Star is Born (Feat. J. Cole) 14. Venus VS. Mars 15. Already Home (Feat. Kid Cudi) 16. Hate (Feat. Kanye West) 17. Reminder 18. So Ambitious (Feat. Pharrell Williams) 19. History (Feat. Jay Williams) (added) 20. Young Forever (Feat. Mr Hudson)

The Vma's
Kanye West has officially lost his mind. What Kanye West did was really stupid. He needs to get some help, I mean some SERIOUS help. He's makin a lot of people hate him even Katie Perry & Pink hates him. I think his career's going down the tube after what he did. I like his music but all I gotta say is "Wow, what the hell was he thinking?" He ruined Taylor Swift's moment. I know he was drunk off of Hennessy but damn dude, you don't need to do that to a talented 19 year old. I mean what he did was REALLY fucked up. I mean seriously, he needs to watch himself, cause he's really immature and needs to get some help. What he did tonight was really disrespectful, and Taylor Swift took it like a pro and performed really well. I'm happy that Beyonce' brought her back on stage like a true professional. Just like I said before, even Katie Perry & Pink was bashing the hell out of Kanye West, and who could blame them. Kanye, you need to get some help bro, you made a lot of people hating

First Time
I finally worked up the courage and met a man for sex. I have talked with him before, but chickened out when it came to meeting him. I think it was guilt that stopped me that time. I've been so frustrated with my hubby and his premature ejaculation. He just doesn't seem to care whether I'm satisfied or not. It's difficult to find time to be intimate with him, with his crazy rotating work schedule, kids at home and everything else going on. But when we do finally do it, it's the same damn thing every single time. The same minimal foreplay, two position changes and then wham-bam and I don't even get a thank you ma'am. It's been this way for about eight years. I don't even want to have sex with him, since I never get satisfied. I would rather satisfy myself sometimes. I'm afraid I'm going to get mad afterward too, so I avoid having sex with him. Plus, he won't even talk about it. He just kind of laughs it off. It's like I have no control over anything in my sexual life with him wh

Being A Soldier
being a soldier is tough going to other countries for a year or more.Missing your family one thing that people say to me that really gets me is wow man u went to iraq your a hero,i am just doin my job anybody else would do.I read somethin on the news the other day that really got to me someone from ny which is where i am from said soldiers are spoiled and that we crave attention for a war that was a joke in the first place. I would like to hear more comments on this subject to see if u feel the same way.Two tours over here and some of the stuff i have seen i would not wish that on my worst enemy,i am ranting of course but i would love some feed back thank you so much for reading my blog.

The Revolution Will Not Be Televised
Landing a job like getting into Harvard By Samuel Sherraden, Special to CNN Editor's note: Samuel Sherraden is a policy analyst for the Economic Growth Program at the New America Foundation, a Washington-based think tank that promotes innovative thought across the ideological spectrum. Washington, D.C. (CNN) -- The 650,000 jobs created or saved by the stimulus package so far make up only a small step toward correcting the gap between the tens of millions of unemployed people and the few openings that those people are fighting over. Even the administration's goal of creating 3.5 million jobs is far below what the economy really needs. With an official unemployment rate of 10.2 percent, the gap between the number of full-time job openings and the number of people who are unemployed has widened. Since the beginning of the recession in December 2007, job openings declined from 4.4 million to 2.4 million and the number of officially unemployed persons grew from 7.5 million to 15.7 m

Da-medic
GETTING A MAN TO KILL ANOTHER MAN ? THATS EASY.....GETTING HIM TO FORGET?....THATS THE HARD PART!!! THE NEW DICKENS CLASSIC, A CHISTMAS CAROL, IS SPECTACULAR TO SAY THE LEAST THANKS TO MODERN TCHOCNO DIGITALIZED VIDEOGRAGHY......STUFF! CUTE, FUNNY, & REALLY PRETTY SCARY, CERTAINLY MORE THEN IT'S PREDISESORS. I WOULD NOT RECOMEND THIS FOR CHILDREN UNDER 10 YEARS OF AGE.....I'M SERIOUS....IT'S FRICKING SCARY. BUT EVERY ONE SHOULD SEE IT EVENTUALLY.

Blah
i really think i need to post something about this to see what i should do if anyone would be to read this and give me advice. well i've been with this guy for a little more than a year and a half and he never lets me go out and do my own thing, yet when i do he gets really pissed and worrys about me when he knows he doesn't have to. well the other day he said to me that he doesn't like me talking to all these guys. well most of them i have known for way longer than i have known my b/f. so i turned the tables on him 'cause he did me wrong and i stayed with him for it. he went and flirted and talked dirty to all these chicks in the past, yet it's alright for him to talk to chicks and me not be able to talk to friends i have known for years. it's fukked up shit. well my big issue right now is that i want to leave him, but i have nowhere to go. i asked my parents but my dad told me to resolve the issues we have. so it's like wtf. is there no one out there that really wants to help me when

Love
She smells of Champaign and roses. Combined together, they mark the touch of loves passionate kisses mixed with the satin warm skin that has become the map of my exploration of her pleasure. Her lips invite my kisses. Her moans encourage my desire. Her heart sets the rhythm that my body moves to. She is my symphony, playing to my hopes and dreams. Sweeping them up into her arms as we dance upon the blankets of her bed. Great seductress of my heart. Angel of blessed passion. Healer of my heart. My giver of everlasting, I name you all of everything that is me, for everything of you has woven the threads of us into one. We are forever inseparable. We are all that is love and all that love could ever be. This time, this moment, cannot be compared to anything that has passed. For nothing that has been transcribed or thought could come close to the wonder of this stroke, this kiss, this taste or the very moment of your eyes looking into mine. To perfect for perfection

Poetry
"Give us not to her.", he cries. My mind not fooled by the tongue that spreadeth lies. "This one is true." , he says. My heart wanting to believe already forgetting past heartbroken days. "The pleasure. Not worth the pain.", he laments. My mind does beg that pointless portent. "This one will be different, I can tell.", he does defend. And with that my heart leads us away breast bared once again. My heart does jump for you whether’t be for pleasure or for pain. Like a dog beat randomly for behavior fair or foul making him insane. Driven unto chasing his tail does nip himself yelping at the added hurt ‘Till you pull him back to you leash in hand with a wicked jerk. A mended heart that is my wish made on those stars that light the sky But when they do fall carrying’t to me it is too heavy a burden it seems and they plummet by Driving deep ‘nto the Earth taking my wish to smolder in Hell as it doth in my chest I still see in my mind that flaming

My Songs, Please Do Not Rip
I know I've lost youI know you're leavingbut before you go Iwant you to knowwith you my heart willalways and forever goYou've showed me loveAnd took it from menow my heart is bleeding, why notlook in side and see It's a hole in my heart where you used to beI'm over it nowI just wanted to saynow that my eyes are openI feel so very strongIt always felt rightbut now I know it was wrongI let it out, I let it outAll that I shoud holdI let it out, I let it outThe story to be toldYou turned my world upside downThrew me out and crushed my soulTook me out of your memorydroped me down a long dark holeNow I'm out and back to lifefound myself and stronger nowForget the past, live for the moment I'll forget about you, and show you howI thought it was loveat first it may have beenyou took it away, I won't deny thatIt hurt me bad, I fell awayThe longer I thought about itI realized I don't want you to stayI let it rule me, It took me overThese feelings that I lost you, now I know the turth isthat I ne

Advice Needed
I have a friend who keeps asking for advice and I have ran out of what to tell her. She has a boyfriend and yet she continues to do stupid things because she knows that the sex is not at all good. She wants to have more than just him getting his and her not getting anything. She is constantly on the computer meeting and wanting to hook up with every guy she meets just to be able to have sex and nothing more. Now it turns out that she just got engaged to her boyfriend and she says that she will continure to have her secret lifestyle and I have told her that she is crazy and that she needs to stop it before something happens. I know it is her life, but she says she loves her Fiance and I keep telling her to follow what is in your heart. Now my question is, what do I tell and should I still be friends with her????

Not Giving Up On Life
Yeah so these are always the worst, space filling posts...but I'll use it to give anyone who cares a chance to get to know me a little bit. I'm a 25 year old mom. My beautiful angel is three now and up until recently I raised him alone. The times were hard and only got worse when I lost my job a few months ago. Right now he is in the care of his father, a man I'm currently divorcing. I must say that we are at least being civil to one another and putting our son first in everything. My husband left me when my son was first born, but he wasn't around much while I was pregnant either. In fact the last time there was any action in the bedroom with him was the night our son was conceived. Six months ago, I told him I wanted a divorce and the man had the audacity to claim he still loved me. Being absent 3 years really proved that I guess. Enough about him though. I've moved on. Though I'm still married have actively started dating other men and enjoying life as much as possible.

Rhonda's Blog
Thoughts At this point and time in my life, I have been talking to God a lot!! When you don't understand your own circumstance its hard not to want to take it into your own hands...the thing is...the IMPORTANT thing is ... you can take it in your hands ... take it in your hands and hand it to the One who makes sense. Praying in times like these I have found can almost be as awkward as a blind date. Its like ... well, uh...so....hey...I uh....don't really understand this all that much and uh.... hmm..... help? But I have also found that its okay to do that. Because even a help with a question mark, God hears. And the fact that there's prayer in the first place means you are opening your heart and extending FAITH! Which I believe God acknowledges. I have also been catching myself cursing lately... I am just bein real... yes...those who follow Jesus slip... but I am being ministered to, to watch my mouth... even if its only every so often foul things slip. Because I will never know if th

Food For Thought
slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master owns my body, my mind, my will, my health, my well-being, my communications, my actions, even my very breath. slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master allows my existence to continue in order that i may obey Him, serve Him, please Him, amuse Him, entertain Him, and care for Him. slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master, also, allows my existence to continue in order that i may tend to His needs, to His wants, and to the multitude of duties He may assign me, regarding any and all aspects of His life. slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master has absolute and total Ownership and Control of every facet of my life. slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master values my gift of submission. He cares for me and is proud of His ownership of me. He likewise requires that i take pride in myself and in my position as His slave.

My 1st Fu-bl0g... Hey I Was Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. My wife grew up practically right down the road from me and passed by the house I grew-up in & knew alotta people, was related to kids in my neighborhood but yet I didn't meet her until she was 40 and I was 39! 2. I have 4 cats, a dog, 7 rabbits & alotta fish! 3. I call my one car "the deer-magnet" because instead of me hitting a deer a humongous buck ran into the side of my car one night while driving and I had to force it's head out my driver side window. My daughter who was with me was like; "Daddy what was that ... was it a deer?" 4.I dislike gang-bangers but enjoy the show "Gangland"! 5. My favorite sports-team is no

Poetry
This poem was written for me by my bff!! =) The Metamorphosis I had never seen anything like it. It was almost regal the way it hung there. There was undeniable strength in the cord that kept it connected to the tree And somehow I sensed it was not just a simple cord, but a lifeline. I had to look twice at the complexity of this amazing structure. A cocoon of sorts I assumed, but it was so thick As if there was layer after layer that made up its walls. It was as if the layers were acting as an armor… a shelter. I could not help but to stop and take a second look. There was a beauty that mesmerized the eye. There was a strength that defied reason. Yet at the same time there was an undeniable sadness That overwhelmed me as I stepped closer and examined its composition. Day after day others went by. Nobody could simply pass though Without lingering for a moment to watch this cocoon in amazement. There was life in this shell, But day after day the layers remained u

Friend
Friends. A simple word isn't it? Its uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk too. Now I know that friends aren't that, They're the people that touches your hearts. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They're the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change, they accept you exactly as you are, they look at you and they see a great person, onething they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs,and smiles. Your tied together by love for the other. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thin in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life.

Just Thinking
what up my fellow fubar's i have been here along time i meen from way back lost cherry cherry tap an way before that lol i have seen good friends come an go an i think i never have done a blog huh weird well tu da lol hopefully there will be more though im not much of a talker im more of a listener boy has that ever pist off some of my gurl friends lmao " y you never talk to me " couse aint shit going on up there lol if i have something to say i will say it well how was that for my first blog ? laterz all when is enough enough??the right answer is never or should be if you really love someone.i dont know the answer myself anymore......................we go through alot of shit and put up with alot more just to have a small peice of that for letter word ...................why?????????? becouse there is another word that scares us much more ...............alone................ Why do I feel so alone inside while I have everyone to back me up.. Do they really care.. Do they really love

What Is Love? (not The Song)
What is love?? Now n days i believe its just a word that mean "Hey I like you a lot, lets have sex"! Back when a person told another person that they loved them they would literally be devoted to that person for life but in today's fucked up society the word "love" is thrown around like the word "the", Common people! I know people after a month of dating are already throwing the "L" word around like an angry wife throwing house objects at her husband! Yeah i know that's a lot, really people..really! Have we forgot what that word even means? What it even symbolizes as? YES WE HAVE!! There is a difference between love and lust and now in days people are confusing them, way to go fuck tards! Ive been in love before, true love and i don't know if that person was in love with me as much as i him but i am one of the few who know the difference between both! When you wake up every morning with nothing on your mind besides that certain someone and instantly you start smiling, when you get the

Just Interesting Things
BabyJesus is never going to charge for Fubar. Why? Because it is advertiser supported. The more people who are on here, the more money Fubar (and its parent company) makes. If there is ever going to be a change in Fubar it will not be announced through bulletins. Why would any company trust its future to idiots, who "test" their friends, and think that the phone rings because they've re-posted a bulletin. And there is NO way to attach a fucking tracking device to a godamn bulletin!!! So you are not going to Recieve Shit for Reposting Spam. Come on people!!! Don't act offended if someone asks to be your friend. If you don't want friends you don't know in real time, then change your fucking settings, stop acting like a fucking drama queen. Not everyone will like you. That's life. Grow up. Even Hitler had pals, you'll find someone too! If someone denies your 'add friend request', move on. Don't pester the shit out of someone to be your friend, it's not going to work. Don't act offended

Lyrics To My Fav Songs
Hitoribocchi nanka ja nainda to Yoru ni nigekonde iikikaseta Kekkyoku sore wa jibun no kodoku o Hinihini ukibori ni shiteku dake datta Kensou kara hanareta kaerimichi Itsumo to nani mo kawaranai noni Kurikaeshiteku noka to omottara Kyuu ni namida ga komiagete kita Tayorinakute nasakenakute Fuan de samishikute Koe ni naranai koe de Nukumori o hoshigatta *Nee kimi wa tashika ni totsuzen araware Watashi no kurayami ni hikari sashita Soshite sukoshi waratte daijoubu datte unazuite Watashi no te o totte arukidashita Kimi no se ni tenshi no hane o mita Tsuyoku naritai to nagatta no wa Itami ni nibuku naru tame ja nai Tasukerarete sasaerarete Ataeatte yurushiatta Ano hi mamotte ikitai Mono ga dekita kara **Nee kimi wa tokidoki muboubi sugiru kurai Watashi ni subete de butsukatte kuru Sore wa amarinimo mabushi sugiru hodo de Watashi wa mabat

Randomness
i just wanna say that i dont think i have ever felt this way in my whole life. How can u fall in love with someone with one chat session? i mean is it possible? i feel that it is because i have never met neone soo passionate and soo perfect for me that is. Yes we both have a past but we can sit and cuddle and talk for hour bout sad and happy times. I also never met a guy so passionate bout their kid or kids. It makes me tear everytime i think bout it.. hes such a good father and i wish i knew wat to do for him most of the time. I want to make all his dreams come true and fullfilled. I also wanna say that im in love with him soo deeply that im scared but im not running away from this one i cant i care and love him wayyy too much. well love you baby if you do read this.

Ugh!
this is exactly why I wasn't looking for a fucking boyfriend in the two months my ex-fiance and I broke up...I was TRYING to improve my fucking self, but what did I do two months after getting DUMPED on my ass...find a boyfriend. Who fucking doesn't deserve me. Go Rina! :) I'm so smart. And I treat him the same way I treated my ex. Wohoo. Isn't the definition of insanity doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results? Well, that alone proves I'm crazy...on top of all the shit that I'm not going to post online because a small part of me sees the downside of irrationally posting all my rantings on fubar. ha. //end rant...maybe I am not blaming either of my exes. I am completely and totally taking responsibility of being the fucked up one. My ex-fiance is a douchebag though but even he didn't deserve how I treated him. My current?ex? boyfriend has been so good to me and almost from the start I have treated him like shit. I have some problems that I really

Under The Same Moon
There are many eyes in the nights black sky, The day it has but one.With the dawn of day those eyes fade away,The moon being the largest one. The day's sun shines bright and brings us light,Giving the warmth that we need.But the darkness of night searches our soul,While the moon see's all that we dream. So as we hustle through the day we hope and we pray,That darkness returns again soon.Where our hearts and our minds rejoice as they find,True love......UNDER THE SAME MOON.

Whispers From My Soul
“I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually,artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don’t mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding.”~Anais Nin This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into a regular workout routine Dear Diary,For my birthday this year, my husband purchased a week of personal training at the local health club.Although I am still in great shape since being a high school football cheerleader 43 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try.I called the cl

Battal Bully And Others
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