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~pervalicious~ A Definition
Pervalicious {per-va-lish-us} ~Adjective~ 1. Acknowledged by the individual or individuals in question as unnatural sexual thought,word, or activity, but still immensely enjoyed by them. ~Example~ I'm feeling extremely Pervalicious this evening! Pervalicious {per-va-lish-us} ~Adjective~ 1. Acknowledged by the individual or individuals in question as unnatural sexual thought,word, or activity, but still immensely enjoyed by them. ~Example~ I'm feeling extremely Pervalicious this evening!

Hotpinkfizzle & Cwgrlupxox Team Wk 1
=== 'HotPinkFizzle™ ☆ Brigadier General ☆ Dream Girlz ☆ own'd by *Whisperer*' spewed forth the following at '2008-03-25 13:56:40'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Girls are a dime a dozen, The ☆Dream Girlz☆ are Pricless!© > > > > > > > > Dream Girlz Officers > > > HotPinkFizzle¢â Brigadier General > > > > cwgrlupxox Lt. Colonel

This&that
I'm not posting a salute photo. Why not? 2 reasons: a) My digital camera is broken. b) I'm me and the people I know on here already know me IRL, so why the hell would I need to 'prove myself' to strangers? Seriously. If I was going to impersonate someone I'd impersonate someone that was at least somewhat photogenic. I'm sick of the stupid Fubar support spam, "POST A SALUTE TO LEVEL UP", every fucking day.... ugh. Of course they don't reply to my return messages.

I Love My Life!
LIFE IS GREAT! I AM HAPPI 2 BE ME! PURPOSE IS BEING FULFILLED IN MY LIFE...PEACE & BLESSINGS There is always someone in a worse situation than you. I thank God everyday for food to eat (although it may not be what i would like), a roof over my head ( cuz somebody is living on the streets), & my health & my strength. I think we take for granted those things such as food, shelter, & our health. We worry about material gain instead of focusing on Spiritual gain. Material gain is TEMPORARY but Spiritual gain is ETERNAL. I thank God everyday for another day to get closer to fulfilling my purpose in this life. I LOVE MY LIFE!

Friendship
If you are lost in your way Deep within a dark story You are full of doubt You fear going a stray Open your heart Let the pain pour out Cling to memories brighter. I hear the chorus of your heart Your lonesome folly Your need to find the light Your fight to take flight I will find you Taking you back from the dark world In friendship's kiss you will find your way. This is to my wonderful friend Pete, I hope you know how much I love having you in my life! At the heart of all relationships Is a special connection Of souls and minds called friendship. Between two who may be very different Or two who share much in common. Their lives become interwoven as time passes. As they explore new avenues... Share their hopes, dreams, desires... The bond gets stronger and the trust greater. And as they open up to one another, Become more vulnerable, A special love develops and grows. It is a love that has many sides... Honesty, caring, laughter It is rewardi

Red Friday
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home wi

Naughty Quiz
Nasty Quiz Rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u fuck me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard/want me to fuck you hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u handcuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like .porno stars? answer: 18.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 19.If i gave u my

Pain
Pain may last a few hours,a day, a few days,weeks months or years, but eventually, it goes away. If i quit or give, that memory lasts forever. Never Let up. Be on the "full throttle" setting all through life. Or just cruise, and remember what it could have been like.

Proud
I am so proud of me. My ex, that has had this hold over me, ask me if I want to get together and "hangout"! I told her NO!! I am so proud of myself for that, any other time I would have said ok. I must finally be getting over her. Guess she thinks that since the one she throw me aside for used her and got rid of her, she can just waltz right back into my life and pick up right where she left off. Well she needs to know that my heart is not a revoling door! You just can't come and go whenever you want, cause you can't!

Swastika In America
There are a lot of White people in America that believe the swastika is just a foreign German symbol. They fail to realize that perhaps the German people in the 1920’s may have been encouraged and utilized the symbol because White Americans were accustomed to using it as well. I. History Most cultures around the world regard the swastika as a “good luck” symbol since it forms a combination of four “L’s” standing for Luck, Light, Love, and Life. It has been discovered in ancient Rome, recent excavations in Grecian cities and towns, on Buddhist monuments, on coins from ancient China dating back in the B.C. period. Swastikas are either going clockwise or counterclockwise and the arms of it can be curved or straight. There are other terms for the swastika as it is sometimes called the hackenkreuz, gamma cross, gammadion, St. Brigid’s cross, and fylfot cross. Below is a postcard that was copyrighted 1907 by E. Phillips, a card published in the USA, which shows the high regar

What's Up With That??
OK, I'M JUST WONDERING....WHAT DOES A PERSON ACTUALLY WRITE ABOUT ? I MEAN, EVERYTHING I'VE WRITTEN ABOUT HAS BEEN ALL GRUESOME AND TERRIBLE. WELL, I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING AWFUL TO SAY TO ANYONE, I JUST HAVE SOME STUFF I WAS WONDERING ABOUT. LIKE...HOW IN THE HECK DO THOSE GIRLS ALL GET TO THE TOP TEN?? I MEAN, I THINK IS HOW AND WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET THERE???!!? LOL, JUST KIDDING, MAYBE IF I WAS ABOUT 25YEARS YOUNGER AND 75POUNDS LITER I COULD MAKE IT...I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT. THEY ARE ALL SOOOO BEAUTIFUL....WELL, EITHER WAY, IF ANYONE HAS ANY SUGGESTIONS PLEASE GIVE ME A SHOUT, I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR ANY AND ALL SUGGESTIONS.....KISSES EVERYONE...

New Drugs Going Round
omfg wots the world coming to??? Not a joke - New Drug in Schools Please note - serious message about drugs below. PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU DELETE -IT MAY HELP SOME ONE'S CHILD/CHILDREN New Drug in Schools - Please Pass it on. This is a new drug known as 'strawberry quick'. There is a very scary thing going on in the schools right now that we all need to be aware of. There is a type of crystal meth going around that looks like strawberry pop rocks (the candy that sizzles and 'pops' in your mouth). It also smells like strawberry and it is being handed out to kids in school yards. They are calling it strawberry meth or strawberry quick. Kids are ingesting this thinking that it is candy and being rushed off to the hospital in dire condition. It also comes in chocolate, peanut butter, cola, cherry, grape and orange. Please instruct your children not to accept candy from strangers and even not to accept candy that looks like this from a friend (who may h

The Silent Angel
The footsteps are silent-The wings,I cannot see Yet, I know Gods angles takes charge of me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ God's promise is as golden as my angels halo And wherever I walk my angel walks with me....

Everything As It Seems
One day you wake up and think things are okay, and you think that life is good. Then after moments of waking up out of your fake reality, you realize that life isn’t what it seems. When you think you have a lifetime with someone, they disappear with the blink of an eye. Everything you have ever known about that person falls into a spiraling staircase of nothing. Can anyone answer me a question? When will things be okay? Why do the people you actually love the most, have be taken away from you? Is it punishment? Is it a lesson that we have to learn? I don’t understand. Nothing for me at all this year has gone right at all. I thought to myself as soon as this year began that it was going to be a new year. It was going to be a wonderful year because of I was turning 18. But no. Everything that I thought would last forever lasted seconds. Everything I thought would soon vanish without a trace. My feelings towards everything now are simple. 1 - Never expect the unexpected. 2- Never give you

It's Just A Website And Not My Life
Just felt like posting a blog,stating that this place.....is just a freaking website...I don't NEED to be on here,I don't NEED to leave my account on my pc as I go and do things,that's because it's just a bs website.....but SOME people....this IS their life....and to me....that is a sad existence. Truly sad indeed. Unlike those people I have a real life,with real friends who I can and do go visit,see and can hang out with. And THAT'S why whenever I FEEL like it I can lock up my page so that NO ONE can view it. Why?!?! Because I don't care about this place....I don't care if I get rated or not ever again. Being ranked is'nt my driving force to be on here. How this place views me and ranks me does'nt determine my value in life,doesn't determine ANYTHING that REALLY matters in the real world and THATS why IDGAF about this place,because at the end of the day it's a freakin website. I just wished other people did'nt have to make this their life,got out there in the real world and expierienc

Thoughts 27
Well, it is the 3rd day without my medicine and I am doing better than I thought I would. I am sore and my neck is stiff and in pain but i think the more I move, the better it will get. Having arthritis between each vertebrae sucks and it will be something I deal with the rest of my life. I will get through this. The bleeding hasn't stopped which kind of worries me. I thought that it would have stopped by now. I will give it some more time before I call my doctor back and tell him that it is still happening. He has me on 2 different meds to try and stop it. My daughter has been wanting to move out with her boyfriend for about 6 months now. I was not fond of the idea only because of thinking they really couldn't afford it. They are both going to college and working full time so as long as they stay in college, I guess it is ok? Her Aunt told her of a really cute old apartment that isn't too expensive down town. It is the perfect location! I told her we would help the

Thoughts 28
Ugh, monday morning. I had nightmares all night. Getting to a car accident. having a psycho serial killer after my kids. crazy stuff. I woke myself up after the car accident. I got up and went into Anthony's room and he wasn't there which scared me. He went to a concert last night with 2 friends. I told him I wanted him to come home after being that he has school today! I called and called his cell phone and he finally answered. He said that the friend that he went with was too tired to drive him home so he stayed there at his house. The concert apparently ended at 1:00am. I told him it would have been nice to get a phone call, that i was worried. Kids never think parents worry. I was very sore yesterday from way over doing it on Saturday. I thought I was superwoman and cleaned and was dancing around. So I wasn't moving a whole lot yesterday. I was quite sore and in pain. I spent most of the day out in the backyard reading. It was a BEAUTIFUL day! Peter was work

The Bleeding
I remember when all the games began Remember every little lie and every last goodbye Promises you broke, words you choked on and I never walked away, it's still a mystery to me Well I'm so empty I'm better off without you and you're better off without me Well you're so unclean I'm better off without you and you're better off without me The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred (deceiving), the beatings; it's over Paint the mirrors black to forget you I still picture your face and the way you used to taste Roses in a glass, dead and wilted To you this all was nothing Everything to you is nothing Well you're so filthy I'm better off without you and you're better off without me Well I'm so ugly You're better off without me and I'm better off alone The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred, the beatings (disaster); it's over As wicked as you are, you're beautiful to me You're the darkest burning

Fubar Purpose
I am here to find and cultivate friendships,not just to get points and play games.If I invite you to be a friend it is on a trial basis,one to see if ur interesting and another to see if you know how to be a friend,that means certain things like to come and visit and talk once in awhile.If ur neither then dont expect to be on my friends list very long ok. that goes for new and old friends some I haven't seen on for weeks, so in the next few days I will be doing some housekeeping as some call it,and try and find new friends,oh 1 thing else that pisses tyger off is to be told brb and u never do until the next day.added 4/16/08: I just learned last nite how friendships work on here,it is not really if you are a real friend ,it is when you was added that counts,so you can be an a++ and be no.5 on a list and I can be no.9 and trying to be a real friend coz I was added later then the a++.So all u people that are like that I hope you will be happy with ur a++es coz I am not sticking around s

Simi
Me and my guy have been going around in circles for the last ten years and I don't know what to do. He's lied, cheated, and been in and out of relationship with other girls and still I can't stop myself from falling for him every time I hear his voice. He's told me that I'm his best friend and anchor, that I still have his rib (Adam & Eve ppl) and yet as soon as another girl catches his eye, it's like I don't exist. Then again, he's talked to me when he's been in those other relationships. What's he want from me? I know what I want and he knows what I want, but what I want to know is what he wants? Any ideas? Thoughts? Suggestions? It's a beautiful day here and I had a nice night last night talking to my new friend. He's awesome and made me laugh most the night. Thanks Sasa

Did My Time
Realized I can never win Sometimes feel like I have failed Inside where do I begin? My mind is laughing at me Tell me, why am I to blame? Aren't we supposed to be the same? That's why I will never tame This thing thats burning in me I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn't last I feel the life pulled from me I feel the anger changing me Sometimes I can never tell If I got something after me That's why I just beg and plead For this curse to leave me Tell me, why am I to blame? Aren't we supposed to be the same? That's why I will never tame This thing thats burning in me I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn't last I feel the life pulled from me I feel the anger changing me Betrayed I feel so Enslaved I really tried I did my time I did my time I did my time I did my time I did my TIME I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn't last I feel the life pulled from me I feel the anger changing me

A True Redneck
We have enjoyed the redneck jokes for years. It's time to take a > reflective look at the core beliefs of a culture that values home, family, > country and God. If I had to stand before a dozen terrorists who threaten > my life, I'd choose a half dozen or so rednecks to back me up. Tire irons, > squirrel guns and grit -- that's what rednecks are made of. I hope I am > one of those. If you feel the same, pass this on to your redneck friends. > Ya'll know who ya' are. > > > > You might be a redneck if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the > phrase, 'One nation, under God.' > > You might be a redneck if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 > Commandments posted in public places. > > You might be a redneck if: You still say ' Christmas' instead of 'Winter > Festival.' > > You might be a redneck if: You bow your head when someone prays. > > You might be a redneck if: You stand and place your hand over your heart > when they play the National Anthem. >

Corporate Fink
I find it Ironic That snitch Rhymes With bitch Because both Of them Belong Underneath A ditch Slice the Veins Then watch The remains Slowly twitch Sorry But that Wound Will need More Than just A stitch Should have Kept your Mouth shut That clearly Was your Glitch

Revelations..
when you are talking to others to help them or just to make a statement u tend to have those OMG moments.. well i have had a few OMFG moments tonight/this morning. one is that u have to confront your past fully to get over it .. and to get on with your life.the other is that u have to be who you are and do what YOU wantto do no matter what anyone thinks or believes about you .. its YOUR life not theirs.. so its up to YOU how your life goes and no one else...and lastly . in having these moments and realizing them to be true...for me.. i have discovered that maybe im not so blonde after all....:P

Autism
COME AND ENTER AUTUSM SUPPORT LOUNGE!!!! BRING ALL YOUR QUESTIONS AND WE WILL BE HERE TO TRY TO HELP ANWSER THEM!!!!WE WELCOME ANYONE AND EVERYONE WHO HAS QUESTIONS, INSITE, OR JUST WANTS TO KNOW MORE!!!!!!CLICK ANY PIC TO ENTER THE AUTISM SUPPORT LOUNGE COME AND ENTER AUTUSM SUPPORT LOUNGE!!!! BRING ALL YOUR QUESTIONS AND WE WILL BE HERE TO TRY TO HELP ANWSER THEM!!!!WE WELCOME ANYONE AND EVERYONE WHO HAS QUESTIONS, INSITE, OR JUST WANTS TO KNOW MORE!!!!!!

Thoughts 32
I had one of the longest days in my life yesterday! My girlfriend that was here for her father's memorial was supposed to stay through the weekend but had been having headaches every night from the stress she has been under with dealing with her Dad's death. So her husband was up North and was hoping we would bring their son to him so he could go riding with him before heading back to Washington. So I told her I would drive them up there. She also decided to just drive back home with her husband instead of flying home Sunday. Sad because that meant our trip to the city was canceled but I totally understood her just wanting to go home. So I drove to Colousa and then over to Stonyford to drop off Kellen to his Dad and then to Willows and Tricia and I waited in the Hotel room for them to get back from the riding. It was a log day. We drove around and had dinner and they got back by the time we were done. Then, I had to drive to the Sacramento airport to take John (the guy

To All My "friends"
i've decided once my vip is over that im gonna be deleting my fubar account i joined this site for fun and something to pass the time well its no longer fun to me and as far as passing the time there are much better things i can be doing with less stress involved there are a few great friends that ive made feel free to keep in touch on yahoo or aim if you dont have it and youd like to just ask.

Obama Explains National Anthem
Obama Explains National Anthem Stance On Sat, 22 Mar 2008 18:48:04 -0400, "LTG Bill Ginn" USAF ret Forwarded: Hot on the heels of his explanation for why he no longer wears a flag pin, presidential candidate Senator Barack Obama was forced to explain why he doesn't follow protocol when the National Anthem is played. According to the United States Code, Title 36, Chapter 10, Sec. 171, During rendition of the national anthem when the flag is displayed, all present except those in uniform are expected to stand at attention facing the flag with the right hand over the heart. "As I've said about the flag pin, I don't want to be perceived as taking sides," Obama said. "There are a lot of people in the world to whom the American flag is a symbol of oppression. And the anthem it self conveys a war-like message. You know, the bombs bursting in air and all. It should be swapped for something less parochial and less bel licose. I like the song 'I'd Like to Teach the World to Sing.' I

Missing Family Member...help Us
PLEASE HELP ME FIND HER. APRIL 28TH I WAS MOWING THE YARD AND SHE WAS SLEEPING IN THE FRONT YARD. WHEN I WAS DONE SHE WAS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND. PLEASE JUST LOOK AT THE PICTURE AND GET IT OUT TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW. SHE'S CHIPED WITH ALL OUR INFORMATION. PLEASE HELP ME FIND OUR BABYGIRL.

Graceful Guidance
Graceful Guidance Working With Angels At some point in our lives, we are likely to find ourselves asking for help, perhaps from no one in particular, and without knowing where help could possibly come from. We may have raised our eyes skyward or whispered our need under our breath only to find that somehow we were heard, and the help we needed arrived. It might have come in the form of a person who appeared at the right time, or perhaps it came in the form of luck, chance, or divine intervention. However assistance appears, these are times when we can be sure that there are angels watching over us. We may find ourselves asking for their help with simple things-like finding a parking spot or to watch over loved ones-but then we forgot to call on them when we found ourselves alone or in pain. We don't need to be aware of them to receive their assistance, but there is comfort in the knowledge that they are there for us when we need them. And when we remain open to their pre

Thank God For You
I heard the music when true love called, a song sent from heaven on silver wings. The whole world was dreaming, wisps of light streaming, as the stars spilled their magic upon you and me. The tune was more lovely than the nightingale's song, more delicate than a rose weeping, yet as powerful as the sun leaping to shed golden ribbons in herald of dawn. And I bow down before you, the one my eyes have longed to behold, my lonely heart pining, love Light shining, I swear that I shall love and adore you. I Will Love And Adore You till the day I die... ~I Love and Miss You Much Robert~ Sometimes when I take a look at the hectic world around me, I feel confused, but all of the noise fades away and I forget my worries when I think about you. Sometimes I feel overwhelmed by life, and sometimes I don't know what to do, but everything suddenly feels right when I hear your voice, and see the light shining in your eyes. Even if I gaze into a crystal ball, I'l

Disfigured Bald Eagle To Get A Bionic Beak
ST. MARIES, Idaho - She has been named Beauty, though this eagle is anything but. Part of Beauty's beak was shot off several years ago, leaving her with a stump that is useless for hunting food. A team of volunteers is working to attach an artificial beak to the disfigured bird, in an effort to keep her alive. "For Beauty it's like using only one chopstick to eat. It can't be done" said biologist Jane Fink Cantwell, who operates a raptor recovery center in this Idaho Panhandle town. "She has trouble drinking. She can't preen her feathers. That's all about to change." Cantwell has spent the past two years assembling a team to design and build an artificial beak. They plan to attach it to Beauty next month. With the beak, the 7-year-old bald eagle could live to the age of 50, although not in the wild. "She could not survive in the wild without human intervention," Cantwell said. The 15-pound eagle was found in 2005 scrounging for food and slowly starving to death at a landfill

The Man In The Arena
The Man In the Arena by Theodore Roosevelt (From a speech delivered in Paris in 1910) It is not the critic who counts, not the man who points out how the strong man stumbled, or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena; whose face is marred by the dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs and comes short again and again; who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions and spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best, knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who, at worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly; so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory or defeat.

Stuff I Made For Friends
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Naughty Application
1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5.Would you have sex with me? 6.Lights on or off? 7.Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15. Do you think I would be good in bed? 16.Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 18.Can we take pictures of the act? 19.How long would we have sex? 20.Would you tell your friends about me? 21.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT "Naughty Application"

Carlin Is A Genius. The Gas And Illegal Alien Problems Solved In One Fell Swoop.
George Carlin's Solution to Save Gasoline Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use..... The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down..... Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the Border.... When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq ... Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military.... Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it..... After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country..... He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot... This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves.. ....

10 Random Things
10 Random things about me or my life....tagged by my brother in law Danny, here we go.... 1- I love to lay in a cold bed on Egyptian cotton sheets when on my period and read a book. 2- My mother passed away four years ago and has made me a completely different person 3-I am going through a divorce by my choice 4- I have learned recently that skin does not make up a person it is only an exterior 5- My father is one of my best friends 6- My friends will help get me places in this life and I have the best of the best 7- I have no siblings 8- I believe the purpose in life is to try and find true happiness 9- I absolutely hate mental mind fucks 10-My kids are my whole world and without them I'd be nothing

Inspiration
Veins Expanding Ankles Exploding Eyes Evolving I'm afraid Insane & I can't seem to let any of this go I never considered time to be my enemy... I see the unenlightened Walking in their oafish circles A sea of humpback whales & slobbering Sloths And I want to attack Push them down & vomit a world of truth & pain in their shivering faces I want to sit and nibble the soft sweet spine and jelly tissue of these unformed Amoeba kings Yes, You single cell! You do not know suffering You do not know pain You do not know release You do not know art, Possession, Surrendering All u know is image & ego & testosterone Oh, be careful children! Choose wisely if u choose to follow... These are not the guardians you seek "The Edge ... there is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over." -Hunter S. Thompson "I think i

Twin Soul
Clumsy - Fergie First time, that I saw your eyes Boy, you looked right through me, mmm mmmm Played it cool, but I knew you knew That cupid hit me, mmm mmm You got me trippin' (oh), stumblin' (oh) Flippin' (oh), fumblin' (so) Clumsy 'cause I'm fallin' in love (in in love) You got me slippin' (oh), tumblin' (oh) Sinkin' (oh), crumblin' (so) Clumsy 'cause I'm fallin' in love (in love) So in love with you Can't help it Girl can't help it (oh baby) Can't help it Girl can't help it (oh no) Can't help it Girl can't help it (no how) Can't help it Can't breathe, when you touch my sleeve Butterflies so crazy, mmm mmmm Whoa now? Think I'm goin' down Friends don't know what's with me Mmm mmm You got me trippin' (oh), stumblin' (Oh), flippin'(Oh), fumblin' (so) Clumsy 'cause I'm fallin' in love (in love) You got me slippin' (oh), tumblin' (oh) Sinkin' (oh), crumblin' (so) Clumsy 'cause I'm fallin' in love (in love) So in love with you Can't help it

Speeches
3rd April, 1968 Thank you very kindly, my friends. As I listened to Ralph Abernathy in his eloquent and generous introduction and then thought about myself, I wondered who he was talking about. It’s always good to have your closest friend and associate to say something good about you, and Ralph Abernathy is the best friend that I have in the world. I’m delighted to see each of you here tonight in spite of a storm warning. You reveal that you are determined to go on anyhow. Something is happening in Memphis, something is happening in our world. And you know, if I were standing at the beginning of time with the possibility of taking a kind of general and panoramic view of the whole of human history up to now, and the Almighty said to me, "Martin Luther King, which age would you like to live in?" I would take my mental flight by Egypt, and I would watch God’s children in their magnificent trek from the dark dungeons of Egypt through, or rather, across the Red Sea, through the wilder

Memorial Day
as we enjoy our holiday weekend lets not forget the families who has love ones that are serving to keep us free. also those who maybe absent a love one who paid the ultimate price in this war and all past wars. I know that to some this war is wrong and we should not be there but i'm not talking about points of view i just want us all to set aside our opinion of this war and appreciate the men and women who do there job even when its not popular. Thank You all. and To all service men and women and their spouses and children. I say Thank you!! Thank You Comments

Leza's Poems
The World. God made us for a reason, To give life and hope. To respect and love. The life that we create The memories we make. The love we should always give. Respect we need to give. The wisdom in our hearts, We always cry alot. We all made the same We have our heads and we think with the brain. So why we always judge and give that big old grudge. Who's pretty or ugly. Who's nicer or bad. We shouldn't take things for granded. We should make our lives very happy. Look what the world came to The hate, the rape and the killing we do. Look what the world has to give and we always take, but we dont give. We need to change the world, Since we the people can bring back the only hope. The war, the hate we have. It's not gonna get us anywhere. We need to start to fight. Other wise will regret it for life. For the things we do. They not aways will come true. The world has given us. Alot of hate and loss. Why do we have so much hate? The drama that we always

In Honor Of Those Who Serve
GREAT MEMORIAL DAY COMMENTSCLICK HERE! Honor Earned Here we stand to honor our dead; To remember them as these words are read. To give that honor that they have earned; Is a lesson taught, a lesson learned. These men and women who gave their all; And answered God’s hallowed call. And even though we are apart They live on in our minds and heart. So, bow your head and let us pray; God bless them all on this day. GREAT MEMORIAL DAY COMMENTSCLICK HERE! Always remember We bow our heads in silent grace; Proud to stand upon this place. To honor those who we love and lost; Whose lives were taken at such a cost. Through the pain and sorrow, for all the brave and true; To always be remembered by me and by you. To heal the minds and hearts, of those who still live; Always remembering what they had to give. Live your lives with pride in hearing what I say; May God bless and keep you on this and every day. GREAT MEMORIAL DAY COMMENTSCLICK HERE! Memor

Things That Annoy Me
Honestly a social websites a social website but ppl here w/ their ways annoy me soooo much and I'll tell you and be straight up honest 1) What annoys me is when people (esp w/ THESE GIRLS OMG! think they own ppl and they try to make other ppl jealous of them......HONEY AS FAR AS IM CONCERNED W/ 'YOUR MEN' theyre not yours so shut the fuck up! 2) I mean it's nice to be attracted to someone your own sex....w/e I'm down with that but its annoying when ppl try to convert you to a homosexual...its a person choice whter they wanted to be homo or not 3) It annoys me when useless....esp ugly unspecial ppl give you an opposite votes on purpose 4) SOOOOOOOOO annoying.......THIS BOTHERS ME ALOT....when you make it an everyone mumm and the people seriosuly have no lives whatsoever and so bored that thry try and make the person feel bad....IKE SHUT THE FUCK UP TOO! 5) LASTLY, are people here just desperate? IT ANNOYS ME WHEN people are fu owners.......slaves....husband......wifey.

Come On Ride The Train..
Chocolate Bunnys Train!!! All you have to do is Fan, Rate and Add The Rules Are Simple. You must add fan,rate and add the host..... Chocolate Bunny Fu- Wife to Bitchwhisperer & R/L GF@ fubar 1 Must fan, rate and add all riders... 2 Send me a private message telling me you are finished adding everyone and then I Will Add You 3 When Adding Others on my Train pls put Chocolate Bunnys Train Or You Will NOT BE ADDED!!! 4 Level 1 must have a Picture Everyone have fun ridin the train.... Love Shack - The B-52s

I Am
I Am I am your fears and your sorrows Your tears and deepest horrors I am the secrets of your past I will haunt you from now until the last I am your dreams and lack thereof Your hopes and devilish love I will crush your desires and bring them back anew I will allow you good times But only bloody few I am yours to command or destroy I am the key for your coy I am your youth and your death The song of your life and your last breath I am your happiness, your joy I am your lover’s toy I am everything you wish to be I am you, and you are me I am the one to fill the whole You are me, and I am the soul By Dale Foreman (Aka Glitch)

Auction
OK SO CHECK THIS OUT.... Ok so all of you know or should know RaZoR - "Well he is hosting a auction - Yes that is right a AUCTION" He has several fine ladys up for grabs. Do You have what it takes to own one of these fine ladies? Well stop by and check out these lovely ladies who are offering some goodies just for 1 special person. Is it you??? There will be more added so stop back! Here are the ladies who are up for grabs. Check em' out! IF YOU WANT TO JOIN THIS AUCTION JUST HIT UP RAZOR RaZoR/Wonder_Woman@ fubar AND THE LADIES ARE

The Chat Room
(This is from my blog on myspace) A 17 year old bitch came in the chat room and accused me of being a child molester because I was nice and spoke to her, and because of the teen age girls in my top friends list. These horny little morons haven't got a clue. Uhm...They are my family! My 1 is my sister Sidra whom I love very much. The other 18 year old is my 4th cuz Nicole. Whom I also love very much! Me and her mother Stacy (3rd cuz) whom died at 28 were very close like brother and sister. While both Stacy and her mother were at the lawyers office fighting for custody of Ashley and Nichole, Stacy's mother "Debra" said, "I would die for these kids"...On the way back home she did! Stacy watched her mother die. Stacy followed 5 years later from cardiopulmonary hypertension. I know she is dancing in Heaven with her mother...I love and miss you Deb and Stacy. Muah! Hmm. Anyway, I am starting to wonder if I even like chat. The chat rooms are so full of fucking trash. I fucking hated

The Greatest Irony Of Love
Loving the right person at the wrong time having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life.. And sometimes you think you're over that person but when you see them smile at you you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. In my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by soemone else..Most relationships tend to fail because the absence of love , love is always present, it's just one was being loved to little. As we all know the heart beats on the left, maybe thats the reason the heart is not always right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them, we are just a pasttime. While the one who truely loves us, remains either a friend or a stranger. So here's a piece of advice let go whe

True Love
True love is it a myth ? the unreachable?, unachievable? True love is looking deep into the soul of your mate,and feeling yourself being completed. When you breathe in, they exhale. They smile and it lights your entire world,inside and out. Just the very thought of them makes you gleam with pride and joy. They are in every thought you have present and future. No fairy tales just pure true love, the stuff that others only dream about. You race through your day just to come home to see them,or to talk to them on the phone. Seeing their face makes your entire world at peace, hearing their voice calms your every worry or fear. Happiness that the entire world can see beaming from the very depth of you. That is what I think true unconditional love is .....

Life
As some of you know back in the early mornign hours of Labor Day '06 I was hit and susequently run over by a car while working my Bouncing job @ Tailgaters. For those who don't the short story is there was a big fight in a packed bar and since it was close to closing we called it a night and threw everyone out. I opted to walk around the corner of where Tailgater's is to try and keep everything to yelling only which for about 15-20 I was able to do. At that point a car decided to drive through a crowd and hit 4 people including myself. I was left with a badly broken right ulna and radius (the 2 bones in forearm) and my right leg suffered nerve and muscle damage from being run over. The breaks resilted in 2 titanium plates and several screws, 30+hrs in ICU (was almost lost in surgery) and 4 months off from anythign. Of the other 3 hit one received a concussion, one a minor back injury (soreness) and the other a concussion. For one reason or another that night is coming up in co

First Party Of The Summer 05/31/08
My husband and I had our first summertime down on the farm party...yee-haa and everyone had a blast. I made homemade potatoe salad & for the first time I made some colelaw and it was pretty damn good if I say so myself. I always make to much food when I have these BBQ's but this time I had no leftovers, which was a good thing. I made five pounds of hot wings and five pounds of grilled bratwurst that I soaked overnight in beer & honey mustard sauce that I made. I cooked 10 pounds of hamburgers and two packs of hot dogs for the little kids that came. The famous shrimp on the barbie was a hit too. Everyone brought some beer and we were running low on ice so one of our friends went and bought a keg which was easier to keep cold after we got the barrel to put it in. We still have beer lefted....lol We rented a funhouse for the kids to play in and we bought a trampoline for the adults to jump on. Now picture this...drunk adults jumping on a trampoline...now the fun begins...lol Im so glad

Got Some Fubucks For Ya!!
HEY ITS ME SHANNON!!! HOW ABOUT THIS!! YOU NEED FUBUCKS?? WELL I GOT SOME FOR YA!!! WHOEVER CAN HIT THE 1,500 COMMENT I WILL GIVE YOU 5,OOO FUBUCKS!!..GET A SCREEN SHOT AND SEND IT TO ME AND I WILL SEND YOU YOUR FUBUCKS.. AND EVERY 100 COMMENTS YOU PUT ON THE PIC I WILL GIVE YOU 5,000 FUBUCKS!! HAVE FUN ALL AND GOOD LUCK!!..MUAHHH SHAN!!!

Fu Bombers
The Fu-Bombers are the best bombing family on Fubar. We have a family atmosphere for everyone. We are looking for new members that enjoy bombing, and would like to enter contests to win prizes, such as VIP's and Blasts. To join, you must be, at least, a level 5, and there is a 10 day probation period. FU-Bombers@ fubar If you want to join, just click on the link, send a private message stating that you want to join, and put the referral name along with your message. Hope you decide to join us, you won't regret it!!

Caress
A caress upon the shoulder, and a shudder at the touch A rising, mounting tension as two hearts begin to race Unleashing pent-up passions with the one they love so much Fingers flow through flowing hair behind a smiling face Slowly she removes his shirt, and he returns the favor Hungry tongues indulging in their craving for a taste Torn between desire to be lingering and savor And giving in to pounding lust, to finish up in haste They savor all the suckling, then their hands increase their roaming His fingers find her eager, ready, knowing what she craves Gentle, hot caresses start her shuddering and groaning Sweet release and ecstasy, a chain of ocean waves The surf is pounding harder as he consummates, with kiss Her lustful throes of ecstasy, somehow fulfilling more And as each wave is crashing she cries out in anguished bliss Her pulsating contractions bring him closer to the door Drenched in sweat and panting, still she makes one more ascent And as she peak

Just A Rate For Booboo Pleaseee
BooBoo is in an Auction and it's also a rates contest. Could you please click on the pic below and rate it for her? Thank you so much...hugsss ♪£íłβαмαGíг£♪@ fubar

Firefighters 5k Run
Stephen Siller, beloved husband and father of five, was a firefighter from Squad 1, Park Slope Brooklyn. On 9/11, he was off-duty, and on his way to golf with his 3 older brothers. When Stephen heard on his scanner that the World Trade Center had been hit, he turned his vehicle around and headed towards the site. When his truck was prohibited from entering the Brooklyn Battery Tunnel, typical of him, he raced on foot towards the site with his gear strapped to his back. He was last seen alive on West and Liberty Streets where he, more than likely, went looking for his Squad, all of whom perished.The Tunnel to Towers Run retraces Stephen’s footsteps on that fateful day. In running along his path, we honor the memory of all the Firefighters, Police, and EMS workers who performed their duty that day. In running this race, we are reclaiming still another part of the city for all our heroes and for all of those who died on 9/11. They will never be forgotten! Check out a media

Long Finger Storiez
THE STORY YOU HEAR IZ TRUE.....GOT A PHONE CALL FROM THIZ LATINA FREAK I WAZ BANGIN',FIRST THING SHE SAID WAZ,"BABY,IM JUICY & MY SOUNDZ ARE DRIVEN ME WILD.YOU NEED TO HURRY YA AZZ OVER CUZ I STARTED ALREADY LIKE I ALWAYZ DO".AS I SAY LET ME HEAR YA FINGERZ MAKE YA PUSSY SQUEAK & SQUISH.I HEAR THAT SQUISH,CUZ,THATZ THAT SOUND THAT DRIVE ME WILD.30 MINUTEZ LATER,I REACH THE DOOR,LIGHTZ OFF IN THE FRONT & IM LIKE DAMN,SHE DIDNT FALL ASLEEP,WHAT THE FUCC.THEN I LOOK DOWN & A NOTE IZ STICCIN OUT FOR ME......IT READZ:"GO TO THE BACC,YA SHOULD SEE A KEY IN THE BACC DOOR KEY HOLE LIKE I WANT YOU IN MINE,ALL UP,FILLIN' ME UP IN THERE BABY".I REACH THAT DOOR & ITZ IN THERE AIIGHT....OOOH SHE SNEAKY IM THINKIN',CUZ,I KNOW SHE JUST PUT THAT KEY THERE RIGHT BEFORE I GOT HERE.NOW MY CHOCOLATE AVENGER DICC IZ GETTIN HARDER CUZ IM ABOUT TO WALK IN ON SOMETHING WORTH SEEIN' YADIGGGA!!!!.PORNO PLAYIN',SHE ON THE COUCH SLOWLY RUBBIN' HER TWIRL BUTTON....SO I SLIDE UP BEHIND HER,KISSIN HER GENTLY ON HER

Tell Me You'll Never Forget Me
When the sun goes down it’ll be the end, When the stars fade away it’ll be the last time, We’ll look at each other. Deep down in the silent ground, I’ll look up and see your face, See the tears falling down on me, Where will I be tomorrow? Will we ever meet again? We will never really know, But for now I know that we have to say goodbye. There will be a memory of me left behind, But soon that memory will fade away, I’ll be the wind passing through your fingers, Everyone will forget me, But for now I hope you won’t cry, Because I don’t want this to be a sad goodbye, But how can I stop you from crying, When you know that we will never be able, To see each other face to face in the morning, At night, The dinner table will be without me, The bed will be without me, We will forever meet without seeing each other face to face, What will you do tomorrow without me? What will I be doing? Does anyone know? Does anyone really know what will happen? hey just recently

What A Day...........
My grandmother went into the hospital the day after my birthday which was June 5. She had a servere blader infection. She stayed in the hospital till today which is June 14. She was so weak they had to bring her home in a ambulance. She was here about a hour and a medic from hospis came out to do an evaluation on her and go over home care and take blood preasure. About a hour after that I went out and started the grill to cook. I got a phone call from a friend. As we were talking my mother came out side and had a funny look on her face. She said shes gone.... I saw her take her last breath...........

Going To Prison
now that im going to prison for 6-30 years for stealing my mothers house while shes dying of cancer, i think that none of my alter egos will save my not so virgin ass form being raped. so, i came up with yet another alter ego... chalie narcisi now i am sure to create fear in prison, but incase no one there is scared of me, like in real life, im gonna keep working on my ripped muscles ;) this is my cock before i got a penis pump this is my cock after Im going to prison for a class x felony, thats 6-30 years sitting in brick walls with big juicy inmate cock. I was hoping i can give back the anal ramming that they're going to give me, so ive been pumping up for the big house. you think i have a chance of matching up with their manmeat??

The Presidential Election
John McCain's remarks about the Pledge of Allegiance In light of the recent appeals court ruling in California, with respect to the Pledge of Allegiance, the following recollection from Senator John McCain is very appropriate: 'The Pledge of Allegiance' - by Senator John McCain 'As you may know, I spent five and one half years as a prisoner of war during the Vietnam War. In the early years of our imprisonment, the NVA kept us in solitary confinement or two or three to a cell. In 1971 the NVA moved us from these conditions of isolation into large rooms with as many as 30 to 40 men to a room. This was, as you can imagine, a wonderful change and was a direct result of the efforts of millions of Americans on behalf of a few hundred POWs 10,000 miles from home. One of the men who moved into my room was a young man named Mike Christian. Mike came from a small town near Selma , Alabama. He didn't wear a pair of shoes until he was 13 years old. At 17, he e

How Crazy Is This
ok so i know it is cool for family to crap on u and take out thier issues on u but is it cool to deliberatly hurt a family member over something really stupid or even something really important like a wedding. as far as friends go i love u all and wish u all the best u have all been very good to me. life is going great ha ha if i could just get the hang of it LOL. LOL i just found out that i am about nine weeks prego we are not sure yet but that is how far they are assuming i am. i get the ultrasound on the 19th of august and then we will know for sure how far along i am. oh yeah and i am getting married on sept 6th so dont forget to wish me a happy wedding day LOL. Love u all and have fun

People
I am so friggin bored I don't know what to do with myself. I tried getting drunk but suddenly realized i'm not a big drinker and it doesn't take much.So now i'm just surfing the web just because. Any body got any iddeas how to cure the boredum blues. I have no life, at least this week. I have finally found sum1 who has accepted me with all my faults.... He knows that even tho i'm busy I'm always there for him. He lifts me up and makes me smile everyday. He wakes me up in the most inventive ways and I am his queen. He lifts my spirits with just a gaze of his eyes and he holds me close each and everynight. Tho he may not physically be seen he is 100% real. He comforts me and lulls me to sleep each night! He iz my oove and I am his! So I'm sorry to all you ladies who are still looking for your mister right, I have found mine and i'm holding tight. Ugh some people just get on my nerves. when they need help and call you, you bend over backwards to help them but when you need it they shit

Tiny Angel
Tiny Angel rest your wings Sit with me for awhile. How I long to hold your hand, And see your tender smile. Tiny Angel, Look at me, I want this image clear.... That I will forget your percious face Is my biggest fear. Ting Angel can you tell me, Why you have gone away? You weren't here for very long.... Why is it you couldn't stay? Tiny Angel shook her head, " These things I do not know.... But I do know that you love me, and that I love you so." 'We are not enemies, but friends. We must not be enemies. Though passion may have strained, it must not break our bonds of affection. The mystic chords of memory will swell when again touched, as surely they will be, by the better angels of our nature.'

Silent Thoughts
A simple thought of you and I'm gone again, Just thinking about your sweet face. Wishing I could touch your body, While giving you kisses all over the place. I'd caress your back, As you stare into my eyes. The thought of you here next to me, Puts my body in a rise. Your hands all over my skin, While your tongue traces my lips. The feeling begins to intensify, As you move just past my hips. I imagine you inside of me, And I let out a slight moan. The thought of you making love to me, Begins to set the tone. Slower in the beginning, I want to feel your every thrust. Your kissing my neck now, As you touch me on my bust. I run my fingers through your hair, As you breathe into my ear. I bite down on my lower lip, Just wishing you were here. You pick up the pace now, And I begin to lose control. I imagine your face looking down at me, As the ecstasy takes its toll. You rub my face with your hands, And softly kiss me on my cheek. You can tell just

Im In A Contest!!
Hey there everyone..just letting ya know Im in the best eyes contest. So go go go and show me love!!!! Here's the link to my pic: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=342244&i=2558753235&albumid=1076853

Other Stuff
Love is like a rose It will blossom for a while If it's not cared for it can Fade away without a smile Love is like a rose As special as it can be It needs some tender care Like the love between you and me Love is like a rose No matter what color it may bloom But it may never grow If we don't give it enough room Love is like a rose With its thorny little stem If you don't watch for the thorns You can easily get stuck by them Love is like a rose That keeps blooming inside your heart And keeps right on growing Even if you're so far apart Love is like a rose In many shades of color don't you see But this is one special rose That grows just for you inside of me. Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't l

My Blog..please Read It
Hey everyone, I need a VIP, if someone buys me one, I will give them 3 NSFW salutes and rate all 11s and daily comments and gifts. Hey everyone my best friend needs help, She is in a rates contest, can you please rate her? It only takes 20 seconds :) Doesn't have to be an 11, 10s are fine. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, here is the link!!! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1447976&albumid=1034591&i=2463511835&idx=16

Not Really A Blog!
There is a book by my favorite writer Chuck Klosterman (sex drugs and cocoa puffs, i suggest everyone read it!) inside his book he has a thing called "23 Questions I Ask Everybody I Meet In Order To Decide If I Can Really Love Them" I've always found these questions funny so im going to share them with everyone! even tho i know almost all of you will stop reading by the 3rd question! LAAAAAAAZY 1. Let us assume you met a rudimentary magician. Let us assume he can do five simple tricks--he can pull a rabbit out of his hat, he can make a coin disappear, he can turn the ace of spades into the Joker card, and two others in a similar vein. These are his only tricks and he can't learn any more; he can only do these five. HOWEVER, it turns out he's doing these five tricks with real magic. It's not an illusion; he can actually conjure the bunny out of the ether and he can move the coin through space. He's legitimately magical, but extremely limited in scope and influence. Would this pers

Bryan
Livin' my life in a slow hell Different girl every night at the hotel I aint seen the sun shine in 3 damn days Been fuelin' up on cocaine and whisky Wish I had a good girl to miss me Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways I put your picture away Sat down and cried the day I can't look at you, I'm lyin' next to her I put your picture away, sat down and cried today I can't look at you I'm lyin' next to her I called you lastnight in the hotel Everyone knows but they wont tell But their half hearted smiles tell me Somethin' just ain't right I been waitin' on you for a long time Fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine I ain't heard from you in 3 damn nights I put your picture away I wonder where you been I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him I put your picture away I wonder where you been I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him I saw ya yesterday with an old friend It was the same ole same "how have you been"

Where I Have Been While I Was Awol
Well, its been so long since I have been on here I don't even know where to start. Some of you may have known that my elderly cat had health issues. Around the beginning of the year she developed diabetes. It required me to give her shots 12 hours apart and to feed her at least a half hour before. Her general health condition made her so sensitive that I had to give the shot between 7:00 & 7:30 every time or she would get spasms and even convulsions. In the mean time, work had gotten intense but, thankfully, not cut throat as it was last year. We had a complete team change over that caused us a lot of time settling back into the schedule. There have also been project after project that had me working my butt off but I constantly had to leave and take work with me so that I could keep Millie's schedule. Well, the last few weeks have been hell. The project hit us with a high profile task that needed to be done by the end of this month and at the same time Millie seemed to get

Free Fubucks
i just wanted to let all of my friends know that i am starting today to deleteing people off my list i asked to get help to move to next level and no one help me at all everytime one of yall ask i help i think that my so called friends are here for points and i dont need that i want friends that will not help me and i think it sad that i had to put as the head line free fubucks to get you to read this

King Of Pain Pimp Out
I am being actioned off right now and hopefully some of you good people will be willing to take advantage of me and what i have to offer! Just click the picture below and place your bids!! Thanks for your time and interests and let the highest bidder win!!!

Hey All
just want evryone to know that i am new at this and still trying to figure it out. going to post some new pics today. got put trany in truck fist so i will be gone a couple of hours. if you view them please rate them. have a great day!

Clever
This has got to be one of the cleverest E-mails I've received in awhile. Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble. (Wait till you see the last one)!!! DORMITORY: When you re-arrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN: When you re-arrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you re-arrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION: When you re-arrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES: When you re-arrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you re-arrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE: When you re-arrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you re-arrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you re-arrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you re-arrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT SNOOZE ALARMS: When you re-arrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S A DECIMAL POINT: When you re-arrange the

Are You An Angel
Angels are everywhere On the ground and in the air They're watching you always. Because they truly care Their watchful eyes Fill the starry skies. Their listening ears Hear the faintest cries. No matter where you reside There's always an angel by your side. Around every corner Both in and outside. Angels will always be with you As long as you know what to do If you believe in them, They will believe in you too!

Hate Message I Recieved Just Now!
from: immmad (Online) United States subject: stay married received: 07/22/2008 08:20 am replied: 07/22/2008 08:22 am block this member Flag as spam because you are UGLY UGLY UGLU FUGLYFUGLY FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGLYYYYYYYYYY!!!

My Bff Dj Ladee Rogue
MY BFF DJ LADEE ROGUE NEEDS HELP SHE IS 75,000 TO FUBARLORD. CAN ANYONE HELP HER PLZ,PRETTY PLZ.SHE IS SWEET,KIND,GENTLE,TOUGH AT TIMES,MAKES A GREAT POINT THOUGH.SHE IS SWEET,LORABLE,FRIENDLY, SHE LOVES TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS THANK U ALL FUBAR PEOPLE FOR THE HELP.

Time To Say Farewell
well Fubarians....I have finally cleared out everything in my profile and I am glad to say it is time to move on. This place really has been a blast and the friends i have made here have been priceless.....for those that dont know how to get ahold of me....my yahoo is the best way and i will go from there Tanyatlc77@yahoo.com.. i am going to leave the profile and blog up till Sunday for those that may not get the chance to see it tonight....Sunday night this page will be gone...Love all of you and find me on Real people spaces!!!

Love
Though we are miles apart, My heart skips at your voice. Though we are miles apart, My thoughts are all about you. We know each other so well, It's like we were together in a past life. We know each other so well, We know each others ups and downs. You can make me smile, No matter my mood. I can make you smile, No matter your mood. As time goes by, My heart grows fonder. As days go by, My love grows stronger. I know time will tell all, But without you, time stands still. The mornings are lonely when I wakeup all alone. But, I tell myself that before I know it, I won't be waking up alone anymore. She will be here, be in my arms, by my side. Distance is a minor issue with us, but I know, in the end, it is worth the wait. Talking for hours on end, and the constant beating of my heart tell me she is someone special. I fight the insomnia day in and day out. But, it's a fight I am more then willing to go through. I have loved in the past and things have happe

Soft Whispers
I long to feel the warmth of your skin, Your hand, reaching for mine. I get lost in the tenderness of your touch. Your caress ignites my senses, and softly whispers, "I love you." I long to see the glow in your eyes, Your stare, connecting with mine. I get lost in the boundless depths of your soul. Your gaze frees my spirit, and softly whispers, "I love you." I long to taste the sweetness of your kiss, your lips, gently brushing mine. I get lost in the intensity of your emotions. Your passion captures my heart, and softly whispers, "I love you."

2 Great Lounges
. ~~ VIPERS DOLLHOUSE !!~~ Just Click the pic to join! Just Click the pic to join! CLICK ANY PIC AND GO OUT OF THIS WORLD CLUB ECLIPSE WHERE YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN HOT ASS MUSIC----SEXY PEOPLE-----4 CAMS--WHAT COULD BE BETTER???? WELL WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?????

Random Thoughts.
Women who constantly get shit on by their men and just keep taking it. I'll be damned if I'll ever figure that one out. People who are too ignorant to see what they're doing to themselves and/or others are the most irritating thing on the planet. But only after deadbeat dads who leave mommy hanging with the kids. Kids are what you make them. If you're an asshole there's a 99% chance your kids will be too. Most politicians are simple minded dodo heads and always will be. How come fighting poverty isn't higher or our list of things to do? All dogs are pretty much just like kids. They are what you make them. Don't blame a breed of dog for the actions of abusive owners who see their dog as a status symbol instead of a companion. First it was dobermans and german sheppards. Now its pitbulls and rottweilers. Which dog will it be next? Wild pornstar sex is great but anyone who only knows how to fuck doesn't know much of anything about sex. Can anyone tell me why histories

Let The Raven's Come
Let the Ravens come I can't do it anymore I can't wait here forever Listening always for the door I can't bear this sorrow I've breathed it every day And It will be the death of me If I can't walk away Let the Ravens come And take me from the dark I need to find my peace, and chase the winter from my heart I will always wish for Your whisper on the wind A part of me will love you with what love it left within But I can't wait here forever with my whole world undone I've cried more than I can stand so let the ravens come.

Will I Ever Pretty Enough?
NO GIRL DESERVES THIS TO BE TOLD TO HER! Girl: Hey Boy: What? Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you. Boy: Ok... Girl: What do you mean "ok"? Boy: I don't like you like that... Girl: Why not? Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time... From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later. Finally the girl got fed up. Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me! Boy: Do you really wanna know why? Girl: Yes! Boy: It's because you're uglier than freak! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?! Girl: But... I... Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone! (Knowing he loved her to but was afraid of what his friends would think) The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone ri

Bikers
But, You Didn't See Me I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, a

~open Myself~
I shall open myself... So you can take what is already broken and barely beating. Make it quick, love For my heart I’ll no longer be needing. Take also the memories That you and I made. With time and lack of interest, They will soon begin to fade. Take my promises, My devotion and my trust. And toss them away, If you must. Take your touch from my skin, Take your image from my mind. Take your safety and your strength, And anything else of yours you find. I’ll give you everything back, And be left with nothing but my heartache and pain. And if you return to me and offer them... I’d open myself, and receive them once again.

Be Careful
Be careful do not speak For some are strong And some are weak Be careful, choose wise For some are true and Some just tell lies Be careful of who you love For some take for granted of What we were sent from above Be careful, Be very aware For some takes our love and Some doesn't really care Be careful of what you thought You have to gain For some will say I Love You And turn around and leave you in pain Be careful do turn and run For some will love you and Some will say it was only for fun!!!!

Oh No Not Granny!!
OMG!!! I'm gonna be a granny... Yup its true... My son is expecting a Jr. But hes not pregnant..lol So its a boy!! Does that mean Im gonna be a granpa? I dont think I fit the granny profile but I sure dont fit the pappy one either. Well I guess we'll see when he gets here! The blonde went to the doctor and said her stomache hurt. The doctor asked her if she could be pregnant. The blonde just lookd at him with a dumb look on her face. The doctor then said "I mean are you sexually active. The blonde then replied "No" The doctor went ahead and did a pregnancy test anyway. It came back positive. He then ask again are you sure your not sexually active. The blonde replied... "no I just lay there." The doctor then told her she was pregnant and she asked "Is it mine?" The doctor said well do you know who the father is. She said" No who?" I dont feel like a granny..Do I look like one?

Time To Go....
it has been a while since i have posted a blog, but i needed to get this information out to everyone....... there comes a point in time when you just have to move on and that time has come for me. I have been in the state of IL for 2 years now and have decided it is in the best interest of my child and me to move back home to TX. by far it is not what i WANT but it is what i NEED to do to make a better life for my child and i. we are currently working on packing up the house and putting everything in storage and will be leaving for TX on or before September 2nd. i have met some really great people up here since i moved, and because of that, i want to ensure that everyone has my cell phone number, my email address and that i have contact info for them. i will be coming back as often as possible to visit and look forward to being able to see everyone then. i would like to arrange it somehow to meet up and hang out with everyone before i leave....it you have any suggestions o

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking
When you thought I wasn't looking, I felt you kiss me good night, And I felt loved. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eye, And I learned that sometimes things hurt, But it's all right to cry. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared And I wanted to be everything that I could be. When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked ... And wanted to say thanks for all the things I saw When you thought I wasn't looking.

I Was Robbed A Few Min Ago
how the fuck do i get robbed by a midget >? i was at a wrestling match tonight ... in the dressing room i was approached by a little person asking to borrow my elbow pads ... i thought sure i can do that ... the little motherfucker road on on his miniature pony , cowboy hat and chaps and left after his match ... and took my fucking elbow pads ... WHAT the FUCK lmao feel free to comment

Weather(news)(map)
Severe Weather Alert Special Weather Statement GLADES-HENDRY-INLAND PALM BEACH-METRO PALM BEACH-COASTAL COLLIER- INLAND COLLIER-INLAND BROWARD-METRO BROWARD- INLAND MIAMI DADE- METRO MIAMI DADE- MAINLAND MONROE-COASTAL PALM BEACH- COASTAL BROWARD-COASTAL MIAMI DADE-FAR SOUTH MIAMI DADE- INCLUDING THE CITIES OF...PALMDALE...MOORE HAVEN... CLEWISTON... LA BELLE...BIG CYPRESS SEMINOLE RESERVATION...PAHOKEE... SOUTH BAY...BELLE GLADE...WELLINGTON... LION COUNTRY SAFARI... SOUTH COUNTY REGIONAL PARK...PALM SPRINGS...FLORIDA GARDENS... ABERDEEN...BOCA WEST... NAPLES...IMMOKALEE... MICCOSUKEE INDIAN RESERVATION...MARKHAM PARK... COCONUT CREEK... CORAL SPRINGS... TAMARAC...SUNRISE...PLANTATION... DAVIE... COOPER CITY...HOLLYWOOD... PEMBROKE PINES...MIRAMAR... HOMESTEAD... FLORIDA CITY...REDLAND... MICCOSUKEE RESORT...KENDALE LAKES... WEST KENDALL...COUNTRY WALK...SHARK VALLEY...MIAMI... MIAMI GARDENS... MIAMI LAKES...HIALEAH...DORAL...SOUTH MIAMI... KENDALL...CUTLER RIDGE... FLAMINGO...

Salute Pic Contest In Thunderbolt Lounge
My salute pic is in a contest, I need rates and comments, if you want to help, here is the link: http://fubar.com/images.php?u=559858&albumid=1171657&idx=0 Thanks and I will return the love to each and everyone that helps :)

Red, White & True
The fabric of our Flag is more than ever meets the eye. It wraps our very heart with love, and cloaks us when we die. Money will buy a replica, to fly upon a pole; but the real flag cannot be bought. It's earned with our soul. There's nothing like the feeling we share with our fellowman, as it guards our freedom given us by God's own hand. It's what makes a Mother weep even though she bursts with pride, a wife and children filled with dread, a Father's tears he cannot hide. The world can't understand it. They're not as blessed as we. America is not just a place -- it's an idea that keeps us free. The cost is more than worth it. That's what we believe is true. We give our young again and then Freedom is their gift to me and you. I may not have much left, but what I have I'll give to see this Flag continue to fly over this great country where we live.

Honestly,...
Put "yes" "maybe" or "no" and answer me back be honest!! Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Touch me: Lick me: Fuck Me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Caress me: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Go to sleep with me: Do me: Drink kool-aid with me: Look if i was naked: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of u: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: Let me call you: What would you do if you woke up next to me: Will you repost this so i can do the same for u:

Midgets
What is dwarf-tossing? Dwarf-tossing is a rapidly spreading sport that can be played in bars and pubs or anywhere that drunken people gather. Although there are no official rules, there is one main point: to compete with other players to see who can throw a dwarf the furthest. History of the game: No one knows when the sport of dwarf-tossing started. It was imported into Europe during the 1980s from the United States and Australia. Most likely, this was in an attempt to import American culture to Europe while avoiding hair bands. Necessary equipment: There is a small amount of necessary equipment before you can start a game of dwarf-tossing. At the least, you must have the following: One mattress, in good working order without springs sticking out. Protective clothing and equipment. For the safety of the dwarf, a helmet and padded jacket should be supplied. The jacket should be of sufficient quality to withstand the weight of the dwarf when he is picked up by it. Further

My Best Freind Orestes~
FallenAngel~ Orestes~ Such a Strong man that deserves the Best an has alot of Passion So for all of those that walked away Keep walking Cause this is """MY BEST _FRIEND"""..... "I Love YOU" might get better ..just your there an Im here thats all thats stand between us to ... Still make *Me/You Smile ;0) mybaby*xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoalways Love you My FallenAngel~Orestes~xoxo take care til I """"SEE YOU SOON""" love always you, ~Anglros~ Fu~Engaged to ""FallenAngel~Orestes~ *****have so much to tell you sweetheart .. cant wait to finish our movie..;0)lol '~"Angl... (Diary of Jane.....) Killeen, TX Best friends created @ 08/21/2008 11:51 pm mum expired. [FRIENDS] ??????would you go to your best friend if he calls out to you for support even though NOW your married an your best friend is opposite sex??????? (he was there first is all i keep thinking) (missing my Best friend) Yay 7

Thoughts
Dreams of Love soo pure and Intense in the begining have turned in to the sobering reality that Life punnishes those who dream past their grasp. That was my sin... To have ever thought myself worthy enough have your heart as my own, to have dreamed that our two loves would transformed in to one heart beat... I have been humbled to the point of dust... My pride has long left me... In the early morning hours right before sun rises,memories of the scent and feel of your body torture my mind.. And in the breezy summer moon lit nights of August your tender voice and the indescribable delight of your gaze upon me rush in to my consciousness like an un-expected storm ravaging all in it's path... I wish I could rip out the memory of you from my veins, I wish I could tear out my heart from my chest and throw this pain away... I curse the four winds and the celestial stars above for putting you in my path... Such emotion, Such intensity was not made for one person... But yet...

Fav Lyrics
I see you when it snows in crystals dancing down from a sultry sky when silence is pure and unbreakable I can see you smiling in every frozen tear I can hear you whisper "You and I? little did we know that they were life itself the days passing by we both had our share in the sacrifice once upon a time we had something beautiful once upon a time I thought "you and I? take me wherever the answer lingers in the sand show me the way as the story unfolds love is remote in this wailing winter wonderland show me the way to the temples of gold bless me with a kiss across the universe when day and night converge and whisper my name till I fall asleep tell me tales from days bygone tell me little lies tell me once again it's just you and I? There's just so many things you never needed to say like I'm your other soul, but you can love them all your tears are meaningless, they're written on your face just like your empty words, just like the chemical jus

I've Been Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i have two black cats 2. i love my wife 3. there are more than a few women on here i would love to date, and it should be obvious you got the tag didn't you 4. i think michele is fine as hell and wish she were my girl 5. freedom is one of the sexiest women i have met 6. i think dj sexy silk should leave her husband for me 7. i will buy dj sexy silk all the root beer she wants 8. i tend to lead women on but would never do anything that would hurt or disapoint my wife 9. i want to see freedoms naked body 10. i wish i got a little more fu-love 11. i love the taste of a woman 12. i have kissed a woman who wasn't my

Spelling
What Your Back to School Personality Says About You You are fairly driven, but the big win always seems a bit beyond your reach. You lack intense passion. You are most likely to succeed if you are working with other talented people. You thrive on a team. Your greatest skill is your intense focus. You are able to ignore distractions and do what needs to be done. Your biggest stumbling block in life is worrying about what other people think of you. Their opinions matter even less than you think. The number one thing you're thankful for is your friends and family. The Back to School Test Your Common Spelling Mistake Score: 80% Correct Your spelling is excellent. You don't fall for common spelling pitfalls, and you spell almost everything correctly. Do You Make Common Spelling Mistakes?

Tappinit
Growing pains Broken chains A sad melody Falling tears Listening ears A friend just for me Reaching out Sharing doubt When life gets me down Hands to clutch Gentle touch Can turn me around Spoken words Softly heard Cognitivity Holding tight Loving light Calm serenity

Poems And Art
sadness comes , sadness goes those who care, are always there i like the night, when the sun isn't bright i like the moon when its not looking in gloom tears fall off your face when you cry, tears fall off your face when others die. for those who know me and those who do not. i am nice and really hot. i like to draw and i LOVE to crawl. i have talent that i can have but i am taken but remember i love those who are forsaken. my heart did yearn love as a child but i now found it, my heart yearned love as a teen. but i did find it. i did yearn love as a early adult but i did find it. now i am 20 i yearned love AND I DID FIND IT. LOVE IS REAL. you have to wait. for that gate. to open and follow your heart which will now never fall apart for it may break but it will never ache. from me i live for love i smile like a dove you linger in my heart when we are apart the sun shines like the bright moon you like black in the runes of the night when your friends are in danger you s

What It Is
HERE'S A STORY FOR YOU PEOPLE. A KID GREW UP AND NOT IN THE BEST CIRCUMSTANCES. HE HAD ALOT HAPPEN TO HIM AND EVENTS THAT CHANGED WHO HE ONCE WAS "YES SHIT CHANGES PEOPLE" SO WHEN YOUR SO FULL OF HATE YOU LOOK FOR ANYTHING TO TAKE IT OUT ON. RATHER THEN JUST WORK ON YOURSELF AND GROW AS A SOUL YOU TURN INTO NOTHING BUT HATE AND TEARS. YEAH THAT'S ME, I HAVE BEEN A ASSHOLE AND BLOWN UP ON PEOPLE FOR SMALL SHIT AND A RACIST FUCK. IM ACTUALLY NONE OF THOSE BUT WHEN YOUR OVERTAKEN BY DEMONS "YEAH THAT SHIT IS REAL" YOU...YOU JUST ARE NOT YOU AND YOUR A DEMON YOURSELF. YEAH I HATE ALOT OF WHAT GOES ON IN THE WORLD BACKSTABBERS AND ALL BUT YOU CANT FIGHT SHIT AND HAVE THAT ISSUE GO AWAY, ONLY YOUR OWN SHIT CAN BE FIXED...NOT THE WORLDS ISSUES YOU WANNA CHANGE. IT'S ALL GOOD TRYING TO BE A MARTYR BUT IT JUST DOESENT WORK WHEN YOUR ALREADY A MESS YOURSELF AND NEED REPAIRS. THIS IS A OPEN APOLOGY TO ANYONE IVE WRONGFULLY HURT AND BS I SAID TO THEM AND ALL, TAKE IT HOWEVER YOU WISH BUT THIS IS R

Navigator 4 Governor
Hosted By: Navigator!! When: Friday Nov 07, 2008 at 8:00 PM Where: The Omniplex 2100 N.E.52nd Oklahoma City, OK 73111 United States Description: Album release party for Oklahoma City's own Navigator! He will be performing tracks from his latest album Navigator 4 Governor - Flyy Like Me, My Chain, Street Fame, and others, as well as tracks from his award-winning Album of the Year, Nasty Nav! This will be the O'City Hip-hop event of the year, something it's guaranteed you don't wanna miss!

*candyass*
COME CHILL IN THE NEW LOUNGE WITH ME AND MY BABY...IT'LL BE FUN...HERE'S THE LINK http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=61347 http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=61463....COME JOIN ME IN MY LOUNGE......IF U WOULD LIKE TO BE A GREETER SEE ME OR MY HUNNY DJ MIDN1TE

Money Issues
I will try to update this blog if there are those who want it to be just leave comment.This not about points or popularity but about the reality of this theory, I believe in it. How about you? If people could wake up and see that most people want to make money and If we (group of motivated people)take a step; a chance; a gamble to put together group of ordinary people willing to invest some of their hard earned money to make some bigger investment so that every one included profits. First people need to all be on the same page. all may want money but all is not willing to do what it takes to make that happen. Make a choice to become wealthy as your goal but be willing to change in yourself to make that happen. there is an endless resource of people and money unlike a schemes that lie to bribe you into getting your money is the name of their game. When will that day be? tomorrow;today;next year? only you can make that decision?

My Wonderful Owner Naughty By Nature
Just wanting to send out a Pimp out Blog for my wonderful owner Naughty by Nature Come and show her some mad fubar love. Naughty by Nature~Fu-Owner of ☠Craven Moorehead ~&~ «•MUSS•»@ fubar

Im A Bad American
YES I AM A BAD AMERICAN!!!!!!!!!! I Am the Liberal-Progressives Worst Nightmare. I am an American. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some Liberal governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, Do it in English. My heroes are My Father,John Wayne, Babe Ruth,and whoever canceled Jerry Springer. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witches or been persecuted by the Turks and neither have you! So, shut up already. I believe if you don't like the way things are here, go back to where you ca

Its About Me!
My first blog.... ever!!! Believe it or not... Well here goes, some personal history... I was born in the Napa Valley in California, and when I was 10, my parents were forced to move to a little place called Tooele Utah.. that is pronounced too elll ahh... 33 miles Nevada side of Salt Lake City. Just after President Kennedy was killed, we were moved to Huntsville Alabama. I still have some of the Southern draw in my speech, and some ladies actually like hearing it. But, in my last two weeks of High School, we were moved to Warren Michigan, just north of Detroit. Gee this is fun... detroit riots in 1968!!!! Uncle Sam decided he wanted me, and I was drafted into the Army in 1969, spent a year in Vietnam from 1970 to 1971, was in Desert Storm in 91, and was even in the Post Office in Royal Oak Michigan on November 14th during the tragic shooting where 5 people lost their lives. I have seen enough crap and violence in my life. Not only two wars and the shooting, but I foun

Please Read This
OUR FATHER WHO ART IN HEAVEN. HALLOWED BE THY NAME. THY KINGDOM COME. THY WILL BE DONE ,ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN. GIVE US ARE DAY OUR DAILY BREAD. AND FORGIVE US OUR DEBTS. AS WE ALSO FORGIVE OUR DEBTORS. AND LEAD US NOT INTO TEMPTATION. BUT DELIVER US FROM EVIL. FOR THINE IS THE KINGDOM. AND THE POWER AND THE GLORY, FOREVER AMEN so where did i start i have been on fubar for like 5 years i delete my acc# then make a new one done it like 10 times now BUT i have been djing for 2 years now and i would love to dj for a lounge that play all songs just not one kind so if you are a lounge owner and need a dj please get back to me................... thanks

Stuff For You All
Ok you all here is the deal I'm willing to make you all something. I do morphs, the rate, fan and add me pic's I also do Photograph pic's. If you would like a Morph it would be 100 fubucks If you would like a Rate, Fan, Add Me it would be 200 fubucks(only becasue there's more pic's to do) If you would like the Photograph pic 100 fubucks Also if you want say 2 morphs I will give you a Photograph pic of your choice. If you get an Rate, Fan, Add Me I will give you a Morph or Photograph pic of your choice. And if you get 2 Photograph I will give you a morph of your choice. ****Pls send me a message of what you want and I will get back to you!****

Inspired Me
One more Spirit Walking Wide Watching over our Backsides She left the Earth with youth embraced Never to return without a trace. Essence of her pure existance Dances in the souls of all deffenses Leaving behind a powerful legacy Cornered in the shadows of our own imagery. I sent this to the guest book for her..anyoneelse can send their love here http://www.legacy.com/ncnewsonline/GB/GuestBookSaveEntry.aspx?PersonId=117950047 (I am not done writing this, but I am inspired by the loss of a beautiful person whom I never knew in person but had the greatest experience of knowing who she was) Please help me finish, if you can give me anything to get more inspiration leave me a meassage. R.I.P. K.I.C

Annoyances...
So my uncle has been living with me to help me out while I'm going through chemo and to babysit my youngest while I am at school (3 days a week for 4 hours). He needed a place to live b/c my grandparents FINALLY got tired of taking care of him. For the last 8 years (or longer) they have been paying all his bills, getting him food and other items he needed. My mom and step dad have gotten this man many jobs and he quits them as soon as they start taking child support out (for the daughter he hasn't seen since she was a baby and she is 17 now) mind you he don't see her by choice just like the son that is 26 and he has never laid eyes on!! So since my grandparents were tired of taking care of him I was the nice caring niece and let him stay here. I could use the help right now considering I'm in school full time, raising my kids and going through chemo. He was going to live here free, and I'd supply the food and everything! When and IF he got a job we had an agreement he would pay half of

Sad Butts
I GUESS THIS IS MY SPOT TO TYPE WHAT I FEEL INSIDE RIGHT? WELL IF NOT O WELL I AM ANYWAYS! AS MOST OF YOU ALL KNOW I HAD O ABOUT 750 FU FRIENDS AND IM DOWN TO LIKE 146. WHY? YUP U GUESSED IT IM SICK AND TIRED OF FEELING LIKE NOONE ON THIS SIGHT TO MANY OF YOU PEOPLES, SO I DELETED A GOOD SHARE OF FU FRIENDS AND KEPT THE ONES WHO MEAN SOMETHING! IM SICK OF LOOKING AT THE CRY BABYS CRYING FOR HELP AND DUMB ME HELPING THEM! IM TIRED OF WAISITNG MY 11S TO HELP PEOPLE AND GET NOTHING IN RETURN! I LOVE TO HELP AND I LOVE TO HAVE SOME HELP INRETURN! HA NOT ON THIS SITE IT DOESNT HAPPEND. WHAT IS IT I GOT TO BE 120 POUNDS, AND DRESS HALF SLUTTY ON THIS SIGHT TO GET SOMEPLACE? I LOOK AT MOST WOMENS PICTURES ON HERE AND IT SEEMS THEIR CENTER ATTENTION WHY ?? BECAUSE THERE SO SKINNY HAVE HALF THEIR TITTS HANGING OUT AND RANK IN AT #4 WELL IM SORRY IF I DONT DRESS SLUTTY AND NOT SKINNY TO GET SOMEPLACE ON HERE! YEA YOUR RIGHT IM CRYING WHY BECAUSE I CAN EVERYONE ELSE DOES ON HERE!

Auction
YOU ARE INVITED To the Fu Wedding of DJ Screamin Demon and DJ East The Ceremony will be performed by our very own Outsider Wednesday October 1st at 8pm EST In Club Threshold Click the banner below and come join us! AND Are proud to bring you this AUCTION Saturday October 4, 2008 8:00 pm Eastern Time Our Entries as of now are: Outsider DJ Screamin Demon LadyCyria NewOrleansLady Kisa Humper

This Love
This Love This Love That I Have For You Is Real & Honest Right Here In My Heart, I Know It, Feel It, I Have No Doubt, But It Just Seams Like I'm Dreaming All About You, That You & I Are Not Going To Be Together Anywhere But Here On The Internet. You See, I Have A Very Hard Time In Trusting & Believing Now Due To Past Broken Love & My Heart Too. I Hope, I Wish Too For This To Be So Very True With You & Me.

Opinions,rants,and Something To Talk About.
Okay this is my fucking rant,and if you hat me or think i'm a fucking jerk for doing it,then Go fuck yourself.I'm sick and tired of people adding me,and when i delete them cause they never keep in touch or return the favor.They get all prissy about it,and come to me and say why did you delete me.Well you know why,don't act like a dumbass.Another thing that pisses me of is when they ask me for something like design their tattoo for them,or rate their page and picture,and you do then they chat with you like a moron then for a day or two they ignore their your ass.This fuck head never return the favor or they just blow you off cause they got what they wanted.Well fuck you and kiss my legless wheelchair ass you retards.Yeah you know who you are.You bunch of dumbasses,i ought shove my foot which i don't have stright up you A-hole.Another thing that grinds my gear are the women from my city Laredo,Tx.Yeah you butches of Laredo.You think you are to good for a guy,you bunch of skinny and fat a

So Happy That I Feel This Way
My mind has not been the same for months, ive been left to ponder my existance, and have come to the conclusion my soul is on vacation. In that case I have declared myself open for business in the department od mistief and futhermore declare myself a state of emergency. I am the Crazedone...stay tuned for more details.

Makes You Think....
A president's pension currently is $191,300 per year, until he is 80 years old. Assuming the next president lives to age 80. Sen. McCain would receive ZERO pension as he would reach 80 at the end of two terms as president. Sen. Obama would be retired for 26 years after two terms and would receive $4,973,800 in pension. Therefore it would certainly make economic sense to elect McCain in November.

A Horse With No Name
Ok so I have a friend/co worker at work that has recently bought a young 3 year old gelding paint (black & white) horse. He's beautiful but has no name yet. She said I could name him because when I saw him I fell in LOVE with him. So here's my question... Can yall help me figure out a good name for him? He's very special to me and wanna make sure he has the best name he can have :) So if you have any suggestions plz feel free to comment here or leave me an sb or somethin :) Any and all names are taken :) THANKS YALL!!!

How Much Can You Really Take?
how much heartache can one person truely take you put you heart and soul into the relationship and everything you have they tell you they you they love you but yet they still hurt you......so yet here in lys the question how much heart ache can one person turley takke befor you have ruely had enough ??????? i thonk that i have come tho this point in life not because of what i have done but because of what you have done and what you have turned me into........so for now my lover until we meet agian in another life good bye

Kiss
we stood in the doorway his hands on my waist the clock tickling loudly almost in haste he moved in closer his eyes locked in mine I long for his kiss For just a moment in time his lips meet mine and I feel the sensation no longer must I wait to give into the sweet temptation my knees go weak my palms become sweaty I go back to that place I have been so many times already the world disappears all that's left is him and I and as we pull away I feel as though I could fly

My Comments
Yes...I know that some of my comments are a bit risque...I can't help that I'm drawn to the erotic...But..I guess that an apology is in order... I received a couple of private messages with the request that I not leave such comments...I completely understand...And..I am sorry... I will tone down my comments...And..also if you would rather I not leave ones that are of a naughty nature...Please let me know...I won't know unless you tell me... I kind of like them... :) Have An Awesome Day.... :)

Whats Yours?
We all have one, it's always there, and it's often the one thing we always want to overcome. It either keeps us from getting where we want to be, or keeps others from getting to us. What is your Wall?

Some Things
Just a few things that those of you who care enough about me to read my blog might wanna know. 1. Purple and black are my favorite colors. 2. I hate hot dogs, balogna, and American cheese. 3. I am easily entertained. 4. I am not that hard to please. 5. I hate..and I mean HATE needy people. If I am not there leave a message and I'll be back. Do not say Jen Jen Jen Jen Jen are you there hello Jen hello are you there, because odds are I'll never talk to you again. 6. If you don't take time to know whats above my shoulders, you'll never know anything about what is below them. 7. I like vegetables.

Apollo 204 Analysis
Having read an article resulting in three fatalities back in the late 60s , I know obscure but my mind dose go in to overdrive when I am faced with a puzzle, I was interested to find an avenue of investigation that perhaps may explain a mystery, or not but I hate un finished business or incomplete analysis I prefer to debate points with others but this will have to do. The incident in question was during the testing of the Apollo 204 command module. Which resulted in three fine men loosing their lives in a flash Oxygen fire. Due to design and procedural issues they were unable to escape the module in time. Further to my analysis I have come to some conclusions that I will detail below. Report source Report of Apollo 204 Review Board NASA Historical Reference Collection, NASA History Division, NASA Headquarters, Washington, DC http://www.hq.nasa.gov/office/pao/History/Apollo204/invest.html Key Points. Extract 1 The disturbance at approximately 23:30:5

Enter If You Dare!
First day on Fubar. So far is crazy. Was pounced on within a minute of joining. Kind of nice. Try to be on here as much as possible, but with kids, can get hard sometimes. Will post another blog at some point. In the meantime, everyone get shit faced and have fun. After taking a long break from fubar, I am back. Thanks to those who sent me messages while I was gone. Was nice to know I was missed. Finally got hubby to get on fubar. We will see how he likes it. Feel free to get in touch with me. I don't mind talking to people from all over. Friends are great. To people who live in my area, come on down to Daisy Dukes on Saturdays and lets get shit faced for real. Always at the back bar with the hottest bartenders/shot girls around. For those that keep asking for more pictures, grow up please. The next time someone asks me to post more pictures, they will be blocked. I have already had a couple female friends quit fubar because of being hounded for pictur

Words
ALL I HAD LEFT WHERE SOME BILLS, A BED CRAMMED INTO THE CORNER, AND MY BOOKS. WHEN I OPEN THEM, I CLOSED YOU . THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERED. ~ I WANTED HEMINGWAY'S INSANITY, GINSBERG'S SOFTNESS, AND POE'S PEN. I WANTED TO DRINK LIKE BUKOWSKI, TO SHOOT DOPE LIKE BURROUGHS, AND FUCK LIKE MILLER. I GAVE IT MY BEST, AND IT GOT ME HERE. ~ IT ALLOWED ME TO WEAR BLUE COLLARS AND SWEEP FLOORS, AND SWEAT ALONE, AND SHARE SOME WORD THAT MATTERED ONLY TO ME. ~ IF I'D HAVE KNOW THAT ALL THOSE PAGES AND ALL THOSE WORDS WOULD HAVE BOILED DOWN TO THIS? I WOULD HAVE STOPPED READING LONG AGO. ~ NOW IT'S TO LATE, I'M TIRED, AND IT'S TIME TO GO TO BED.

Thoughts
sands of time slipping slowly away falling gently to the bottom of the glass while fate and destiny do battle for control of your soul in there cruel dance of life bringing uncertainty of what the future holds or tomorrow will bring happyness sadness whos to say all you can do is live for today never sure where you stand in this world never sure which way to turn

A's
[I. DENIAL] Afraid of the unknown They refuse what is unclear Hiding what they can't explain So they no longer feel the fear With tear that shines upon Fear and anger that fight Light and moon from now on Are far from my sight [II. ANGER] Unable to cry your rage Unable to scream your way I feel trapped in this vicious maze I sense the doubts of my last day Blinded within your soul Running out of control In darkness I'm forever lost Drained from the past that lies in me My slow demise, forsaken indeed The truth will soon reveal My release from lucidity Reveries... nothing as they seemed Unable to cry your rage Unable to scream your way Blinded within your soul Running out of control [III. BARGAINING] Doorway of silence Troubled visions Will soon reveal That should have never been seen Inception forever rising The outline of those years Memories searing his fall Longing to dispense of all [IV. DEPRESSION] The emptiness that drai

Lost In The Storm
lost in the storm it's been storming here in my heart for some time now I've been walking in the rain through my days as well..aimlessly trying to sort myself out tryig to misplace my pain along the flooded streets that all lead ..to nowhere inparticular and scatter my tears into the rain clinging tightly to the fractured-hopes that all that bleeds from me, ..on this night and the days to come will wash away and my tide of renewal will come in to carry me back out to where ever it was that I came from, before all this devistation why is it I have to drownd ... just to be able to breathe and why is it I have to become lost ... before I'm ever found

No Pay!!!
READ THIS.... THIS IS WHY I HATE TO DO AUCTIONS.. I'M SORRY FOR THOSES THAT HAVE BEEN THRU THIS.. THIS GUY IS A FAKE DON'T LET HIM BID ON YOU.. DON'T DON'T DON'T HE WILL NOT PAY YOU!!! TYRONK@ fubar FOR REALS MA...FROM ONE VET TO ANOTHER.THATS REAL TALK > > === '~*Miss Lexi Rayne*~ Is A NaUgHtY KO GiRL!' wrote the following at '2008-10-27 09:08:12'.. > > > > hmm > > > > === 'TYRONK' wrote the following at '2008-10-27 08:59:01'.. > > > > > > OH OK...I SEE...MY BAD MA...MY NIGGA WAS FUCKING WIT MY PROFILE CHECKIN OUT SHIT AND HE SAID HE DID IT NOT KNOWING WHAT HE WAS DOING...SAID HE WAS FUCKING ROUND...MY BAD MA > > > === '~*Miss Lexi Rayne*~ Is A NaUgHtY KO GiRL!' wrote the following at '2008-10-27 08:55:34'.. > > > > > > > > http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1531885&albumid=1258494&i=791527087&idx=8 > > > > > > > > > > > > === 'TYRONK' wrote the following at '2008-10-27 08:51:43'.. > > > > > > > > > > MY BAD > > > > > > > >

Party Time Again!!!
Its almost Party Time again... For all of you sexy girls in Wichita Falls that means you dont have much to pick from... A bunch of us are going to Outskirts on saturday nite... So you might as well come dance and party with us... hope to see all pf you there...

Women
The Inventor and God The inventor of the Harley-Davidson motorcycle, Arthur Davidson, died and went to heaven. At the gates, St. Peter told Arthur, "Since your motorcycles have changed the world, your reward is that you can hang out in Heaven with anyone you want." Arthur thought about it for a minute and then said, "I want to hang out with God." St. Peter took Arthur to the Throne Room, and introduced him to God. God recognized Arthur and commented, "Okay, so you were the one who invented motorcycles, eh?! Arthur said, "Yeah, that's me..." God commented, "Well, what's the big deal in inventing something that's pretty unstable, makes noise and pollution, and can't run without a road?!" Arthur was apparently embarrassed, but finally spoke. "Excuse me, but aren't you the inventor of woman???" God said, "Ah, yes." "Well," said Arthur, "Professional to professional, you have some major design flaws in your invention: 1. There's too much inconsistency in the front-end

Untold Pain
There is a pain that cuts deeper than most, its a pain that can turn the nicest person in to the a cold hearted evil wench..... That pain I have felt one of desperation, one that makes you lash out with a venom of that of a snake... Its a pain that is different than any other pain known. Its the pain when you open up your heart and give with all you have to give, and think that you are getting the same in return... Its the pain that you get when you say those three little words and they are said back but not truly felt.. Its the pain you get when you feel you can give no more yet you do and in return you are used as a door matt for someone to wipe there feet upon... thats the pain I feel at this time, Its a pain I have lived with for all of my life. Its one that makes you give up the last thread of hope you cling so dearly too... In this time your heart bleeds and feels as if it is being riped out of your chest, at the same time you look for the reasons why it has taken pla

Gaming
You know I have one game that I like to play online. I play part of one of my days off. I don't even own any other gaming systems. My children (not even teens) know better then to run away because they can play with something. Oh ya if you have not figured I am a pissed off parent speaking about this 15yr old kid that ran away in Canada. I am thinking that Dad and Mom should have taken more then just a system away along time ago. Maybe even wait oh no not a spanking or two when he was smaller. And no I did not say beat the kid but come on. I seen a comment on a site about this that said that online is where alot of people find there friends. May I remind these people that they can go outside also. May I also remind parents to boot children outside every once in awhile. If you want an example look how often I am on this site. Ok so you say sending your children outside is dangerous these days. GO WITH THEM. That is all I have to say. Well that and I hope they do find this kid and charge

Grow Up!!!!
People make me laugh. I was reading some of the profile comments I have been getting and they crack me up. Do people honestly think that I care if you rate me a one..Obviously they are the only people who are stuck on the same subject...Get over it...You don't worry me..Downrate away...I still get points for it if thats what you are so worried about...It doesnt piss me off it actually entertains me...People take things way to seriously...Fubar is not real life...Although some people act like it is...But people if you are going to talk sh*t then don't get scared and block me...Guess what!!! You are more worried about me then I am of you...So there really is no point in blocking me...I live for people to hate me..So if I piss you off...Thank you for letting me get to you...Cuz ya made my day...Unlike some people I don't live my life through fubar...I know i know suprisingly I have a life outside of this... Now don't get me wrong...I am not talking about everyone on here...The people I a

Stones
I placed a stone upon the ground, For each one of my go around's, As each stone was placed a wall began , Waiting for someone to break it in, My core is hot my heart's hard as rock, And this wall is caving in it is there we must begin.

Icky Dog Poo
for the love of cereal... i do not care if one of my friends got a comment from another friend.. what a waste of bandwidth ... i tell ya you were way cooler when you were lost cherry or cherry tap even.. and i am not gonna make one of those stupid pics like a mug shot so i can get my levels.. i know there are a lot of people who feel so much better about being a higher level it boosts the esteem but i thought i left high school a long time ago. i guess i will not be deemed a cool kid around here lol.. but i do not really give a fuck.. and nsfw do your damn job and get off virtual night clubs and i swear when surgery heals and i am better i will be back watchin kick ass bands and drinking a beer for real which is much better than i can say for any of this and i have only tapped it more to come. blah! decline of................... you are so right not much has changed.... oh i found this site with the top 500 songs from like all genres it is cool right now i am listening to love ones

Woman Suck
Women suck and not in a goodway. My ex called me to tell me that she is seeing someone and hes better than I every thought about being. She left her husband moved this guy in and all that. She wouldnt do that for me. This guy drinks, does drugs and likes to beat women, and hes better than me! Now people might understand why I just don't want anything to do with women. That was uncalled for. First off my only flaw is my mental illness, which I wrote a blog about. I dont drink or use drugs, or beat women. I did that my mom would rise up from the grave and get me, along with my grandparets!!!! I just don't get it anymore, and I just give up trying. I will be your friend, I will talk to you, but other than that I am done.......

More About Me....
Well, some of you already know me, some of you don't. This is just a bit more then I put into my profile for those of you who may be interested........ My name is johnny! I was born in Illinois and have spent the majority of my life in both IL. and MI. When I was 6, I contracted bacterial spinal meningitis, which tore my immune system down and allowed the ear infections I got during the infection to progress to profound deafness. At the age of almost 8, I received a Cochlear Implant, and have used this technology to interact socially since then. I was among some of the first people to receive the implant, and although I have not exactly kept up with the current technology involved in it's evolution, I am still confident in my everyday activities as any normal person would be. But don't be fooled by what you see or hear......if anyone knows better, the key to observing life is to realize things are not always as out senses perceive them to be. I am far from normal, but I try not

Life As We Know It
the tears fall like rain on my soul acid eating thru me as i learn that all i know is a lie love is just a joke at my exspense tearing me apart so i welcome the rain that causes pain to erase you from my soul the only problem is to erase you i will have to erase myself so may it rain hard and fast so im gone at last i kiss and hold you my sweet darkness to heal what is wrong and make you strong my heart is yours as your will be mine as i hold and kiss you till the ends of time no other will there ever be who can reach where you can to touch the deepest ,darkest places within me and make it brigth with your ever present light to own me to love me forever yours alone My Dark one

Thank You Veterans
This is just a small token of appreciation to all the Veterans past present and future. Thank you all for serving this wonderful country and keeping all of us free. If any one of you that read this know a vet or know of someone serving this country please thank them for everything the have done or are doing for those of us here on the home front. Thank you once again.

Peewee
On July 26, 1991, Ruebens was arrested for masturbating in a triple X-rated theater in Sarasota, Florida. He was arrested again on November 16, 2001 after his Hollywood Hills home was searched and the police found over 30,000 pieces of erotica, some depicting children under the age of 18. Reubans was charged with a misdemeanor and in March 2004, he pleaded guilty to a single count of possessing obscene material. ------------------------------------------------- one thing i dont understand about the first charge was that was a porno theater how in the hell are you just going to watch with out jacking off i mean they was made just for that so why was he charge

Memories Of My Life
My very soul Smiles as crisp as a winters wind Eyes as radiant as the northern lights Her voice is as a chorus of heavenly angles Hair like the first snow Personality like a warm summer’s night I am afraid for her future I am afraid she will not meet her kindred spirit I am afraid she will meet her kindred spirit I am afraid she will be in need and I won’t be there I see her in every child’s life that I save I see her every time I help to bring into this world another child I see her when I save some ones daddy or mommy She is why I do what I do She is my comfort when I am weak She is my courage when all I know is fear She is my motivation to be a good man She is my little girl for now and for always As a little boy looking out the window Knowing not what the future is Optimism abounded with stories not yet known Sunny memories are those Anger, the boy others saw Was not yet achieved The man looking back in the mirror As a teenager fighting to be seen

The Morning After Reality
The Morning After Reality Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know in there heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike.. being in total synchronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks ..

Dang
WOW AM I NOT FAMOUSE ENOUGH TO ANYONE ON THIS SITE? IM NOT EVEN SKINNY ENOUGH FOR CENTER ATTENTION:O( I FEEL UNWANTED ON HERE... NOONE TALKS UNLESS I MAKE THE FIRST NOISE. THIS IS THE REASON WHY IM NOT HERE AS MUCH ANYMORE.:o( SO DEPRESSING! YEA I KNOW CALL ME A CRY BABY

Bitescarlet At Ya Hoo
getting over I'd love to hit my head on the wall just to make this stop just because... should hope against faith what must i do to just get over you its been too long and still i wait stupid me stupid brain if i change who I am it doesn't mean Im done what else is there to prove what else is there to feel She already told me all the stories which you share does she know your little secret whose breathing right beside me tugging on my hair? i told you before there was something in me yet you chose to close your eyes you pushed me away decided to hide she came early morn i told you you didnt even call just to ask how she was now you live your happy life and i seem to be stuck yes i know i did my part to cause you pain but wait must she suffer the same faith? just a nudge or a hi would have been okay then again does she have to know she has a dad who was sacred enough

Gypsy Life
Through the years of all the miles driven, always alone, never finding a companion Searching through the darkness that's this heart Empty, except for one, one who can't be found Through the darkness of solitude, all alone A light burns dimly ahead Approaching closer, the light is a key A key to what, no one knows for sure Might it be a soul, or a heart No one knows for sure until the end is reached Coming closer to the journey's end Still alone in this wilderness A sight for sore eyes Awaits at the other end Approaching closer, the site changes To an apparition of desire Asking to speak, she speaks, but says her name will remain a mystery Escaping from certain doom, asking why no name She says, there is no one worthy Not a soul on this barren Earth worthy of her affection This lonely soul is damned to walk alone Never knowing the meaning of true love All alone down the highways like the Gypsy I've become. All alone I travel this lonely land Along the edge of lan

"too Twisted For The Campfire: Dark Adult Poems Of Horror, Madness, And Death"
Hi all, As some of you may know, I currently have several published books to my credit and the positive feedback I have recieved from many here and elsewhere regarding my dark poetry has convinced me that I will now author a new book featuring the stories posted here and many more not yet posted. This new self published book will be called, "Too Twisted For The Campfire: Dark Adult Poems of Horror, Madness, and Death." I am sincerely hoping that I can involve two of my good and talented friends, Scabby Cadaver and Seth Rose, both of whom have worked with me in the past on my live performance photos and in creating original dark artwork for my promo materials, to provide sinister photos and artwork to grace it's pages. I will keep everyone updated on it's progress. Cheers, Steve

A Different Christmas Poem
Admiration by Me The hunger lingers for that moment in time Longing for those whispers of gentleness Never to know her to only a dream Anticipation for her words of kindness Trusting her with all your soul Knowing nothing but only her heart Faith in her to catch me when I fall Standing there with a smile of virtue The reverie of her never will I touch Thankful to the knowledge that she shares I am humbled by warmth from her eyes To awake anew to a life full of love A Different Christmas Poem author unknown The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by

Mariah Carey
Heard this tonight, Great song had me, Great break up song they say. I just think music marks a part in you life. I guess I am marked heart & soul. Mariah Carey I Stay in Love Lyrics: Oh oh ooh ooh Oh oh ooh ooh Oh oh oh ooh ooh Oh oh ooh ooh Oh oh ooh ooh Oh oh oh ooh ooh Oh baby Baby, I stay in love with you Dying inside cause I can't stand it Make or break up Can't take this madness We don't even really know why All I know is baby I try and try so hard To keep our love alive If you don't know me at this point Then I highly doubt you ever will I really need you to give me That unconditional love I used to feel It's no mistaking We're just erasing From our hearts and minds And I know We said let go But I kept on hanging on Inside I know it's over You're really gone It's killing me Cause there ain't nothing That I can do Baby, I stay in love with you And I keep on telling myself That you'll come back around And I try to front like "

Bdsm Life Style.
MY PORN AND FETISH WEB SITE (MUST BE 18 OR OLDER TO ENTER SITE.) adulttoysbdsm< BASIC DEFINITION: BDSM COMMUNITYBDSM—bondage, discipline/dominance, sado/submissive, masochismBondage —the art of restricting the movement of someone through physical, mental or emotional methodsDiscipline —a tenant of BDSM, discipline ranges from the discipline of the Dominant to ensure the safety of the submissive, and self-control, to the discipline of a submissive in obeying the Dominant. Discipline remains one of the pillars of BDSMDominance/submission —the power play that physically & mentally occurs in a BDSM relationshipSado-Masochism (S/M)—Sado Masochism is the giving and receiving of pain for erotic pleasure. A Sadist is one who gets pleasure out of giving the pain, and a masochist is one who derives erotic pleasure out of receiving the pain. The pain may be physical or mental, and may vary from very light (a bite, a pinch, a name-calling) to very heavy (caning, i

Train Of Thought: My Epic Poem..
Wandered here to mesmerize stayed here to scrutinize layed here to buglarize our souls from our own eyes like a damn cheapshot waiting for daylight when we'll raise arms and fight until a thousand midnights go by my train of thought Fears have been stirred as our dream are brutally massacred now our lives, blurred as our speech is slurred because our eyes are bloodshot feeling like a hired gun and I'm trying to outrun the blast from a shotgun on top of my train of thought Entering this sleep, hypnotic the world around me, chaotic why is life considered exotic when everyone here is psychotic? thinking as an afterthought the only thing left is doubt are we all supposed to fade-out? because someone sold out? are our minds that distraught? As my emotions swung to my slain dreams, I clung the pain stung and screams unsung can't be heard from a blindspot realizing, shock seeing your own cellblock like a movie from Hitchcock floating through my train o

The Mystery Of Love
The Mystery Of Love Love Is Full Of Mystery, Like A Maze Never Knowing Where You’re Going Or Where You Might End Up Only Hoping To Choose The Right Path And Not Finding A Dead End Can You Ever Find Your Way Out? Or Is It A Never ending Path? Which Keeps You Going In Circles Or Is There A Hidden Path? One That You Cannot See One That May Not Appear But If You Do Find A Way There May Be A Key To Happiness That Can Set You Free From Loneliness Or Will You Walk Through Fire Before The Maze Expires Look Out For Many Traps While You Watch The Time Elapse Falling In A Deep Hole Searching For Your Soul Because Even At The End LOVE IS STILL, A MYSTERY?

She Is Such A Great Friend
this person is so fantastic words cannot describe her. She helps everyone she knoiws giving and giving,please give her some back!! if true friend of mine you will show her love please do Angel Kitty@ fubar

My World
This is my world of sorrow to which no one may enter I cast a blame apon myself and deal with the guilt alone This is my world of pain to which no one is allowed I endure this pain everyday and seldom let it out This is my world of regret to which no one may intrude I relive my life day after day and wonder what I could change Welcome to my life to which no one knows anything about

Any Corporate Sponsors? Kids Leave On Friday;
East Lynn Pop Warner has started in its Fundraising efforts For Nationals.... you can Help.... Dear Friends, The President of East Lynn Pop Warner and its board members are proud to announce that for the first time in the history of East Lynn Football, two teams The B Squad, coached by Duke Wilson, and the C squad coached by Robert Maitland will be playing in the New England Regional Football Championship this Friday, November 28th, at Foley Field in Worcester. The B Squad will play the New Haven Steelers, and the C Squad will face the Worcester Vikings. A win on Friday will earn the teams the right to compete in the National Pop Warner Football Superbowl held December 7th through the 14th in Walt Disney World Florida. East Lynn Pop Warner would like to invite their fans to Worcester on Friday to witness this historical event and to support these two talented and hard working teams. The league is going to provide free busing to the games. The fan buses will leave Lynn English at

This Past Year
It has been an eventful year with so many ups and downs I still can't believe it. Some good and some bad but that's why it's life. I got let go at my job of 10 years but working a job that pays a lot better now. Moved out of ex's house and got my own apartment. Signed my divorce papers, bought a brand new car, got my heart broke and lived my life that's for sure. Learned the hard way what I don't want or deserve in men. Not to trust so easily and let my self open to be hurt again so easily. All and all I would not be where I am today if I would not have taken the paths that led me here. Got to LOVE LIFE!

Love
Last night as I lay sleeping, love, A vision came to ME. It was of you and I, MY love, A wondrous sight to see. And in the dream I had, MY love, I reached and touched your face I clasped your hand in mine, MY love, And felt your warm embrace. I pressed MY lips to yours, MY love, To taste your kiss so sweet You held ME for a minute, love, In this moment that did fleet. I wakened from the dream, MY love, With a thought of you that stayed With ME throughout the day, MY love, And never once did fade. I want to love you until the end of time Forever and ever I want you to be mine I want you always to love and adore Always and ever after and forever more I want to love you until all the seas become dry Forever and ever until all the birds no longer fly Love you forever until all the winds cease to blow Always and ever after until I find the rainbow's gold I want to love you until all the stars cease to exist Forever and ever I want to taste your sweet ki

Fun Questionaire
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me if you were alone with me?

Boyfriend Application....
Feel free to fill one out! Would love a boyfriend....but not looking for one. A friend suggested putting this up...and see what rolls by.....have fun! If you wish....copy and paste it into a private message to me... BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Phone Number: OTHER: 1. Do you drink/smoke? 2. Do you like the rain? 4. If so...would you play in it with me? 5. Do you like movies? 6. If so would you cuddle up for a Sunday Movie marathon? 8. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 9. Would you kiss my neck? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Do you have any reputations (ie: heartbreaker, prick)? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. Would you give me a kiss just because? 16. Would u have sex with me? 17. Would u trust me? 18. How smart are you? 19. Would u take me home to meet your parents?

Adventures In Child Raising..
Ok so first real snow I guess.. these kids are having fucking freak outs because it is something they have never seen before of course.. and won't go outside and play for longer than 2 mins because its too damn cold.. so my house has become an In and Out machine.. Now the boy on the other hand.. poor guy.. 3 days of no accidents potty training and then today someone locked him out of the bathroom and poor dude pooped on himself.. he was mad as hell.. so i guess thats a good sign right? now if only he would learn how to pee right.. his poor finger gets covered in pee everytime lol..

Assholes!!!!
OK SO HERES THE THING I JUST GOT A 3 FOR GOD ONLY KNOWS REASON AND I WENT TO THE GUYS PROFILE NOT TO BE RUDE OR ANYTHING BUT JUST TO SEE WHAT HE HAD TO OFFER THAT WAS MUCH BETTER THEN MINE. WELL FOR ALL OF YOU THAT HAS NOT CHECKED OUT RORYTMEADOWS-=[TRURATERS]=- WELL HE HAS A VERY INTERESTING PROFILE SO IF YOU GET A LOW RATING THEN IT MAYBE FROM HIM. DONT BOTHER TALKING TO HIM BECAUSE HE WILL NOT TALK TO YOU. IS THIS REALLY FAIR THAT WE ARE LETTING PEOPLE COME IN AND TELL US THAT WE ARE FAT OR UGLY OR MORONIC? I MEAN COME ON PEOPLE. SERIOUSLY...THIS SHIT IS IRRITATING!

This Just In
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? single 3. Your hair? brunette 4. Your mother? Minnesota 5. Your father? Minnesota 6. Your favorite thing? Movies 7. Your dream last night? Shawn 8. Your favorite drink? Cappaccino's 9. What 1 thing u dont do? Nothing LOL 10. The room you're in? Office 11. Music? All 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Married 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Dishonest 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Debts Paid 18. Where you grew up? Minnesota 19. The last thing you did? WokeUp 20. What are you wearing? Clothes 21. TV? Smallville 22. Your pets? None 23. Your computer? Emachine

He Tagged Me...
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? lap 2. Your significant other? huh 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? uggg 5. Your father? superman 6. Your favorite thing? music 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? caffeine 9. Your dream/goal? love 10. The room you're in? mom's 11. Music? love 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? dunno 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? well 16. Muffins? huh 17. One of your wish list items? doggie 18. Where you grew up? Ontario 19. The last thing you did? TV 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? games 22. Your pets? Milo 23. Your computer? portable 24. Your life? weird 25. Your mood? sick 26. Missing someone?

Oh Come On You Know You Want To
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm sexy? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Copy and paste this into your blog to see what your friends answers will be.

Wedding Planning And Clergy Service
I am a certified Wedding/Event Planner with 5 years of experiance in the field and my A.A. Degree in Wedding/Event Planning With a minor in Business Managment. Certified Clergy Services Available, Documentation available for proof of Certification. Services available in all of Jacksonville and surrounding cities. Will travel out of florida, up to 150 miles. My fee is 150.00 for Jacksonville and surrounding areas in a 25 mile radius around jacksonville, and price is increased 25 dollars for each 25 miles traveled to your location. I will reply to all questions, considering there are no such things as stupid questions. I also have contact with vendors and suppliers if there is something you are having touble finding for your event. Please contact me ASAP to get an appointment for your exact date! Can send email of documentation of certification I have done over 1,000 Weddings, Renewal of Vows, Baby naming, Hand Fasting,and other Important Events. I am Non-Denominatio

"the Bucket"
"The Bucket" We all have dreams in buckets, we carry them around Sometimes we need a helping hand, to get them off the ground I'll be Jack if you'll be Jill, I know we can't fall down... Cause you're the sweetest dream I've even found. Our love is like that bucket, carried up that hill. With steady hands and careful steps, we know that it won't spill. And life is like the hill itself, it's sometimes hard to scale. But easier with two to hold the pail. And sometimes we'll get weary, as time will surely tell, But straight and true we'll go on, heading for that well. Yes my girl we'll make it, just you wait and see. And we'll fill that bucket up with dreams, of all our life will be. We all have dreams in buckets, we carry them around... Copyright Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

Soap Box
You know its funny how things hit you all of a sudden One second your sitting there talking and the next BLAM. Well this really isn’t one of those times. Over the past many months, I’ve been trying to work my way over and through a few a rough spot’s Which hasn’t really been a lot of fun. Oh I’ve had a few good laughs along the way, but for the most part, this whole trying to figure out what has been bugging me, working it out and moving on with it Bullsh*t can kiss my A$$ I know what’s been bugging me . Most important I need to open up more. Be more free with what I’m thinking. And stop worrying what someone else might think if I say what it is I’m really thinking. I’M TIRED OF ALWAYS BEING THE NICE GUY! LMAO The rest will work itself out. I had a very long wild conversation with a friend last night. As we talked I began to relax and open up. I learned a few things from that conversation about me, And more. I felt free.I don’t always have to say the right things. I don

"the Adventure"
“The Adventure” Today I start my journey, today I face the sea Braving storms and tempests, to see all that I can see Casting off the lines that held me, to the place I’ve always stood These sails they are my hopes, and my heart’s this hull of wood And my courage is my crew, and I have it because of you You’re my map, my compass, all my things so true Now you’re standing by my side, and thanks to you I grip the wheel And this adventure is the only thing I feel And you’re the wave that surges at my very bow The current in my sea, that pushes me somehow To the horizon I can’t see, but I know you’re here with me You’re the breeze that came and set me free You’re the hand that helps me learn to steer On my rudder to guide me through the fear Past the jagged reefs, and the gales so strong I pray that this adventure lingers on And you’re the wave that surges at my very bow The current in my sea, that pushes me somehow To the horizon I can’t see, but I know you’r

"put Out The Light."
“Put Out The Light” Put out the light, I think it’s best Lie beside me, touch my chest Hear my heart, feel my caress Put out the light, I think it’s best Put out the light, I think it’s time To be as one, to make you mine To leave the world, and all the rest Put out the light, I think it’s best Put out the light, no need to feel What in the dark, we sense is real Safe and warm, within our nest Put out the light, I think it’s best Put out the light, but not the glow The one that lives, inside your soul I would not settle, I must confess And you’d not give a measure less. Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

Myspace Whack
I GET ON MYSPACE I GET THIS LIL THING SAYING I CANT POST MOVIES N MY COUNT WILL BE DELETED IF I DO IT AGAIN WHAT IT IS IS A THING I DID FOR THE NEW GENERTAION OF FAM IN WELL I POSTED IT N IT BLOCK ME TODAY THIS SO GAY LAME

Dudes Need To Stop Stressen Me
Ex and I split after an almost 6 yr relationship 5.5 yrs to be exact.. been split now for 5 months... and the fuckkery starts.. whats the point in stressing me now? You wasnt concerned with me when we were together and letting ur cock slide up in other chicks u wasnt concerned about me when u was rollin them chicks round in my new whipps... yet now that we are done your oh so concerned with me and what I am doing.. 5 yrz it as ME who fed, clothed ad nursed you back to health it was Me who bailed u out when no one else wanted to look at u, it was me who packed ur wounds three times a day and yet you chose the world wide whores over a faithfull woman who treated you like a king.. you took the power that u were given and ran the streets with it thinking i would just lay at your feet and never stand up and walk away ..Your regreating it once again now arnt you? To bad for you this time. You should have been concerned with me way back when not out acting like a teenager on a rampage with a

Chevylay57
center> CLIC ON PIC BELOW TO GO TO HER PAGE!! SHOW HER SOME LOVE!!! 57chevylay_R/L mom to jgurl , fu sis to lil BRAT and BikerBabe, sis an partner n crime to EZ RIDER@ fubar Auto 11's On, Lots of Easy rates Rate me, Fan me, Add me, Crush me, Bling me Pimp Me. Love me! @ fubar @ fubar

Another Year Aproaching To An End
well another year aproaching to an end and what a year ..... some things have happened my cousin moved away i miss her we where always hagning out together.....im just happy to say i survived another one no matter how shitty the year has been. And it has been a shitty one wish i could say something good came out of it but nothing hasnt...well i cant say nothing living closer to my family has made me happier then ive been in a while. Now if only i can find some one who can treat me right and not play head games with me then im all set lmao im not asking for much right lol sorry been having a bad day gotta find time to laugh somewhere . But all in all i cant wait to spend xmas with my family well part of my family my mother that is and her boyfriend and his step daughter her hubby and her two kids and my moms bfs grandson hope everything turns out ok. I want to wish all of my friends and family on fubar or to who ever reads this a merry xmas and a verry happy new year lets hope 2009 brin

Lilly?
How do I breath, When I'm without you? My heart barely beats, It is forever blue. Forever gasping for air,When we've not spoken. Keeping my thoughts close, My heart forever broken. Can we have happiness, Is it ever to be. Should I start to worry, No longer carefree. My mind always muddled, Knowing not what to say. Treading ever so lightly, Day after day. Worrying about tomorrow, All through the night. Tossing & turning, Nothing feeling quite right. With you I'm in heaven, A dream like state. But life without you, Seems to be my fate. So If I have to live, In this world without you. Know in our heartsThis love is forever true. Why does love hurt I hate this painAgain the heart breaks

"ruin"
“Ruin” Constructed with care, now just old weathered planks This crumbling façade for which we used to give thanks It once was a haven, a shelter, a home And now just a ruin of timber and stone The doors are ripped off, and they lie on the floor And now they are walked on and not through anymore All the rooms vacant, and blending as one Filled with a darkness never gifted by sun It used to be that the basement was the only thing damp But now nothing is dried by the flame of our lamp Because the light it has withered, sputtered, and died In spite of our efforts, and the things we had tried Now other creatures are sheltered in there Amidst old peeling paper and the floors cracked and bare With red glowing eyes both brimming and sad They lord over the ruin of this thing we once had. Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

Mine And My Real Husband's First Auto 11's On!
Its my first auto 11'S me and my real husband have them on hes only member in my family and only fan. Anyone can rate us.This is great this auto 11!My husband used to be level25 without them it took him 47 happy hours and a year to get there.It was hard and he was a trainee bouncer when there wasn't training lol.We had several lounges me and husband and he was dj of loads.Does anyone remember the candy lounge?Thanks all for reading.

Not Right
check my mumm my friends its important and the comments and the comments of mine and my husbands why is it that people are so unkind in mumms mine you need to read is called points everyone should read it and its true as fubar support said it when i was in there lounge thanks i created my first mumm why so many hatrid comments check it out my friends

Annoy Ur Wedding Dj
Annoy your wedding dj IN THE DJ BOOTH Recently,I was talking with some friends who still Dj wedding gigs and they always brought up the fact I never talk about the WEDDING DJ. Well when I first started I did a ton of weddings, as a matter of fact weddings can be very profitable.Some people love Djing wedding gigs and as for me Its not my cup o tea!! Weddings are always fun and people always seem to loosen up at a wedding and dance all night! So kudos to the wedding dj ,I will probably never hear the end of this but it had to be done!! Here is a list of ways to annoy the hell out of the dj next time your at a wedding!!! ENJOY! 1. Do a large, posed group photo on the dance floor. 2. Dress up like a videographer and wheel a video camera on a large tripod onto the dance floor with a overbearingly bright floodlight and stick it in the faces of everyone on the dance floor. 3. Ask the DJ (who has the perfect song lined up with a perfect beatmatch) to wish a happy birthday

Some Random Thoughts Splilled Out My Head Like Word Vomit.
I was out checking my oil today. I live on a cul de sac, and there are a few kids that live down here. Some of them were out riding their new bikes they got for Christmas along with some friends. Their friends wanted to ride there nice new bikes. The following conversation gave me a chuckle: Kid A: I wanna ride your bike, man. Kid B: You can't. My Daddy doesn't want anyone riding our bikes. He spent like $200 plus tax on mine! Kid A: Whoa! How can your Dad afford that?! Kid B: My Dad is a cop. He makes. like, $500 a month! Kid A: Wow, he must have thousands of dollars! Kid B: I even know what a hundred dollar bill looks now! Kid A: Man, I remember what a hundred dollar bill looks like cause I saw one when I was a baby. Kid B: Ah man, the only thing I remember about being a baby is sitting around watching tv and poopin' my pants.

Math Problems
This comes from 2 math teachers with a combined total of 70 > yrs. experience. > Here is a little something someone sent me that is > indisputable mathematical logic. It also made me Laugh Out > Loud. > > This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...it goes like > this: > > What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? > Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more > than 100% ? We have all been to those meetings where someone > wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What > makes up 100% in life? > Here's a little mathematical formula that might help > you answer these questions: > > If: > A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z > > is represented as: > 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 > 24 25 26. > > Then: > > H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K > 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% > > > and > > > K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E > 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% > > But , > A-T-T-I-T-U-

Pain
IT SUCKS!!! I'm tired of hurting I'm tired of being like this day in and day out I'm sick of waking up in pain I'm sick of going to bed in pain I'm sick of all the pills I have to take I'm just so tired of hurting everyday I want it to go away but I know it never will My pain is here for the rest of my life If people can't deal with me like this, or deal with my disabilities then they don't need to be a part of my life.

Inspiration
***I had found an old email that I wrote to a dear friend of mine a couple years ago...I re-wrote and decided to share with everyone*** Friends, Even if you don't believe in God or you believe in a higher power these words should bring some comfort knowing that there is something or someone out there thinking of you. I had wrote this to a dear person a few months ago for inspiration and support and have stumbled across the old email and decided to post this so that I may share my wisdom, knowledge, and love for each of you. Yes, this does deal with God and my beliefs, but I want each of you to take something from this...if anything know that I am here if ever needed. There is something spectacular out there, whether you believe or not. I feel comforted knowing that when all humans fail me I have a father who will continue to love me. So please read my words carefully. Don't sit and read in judgement, but keep an open mind and an open heart. Something will speak to

To My Mother (r.i.p Mom)
To My Mother I love you, and I miss you More! I can feel You, But I can't see you I hear you in my mind I dream of you nightly, It's so real I don't want to awaken. I see you in my dreams, your eyes, those cheeks. I remember when we said we'll never part cause we dreamed the same dreams. Spiritual experiences that you and I only know of. I feel as if I'm crazy at times for I long to be with you. One day Mom I will be there with you, Until then I am waiting to be with you, as you waited for me for nine months. You loved me before you had me, And I love you for having me, with everything you went through for me to be. Thank you for wanting to be my MOTHER… Remember you said we'll always be together always and forever .... LOVE ALWAYS TRISHA

You
How many times have I thought of you And the many things I’d like to do. I sleep at night with you on my mind, One night with you, would be just fine. Your white robe is what I see, I wonder, wonder, how it would be. If I could touch your lips with mine, The thought of this is so divine. I want to see you without that robe, Your body to touch, caress, and probe. I’d lay you down, your body to admire, One look at you, sets my soul on fire. I want to feel you, touch, and kiss, send you into . . . . heavenly bliss, I want you, need you, feel my desire, Me inside you, I would never tire. I could make love to you all night long, It would feel so good, it couldn’t be wrong, These are my thoughts, what I fantasize, You’re all too perfect in this man’s eyes.

I'll Stand By You
Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes Come on and come to me now. Don't be ashamed to cry, let me see you through Cause I've seen the dark side too. When the night falls on you, you don't know what to do, Nothing you confess could make me love you less I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you, I'll stand by you. So, if you're mad get mad, don't hold it all inside, Come on and talk to me now. And hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too But I'm alot like you. When you're standing at the crossroads, don't know which path to choose, Let me come along, cause even if your wrong I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you, I'll stand by you. Take me into your darkest hour, and I'll never desert you. I'll stand by you. And when, when the night falls on you baby, you're feeling all alone, You won't be on your own, I'll stand by you. I'll stand by you I'll stand by you, won't let n

Man Law
Man Law Global Basic Info Type: Common Interest - Religion & Spirituality Description: 1. No wasted beer in the name of humor. 1A) Have fun but be honorable, respect women, only a real man can achieve this. 2. It has been made official that under no circumstances should the male have to pay for birth control 3. If your best friend is dumped by a girl it is a 6 month waiting period till she can be touched. If he breaks up with her it’s a 6 day waiting period. 4. If two or more males arrived at a party by a single car, and the driving male is hooking up with a girl, it is the responsibility of the other males to find other ways home. (The exception to this law is if the driver is hooking up with his own girlfriend, the law is then void and the driver still holds full responsibility of driving his friend’s home) 5. Short shorts have been banned… Unless in a participating in a sporting event that demands shorter shorts. Also no real man should be allowed to pop his

Pure
Don't you bring me down Kick me when I'm down Put me away again Every now and then Your bottle spinning my fate As I hold my breath And you say you don't want any part of this now Where did it go so wrong I guess I'm finally finding out It's got me tripping now The little things, everywhere I go It's such a shame Why you held on, so long Why don't you confuse me a little more? Confuse me And I never thought that you Who would believe that I wasn't good enough? Those things I never thought you'd do You got the best of me You got the best of me, when you said you didn't love me anymore And I know, this will be the last time You've got me, running in circles like a freak So why do you try, to kick me when I'm down I'm down, all the way down Put me away again Every now and then Your bottle spinning my fate While I hold my breath Don't sweat the lies that you say I control Confuse me a little more (Confuse me) And I never thought that you Who wo

"the Ball."
The Ball The questions stay unasked, while we hide behind our masks And the orchestra strikes up for one more tune I hold you close and then we step the steps we know so well Two faceless strangers waltzing through the room Keeping time we’re doing fine, or so we’d like to think While the others stop to take a rest, or pause to get a drink But still on we dance, we move as one, and never miss a beat Never tripping on your gown or you stepping on my feet We are grace and motion personified, a gentle flowing stream Two glowing stars that shine the brightest, Galilleo’s dream The golden pair, that stand above the guests here at The Ball So synchronized we fail to see the folly of it all True we move, as a summer breeze, that whispers through your hair But there is something not quite right about this couple dancing there The ones that seem to never tire and always keep the pace Still wear the masks and do their best to always shield their face Yes, the steps are

Another Get A Life
Ok I want to LMFAO at these females on here... who write a whole life story about them and how real they are and how they dont take any bullshuit lol ... ok? GOOD FOR YOU Then... these are the same broads who have the nerv to talk about other females or males. Call them all fake and what not. They talk about how females show skin for attention... etc WE ALL HEARD THAT SAME CRAP I love how alot of men and women get brave online I think its so funny but really pathetic at the same time. So anyways.... But yet when I really check them out... they are claiming to be FU-MARRIED to some guy in another state. LMAO Their is all these silly ass pics of them 2 made. No actual pics of them. lmao that sad. So these females or males who claim to be real but yet so call fall in love with another person in a diff state they never actually met... GET A LIFE. YOU ARE AS FAKE AS THE NEXT PERSON U CALL FAKE.

Easily To Get Into Orgasm
WHY MEN IS EASILY TO GET INTO ORGASM Is it normal that men is easily get into orgasm? most of the time that we do sex,i am always who comes out first, and I’ afraid that this might be the cause of losing my wife, and i can't afford to lose her. coz i really love her. what should i do? thank you and God bless you and your family! THE ADVISE OF ONE OF PROFESSIONAL.......... Yes. It is very normal that men come quickly. So normal that they have a name for it—premature ejaculation. So normal that so many businesses (mainly fake) have made tons of money trying to sell creams and salves claiming to delay ejaculation (they usually don’t). So normal that two different techniques have been developed in the US (all kosher, above board and effective!) to deal with this problem. The first is (Dr.) Sieman’s STOP START METHOD. The second is (Drs.) MASTERS AND JOHNSONS’ SQUEEZE TECHNIQUE. In addition, if you put any or both phrases on Internet Sex Eng

Miles Apart
I wish I could wipe your falling tears away, as you bravely smile through your pain... You see me suffer, then you break down and cry miles apart... In your dreams I softly kiss you, no one can see the pain, that we both feel inside miles apart... You whisper I love you and I whisper to the skies, I love you too When will this pain ever go away even though we are miles apart... To be by your side is a dream I can't deny But I will wish for it to come true. I miss you so badly my heart is breaking as we cry miles apart...

Stop
stop telling me that your single and you cant find no one because no one wants you you choose to be single because other people dont fit your image people are so damn picky about every single thing about a person any more they forget to look whats in the persons heart and how well they treat that person iam just tire of a few people who shoutbox me it was ok for a bet but damn now its starting to piss me off so stop

Lounges
hey u all im needin some help on making a lounge well not makin it lol but like decorating it and stuff anyone care to help just let me or boon77222 know and we will be more than glad to have u all help up thank u

Valentines Day!
HELLO AGAIN ALL MY WONDERFUL FU-FRIENDS! I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK U AGAIN TO EVERYONE WHO BID ON ME IN THE AUCTION THAT WAS SUPER! & ESPECIALLY TO PIMP SUGARBEAR WHO WON ME! HE ROCKS! & A VERY SPECIAL THANK U TO SYEIRAH MY MAIN OWNER! SHE IS THE BOMB CHECK HER OUT! THE REASON I AM WRITING THIS IS BECAUSE I AM PART OF THE VAMP MORTICIA'S VICTIM'S VALENTINE'S DATE! IT DOESN'T COST ANYTHING IT'S JUST FOR FUN! I AM MARRIED BUT I LOVE NEW FRIENDS & OF COURSE MY PRESENT ONES! IT WOULD BE GROOVY IF U WOULD JUST STOP OVER TO THE LINK I AM GOING TO POST & JUST SAY WHAT A PERFECT DATE WITH ME WOULD BE! NOTHING SEXUAL PLEASE AS I AM VERY HAPPILY MARRIED BUT MAYBE FOR EXAMPLE SOME DRINKS & A MOVIE OR WHATEVER U CAN THINK OF OR LIKE YOURSELF & THINK I WOULD LIKE! IT IS NOT AN ACTUAL DATE IT'S JUST A FUN FUBAR THING WHERE WE CAN EXCHANGE GIFTS & DRINKS ON VALENTINE'S DAY OR ANOTHER DAY & JUST CHAT! AT THE END OF THIS I WILL PICK ONE PERSON WHO I WOULD LIKE TO BE MY SPECIAL FU-VA

*broken Inside
Boy i lay awake at nite wondering why then i start to cry.... wishing you where here holdin me so dear but yet i fear... Your so far away and theres never gonna be that day when we find our way... juss kno from the start I will never part cuz your forever in my heart.... This is jus how I feel Im being so real cuz this is the real deal ... I've been lookin for your love, cuz its sent from above and thats whatcha call real love By:J3NNiiF3R

Wounds Left Bleeding Raw...
Memories running through my head Regrets of things left unsaid I let you in thinking you would be different but when it comes to lying and deceiving you were the best you destroyed everything that was good in me and left the rest I've tried but I can't forget the past I see now that you never intended for us to last I hate the way you look at me pissed off that I knew from the beginning what this would be It's over now, my last tear will fall My heart is broken, wounds left bleeding raw Memories running through my head Regrets of things left unsaid Please tell me Who the fuck did you want me to be Because here I am, this is me left with no hope, stuck in this recurring tragedy Memories running through my head Regrets of things left unsaid you left me like this and I have never felt so dead

In A Touch
Kiss me and know As your lips brush mine That you are touching a thousand summer days four hundred winter nights sleepless and cold the sand from the farthest star and the earth beneath our feet the music of the first one who sung the faith of the first one who prayed the magic of the first one who dared to be something more to go farther to search deeper the dreams of many scattered through the skies moondust and star-stuff hope joy and love circulating through the universe contained within a single drop of dew.

Baseball
Dad's out there need some help, my son played Tee-ball last year he hits well and fields the ball well but still needs some work the throws to the plate. He can play Tee-ball one more year or move up to coach pitch?

Chris
So here we are tonight, you and me together The storm outside, the fire is bright And in your eyes I see what's on my mind You've got me wild turned around inside And then desire, see, is creeping up heavy inside here And know you feel the same way I do now Now let's make this an evening Lovers for a night, lovers for tonight Stay here with me, love, tonight just for an evening When we make our passion pictures You and me twist up secret creatures And we'll stay here Tomorrow go back to being friends Go back to being friends But tonight let's be lovers, We kiss and sweat We'll turn this better thing to the best Of all we can offer, Just a rogue kiss Tangled tongues and lips, See me this way I'm turning and turning for you Girl, just tonight Float away here with me An evening just wait and see But tomorrow go back to your man I'm back to my world And we're back to being friends Wait and see me, Tonight let's do this thing All we are is wasting hou

Lost!!
"I love you guys, see you later" These where the last words that my friend Ricky ever said to me one year ago. noone knew that he was so sad and noone knew that it would be the last time we would see his smiling face. he didn't ever act like anything was bothering him. and then i got the call. " Kimi he's gone, he took his life" he was not even in this world good and he made his exit. "meet me halfway, i'll start walkin'now" these are the last words that my dear friend Jeanette said to her daughter. and she started walking to meet her daughter who had been playing with a friend up the street. she walked all the way and ask could she sit down she fell down and never got up again. she passed away friday. she was only 45 years old. I have so many questions. and i can't understand why they had to leave. I know they had no control over this. either health or emotional pressures caused them to exit this world. and i am so damn angry and i want to know why!!!!!! it seems like i am losi

Plz Pray!!
Please Pray for my Husband Karl as he was hurt very badly in an Explosion Today .... Right now he's ok but that can change in a moment! I love him so very much !! and I'm worried so Please I beg Pray for his healing!! Thanks Christa

Glimpse Into My Mind
I didnt choose my life it was handed to me not that i dont like it just hate who ive become tho i love who i am thirst for my lifestyle a master of my craft being worse has made me better and far from sane i fear they say i sold my soul i believe i gave it away along with my conscience & emotions cause they just get in my way manipulations my new best friend mind controls one of my talents playing with smoke & mirrors im so good at what i do i barely know who i am ask me if its worth it having no family and friends i will tell you it is cream my acronim for life is also my downfall cause money is nothing when no one loves you where do i go from here left alone with only a prayer my worlds turned to darkness and filled with dispear no place of my own no where i feel at home swallowed up by isolation not a friend to graspe on to dont know where im going just want to get away from my sins

Never Let Go
rue Love It was on a Van Gogh's moon Where paper dragons held all your darkest secrets. I took your hand and followed you to the promise land. Beyond the walls of past loves is where I tumbled and rolled right into your soul. It was under a tangerine sun Where satin swans reflected all your inner beauty. I swore this love to never come undone and to hold you till death. Behind hazel eyes in the valley of the mind is where I love to play in your dreams of a true love.

Why?
Is this supposed to be like a journal for others to read, and if so, does anyone read them? I had the strangest day yesterday. I was walking down the road. When I went to cross the street this huge 1973 cadillac hit the gas. I barely jumped out of the way. Approximately 5 minutes later the car hit the breaks right next to me. The driver jumped out and pulled a gun. I was scared shitless! He pulled the trigger and shot the raccoon behind me. A second later a PETA person jumped out of the bushes and shot the guy in the head. I have never seen brain soup before.

Valentines Day~
Terese shivered. In the middle of her living room, she stood nude, except for the cuff that adorned one wrist. When Master arrived, He would fasten the other, trapping Terese's hands behind her back. That was where He liked them, except when He allowed her to stroke His cock. Where was He? It had been two hours since He'd called and directed Terese to prepare for him. Two hours of standing, because He'd told her to be on her feet when He arrived; of freezing because He'd told her to be nude. It was what Master wanted, and what He wanted, Terese wanted. Since the day they'd met, after weeks of chatting online, Terese had wanted nothing more than to please Master. She only hoped He was truly pleased with her. It was Valentine's Day. In the past, if Terese had been seeing someone, she would have counted on romantic cards and flowers, maybe a dinner date. If she'd liked the guy, she would have told him. But with Master, things were different. Terese was never sure what He had in mind

Dedicated To Loved Ones
Ok friends this wonderful woman just lost someone very close to her heart, her younger brother was in a car accident on February 14, 2009. As you can tell they were very close and loved each other very much.This woman needs her friends to be here for her in this horrible time of need. Lets stop by her page and show her love and let her know that our thoughts and prayers are with her. Řэđחә¢ķþ®ïח©ә$$*CoOwner of Ice*BDL Crew*FuWife&RL fianc@ fubar Brought to you by Meg and her Hubby Mad, our hearts are with you Lindsey!! (repost of original by 'Meg~ I'm just me~' on '2009-02-15 19:11:39') (repost of original by 'MÃĐ ~Owner of ICE~BDL Crew~fu-hubby & r/l fiance 2 Řэđחә¢ķþ®' on '2009-02-15 19:14:28')

Different Than You, I Am Me
Different Than You, I Am Me Climbing out of bed, Rubbing my head. Different than you, I am me. No one to impress, I just get dressed. Different than you, I am me. Walking on the beach, Hearing the Sea Gulls screech. Different than you, I am me. Life in my perception No exception. Different than you, I am me. Watching others As they Walk by, Wondering what for And why. Different than you I am me Dreams and passion, No need for fashion. Different than you, I am me. Seeing something more Behind every door. Different than you, I am me. Accepting God, Being no fraud Different than you, I am me. Walking through the park, It is getting dark. Different than you, I am me. Wanting to be like you, No thanks, I like my shoe Different than you, I am me. Climbing into bed, Rubbing my head. Different than you, I am me. Perception, Deception, Hatred and Love. Obsession, Affliction, Push and Shove. Impressions, Relations, Accep

Lvl Up
I am pretty new to all of this i am learning but very slowly.I was wondering if there is anyone willing to help me lvl up,get bling,get fu money,etc....If you are willing to help you know where I am.....

Grrr. . .
some ppl say you're really important to them... yet you are really low on their fam list... hmm funny... when someone is important to me they are higher up on my family and my friends list... guess i'm just weird...

Pandora
"Pandora opened a box releasing all the evils of mankind, and when she shut it only hope was left inside." I guess when we're born we all open that box, because nothing can protect us from ourselves. Lustful moments, greed and selfishness. turn once, turn twice, turn back. i dont know why everything changes while your in the middle of something. forever is a long time to live under the hate and greed of others. the watchful eye of the gods will not turn blind eyes forever. Pandora, the first woman, made this choice but was it a mistake? what if her intention was to release hope? saddly, thats not the way it turned out. we live in this world thanks to the weaker kind, steping on eachother to get what we selfishly want. put just one curse upon your soul back into the box, and lock it away. when the world chages to accept everybody we will truely suceed being human, and truely show why we were put here. Pandora is out there waiting to shut everything back away in

My Thoughts
If I want your opinion, I’ll ask you to fill out the necessary form. He who laughs last probably doesn’t understand the joke She’s wound up tighter than the girdle of a baptist minister’s wife at an all-you-can-eat pancake breakfast. My sister is soooooo ugly, we had to tie a pork chop around her neck to get the dogs to play her. You may be a redneck if . . . you have spent more on your pickup truck than on your education. He fell out of the ugly tree and hit every branch on the way down He’s so stupid, he couldn’t find his ass with both hands.

I Love You To My Hubby
In the heat of the moment, wild passions flare. Tongues, teeth and finger tips, aching to touch and share. Invisible boundaries designed, to quell this heat with a shiver and a chill. Anticipation the red flame, that melts an iron will. Passions born of hell, yet known to God as pleasure. Finger tips burn skin, while touching lighter than a feather. A dance in near darkness, awakes once more this passion. Erotic this crucifixion, outdated by modern fashion. The world slips away, as we dance in the fire. Lips touching skin , animalistic this desire. The tempo grows quicker, hips interlocked not breaking. Hearts pound, brain whirls at this risk we are taking. The CD a rumble, like distant thunder. Passion riding the storm, of this spell I'm under. Lips along jawlines, passion threatens to burn us. Forged far below, in Hades' own furnace. Lips brushing lips, searing the flesh. Bodies interlocked, as to the music we mesh. The beat so st

Threesome Blog
subject: Threesome Blog post date: 2009-02-27 17:50:11 views: 2 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Now here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new note,delete my answers and put in your own.Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn alot of little known things about each other. Three names I go by. 1) Jerald 2) Lacy 3) romper(callsign when I was flying for the navy) Three jobs I have had in my life. 1)Fighter Pilot 2)Bartender(while in college) 3)McDonald's manager(while in college) Three places I have lived. 1) Japan 2) Italy 3) Virgina Three TV shows I watch. 1) Dirty Jobs 2) Sanford and Son(reruns) 3) The Jeffersons(reruns) Three places I have been. 1)Asia/South Pacific 2)Middle East/Africa 3)South America Three people that e-mail be regularly. Three of my Favorite foods. 1)BBQ 2)Sushi 3)Italian Three things I would like to do. 1)Drive a F-1 car at the Long Beach Gra

Lots Of Questions, 3 Responses
Now here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new note,delete my answers and put in your own.Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn alot of little known things about each other. Three names I go by. 1) Scott 2) Tiger 3) Hey You Three jobs I have had in my life. 1)Security Systems Engineer 2)Police Officer 3)Airline Executive Three places I have lived. 1) Missouri 2) Wisconsin 3) Missouri Three TV shows I watch. 1) 24 2) Moonlight 3) Sports Three places I have been. 1)Toronto 2)Paris 3)London Three people that e-mail be regularly. Regularly is a "relative" term. Mindy Tia Robin Three of my Favorite foods. 1)Steak 2)Seafood 3)Cashew Chicken Three things I would like to do. 1) Become a full time photographer 2) Meet my soulmate 3) Go on a photographic excursion and see tigers in the wild. Things I am looking forward to. 1) My new career 2) Lion Cubs 3)

Stuff
Now here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new blog,delete my answers and put in your own.Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn alot of little known things about each other. Three names I go by. 1) Tammy 2) Tam 3) Safety Nazy Three jobs I have had in my life. 1) Coal Miner 2) Oil Field Operator 3) HES Specialist Three places I have lived. 1) PA 2) Wyoming 3) Three TV shows I watch. 1) Nascar 2) Greys 3) Private Practice Three places I have been. 1) Maine 2) Colorado 3) Montana Three people that e-mail be regularly. 1) Ed 2) Vance 3) Mark Three of my Favorite foods. 1) Anything Italian 2) Hamburger 3) Chicken Three things I would like to do. 1) See a whale 2) Find a good man 3) MOVE Things I am looking forward to. 1) Good Snow 2) Seeing my friends 3) MOVING Three friends that I think will respond. 1)NONE 2) 3)

Help Please
IF YOU WANT TO STAY ON MY FRIENDS LIST THEN PLEASE ADD MY OTHER ACCOUNT TO YOUR FRIENDS LIST. THANK YOU............ http://fubar.com/user/1927481 i need help creating a wedding invitation and posting it on here.My fu wedding is tomorrow so could someone please help me

Take Me There
As I sit here surrounded, By people and lights Along with my drink at the bar Youve been here forever, So clear in my mind I just dont know where you are But I know Ill find you, But girl till I do This is my love song for you Lets hold hands on the porch swing Under the moon While the wind through the willows Plays us a tune We can lie on a blanket, Out back in the yard And wish for our future On a far away star And youll feel the passion, As time after time I press your sweet lips to mine We can dance to the radio, Right up till dawn Till you drift off To dream in my arms You might be hundreds, Or more miles away Or you might be just down the street But therell be a hunger, Deep in your eyes That Ill recognize when we meet It might take hours, Or it might talk years But this is the song you will hear Lets hold hands on the porch swing Under the moon While the wind through the willows Plays us a tune We can lie on a blanket, Out back in the yard

Guts Or Balls
Definition of the difference between "GUTS" and "BALLS Definition of the difference between "GUTS" and "BALLS": GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the boys, being assaulted by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask, "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the boys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the ass and having the balls to say, "You're next!"

Dimonds Adventure
Dimond the aries has had a lot of adventures in her life time, but none like this one just as she thinks that their is no hope for her to find a long lasting love, her path has been crossed by the scales of Venus. Although, the intimacy has yet to reveal itself the excountes have been tremendous already. As they both lye and wait for the day to come for them to comsumate the relationship she was asked for hand in Marriage. Dreeding the question she replies yes awaiting for the day the ring will be placed on her finger and the wonderful magic of consumation shall then begin.... Why is it that dudes is funny? They will try to seel you the world on string and call it a balloon of love. I was on cloud 9 for about 2.5 minutes until I realized that it was not about nothing! Wow what a huge let down but its all good ladies I am over it! Poof be gone done with it. I dont have time for the drama strong woman her and proud of it. Starting a whole new life and riding hard and proud.Yes b

Jokes
Gabriel came to the Lord and said... "Lord, I have to talk to you. We have some Puerto Ricans up here who are causing problems. My horn is missing, they have sofrito and recao (these are Spanish cooking ingredients) all over the kitchen, they are making guayaberas (type of Caribbean dress shirt) from their robes, they have dominos tables in the cafeteria, and they're wearing baseball caps instead of their halos. They refuse to stop making Puerto Rican coffee on the heaven's stairs, they are setting up cock fights in the clouds, and some of them are walking around with just one wing." The Lord said, " Puerto Ricans are Puerto Ricans, Gabriel. Heaven is home to all my children. If you want to know about real problems, call the Devil." The Devil answered the phone: "Hello? Damn, hold on a minute." The Devil returned to the phone "O.K., I'm back. What can I do for you?" Gabriel replied "I just want to know what kind of problems you're having down there." The Devil sa

Please Do This
HI EVERYONE!!!!! so i need your help with a contest i entered, it runs from march 6th-20th and all i need is one simple lil pic rate....maybe a repost if your not busy??? THANK YOU IN ADVANCE I appreciate it VERY much :) CLICK THE PICTURE LINK BELOW TO RATE ME

Leaving
this place is not for me. some people are pretty mean here. i don't know why. they have no idea who i am but yet they decide to IM me and call me names. i don't know what i ever did to anyone on here. but i can't block every newbie out there. i don't know who has the right to judge anyone for what they do but it seems a few people on here think they can. and yet they sit on the computer and check out every chick on here. can you say double standard?? i have played the game. i've rated people and sent drinks to those rating me. can't say i got the same back. a few did but most did not. so, it's time to go. this is going to stay up for a day or 2 until a couple of friends see it.

Owners
I have a new wonderful owner. His name is HOLYDIVER. And if you don't know him you need to. SOOOO go Add fan and rape him. Oh btw if you do it now you might catch him with his auto 11's on as well. Holydiver~SDMF~Bodyguard of Jasmine~@ fubar What are you waiting for?? Get your butt over there and show this man some love!!

Tragedy
My Fu Owner and his family have experienced something so very horriffic, it's honestly unfathomable unless you've been there. His nephew Andrew was killed by an oncoming train. He was out for his evening jog, wearing an IPod, and didn't hear the train whistle. He was hit and killed. It's easy to get into our own little worlds, whether it be an IPod, or cellphone when walking, jogging, biking, driving. It's too easy. Just be careful...think twice. It could save your family so much heartache. Please, take care.

=p
Here in America, we are supposed to be a country that is for the people, so why don't we take care of our people? What I am referring to is our health care crisis. Maybe not all people see this, but many do. Take Hilary Clinton for example; she proposed a system of universal health care for us here in the U.S because she too noticed the deficiency of the current system that we do have. It might not have been carried out, but at least she opened the eyes of many Americans who knew little about other health care options. If you believe that the system we have now is just fine, I would like you to explain your reasoning. Then I would like to ask you: If we have such a great health care program, then why are we going to have to watch over 18,000 people die this year alone due to the fact that they don't have, and can't afford, health care? And why are we going to have to witness hundreds more who will lose a limb or be severely wounded, and all they can do is attempt to patch themselves

Piranah's Label To Be Distributed By Relapse!!!!
Subject: PIRANAH'S LABEL TO BE DISTRIBUTED BY RELAPSE!!!! .. Date: Apr 2, 2009 10:16 PM Subject: PIRANAH'S LABEL TO BE DISTRIBUTED BY RELAPSE!!!! Body: HORNSHIGH TO RELAPSE!!! It's an honor to be working with these guys andthanks to them, you will now be able to get us in your fave recordstore fuck yeah!!!!!! We start recording the newbie Saturday and wewill give you one awesome cd!!!! Hope you all are doing great and we somuch love and appreciate you all this shit freakin rules!!!!! Piranah is a veteran band from Nashville, TN, that was founded in 1993 by guitarist Matt Seckinger. Soon after, Darren Andrews became the lead vocalist for the band and has remained the band’s front man ever since. After having many lineup changes over the years, drummer Chris Higgins and bassist Thorin Milliken completed this revitalized version of the band in late 2006.Piranah writes great metal songs that fall into no particular metal genre, but in

Sex On The Brain~
His eyes riveted to the pleasant valley that opened up before him; he looked without any show of shyness. I saw his tongue dart to wet his lips. Lisa slowly attended to his cup, with sensual care. "Sugar?" The word took on new meaning. "Yes!... er, yes." Derek fought for his composure. "Ready to cream?" I thought that he would leap out of the chair at that moment, but instead he crossed his legs tightly, and held on to the arms of the chair. He managed a strangled approval. Lisa poured the thick, rich stuff out carefully, yet spilled a bit of it. "Oh!" she almost-whispered, and she touched a finger to it, and then licked the sweet stickiness off. She blushed. "That's really not very good manners, is it, but it's good to have every drop enjoyed." Derek shifted uneasily in his chair. Lisa stood before him for a moment, absent-mindedly pressing her skirt down her thighs. Her hands moved as though to touch him, but did not cross the barrier. "Oh... I am so absent-minded lately, I have some

For Grandpa
This isnt 100% finished. I still want to add more pics. Grandpa, we miss you and love you. You are forever in our hearts Make an on-line slideshow at www.OneTrueMedia.com Make video montages at www.OneTrueMedia.com

Natural Cures They Dont Want You To Know
You don't need to be a food snob or a fanatic to be aware of the ways capitalists commit bio-warfare against you in your home: No Fluoridated Tap Water Contact your city officials and tell them you Do Not support fluoridation No Homogenized Dairy Products It's like drinking a cocktail nuclear waste and tortured animal byproducts No High Fructose Corn Syrup Possibly the reason lobbyists moved to pre-emptiv

That Night
That nightYou watched a teardropslowly trace its wayacross my cheek.It hovered a momentat the tip of my noseas if to tease you and make you feel ashamedfor hurting me so badly.Finally it broke itself freeand came to a reston my soft pillowto join countless othersof its kind that you never knew existed.

_angel_exclusive_
Hi! This time I thought I would share with you something wonderful I found on the internet. Its a wonderful piece on LIFE depicting us a Juggler. We juggle some of the most salient aspects of life as balls giving more importance to one and forgetting the others. The author of this piece is Unknown but truly, TRUTHS ARE UNIVERSAL. Here we go: Juggling Your Life >>> Imagine LIFE as a Game in which you are juggling some FIVE BALLS in the air. >>> You name them - Work, Family, Health, Friends and Spirit, and you’re keeping all of these in the air. >>> You will soon understand that WORK IS LIKE A RUBBER BALL. If you drop it, it will bounce back. >>> But the other FOUR balls: Family, Health, Friends and Spirit are made of Glass. // >>> // If you drop one of these, they will be irrevocably scuffed, marked, nicked, damaged or even shattered. They will never be the same. You must understand that and strive for BALANCE in your life. HOW? >> 1) Don’t undermine your worth

How To Spot A Cheater
81% of women openly admit that they flirt with men they don’t know on a regular basis, even if they’re in a relationship or married. What this means is that although they may not go any further than flirting, the vast majority of women do find enjoyment in playing and leading on guys other than their boyfriends or husbands. It therefore goes without saying that some, unfortunately, will get a taste for that pleasure and actually choose to take it the one step further – which usually means going behind their partners’ backs and sleeping with another guy. So what can you do as a man who suspects their girlfriend is cheating on them? If you ask her outright, she’ll probably deny it, which is neither here nor there when it comes to uncovering the truth. The answer lies in finding hard, undeniable proof of her deception, so you don’t need to directly ask her if she’s being faithful to you. In this article, I’m going to tell you about a few o

My Boy Jb
i thinkin bout u everyday! i miss u so bad! i wish where u at. i am so piss off at brent bc he told the cops. he is not guily of u muder. thats bullshit! bc cops found ur blood in his car. i hate u brent england forever! why u wont tell them where is jb at? please tell them now!!!!!! i miss u jb and love u very much u r in my heart everyday

Mother's Day
There aren't enough words to express what I feel about the sentiments attached to the energies of today, Mother's Day. Sometimes just writing the word 'mother' says it all. I know that some of us are mothers ourselves, and so I honor, appreciate and applaud every single one of you. Herculean, this job of mothering is, and with really high stakes. And then there are those of us who today will be spending time with our own mothers who sacrifice, sing, smile and support; the ones we don't think we could live without. And there are those among us whose mothers and grandmothers have passed, but whose memories stay alive in the blue eyes, the compassionate touch, the fabulous chocolate chip cookies. We miss them every day. I know I do. Happy Mother's Day to every mother who walks this earth. You make all that's wonderful in the world even better. And most of the time you don't even know it. Lucky bamboo is a great gift that's believed to bring solid support to every area of Mom's life. There

Need Some Help....
been homeless since Nov. and all friends/ family basically abandoned me,and before you think" oh hes just a bum" or whatever.I am trying to get a job and trying to get back on my feet but right now i have a potential job but i just have to get the right clothes i have to wear dress clothes which i have none of and noone i know will help(as i said basically abandoned) so can yall lend some help to some one in dire need of help?

Mountains And The Circle
Mountains and the Circle For sure romantic in the mountains, Where the deer and the bucks run free, The dove flies with the yellow rose, And the river flows out of his banks at times Nurturing the sunning cat and the glorious peacock. Yellow roses are blooming with the sweet smell of romance Deer running high on the mountain top, feeding on the desires of love Dove flying free with the glory of friendship over the… Flowing river that feeds us all with love and hope and faith As the cat looks on and sees all in the dark and light And the peacock spreads her wings with the beauty of love and light… So we all can be as one.

Oh The Weather Outside Is So Delightful!
I stood up to look at her as she lay there panting for breath, a light sheen of perspiration covering her upper body. I watched in fascination as the vibrator slowly, very slowly slipped out of her. As it did a deep sigh came from her. I picked it up and took it into the bathroom to rinse it off. By the time I returned she was breathing more normally, so I asked, "Well, how do you like this, something special so far?" She smiled for a second and then whispered, "It's wonderful, just wonderful." I took a folded blanket off the bed and covered her with it, tucking it in around her. "Aren't you going to untie me now?" I chuckled and replied, "Oh, no. I don't intend to do that for a while. You get some rest and we'll continue after you do." "John?" She said. When I didn't answer she said, "I'm wore out, I couldn't cum again, if I wanted to." I chuckled and said, "Oh yes you can. Rest, take a nap, then we'll finish." She pulled at the cords for a moment and started to protest. I cut her of

Perfect
Sometimes at night,When I look to the sky,I start thinking of you,And then ask myself "why?""Why do I love you?"I think and smile,Because I know,The list could run on for mile.The whisper of your voice,The warmth of your touch,So many little things,Make me love you so much.The way you support me,Even my silly notions,The way that you care,And show such devotion.The way that your kiss,Fills me with desire,And how you hold me,With the warmth of a fire.The way your eyes shine,When you look at me,Lost with you forever,Is where i want to be.The way that I feel,When you are by my side,A sense of completion,And overflowing pride.The dreams that I dream,That all involve you,The possibilities that I see,The things that we can do.How you finish the puzzle,That lies inside my heart,How deep in my soul,You are a very important part.I could go on for days,Telling of what I feel,But all you really must know is...My love for you is real

You Are The Dream In My Eyes...
Listen to my heart, it calls your nameI close my eyes, fix you in my hearts frame,Spring knocks at my door, flowers bloomBreeze flows tranquilly carrying your perfume ---------------As my heart plays the symphony of love...Moon pulls the veil across the skies Night is illuminated with alluring fireflies A serene wind rests on my face ---------------Listen to my heart... Holding hands, walking through the fields of cloverHeavens rejoice and bless us with tender showerResting your tender lips gently on mineDeep beneath my heart I feel the sunshineYou are the dream in my eyes---------------Listen to my heart...

Bad Moon Rising
I once twirled the moonin the palm of my hand,transfixed was Iby the spirit in your eyes.Antique was his heart.You feared eternitymore than existence alone,never did I emphasizeuntil you handed meyour immortality...Like kryptonite it drained me.He vanished only;to dance with gravityI was pensivewhile he was released.Stellar became afflictive,darkness was my home.May I show you something?Let me exhibit moonlight,yes, across the floor.Let me allow you to seewhere we sat...-On the eve of confession-and yet I was hung,from the edge of the moon,Not understanding my deathas I was cursed with eternity."Immortality only exists,in the heart of the beholder.And in my absence you managed,only to lose your heart"I was vulnerable.We were twobut were we ever as one?I once saw a bad moon rising,though it was beautiful after all.Forever we dance. We are eternity. (For my sister n her heart) I love you n everything will work

A Friend
A friend is like a flower, a rose to be exact, Or maybe like a brand new gate that never comes unlatched. A friend is like an owl, both beautiful and wise. Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost, whose spirit never dies. A friend is like those blades of grass you can never mow, standing straight, tall, and proud in a perfect little row. A friend is like a heart that goes strong until the end. Where would we be in this world if we didn't have a friend.

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A Tasty Yearning ...
A finger's trace upon it's skin, the lustful feel of it's touch.. the yern for a passionate deeply seeded kiss, the feel of the tip of its tongue does.... Lightly and slowly it circles, slightly feeling the arch of his back... kneeling in front for her feeding, while feeling comfort within her throats back.... Dancing and swirling the tongue goes, a kiss, a suckle , only moans said.... soft yet aggressive strokes felt, while a hand rests the back of her head... as the pace becomes faster, as his head slowly lay back... she feels the seed that the feed fills, while her lips do not part from that... while inbedded deeply he feels, the narrow way close it's hollow... for the one feeding has been given his essense, the fruit he bare's she swallows.... passionately composed By, Sandra Hickman aka Dark Jules

Black Rose
"Black Rose" I saw you in the garden I wanted you so much I really thought that you were different Oh I couldn't get enough I tried to save you from yourself I felt every high and low now the lows have drowned the highs away now there's no where else to go Black rose your thorns are cutting into me for the last time Black rose I saw your petals wilt away I couldn't bring you back to life You were always where the sun could never go I never wanted you to have to be alone But I couldn't find a way to help you grow Black Rose You never tell me how you feel and your moods they always change I really tried to make it real but you never had the faith I tried to give you something good to take the pain away I tried to make you understand You don't have to be this way I'm not the one who hurt you So why are you so scared (I couldn't save you) (You are who you are) All that you've been put through couldn't be repaired (I couldn't break through) (we're too far apart)

I Did This Sober!
when i as in high school i was bored as hell riden threw atlanta with my boyfriend n friend.we started playn truth or dare..long story short me and my friend butt ass naked in atlanta rush hour.lol the truck drivers were greatful!it was cold as hell though it being feb.

Will Be Here..
u may meet people....... beter than me,more beautiful than me,but one thing i can say to u.....I will always be here for u when they all leave . I will miss u! She doesen't care if you call and wake her up in the middle of the night,just to talk;she hate's to argue,but is good at it;scary movies make her paranoid; she enveys every cute couple she sees;she don't judge;she loves to draw little hearts on her notes;she's free;she want's to be happy;and lately all she can think about is you.You mean more to her than you know;she has so much faith; so don't let go.. as we grow up,we learn that even the person that was supose to never let u down probally will.You will have your heart broken probally more than once,and it's harder every time.You'll break hearts too,so rember how it fells when yours is broken.you'll fight with your best friend,you'll blame a new love for things an old love did.You'll cry because time is pasing too fast or not fast enough,and eventually you will

Original Thought
Musings on Original Thoughts...(This is, in a small way, a tribute to the late, great Sam Kinnison - may he rest in peace) As I ponder the happenings in the news... the world turning by my window... the things that go bump in the night... I ask myself... "Self... what is missing in this world of technology.. this world of innovation... this world of... hmm.. everything looks very familiar.. as if we are repeating the same, sad play over and over again... And it dawns on me that one thing that seems lacking is the gift of Original Thoughts... I look at today's youth in particular... and I see sheep. I have no further to look than my own children... who insist that they are dancing to the beat of their own drummer.. and yet, I observe from enough distance as across the generation gap at my children, and their friends and realize that they all look alike.. they all dress.. alike... they all act..... alike. And I shudder. Having grown up in the era of the "Preppy" and the days when "V

*smiles*
A Moment In Silence………. Peaceful it is to just shut the door. Close all the blinds turn on some good music and just rest. To some this may sound completely boring however to me it’s truly wonderful. Been so busy lately. It’s just nice to have time to just relax and unwind without work or family to interrupt. My best friend recently had her baby and wow what a wild ride that was. She is doing wonderful and Sophia Juliana is an angel. Funny how such a small little thing could make sense to questions I had long given up trying or rather attempting to find the answers too. Now most might think me being a woman and all seeing this gorgeous little creature would immediately say oh I want one…………………..No I am good I checked. I love children I do. I just really am not the mothering type well the laboring kind anyway. I know who I am in that sense and giving birth to a child is just not m

Shaka Bra
GangstaRock Bizznotchezz..can u digg it ^-^ said: these niggas got problems.dont think there is a head doctor out thee that could solve em. and i dont care if i was ballin.get outta line wit me and the paremedics are callin.you know shit about us.we'll flip a fuckin bust and its straight to fists and cuffs.stage you with an upper cut.we aint playin.we fukkin nuts.so gangin all up on us will leave ya'll niggas in the dust.haha i got rhymes for you to ...thats pretty neat eh -Each1 Teach1-BrassKnucklePoet said: ashes to ashes and dust to dust, im smashin lookin in my rearview at the butts of sluts, how they gon look at me nuts?..hittem with a biiiiatch whuddup? im gon follow it up, till they cant swallow enough, put some jizzm on the belly if they keep hollerin stuff.... GangstaRock Bizznotchezz..can u digg it ^-^ said: got this gat on my waist and this look up on my eye-these demons are along for the ride-i get high.then im fine.no i aint.shit im lyin.i got this fight goin

Awesome Comeback
OH YEAH! Love This Comeback !!!!! One of my sons serves in the military. He is still stateside, here in California . He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him and his troops everywhere he goes, telling me how people shake their hands and thank them for being willing to serve and fight for not only our own freedoms, but so that others may have them also. But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday on his way home from the base.. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha.

Heart Or Heartless?
Hey what's up everyone, I tried posting this as a Mumm, but for some reason it was considered nfsw. I don't know why, but now I'm posting this as a blog. Take a look at this pic, click on the link: Do you think that this looks like the shape of a heart to you? P.S. While you're at it, rate & comment this pic. In fact, rate, comment, fan, & add me as a friend lol!

Bored...
Totally Love you Corey!!! Californians So as not to be outdone by all the redneck, hillbilly, and Texan jokes, somebody had to come up with this: You know you're from California if...1. Your co-worker has 8 body piercings and none are visible.2. You make over $300,000 a year and still can't afford a house.3. You take a bus and are shocked at two people carrying on a conversation in English.4. Your child's 3rd-grade teacher has purple hair, a nose ring, and is named Flower.5. You can't remember . . . is pot illegal?6. You've been to a baby shower that has two mothers and a sperm donor.7. You have a very strong opinion about where your coffee beans are grown, and you can taste the difference between Sumatran and Ethiopian.8. You can't remember . . . is pot illegal?9. A really great parking space can totally move you to tears.10. Gas costs $1.00 per gallon more than anywhere else in the U.S.11. The guy at 8:30 am at Starbucks wearing a baseball cap and sunglasses who looks like

Woodstock 1969
Woodstock 1969 is to this day the most historic music festival in history. The festival marked the height of peaceful counterculture revolution, Woodstock sent a message to the world just before the intense wave of dissent washed back to sea. Embodied in this music festival is an entire set of ideals which are just as prevalent in today's society as they were in 1969. This is a celebration of everything that Woodstock 1969 stood for. We aim to support the ideas of peace, love, and unity by any possible means. The Woodstock nation has not forgot about what made the festival more than about the music. http://i41.photobucket.com/albums/e271/imalandu/firetruck-1.jpg

Random
I just getting sick and tired of people complaining about, the gay right, imigration rights, raise right etc. how about stop compaining and start worrie about your god damn self. I was not born here in the usa and my parent come from differnt side of the world. My mom comes from an Italian family but my mom was born here in the USA and my dad Mexican/Black born in Mexicali Mexico, my younger and only sister was born In Calexico california and I was born in Italy will my parents where visiting family in Italy.. I was raise there from the time I was born to the time I was 5 years old from the age of 5 until the age of 12 I was raise back in for from Mexicali Mex & Calexico Ca. Until we move to San Diego until now. In my moving around I was seeing how people manipulated the sistem about equal right's. Everyone want to be equals but at the same time they want their special rights. I hate when people talk about equal rights for illegal immigrants rights. I say this if you want equal rig

What I Think!
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a BITCH. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a BITCH. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a BITCH. Being a BITCH means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a BITCH. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am ! and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to defuse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a BITCH, so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to

Z Lounge
This is my 1st blog n I'm fairly new to fubar, anyway... if ur a person lookin for a kick a*s time, cool people(as in staff n members), awesome tunes, good lookin men n women, AND FU'S FINEST N HOTTEST CAM GIRLS - go to the "Z Lounge", u won't b disappointed

What's Wrong......everything In The World
Hmmm..... let's take some things in perspective. There are things you CAN change, things you CAN'T change. Why in the world, because this was posed to me, would you change jobs in the middle of this recession???? If you have a job, HOLD ON TO IT!!!!!!!!!!! There is NO guarantee that ANY job is safe, until we come out of the recession. And that is going to take a few years. And on another topic....why do we, in this society, no longer hold onto morals and ethics anymore? Well, boys and girls, it's because of the internet. Oh hell...here come the left wingers! I don't give a shit what anyone says. The internet has opened up a whole new world in the art of infidelity. Yes, boys and girls, infidelity nowadays is so rampant that even the courts don't recognize infidelity as a grounds for divorce anymore. Now, it's labled as "irreconcilable differences". Hmmm...what does that say about us, as a whole? It says we have no morals or ethics anymore. We're not teaching our kids that its ok to l

Him
I have a friend that thinks all the women that he fucks with will never find out... See women are smart they wait and wait. Then bam you get fuck over. I think he doesn't know what he wants or needs in life. It's a shame really. He's a good kid and needs someone to show him what road to take.. He keeps on the road that he is on he will end up hurting him self and everyone around him... A lot of these women he messing around with have feelings and need to be told the truth... That's not my place to track them down an tell them the truth. In time they will find the truth... I hope they don't get hurt... It's no fun being hurt by someone you trust and love.. But everyone one will Heal in time and they will love again... Deuces

Sorry!
To all of my friends, I apologize to all of you today because I have been away far too long and I have missed all of you, not to mention a lot of other things on here. My life for the past year or so has been horrible. There were just too many things going on in my life that kept me from being able to be here. I thought I lost my mind until I got my life back in order. I hope you can all forgive me and please let me know what I've missed so that I can catch up to everyone. Also, I will be on here as much as possible, since the only way I can access it is at work right now until I get my own computer again. I mostly work 11pm to 7am so I probably won't catch anyone online during that time, unless you stay up also LOL! Your Friend, Cloud

Poem
Don't read without tissues because it will make you cry if you have a heart.. Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her na

You Broke My Heart -
'm sitting here whilst writing this song ,Thinking of how it all went wrong, I can't quite make out, what i said to you, To make you act like your starting to, You're breaking my heart, With the pain you put me through, I'm tearing up the letters, That i got from you, I'm looking out my window, And guess what i see? ,A newly married couple, That's what we were meant to be.,Stop breaking my heart,With those words you say to me,I not gonna listen,I'll throw away the key,I'm running away from the madness in my head ,Trying to find a reason why,You did what you did and said what you said,I think it's time thatwe said goodbye,You're breaking my heart,Over and over again,Why cant i make you see,That i ain't like other men, hope your happy now, To see me in this state, Now you're saying sorry, Well tuff it's too late, You've broken my heart, And what you see is true, I'm living like a tramp, This is all down to you,....... Love forever no more Rhino

War
This is my account of what occured on the day of 15 Jul 05 while serving in combat operations in Baghdad Iraq. I was on a special security team called a Personal Security Detatchment, or PSD for short. We were pulled from our Infantry line units, and thrown into HHC (HQ). Our main objective for our 12 man team was to provide critical close security for our upper echelon chain of command, reporters, government officials, VIPs (not of the FU type) and on site static security for meetings. Essentially, we would mostly take commanders to meetings, pull security and bring them back. I was fortunate enough to be in a real good unit 3rd Batallion 156th Infantry out of Lake Charles, LA (Louisiana Army Guard). They led from the front, as we did raids, Traffic Control Points (TCPs), route clearance, humanitarian aid. It was great. And since you are on a PSD, you don't get a small area of operations. Because you work for a command, they have several smaller line units under them, so the HQ

Love
i love my wife her name is tancie thompson we are almosf af our 1 year and aniversarie and im so exited about it i cant what till aug 9 thats the 1 year mark 4 us we have a beautiful baby girl toghether shell be a year old septemger 21 ill have pics of her soon i hope im not too good wit comps so ill have my wife put them up so every one can c and rate them so till then ill bring this to a close my 1st blog about the only inportant thin in my life my family linx johnathan thompson

Provential Hotel
Provential Hotel HAUNTED DWELLING: Provential Hotel ADDRESS: 1024 Chartres St., New Orleans, Louisiana. http://www.hotelprovincial.com/ LOCATION: The Provential Hotel can be found in the heart of New Orleans, near the corner of St. Philip and Chartres Street, 2 blocks east of Bourbon Street, and 1 block west of Decatur, not far from the Mississippi River. DESCRIPTION: This lovely, upscale hotel is made up of five buildings. A variety of "tropical", French Quarter courtyards can be found throughout the property. This hotel has two pools to refresh the visitor after a hard day of sight-seeing! The rooms are described as being spacious, "with 19th Century award-winning architecture." Buildings 100 & 200, were recreations of the 19th century style New Orleans decor. Buildings 300 and 400 have been restored to their original 1820 and 1825 early 19th century style. The 500 building is a great restoration of its original 1875 structure. HISTORY: The five buildings; (100, 2

Auction
I will be hosting an auction starting August 25th and ending Sept. 1st. This will be like every other auction, however at the end whoever has the most picture ratings will win a 3-day blast. If you are interested in joining the auction please send me a private message for more details.

Drama
Saturday, 2009 August 22 (09:51:16) [09:51] retributions_darkness: If I get banned for this oh well.[09:52] retributions_darkness: But dude in a way i'm glad you took my mods, cause all you seem to care about is replacing what numbers you lost man, now don't get me wrong I like the lounge and I don't want to leave, but look at it from my point of view, you know i'm right.[11:48] deadonarrival_666: you resigned as greeter and told me to take you rname out of the slideshow[11:48] deadonarrival_666: and then you started running off my friends[11:48] deadonarrival_666: i've had nonstop complaints about you and i've defended you since day one[11:48] deadonarrival_666: now why WOULDNT i take your mods[11:48] retributions_darkness: I said put my name in the slideshow[11:49] retributions_darkness: you misunderstood me [11:49] retributions_darkness: lulz.[11:49] deadonarrival_666: and i took your mods AS SOON as you ran off cuddle slut[11:49] deadonarrival_666: because i had 10 yahoo windows

My Sister
My sister is the oldest of us four she's 54 years old and going through some hell, she has crippling arthritis through out her body, and has been going for these treatments like kemo it makes you sick as well its a cartilage replacement therapy. plus on top of that she has Fibromyalgia is a chronic condition characterized by widespread pain in your muscles, ligaments and tendons, as well as fatigue and multiple tender points — places on your body where slight pressure causes pain. Fibromyalgia occurs in about 2 percent of the population in the United States. Women are much more likely to develop the disorder than are men, and the risk of fibromyalgia increases with age. Fibromyalgia symptoms often begin after a physical or emotional trauma, but in many cases there appears to be no triggering event. I hate to see my sister in so much pain at such a young age or any age but now from the medicine she is on she is bleeding from the rectum and that just scares me i already lost 1 fami

We Are Not Building An Empire.
Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return. - Sec of State Colin Powell

Advice From An Old Farmer
So today would have been my uncle's 90th birthday. He was a great guy, from a great family. He forwarded this email around a couple of years ago, a few months before he died. Reading this was a great way to remember him. An Old Farmer's Advice: * Your fences need to be horse-high, pig-tight, and bull-strong. * Keep skunks and bankers and lawyers at a distance. * Life is simpler when you plow around the stump. * A bumble bee is considerably faster than a John Deere tractor. * Words that soak into your ears are whispered...not yelled. * Meanness don't jes' happen overnight. * Forgive your enemies. It messes up their heads. * Do not corner something that you know is meaner than you. * It don't take a very big person to carry a grudge. * You cannot unsay a cruel word. * Every path has a few puddles. * When you wallow with pigs, expect to get dirty. * The best sermons are lived, not preached. * Most of the stuff people worry about ain't nev

09 09 09
Have special plans this 09/09/09? Everyone from brides and grooms to movie studio execs are celebrating the upcoming calendrical anomaly in their own way. In Florida, at least one county clerk's office is offering a one-day wedding special for $99.99. The rarity of this Sept. 9 hasn't been lost on the creators of the iPod, who have moved their traditional Tuesday release day to Wednesday to take advantage of the special date. Focus Features is releasing their new film "9," an animated tale about the apocalypse, on the 9th. Not only does the date look good in marketing promotions, but it also represents the last set of repeating, single-digit dates that we'll see for almost a century (until January 1, 2101), or a millennium (mark your calendars for January 1, 3001), depending on how you want to count it. Though technically there's nothing special about the symmetrical date, some concerned with the history and meaning of numbers ascribe powerful significance to 09/09/09. For cultur

Becca's Blog
On January 15, 1947 a housewife named Betty Bersinger left her home on Norton Avenue in the Leimert Park section of Los Angeles, bound for a shoe repair shop. She took her three-year-old daughter with her and as they walked along the street, coming up on the corner of Norton and 39th, they passed by several vacant lots that were overgrown with weeds. She couldn’t help but feel a little depressed as she looked out over the deserted area. Development had been halted here, thanks to the war, and the open lots had been left looking abandoned and eerie. Betty felt slightly disconcerted and then shrugged it off, blaming her emotional state on the gray skies and the cold, dreary morning. As she walked a little further along, she caught a glimpse of something white over in the weeds. She was not surprised. It wasn’t uncommon for people to toss their garbage out into the vacant lot and this time, it looked as though someone had left a broken department store mannequin

The Wake Up Call
8 years ago. My best friend woke me up. Told me you need to see this. As I opened my eyes. Grabbed the coffee he made for. I reached for cig. as I started to light it up he told " This is not gonna be easy for you to see". The tv came on. The 1st tower was hit. I dropped my lighter in shock. Then the phone rang. My heart now in my throat. Thinking In my head plz dont let that be for me. It was. As the second plane hit. It was My cousins wife. Frantic, crying, rambling words. I told her to calm down whats wrong. All she could mutter over her tears is albert's in there Im losing albert! Just then my cigs feel to the floor as my phone did too. My cousin , who I never met face to face. Was the closest cousin I had. We talked 3 times a wek like it was religion. wrote each other all the time. when he got married I had custom rings made for them.I was suppose to finally meet him the next week. A cousin I loved more than Life itself now gone. I hung up the phone. It rings again. My USAF recrui

I Was Thinking Today....
So i wrote this again on another of my social networking sites enjoy the read. the real me. it may be weird and stuff but i been feeling this way recently. Current mood: bummed Lately more than anything I don't think anyone knows the real me. Or even wants to try to know the real me. Hell I am lucky to know even if there is a real me, that I am capable of understanding. I have been a bit reflective again as of late. So sorry if it's a repeated thing or something I have done before. I realize I have lost friends old and new because of things I have done. I have burned bridges I never should have burned. Now to get back to that level of friendship I used to have can never happen. I feel like a lost memory in peoples past that they chose to forget me or the real me. Or the fact that I was at one time even at my worst had sparks of kindness and gentleness or even a caring attitude. I have met friends who after they found out about me and things I ha

Happy Halloween Everybody From Morrigan
The Morrigan (also known as the Morrigu) was the shape-shifting Celtic Goddess of War, Fate and Death. She also presided over rivers, lakes and fresh water, in addition to being the patroness of revenge, night, magic, prophecy, priestesses and witches. Her name is interpreted in various forms..."Great Queen," "Phantom Queen" or "Queen of Demons." She was said to hover over battlefields in the form of a raven or hooded crow and frequently foretold or influenced the outcome of the fray. The Morrigan was often depicted as a triune goddess whose other aspects were manifested in the Goddess Badb (meaning "Vulture" or "Venomous") and the Goddess Nemain (meaning "Frenzy" or "Fury"). The Morrigan was one of the Tuatha De Danaan ("People of the Goddess Danu") and she aided in the defeat of the Firbolgs at the First Battle of Magh Tuireadh and the Fomorii at the Second Battle of Mag Tured. The Celts believed that, as they engaged in warfare, the Morrigan flew shrieking overhead in the form of

On Touch...
It is to feelnot to seenailstravellanguidlyconnectingnerveto nervousstatic electricityas if a gridalmost ohmlesscovered meyour fingersmagneticpulledfrom nodeto nothingheading higherso insanely slowsensations tricklespiral up my spinealong with fin

Bite Me!
yeahyou heard meopen wideaccepttake a chunkof bittersweetgo onsink your teeth inwork those jawsfor realthis timebite yes biteuntil all heldheaven or hellbursts freeto coat your lipswith all that is me water nectar syrup spirit spit semen bourbon blood bile acid lava loveI'm your applein the garden of edenso bite baby bitebecomea part of metonight

Where Were You??
I can’t stand this! Why won’t you listen? The words always come, but you’re never here to hear I’ve always wanted to see you, but you were in prison I always wondered where I’m from, but you ran away in fear So where do I fit in this world? When you say I’m a mistake Because if you didn’t know, I always hoped you’d save me You’ll never be able to afford, to me you’re just a fake To me the world blows, and the cravings won’t leave I just want to take those razors, and make myself bleed So you didn’t know me, but now you do So don’t bring up the favors, and make heed Since I were but three, we were through.

Princess Blogs
i dnt care what you've heard about me, i know who i am & if your real with me, you will know too. for those who dont know me;ive seen it all, done it all but i guess its just the beginning. my birthday is on may 25th so dnt forget =] ive been living on my own since i was 18. im portuguese & greek.. cant get any better than that!! i feel that im more portuguese cause i was raised mostly around my mom side of the family. i dont need to pretend im something that im not. i work my ass off for everything i have & everything i want..thats how i was raised & thats how i will always be. i love going out, but id rather spend a night with that special person then go out & party every weekend. theres days where i like to just stay home & relax..watch movies, get all cuddly..you know. im probably nothing like what you'd ever expect. dont judge me, cause most likely im not the girl you think i am..im way smarter then you think & i have no problem proving you wrong. once you think you know me; ill p

Stories
It had been a long day of work when they entered the house she knelt down at the door in her short red dress that fit her body like a glove he sat there in his wheel chair smiling down at her the young woman knew her place as she got to her feet she slowly pushed the wheel chair threw the din in to a room with a magnificent fountain flowing in to a hot tub the size of a small pool in the center of the room glance down in to his eyes she sat on to his lap kissing his lip as his finger tips dancing across the woman’s gorgeous face down here neck slowly sliding her red dress down her shoulders as he looks in to her eyes and with out words tells her how much he loves her as the dress slides down her body in his grip he smiles leaning in kissing down her neck lowering the dress seeing her hard nipples peeking from under the top of the dress the man leans in kissing the woman softly whispering “were you a good girl tonight” as he lets her dress drift down to her ankle blush

When Death Replaces Life
Irony....Its been said that "irony it seems....is not without a sense of humor". Looking on how I feel at this moment I'd have to agree. How ironic that my favorite song from the band Cannibal Corpse not in lyrical context,but the title of the song is the name of not only this blog,but also symbolises how the past 2 and a half weeks have gone for me. Now before I get into it all,I'm not looking for anyone to feel sorry for me,or saddened or anything,I just need to get this out of me as I walk through the fragments here on fubar of what my life used to be. In the past 2 and a half weeks I've lost 4 ppl that were very close to me,all of them I would've laid my life down without hesitation in a nano second if it wouldve meant no harm would come to them. Of the 4 I lost 3 had passed away,the 4th I lost due to the complications of the stress building up in my life trying to be supportive of someone very important to me's need and support her during her time of pain and grief for her loss a

Britt's Spot
BOYS BOYS BOYS. Oh how much fun they can be. but dont be fooled by me. you might think I like you... but you're thinking a little bit too much about yourself. you might think you know me.... but you have no idea. I'm not your typical girl. I flirt. but I don't feel. I'm not a clingy controlling bitch like most these days. I never have one guy...Most R Friend! because wheres the fun in that? but don't get me wrong... I'm no whore. I'm just not into relationships that never seem to last..... because they're a waste of time. I don't plan on settling down anytime soon. I have the rest of my life to live. why be held down by someone? I'm not like any girl you'll ever meet. I don't care if you talk to other people I don't see a ring on this hand. Other girls don't phase me... Because i'm most likely talking to another guy. Or they are!! I'm always on the road so don't expect me to be latched to your hip. I'm not the type for commitment because I do whatever the fuck I want. Just let

WHAT'S WRONG WITH AMERICA TODAY AND OUR YOUTH ? WELL HERES MY THOUGHTS ABOUT IT .WHEN WE WERE KIDS WE WOULD STAY OUTSIDE UNTIL THE LIGHTS CAME ON .WE NEVER PLAYED WITH CRAPPY PLASTIC TOYS .WE HAD REAL TOYS LIKE TONKA TRUCKS AND WAGONS MADE OUT OF STEEL ,(WHICH I STILL HAVE TO THIS DAY).WE WOULD PLAY FOOTBALL IN THE STREET AND IF WE GOT HURT WE WOULD JUST SHRUG IT OFF .IF WE GOT IN TROUBLE WE WOULD GET A SPANKING WITH THE BELT .I REMEMBER MY DAD TELLING ME TO GET UPSTAIRS AND WAIT FOR ME .SOMETIMES HE WOULD COME AND SOMETIMES HE WOULDNT .WE ACTUALLY WERE SPANKED FOR BEING BAD .(YES WITH THE BELT )WE NEVER HAD BIKE HELMETS OR KNEE PADS TO PROTECT US .WE EVEN HAD A CHOICE IN SCHOOL IF WE WANTED DETENTION OR IF WE WANTED A SWAT .WE WOULD CHOOSE A SWAT .WE HAD TO WORK AROUND THE HOUSE AS IN DOING CHORES .IF THEY WERENT DONE WE WOULD GET IN TROUBLE .WE DID THE DISHES AFTER DINNER .WHICH WE WOULD ALWAYS FIGHT ABOUT WHOSE TURN IT WAS . AND IT SEEMED LIKE IT TOOK US FOREVER ,BUT WE MANAGED.WE W