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The Tallie Monster !
> > > > > > Fat Sonny's got a little challenge for everyone. This gal is about 523k away from leveling. So you know the usual drill...rate her, fan her, add her. Then get to rating her pics and helping her along to level. Every little bit helps. Don't forget to rate the little bit of stash she has. > > tallie monster@ fubar > > > > > >

Global Warming Predictions
Global warming predictions that did not come true. • British meteorologists reported that Scientists at the University of Oxford in England predicted that the buildup of greenhouse gases would help make 2007 the hottest year on record. This did not happen 2007 was actually cooler than any year since 200. they are now saying that there will be no warming for the next 15 years. They called this” A speed bump for Global Warming. http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2006/08/060801-heat-waves.html http://www.dailytech.com/Researchers+Global+Warming+Halts+Until+2020/article11672.htm • When Hurricane Katrina flooded New Orleans in 2005, it was supposed to be a harbinger of the stormier world predicted by some climate modelers. When the next two hurricane seasons were fairly calm — by some measures, the 2007 season in the Northern Hemisphere was the calmest in three decades http://news.mongabay.com/2006/0804-col_state.html • The Oceans will heat up

Hot Poetry!!!
Hey, my poetic books on Amazon.Com are entitled: 1.) Werewolf Slut 2.) About Britney Spears and male genitalia--an anthropological treatise 3.) Sean Hannity's theocracy; plus, Virgin Mary LIVES! Check out these luscious rhymes spawned to entertain your soul on Amazon.Com under the fine name Mark David King. Too, coming soon: Barack Obama, Do Cyborgs Dream Of Robotic Sheep? An American Poem Sincerely, Mark

The Hardest Thing I Ever Had To Do
I had to do the hardest thing ever today. That was end a 23 year old friendship that i really didnt want to end but had no other choice. To the friend ( Im sorry ) i hope you find happiness in every thing you do and that you will always take care of yourself. You will be missed cause this isnt easy on me. I will never forget you no matter who wants me to or where i may be at. You will always be in my heart. If you want to choose someone who is a liar and a cheater and who is so fake that has to lie to all the men on her profile then i guess you didnt think to much of me as i did you at one time. We have been thru hell and back and now that has ended cause she doesnt know how to keep her mouth shut. Enjoy your unhappy life my friend. Take care

Bullshit
let me make sure i put NSFW because i guess anything i do at this fucked up site needs to be marked NSFW or it gets deleted. NOW THERE GOING 2 DELETE MY ACCOUNT ANYWAYS BECAUSE OF MY NAME. WHAT KIND OF SHIT IS THIS. WELL IT WAS GOOD KNOWING EVERYBODY IF YOU WANNA CHAT U CAN FIND ME ON MYSPACE OR YAHOO misspiggie909 for both. hope i still here from u guys you have all been wonderful to me.

General
I notice that in all of the months i have been on here no on has attempted to buy me yet what's up with that? I really do not understand the level thing all it does is keep people from performing various things that are ok i suppose but it also separates people based on that system. I am in an evil mood today. it makes me feel horny and want to ravage and please a woman the only thing is that I haven't found a woman who'll give me the chance to get to know her in that way. therefore i shal do what i alway do and obstain as usual. i shall wait til the time is right and i get to know a woman well enlugh for that to be an option.

Players
I recently came across someone who was played by this guy http://www.fubar.com/user/951059. Ladies don't trust him. I am male but I'd never treat you like he would unless you want to be used and thrown away like tomorrow's trash. Guys like this one make it very hard for good ones. Because we have to pick up the pieces. Nyte aka Tony, you need to get off your ass and stop doing this to women. And for the one who just took him back, you must like the treatment he gives you.

My First Business
well I was to start my first business and I like to call it blu ray unlimited sell nothing but blu ray movies and blu ray player does anybody think is a good idea or a bad idea laet me know thanks luis

Black Henna Tattoo Ordinance (florida)
I hope everyone is having a good day! Health officials want consumers to know temporary black henna tattoos have caused allergic reactions in some people. Commissioners passed an ordinance requiring anyone that provides temporary black henna tattoos to post an 18-by-24 inch sign that warns their customers about the possible side affects. The black hair dye p-p-d in black henna tattoos is the cause of the infections and permanent scars. The sign must also be visible within ten feet of the tattoo station. State health officials documented 17 reports of infections ir permanent scarring from black henna tattoos sold in Panama City Beach alone, the highest number in the state. Bay County health department's Dr. Jason Newsome has been working with the county to come up with the ordinance to alert people of the dangers. The county says the signs are they to make sure customers know what they could be getting. Bay County commissioner Bill Dozier says, "It's very importa

Butterfly Effect
i wounder and ponder this all night what if life is base around the Butterfly effect what you did in ur past life or the past . would change the outcome of the life that you lead now and for a moment i thought it was bullshit but since i did alot to make up for what i have done in my past it still does not change for the better my health is not the best iam still single pretty soon its going to go for 5 years now iam having family issues even more so now since my grandmother seems to think someone is always after her money she keeps telling me she is going to leave and she never does this morning i yelled at her because iam tire of hearing it over in over in over every single day so now she finally shut up but at the same time iam worried that she may leave she is the only family i really have besides my cat my friends are my family as well but not in the same sense its like i did something really bad in my other life or something i don't seem to get my fairyta

Lyrics
Oh - thinkin about all our younger yearsThere was only you and meWe were young and wild and freeNow nothin can take you away from meWeve been down that road beforeBut thats over nowYou keep me comin back for moreBaby youre all that I wantWhen youre lyin here in my armsIm findin it hard to believeWere in heavenAnd love is all that I needAnd I found it there in your heartIt isnt too hard to seeWere in heavenOh - once in your life you find someoneWho will turn your world aroundBring you up when youre feelin downYa - nothin could change what you mean to meOh theres lots that I could sayBut just hold me nowCause our love will light the wayChorusIve bin waitin for so longFor somethin to arriveFor love to come alongNow our dreams are comin trueThrough the good times and the badYa - Ill be standin there by you New york, new york, is everything they say And no place that Id rather be Where else can you do a half a million things All at a quarter to three When they palt their music, ooh that

On Rats And Stealing
On Rats and Stealing I remember the day the man I called Dad taught me to steal. It was just like any other day in Camp Sea Ashe. My brother Randy and I had been down to the green (a green is the term used to describe a large expanse of grass in Europe) playing soccer with some of the local British lads. My best friend Colin had been teaching me how to trap the ball with the arch of one foot up against the heel of the other while running. The move was designed to toss the ball over your own head (and consequently your opponents) while at a full run. I had been able to pull it off a few times but generally my attempts had resulted in face plants. When we came walking in to Hill Bridge (that was the actual address of our "home"; Hill Bridge, Camp Sea Ashe, England) my dad was waiting on us. "There is a rat in the laundry room boys" he said from the couch while playing his guitar. Randy glanced at me and we just went to the closet and got the cage, cut-off brooms and our gloves; we kne

A Little About Me...
I'm an intelligent and fun conversationalist... I feel that dating (& relationships) should be mutually respectful and enjoyable for both - to enhance our life... I'm very intuitive & have an extensive background experience as a psychic reader - I've given many readings with and without using the "Dream Card" deck... Have worked at Psychic Fairs, Online, on the telephone on a "Psychic Hotline"... and performed many private reading for clients... I'm a good listener - attentive, understanding, and accepting... I like to give relationships time and not rush anything... Usually, I'm able to nurture a conversation with mutually interesting subjects... I enjoy learning about a woman's personality and listening to her experiences... Let's get to know each other... Best Wishes To You, Don I work as a therapist/counselor in private practice... ... working with individual clients, marriage counseling, substance abuse counseling, personality disorders, eating disor

Silence
Everyone wonders why I don't talk much Is it that I dont know what to say? It is that I see so many people that are mistreated and the only weapon I have is my silence. Silence has always been thought of as accepting things. Silence for me is a way of fighting back for all those that can not fight. I was so very glad when BlackFire came out with the song Silence is a Weapon as I have used this statement forever. If you havent heard this song please listen to it.

Bondage
I am fairly new at trying BDSM again, I enjoyed it for a while but I had to put it aside for a few yrs since I dont think my partner was to much into it, I am a submissive and love a very dom man more then anything!. My thoughts on BDSM are that there are a lot of misconceptions and misunderstanding about what BDSM really is, most people only see it as violent, scary, freaky, painful sex. However the truth is that the amount of pleasure and pain can really vary depending on the people involved, I know a lot of people who use silk scarves to tie each other up then use feathers, ice, and other soft materials, it's extremely gentle but still considered BDSM because one person is tied up by the other who is controlling the action as well as the person who is tied up. Furthermore, most committed relationships who participate in BDSM find that it increases their levels of trust and communication because of what is involved in their play. As long as it's safe, sane, consensual and educated B

Will Rate 4 Fu-bucks!!!
I KNOW THIS MIGHT SOUND CRAZY OUT THERE,BUT I AM WILLING TO RATE UR FOLDERS FOR FU-BUCKS. ONLY SERIOUS OFFERS ONLY!!! LEAVE ME A PRIVET MESSAGE AND ILL GET BACK AT YOU. THANK YOU!!!FU-FRIENDS!!!!

Support
As a 36 year old guy who can't be in the service is proud to support our troops deployed by playing mil sim airsoft and helping with the cause, The Wounded Warrior Project. I, as well as other mil sim players are doing what we can to help and support our troops by donating money to this very important project. My wife tells me that if I could be a solider, I would be a good dang soldier. Which I replied, if I only could be a good dang soldier. My heart goes out to those of you who either has a soldier deployed or a wounded warrior. Thank you! This was a repost of a blog a friend of a friend posted. I just wanted everybody to see what the government REALLY thinks of us.......... The Department of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terrorist. They have informed law enforcement to be on the look out for vets as possible terrorist. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Secu

Prayers Needed....thanks
TO ANYONE WHO CARES TO KNOW WHY I'VE NOT BEEN ON AS MUCH THIS WEEK...PLEASE READ MY AUNT WAS RUSHED TO THE HOSPITAL MONDAY WHEN A BRAIN ANEURYSM BURST...THE DOCTOR'S HAVE GOT THE BLEEDING STOPPED AND PUT HER UNDER FOR 3 DAYS...TODAY THEY ARE GONNA TRY TO WAKE HER UP TO SEE WHAT DAMAGE IS DONE AND TO SEE IF SHE IS GOING TO LIVE...SHE HAS A LIVING WILL STATING THAT SHE NOT BE ON LIFE SUPPORT SO IF SHE DOESN'T WAKE UP OR IF SHE IS BRAIN DEAD THEY WILL TAKE HER OFF OF LIFE SUPPORT...I WILL KEEP EVERYONE INFORMED...PLEASE PRAY UPDATE: MY AUNT PASSED AWAY AROUND 8 TONIGHT...PROBABLY WON'T BE ON FOR A FEW DAYS

I'm So Bored...so Why Not!
~Have you thought about an ex today? sigh..yes.. ~Where is the person who has your heart at the moment? No one has my heart! ~Would you date someone who lived in another state? eh...I dunno..it's possible ~Could you handle a long distance relationship? I can...I don't trust guys though..lol ~When's the last time you said you were fine, but really weren't? Prolly today sometime..who knows ~Relationships or one night stands? Relationships ~When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face? this afternoon ~Is there anyone who doesn't like you? Of course. Do I look like I really give a shit though? ~Do you laugh a lot? Probably too much ~Do you consider yourself lucky? I'm the unluckiest girl you'll meet ~Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you? I dunno RIP Phone ~Do you think you're pregnant? HELL to the NO! ~You have to get a facial piercing, what do you get? I have one..m

Survey
Do you miss your last relationship?More then I ever will admit Are you wearing a sports shirt?noHow long until your birthday?cant wait till sept Will tomorrow be better than today?its 1 day closer to friday so yesWhat color are your undies?noneSometimes, does it feel like your life isn't going anywhere?No way im always going somewhere, may not know where but I'm going Do you bite your lip?yes..alotDo you have any strange phobias?yes i'm scared of dark How tall is the last person you hugged?she a shortie it was my kiddoWhat are you listening to right now?What it takes by Aerosmith What is something you wish you had more of?timeDoes something hurt on you right now?yesWhat is your current mood?idk What's on your mind? to much to write What are you doing right now?this Wheres your best friend at?he at home watching daytime tvDid you watch "Shot of Love" with Tila Tequlla?"NaWho makes you happy most of the time?My family and my friendsWhat are you sick of?my husband....Are you normal

Wow
Date: Jun 12, 2009 5:20 PM Subject: RE: Body: I do. They say what they think people want to hear. Let me ask you if you were on your death bed and loved someone with all uour heart but they did not love you would you want them to lie and tell you they love you or be honest and break your heart before you go? There in lies your answer. People don't like hurting others feelings. Though one thing they do not realize is that though it may hurt your heart will heal it is better to be told I don't love you than I love you and find out later on they never did you that said i think saying it and taking it back to appease someone is the biggest betrayal of the heart ever. I don't believe in fate, I believe we make our own destiny and we have a say in what fate sets in motion. I don't believe it is soly up to fate. I believe there is more than one person out there for everyone, I do not believe in one soul mate. If that was true everyone would always be single. We would always be alo

Running Away
I find myself lost without words ao I will do my best. I have been on this site for over a year now and I have by far talk to some great people on this site. But when I came here it was in hopes of finding someone. But the same problem has always came up, either they were married and playing head games with me or they live too far away. I can't continue to talk to a few different women on here always having the thoughts of wow, what a great woman giving myself false hope of being with them. I rather be water borded then have my heart tortured. I am one of the few men out there that truely wants a meaningful loving relationship that every woman on here has talked about. But the more I learn that they have been in a abusive relationship and continue to stay in it with the hopes of that guy getting better never happens just turns my stomach! The last two relationships I have been in just ripped my heart out from my chest and stepped all over it. I have started to think that if I real

Friends.
Well I would just like to Dedicate my frist blog to two really cool and Hawt people that I recently became friends with. Yea you know who you are SHAROL AND JESSICA!!!! You guys are the coolest FuBar/Scape/Internet Friends anyone could ask for and I hope we have a long relationship..so we can fly to jessicas house on the beach where she raises her horses and make sweet music videos. So my First blog I want to dedicate to you guys I

Friends/family
I care not for stupiness in fubar,,If I believe ur true and not a kiss ass in here I want to keep those as top friends/family. I will keep all that are true and will admire you with gifts and rates Dare me not to find you unreal, because I will disown u as /friend/fsmily,,as to me i dont care. I do very much well being alone,,trust in me and you'll find no better friendship. If not then I say, bye bye

True
I have made mistakes in my life, I have let people take advantage of me and i have expected way less than what i deserve, But i have learned from my bad choices, and even though there are some things i can never get back, And people who will never be sorry, I know better next time and want settle for anything less than what i deserve.. A True man does not need to romance a different girl every night, A true man romances the same girl the rest of his life..

Life
I'll Get Over You. It's taking the longest timebut my broken heart will healfor what I once had felt so deeplyis now, no longer real. You played me like a foolbelieving all you saidwhen deep down all that you didwas hurt me more instead. I'd like to really knowif seeing me cry that wayhad any effect on youon any given day? I told you how much I loved youwith each and every dayyet all I meant to youwas someone with, to play.

Gotta Be Somebody
This time I wonder what it feels likeTo find the one in this lifeThe one we all dream ofBut dreams just aren't enoughSo I´ll be waiting for the real thing.I'll know it by the feeling.The moment when we´re meetingwill play out like a scene straight off the silver screenSo I`ll be holdin’ my own breathRight up to the endUntil that moment whenI find the one that I'll spend forever with`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.Someone to love with my life in their hands.There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.`Cause nobody wants to do it on their ownAnd everyone wants to know they´re not alone.There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlightAnd dammit this feels too rightIt´s just like Déjà VuMe standin’ here with youSo I´ll be holdin`my own breathCould this be the end?Is it that moment whenI find the one that I'll spend forever wi

Goodbye
The word still hangs LifelessVoid of any colorShape or substanceJust an echo A passing thoughtas you turn awayDid I not love you strong enoughLong enoughDid you doubt sincerityFor I know those wordsI said them over and overI love youBut stillAs you walk awayA wisp of hairon your collarA wrenching reminder And as the distancegrows between us, I waitHopingPraying That you care enough to turnTo see me one more timeSee my tearsThat they may move youPull you back to meBut you have walked so farNot once turning aroundNot seeing these tearsUnmovedNow...Not even an echo of your wordsIt truly is...Goodbye

Admirations Voice
Do you have someone like this??? I bet you do and you just havent opened up your eyes to see This friend is a true well wisher. With this persons friendship personified to the last letter. This persons speech gives strength to sagging morale. This person is all ears to any kind of tale. To flatter or be insincere this person does not know. Dislike to hypocrisy, attitude does show. Taking in or talking nonsense is not this persons style. For illogical and foolish talks, this person will not give bail! This person thought process and modus operandi are robust. Their clarity stands out and distinguishes this person from the rest. Blend of practical approach and emotional support in this person, is awe inspiring. This persons wit and repartee with humor’s touch is amazing. The profile of this perspns character does not limit to any punctuation! Not a character in its words bears an iota of exaggeration. If you have this person in your life.. feel free to sha

Buying A Company
I had just had an orgasm without my Master permission. I had watched my daughter be ravaged my Master's many male slaves for hours and I was aroused. His rough ministrations of my body were more than I could resist, but to my Master this no excuse. I was quickly hosed off and a thick leather belt was placed around my waist. There were several rings fastened around the belt. My wrist and ankle cuffs were returned and tightened. As I had been since we left port I was naked and exposed for all the guests and crew to see. My belt was clamped to the rigging and I was hoisted up on the bow of the yacht. I was lowered below the sprit and eased onto a large phallus that protruded from the front of the boat. My belt was cinched to the sprit and my arms were raised above my head and lashed to the sprit. I now resembled the mermaid figures that were seen on many older sailing vessels. My weight was primarily held by my wrists and the belt around my waist, but I was forced to ride the thick cock-l

Interesting Thought
Why do people say this? Is this model not real then? If no one looks like that I must not be real either. Purely a figment of your imagination...(you sure are creative). The people who say this have not seen me. Yet, beauty comes in all shapes, forms, proportions. There is such thing as me. Please never say no one looks like that to your young people. Sincerely Emily AKA Doll

Would You
Would you makeout with me?[ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already have ;)Would you sleep in the same bed as me?[ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] MaybeAm I attractive?[ ] Heck no [ ] Hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay [ ] Ugly!Do you think I'm a virgin?[ ] Yes [ ] NoI look like..[ ] A player[ ] a wife/husband[ ] One time thing[ ] Next bf/gf[ ] A friend[ ] A friend with benefits[ ] A possibility[ ] A loser[ ] A hottieIf you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?[ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybeWould you rather...?[ ] Hook up with me[ ] Cuddle with me[ ] Date me[ ] Friends[ ] Friends with benefits[ ] Marry meOn a scale of 1-10 (10 being the hottest), rate me...[ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10What would you want me to be to you?[ ] Friend[ ] Girlfriend/Boyfriend[ ] Friend with benefits[ ] Husband/WifeWould you give me a lap dance?[ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe

Poem
My heart pounds faster in my chest, It feels weak, yet pumps without rest, I'm falling away, drifting with the outgoing tide, As i sit, moving with the water, i feel myself wanting to hide. Floating there, bouncing up and down, Seeing an end to the waves, i lose my frown, Enjoying the still water, with a fresh ocean breeze, Warm, clean sunlight begins to put my mind at ease, With my mind clear, and future a big thing on my list, There is still something my world cannnot resist. It puts a smile on my face, Something so hard to replace, My happiness, it grows as the sun begins to set, I may be alone, because i havent found my one yet, Pondering, touching the soft, cool sand, I reach out longing to hold your hand. Yes you, a beauty beyond which words can describe, Not just the smile that brightens my world, but whats inside. The features most people overlook or just dont see, It makes you who you are, and that means alot to me. Now with the moon lighting my room, eyes

There's Just Something About A Run
Something about running/jogging that I have come to love so much. I mean of courses it's awesome because it was one of the things that helped me to loose the baby weight from my son. But when I run I like to do it on a trail in a wooded area or the beach. I often find my mind wandering to other places and many thoughts about everything, my son, and my new love interest. It's my stress reliever, very theraputic. And I always come out of it feeling so motivated so proud of myself almost like a confidence booster. I always have to run with my music honestly without it I can forget about doing a great run. After, I always love the aftermath feeling the almost fatigue sore feeling in my legs after 6 miles it's amazing!! I used to run about 20 miles a week, but since I came home its been a challenge. I hope to get back into doing one of my loves. But soon I will be adding a jogging stroller with an extra 25lbs into the mix (that's right my 4 year old son will be coming home soon) and wont

Slipknot's Tour
January 200923 - St. Paul, MN - Xcel Energy Center24 - Kansas City, MO - Sprint Center25 - Council Bluffs, IA - Mid America Center27 - Madison, WI - Alliant Energy Center28 - Des Moines, IA - Wells Fargo Arena30 - Rosemont, IL - Allstate Arena31 - Auburn Hills, MI - The Palace of Auburn HillsFebruary 20092 - Peoria, IL - Peoria Civic Center3 - Indianapolis, IN - Pepsi Coliseum5 - New York, NY - Madison Square Garden6 - Lowell, MA - Tsongas Arena7 - Camden, NJ - Susquehanna Bank Center9 - Greensboro, NC - Greensboro Coliseum Complex10 - Charlotte, NC - Cricket Arena11 - Greenville, SC - Bi-Lo Center13 - Baltimore, MD - 1st Mariner Arena14 - Lexington, KY - Rupp Arena15 - Nashville, TN - Sommet Center17 - Duluth, GA - Gwinnett Center18 - Orlando, FL - UCF Arena19 - Pensacola, FL - Pensacola Civic Center21 - Corpus Christi, TX - Concrete Street Amphitheater22 - Grand Prairie, TX - Nokia Theatre23 - Tulsa, OK - BOK Center26 - Houston, TX - Verizon Wireless Theater28 - El Paso, TX - El Paso

Old Blogs Of Mine
Internet Dating...Stupid people So it seems that Im destined to meet really fucked up people through internet personals. I think I come off as sarcastic and pretty direct. So why are women always so surprised when I say something? And I didnt know people were really that fucked up and ridiculous. Maybe Im an optimist.Fast Food - Weve been talking for awhile. And though she seems a little odd, I figure we meet dinner. She tells me her fiance died from a car bomb in iraq a few years ago, and in the next sentence she says, this pizza isnt too bad. She goes on to tell me she lost her job and started living in her car, and had to sell her engagement ring. I change the subject because, well, i didnt know what to say (I know, weird huh?). The date ended ok, but I got the feeling something was missing. So we go out again, to olive garden. I order the cheese wedges appetizer. When they come, shes all weirded out. What are they? What do they taste like? What is that red sauce? What does it

Nsfw!
I don't really understand that rating! I thought this was an adult site. If you're at work why would anyone be on this site!? Anyways if I were to put pics like that on here what would my/our friends want to see if anything?

Lame Ass Bitches
ok, im not trying to be an asshole, but if you have to take pictures of your hands and feet and head and have no actual pic of all of you...its probably because it wont all fit in one picture to begin with. at least not without your fat rolls hanging off the edges getting stuff all slimy on my moniter. wtf! no one gives a shit if you have cute feet and a humongous cottage cheese ass.

General
Is it really worth it to be back here after I was gone for a year? The answer is clearly becoming NO. I thought when I left the first time that there was too much begging and too many self serving people on here. This site was for ADULTS but it was the "go by my rules on life bible thumpers" who were trying to DICTATE what we posted, did and said here. Since my return, I have seen MORE beggars, cheats and liars than ever. No wonder this world is the way it is. Doesn't anyone EARN their keep anymore. It's so unnerving when I see so many supposed good people BEGGING for this and that. MANY OF YOU NEED TO FACE THE FACT THAT YOU AREN'T WHAT YOU PRETEND TO BE ON HERE NOR ARE YOU WORTH THE TROUBLE OR THE MONEIES SPENT EITHER. I have tried to be friends to so many of you and yet you don't return the gester only begging for me to join this or buy you that. To this I will tell you "FUCKING GET A LIFE LOSER"! This world does not, will not and never will REVOLVE AROUND YOU! There have been only

My Hand At Writing
Chapter 3 He was sitting and ardently talking with a young woman about twenty, she was the one in the pictures. And the young man was also in the pictures that Hannah had seen. The young lady’s face was framed with a glorious fall of curls and her hands were captured in his. As he spoke to her he inched closer. Soon they were side by side and he took off her glove to kiss her hand while looking into her eyes. Abruptly he captured her face and fell about kissing her. There was a brief struggle and then a small moan of acceptance. The kiss grew more deep and enthralling. A whimper and another crush of acquiescence brought them closer. She pushed at his chest and began uttering shy dismissals. Shaking her head to try to convince him that what he had done was not appropriate. He soothed her and captured her hand again. He placed it on his heart and in a dramatic pose got down on his knees. Speaking quietly, he edged nearer until his head was pillowed in her

Beautiful Poems Written By Others
Black RosesYou gave me roses,But they weren't red.You swore to me freedom,But the promise was dead.You abandoned me here,Just to make me cry,Do not act innocent,Should I ever die...You gave me roses,But they weren't white.You stole my whole heartAnd left me with spite.You turned my heart black,Empty and cold,And my days grow darkerThe older I grow.....You gave me roses,

Hmmm....
the song has played in my head again,its slow tortureous beat...the drum of life seeking out the deadthey're rushing for my soul,sick and twisted is the song,honest to its beat... though only imaginary by realitythe lyrics are coming whole,the rift has formed around the stringsthe song grabbing at my feet...the ears that hear the sound start to bleedeyes only seeing coal,a tune so chilling to grasp my heart,its deadly wonders almost complete...i have to wonder from where it comesthe song most real as the maniacle lyrics flow,the blood hath flowed from the heart's destructive wound,powerful is this songs feat...to bring misery yet to enchantthe bass has dug the hole,the song plays now louder than it ever has,reality within reach...the touch of the tunes dark lipsits mouth an unending goal,striving for the strength of a ballad,whose truth is now complete...i shall carry on the words of its helland place its torch upon the pole,the words i have learned are quite simple,endurence is all i

See Ya Later
A heart is beating,A heart that is not whole.There's something missing,Something I want to hold.She isn't here now,And she won't be anymore.She's gone above now,Gone through Heaven's door.A piece is gone, It's never coming back. I can't be whole again, There's something that I lack.I miss her greatly,But I know it's for the best.I'll be there someday,Singing like the rest.But until then,I'll cherish memories,Remember good times,And forgotten melodies.There is a brightness,A small and shining light.I'll grasp onto it,And hold it with all my might.This rhyme's for everyone,We've all lost someone dear,But I hope that one day,They will again be near.

Lafitte's Guest House
Lafitte's Guest House HAUNTED DWELLING: Lafitte's Guest House ADDRESS: 1003 Bourbon Street, New Orleans, Louisiana 70116 | 504.581.2678 Web-Site LOCATION: Lafitte's Guest House can be found on the corner of Bourbon St. and St. Philip St., just half a block up from Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop Pub and a few blocks from the bar action on Bourbon Street, in the residential area just north of the heart of the entertainment area of New Orleans. DESCRIPTION: Lafitte's Guest House probably got its name for being so close to Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop Pub. This restored mansion is described as an 1849, 3 storied French-style luxury boutique hotel, with an attached wing on the back of the mansion. This lovely building was built by master builder, Joshua Peebles, for debt collector, Paul Joseph Gleises and his wife Marie Odalie Ducayet, their 6 children, and their slaves. After the war, the attached wing was the servant's quarters. The architect, Robert Seaton, also designed th

Ellerbe Road School
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Broken
Misery grabs me, by the throattry to breath, but still I chokeDepression cuts me like a knifeplagued by thoughts, to end my lifeLoad the clip, then fill the chamberhollow points, to ease my angerPut the barrel, against my headpaint the walls of my room redGrey matter, splatterd from floor to ceilingbut the pain, im no longer feelingall ive loved, will now be lostwas my life, well worth the costBROKEN SHELL, OF A MANEND MY DAYS, WITH MY OWN HANDSPILL MY BLOOD, AND WATCH IT RUNA LIFELESS CORPSE, IVE BECOMESelffish thoughts, control my grievingease my mind, this hell im leavingeternity, spent in purgatoryclose this chapter, of my life storyNot remebered, nor forgottenas my body lies there rottingfamily grieveing, for their fallen sonyet noone stopped me as I grabbed the gunCries for help, left unanswerednow that im gone, they loved this bastard

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLICATION" CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN.........1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position ?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Phone number?26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Dead Beat Parents - What You Young Parents Need To Pay Attention To..
Blog Edited To Reflect that there are dead beats on both sides of the equation. Not just fathers. Well for one..pick better partners..dont just drop ya drawz for anyone who comes along Be smarter than that. But when it comes to them taking care of a child after it is here,well you need to be aware of the many tricks they will use on you to avoid helping any at all. 1.First trick which is always the very first thing they do.. "Im not paying to take care of you,I will help the kid in any way. But you need to do this and that.." Then you never see any help from them. Its an excuse used to avoid helping. Using you as the reason. 2.They will become very dodgy,cant find em..they disappear into the woodwork. Dont worry the state governments in which you live can find anyone they want to if they are pushed by you to do so. So file for support against the parent and have them actively pursue them. Remember,they will not if you dont show the interest to do so. 3. They will act a

Idiots In The Sb
FUCK YOU (My link drop back to idiots!) Why did you just drop your dumb ass link in my shout box? Do I know you? Did you even rate my page before asking for a favor from a complete stranger? Didn't think so! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!

Confused
So.. I know I said I hate my ex. Well I don't hate him. I just hate the way he is. Sometimes I miss him so much.. but I know for a fact that I will never go back to him. I will never be suckered in by those words that he used to get me to stay with him just because he wanted me at the time. I will never fall for the whole "I love you, I wanna marry you and have kids with you" bullshit! I can't believe I was so fucking stupid! And now look where I am! I knew after the first 6 months things wouldnt work out. But I kept trying.. NEVER AGAIN! He hurt me so much!!! So Nic, I want you to know... I totally changed my mind about you. [Jaejoong]Tsumetai sono te kimi no seijanaiOsanaki hibi hotta kizukakae[Changmin]Dareka wo aisuru koto osoreteru noKotoba no uragawa se wo mukete[Yoochun]Dakishimeta kokoro ga koori no you niSotto tokedasu[Jaejoong]Daremo ga dare ka ni aisareru tameniKono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa[Junsu]Sore ga moshimo boku naraMou ichido kimi no kokoro woTowa no yasashi

Who Wants 2 Stay
OK 2 ALL MY SO CALLED FU FRIENDS. LETS SEE JUST HOW MANY OF THE 1,569 ARE REALLY MY FRIENDS AND CARE. SO IVE BEEN THINKING I SHOULD DELETE MY ACCOUNT. BUT IF I DID THAT I WOULD MISS ALL MY WONDERFULL REAL TRUE FRIENDS ON HERE. SO IF U WOULD LIKE TO REMAIN MY FRIEND PLEASE COMMENT ON MY STATUS ON MY PROFILE PAGE. I HAVE DECIDED I WILL KEEP THE PEOPLE WHO COMMENT ON MY STATUS OTHER WISE IF I DONT SEE A COMMENT FROM YOU THEN U GOTTA GO SORRY. BUT I STILL WILL MISS U EVEN IF U DONT MISS ME. XOXOXO

The More Things Change, The More They Stay The Same
You know...I like Obama. I voted for him, and I actually thought things were going to change. With the Democratic majority they should have been able to pass any legislation that they wanted. Health Care, Foreign policy, The economy... Instead we have the same gridlock on the exact same problems that has faced this nation for decades. We vote for two different parties, but the fact is that we have had, philosophically, the same exact government since Nixon. Look back before Nixon. We had strong leaders...Eisenhower, Johnson, Kennedy, FDR. It doesen't matter if you agree with them or not, the fact is that they were Leaders, with IDEAS and principals. Then came Nixon...The conservatives love Nixon but guess what? Some of the USA's most Liberal programs came from his administration. Head Start, Education and Job Training, Trade agreements with Communist countries, all flourished under Nixon. Carters policies, regardless of the conservative hate thrown his way, were far more conservati

Thoughts...
So...I came up with this phrase about 16 years ago. It was a school assignment to come up with a new way to say goodbye without the sadness of a goodbye. I couldn't think of anything better than cya later and then my GF at the time told me sweet dreams at the end of a steamy chat on the phone. Thats when I thought about all of the forever, and goodbye's out there and coined the phrase "Sweet Dreams and Happy Thoughts Forever." Its a wonderful saying that lets you know that no matter what happens, no matter where we end up, I will always be thinking of you and wishing you the best. There has been a lot of happiness and sadness in life, as each day there are good things and bad things happening to all of us. In the end, as rude as someone may be, there is always a feeling of hope. Hope being something we all share in common. Whether it is selfless thoughts or greed, we all desire something in life at any given time. This is what we have been blessed or cursed with; endless thoug

Take Comfort
Take comfort where you find it That is what life is feel it all There is adversity everywhere Especially when it comes to love But there are people out there who live a meaningful life by forgiving there mistakes they made Not only do they find love but also to learn to love again so laugh out loud , live each moment like its your last , and love like there is no tomarrow. Remember you only get one chance at this thing called life ! hey everyone i just updated my player on my profile im a big 80s fan and some of the music you may know and some you may not take a trip back and see if any of them brings back memories for ya take care all my fu friends and enjoy and any positive feedback would be greatly welcome :)

New Targets For The Group
Hey guys here's 2 new targets for us to help out until Honorary Member Week starts next week these 2 are really simple first is Smootchie Sm00tchie Co-Owner @ SINS OF EVIL@ fubar and the second is WowThatsHot. A friend and supporter of the group and of her named Asus is also offering 20k per 100 rates of her pics so when you get done rating her folder just comment on the last pic "folder rated" and when you are done hit Asus up with the grand total of pics you rated and he will pay you here's the link to her page *WOWTHATSHOT*@ fubar Here's Asus's link to his page to hit him up for payment,he's also offering 20k for per 100 pic rates of him as well so here's an opportunity for some of you fubuck strapped members to make some really nice dough while rating as well. http://www.fubar.com/user/1597809 Till Tuesday I hope all of you are having a great,great weekend!

Help Me Out With This Question Ladies!!
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Naughty App. Haha
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Cancer
I am asking for everyones prayers for my daughter in law Michelle. She is a 22 year old mother of a 3 year old little boyand she has leukemi. She has been sick, in and out of the hospital since april 24 09. She had a bone marrow transplant on aug,21 09. We don't know yet if it has helpedher.All we can do is pray.Her medical bills are pilling up and she has no medicalinsurance. Please help us raise money to help her get those paid so she doesn't have to worry about that on top of everything else.Any donation is helpfull and very much appreciated.if you need more info you can contact connie @ 1-814-525-8033 or kelly @ 1-814-243-7631. heres a pic of her & her family. THANK YOU

The City
Change direction one more time. Change your looks and change your mind. I don't believe a single word. You're not a part of what I love. We would be better off if you just leave. Watch them fade like you know it had to be. I'll still be doing the same old shit that I was yesterday. Fade away cause we knew you couldn't stay. We see it all the time so we'll sit back and watch you fade away. I've taken my bumps, I've taken my falls. I've been knocked down and through it all this one thing always stayed the same. I've seen them come, I've watched them go so I'm just trying to let you know this is for the ones that still remain. Where are you gonna be tomorrow? Where did you lose yourself today? Watch them fade like you know it had to be. I'll still be doing the same old shit that I was yesterday. Fade away cause we knew you couldn't stay. We see it all the time so we'll sit back and watch you fade away This world was built for people like you, but it was built by people li

Crimson Blood And Poison Tears
When did you become someone I sought protection from?When did everything change?The scars you gave me.I earned to eagerly.And in my dreams of perfectionI lost sight of what was real.And in my hopes to realize what was true.I struggled to stay sane.Time goes so fast,and no matter how hard I try I can't let go of the past.Though all the false smiles.I leaned to hold fast to my dreams.But even as I did so you took them away from me.And just because I'm not crying it doesn't mean I'm okay.And even though I say I'm fine I still grab the blade.Because you always to me so, that tears are just a waste.I'll be tough when I'm around you.I'll won't be what you hate. Rain, rain, go away, Because of you the pain will stay. Slit my throat, cut out my heart, Leave me here, tear it apart. Poison tears stream down my face, My heart beats at a steady pace As I try to stand again; Alone and standing in the rain. I don’t need you anymore… Is what I think while tears pour. I

Just Thoughts
I look in the mirror and see a girl, Who is staring back at me. I don't know who she is, Because she's not the girl I wana be. She puts a smile on, While inside she is falling apart. She says, "I'm okay", As pain fills her heart. She pretends not to care, As everyone slowly walks away. She hides behind her mask, And pretends to be okay. She is scared to open up, And call someone her best friend. They all turn out the same, And never really care in the end. She is scared to let people close, It always ends up as heartache. She decides to trust someone, But it always ends up as a big mistake. She feels like a stranger in her own home, Like she doesn't even belong. She tries the best she can, But it always seems to be wrong. She freezes up at the word "love", People throw it around too much. Her muscles constrict, As she is afraid to be touched. She has ideas for the future, Hopes and dreams of her own. But she doesn't hold her breath, Because disappointment is all she has ever known. She

Best Way To Bathe A Cat!!
A quick guide on how to bathe a cat:1. Scrub toilet and flush several times.(You may consider this step optional.)2. Fill toilet with warm water and add a squirt of pet shampoo.3. Drop cat in toilet and slam lid shut.4. Sit on lid. Cat's efforts to free itself will generate a good deal of sudsing and washing motions.5. Flush toilet a couple of times to rinse the cat. NOTE: Hold securly to leash attached to cat in toilet.6. Leap off toilet seat, dash out the door, and slam it shut securly, because kitty will erupt from the bowl as if jet propelled.7. Leave kitty to sulk and dry himself.8. Bask in self-congratulatory haze.

Smoke Gets In You Eyes"tournament"
"Smoke Gets in Your Eyes" Tournament by Loretta Osgood 8/95 - Houston, Texas USA There were about 45 people gathered for the weekly Sunday afternoon BDD at Sherlock's Baker Street Pub, an establishment located in a 2-story shopping center with the upstairs dart room opening onto a balcony. Just before the draw was made a strange smell was noticed. Laughs all around about someone having thrown a "funny" cigarette in the waste basket. But the smell got stronger. "It's OK folks, said the barmaid, "I think there was a paper towel burning in the trash can." But the smell got stronger...and the room got smoky. Really smoky, with solid curls of smoke obscuring the boards. Everyone started going out on the balcony between rounds for fresh air. Then sirens connected to great big red trucks sounded in the parking lot below. Then a man (I think it was a man, you couldn't really tell, what with the big yellow coat and oxygen mask he was wearing) comes running through the bar and is startle

Feelings
Who Am I I am kindness, tenderness and understanding. When you are sad, I will cry with you but I'll also hold you in my arms and kiss away the tears. I am funny, charming and witty at times, and inquisitive I look for the humor and the excitement in life and appreciate all the the fullness that life brings. I enjoy finding new things to experience. I am serious, a thinker, responsible I value friends and family. I try to keep my promises. I will stand by you in times of crisis. I am affable, social and friendly My friends are important, they know I will be there for them if I can, I trust them and want to see them happy as I trust that they want to see me happy in my life too I am old and I am young. Much I have experienced in life and much more that I want to experience. I am faithfullness and devotion to the one I'm with Even when we are apart, you are always in my heart and on my mind. I am artistic, creative and imaginative I paint, I photograph, I see the world at times t

Just Simple Thoughts About Experiance On Fu So Far ........
My experience on fu so far................................... Lets start from the beginning, but I can’t promise I will keep a chronological track of events. I really don’t care so much for it. All events seem to be the same so I might as well just cut to the chase....... The “fun” started few months ago when I decided I’m actually bored with sitting at home and doing wifey kind of stuff all day long. I found the site on Wikipiedia, a place that has all the knowledge to most human population. I mean why use books when we have Wiki? Oh well, it’s not about “knowledge” on that site but about the fact I have found Fubar under the name of social sites. Hmmm, ok, I decided to give it a go, why not......... I mean the worst thing could happen I could get to know some stupid people, right? Wrong..................Oh boy was I wrong. Anyway, I won’t go into all that detail. Most people know how fu operates. It’s an online bar, we

Women And Ufc
Im curious as to why so many women are into THE MMA fighting scene these days. Is it because they get all moist and wet from seeing 2 guys beat the shit outa each other? lol. Or maybe something else?

Just My Own Demons
the second Category: Writing and Poetry I guess i dont meet your needsi think i lack a planted seeda home of my own or maybe peaceall i seem to birth is griefyou lost one so i'll give you minea missing piece can hardly shime but what is pain when death is time I'll swallow the feelin of neglect and try twice as hard so you wont regret I'd give up my life just to forget how my gums would bleed when u were upsetbut its my fault this is combat love is pain all i know is contactand all you see is confussion its not called abuse when u dont leave a contusionjust a shatterd person a child built for seconda king broken down for he respects a peasant

What Do You Think Of Me
(POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!? 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as hell! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = Pretty damn sexy! 7 = Lovable,I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you mine)

I'm A Needle In A Haystack
Would you please read this and my profile, and let me know what sort of impression I make?I learned about something in my social psychology class today.Most people almost always make assumptions based on first impressions. Me, I'm kinda odd. I just sit there and watch. I gather evidence, and then make judgments based on all of what I've learned so far.Things like skin tone, gender, women's chest sizes etc DO NOT REFLECT ON WHO I BELIEVE THEY ARE!That's supposedly logical behavior, yet I've learned it isn't COMMON behavior, especially in the USA.I dunno if anyone is going to read this bulletin. I mean, who really does? Most of the people on fubar don't even read profiles, but I always do.In other words, I don't make negative assumptions anywhere NEAR as often as other people seem to think that I should.If you do read this, could you please respond? I'm really curious as to how I'm coming across. I'm tempted to place this bulletin in my profile, but I'm not sure what the reaction will be

One Day
When I smile my eyes seem to sparkle If you saw me inside you'd know the truth It's really the pain shining through. I say I'm an open book; but honestly no one can read me. I say what's on my mind, but not the state of it. I give my heart and soul to those around me; 99% of those people have broken at least one of them at some point. I stay silent to spare them the pain of guilt. I've been strong so long but without a foundation, I never know which blow will send me crumbling down. I'm worried I'm running out of pieces to pick up again. Nevertheless I love my life for the sake of those in it; for the moments between the blows that make it all bearable; and for the love I give but seems to elude me.

Poems
Sitting here inside my headDreaming dreams here in bedRunning round inside my thoughtsNever seeing what's in frontTossing, turning round and roundDrowning in the sorrow I foundDreaming of you the one I seeDreaming of times never thereDreaming of happiness, love and lifeDreaming of things no one can fightWhy do I sit hear in my head?Why do I care bout what's not there?Why do I dream of the one I see?Why do I care that person's not there.Will I wake from this painful dream?Will reality sink into place?Or will I lay here dreaming of things not so?Is He the devil setting me up?Sitting here inside my headDreaming dreams here in bedFinally the morning's comeAnd now I wake the dream is done.

Fubar Fuk Ups
I may be new to all this, but I decided to give it a try b/c a lot of people I know told me it was a great place to be. I am a member/staff of 3 lounges. How can we keep them maintained and in order if the site keeps changing things on us. Not just to the lounges but to our pages as well. I say put it how it was and stop playing with everything b/c your bored. Put it one way and leave it alone!

Bloggin From The Heart
if you're feeling down..this will cheer you up :) It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is most painful is to love someone and never finding the courage to let the person know how you feel. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance - and you find out you still care for that person. A sad thing about life is when you meet someone that means a lot to you, only to find out in the end, that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go. When one door of happiness closes, another opens but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.

My First Blog: Basically Poetry
Untitled My heart races at just a mere touch. A glint in your eyes tells a tale of desire. The feel of your breath sends shock waves that are too much. If you were to kiss me it would only add fuel to the fire. It rages through every fiber of my being. and in turn consumes me whole. Is this a fire burning with in you? Does it com within your soul? I see it does, by the things you do. And the desire to keep us whole. Untitled Eyes that are intense beyond words. Words that make a wise man weep. You wish to be touched and your voice heard. You long for a soul for yours to keep. but something inside prevents completion of your task. Is the price of love too steep? Or do you hide from it using a mask?

Poes
I walk this lonley road, the only compiny that I keep is the wind and my shadow.Its not perfit or complet, its full of potholes, deadends and spot are onley dirt and over grown with grass and weeds. Its been a long time sent I have walked with any one, But dont get me roung there has been a few who have walk with me time to time, but not for very long most leaving when a better and falsly britter road opens up. There run up haed an the gone forever. The skys normley turn dark and sart to wheep for days on inn it seems, but then it clears up. The road is a mirrror of my sacred and wounded heart, showing all how pass by what i have been though.But yet I still walk on day and night hoping one day that some one will walk with me to the end. rye the drifter thouw these blury blood shot eyes, I see your dark intinsoins, With these scared hands

Can This Be Real!?!
Just over a year ago my life was shattered when I became seperated from my now ex wife after she made it clear that she is no longer inlove and is a homosexual. Trying to get my life back in order I had met several women over the year but nothing had panned out. This June (2010) I met a wonderful woman here on Fubar but she lived in Florida. We had such a connection from our first conversation. Our likes and dislike, our outlook for life and the many things that we have in common. But alas again she lived in Florida and I never thought anything would become of our conversations and flirtations. Having PC issues I was unable to use FU for nearly a month and lost contact with her. On July 14th 2010 my daughter had surgery and I had to stay at the hospital overnight with her so I took my now repaired laptop with me to kill time. Out of the blue I got a IM in my shoutbox and it was her. We tallked for hours and she surprised me with saying she was moving to Pennsylvania and maybe

My Fav Song Lyrics
Incompatible, it don't matter though'cos someone's bound to hear my crySpeak out if you doYou're not easy to findIs it possible Mr. LoveableIs already in my life?Right in front of meOr maybe you're in disguiseWho doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being toldSomebody tell me why I'm on my ownIf there's a soulmate for everyoneHere we are again, circles never endHow do I find the perfect fitThere's enough for everyoneBut I'm still waiting in lineWho doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being toldSomebody tell me why I'm on my ownIf there's a soulmate for everyoneIf there's a soulmate for everyoneMost relationships seem so transitoryThey're all good but not the permanent oneWho doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being toldSomebody tell me why I'm on my ownIf there's a soulmate for everyoneWho doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being toldSomebody tell me why I'm on my ow

Just Me!
I found out that my ex husband put up some pretty raunchy pics of me - without permission, of course, and he had also told me these pics had been destroyed (LIAR!). So I was wondering if anyone would be interested in seeing the pics I have of him and his - and his equipment, such as it is. Not to be mean, but I'm pretty sure he might not be too happy if I were to play the same stupid game he's playing. But yeah - I have pics! Wanna see? Just let me know. It's always so quiet on Sunday afternoons around my house. My boys are off at their dad's and I have nothing to do until 5 p.m. Gives me too much time to think. I went out last night by myself. It's the first time I've been out in quite a while, but I had a wonderful time. Met a gentleman looking for a bass player and he was even kind enough to buy me a couple of shots, too. Ok, yeah, I know - he wasn't just interested in my playing ability! And that was actually kind of nice - to have a little attention from a guy. In re

Selecting The Best Air Conditioning Repair Services In Pennsylvania
Selecting the Best Air Conditioning Repair Services in Pennsylvania Imagine trying to get through a hot summer day with no air conditioning because every air conditioning service that you have called has not bothered to respond to your complaints. Fear not, if you live in Pennsylvania and are experiencing problems with your air conditioner rest assured that there are several exceedingly efficient air conditioning repair companies in the vicinity who will instantly respond to your queries. For homeowners it is imperative to find an efficient air conditioning repair company in order to tackle the problems pertaining to their air conditioners. Buying an air conditioner is one thing but understanding how it works is another. Today, many homeowners who possess air conditioners are not aware of the finer aspects of the products that they invest their money in purchasing. A good air conditioning repair company will try to smoothen out these steps for you and therefore make it easier for you

Random Shit
Name:Location:Birthday: Measurements:Do you work/go to school?:What kind of car do you drive?:What do you want to be when you grow up?:Are you cute?:Would you laugh at my dumb jokes when no one does?:Are you close w/your family?:Would you ever wear my clothes?:How many people have you had sex with?:Would you take me home if I was too drunk to drive?:Are you overly serious or are you able to be goofy at times?:Would you bring me food from my favorite place just because?:Are you religious?:Do you think i'm sexy?:Will you call me in the middle of the night just to say 'hi'?:Do you like to cuddle?:What kind of beer/alcohol do you drink? (if applicable):What is your biggest flaw?:Are you a jealous person?:What are your hobbies?:Could we go for a midnight picnic on a clear, starry night?:Would you ever put cute little notes all over my car?:Favorite bands?:Do you have ANY musical talent?:When was your last relationship & why did it end?:3 months from now am i going to find out you're a t

Bad Day In My World
Its just another gloomy day that I have to face alone. Maybe one day the sun will shine threw the darkness and warm up my cold heart. I want to know everything about you dont leave anything out. I want to know where you grew up, all the road youve ever been down. I want to know everything about you. Ive fallin so in love with you over the short time we've been together being with you for the rest of my life wouldnt be long enough for me. I dont ever want this to end. I want to know everything about you dont leave anything out. I want to know what you love and hate. I want to know your favourite momory. Ive fallin so in love with you. I need to know all about you dont leave anything out. Baby dont leave anything out. Life isnt always rainbows and butterflies its heartbrakes and tears.But u pick me up when im down when i feel like theres nothing left no reason to b alive like im all alone.u look at me with those pretty eyes tellin me u love me!i know im just fine!!

Random
GF application.Name:Age:Phone Number:Hair Color:Eye Color:Piercings/tattoos?:Drink/smoke?:WHAT D0 Y0U THINK 0F MYPersonality:Eyes:Face:Hair:Clothes:Humor:Manners:Friends:Decisions:W0ULD Y0U...Go out with me:Give me your number:Kiss me:Let me kiss you:Watch a movie with me:Drive me somewhere private:Take a shower with me:Be my gf:Take me home to meet your family:Let me sleep in your bed if I didn't have one:Tell me the truth no matter what:Lie to make me feel better:Hold my hand:Keep in touch:Try and solve my problems:Love me:Ditch me:Use me:Fuck me then fuck me over:Call me right after I saw you:Come see me when I needed it:Drive around all night and be with me:D0 Y0U...Think I'm cute:Want to fuck me:Want to kiss me:AM I...Smart:Hot:Funny:Cool:Interesting to talk to:HAVE Y0U EVER...Thought about me:Thought there might be an "US":Found yourself wanting to kiss me:Wished I were there:Wanted to ask me out:Flirted while you had a girlfriend:Cheated on anyone:WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 IF...I said I

Sacking Up
Its not that difficult of a moment, and one over looked at every thought, but it stands out when I think of us. Its not the sex, its not the release, or the lust, its your eyes looking at me. On your back, hands clinching mine over your head. I look down mouth open breathing heavy, as passionate as the moment is, it slows. Your head shakes side to side, in some manor of ecstasy, as your eyes,,, those amazing, wide eyes slowly close and open, and its that moment where your iris locks in on mine. In soft light, in random speed, I see every color piercing me. In every closing of intensity, they still remain seen just behind my eyelid. Every blink I fight to see yours again. Every glimpse of them closing empowers me to open them, with every part of my body. Push in and they open, kiss your lips and they close, the actions of your eyes dance for me, as you see the same in mine. my love, when we grow old ill miss seeing the lines form on that perfect face. Ill miss the moments when hair gr

Attention Recruits Must Read
Hello Ladies, So you're interested in joining The Titty Committee. I've just started the page and we're looking to recruit beautiful girls thick or thin you're in, but there are some rules and requirements. If you want to be recruited into The Titty Committee you have to have a recent Salute on your page and must comment this blog saying I Agree, to allow me to post pictures of your choice in the Titty Committee Girls folder on our page. You have to take a picture or have a picture of your face and chest, your chest does NOT have to be fully exposed just flirty unless you would like to.. Show some love by adding the family of this page keep your eye out because new girls will be recruited. Show love to all your titty committee family If you agree to joining The Titty Committee, after agreeing so you must put The Titty Committee Member at the end of your name.. We will aslo make sure you're pictures can not be ripped.. Well thank you for your time If you chose to joi

Dear Fulings
First Blog; March 16, 2011 Dear Fubar, I hate you, you're flawed. The way you make me ache for rates, comments, friends, fans, and drinks is appaling. Yet, I love the way you introduce me to new people, especially cute military men ;) I feel a little bit pretty these days, because of all the attention. But at the same time kinda like a hoe because of all the "dirty old men" that are into. Good thing I'm intpo dirty old men... Well ttyl Morgono

Poetry By Others
"I'm nobody! Who are you?" by Emily Dickinson I'm nobody! Who are you?Are you nobody, too?Then there's a pair of us — don't tell!They'd banish us, you know. How dreary to be somebody!How public, like a frogTo tell your name the livelong dayTo an admiring bog! "The Road Not Taken" by Robert Frost Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,And sorry I could not travel bothAnd be one traveler, long I stoodAnd looked down one as far as I couldTo where it bent in the undergrowth.Then took the other, as just as fair,And having perhaps the better claim,Because it was grassy and wanted wear;Though as for that the passing thereHad worn them really about the same.And both that morning equally layIn leaves no step had trodden black.Oh, I kept the first for another day!Yet knowing how way leads on to way,I doubted if I should ever come back.I shall be telling th

Rambins
I don't want you perving my box.. I don't want your stupid gifts every day.. If you have something meaninful to share, feel free. Otherwise don't waste my time... No, you cannot get my private picture access for free... Now accepting FuHubby apps. Tired of dealing with fucking poor losers.

Whisper Heart
whisper heart this bright field flushed red and flagship burned lightly dark I fight and fear no feeling. dance the meson matter penned Oval over hands and scatteredskywards, I retreat kneeling and hoping for feelinga mind burst apart into leaves, not flowers, swept in a bag along with my heart. It whispered to me in the dark: Find Me. Fire Me. Feel Me.Copyright 2009 Robert T. Hudson

My Dream Girl And My Soulmate
Hello all. It took me 32 yrs to find my special someone. But I am so glad i finally found her. I never would of guessed that she would be from Spain. But the lord workes in mysterious ways. I feel like the luckiest man alive. I've never felt a love like this b4. I want to go to the highest mountain top and yell it as loud as i can "I Love u Kelly" u r my missing puzzle piece. I will never hurt u or ever let u go. U r my Angel sent from Heaven. I can only hope everyone will find the true love that i have been blessed to find. Later ya'll

Tiffany Lim
i love going to office but why is it so tiring like .. i cant wake up from bed .. maybe i'm just feelin like i'm no longer excited going to office .. cause i just don't like what i see or the people .. i'm talking with .. i hope to .. enjoy this again ..

Gifts2france
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I Like To Do..things (;
On the first day I meet some one i want to fuck I: "accedently" spill something on my shirt so i have to take it off i drop something on the floor, bend over and wiggle my ass in their face i 'break' my bra so im not wearing anyting under their hoodie shirt i sit on their lap and rub my ass up against their penis until they're hard then i unzip their pants and take their warm, hard dick and put it in my mouth and then, we move to the bed (;

Anything Goes
One night a guy & a girl weredriving home from the movies. Theboy sensed there wassomething wrong because of the painfulsilence they shared between themthat night. The girl then asked the boy to pull overbecause she wanted to talk. She told him that herfeelings had changed & that it was time to move on.A silent tear slid down his cheek as heslowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note.At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding downthat very same street. He swervedright into the drivers seat, killing the boy.Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, shepulled it out & read it."Without your love, I would die."1st:If u post this on a bulletin in 5 minutessomeone special will message or call you.2nd:REPOST IF YOU CARE ABOUT SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT THEM!!! (EVEN YOUR BEST FRIENDS!)repost this with the title "cutiest lil' Love Note ever''CUTE

Worldspaceleague
Those words one day will become true. World Space League is the result of those words. Come be part of World Space League. “When I grow up, I’m going into Space with my Dad” These words written by John Joe Roberts-Rodriquez in 1996, the next day his twin brother Enrique Blaze Roberts-Rodriquez drew a rocket ship, these 5 year old imagination will be the fuel that catapults man into space the next 20 years. They inspired the creation of “World Space League” the twin boys are 20 now. Daniel their father had to wait until they were men before he could put “World Space League” on the rough road to the stars. During Y2K, the 2 Story 5 bedroom house was in foreclosure on the North West side of Scottsdale, Arizona. It’s early December 1999 and he’s telling his sons about the foreclosure of the house they both at the same time say, “Dad, we don’t care about the big house, the toys, we want your time”. At that time D

Snatchy Fingers
This has got to be one of the funniest bubble gum machine toy's you could ever get your children.Not only are Snatchy Fingers fun the name is just a s fun when you think about it..Snatching dollar bills off the table from four feet away is awesome.AND I'll bet you called them snatchy Hands.I guess you have to say it out load for it to be funny

My Blog
I love my wife christina! I'am trying to change I don't wanna lose her!. so please if any girls on here have my number please delete me and block me!I love only her!. I maybe leaving fubar as well. I don't any girls anymore I have the one I love! I'am a new and better man because of her!.

Kit Kat
If you're one of thoughs people that cum a lot and you don't whant kids.its hard to fuck especially if its a boy with a big dick.because you'd be going crazy if you saw it because you'd whant to suck it so hard you'd both scream bloody murder because his dick would go so deep in you're hole you would then suck you're tits then french kiss all day long

Me
hey this is my 1st ever blog im not really sure what to put on here but i would like to say i have a good fam called huslaz if anyone wants to join feel free to message goddess angel huslaz or myself and we will be happy to add u other then that i hope we will talk very much

Unbelievable!
So this woman on here, here name being Mommy so hot and horny had a status that I could not help laugh at and be like in wow about. This is here status: OK FOR EVERYONE OUT THERE THIS IS WHAT I HATE MOST OF ALL WHEN U DELETE ME AND DONT TELL ME WHY? SO IF ANYONE OUT THERE IS GOING TO DELETE ME PLEASE DO IT NOW, THAT SHOWS ME U NEVER WANTED TO BE MY FRIEND U USED ME FOR MY NUDE PICTURES ONLY...PLEASE, To me what I am thinking is two things, why and how could a mom want to post nudes of herself anyways, and this is fubar why the hell would anyone want to use anyone for anything ( LMAO sarcasm there ). Yeah we know people use and begon here! I mean if a woman has a name like that and post nudes of herself, how in the hell does she think she is going to get respect. I mean to each their own who want to post nudeds of theirself, but you are not gonna be famous on fubar nor is their really many you can call REAL friends on Fubar! The mystery will always be to me, why people are how they

Story
This is an old story I wrote for a class I was taking....Hope you enjoy My name, my…real name is of little importance. Folks around here often call me ‘Wolf,’ although they wouldn’t know me if they saw me. Always on the careful side of things, I lurk in the shadows away from the public’s eye. Oh, how they watch…Oh, how I watch them. I wait so patiently, so still, waiting for the right prey. For I am the horrors this lonely village made me out to be, I am a hunter of kinds. The day’s air was cool on my skin. My hand moved to my side on its own accord, pulling out a meat clever. I ran my fingertips across the blade…sharp, beautifully sharp. I placed the clever back, smiling to myself. I was self confident, so sure that I could have anybody I wanted, love anybody I wanted…do anything I wanted. I’ve been to this village many times before. The folk often chat amongst themselves. I hear word of a girl, Little

Toyota Can Tho
Hộp số tự động 4 cấp.Ghế nỉ cao cấp, nội thất sang trọng.Vô lăng tích hợp nút bấmMức tiêu hao nhiên liệu : 8,5l/100km.giá 748.000.000Hãy liên hệ ngay với chúng tôi để đc tư vấn kĩ về giá xe toyota cần thơ .LƯỚI TẢN NHIỆT VÀ CẢN TRƯỚCLưới tản nhiệt và cản trước được thiết kế mới theo hình chữ X hòa hợp cân xứng tăng thêm nét sang trọng hiện đại CỤM ĐÈN PHACụm đèn pha với thiết kế mới, sắc nét hơn tăng khả năng chiếu sáng, đồng thời giúp tăng thêm vè khỏe khoắn cho xe DEN PHA[IMG]http://toyotact.vn/wp-content/uploads/2013/07/DEN-PHA2-300x193.jpg[/IMG]ĐÈN S

Confessions Of A Lonelyheart
Alone at night...she has plenty of time to think. She closes her eyes, thinking about her lover.... Goosebumps raise on her flesh as she remembers the taste of his kiss.... the taste of his cock...Even now, weeks later the memory brings her such joy... Her heartbeat picks up rhythm as she remembers.... her hands slowly moving over her body....starting at her neck...She barely touches her skin... letting her fingertips roam over her bare breasts... circling her nipples slowly.... a gentle pinch of her hardening nipples... to simulate the way his lips and teeth teased her so long ago.... She bites her lower lip....remembering his taunting bites at her neck and breasts.... hard enough to bring pleasure, but gentle enough not to cause pain.... She imagines something that has not happened yet...Her phone goes off during work.... the ring tone for a text message...She looks around to see if anyone is watching her at the moment. Noticing that she is basically alone in her little corner

The Broken Things You See
Obey the rules, and you will not get hurt. That’s what he says, as I grip onto the dirt. Face down on the ground, where I should be. I deserve this, welcome to me. I brought it on myself, with the decisions I have made. One day I’ll finally rest, in an unmarked grave. I have never been important enough, to really make a difference. Although I have tried, it comes back to this. Just one more person, the world has forgot. Being turned into something, I know I am not. That is my punishment, for being here at all. To me the world is huge, I just remain small. You will never know me, for I never really mattered. But take a look around, where my life has been scattered. My presence remains, in the broken things you see. That’s the only glimpse, you’ll ever have of me.

Anger Unbound
I have watched, waited, and helped where I could in this nauseating miasma of society. I have conducted behavioral experiments of my own- and yes to the fucktards- I am qualified to do so. My experiments have proven several disappointingly, even regrettable, theories. One, there is no family unit now. Divorce is as rampant as an STD. Over 70 % of men, and 65% of women, only care about getting their fucking sex jollies and do not fucking care who gets hurt in the process; their spouses, family, or kids. And kids? Do not fucking make me laugh. Because most of these kids today don't get their asses busted, or their faces slapped for popping off the first fucktard backtalk thought they have, enough or at all. Psychotherapists, psychologists, LPC's, and LMFT's, have conspired with entitites like Department of Human Services (DHS) and Child Protective Services (CPS)-who's names vary from state to state, to make children a "hands off" area. And as such, children are disrespectful to adults, a

Destined To Lose
Longing for a challenge, someone like me. Someone caged and still fighting, while perfectly free. Staring life in the face, with a stern distant grin. There’s no time for pity, beyond the violin. I tune out the violin, and zone in on the guitar. I hear it loud and clear, then there YOU are. I was always in control, until that day. When I met my match, and forgot how to play. You see playing doesn’t matter, when you know you can’t win. And even though I swore no one was getting in. You broke down my wall, and left me exposed. You opened every door, I was sure I had closed. I emptied my closet, and those skeletons flew. Introduced me to myself, my brand new debut. You seen the me, which I never knew. I lost and won at the same time, all thanks to you. You played off road, ventured down wooded trails in the night. Traveling through dangerous territory, through absence of light. But you weren’t afraid, you jumped in with both feet. You are my grea

Yeah, Werent Counting On That Were Ya?
you lay before me. open, welcoming, inviting. i ease myself upon you, kissing your mouth with the hunger of a starving man. running my fingertips along the side of your ribcage to your hips and back again and again. kissing each soulful kiss as i try to absorb you into me. i cup your right breast with my right hand with a commanding sqeeze, gently enough not to harm but firm enough for you to know that you are mine. i shift my weight and lower myself a bit, enough to be able to nuzzle your neck, that is of newborn flesh to me. so soft and and delicate. my right hand wanders as my left caresses the back of your neck. i rise to your ear to let you feel my breath and suck your blushing lobes. you notice my hand has slipped between your thighs. your breath scorches my neck. i brush your inner thigh ever so slightly with my fingertips, but it feels thunderous to you. whispering in your ear how much i ache for you. my hand brushes in an upward motion against what yearns for me. then gently,

Plz Read This
Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are! What Is Your Seduction Style?

My Lost Soul
I LOOK AT MY LIFE AND HOW I HAVE WASTED IT ON MY SOON TO BE EX HUSBAND AFTER 10 YEARS OF MARRIAGE AND LIVING IN HELL. I FINNALLY GOT MY SHIT TOGETHER. I RAN LIKE HELL. SCARED BUT ALIVE BUT FOR HOW LONG IS UNKNOW. I WILL POST AGAIN IN A FEWS A DAYS

Nervous Time
Well, im getting married in 10 weeks from tomorrow. I asked my mother if it was normal now to be nervous she said yes. So, im nervous..Wedding, stress, wedding stress, omg i think i may have another heart attack before all this is done..and i just turned 24 on Wednesday (sept 20th)

Lost Cherry Lonely
Im not sure why it is but LC only seems to be popular in CA or the Northeast. I would like to meet some local Southern hotties. Don't get me wrong my friends on LC are smoking hot but they mostly live way off. So if your busty and near TN send me a msg....

Stuff
As you can tell, I get really bored and post stupid pics of myself for others enjoyment, lol. I guess I could be doing worse things, lol. Anyways, I'm just sitting around and listening to the new skillet album, it's pretty good, in my opinion. I blog a lot over on my myspace page, it's private, but if ya want me to add ya, all ya gotta do is let me know! Visit my myspace at: http://www.myspace.com/austinlost. Thanks for letting me wast some of your time, maybe my next blog will be a little more meaningfull, lol. Austin :o)

Of Hope
kindred soul I held your beauty within my arms one brief moment I beheld your charms Two souls touched as none ever had all that is life, the good and the bad Was ours in a timeless space that we share your open heart showing things beyond compare A kindred soul on this sweet journey of life someone who knows that loneliness cuts like a knife leaving us breathless with anticipation that a reprieve in soon to be our emancipation Freedom from emptiness at the end we fulfill a gratuitous sensation of an infinite unending thrill To know something we share in our space two souls that feel and express in this place that only exist in the written word yet is far more touching than which is heard because it comes from the desire of the soul to find our missing half and become whole the sent of a match may stir the senses but these written words build fences that hold in the feelings that only we know there is nothing more beautiful t

Tag,,,you're It
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves.People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged,list their names,leave them a comment, and tell them they are tagged, and to check your blog for details...It's fun. 1. I want to be loved 2. My bed has to be made every day 3. I like clowns 4. I love to play video games 5. I wear fuzzy, leopard print house shoes 6. I put a hand towel over the alarm clock, to keep the light from waking me up J. Bones Lordi29 The G-Spot Bigdaddy rhyno8123

Tomcat Dared Me To Do 6 More Wierd Things About Myself.. Crap Again!! :-)
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I blush very easily 2. I am rather shy and reserved 3. I don't like crowds (Stay at home quiet type person) 4. I was 31 years old before I stepped into my first bar. 5. I have a hard time with compliments 6. I don't like being put on the spot, I clam up. The 6 people Im going to tag are; 1. WowieZowie (Bill) 2. SugarDumplin (Sandie) 3. ZEBRAfan (Chris) 4. HogMan (Brad) 5. Ree (Tookie) 6. SweetGuyBri (Brian)

I Don't Know!
I am angry for a minute... I wrote this nice dedication up and it disappeared... so here we go again. This week is dedicated to my lil princess, Akaysha... Daddy loves you dearly and misses you. I know I still under estimate how smart and understanding you are. I wanted to talk to you last night but you was having a Robert moment (arms crossed and lips poked out, saying no--Some of you that know me can imagine)... Girl you are so grown and big. I miss you and I will be there to see you really soon, I need to make reservations. I do want to tell you this. Mama is your friend, she is just maintain and doing what she has to do. We both love you dearly. I am so proud of you, you are starting to use the potty. I knew you would get tired of that stinky poo being on your booty! LOL. You go girl. High Five! Well I just wanted to briefly let you know that Daddy thinks of you all the time. I love you Akaysha...

Of Passion
Burning Soul You came into my soul and made it your home Now that we’re apart how my thoughts do roam Never at peace without you and lost inside my mind Never free of loneliness until these eyes you find Bound in a way that holds me wanting, needing so much Desires burn like wild fire, I hunger for your touch I long for sweet surrender and that loving gentile peace For a time when we gaze deep inside and passion release To sweep you off your feet and pull you to my side Free to love you wildly feelings I can’t hide Long slow kisses wet with the nectar from our lips There’s a demon driving forth desire see my halo slip To hold and make sweet longing love to you without end To be your dreams and confidant , your lover and best friend Burning hotter than I could ever try to contain Embers of this passion burn and yet you and I remain Unconsumed by the heat of two who join as one Always wanting needing more , never left undone Fed with how we feel and how we love so tr

Music...
These past couple days I have found some really good songs that I love now!! So, I thought I'd share... Blue October "Hate Me" Hinder "Lips of an Angel" Toby Keith "Crash Here Tonight" I just thought I'd list a couple, but lets not forget some old favs that I've recently come to love again... Conway Twitty "The Rose" (yes, I know he didn't do it first, but his is the best version I've heard) Ben King (I think) "Stand By Me"

A Soldiers Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give And to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about a strange sight I did see, No tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand, On the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges, awards of all kind A sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, so dark and dreary, I knew I had found the home of a soldier, once I could see clearly. I heard stories about them, I had to see more So I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping silent alone, Curled up on the floor in his one bedroom home. His face so gentle, his room in such disorder, Not how I pictured a United States soldier. Was this the hero of whom I’d just read? Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed? His head was clean shave

For Those Who Will Die
I HAVE BEEN DOWN THIS ROAD Having given all to the one I loved feeling set aside pushed and shoved We were never together in what mattered lost in the mess my trust was shattered Desire to be loved for who I am finding out too late it was a sham Used and empty I gave up on me hating the whole ugly tragedy Straw that breaks the camels back a violent uncalled for evil attack Praying to god just for an end not sure my heart will ever mend Wishing that I had never taken the vow wondering what will become of me now Picking up the pieces of this ruined life due to broken promise of husband and wife Will any one love me just for me I wait on the answer in time I will see So much of what happened made me this way the road that I travel must lead to a new day By R. Thomas Dinsmore

No Black Eyeliner Here.
I seriously despise being vulnerable; I never put myself out there unless I'm confident that I will not be falling. As such, I rarely make intimate connections with people beyond the realm of friendship. However, there comes a time every now and then when I do relate my feelings to someone, and so far every time I've been hit square in the face. Once I was given a straightforward, respectful and warm rejection which eased the burden, but most of the time I've quickly discovered that my dreamy so-and-so is really a shriveled coward inside. WHY can't anyone just fucking SAY NO instead of stringing people along for fear of "hurting their feelings"? Has my utter frankness, my rude bluntness not PAINTED A PICTURE of my communication style?! I suppose I'm overexaggerating with this evening's rant. This has really only happened to me twice in my lifetime. In the meantime, I find garlic stuffed olives help with bad moods.

Iraq Sucks
Hey how yall been? I been busy here in Iraq, figured i would come by and see if i still have the account open, and i do woohoooo... So i wanted to say hello to yall and say im back, i work at the computer place so ill be on my time 3-12 almost everynight. so im gonna try to keep this open while im on incase someone wanted to talk or anything. well i hope everyone is doing good, and miss yall. Hope to catch up to most of yall soon or sometime. Sandbox Junkie, Doug

Lies My Daughter Tells
Lies my daughter tells I want to set the record straight . I did not kick my daughter out 6 months . She left told me to f*ck my self and wished I died . The day she left I dropped her off at her friends out Brianna's for no apparent reason. the next day said very hurtful things to me and hasn't been with me since my daughter is 17 years old. Now ive been a single mom since pretty much at birth I left her sorry ass father .Which I knew since I was 12 got married young and then I guess I woke up .I've had hard times yes all single parents usually do but not once did I ever hit my kids I always tried to make her happy .Seems like I tried to hard Sometime I think maybe I shouldn't of been so protected of her let her do what she wants at 12 .Not even worry... But I wanted more for her and I wanted to protect her from what I knew . This past year as been a nightmare .... My daughter has gone past of wh

Happy Thanksgiving
I know that I've never posted a blog entry. I've been busy with school and studying. I just wanted to wish all my friends out there in the Cheery Tap world a very Happ Thanksgiving and I hope that you all eat to your heart's content tonight as you share this day with family and friends.

My World --- Enter In
For lack of something better to do, here are all the words I can make using the letters in the phrase "interracial dating game".Yes, I am that bored on a Sunday evening.Interracial Dating GameIn, it, at, gin, ledge, ram, car, tar, tad, rat, tin, ten, mad, made,dig, drag,lag, liar, retire, meat, team, tag, lag, aid, aide, great,net, nit, mar, gal, mace, race, real, reel, deal, date, dating, interracial, game, lace, ace, ate, eat, tea,lead, leer, teal, eel, meal,lame, tame, dame, let, lad, late, mate, interim, inter, retain, train, tear, rear, cried, tried, trial, trail, tread, tad, attain, meeting,rating, mating, trim, girl, arid, drain, grid, grain, rain, air, dial, redial, cat, retire, intern, tire, mire, edge, gate, rate, rite, mite,read, red, reed, greed, ice, iced, dice, rice, mice, mint, tint, glint, relent, tent, dent, dine, mine, tine, clad, glad, din, digit, racial,trace, dirt, rail, amid, lice, grace, art, dart, cling, ring, grim, lair, later, greater, retina, attend, meander,

Travel
What a great trip! Finally in my hotel and they have high speed wireless. Unfortuntely it sucks and I can't play my xbox360 live :( Oblibivion is about it. I guess I will call their tech support. LOL Anyone of my friend in the area HIT ME UP! I will be here for 17 more days would love to hang out, catch a patriots game, have a beer or whatever else gets you buzzing! send me a PM here! PEACE OUT YO!

'new Kid' (story My Friend And I Are Writing)
Chapter 1 Alyson Reeve walked up the school’s cobblestones steps, lost in her own thoughts. She didn’t even notice the soft rolling of a skateboard. Suddenly, something, or someone, hit her and she and her stuff went flying everywhere. She sat up on her knees slowly and started gathering her stuff. “Here, let me help you with that,” a kind voice made her look up into the soft, brown eyes of a teenager. He helped her gather up the last of her stuff and they stood quickly, their eyes still locked intensely. “Sorry,” he said picking up his skateboard, “I wasn’t watching where I was going. Anything I can help you with?” “No thank you,” she said, looking once into those soft, soft eyes, “but thanks for the offer.” She watched him push through the glass doors of the school and join a girl, then down the hallway out of sight. Snapping back to reality, she pulled her schedule. She gazed at it for a moment, searching for her first class with her finger. “Gotcha,” she whispered as h

Thinking Of My Daughters
Missing Love Thinking of you and then comes the pain my tears fall down like a cleansing rain the purity of your love has always been true of all from the past the one I miss most is you my heart it aches without giving a sign that the pain will end, sweet child of mine never have I loved any in that special way sometimes I wish I had let myself stay I knew that your life would be better if I went now in my mind you live free of rent I can't help but think of you all the day through missing the joy that has always been you This pain I will know for the rest of my days I have loved only you and I am stuck in this maze of never ending conflict between the mind and the heart I try not to think of you because it is just not smart to rehash the past and live in regret I look for a cure, I haven't found one yet I earned this pain by not leaving long ago now in this time it is something I know that when we hold on when we know better all we have left is whats found i

Santa
santa claus A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think -

Can You Read This
CAN YOU READ THIS? I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it. HEY YALL THIS IS AN INVITATION TO SMOKE E. DIGGLERA'S 30th BIRTHDAY BASH! The Official CherryTap Page of Smoke E. Digglera@ CherryTAP DATE:FEB 15th 07 TIME: ALL DAY PLACE:MY LOUNGE THIS IS LINK TO MY LOUNGE http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5065

New York
So, I went to New York on Saturday with my mom! It was sooo much fun! Did some shopping for my friends and the boyfriend ~lol~ and some for myself haha... got me some clothes! There was a protest which was kinda scary there were gangs and everyhting there, but I'm not quite sure what the protest was about if anyone knows comment me and tell me! I love New York sometimes I seriously wish I lived there ya know? People know what I mean if they live there it is sooo rad! I wish I lived in a big city! The only thing that frightens me is crossing the street lol I just cross when everyone else does! My mom and me know exactly where we are going too we have been going up there for my birthday for like 6 years now I think! After getting back on the R&J bus it felt good to be going back home though cuz my legs and arms were killing me form walking and carrying all the stuff I bought it was crazzy stuff! Well, that was my exciting Saturday! Everyone that checks this and reads this b

Adventures Of The Sloppy Ninja
Its late afternoon and my son, Matteo, has decided that he wants a frostie from Wendy's. Okay no problem, he deserves it. We put on our shoes and I grab my wallet. Matteo is chattering away about, "daddy look at this" and, "daddy look at that." My mind wanders a bit. I get him outside and then I lock and close the door to my apartment. I feel like I forgot something.. hhmm. Oh yeah my keys. Crap! I jiggle handle hoping that maybe it isn't really locked, but it is. I try to pry open the kitchen window but it wont budge. I live 8 blocks away from my work so I decide to walk to work and get my spare key. So we walk the distance and the whole time my son is chattering away about everything in sight. We get to my office and the secret key lets us in. I'm searching the shelves, cabinets, filing drawers, desktops and bathroom for my spare apartment key. I can't find it. It must be inside of my apartment. I find a key that somewhat resembles my apartment key. So we start the hike back. We get

That Hurtssssss.......
Sooooooooo I was invited to be here on Cherrytap by someone whom has become the world to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Whom was my verrrrrry verrrrry first boyfrienddd! Whom I wish I was with! Whom I am soooooo compatible with that he calls me a female version of him! owwhhhhhh I melt inside when he is talkingggg! Whom I am feeling like I have misssssed for the last 16 yrs! wild! uhuh! True! but feels so good! on that note....... that is why I am here! but on another note! as I was settttting up my page I get some dumb assss whom thinks he has a sence of humorrr! NOT! as a matter of a fact! YOUR RUDE and gahh I didnt deserve his immidiate asshole commentsssss! so besides him! I am excited to be here with my Huckleberry! He is allllllll I want! He has my heart and I think he knows it! Thats o.k. No matter what happens when I seeeeeee him sooooon! I am forever going to be in his hearts, as he will forever be in my heart tooooooooooooooooooooo! Kris + SheiL.

Yndio@ Cherrytap
The given has been received, as the received accepts goodwill. Boone's people's goodness, gathers fetterlessly, showing purity of Yuletide. A wholly unselfishness in knowing what has been received will be returned sevenfold between the ways of giving freely. A real score settled, among a scattered shot through the scope of what has become Cristmas Spirit. But not without a price, integrity--a backbone--stiffens to decay yet the spirit passed along has been the meaning to us all, as our community is free to give and recieve which is the integrity agreed--not that glimpse of a carauss known to some a season at a time.

A Dream Come True
I stair into your beautiful brown eyes, I can feel the blood rushing throughout my body. And as I brush the hair out of your face, I slide my hand down your soft slender cheek, as my skin touches yours, our hearts beat faster. As you run your hands through my hair I lean towards you, I breathe you in. And when our eyes close, our lips meet. Our kiss is soft and wet, smooth and warm, sensuous and passionate. The kiss hits our whole bodies like a tidal wave. We both feel all of our emotion at once, it's a feeling words can't describe. As we pull away, you look into my eyes and I look into yours, we smile realizing that was our first kiss, And it wasn't going to be our last. I never thought I could love again until I met you You've been more than that special friend my comforter too You've given me a different perspective chased away my dark clouds You've changed the life that was imperfect and made it into what it is now Great, joyous, fu

You And Me
Four things you wonder about me 1. 2. 3. 4. Three things you like about me 1. 2. 3. Two things you don't like about me 1. 2. My best feature 1. Two things you want to do with me 1. 2. One word that describes me 1. One question for me 1. I dare you to repost this see how many people do this to you

Gor
If the modern human heart was being smothered with lies, and it is; If my soul cried out for something more real, more constant than this gray Earth, and it does; If I valued true friendship, myborn maleness, and my right to defend what I feel is truth, and I do; If I am not afraid to stand up before my peers and announce to them that the GOR books touch a nerve in me, and take hold of my spirit in a way which few works of fiction ever have, and I'm not; If all that I have said above is true, then I am Gorean. Despite what others may say of me. It is true; and i am proud to say, even the presence of my most avaricious detractors: I am Gorean!

This Is A Must Read For Those Who Are In Az!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OK SO IM LOOKING FOR SOME NEW FRIENDS AND NEW RELATIONSHIPS SAD I KNOW TO DO THIS ON THE NET, BUT CONCIDER THE FACT THAT I HAVE SPENT THE LAST YEAR IN IRAQ BUSTING MY ASS.LOL THATS FUNNY ANYWAY I GET HOME BACK TO CAMP PENDLETON MARCH 5,2007. IT WILL BE IN 22 AREA ON THE GRINDER, IM SURE MOST OF YOU CANT OR WONT BE ABLE TO MAKE IT BUT HEY ITS OUT THERE NOW SO YOU ALL KNOW HAHAHAHA SO LET ME KNOW IF YOU WANT TO GET TOGETHER...

Sexual Skills
You have a sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

You Have A Sexual Iq Of 146
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com HOW SEX STARTS Body: ...a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 makeout ...a makeout leads 2 finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a fuck. ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ..subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply post this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If

What The Hell You Doin Here
hello everyone come cheack me out at www.phoenixxxradio.com where i ll be dj music man come on in and injoy the tunes hello all i am new to the cherry tap thang it real cool i injoy the radio stations and looking at the hot ass woman on here hit me up and become a friend of mine

Women
You know women are very wired. I mean they just get on your nerves. You try to treat them right and what do they do try and fuck you up more than you already are. See women say why are guys so mean and hateful but women can be to. I not bashing all women there are alot out there that are awsome but im just tired of looking and getting fucked every time. I really dont know how many times i can do this i really do. Well i think that is about all for now. Im sure ill vent later well post later *love ya lady's* Marcus

Realness In People
yall see the realness inthe ones ya love please ...cause before ya know...you wont be able 2 tell them how much ya loved them ..show them how much you,ve change show them how much you want them 2 be proud of you show them how much you cherrish life how much you want them to be proud of being part of live by doin the wright things follow yaheart follow the pad that god chose for all of uss show ya love 1`s....YOU CHERISH LIVE MORE THAN ANYTHING THERE IS AROUND YOU ....the ones ya with cherrish them tell them how much yoou love them show them how much you love them neer go with out saying bye never make a problem of something a poor 1 wouldnt...stop and think that all we here that are reading thiss blog....ARE DEARLY GREATLY BLESSED...WITH LOVE FOOD A HOUSE AND LOVELY FRIEND AND FO`S....SO YALL OUTHERE KEEP YA HEADS UPP LOVE YA LOVE ONES...LIV LIFE 2 THE MAX

Is It Possible To Attract Stupid People
im beginning to think that i attract stupid people, well in ireland anyway,. maybe peole are just stupid here. but i work in a supply store here and every day i get people returning items with some of the stupidist excuses ive ever heard, like my dog ate it, it wouldnt fit up my ass, oh i droped it and it broke, my wife thinks its ugly, my mistress bought me one already, my god its does weird, so im beginning to think i attract stupid people, is it just meor does anyone else have this problem?

No Internet!
Hey just to let you all know I don't have internet at home right now. So on the days I am not at work I will not be able to be on here. I don't know when I will be able to get the internet back on at my new place but as soon as I can I will be back up and running. Miss ya all! Ron

Poem I Wrote For My Daughter
MY LOVE My child as you were being conceived my love for you began, My child through out your first year of life my love for you continued to blossom, My child on your second birthday my love for you grew even more. My child as you become a preteen and go through life’s troubling mess, Of growing older towards womanhood, My love for you is there. My child as you go through your teenage years, And as life hands you lemons, And you try to make lemonade, My love for you is there, You don’t even need to ask. My child as you decide what profession to choose, What school fits you best, And go through all the tribulations of being a college student, My love for you is only a phone call or email away. My child as you grow to become a young woman, With your husband and children of you own, As you learn what it is to have unconditional love for your children, My love is stronger than you will ever know. My child as you watch your kids go through school, As you wa

My Screen Names To Reach Me At
If you would like to reach me..you can hit me up on yahoo at HOTHUNGTN69, if you would rather use MSN, you need to add me at HOTHUNGTN@hotmail.com...just send me an offline msg and ill get back to ya..i love to cam and get naked for ppl. i also love to masturbate and get kinky in person. let me know if you wanna hook up

Jokes To Send Us All To Hell !
Four Catholic ladies are having coffee together. The first one tells her friends, "My son is a priest. When he walks into a room, everyone calls him 'Father'. The second Catholic woman chirps, "My son is a bishop. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Grace'." The third Catholic woman says smugly, "My son is a cardinal. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Eminence'." The fourth Catholic woman sips her coffee in silence. The first three women give her this subtle "Well...?" She replies, "My son is a gorgeous, 6'2", hard-bodied stripper... Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Oh my God...'." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Q. What's the difference between Jesus and a painting? A. It takes only one nail to hang a painting. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- There's this old priest who got sick of all the people in his parish who kept confessing to

Bill Would Nip Microchips In Humans
Our beginnings as a civilized people began before Rome or Athens were even started, or before any part of Europe was even civilized! Our civilization is over 4,300 years old. Anahuac was one of only three civilizations in the world that had their own independent origins and development. Anahuac was the civilization of corn. Sumeria was the Middle Eastern civilization of wheat. China was the civilization of rice. There were no other completely original civilizations in human history. All other civilizations of the world are branches of these root civilizations. We originated our own civilization on our land without the aid or influence of Europe, Asia, Africa, or any other part of the world. Our Anahuac civilization created and developed magnificence in art and architecture out of our own genius. We have so much to be proud of as the Nican Tlaca Mexica people of Anahuac, but we remain ignorant of this glory, or we devalue it by our mental enslavement to the Eurocentric thi

My First Blog
My First blog and the pressure on writing something sensational is almost too much to bear. It's important to write something insightful, witty and intelligent so that people don't just think i'm some knuckle dragging neanderthal and that i might actually be someone they might want to know. I've got to be careful of spelling errers so i don't come off looking stoopid cause really i'm quite an intelligent fellow! I want to show off my true personality without coming off pretentious but still i can't understate myself at the same time. I'm not sure how people can do this without going insane!!! Screw it! I'm off to the pub......

Personal
Here are the top twenty movies I would recommend to people in Alphabetical order. Hopefully there is a surprise or two in there and maybe someone will find a movie that they have never seen and find that they enjoy it as much as I did. I would love to here people's opinions on the movies here and I would love to know your favorite movies. If they overlap mine that's fine. If they are ones I haven't seen that would be great too. Dave- Kevin Klein was brilliant in the role of the goofy stand in for an ailing president. While the premise borders on unbelievable, the performances by Klein and Frank Langella are played with just enough of a wink to allow you to lose yourself in the movie. Godfather II - The history of the family made this, for me, a better movie than the first Hackers - Fist movie where Angelina Jolie shows her breasts (plus they are real in this one). If that wasn't enough, the story is solid and I can relate to the characters. Nerd that I am. Did I mentio

Rants!
You know, I thought I could keep my mouth shut about this, but I can't. Surprise surprise. LOL. Anyway, here we go! My cousin and I got into a slight argument last Saturday. If she would have done as I asked, we wouldn't have. :D Anyway. I was supposed to go to a Mardi Gras ball that night, and we had previously talked about her doing my hair. Well, Saturday, I decided that I didn't want to be all fancy, just nice and presentable. I wasn't going there to impress anyone. Anyway. she called me and asked me if I wanted to get my hair done. I told her no, I don't feel good, leave me alone. Did she listen? Nope. Sure didn't. She decided to come over and try to convince me to do this. I continued to tell her to leave me alone and go away. She would have none of this. At this point. A NORMAL human would have realized that I was serious and would have left. Noooo. I even removed myself from the situation, and she still persisted. So...I told you that to tell you this. She isn't speaking to me

Contests
My Cherry Friends and Fans... I need your help please. Please go to this link and rate my pic and comment bomb me. The Comments are what counts!!!! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=39197&albumid=204025&i=1369073033 I'd really appreciate your help. *kisses* Jennie :)

Pet
Black leather collar,Wrapped around the neck of a good boy.Leash snapped,Hooked on the ring.Leading down the path.Kneeling with head held high,Thighs spread apart.Hands resting with palms face up.Eyes cast down,In submission,And absolute love and trust.The sweet submission,Not seen by many.With total loss,Of control.Only to the One,Deserving of such a gift.

Things
Today is ".. Buddy Day". Send this to your .. friends - even me, if I'm one of them - and see how many you get today! ~xoxo!! ___________________________#__# _________________________#__##__# ________________#########_#____#_# ________########____________##_#_# _____##__##____________________#_# ____##_#___#_____________________# ____#_#___#_________________##___# ____#_#__##___________#######_____# ____#__#_#_________###________##__# _____##_______###_#_____##_____#________####### _______###_______#_____###______##____##__###__# _________#______#________#___#__#____##_##___##_# _________#______#_______#####___#___##_##____#__# __________#_____##____##_______#____#__#_____#__# ___________##____##__________#######___#___##__# _____________##____##_____###_____#_____###____# __________#############_####______#_________# _______##_______#______#____#_____#___________# _____##_________#______#____#_____##_________# ___##___________#_______#___###__###________# __#__

Sexual Nickname
Sorry everyone, I'll try and get on more, been working tons and trying to catch up with homework, this picture made me laugh soo hard!! carrie's sexual nickname: "Cherry Pie" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com carrie's sexual nickname: "Cherry Pie" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Random
love is a game with a fine line between dreams and reality. right when you think that u can trust this person and that they wont do what every other one did they crush you and the pain just gets deeper and deeper. i tried to start over with my heart when i met u i try not to blame you for what they did to me i try to believe you when you tell me it was nothin i try to keep my cool when the little things upset me, especially when it was sumthin i do myself i try to make time so i can be sure that i could talk to you every day i try to trust you i try to let my guard down because i dont want to hurt you i try to let my heart overcome my mind in this battle i try to keep it together when all i wanna do is cry i try not to put myself in a situation where i would have to choose between you and a past experience i try not to judge you because you fessed up to the one lie i know u told me i try to keep it together even though i know ur still lyin i try to ignore her i try to l

Enchantingheartsend
You should know I miss you when the snowflakes drown my eyes, blinking forever out of my head as the mantra of summer solstices and stars is lost to the wind of a memory I'm not sure it's healthy reliving. You should know I miss you when midnight wraps me in cold sheets and the melodious whispers meant to warm two souls steal away my abilities to think when unheard pleas fall from my tongue and your embrace remains six hours lost. My heartbeats are slowly fading as ice freezes the blood in my veins and rainbowed smiles are forgotten; my lungs have stopped letting me breathe as sighs build up in my stomach and storm clouds capture my pupils, because it's hard to dream lullabyes and tomorrows with the phantoms of farewells chasing sunlight away. I miss you in studded syllables and monotoned words as my palms caress nothing but air, because my stairs have been blocked by the distance and the churning in the cracks of my skin can mean nothing but scars and goo

My Love My Friend
welland its been a hard one, its been a month sence my man passed on but i know it's gonna get better as time goes on. It's just so hard to come home and he's not here. I have my kids and mom with me but it's not the same as haveing the one ure in love with here. I'm glad for the time we had but only wish it was longer. Dont for get to tell the one ure with how much you love them every day because you might not have them the next day...There will be more yall have a good day. ABOUT 2 WEEKS AGO I LOST MY LOVER ,MY FRIEND...WE WASN'T TOGETHER BUT FOR A VERY SHORT TIME BUT HE GAVE ME THE BEST YEAR OF MY LIFE.HE PASSED ON AND ON HIS WAY OUT WAS ABLE TO HELP OTHER PEOPLE...HE WAS A GOOD MAN AND I'LL MISS HIM FOREVER...GOD!!!! WHY CSNT I HAVE HIM BACK??? BE SURE TO TELL THE PEOPLE YOU KNOW THAT YOU LOVE THEM BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU MIGHT NOT HAVE THEM ANY MORE...THERE WILL BE MORE LATER. Well it's about time for me to go to work...wish i could just stay home today but i missed work y

No Fun
Right, here we go now A sociology lecture With a bit of psychology A bit of neurology A bit of fuckology No fun Right, no fun My babe, no fun No fun My babe, no fun Fun to be alone Alone and by myself Fun to be alone In love with nobody else No fun My babe, no fun No fun My babe, no fun Fun to be alone Walking by myself Fun to be alone In love with no friends of mine Maybe go out Maybe stay at home Maybe call somebody on the telephone So c’mon, my baby c’mom So c’mon I’m alone Having no fun by myself This is no fun with nobody else I’m all alone By myself I’ll be alone Nobody else It’s no fun It’s no fun, all alone All alone, no fun All alone No Fun I’m alone I’m alive I’m alone And I’m waiting to have my fun I’m waiting ain’t got no one I’m all alone This is no fun No Fun All alone I’m alive No Fun I’m alive I’m alone No fun No fun No fun My babe, no fun Fun to be alone Walking by myself Fun to be alone In love with nobody

*~vodka And Novacaine~*
I don't really know where this came from... Some dark corner of my mind... Therein lies a poet... This poet is not kind... This pain inside runs deep... Tucked away it is my burden to keep... If only I could forget to remember... I could shed this heavy load... I try, I fail, I weep... Can somebody break the code... The shackles of my soul fall in defeat... A new creature is born... One who is full of love and not torn... But wait do you hear that sound... In my dreams I am bound... I wake up only to realize.... I am still in disguise... Im still searching for the way.... I grow more vindictive everyday.... I cannot release the animal inside.... So I try my best to devour and hide.... I want so much to be free... I want to be whole again... A little part of me dies with each new moon... And when the full moon shows its new found glory... That is when the tale of me becomes a whole new story... A beast is released that I cannot nor wish to contain... It prowls this world full of hat

Surgery
Hi everyone, well had surgery on the 13th of Feb ...They had to go in and try to fix the damaged nerve in my left elbow so they tore out some tissue in between the two bones cause they couldn't get the two bones to stop rubbing on the damaged nerve so they thought they'd make room with taking out the tissue in there to see if it would help.. Because they couldn't get the nerve to extend any to take it out from in between the two bones... Well went and got the stitches out last week they said it looks good but my elbow part is still numb not sure if its supose to be like that or not he said he'll see me in another month to see if the healing is still going good or not... But still in some pain and wondering if its supose to be like this but i can't seeh im untill next month now... So might get ahold of my family dr and go see him and see what he says he's a good dr and will see me and give me good advice i've been with him since 99 ... Anyways thought i'd give everyone a update as why i

I Need A Favor For The Kids...
Some of you whom actually do know me, know of Tristan my grandson. His pics are on my page. He is now 15 months old. Those that don't here is a short version of my favor. He was born at Metro Hospital in Cleveland in Nov 05, he is my first grandchild and was a preemie. He was immediately taken to ICU and my world changed. I had never seen so many little tubes and needles and such an intense place for babies. Months went by and we were deperate to hear just a tiny sound from him. After 5 long months he was released from ICU to a rehab center, 2 months after that he finally went home. He has a G-tube in his belly and will be on oxygen prolly another year or so. He's an amazing little boy. But my favor is to help say THANK YOU to the hospital that took such good care of him and us through a whirlwind time. I can assure you there are MANY babies and children in ICU and other area of the hospital that NO ONE comes to visit. Mostly its the babies are left to feel loved from the sta

Politics And Society
http://www.uclaprofs.com/articles/dirtythirty.html This group of radical right alumni have decided that it is their duty to expose professors who, in their opinion, are too liberal. This in it's self is not a problem. What is a problem is that this group has decided it is their duty to strong arm these professors into either changing the way they teach, get them fired, or harass them into quitting. The leader of this group, Andrew Jones, has decided to pay students to gather information on any teacher they believe to be too left in their teaching. http://www.uclaprofs.com/studentshelp.html To summarize their criteria for what they consider valid proof. A student must have "Full, detailed lecture notes, all professor-distributed materials, and full tape recordings of every class session, for one class." Andrew Jones is an example, and not even an extreme example, of the tactics the radical right has resorted to. In Ohio evangelical preachers are threatening their cong

My Myspace Blogs
:) morals mean nothing in nature. Squiggly line Oh squiggly line in my eye fluid. I see you lurking there on the periphery of my vision. But when I try to look at you, you scurry away. Are you shy, squiggly line? Why only when I ignore you, do you return to the center of my eye? Oh, squiggly line, it's alright, you are forgiven. "from family guy" Matrix Killer so I had a crazy dream I locked myself in my bedroom and I guess my friends and the police were trying to get in because I killed the cast of the matrix, it was funny one person tried going up through the laundry chute, I blocked my door with all this crap that I didn't have in real life and some reason my door would not stay shut, so I taped it and magically a locked formed on it. I came in the room with a shotgun and I hide it some where but I forgot where I put it so the whole time I was looking for it and my room got bigger and bigger, there was 2 other people in the room and they

Leaving
Well it was nice being on here for what time i was i met some interesting people and i what to say ty for those that came my friend and made me feel welcome as i did im quiting the site for good now so i wish each and everyone of you the best

My Higher Self
To My Higher Self I bless my Higher Self and ask that the way be made clear for the Divine Plan of my life now to come to pass. For me to fill the place that only I can fill and no-one else can fill. For me to do the work and the things that only I can do. I ask that all doors now be made open and all channels free for endless avalanches of abundance to be poured upon me from unexpected sources. I ask that all the above come to pass immediately, Under Grace and in a perfect way.

Selfishness And Greed
Selfishness and greed. Lately, thats all I see. Murder everyday, when will the stupidity go away? There's so much drama going on. People should grow up and realize they're wrong. People should just be honest and stop forcing their fakeness upon us.

I'm Finally Back
Well i wanted to say something and get this off my chest...I am not some slut that you meet on the internet and I will not meet you to sleep with you i do not call people cause it is so easy to trace a number that it is scary. I did that once when i was 16 and some 40 yo man came to my house and tried to get in when i slammed the door in his face my neighbor ended up calling the cops and the guy turned out to be a wanted man that had a history of attacks on girls. I do not do things like that anymore. So please do not be offended if i say NO and if that makes me fake then guess what you can remove me from your list and well shove your keyboard and monitor up your #$$! P.S. If you are getting on my nerves i will tell ya

General
I have to go for a bit! Don't be sad, I will return. My friend is getting married and I am going to sunny California to help out the last few days of her single life and be with her as she takes the plunge into her married life! I should be back in about a week and a half! *kisses* to everyone! Someone voted one of my pics a 5!!!! I want to bitch slap them! They have no name they are just "someone" and I can't click them. Are they even a member! What bullshit! I'm back. I've been back in town and recently moved and got my computer back up and running. I see I have many new friends, and I say HEY to all of you.

A First!
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his

No More Love
I place the dagger beside my eye I press it in until I cry I twist more to ease the calm Then comes much destruction Every inch hurts like hell! Twas the cry you heard from below Never again will you bleed For all you has left is your selfish All alone you hear the angels cry Nevermore will you die Never letting go will be your fate Deaths destruction at your wake Killing raping he will go Never showing an ounce of pity For he is the reaper all grim and gritty You lie there at heavens gates of wrath Waiting for judgment to come and pass You know the verdict all silent and shallow For You will rest forever in earths hallow There you lie trampled and torchered Wondering why you came to this place Then You remember just one face One face in your mind so pretty and nimble Then you remember the day you hurt her You cry in the depths of earths hot depths With bastards and winged things at your steps A prayer for this woman to forgive and forget.

The Day The Dollar Die
I see Johnny with his head hanging down, yeah wondering how many shillings left in that pound cost of living it is rise up so high dollar..., had heart attack and die .... .... unemployment is rising and I hear my people they're crying the day that the dollar die things are gonna be better the day that the dollar die no more corruption the day the dollar die people will respect each other the day the dollar die tell me brother is there something I can do don't you let frustrations make you blue time is hard and I know that is true but if you pick yourself up, that's all you got to do things can be much better, oh yeah if we can come together long time we've been divided and it's time .... the day the dollar die .... the day the dollar die .... the day the dollar die .... the day the dollar die now I see you're standing on your feet and you can also ..... ........ let you down there is always a solution to be found .... .... unemployme

Touch
TOUCH I would not sell my soul, so you stole it anyway. I remember a stare of fire which made you turn away. Released your tears and made you cry. My eyes are dry with anger. Tap your feet to the dance of death, and see which paths lead you there. You are always with me, because sometimes blood is a valuable comodity. Ever see a shadow that breathes and laughs? The air I breathe is sweeter. Occasionally there is a fine line between desire and fear. So, when you feel the butterflies in your gut, I will be there. By Tommy "TommyNator" Iversen. Translated from Danish to American/English and edited by my friend and englishteacher Søren Aagaard.

I Heart Surveys!! (ok, That Was Stupid)
1. Sex is best in the morning, afternoon, or night? def afternoon or night 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? the side near the alarm clock, unless I'm not at home 3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken? none, thanks 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? couple times 5. What leg do you put in pants first when putting them on? no fucking idea 6. Candles or incense? candles- incense prevents me from breathing properly 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? rarely- more fun when people are watching 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? yep, with my best friend ;) 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? haha- no, never got any money for that 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? micro- I'm no Betty fuckin Crocker 11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty? car, but neither if I can help it 12. Shower or bath? shower most of the time due to lack of time for baths 13. Do you pee in the shower?

Sexy Quiz's
Daring, confident, animalistic You like to have a lot of sex and try a lot of things. You are very kinky and have a lot of confidence in yourself. You like to explore all aspects of sexuality because it is something that interests you a lot. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You are 91% fuckable! Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com well well..what can i say..laffin The Twelve Days of Christmasfor azzura:Day #Who?What they got you1sta fitted corset made of cling wrap2ndLED christmas anal beads3rda leather blindfold and a motel key4tha dusty bottle of absinthe

Work Life
Ok, ok. I know it has been a long time since I have updated this and here we go. I have changed jobs to one that is much closer to home. Instead of an hour and a half commute each way, it is now only a half hour. :-) It was beginning to get more and more difficult to get up in the morning and go to my old job. Aside from the commute, it wasn't interesting any more and becoming more of a chore then fun. After I gave my three weeks notice (to be nice and give them time to find a new person with little vacancy) my old company notified me the day after that my services were no longer required and my last day was that day. I was told this at 9:30AM, and told that I had an appointment at the corporate office at 2pm. Oh, and there was a retirement lunch for one other person that was leaving that day as well. Now, that would not have been so incredibly bad if they were going to pay through the notice period I gave them, but that was a pipe dream. And I had not been planning on mo

Sub Song
This My Master, is my song to You. I give to You this hymn of love and devotion. I give to You my most precious possession. I give to You my gift of obedience, of body, mind and spirit. I long for Your hand, I long for Your whip. Most of all, I long for You. Cuffed and at Your feet, helpless and vulnerable, I tremble for Your caress. I long to swallow whatever You give. Bound and chained, my body is Yours. I stay open for You waiting for You to fill me. Stretched and tethered and roped, Your hand brings me pain, Your hand brings me pleasure. I render my spirit to You, I long for Your firmness, and Your throbbing discipline. Collared and leashed, I crawl to You, to sit at Your feet, to be Your pet. You bind my body with chains and rope, but You unfetter my spirit, You set me free. My desire I give to You. My servitude, You hold in your hands. I am on my knees for You, there is no ordeal of flesh or spirit, that

Allow Me...
Allow me the strength to answer questions I can't fathom. Allow me the spirit to know his needs. Allow me the kindness to choke back retorts. Allow me the serenity to serve Him in peace. Allow me the love to show Him myself. Allow me the tenderness to comfort Him. Allow me the light to show us the way. Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him. Let me be able to show Him each day my love of my service to Him. Let me open myself up to completely belong to Him. Let my eyes show Him the same respect, whether I sit at his side, or kneel at his feet. Let me accept my punishment with the grace of a woman. Let me learn to please Him, beyond myself. Grant me the power to give myself to Him completely. Give me the strength to please us both. Permit me to love myself, in loving Him. Allow me the peace of serving Him. For it is my greatest wish, my highest power To make his life complete, as he makes mine.

Sweet Desires
Here I'm standing in the night My crescent wand the only light Alone against my darkest fear But I sense my friends are near I'll draw from each the power I need The evil Queen we will defeat - *Give me the strength to carry on With all our love we can't go wrong Only together we face the fight Nothing can stand against our might - [Repeat *] - With all our strength the battle's won With all our love we can't go wrong We have the strength to carry on

Today
So today I went Centennial Olympic Park here in Atlanta, home to the 1996 Olympics. We have Final Four weekend here and I have to say, the city is alive and kicking! I saw the band Live which is my favorite band and Ludacris perform today. Totally awesome... Next up- The Warped Tour!

Whatev.
So, this would be my first blog. And probably the only one. I just joined CherryTAP the other day, pretty much yesterday actually. I guess it\'s cool? Haha. I\'m usually a myspace addict. Unfortunately though, most the people who talk to me on here aren\'t even close my age. = Oh well. :) If you stop by my page, rate me, fan me add me and I\'ll do the same. :P

Fucked Up Loser
I, Kevin Wood, am a totally fucked up loser who aparently wants to screw around on his wife...the mother of his child...the person who tries to make his life as good as possible...the person who takes care of everything at home...the person i lie to all the time. so if anyone wants a loser...i'm your man. you must be able to put up with my mood swings, my temper tantrums, me throwing things, pushing you around, lying to you constantly, and also i don't give a damn about anyone but myself...so be prepared for that.

Rain And Love
When did I enter the gates of heaven and get released from the ones of hell?, I feel like I spent the last year or so trapped in a jail cell, Now I'm released thanks to your love and happiness, Thank you for taking my heart and making my life sheer bliss, Nothing could compare to the things you make me feel, I'm yours and your mine and thats our little deal, I knew the time would eventually come, When we would unite and become one, Kill all my suffering and pain, Keep trying so we can make our feelings last and never let things be the same, Same as they used to be, living in pain without one another, Just be you, my girl, my baby, and my lover, If i ever lost you I would have no one to turn to, Because no one will ever love me like you do, Lay with me under the stars, And let our love surround us and make us forget the scars, Kiss my lips so I can sleep knowing your still here, As long as your mine you wont ever cry anot

Bullshit
This is absolute bullshit. Go to http://www.socialconcepts.com/ and you will find some very interesting things. I think that this is bullshit. They CLAIM that this is for photos in the default folder only. But how long until that goes away. And your NSFW, private, and friends/family only pics are subject to being put on there? I say that this should be closed ASAP! Anyone who reads this, message, comment, shout at babyj, try and get this to go away!

Bbq At My New House!
Theres gonna be a Texas gathering in North Carolina. BBQ at my house on Saturday April 14th 2007. The plan so far is to cook out here at the house then head to "Cadillac Ranch" afterwards. Message me for details and directions.

My Way
because he came from nothing. his only link to the music business was being used by siouxsie in 1976 and therefore by maclaren in 1977. his only purpose in the sex pistols was supporting rotten. he did it by overrunning him. and his only purpose after the band split was to prevent maclaren from continue the misuse of the movement. he did it by nailing dylan to the chelsea hotel. that should make anyone worthy a place in music heaven. is the song Friggin In The Riggin the inspiration for My Way? it might seem absurd and not a song to be remembered by, but I think this is the case. the pistols had split and they were trying to go on as a group, led by maclaren of course. Friggin can be their way of copying the stones career. like they went on without their main man brian jones and made pirates more fun than Long John Silver maclaren could find this to be the only solution to continue without rotten. but not even maclaren sank that low. the reason for this is therefore sid v

Show Support To Virginia Tech
To support those who were affected by the shooting at Virginia Tech, the college is opening its "arms" and letting anyone join the Hokie Family, all you have to do is wear maroon and orange to show support for the fallen Hokies. WEAR YOUR MAROON & ORANGE! This picture is in my pictures. Feel free to rip it.

Remember When
Remember the time..... WOW ..... i never realized how much i missed the 90's until now! Before the Internet & text messaging. Before Sidekicks & iPods. Before MIKE JONESSS Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX. Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night. WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs. When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing. When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie. When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans. When MTV played music videos When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever. When you looked forward to watching TGIF on TV Way back...... Tag. Get Over Here!!!! means something to you. Hide-n-Go Seek in the dark. Red Light, Green Light. Heads Up 7 Up. Playing Kickball & Dodgeball even Wallball. Hopskotch. Slip-n-Slides. Tree Houses. Hula Hoops. Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps. The annoying

Get A Freakin Grip People
OK I realize that most of you people out there are goofy over Anne rice and her retarded idea of what a vampire is. Heres the reality. Vampires as you envision them dont exist.They never existed the way you tards think they did. The reality of it is that the only sickos that have even thought they were vampires and christ forgive me for this but psychologist actually decided to actually label it as a mental problem that needs treatment. however i look at it as just some retards that read one too many glamourized novel or saw one too many movies. AND COME ON PEOPLE. WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO SPEND YOUR PATHETIC LIFE DRINKING BLOOD WITH THE CHANCE OF CATCHING SOME DISGUSTING DISEASE. GET A FREAKIN GRIP.

Drama
I come here to make new friends and come to find out a certain person takes offense to me making a comment sayin his or her kid is looking like a PIMP and that meaning they're looking good and nothing in a bad way becuz 1st. of all I don't disrespect someones child and 2nd. to sit there and see me as a JERK for a simple remark I find it disrespectful becuz I'm no one to be putting down anyone for anything so if u find me as a JERK please feel free to delete me as a friend or whatever u'd call me becuz 4realz I'm tired of these BULLS#&% assumptions and losing a so called friend is fine by me becuz I've had worse do more stupid things to me in the past and most of all I don't need crap from mobody or will I take it so what I'm saying is IF U GOT DRAMA LEAVE ME THE FUCK OUT OF IT BECUZ I DON"T HAVE TIME 4 CHILDISH GAMES I THOUGHT WE ENDED THOSE DAYS LONG AGO SO DO AS U WISH BECUZ MYSPACE IS FULL OF PEOPLE THAT DO THIS CRAPO THATS EWHY I BARELY GO ON THERE ANYMORE DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

Music
great show last night,at the mojo room,which was the last show of the tour! all three bands rocked out!! Met up with some old friends,and made some sexy new lady friends..who like to shake it to sevendust! good times,passed out some ohr cds!! rock on !!! SEVENDUST FOR LIFE!!! DJK I saw Black Canvas,The Showdown,and Days Of The New at the Mojo Room,on Saturday April 21rst,2007! Great show! All three bands were awesome!! Starting with local band,my friends Black Canvas,great to see them representing local music with a kick ass set! It was a great defining moment for me,and all the supporters of the treasure coast music scene! Rocking out their originals,this three-piece showed the Mojo why the Mojo is in Port Saint Lucie,cause our scene is on the rise!! Then The Showdown,who reminded me kind of Every Mother's Nightmare rocked a blistering set of originals and did pieces of Metallica and Pantera songs! Which was a great tribute to Cliff and Dimebag!! Look out for th

The Hall Of Stupid Fucking People
OK THIS ASSHAT GETS TO BE THE REASON FOR ME TO MAKE THIS SPECIAL BLOG FOR STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE. I HAVE 1 THING TO SAY ABOUT STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE!! 1) STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE SHOULD NOT BREED!!! SO HERE IT IS THE REASON I STARTED THE HALL OF STUPID PEOPLE!! THIS GUY COULDNT LEAVE THIS GIRL ALONE!! AFTER SHE TOLD HIM TO LEAVE HER ALONE!!! SHE BLOCKED HIM ON YAHOO AND CT SO WHAT DID THIS DUMBASS DO HE FOLLOWED HER INTO THE LOUNGE AND CONTINUED TO MESS WITH HER! AFTER SEVERAL WARNINGS TO KNOCK IT OFF. WELL THIS BRAINCHILD IS NOW WONDERING WHY HE WAS BANNED THE FOLLOWING IS WHAT WAS SAID IN MY SHOUTBOX!!! AS WELL AS THE LINK TO HIS PROFILE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO GO AND BLOCK HIS DUMBASS! read from the bottom up ->A kwest.© ...: i did A kwest.© ...: tell me at least... who banned me? please man A kwest.© ...: yes sir. best of luck to you man. ->A kwest.© ...: oh do fuck off A kwest.© ...: the best are always hated the most, arent they bro? ->A kwest.© ...: keep your selfrig

Work
It's been a difficult week so far and I won't be able to stay on for long periods of time. Just wanted to let ya'll know so you don't worry. Just trying to catch up as much as I can with my job. Send me e-mails if you want, just let me know it's you on the subject line so when checking spam I don't delete you. Cupidforevr@aol.com

In Loving Memory Of A Friend
Once again, I realize how short our time on this earth is. I've lost a good, close friend, and was fortunate enough to spend some time with her when I was back home for a visit, and very glad I took pictures, knowing it would probably be the last time I saw her. She had a long fight with cancer, but never faultered, I'll always admire her for that, her fighting spirit. I don't sweat the small stuff anymore, because this all could be gone in an instant. So, live life the best you can, and be happy. Bless you, my friend Carol, love you and will miss you so very much......

The Bulletins
why do people post these no one reads them and hardly know one reposts them.I dont post to many Bulletins but the one I did was from a MOM whos son was shot in the head in Iraq all she wants is the support and prayer for her.Hopeing she can get to him before he dieds or has brain damage and dont know who she is.But I guess the isnt important enough to read and repost so thanks alot to those who are supposed to be my friends,I try to repost the important things for you.Points is all this is about,I just dont get it.........

Motivational Quote For Today Is:
"How helpless we are, like netted birds, when we are caught by desires!" Baquera says: Desires come and they go, but as long as you feed it, care for it, and control it you will get the ride of your life. Ladies and gentlemen, I'm sure your minds are all in the gutter, but please note that a motorcycle gives you more miles! LOL! Joke: The husband gave his wife a gift - a tombstone, with the inscription: HERE LIES MY WIFE - COLD AS EVER. Later the furious wife bought a return present - also a tombstone, on which the inscription read : HERE LIES MY HUSBAND - STIFF AT LAST. "Oh what a tangled web we weave When first we practise to deceive!" Baquera says: The worst liar that I despise is an individual who says he/she doesn't lie. This liar turns around and really doesn't lie but gets out of promises and breaks his/her word. Twisting things to make it seem like your at fault or you've hurt there feelings. Reality check dude! That is still lying! If you offer then

Music
Hey all, I appreciate you stopping by and signng my guestbook.. much love!! Wikked!!!! Pantera's "cemetery Gates" Reverend, reverend, Is this a conspiracy? Crucified for no sins No revenge... beneath me. Lost within my plans for life, It all seems so unreal. Im a man cut in half in this world, Left in my misery. (instrumental) The reverend he turned to me Without a tear in his eyes. Its nothing new for him to see, I didnt ask him why. I will remember... The love our souls had sworn to make. Now I watch the falling rain All my mind can see now is your (face). Well I guess You took my youth And gave it all away. Like the birth of a new found joy, This love would end in rage... And when she died I couldnt cry, The pride within my soul. You left me incomplete All alone as the memories now unfold. Believe the word. I will unlock my door... And pass the cemetery gates. Sometimes when Im alone, I wonder aloud, If youre watching over me Some pla

Jen's World
I think this is pretty damn close. Let me know what you think. K : You're wild and crazy R : Fuckin Crazy O: awesome kisser N : you really like to drink ALOT! E : Great in bed R : Fuckin Crazy A : you like to drink B : You like people C : You are really silly D : one in a million F : You are dead sexy E : Great in bed G : You never let people tell you what to do H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser I : Great in bed J : People Adore you K : You're wild and crazy L : Unbelievably great in bed M : best kisser ever N : you really like to drink ALOT! O: awesome kisser P : You are popular with all types of people Q : You are a hypocrite R : Fuckin Crazy S : You're loyal to those you love T : Easy to fall in love with U : You are really silly V : You are not judgemental W : You are very broad minded X : You never let people tell you what to do Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for Z : Always ready Delete the other pe

Friends
Umm I cant seem to figure this shit out. It happenes to me everytime. I start to be friends with someone and they flake out. Stop talkin' to me or just flat out ignore me unless they need something. I am so tired of this shit. I have two friends that live in my town and one that doesn't. And that is all I need so if you are on here playing games pulling peoples heart strings with your lifes woes and don't want to be a true friend then don't talk to me. I am not on here for y'alls amuzement. I am on here to meet interesting, nice, good hearted people. If you are on my friends, family or fans list and you actually take the time to read this blog thank you but I would appreciate it more if you RESPECTED me enough not to use me. I have a feeling that the person this is directed to will know exactly who he/she is. I am counting on it actually. Maybe they will realize that they are fixing to loose a good friend who would actually be here for them when they need it. It is all good though beca

Sports
Well here we go...I have been told that I have too much time on my hands with all the sports stuff I know. So i figured what better way to get it out than to start putting it in a blog. So here I go. And I am open to any critisizm.... First off RIP Josh Hancock..and our thoughts and prayers are with his family.. Well i guess it was a good weekend to be a Boston sports fan. Winning 2 out of 3 from the Yankees in New York, and getting Randy Moss in a trade with the Oakland Raiders. Granted the Yankees had a horrible month, it is only the first month of the season and they shouldn't be counted out by anyone(even us die hard Red Sox fans). And also hat off to A-rod, for having one hell of a month. It looks like the booing of A-rod in NY has stopped for now. Not sure if it was just my tv or not but it did sound like the Yankee fans were booing Mariano Rivera on Friday night when Joe Torre came to the mound to get him, after another inefffective outing. I personaly don't think t

New Routine
It took me the better part of today to make the rounds to the people in my "Fan-Of" list. I'm behind on adding new Club F.A.R. Members & rating my new friend's stuff. So I've come up with a routine on how I'm going to start doing things. Monday ~ Make comment rounds & try to hit people's pics as they are uploaded. Tuesday ~ Make comment rounds to just those in my "family" as I consider those people to be good friends. (Have openings to anyone wanting to get to know me & be a real friend.) Add new Club F.A.R. Members & rate pics/stashes. Wednesday ~ Make Hump Day comment rounds. Thursday ~ Make comment rounds to my "family" list. Add new Club F.A.R. members. Rate pics/stash & contest bombing if asked by the person in the contest & not a friend of a friend. Friday ~ Make comment rounds only. Saturday ~ Make comment rounds to family members only. Sunday ~ Make comment rounds to family members only. Rate pics/stash & perhaps contest bomb if asked. I still h

10 Things Your Girl Shouldn't Know
Woman often tell themselves that they need to keep some secrets from their men. Well, the inverse is true as well. There are certain things that your woman should never find out about you. For instance, she doesn't need to know about the hot girl who works at your office, and you don't want her to know that you cried for a week after your ex dumped you flat. After all, you always need to maintain some leverage in your relationship. And as soon as your lady has all the goods on you, the power distribution will have shifted dramatically. Furthermore, keeping some information to yourself might help keep her honest, and it saves you from the risk of public embarrassment. Here are the top 10 things your gal should never know about you. Keep this valuable info to yourself, but remember this: If your woman can potentially find out about any of the following from another source, you might as well give it up right now. If she discovers any of your little secrets by means of an alternate p

Jokes
NEW WORDS FOR 2007: Essential vocabulary additions for the workplace (and elsewhere)!!! 1. BLAMESTORMING Sitting around in a group, discussing why a deadline was missed or a project failed, and who was responsible. 2. SEAGULL MANAGER: A manager, who flies in, makes a lot of noise, craps on everything, and then leaves. 3.ASSMOSIS : The process by which some people seem to absorb success and advancement by kissing up to the boss rather than working hard 4. SALMON DAY: The experience of spending an entire day swimming upstream only to get screwed and die in the end. 5. CUBE FARM : An office filled with cubicles. 6. PRAIRIE DOGGING : When someone yells or drops something loudly in a cube farm, and people's heads pop up over the walls to see what's going on. 7. MOUSE POTATO : The on-line, wired generation's answer to the couch potato. 8. SITCOMs: Single Income, Two Children, Oppressive Mortgage. What Yuppies get into when they have children and one of

A Mind Forever Wandering
On England’s Channel 4, there’s going to be a documentary called “Human Footprint”, which, basically, will break every aspect of your life into a statistic. Here are some of the numbers they calculated: On average, you have 2,475,576,000 seconds on Earth. (–In years, that makes you 78-and-a-half years old.) As a baby you used 3,796 diapers. You’ll cry 15 gallons worth of tears. You’ll have relations 4,200 times. (–That’s an average of around 80 times every year from age 18 through 70. That works out to a little better than once a week. . . which seems really low if you include touchy-selfy.) You’ll eat 10,866 carrots and 10,354 chocolate bars. You’ll know 10 people who commit suicide, nine who die in car accidents and one who dies in a fire. If you’re a smoker, you’ll smoke 77,000 cigarettes. (!!!) You’ll produce foul gaseous emissions an average of 15 times a day. You’ll say 123,206,750 words, or about 4,200 words every day. You’ll produce 39 gallons of v

It Didn't Solve Anything
you did what was best for you, i think you had no clue, as to how it would effect me, then again whats new i lived and breathed that life, you ripped it all away, i was the one who had the breakdown, sorry is all you can say my emotions were all over, my heart turned to dust, because of you, there is no one that i trust

Tribute To Mothers Everywhere
This is something I read this morning. I thought it was worth reposting. Happy Mother's Day to all of you who are moms or moms-to-be. Mother She dreamed of you from the time she was a little girl cradling a baby doll in her arms. She always saw you playing around the little cottage in her childhood dreams. She carried you in her body and you made her sick every morning for weeks and weeks. She bore you into the world through intense pain, but when she heard you cry and saw your wrinkled face, she forgot all about it and wept tears of joy. She fed you at her breast and her whole world revolved around you. She stole into your room at night just to watch you sleep and she was sure you were the most beautiful child on earth. She sat up through the night to bathe away the fever and at breakfast, your dad said, "Sleep well, honey"? oblivious to the all night vigil. She somehow always knew when you needed her, even in the middle of the night, and she came to your room and change

Off Cherry For Awhile...:(
HEY, I WILL BE OFF THE NET FOR AWHILE FOR HAD A REALLY GOOD FRIEND KILLED THIS WEEK IN THE SANDBOX. HE WAS A CONTRACTOR, HE AND I HAD SERVED IN THE ARMY TOGETHER. SO I WILL BE GOING TO CALLY FOR THE FUNERAL. ( QUICK SIDE NOTE JUST NOTED WHILE TYPING THE WORD FUN-eral the word FUN IS IN IT....NOT SO COOL). JUST REMEMBER. " ONLY THE DEAD HAVE SEEN THE END OF WAR " IT TIMES LIKE THIS THAT MAKE YOU REAL WHAT LIFE IS WORTH LIVING AND WHAT MAKES THE WORLD GO AROUND, FOR LIFE IS TO SHORT TO SPEND IT UNDER A ROCK OR IN YOUR LITTLE CUBICAL, OR NEVER FEELLIBNG THE GRASS UNDER YOUR FEET.. SORRY I AM JUST VENTING..SO BEAR WITH ME. THIS MAKES NUMBER 5 OF GUYS, WOULD HAVE TRUSTED WITH MY LIFE FOR A POLICE ACTION, OR AN ILLEGAL WAR. FOR THE PEOPLE THAT KNOW MY EMAIL WHILE I AM GONE. PROB BE GOING FOR AT LEAST A WEEK MAYBE MORE.

Hand In Hand It's nice to be needed, and do you know why? We must all depend on the other guy. You can work yourself right down to the bone. But you certainly can't get the job done alone. If everyone realized this obvious fact, and elected right then to get into the act, what a wonderful place this world would be. With me helping you and you helping me! Unknown Author To laugh often and much. To win the respect of intelligent people and affection of children. To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends. To appreciate beauty, to find the best in others. To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition. To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded. Ralph Waldo Emerson

What Type Of Ex Are You?
You Are A Jealous Ex You're not quite over your past, and you are hurt that your ex is moving on You're no longer in love, but you're not done with being pissed Jealous of any happiness that comes your ex's way, you still can't let go What Type of Ex Are You?

Happenings In The Lounge
Due to some recent events within Wicked Intentions, We feel as if we need to finally speak out on the issues at hand. As most of you know, during the last week Brutal Radio has called a war against Wicked Intentions claiming that getting our lounge deleted is their top priority. This war started from a down rate on one guys page from a DJ we have and has escalated into some sort of lounge war going as far as having our server hijacked by Brutal's Owner and having drama streamed across our airwaves. For this, Wicked Intentions sends apologies to all who had to be a witness to this. Wicked Intentions has not in any form joined in this "war game" they are playing. We have maintained that we are not interested in a war, have not posted anything derogatory, nor have we supported anyone who has. We have strongly suggested to our members to ignore the drama antics of the other lounge. We are striving to keep peace within our lounge and amidst the other lounges as well. We have always stated t

Fun
Join me in my true love for life... I am in love with life. If you open your mind you will realize that life is just amazing. Try not to let your religious and cultural prejudices stand in the way of learning something new or understanding something differently. What seems one way to one person can seem very different to another. What would be correct and good in one instance can be wrong under other circumstances. Therefore, I consider the opinions of others as I do the words from a friend's conversation; to be considered alongside my own and carefully weighed and thought about. We are all brothers and sisters in humanity. I hope that you can know the joy and humility of realizing the many similarities we share with other cultures, even with their ethological constructs so seemingly dissimilar from our own. Ultimately, I would like to build bridges to greater understanding and empathy. It is not that I believe there is no evil in the world; for there surely is, and it must be deal

Beer Or Pussy????
1. Beer is always wet. Pussy needs a little work. - One point to BEER 2. Warm beer tastes awful. - One point to PUSSY 3. A really cold beer is satisfying. - One point to BEER 4. If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. - One point to PUSSY 5. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten Pussies in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. - One point to PUSSY 6. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any Pussy in public, you become a legend. - One point to PUSSY 7. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of Pussy he may buy you a beer. - One point to PUSSY 8. You normally don't find old beer. - One point to BEER 9. Too much beer and you'll think you see flying saucers. Too much Pussy and you'll think you've seen God. - One point to PUSS

Honesty
why is it that ppl are always dishonest when it comes to feelings and relationsips, are selfish and never wanna give? i am thinking that all people are tooinvolved in themselves to ever consider anothers feeling.

My Thought
i don't understand y some people chose 2 drank than get behind the wheel. most of the bars here n my town will pay 4 u a cab 2 get home yet people still drank and drive all the time. next time u think it would b a good idea think about this. u make that chose but what if doing so u hit a family and u kill them. beter yet what if someone hit ur family and killed them because they desided 2 drink and drive and all they could tell u is i'm sorry. i was put in a wheel chair because my friends decided 2 pull over and let the drunk guy drive. the really sad part is not that i'll never be able 2 teach my kids 2 swimm or play ball but that my drunk friend died. he never got 2 be married or have kids. all because he use 2 drank and drive so much his friend thought it would b ok. if u get a dwi and lose ur liseans consider ur self lucky because the next time u my not be or someone else may not be. could u live with ur self the rest of ur life knowing u killed someone or some ones little kid

For My Sister Loretta Ann - I Love You-
YOU KNOW I AM VEEEEEEEERRRRRRY SHY WHEN IT COMES TO THIS- SO LORETTA HERE YA GO- I LOVE YOU GIRL AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW I APPRICIATE ALL YOU DO FOR ME- EVEN IF LIKE ANY SISTER -WE ARGUE- BOY DONT I LOOK AWFUL-- LOL--

Vacation
I'm back around for those of you who wanted to know just give me a shout i will be on here most of the night. Hey i know i dont talk to alot of ppl on here. But to those that i do. I will be gone for about a week or so. but i wpromise to catch up with everyone when i get back. Thx for the friends and hope to make more.Talk to everyone soon!

~†ldc Members On Loa†~please Read Inside For Details Thanks
OK EVERYBODY THIS IS THE LIST OF PEOPLE WHO ARE AT THIS TIME ON LOA IT WILL BE UPDATED AS MORE MEMBERS,FDR,CREATORS ETC. GO AND AND COME OFF OF LOA AND PLEASE WHILE THESE PEOPLE ARE AWAY PLEASE SHOW THEM THAT THEY ARE MISSED AND NOT FORGOTTEN THEY NEED JUST AS MUCH LOVE AND SUPPORT WHEN THEY ARE OFF AS WHEN THEY ARE ON THANKS ~†Adema†Concubine Of The Storm Riders Of LDC†~ £ÌRÈ ÐÈMÖñ §HÌVÄ~ MÄR¥ MÄRÈ Ö£ †HÈ LÐÇ~@ CherryTAP exhauster@ CherryTAP renegadelvr F.A.R. MEMBER*CTAF SQ3 #8 * ,Thanatos of Delhi Of Lestats Dark Covenant Family#vets cor@ CherryTAP ™Nosferatu™Eldέr-£ØЯĐ™Đrãculã™£ØЯĐ £ĘЅ†Ά†™-@ CherryTAP

Goodbye
too all my friends and fans its been a rush but im done here its time to move on if you want to chat with me my yahoo id is nascarfan200272@yahoo.com bye all too all my friends and fans its been a rush but im done here its time to move on if you want to chat with me my yahoo id is nascarfan200272@yahoo.com bye all

Angel's Grimoire
My husband has a new web site going. It is not much right now however it is operational. He is still working on the improvement part of it though. the address is www.angelsgrimoire.com. for those who want to check it out.

A Shot Of Light On A Pitch Black Night
Searching, Searching through the night, Spinning slowly, Watching the bright light, Fade into an eternal darkness, Waiting, Hoping for your call, Bringing you back from your suicidal fall, Searching, Searching through the night.

Fuck Itt-tech
Ok, I hate my fucking school! "Funny thing, if you notice our school equipment wasn't working so we hired a new Network administrator." ~R.Kunkel FUCKING LIES!!! He and others blame the former Admin for every thing that goes wrong. Cause its easier to blame someone that's not there, than it is to take the blame. "Shift the blame, except the fame!" I was told to day that I didn't know all the details about why he was fired... Hahaha. I have read it all! Every E-mail, every write up. Working in a school should be working for the better of our children's future. But all I can see is that, its more important to put up shelves and rearrange the office, than it is to help the students. He was even told to fix the Urinal stall walls, and fix the break room cabinet doors. How, as a Network Administrator, is this pertinent to the job duty? Or how about when he was on Dr.'s restricted duty... Sent home, forced vacation time. Because he couldn't climb a ladder or do jumping jacks. This

Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 160 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Mens Rules
Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. You don't give a rat's ass if someone notices your new haircut. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station because this one's just too "yucky." Same work...more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding Dress $5000; Tux rental $100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. Your pals can be trusted never to trap you with: "So, notice anything different?" One mood, ALL the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jar

Poetry Blog
Those Born 1930-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE

My Computer Hates Me!
ok so my computer has a mind of it's own and it really does hate me now that I think of it. I can look at pics and upload pics on other sites and do some other things with graphics and stuff but when I try to look at things that I really wanna see like my friends new baby and well just put it this way, things that look interesting, well my computer just basically says screw you and starte freaking out... so I have came to the conclusion that my computer hates me. It doesn't do it ofr anyone else but me. I am going to get to the point where I break it or hurt myself trying but hey if I don't get it fixed or something well I will result to extreme measures.

Twisted Writings
Darkness swarms around As if it knows my plan. I am one, alone, desolate Four walls close in, Creating a prison. My prison. I hold a sharp blade To my wrist. The warmth of my skin Heats the cold metal. Without fear, I pull the blade down. For a second that seems Like an eternity, Nothing happened, and then it did. Red hot blood poured From my wound. I could already feel Myself growing weak. I take the blade in My blood soaked hand And draw it down my other wrist. Blood was everywhere, On the floor, on the walls, On my clothes, on my hands, On my face, on my lips. I lay on the floor, Weak and dieing, As the blood continues To pour from my wounds. My eyes become heavy, And I breathe my last. I am dead, gone. I am alone, desolate. Sitting alone in a darkened room My mind the only company. I wonder, Should I end this joke I call my life? Would anyone care? Would I be missed? Remembered as a friend, That crazy girl you used to know, A convenie

Thoughts
It has been a fun few days for me. I make money online blogging and one big factor of this is the wonderful google page rank. If you don't' know what that is, it's googles opinion of how good your site is based on who links to you. BTW if you think google is good because they have the best search results, this will now change all of that. The problem is they don't like what I do, it takes money from them and now they have downgraded most paid bloggers to zero. So now people trying to keep a roof over there heads and food in there children's mouths are not sure what they are going to do. Many can not get other work because it's not there, me included. I've stopped using google for anything now. I was really looking forward to the week off from school to get some stuff done. Does anyone else hate google? Anyway I'm done complaining now, I'm tired, I've done alot of work today and I have a ton more to do tomorrow. I wish I had friends I could go drink with. I really need

Big Ben
His shoulder seems better now. I think he just pulled a muscle or something. Time to take him swimming! Well, my kamikazi dog did it again. I took him playing yesterday and he fucked up his shoulder or elbow, we can't really tell which. He is limping really bad but he never yelped or anything when he hurt it. I'm not even sure how it happened. I just hope it isn't serious. He already had major knee surgery last year and it would kill me if he had to go another summer without being able to swim or play. I'm going to give it a couple days to see if it gets better before I take him to the vet.

Ever Have One Of Those Days..........weeks.........
Do you ever have one of those days? That turns into one of those weeks? Where absolutely everything goes wrong. Things that by themselves aren't so bad but when you put them all together, it adds up to lots of yucky stuff. Well, I have had been having one of those days that turns into one of those weeks. But I would like to thank my cherrytap friends for always brightening my day. Whether it's a shoutbox comment or leaving a comment on my page.......it always brings a smile to my face to sign in and find a pleasant surprise. And especially to my girl browneyedgirl......you are the best. I luv ya! Anyway..........I just wanted to say thanks!!! :)

Generalzations Of A Judge Mental People
To all the big girl haters out there,I like curves.There is no such thing as a fat woman only bigger challenges to my undying libido.There isnt much difference between a big girl and a skinny girl in the bedroom except the big girls dont bounce as high. regardless of your size i like you all skinny big luscious thick tall short whatever, your all beautiful youre all people and I like people. **This is my introductory blog so i will include My thoughts and interests*** Hello my name is Matt i live in the midwest Im originally from south Texas in the Rio Grande valley. I work a blue collar job pay taxes and generally raise hell when I can.I am the grandson of a WWII veteran' and son of a blue collar worker. In my town we have a bar for every church and a church on every corner (at least three Within six blocks of me).I like people of every type except conceded educated idiots who spent four years getting degrees in communications and philosophy only to get a job managing a franchi

Thoughts Of The Day
i know most people probably don't read this part, but i do - when i'm interested in getting to know someone. with that said, i'm going to write whatever comes to mind. i promise i'm deeper than you will ever know or understand. i'm not like anyone you've ever met. just when you think you've figured me out, i'll do something that will have you second guessing. i do as i say and i say what i mean. i cannot stand fake people who live life trying to impress others. 9.5 out of 10 people who do are only pretending to smile. reality says they are sad on the inside, where it counts. i do not chase unrealistic goals that only lead to misery. simple things make me happy. i am a strong and independant woman. family and close friends are extremely important to me. i would do anything for those i love. i go above and beyond in everything that i do. if i'm going to do something i'm going to put my all into it. i'm a very loyal person and trustworthy. because of this, i do

On The Air Now!
Just Click the pic and join me for a rocking morning !! ON AIR RIGHT FUCKING NOW CLICK ME AND JOIN ME !!! WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE !!! Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com JUST CLICK THE PIC. (repost of original by '¢¼ CRAZY BITCH ¢¼ ¢¾ (DJ Lost Souls) ¢¾ GROW ROOMS CO-OWNER' on '2007-06-10 18:10:23') (repost of original by 'DJ Dark Soul~*~ AKA: Fates Fool ~*~Shattered Soul~*~' on '2007-06-10 18:35:07') (repost of original by '§adistic Lìght~Ånarchy §kulls Mistress' on '2007-06-10 19:00:19') (repost of original by 'DJ Dark Soul~*~ AKA: Fates Fool ~*~Shattered Soul~*~' on '2007-06-10 19:17:35') (repost of original by '¤Fålleñ Añgël¤..of thE GraVeYard GirLs.~Graveyard Family~' on '2007-06-10 19:23:50')

Funny Jokes I Have Found
In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. >For >example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of >Acetaminophen. Aleve >is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also called Amoxicillin and Advil is >also >called Ibuprofen. > > >The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful >consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that >it has >settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were >Mycoxafailin, >Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. > > >Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid >form, >and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as >a >mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff >one. >Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning >to the >names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashione

Important Info Esp 4 Women!!!!
Information below about calling *77 on a cell phone. A MUST KNOW, *77 I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on. *Lauren's parents have always told them never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and that he had back up already on the way. Ten minutes later 4 cop cars surrounded

Elite Hotties
Hi! We are the Elite Hotties of CT! If you want to join us, there are a few rules! 1. NO Downrating 2. You MUST fan, rate, and add ALL members 3. You MUST tag your name 4. You MUST participate, this group is to HELP you and everyone else in it, if for some reason you decide to no longer participate, please contact us and let us know, so we can remove you. *Participate = When someone new joins, and they fan, rate and add you, you must fan, rate and accept...when someone needs your help, and you have time, please help!! Thank you for taking the time to read this, if you are just joining WELCOME to the group!! OWNERS = SxyLisa/OWNER of Elite Hotties /PLZ READ MY PROFILE/ Club F.A.R. Member @ CherryTAP SxyRaen/OWNER of ELITE HOTTIES @ CherryTAP Shay/Elite Hotties Member @ CherryTAP no nik or skratch/Elite Hotties Member @ CherryTAP

Shackled And Chained
-I'VE BEEN SHACKLED AND CHAINED -AND I LIVED LIKE A SLAVE -AND IT WAS THE DOPE IN MY VIENS -THAT HAD ME LOCKED IN A CAGE -AND IT WAS THE KEY TO MY RAGE -THAT MADE ME TURN THE NEXT PAGE -SO AS I TURNED THE NEXT PAGE -THIS IS WHAT A PROPHET WOULD SAY -ALWAYS JUDGE WISELY -AS IF NOHING EVER SURPRISED THEE -THE NEXT LINE "LIES" RIGHT ON TOP OR THAT IVORY -SO AS MY MIND SEEKS TO TWEEK -I CAN'T SLEEP -I KEPT MY EYES WIDE OPEN HOPING NEVER TO SEE -CUZ IF YOU LIKE IT OR NOT -YOU ARE THAT MAN IN THE MIRROR -AND SINCE I'VE BEEN OFF THE DOPE -I CAN SEE MUCH CLEARER -NOW I AM THE MAN THAT IM SUPPOSE TO BE -AND ALL MY PEOPLE THAT ARE CLOSE TO ME -NEVER BE SHACKLED AND CHAINED -NEVER LIVE LIKE A SLAVE -FORGET THE DOPE IN YOUR VIENS -AND USE THE KEY TO YOUR RAGE -TO TURN THE NEXT PAGE -THATS WHAT A PROPHET WOULD SAY THIS IS DETICATED TO SOMEONE CLOSE TO ME.... I'VE BEEN THERE AND DONE THAT.... I LEFT THE DOPE IN THE DUST... MY ONLY REGRET WAS THAT I COULDN'T DE

In Memory Of...
Zingerbug on imikimi - Customize Your World G.G., we know that you will watch over us in both good times and in bad. We know that you'll be Lyndsey's Guardian Angel as she grows up. Your stories and laughter will always be missed. We thank you for all that you've done! We love you! Love, Lon, Holly & Lyndsey

Relationship Advice At It's Simplest
ok,some of my friends have asked that i post this it's advice that myself and 3 other females and 2 males sat down and came up with to help out 2 other friends LOLOLOL this is a list that will save ur relationships and just might save ur life, so guys pay attention...........this is what u do when u pis her off or hurt her feelings or by god if u cross the line and do both with one stupid act........remember tho this can also work in almost every area of life and all relationships, work, friends, family, etc..... 1. Let her VENT........ 2. Agree with her 3. Do the opposite of what she tells u to do at that point, if she says no i dont want to talk to u or see u, that truly means u better get over here now and start "fixin" whatever it was u did, but if she tells u to do that then it means not a damn thing when u do it cuz she "had" to tell u too,so u get no points for doin it if she has to tell u to, got it? be aware of this..... 4. Don't ask her what to do to fix it, u sh

Life
Many people in this world, take life for granted. Never knowing when you're day has come and you will no longer have the opportunity to live and laugh and love. They run and run with their lives and never slow down to think or appreciate the small things. Why do people do this? Humans hurting our own kind. Lieing, cheating, stealing. What are we afraid of? Why do people have to act like they are so cool. Here lets smoke and get drunk because it makes us look cool, or it numbs their pain. Why do people under stress smoke? While the rest of us suffer because we have to live it every day and deal with it upfront verses having something else that deals with it for us. I guess I just dont understand why people take their lives for granted, never slowing down to appreciate the small things or the ones we love. Why does our kind hurt eachother so much and have no remorse or respect. What happened?

Opps
Today my page got deleted and it's no big deal right? Then where the heck is all my Cherry Peep's at LOL. I have to admit that I did alot of OHHH I am almost a 10 woohoo 6000 to go alright whatever LOL I am a chill cherry and very happy lol I do miss my friends who I don't have anyway of finding. Would I have been a better friend UH HUH I would have gotten there e-mail's or wrote down there screen names lol I suck Duuuuu Tara lol. I love the CT... but points aren't everything addictive YES lol anyhoo..... I'M BACKKKK!!!!!

Love: It Regaurds Youth Nor Youth's Ambitions
they're so god damn confusing! ok, so theres this guy right? (and you know who you are) he sits there, makes me fall for him, and then he goes ahead and puts a pic of him and this girl kissing on not only his myspace but every other god damn website he has! then expects me to feel exactly the same as i did before!!! sometimes when he says if you love me you'll do this, i just feel like saying "well i'm not your girlfriend now am i?" or when he tells me to do something i just wanna be like "i'm not your girlfriend" something like that! HE ANNOYS ME, and plus, i like this other guy, and like we were really close, and he just got a girlfriend...and its really hard to cope with this, and like my ex keeps on running through my head, and right after i told him i still loved him , then he told me he did too, and then he kinda sorta asked me out, then i told him i needed to think, then the next message was OH I ALREADY ASKED SOMEONE OUT...WTF IS THAT... i hate guys, i hate relationships...i ha

No Rest For Heroes
Rest for Heroes A ballad for the fallen brave and their comrades in arms. By André Parker My time has come This battle done Win or lose, I shall not see My time was rich and full of colour A meal that filled, and spice of flavour No pleasures more will there be for me A soldiers life is harsh reward To ever struggle at the sword Lay me in the ground to know that rest for heroes My time has come This battle done Win or lose, I shall not know THE END Authors note: This bit I whipped out quite on the spot. I felt the need for a lay about fallen heroes to fill a spot in the story the Sphinxs Roost. This came out in a spontaneous, stream of consciousness sort of writing, with the only thing planed was the phrase no rest for the heroes. This poem was what I ended up with. Its about those who serve as a soldier, and the sacrifices that some do make. T

The Way It Should Be...
I think the life cycle is all backwards. You should start out dead, get it out of the way. You wake up in an old age home, feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy, go collect your pension, then, when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink alcohol, you party, you're generally promiscuous and you get ready for High School. You go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, then, you spend your last 9 months floating peacefully with luxuries like central heating, spa, room service on tap, larger quarters everyday, and then you finish off as an orgasm.

They Call Me The Workin Man...
What it comes down to is this: Man is not meant or designed to work for 8 hrs a day, 5 days a week. A lot of one's stress is caused by this fact. Life is not meant to be judged on your credit score, the vehicle you drive, or how large your home is. Life is not meant to be judged at all. Life is meant to be lived to it's fullest! When working full time, your are not only working for yourself. In fact, most of the work you put in is not for you at all, but for the "better of society and the community". The time and efforts that you put into each work day greatly outweight the money you are compensated for it. In no way am I suggesting we get paid more for our services. 100% of the money you get for working so many hours goes right back into circulation. 100%! Think about it! It's payday. You go out and fill your tank up, purchase groceries for the next 2 weeks, purchase clothes for yourself and or children. Take your SO to a movie...a concert, join a gym...whatever

Words
ALL I HAD LEFT WHERE SOME BILLS, A BED CRAMED INTO THE CORNER, AND MY BOOKS. WHEN I OPEN THEM, I CLOSED YOU . THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERED. ~ I WANTED HEMINGWAY'S INSANITY, GINSBERG'S SOFTNESS, AND POE'S PEN. I WANTED TO DRINK LIKE BUKOWSKI, TO SHOOT DOPE LIKE BURROUGHS, AND FUCK LIKE MILLER. I GAVE IT MY BEST, AND IT GOT ME HERE. ~ IT ALLOWED ME TO WEAR BLUE COLLARS AND SWEEP FLOORS, AND SWEAT ALONE, AND SHARE SOME WORDS THAT MATTERED ONLY TO ME. ~ IF I'LD HAVE KNOW THAT ALL THOSE PAGES AND ALL THOSE WORDS WOULD HAVE BOILDED DOWN TO THIS? I WOULD HAVE STOPPED READING LONG AGO. ~ NOW IT'S TO LATE, I'M TIRED, AND IT'S TIME TO GO TO BED. ALL I HAD LEFT WHERE SOME BILLS, A BED CRAMED INTO THE CORNER, AND MY BOOKS. WHEN I OPEN THEM, I CLOSED YOU . THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERED. ~ I WANTED HEMINGWAY'S INSANITY, GINSBERG'S SOFTNESS, AND POE'S PEN. I WANTED TO DRINK LIKE BUKOWSKI, TO SHOOT DOPE LIKE BURROUGHS, AND FUCK LIKE MILLER. I GAVE IT MY BEST, AND IT GOT ME HERE. ~ IT ALLOWED ME TO WEAR BLUE

To My Brother Stryke
A Friend is: A push when you've stopped A word when you're lonely A guide when you're searching A smile when you're sad A song when you're glad. When good friends walk beside us, On the trails that we must keep, Our burden seems less heavy, And the hills are not so steep, The weary miles pass-swiftly, Taken in a joyous stride, And all the world seems brighter, When friends walk by our side.

Labeled Trendiness
Ok, are you a predator, or are you the prey? I'm a predator I guess, when did it get to a point in our lives where every guy on the internet is looking for c2c chat sex and girlfriends? It is now to the point where if any male add's a female on myspace for example it is an automatic denial without a message. What is strange I think is, what do you say to a strange female? Hey baby nice pic, wow your hot or sexy. No matter what you do or type you still come across looking like a stalker or pervert. Although, I expierince the same thing. Everytime I have a male send me a message or IM, I go on the defense. You know what do you do? I allways figure It is some dude trying to pick me up or something predatorial from the homosexual point of view. Funny thing is I'm not homophobic either. So I would guess it is the same thing that most all females go through... Now the males aren't exactly all to blame. It depends on how cute or hot the guy is and all women married or not,

Iam Your Canvas
This is a dream I have....a dream of love. I thought I would share it with you all. Never let go of your dreams...no matter how distant they seem.....for they will come true. I AM YOUR CANVAS The moonlight streams in through the frosted bedroom window….illuminating the sheets of Thai Silk & throwing frosty shadows onto the canopy of our four-poster bed……outside the snow falls silently to Earth…inside, our sanctuary is aglow with flickering flames from the open fireplace & the naked flames reaching for the moon, from the candles lit on our altar. The only sounds…..the crackling fire I built to warm my lover & the faint, haunting cry of a Loon on the lake outside…..the gorgeous howl of an alpha wolf in the forest that surrounds our house. Serenity. I place another log on the fire & we watch the cinders fly, escaping into the cold & perfect night above. I turn & see my Goddess, the most beautiful woman I have ever known. She sits on our bed, ravishing….the delicate text

True Meaning Of Friends
Ok I swear to god I all of a sudden have started texting like crazy. Ok Ok heres my story, early last year around March i met this guy through a singles website and well we hungout a couple of times and started to talk on the phone alot. there came a time i became obsessed over him and called him all the time, and well I called him one day and he told me to stop callin cause he was engaged and i was like wtf engaged he said he was single, and anyways I have not called anyone without their permission ever since. So anyways heres my new story I met a guy on here a few weeks ago you know who you are if your reading this anyways we started chatting on the phone and stuff, and well we then became a couple or so i thought, anyways he first came to me claiming he had a crush on me then I had a crush on him and then I feel madly in love with him. Anyways heres my little problem see I have this wee little problem with texting and stuff and well as you read at the beginning of this blog I do not

Meeee, And The Stupid Stuff That Goes Through My Head
If love is supposed to be eternal and when people say "I love you" to one another isn't that in fact the same as saying "I do" up there in front of that guy with a white scarf and old book? I mean there was a time where people got married and than maybe fell in love, where feelings and emotions that people had weren't hidden behind words and sayings where saying "I love you" meant that if you were to go a day without them you spent it in the agony compared to being killed a million times in one second. Whatever happened to that time? Whatever happened to people actually meaning it when they said they were in love? I think I've felt love but even than I'm not sure. I've felt agony and heartbreak I've seen the river but been turned back in my efforts. I've felt like a thousand black holes have been opened inside of me causing a never ending agony trying to be filled with flesh I have no more. And yet, despite feeling this agony with her gone I can easily say that I do not love he

I Need Your Help!!!!!
Hey there all my cherries! I am not far from leveling up, but I need your help. I am a little over 3,300 points away from my next level, so it would be awesome if you guys could help me out by commenting and rating my newest pics or any pics that haven't been rated yet. I have a new album of a photo shoot that me and my girlfriend took. Feel free to comment and rate those as well.

Hate
Im really having a hard time with something lately. I don't know if it is because I am seeing it around alot more or im a little more sensitive to these types of things then I have ever been. Racism. I am so frusterated and deeply angered at the ignorance of Racism. I am from a family that is deeply rooted in racism in the south and it seriously bothers me. God created us all in his image.God is no respector of persons. God does not say if you are of this race you can not enter into the throne room of grace. instead God says ALL can come unto me. so where do we think it's ok to dictate, to seperate and segregate? This isn't just meerly about blacks/whites. Im speaking of all cultures that experiance racism. I for the first time experianced racism against me about 3 weeks ago and it stung me to the core. I was like man this is how it feels! I feel every race was put on this earth to contribute something. we are all interesting in our own special way. I believe God did not intend for al

Horoscopes
If someone asked you, you couldn't tell them why you did what you just did -- except that it felt like the right thing to do at the time. Hmm. This is a different mode of behavior for you, but not necessarily a bad one! WOW EXTREMELY FITTING....

Patriotic
One of my sons serves in the military. He is still stateside here in California. He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him, and his troops. Everywhere he goes, telling me how people shake their hands, and thank them for being willing to serve, and fight, for not only our own freedom but so that others may have them also. But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the base. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier she loudly remarked about the US flag lapel pin the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin, and said proudly "Yes, I always wear it and probably always will." The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. A gentleman standing behind my stepp

Fate
I have realized something over the last 3 months... If you're single, why not just enjoy it. see the world around you. Look in differant areas. Never settle!!!Don't make it your lifes goal to find that "one". When you think you have found them and their only interest in you is to see what they can get and hurt you, never chase them. let them go their own seperate way. never plot revenge... it makes you as low as that person. When you are meant to find them, fate will make it so you are both in the same place at the same time... Trust fate. till then enjoy your life to the fullest. To a certain person.... You're on your own honey. :)

Letters
ALLURE TALENT COMPANY 10250 SPENCER STREET LAS VEGAS NV 89183 (702) 824-0692 ELLA@ALLURETALENT.NET To whom it may concern; This letter is to inform all of you that I will no longer be on cherrytap. Or on yahoo IM with the SN of faeella. I am also announcing the closing of Allure Talent Company possibly for a temporary time however as of July 31, 2007 all shows are canceled and the company will be undergoing a complete and total make over. Once again I am sorry for the inconvenience to everyone concerned and I am truly sorry that it has come to this. I do need to let everyone know that it is not because of the fact that I do not care of what may happen to you all I do but I have personal things to tend to at the moment and am currently unavailable to take care of everything needed to do so. For those of you who need to reach me you may to so via email at sprytes@gmail.com, once again I am sorry for any trouble that will be caused by these actions but please try

Boring Stuff
I need to find someone with a digital camera so I can level up. This sucks. Well not that I really care. Your EQ is 120 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Help Me Out Please
I have just entered my first contest, will everybody please help me out and come comment bomb my pic? Here is the link http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=630153&albumid=444087&i=4267899147 I really appreciate all the help I can get :) Thank you

War
Anyone who reads this, help me understand. What are we fighting for? As per my stash entries today.. I have been trying to find some online resources to help me make sense of the wars we are fighting in Iraq and Afganistan. Up until this point, I have deliberately remained blissfully ignorant. I didn't want to know. I still don't. But I NEED to. How did all this start? A discussion with a friend on US plans to invade Iran. I still have found no online articles or evidence to support or refute this claim, and until I do, I cannot give it credibility. I can not believe or accept that a country would invade another simply because it *MIGHT* be a threat. That seems so... Hitler.. to me. So.. why are we there, then? Six years after the fact, we can't still be retaliating for 9/11. Realistically speaking, going to a country's homeland and blowing up its civilians does not seem like a logical way (to me) to end terrorism. It seems more likely to propagate it. Hell it seems

New Site For Adults..hehe
I don't usually pass on any porn (which I accidentally received); however, I felt that you're old enough and mature enough to handle this one. At least I hope you are. If you just delete it, which of course is your privilege, then you will never know how good or bad you think it is. Click on the link below and if it doesn't work, copy and paste it onto your address bar: http://drunkfriends.com/quickies/freesex.html

Guesst Book
hey are signing guestbooks cool or nor? if they are cool would you mine signin my guestbook please? when u have time of course lol. much love to all of my friends and family thanks to you i would be where i am now on ct thanks to you all

The Concept Of God
The other day a co-worker and I were discussing a recent documentary that I watched on the History Channel called "Banned from the Bible." I was telling her about one book in particular mentioned, "The Book of Enoch". It goes into detail about the creation of the Nephilim. When I saw the confusion on her face I asked her if she knew what I was talking about. She was like no I've never heard of them. So then I was like "you go to church every Sunday and have no idea what I'm talking about." So then she says "Well I've gone all my life but I've never read the Bible." I started laughing at her and asked how could she sit and listen to the Preacher and not have any clue as to what he's saying or if it is true. So then I told her that to me the concept of God can be compared to a tree. No matter what country you may go to or what language is spoken a tree is still a tree no matter what it is called. So then she was like "Well I never thought of it that way." Take the Quran for exa

Best Moments
The Best Moments In Life 1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing till your stomach hurts. 3. Enjoying a ride down the country side. 4. Listening to your favorite song on the radio. 5. Going to sleep listening to the rain pouring outside. 6. Getting out of the shower and wrapping yourself with a warm, fuzzy towel. 7. Passing your final exams with good grades. 8. Being part of an interesting conversation. 9. Finding some money in some old pants. 10. Laughing at yourself. 11. Sharing a wonderful dinner with all your friends. 12. Laughing without a reason. 13. "Accidentally" hearing someone say something good about you. 14. Watching the sunset. 15. Listening to a song that reminds you of an important person in your life. 16. Feeling this movement in your body when seeing this "special" someone. 17. Having a great time with your friends. 18 . Seeing the one you love happy. 19 . Wearing the shirt of a person you love and smelling his/her perfume. 20 . Visiting

Wat Its Worth
Wats it Worth .. How many times have you fallen in love just to find out that theres something just not right?? you break up, fight, whoop ass, watever your temper level is depends wat ya do , or if your the calm type.....i'm the calm type myself.. i'm pretty blunt to, once ya get to know me im told im a good person but a lil twisted with my humor, anyway wats it worth to be happy, worth a bumpy ride, you meet someone you go out have fun, talk up a storm, then they dont talk to you again, or you make another date, goes good till you light up a smoke or say something that just came out wrong, was it worth it? i'm upfront about everything, then someone says theres gotta be something wrong with you , you to nice, yeah there is its called being lonely, but not desperate, lookin for the specail someone that will just turn your world inside out and fill your heart back up with love and a feeling in your soul to last forever, wats it worth?? its worth everything....feelings people have a

Dog Gone
Today my 18 year old Brittany spaniel couldn't keep stay standing up... she has been my best friend for 18 years, and now she's gone. I don't cry much mut I am balling my eyes out right now. sorry folks, I just had to let those of you who care know why I am sad. I lost my dog "Brittany" (a Brittany spaniel) of 18 years today. I had to put here down beause of arthritis, hip displacment and a host of other stuff that happens when dogs get that old. I loved that dog more then ANY friend, wife or GF or person period that I have ever met. she has been with me through most of my whole freaked up life and she has been by my side no matter what, and now she's gone. I have never lost anyone closer to me in my life. But she was the prettiest, happiest most loving dog there ever was. I just had to post this to tell her and the world how much I loved her. I love you Britt and I am going to miss you for the rest of my life.