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My Dream Of Dreams
My Dream of Dreams! A gentle hand like soft rain across my cheek ...A kiss on the wind, strengthening words when im weak, small things that open my heart ..like souls ..2 bodies one mind...kindred spirits running blind...where from here ? Only heaven knows...where from here..my paths unknown..truths not easy to find..searching for that place in time..craving your warm familiar embrace..split second glimpse of you in my mind, as my eyes close..bringing forth happiness untold..my fairytale..my knight on high horse..my dream of dreams..like movie scenes..sunset kisses.. sparks ignite...choreographed movement..Perfect fit so tight..nothing short of sewn seams..sweetest touch devours me..your taste, your scent ..eyes lock..my fears faced..a moment purely of gods grace..this I see in daylights mist..night time dreams blessed with sunlights kiss..foggy memories of love untamed...vicious lust..unashamed..afternoons, evenings too..memories of me and you...Fate entangles pure determination..f

Break Me
simple pleasures not a word silent screaming never heard torn and bruised drunk and lit im preparing myself for more of your shit never ending painful cycle sit and bleed alittle while fight myself just to stay and be apart of this game you play when i can see im just a toy another object for you to destroy

I Am
I AM... Searching for more of my kind.. Tired of feeling alone Wanting to belong. Wishing that one of my kind would find me. End my pain Give me the Dark Gift Eternal Life To be Immortal To be with my true family I AM... Tired of living a lie Living in the shadows Dealing with constant thirst Wanting more Not feeling whole Wondering if things will ever change Wishing my kind would find me End my thirst End my hunger Show themselves to me.

What Do You Do?
I Don't Care Subject: This Jersey Woman Has It Right This woman should run for president Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the

Linkin Park
I cannot take this anymore Im saying everything Ive said before All these words they make no sense I find bliss in ignorance Less I hear the less youll say Youll find that out anyway Just like before... Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And Im about to break I need a little room to breathe cause Im one step closer to the edge And Im about to break I find the answers arent so clear Wish I could find a way to disappear All these thoughts they make no sense I find bliss in ignorance Nothing seems to go away Over and over again Just like before... Every thing you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And Im about to break! I need a little room to breathe cause Im one step closer to the edge, And Im about to break! Every thing you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And Im about to break! I need a little room to breathe cause Im one step closer to the edge, And Im about to break! Shut up when Im talk

Liquify
The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 Cups of Coffee When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the was jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "Yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the

Dangerousrider82
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Just Somthing I Wrote
The pain I feel when I think of you, Gets me to start crying. But my heart will remain true. I will always be trying. To right the wrong, I don't know how, how could this be. oh how I long, and wish you would come back to me. I know it doesn't seem worth your time, but I love you with all my heart. I promise everything will be fine. I cannot stand to be apart. I pushed you away I wasn't ready for what we had, I don't know why I love you more day to day I can't believe I hurt you this bad. I don't know how to explain myself. I really wanna be with you, I will always love you through sickness and health. and I hope somday you will too. These are the things I feel, They will never die. I will never bigin to heal. Until the day you are mine. Hope you like it :P

Hint For Leaving Bomb Comments For Contest.
ALIL HINT FOR LEAVING COMMENTS ON THE CONTEST.... A FRIEND TOLD ME ABOUT THIS. AND IT DOES WORK.. 1.GO TO WHERE YOU ARE TO BOMB.. 2.OPEN 3-4 TABS/SCREENS.. 3.AS YOU LEAVE A COMMENT GO TO THE NEXT TAB AND ADD YOUR COMMENT.. 4.THEN REPEAT IT ON THE OTHERS 5.THEN WHEN IT TAKES YOU BACK TO DEFAULT BY THE TIME YOU GET THE FIRST TAB WHERE YOUR SUPPOSED TO BE YOU CAN LEAVE ANOTHER COMMENT ON THE OTHER TAB. 6.IF YOU DO IT LIKE THAT ONE AFTER THE OTHER YOU WONT GET THE COMMENT TO FAST MESSAGE EITHER. JUST 7.KEEP REPEATING IT.. ONE AFTER THE OTHER. ITS A BIT CONFUSING BUT IF YOU STILL DONT UNDERSTAND COME TO SOMEONE WHO KNOWS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT AND WE WILL EXPLAIN IT STEP BY STEP TO YOU..

Methods Of Love
methods of love.... *kiss on the ear--------------------"i'm horny" *kiss on the cheek-----------------"we're friends" *kiss on the hand------------------"i adore you" *kiss on the neck-------------------"we belong together" *kiss on the shoulder--------------"i want you" *kiss on the lips---------------------"i love you" or "i want you" *holding hands--------------------"we can learn to love each other" *a wink---------------------------------"Let's get it on" *slap on the butt---------------------"thats mine" *playing with the ear----------------"i can't live without you" *holding on tight---------------------"don't let go" *looking into each other's eyes---"let's get romantic" *playing with hair on head---------------"tell me you love me" *arms around the waist -----------"i love you too much to let go" *laughing while kissing-------"i am completley comfortable w/you" =advice= ***if you're kissing someone, close your eyes. it's not nice to stare

Sad But True
This is a story of a girl who we all know or have known at one point in time .. She forgives all who have wronged her all who has crossed her. she is unable to forgive herself ...she know what happened in her life was not her fault but she cant do nothing about the pain inside it all started when she was young her daddy was a solider ....but at home the wars has just begun his drinking killed her inside cause all he did was hit an make her cry, she grew up over time ran into the same cycle again to the point where it almost cost her life.. oh how many times she cried at night for her pain to go away but all that happen was more pain an dismay.. she has been beaten an raped an torn apart; but all she wanted was love from her daddy's heart ! until the day she was 17 is where she learned her daddy's love could never be... he told her he has stop drinking until one night he pick up a gun ..an tried to end her life her daddy's love is all she wanted but now she knows its something worth no

My Blog
Wednesday I finally went blonde again. When I got home, I put on a white sundress. My daughter told me I look like The Girls Next Door. I know I don't, but it was the sweetest compliment I've ever gotten. I almost cried. I'm so excited!! I just talked to my friend today who has just opened a new dance studio. This fall she will be offering all kinds of dance classes. I've known for a while that she will be offering pole dancing lessons. I'd been wanting to take those, but before now they have not been offered in this area. Today she told me that she will also be offering belly dancing lessons!!!! I was made for belly dancing. I have a pretty small waist. It's not tiny after two kids and being lazy and enjoying food so much, but it's pretty small. I do have giant hips that will look great belly dancing. I'll be able to wear costumes that will show off my tattoos. My butt is going to look so good!

Kiss
Silent and her breath brushing my cheek - I lean to her, lips touching just the air next to hers arms dropping to the narrow of her back drawing her closer closer still and a spark now from her to me pressing my mouth closer still probing now her against me tongues in magic choreography the taste of her mixing with the taste of me the inside of her wet and lovely mouth lips teeth crushing now into her into me hands up to her head her neck and down again leaning leaning pressing eyes closed breathless and lip gloss like the taste of cherries bubble gum strawberries peaches feverish aching delirious wanting I stop Then kiss her once again. © All rights reserved Scott Adelmann

Ali's Blog
So right now I'm pretty sure I'm being completely walked all over. He's nice and friendly on some levels, but that friendliness usually leads to something not in either of our best interests (Yes, I am being vague). I really want to trust him and think he's a good guy, but for some reason, I go back to thinking he has other motives. I almost just would rather hang out, talk, and laugh all night cause I prefer getting to know people--heaven forbid, make a close friend. But is a friend good enough for a man? A BEAUTIFUL man by the way. Jesus, he's so gorgeous...I wonder if he knows it, cause sometimes it seems so. I wonder why I put myself in such sticky situations. I allow myself to be pulled in the drama, marinade in it, and leave broken hearted, or worse, just broken. I think I'm starting to break. Only cause I told myself I wouldn't begin to have feelings--other than being just friends. Am I beginning to? I don't know...Lord, is that possible when he kisses you like he's

When I'm With You
Knowing within you I am home. In your embrace, That is my place, The look of pure love and adoration on my face As your hands begin reaching for mine as your arms encircle me to Pull me to your strong chest as your lips cover my face With kisses soft and sweet As your lips melt with mine Lips made only for each other as our love begins to entwine Your hands caressing me As your mouth devours my body The heat rising in both of us Our passion growing wildly The hardness of your manhood pressing against my soft flesh Insistent demanding to be taken Into my soft folds To be enveloped in the sweetness of my womanhood The two of us bound together Bodies, hearts ,soul Locked together in love and hunger reaching untold heights of pleasure As I look in your eyes, a sight to behold. Knowing that I am crossing the line, Becoming yours for all time.

Bombers Needed
we started this great crew and need more members. no time restriction on how long u have to bomb just bomb when u can. have fun thats what fubar is for. Entering contest leveling up and meeting ppl so if ur interesed drop by my page or fu-mail me.

Rib Fest 2007
HOWDY YA'LL, JUST WANTED TO LET THOSE THAT LIVE IN MIAMI OR THE HOMESTEAD AREA OF FLORIDA. THIS YEARS RIB FEST CONSIST'S OF: GRANK FUNK RAILROAD FEATURING BRUCE KULICK OF KISS AND COUNTRY SUPERSTAR PHIL VASSER. THE SHOW IS FREE AND IT IS NOVEMBER 3, AND 4, HOMESTEAD AIR FORCE BASE. ALL DAY EVENT FOOD, HORSES, MOTORCYCYLES, AND YES TONS OF BEER AND GOOD LOOKING WOMEN. ANY OF MY FRIENDS COME LOOKING FOR ME I"LL BE TOP SIDE ON STAGE, JUST ASK FOR ME AND I"LL COME DOWN AND MEET AND GREAT WITH YA. HOPE TO SEE ALL MY HOMESTEAD BUDDIES. TOMMY

Poems
If I Knew by: Jen Peterson If I knew what the world was like, would I still want to be born? If I knew what it felt like to be in Heaven, would I want to be alive? If I knew the choices that I made would be a mistake, would I still make them? I feel the risks you take would be worth the thrill sometimes. If I knew where the road less traveled would read, would I still take the opportunity? The answer is dear to me. If I knew everything from the begging, and if I knew everything my life would be empty! Nothing left to wonder, nothing left to dream. Somethings you should know, and others are best to be a mystery! I Love You By: Jen Peterson I love you for the happiness you bring to me each day. I love you for the tenderness that lies within your heart. I love you for the way you said "I miss you" when we're apart. I love you for your patience when I've done something wrong. I love youu for your la

Help In Lounge
huh I"M looking for anyone that wants 2 help out in my lounge looking for the following: co-founder someone who can make id badage etc owner recuiter a bouncer people who are serious in helping in lounge hi it beats sitting all day doing nothing if you/anyone is interest let me know what postion you want oh a dj would be great and a hot woman would also be great (:

Thanks
SO I just rejoined. Thanks everybody for all the rates and adds. You guys are the best for making someone feel welcome. I ran out of photo rates already! LOL I love you all and feel soo much better already.

Life Is So Confusing
life is so confusing especially when it comes to relationships,your partner says they want to be with you, that he loves you,but he acts like he dont want to be with you. you ask him to spend time with you but he says he is to tired so you go to bed and he gets up and plays on the computer. love is so strange at times.

Men
Some men are really out there are they not? Met my main man yesterday and he flipped me out. Told me he would own me for the rest of my life - I'm like sure Baby don't think so - I've never cheated on a man in my life. What makes him think he so special I will cheat on one now just for him? He needs to get over himself - arrogance is not what I need in a lover. I'll share with him until I meet the man of my dreams then it's over. If he wants me that bad, then he can get a divorce and have me. I just can't believe he went there with me. Why do some men have to be so fake? Just be honest with me and I'll respec you forever. Don't tell me you like me if you don't. Don't tell me you'll call if you won't. Don't tell me you had a great time if you didn't. And most important, don't tell me you'll be back if you won't. Honesty is the one thing you have that should never be abused. If you don't have any backbone and can't be straight up, then I'd prefer not to hear from you. I und

Intimo
Aahh... regalame un segundo por favor, preciosa... Yo a ti te conosco de antes he visto esos ojos andantes te conosco de antes Tal vez de un tiempo en que mi memoria no alcanza, tal vez de un tiempo en que no habitaba esta masa tal vez en un tiempo en que el lenguaje no hablaba tal vez ni tiempo fue Te conosco de antes y esto me provoca pensarte te conosco de antes Como cuando y donde fue quiero saber preciso entenderlo sera acaso la dama en mi sueños o una revelacion que no entiendo noo! dime si lo sabes no espero nada a cambio preciosa no, no solo intento entender porque al verte me fallan los pies la lengua me pesa al hablar tiemblo y sudo sin parar creo que tus elementos al mezclarse en mi pueden estallar te conosco de antes he visto esos ojos andantes te conosco de antes y no es de cruzaros en la calle te conosco de antes y esto me provoca pensarte te conosco no nesecito mirarte pa' sentir los destellos que nacen de tu ser

Shy To Use Condoms?
LONDON, Aug. 6 (UPI) -- One in three Britons find it so unnerving to talk to a new sexual partner about condoms they don't use them at all, a new survey shows. The Family Planning Association said its poll of 2,169 adults revealed about the same percentage said they regretted not using a condom with a new partner in the past, the BBC reported Sunday. The group says for too many Brits it remains taboo to talk about such things. That can only contribute to the trend of increasing rates of sexually transmitted diseases. Genevieve Clark of the Terrence Higgins Trust said she thinks people "still find it easier to have sex than talk about it." "This embarrassment about condoms is odd when you consider the alternative -- putting yourself at risk of an infection or pregnancy that could have been prevented," Clark said. "Let's get over our blushes, and make condoms a normal part of a healthy sex life." Copyright 2007 by United Press International. All Rights Reserved.

This Is, What It's All About......
They didn't have you where I come from Never knew the best was yet to come Life began when I saw your face And I hear your laugh like a serenade How long do you want to be loved Is forever enough, Cause I'm never, never giving you up I slip in bed when you're asleep To hold you close and feel your breath on me Tomorrow there'll be so much to do So tonight I'll drift in a dream with you As you wander through this troubled world In search of all things beautiful You can close your eyes when you're miles away And hear my voice like a serenade How long do you want to be loved Is forever enough Cause I'm never, never giving you up Is forever enough Cause I'm never, never giving you up The Trail of Tears refers to the forced relocation in 1838 of the Cherokee and Choctaw Native American tribes to Indian Territory in what would be the state of Oklahoma, resulting in the deaths of an estimated 4,000 of the 15,000 Cherokees and Choctaws affected.This was caused b

Rachel
please if your there. i most know everything . i am lost in the darkness without you . you have to know the future . you have to see. that what lays ahead i must be. with out your friendship i am lost . surely . can i tell you it will be ok will you whisper back and say friends are forever and youll never go away . i truly hope that you doing great but honestly i dont want a life without your kindness on my plate. please if your there

Very Sorry
i'm very sorry if i have missed some of you that may have rated me .not trying to be rude .a honest fuck up lol . at first i had no clue what was going on it was so quick lol but i just wanted you all to know i was sorry if i did miss you ...........

Fearless...
Fearless Break it down let it all out I’ll give you my opinon Walking around running my mouth Cause I’m not about pretending I talk tough calling your bluff Don’t tell me what I can’t do Don’t ask me to ignore what in my heart I know is true I never want to be predictable I’m never gonna take the easy road I never wanna follow where the Ordinary ones have gone before And that’s why everyday I say it to myself Be fearless and nothing is impossible So fearless and know that your invinsible Be fearless prove the undeniable Cause your so much stronger than you know So let it go It’s crazy never be done It’s revolutionary Don’t phase me I won’t run Nothing you can say to scare me Bring on fame I got game See I was born for this part Just have to start by following the voice inside my heart I never want to be predictable I’m never gonna take the easy road I never wanna follow where the Ordinary ones have gone before And that’s why everyday I say it to

Strong Women
how many ladies out here have said these: the next man i meet is going have to try twice as hard to get me cuz im tired of men, or he is really a nice guy but were just friends. alot of men get tired of paying for tha mistakes of tha sorry azz brother before him, when we come into tha relationship trying to do what right when ur expected to mess up 95% of tha time. theirs alot of women out here that label men as friends knowning that every thing you want in a man is standing right by your side but you dont choose him because you rather chase what u didnt need in the first place. i know its hard ladies to tell whos who because theses days dudes are willing to stay with you 6 months just to get what they want before they change but u cant say that u dint see signs hanging ova thier heads saying dont do it and u ignored it. all im saying is ladies thier r good men out here but he cant become a good man if you treat him as if he was tha dawg that hurt you! You have a sexual IQ of 153 Wh

Way Back To Love
I've been living with a shadow overhead I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I've been lonely for so long Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need em again someday I've been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine I've been searching but I just don't see the signs I know that it's out there There's got to be something for my soul somewhere I've been looking from someone to shed some light Not just somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end There a

Lady
Thank you all for the Welcome. I'm still reading and trying to figure out how to do things. Please be tolerant of me. Well I have been here since 8/11/07 and I still don't know any more than I did. Guess I don't get on enough to get into what is going on. But be patient ....... I will get it.....lol Thanks to those who helped me get started. Muahhhhhhh Tampons to the rescue in Iraq!! Don't worry, it's a good story, and worth reading. It's from the mother of a Marine in Iraq. "My son told me how wonderful the care packages we had sent them were and wanted me to tell everyone thank you. He said that one guy we'll call Marine X, got a girl care package and everyone was giving him a hard time. My son said, "Marine X got some really nice smelling lotion and everyone really likes it, so every time he goes to sleep they steal it from him." I told my son I was really sorry about the mistake, and if he wanted I would send Marine X another package. My son said they had the most fu

Myspace
wow and well for the love of god parents do something about monitor what they go on Katherine Lester From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Jump to: navigation, search Katherine R. Lester (b. June 21, 1989) is an American teenager who traveled to the Middle East in June 2006 to meet Abdullah Jinzawi, a resident of Jericho whom she met on MySpace. She misled her parents by saying she was taking a trip to Canada with some friends, so that she could obtain a passport.[1] Upon returning to Michigan, the 16 year old Lester resumed communication with Jinzawi, 20, and appeared on ABC's Good Morning America with her parents which also included a video conference of Jimzawi overseas. In the segment, the two expressed mutual unconditional love for each other and Lester said she planned to marry him, but did not wish to answer a question on whether she would convert to Islam.[2][3] She had spent several months talking to Jinzawi, in the West Bank, but was stopped in Amman, Jordan for qu

Street Signs Need Love Too
Sioux Falls police Tuesday arrested a 60-year-old man for burglary and for what they suspect is at least two years worth of videotaped public sex acts. Verle Peter Dills was arrested at his home, 2613 W. Bailey St., after a man who lives in the 1200 block of North Kiwanis Avenue chased Dills out of his yard Monday evening, police spokesman Loren McManus said. The man saw Dills with a video camera and tripod and chased him for a short distance, McManus said. Dills later returned with his camera and again was chased from the yard. He was seen entering the garage of the home where he was staying, McManus said. There, police found the video camera and a "large amount" of 8mm and VHS videotapes of Dills engaged in masturbation and sex acts with traffic signs near his home, McManus said. Dills is charged with burglary, unlawful occupancy and six counts of indecent exposure. Magistrate Judge Alan Dietrich on Wednesday set Dills' bond at $10,000 cash or surety. Dills di

Stupid People
HOW DO THEY SURVIVE? ONE Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter. "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or twelve," was the reply. "So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets TWO I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I said to her "I've changed my mind, I don't think I'll buy that today." She s

Redneck
Well i have been back in Mississippi for the last 3 months as of today Well in the last 3 months i have seen alot of things that you would say you might be a redneck if These things i have seen i will explain and there all pretty interesting and were funny to me since they all tell me im not a redneck Well one of the first things that happend when i was here was my 16 year old nephew decided he wanted a small boat to go on the pond with since we have 3 ponds here its a logical request well anyway we couldnt find one at the exact point that he wanted one so he decided to go out to the trailers that were wripped apart during Katrina and get the bath tubs out of it well about an hour later we had about 7 kids out on the pond in bath tubs and using things like brooms and rakes and stuff to paddle with i thought this was funny as hell then a few weeks Later a friend of the family was going to rehab and he didnt pay any attention to the shirt he had been wearing that morning and walked in

Karma's Fortune Cookie
Error: you're banned from this lounge, assface! Dear Morons: For those who have doubted me Go Fuck Yourself/ For those who never gave me a chance Its your loss For those who used me I hope you enjoyed it For those who lied to me WAS IT WORTH IT? For those who betrayed me how do you feel? For those who think theyre better than me You're right but one day ill be better than you Basically what im saying for those who casted doubt, betrayed me, lied to me and used me id like you to GO FUCK YOURSELF and have a nice day! thank you Karma its funny how its ok for people to treat me the way they want but the second i treat em the same way back they bish moan n complain that im being a prick. AINT KARMA A BITCH!!!!!! My how they forget what comes around goes around.

Vacation
Ay ya'll, I'm just tryna get away for about a week. Not really a vacation, just need to think and spend time in a different environment. I don't really even want to do nothing while I'm there, I just don't wanna be fucked with by anyone...police especially. I already have credit with airtran and a hookup on a hotel.... just need a place to go. I wanna keep it in the US because I don't wanna wait on a passport. I'm thinking about some where with a beach, never been to miami. suggestions welcome Thanks in advance

Just Me
I thought I would take a minute to do a little bit of rambling. For those that are new levelers welcome to our group. My name is BooBoo I'm one of the many faces behind Shadow Levelers. I started leveling when i first joined.My friends got use to all my blogs and bulletins and joined.We have helped thousands to level up over the time.Some of those level ups are a Challenge. You will see them every so often they are out of the normal situation when people think they cant be done we show them it can. We have also helped in alot of God Fathering Fubars or Cherrys as I would rather it be. Some of those we start at 200,000. We have God Fathered some faster 186,000 in 3 hours another on 200,000 with 300 pictures took 24 hours. During a God Father you will see alot of blogs and bulletins coming out. A level up is easier done when we can get it into as many peoples hands as possible. Please keep in mind that we do keep limits of 15,000 because there are many people on this site and I have f

Did I Say These Were The Rules?
THIS AGREENEMT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over- unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9:00 pm- we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit- only mind blowing sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions. Ex. " where are we heading with this?" "do you love me?" the answer is "NO", so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance. That is why you are called the "backup" -unless you are from out-of-town, then its only a one-time thing. 7. All gifts accepted - money is always good. 8. No baby talk. However, dirty talk is encouraged. 9. No asking for comparisons with former lovers. It's really none of your damn buisness. 10. No calling each other " friends with benefits" - we are not friends, just sex buddies. 11. Calling out the wrong name during sex is okay - dont be offended.

Spending The Day At The Spa
I enjoy spending the day at the spa that my family owns. I love the personal suanas we have there. little did I know we have cameras inside em to make sure if someone is not trapped. Personally I think the lady that manages the spa is a little voyuer spy. I dont work at a spa. I'm self employed but want to open up my own healing center. Perhaps my own massage institute. Im all bout pushing products. Today is friday and I have 6 massages to do. from 12 noon till 9PM. I got a massage yeaterday and it was great! I work my ass off and the best thing for me to do is go to the spa and relax! I like to drink the water with the cucumbers and orange peels in it. I like to sit in the juccizzi and let my muscles melt down. Then its time for a seriuos theraputic massage and facial. I like to be pampered and get a pedicure too. My skin feels soo soft and smooth. I walk around in my bath robe and chill out by the pool. Take a quick dip and have everyone look at my body art! Then I like to go into th

My Bestfriend
Over 12 months have gone by but all the memories remain walking on the frozen lake running in the freezing rain late night telephone calls staying up all night 9 years of friendship and only 1 big fight times of keeping eachother alive letting crying hearts cry no matter the distance between us our friendship will not die guys have come between us when we said they would never but a friendship like ours will hopefully last forever. CHASTITY YOU ARE MY SISTER AND I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. THIS IS FOR YOU.

78,000 To God Father
JUST REMEBER WHEN YOU ARE CLOSE TO GODFATHERING YOU WANT HELP TO...WE DONT START A LEVEL UP WE DONT FINISH..COME SHOW HER SOME LOVE THATS ALL YOU NEED TO DO..DONT LOOK AT THE POINTS THEY ARE DISAPPEARING REMEBER WE STARTING THIS AT 138,000. We have a Fubar close to God Fathering today. Please only rate her things during Happy hour. She's got 78,000 to go. Please remember don't look at points just show love. There are others that will be helping. The points will disappear.So come show some love. fornicates¢â@ fubar

What Are U Waiting On?
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If Your Thinking About Suicide
If you are feeling suicidal now, please stop long enough to read this. It will only take about five minutes. I do not want to talk you out of your bad feelings. I am not a therapist or other mental health professional - only someone who knows what it is like to be in pain. I don’t know who you are, or why you are reading this page. I only know that for the moment, you’re reading it, and that is good. I can assume that you are here because you are troubled and considering ending your life. If it were possible, I would prefer to be there with you at this moment, to sit with you and talk, face to face and heart to heart. But since that is not possible, we will have to make do with this. I have known a lot of people who have wanted to kill themselves, so I have some small idea of what you might be feeling. I know that you might not be up to reading a long book, so I am going to keep this short. While we are together here for the next five minutes, I have five simple, practical things

When Ya Run Into Someone You Are Afraid Of.......
I went shopping today with my two oldest kids and my mom at our local Super Wal-Mart for school supplies. On the way out my mom said she was hungry and asked me to stop at the McDonald's and grab everyone something to eat. Her and my daughter went to put the items that we purchased into her truck and me and my oldest son ordered our food. We waited several minutes before they finally gave us our cups to fill up. We were filling the kids ICEE cups up and talkin away like he and I do due to the fact that we are both chatter boxes. I looked up when I heard a voice say hello. To my shock and horror standing less than a foot from me was someone that I have been scared to death of since I was 11 years old. I was best friends with his niece for a long time. One afternoon he crossed the line and touched me like no man should touch a child. The only reason that he did not rape me and finish what he had started was that his mom walked in. He was 33 at the time. I have seen him several times sinc

As Days Flew By
The very first time I saw you, Was special how we met. You took me by complete surprise. I knew my heart was set. As days flew by, we talked again, But you never seemed to care. I tried my best to help you out, By a favor here, or a favor there. Although I made a fast approach, Our friendship grew and grew. I realized how deep I cared, But the feeling I felt was new. In time I became attached to you. From a hug, I wouldn't let go. I soon saw how close we were, And the feeling was good to know. For you, I wrote sweet letters and songs. You were on my mind all day. The thought of sleeping was nowhere near, Unless I knew you were okay. It hit me then, what I was in - A unique and precious love. For the person I said was only mine, Was an angel sent from above. The minutes without you turned into days, And the seconds with you flew fast. I could only wish to see you more, And make each moment last. The times I spent with you, Were what made my hea

New Fam
HEY EVERYONE DO YOU LOVE ANYTHING WITH A MOTOR DOES THE LOOK OF FLAMES SHOOTING OUT OF A TAIL PIPE MAKE YOU SRDREAM HELLL YEA ARE YOU MORE IN TO SOMETHING A LITTLE NEW or just hanging out with your buddies taking a rideor even old school from back in the dayI AM STATING A FAMILY FOR ALL THE CAR GUYS AND GIRLS A PLACE FOR EVERYONE ONE TO HANG OUT AND TALK WITH FREINDS ABOUT THE CARS AND RACING WE ALL LIKE ANY ONE IS WELCOME STOPP BUY AND HIT ME UP IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN I WILL ALSO BE DOING A LOUNGE ONCE I GET UP HIGH ENOUGH♠BRICK§YARD♠Head Of The Phoenix Motorsports Family@ fubar TY FOR THE STOPPING after much thought over the last few days i am deleting fubar account,i all so have delted my yahoo im so once i leave here i know most of you will not read or care that i am gone .but i did enjoy any talks that we have had good luck to everyone singed mason the unwanted nice guy

Frustrtation With This Site
im considering leaving this site cause it is constantly messed up. i cant take the surveys cause it always says my cookies arent enabled and they are, i cant delete my mail and i cant send mail now either. so if anyone has suggestions on what i can do please feel free to contact cause if it doesnt get fixed im leaving.

If We Had Sex
If we Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?14. Would you want me to take my time? 15.How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21

My Life Sucks
hi well my life sucks and i dont know where i well be all i know is that i lost my soulmate over 3 mo now im sad all the time and i do lot of crying im trying to move on with life but i well always love her for very i miss her very much she was my life i dont know much langer i can go with life i dont have anyone that i can say i love i dont know how much longer i can go on so what is there left in life to go on with if i not have my soulmate . i well always love her to the end of my life i well never love anyone as much i love her . I LOVE YOU SHERYL and always well

If We Had Sex
If we Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15.How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you?

....
My apologies to anyone that talks to me. My Dad passed away on the early hours of this morning so I'm afraid I won't be around much. To those that give a damn, especailly one, I'll make fucking sure I'll keep in contact every second I can. Just know that the next few days I may not be around on here much. It's not anything against you I just, I don't know. Malcolm Cavanagh RIP. The most terrible, horrible Dad that ever lived in some eyes but to me you were always the best person that ever walked the planet. - Aprez There are nights when the wolves are silent and only the moon howls - George Carlin. This England never did, nor never shall, Lie at the proud foot of a conqueror - William Shakespeare. Men never do evil so completely and cheerfully as when they do it from a religious conviction - Blaise Pascal. Never interrupt your enemy when he is making a mistake - Napoleon Bonaparte. At times one remains faithful to a cause only because its opponents do not cease to

Poem
Blue skies, Green Trees. Wish it was really that simple. Life, Death, Mourn, Rejoice, Love, Hate, Laugh, Cry Silly, Crazy, Young, Old, Stop, Go, Love, Hate Celestial fires, Waning moons. Wish it was really that simple. Love, Hate, Cleanse, Dirty, Purify, Again, Color, Sign, Breath Wanting, Needing, Having, Letting Go, Keeping, Giving, Loving, Hating, Wishing it was all that simple. How can you hate someone and still want to make them the center of your world? Even if I never see him again I just cant help but to hate what he has become. I havent talked to him in years but still I want him the same as before. I want to show him I dont need him to live my life. That he was wrong about me. About everything. Hes the one who needs me. I dont need him. Now he can kiss my ass and go to hell. There was a time when he was all I thought I would ever need in my life. The he proved me wrong. I found the truth. I dont need him.

Smoking
so i quit smoking today.wasnt planned,although ive been thinking about it for ages. this is the third time now,the other times i managed a few months(4). but as ever the "demon drink"was my ultimate downfall. im endevouring to get on to that champix stuff or what ever its called.but it costs like £160 here for a 12 week script.and patches n gum from the army are ok,but they wont script zyban cos of the side effects. talk bout a rock n a hard place.i have asked the army doc if champix is available,but i think i was macked off due to the cost of the stuff. anyway im jus gonna see how i get on with the patches n gum,and if i fall off,im gonna see the family gp n get scripted.:)

What I Dream
I dream of the day when I wake up in the arms of the love of my life every morning for the rest of my life.To wake my children as we rush to hustle out to start our day, with smiles on their faces and morning hugs and the "I love yous" in my ears.To sit and drink coffee with the man I adore and stare into the most beautiful blue/hazel eyes I have ever seen.To leave for work with the taste of his love upon my lips and deep within my heart.To come home after a long day and find comfort within his arms and know that the best part of the day is there with my family.As we eat dinner and talk about the days events and learning more about the family we are becoming as the children grow up,I see happy faces.As night falls and the kids are all getting tucked into bed,I am able to watch them sleep so peacefully. To snuggle with my best friend, the man who owns my heart and to breathe a sigh of relief that the night will be safe within his arms and that I am loved as much as I love.I am not looki

My Thoughts
I'm one of the biggest fans of buffy the vampire slay TV show and I just what to know is there any one else as big of a fan as me on Fubar I hate this whole only Blu-ray and HD DVD formats that a lot of movie companies are doing. I mean I know that things improve, but what about people that can't afford to get a new DVD player ever other day. why don't they make a there new DVD's so you can play them in old models and so you can still see the freaking movie.

Lyrics
I got a way of walking the fences. I'm keeping the keys of my soul in the pockets of my pain. But as time goes on, I tend to be too strong, And my strength can kill my weaknesses that need to be seen. You can see a vision, if you give your heart, You will find out who you really are. Still breathing, I'm still here breathing. Has love forgotten how to say my name? Still waiting, I'm still here waiting. How can I be standing in so much rain? Once in a lifetime, there's a chance at a rainbow Shining over your heart. And from every outcome, there's a light in the distance. It comes to find the things that hide love in the dark. I have had a vision, and I think I know the future. I have dreamed you in my mind. If I give my heart and keep it as an open lesson, Will I find out who you really are? Still breathing, I'm still here breathing. Has love forgotten how to say my name? Still waiting, I'm still here waiting. But somehow you found me in all this ra

My New Job!!!
I love my new job. This week went fast. Yey. My boss is great, everyone in the group (of 9) is awesome, and everyone is super intelligent. And all a bunch of geeks! So, I am quite content in what I am doing. There was another job that I was being recruited for at the same time. It was a job I really didn't want, but I told a very dear friend of mine about it, and he's interested!!!! I hope he get's it if he wants it. I've been really tired since going back to work. It's just amazing how a job really cuts into your free time. I've been coming home and having to work on homework for my class, do dishes and make dinner. But I like that my wife is well taken care of. And it gives her more reason to appreciate me. She's bed ridden for the moment due to a ruptured disk, and the pain is intense. She's being treated for it, but it takes a lot of time for those to heal. I like being able to blog here. Even if no one reads it, it does let me express a lot of stuff. So fellow Fubari

Recipes
Ingredients * 1/2 cup white sugar * 2 cups orange juice * 2/3 cup lemon juice * 1 (4 ounce) jar maraschino cherries, with juice * 1 fluid ounce triple sec liqueur * 1 (750 milliliter) bottle light rum * 1 orange, sliced into rounds * 1 lemon, sliced into rounds * 1 (8 ounce) can pineapple chunks * 1 liter carbonated water * ice Cooking Instructions In a punch bowl, combine sugar, orange juice, and lemon juice. Stir until sugar dissolves. Add cherries, triple sec, light rum, orange slices, lemon slices, and pineapple chunks. Refrigerate for 1 to 2 hours to allow flavors to blend. Pour in carbonated water, and add ice just before serving Ingredients * 5/8 cup all-purpose flour * 3/4 teaspoon salt * 1/3 cup unsweetened cocoa powder * 1/2 cup all-purpose flour * 2/3 cup packed brown sugar * 2/3 cup white sugar * 1/2 cup semisweet chocolate chips * 1/2 cup vanilla baking chips *

Help Please
if any of my friends or fans can spare a few mins to just bomb the hell outta my pics or what ever so i can finally level up also big thanx 2 every 1 that has bombed me in the tattoo contest so far the link for that is http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=837718&albumid=484896&i=1626973294 i posted a mumm about if your partner wanted to get funky public would you do it,now some crack head musta bytched cause now im banned from mumms,this site really gone to shit, is it for adults or kids,i dont see why it got pulled there was no rude pics or language,maybe depends who you are on here if you get away wiff stuff blah blah blah lmao next my account be taken hahhaah seems you cant voice nothing on here and cant even get a answer as 2 why....hmmmm maybe i need to ba site where adults can have free fukkin thoughts and speech

Birthday
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Back 2 Work!
Last school year, completed my first year of working in a middle school as a Teacher's Assistant. And I really enjoyed my work and the kids, but the best part was, I was off all summer long. While school was out, I was off for 3 months!! I really enjoyed my first summer not having to work. I was finally able to do all the things in the summer I have always wanted to do but never had the time bc I was constantly working. So I went to VA on vacation to see my 2 brothers (one has cancer), nephew's 2nd birthday, Uncle's wedding and to sight see. We were gone 2 weeks and we had a great time! After I returned from VA, I spent a lot of time laying out on the beach or at the pool. My older daughter Britt goes to school full time and works nights and my youngest spent weeks at a time at her father's so I had plenty of alone time! And I took full advantage of getting up at noon and putting a bikini on and going to sit in the sun for 5-6 hrs. a day!! I got the best tan I have ever had s

Poetry From The Heart
I stand alone bleeding With my heart in my hands Looking for a reason To breath again. The days move slowly And it looks like the end I don't have the strength To love again. My mind spins madly but I go nowhere- Smothered by a world of hurt and pain. I'm sinking in this hell The one you made for me- It won't be long and I will breath again. (c)Michelle Hacker 2007

Sick Of It
IM REALLY PISSED OFF IVE BEEN IN THREE PIMPOUT OUTS IN THE LAST THREE WEEKS TWO 4 NAUGHTY AND NICE CREW.. ONE 4 CLUB FAR WHICH I BULL SHIT I SHOULD BEEN LEVELED BY THEM THE MOST THEY LIKE OVER 300 MEMBERS ONLY THREE RATED THINGS .. JUST SO SICK OF THIS IM REALLY JUST READY TO DELETE MY ACCOUNT AND SAY THE HELL WITH ALL BEEN RATING PPL ALL DAMN DAY BOMBINNG A GREAT FRIEND NAUGHTY CHIC.. AND THIS THE THANKS I GET NO ONE WILLING TO HELP ME OF OVER 2000 FRIENDS AND FANS .. I TRY TO FAN EVERYONE WHO FANS ME AND I FAN EVERYONE THAT I GO ON THERE PAGE...THANKS TO WHO HAVE BEEN ON MY PAGE LATELY ...PEACE, EVONNE

Am I The Only One?
It seems to me that as I get older more and more things seem less fun to me. Like hanging out, shopping, playing basketball..things hat I once thought to be fun now bore me to death. And I try new things when I get time but nothing seems to cure my bored state of mind.. I dunno maybe I'm just trying the wrong things. Somebody please give me some ideas of new things that I could try!!

In Honor Of A Friend!
My Dear Friend By: Sharon Gay Watson Seven long years we talked and fought, But I will cherish the memories you brought, We each in our own way loved one another, And in my heart allways you will remain my brother. Your eyes light up shadows and your smile melts a heart, Just your hello was a real fine way for friends to start, You listened, you laughed and you broke down my walls, I never quite knew how a body felt when it falls. Memories will last allways until we meet up above, I feel your ams around me, and your voice shows me love, You walk in my dreams and you tell me to hang on now, But I feel so lost that I do not know how. Go travel through mountains and valleys so deep, We shall be companions in both of our sleep, Don't ever say bye, don't ever let go, Your friends all around still love you so. ************************************************* In Our Memories By: Sharon Gay Watson Piercing eyes that strike to the heart, A stern look which

Special Invitation - We Want You!!
We will be spending Friday, August 31st, at The Cherry Pit in Duncanville and Saturday and Sunday, September 1st and 2nd at a hotel and would love it if you could join us for some fun any of those nights. We're planning a very special weekend together and hope you can be part of it. Ultimate Pleasure is the plan. If you're not familiar with The Cherry Pit, it's an awesome hangout for "fun" people. They have the largest hot tub in Dallas, a fantastic spread of food, it's BYOB, but they have all the soda and stuff to help make mixed drinks at the bar, a dance floor complete with stripper pole, a torture room with a padded wall with built-in straps and a Glory Hole, a group room with a giant frame with 6 full mattresses on it, a porn room by the bar, The Pussy Pit - an area with a mattress strictly for women to play and others to watch, and a semi-private room with three mattresses laid out on the floor. They are very laid back and a lot of fun. Many go just to hang out and enjoy th

Warped And Twisted
Harsh words and violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

Bethel Park Marine Meets Bush While Recuperating At Maryland Facility
Bethel Park Marine meets Bush while recuperating at Maryland facility Sunday, July 31, 2005 By Joe Grata, Pittsburgh Post-Gazette They looked each other in the eye -- President Bush and U.S. Marine Cpl. Anthony Gower of Bethel Park. "The President said, 'Anthony, thank you for what you've done,' " Gower said. "I told him, 'My honor, sir.' I thought, 'Is this really happening to me?' " Gower met the president yesterday at the National Naval Medical Center in Bethesda, Md., where Bush received a glowing report after his annual checkup. Eric Draper / White House President Bush, left, greets U.S. Marine Cpl. Anthony Gower, of Bethel Park, during a visit to troops wounded in Iraq at the National Naval Medical Center in Bethesda, Md. yesterday. Bush visited the troops after his annual physical at the medical center. Gower, 34, wasn't doing as well, but much better than July 19, when a bomb planted by insurgents exploded and nearly ripped off his arm while he, 15 fellow me

Stayin
too all my friends, i finally got my account fixed, while i was trying to fix it my computer crashed and wiped my harddrive clean. now its all fixed and working better than ever so ive decided to stay on here.

Long Assed Bridge
Would you be scared to drive across this bridge . ... The Millau viaduct is part of the new E11 expressway connecting Paris and Barcelona and features the highest bridge piers ever constructed. The tallest is 240 meters (787 feet) high and the overall height will be an impressive 336 meters (1102 feet), making this the highest bridge in the world. I would have a hard time with this bridge,I know that I could not drive over. But, Beautiful Beautiful!

Goosebumps
A Poem That Gives You Goosebumps... A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped in side her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the back seat once had been," But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; "She did not hear them cry, " "And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, " "Oh, God, don't let them die! " Then firemen came and cut her loose, " "But when they searched the back, " "They found therein no little boys, "

New Arrival To My Family
Hey Fubar Members I just Thought I Would Introduce You To My New Baby Cousin Danika Born April 8th 2007 Weighing 8 Pounds 15 Ounces I'm So happy To Finally Have A Sweet BabyGirl In The Family

Jumbled Thoughts...
I'm sitting here in the quiet...just thinking about my life...my feelings...my emotions...my future...don't know where to start. My heart is so overwhelmed and consumed with the greatest feelings. I can't, for the first time in my life, find the right words to describe it. I've never had a problem finding a way to say what I felt. It's not only an emotional feeling but it's physical as well. While this is the best feeling ever, it is also the most hurtful as well. While I'm at the highest of highs, I'm also feeling very down. My mind is soaring with all sorts of images and thoughts...my heart is a different story. It feels like it's going to explode into millions of tiny pieces for whatever reason. I want to laugh but in the same breath, want to cry too. There's a sweet but hurtful ache that I can't seem to escape from. When I remember last weekend and the soft spoken words...the most intimate things that were said...I can't help but to smile. But then there are other things that I

Jokes
A hippie gets onto a bus and sits next to a nun in the front seat. The hippie looks over and asks the nun if she would have sex with him. The nun, surprised by the question, politely declines and gets off at the next stop. When the bus starts again, the bus driver says to the hippie, "If you want, I can tell you how you can get that nun to have sex with you." The hippie of course says that he'd love to know, so the bus driver tells him that every Tuesday evening at midnight the nun goes to the cemetery to pray to the lord. "If you went dressed in robes and some glowing powder," says the bus driver, "You could tell her you were God and command her to have sex with you." The hippie decides to try this out. That Tuesday, he goes to the cemetery and waits for the nun. Right on schedule, the nun shows up. While she's in the middle of praying, the hippie walks out from hiding, in robes and glowing with a mask of god. "I am God, I have heard your prayers and I will answer them but yo

Interesting Things
A is for anal (catch me on a good day and maybe) B is for booty cause I got a nice one C is for cuddling it is only optional D is for a drink it is required for me to sleep with some of you E is for erect for what you'll be after my pics F is for all the FUCKING I love to do G is for the great head I can give (if your lucky enough) H is for hungry for when I'm done fucking you (make me a sandwich bitch) I is for ice yes that is fun to play with J is for jerking off onto my soft white tittie K is for Kinkie cause that is my definition L is for Lesbian because I just might be but I know I'm bi M is for masterbation it is the best and we all do it N is for nipple clamps YES THAT IS FUCKING HOTT O is for the O face we all do it and it is HOTT P is for other peoples temple Q is for Queens they are fun to party with they are hott and know how to dance R is for rape yes that is a fantasy that is fun but when both parties are willing S is for squirting Dr. Quick can teach you

Holding On
Holding on to all I got I am just a fucked up thought Does not matter who you are I will remind you of a scar But I will hold on tight, and let go when the feeling is not right. Holding on to all I got to remain just a fucked up thought

Thank You My Friends
I KNOW WHY MISS AMERICIA CRYS, I KNOW A DEEP FEELING BETTER THEN ANY WIN IS HAVING YOU ALL AS FRIENDS THE NAMES CAN GO ON AND ON YOU ALL SEEN EACH OUTHER THERE GIVING IT YOUR ALL ,AS YOU ALWAYS DO I AM HUMBBLED TO BE IN YOUR COMPANY ,EACH AND EVERY ONE MY DEBT O GRATITUTE IS TO BEE THERE FOR YOU ALL HOW EVER I CAN BALIE YOUR A DREAM FRIEND SHADY GOD IF I HAD 1/2 YOUR ENERGY ,MIZ MIKE /MIKE AWSOME DOOM FUX IM IN AWE THE POSSE JESUS H CHRIST YOU ALL LAY IT TO THE MAX THERE ARE SO MANY TO NAME YOUR ON MY FRIENDS FAM AND KEG BUDDY LIST LOL I LOVE YOU ALL THANK YOU FROM EVERY OUNCE OF MY BEING*IM 285 LBS) GOD BLESS YOU ALL THANK YOU.........STEFAN

My Hero
Two years have passed... two long years.. and six more months to go.... my brother sits behind bars because of two people he though he could trust and turned out that they stabbed him in the back... my hero sits behind bars because he trusted someone and they screwed him over.... he sits there because he was nice...... no one understands the pain... no one understands the tears... no one really understands anything... i cry because i miss my hero... i cry because i hurt for him... i cry because i dont have anyone to turn to right now... i cry because my rock is gone... i cry because i am mad... i cry because i am hurt... i cry..... i cried for what seemed like hours on monday when i had to look at him and say bye and hug him knowing that i was walking out there and he couldnt... i cried because he is my big brother and yeah he made his mistakes but he is human... my hero sits in that place day after day and it kills me to know this... it hurts me so.... i wish there was something i cou

Derby Babee!
1. Thine house can never have too much Gatorade or too many pairs of fishnets. 2. Thou shall not ask if something died in my gym bag. (That smell is my pads…seriously.) 3. Thou shall make your friends aware that if one more of them ask me if we skate topless, he's going to end up with a skate up his ass. (That goes double for the next person who asks if Derby is like professional wrestling.) 4. Thou shall not protest when I feel the need to post pics of my ass on the league's bulletin board, especially if the bruises on my ass resemble the Virgin Mary or any 'Different Strokes' cast member. 5. Thou shall remember for any birthday, anniversary, or special occasion, three words: Bones. Swiss. Bearings. 6. Thou shall not protest the fact that there are two league practices, one team practice, two committee meetings and endless hours on the bulletin board each week. (Just be glad that the girls and I haven't just rented a big house so we could be together all the time.) 7

Wanting You
Wanting You Current mood: horny I wish everyone would leave!! I'm horny and I want you. I'm making sure you know it too. I had enough buttons on my shirt undone that every time I leaned forward you could see my breast well and I leaned every chance I got. J And every chance I got I touched sometimes quick sometimes lingering and suggesting. While we sat at the dinner table I run my hand up and down your thigh and lightly caressed your cock through your jeans. FINALLY everyone is gone, I take your hand and lead you to the bedroom. I wrap my arms around your neck, kissing you passionately, pressing my body firmly against yours. Running my hands down you back and around your sides to grab your shirt and pull it over your head, dropping it to the floor I run my hands up over your arms and your bare chest kissing, nibbling and licking everywhere I can while I unfasten your jeans and push them and your shorts over your hips then push you back on the bed so I can finish removing them.

I Haven't Been Around B-cause
I haven't been around lately because I started going to school again, my daughter started school and I have been fighting for sole custody of my daughter. I have been so crazy-buzy! Well school is going great for me and my daughter and I won sole custody. THanks for everyone who has been wondering about my and my family, I appreciate and have missed you all.

Such A Sad Man
Apparently there is a very pathetic man on here won't say any names but *cough big D cough* he wrote my fiance a nasty message talking about what he would do with me.. well. i have 1 thing to say to that. you will never have me fag.... I love my fiance with all of my heart and will never leave him get over that fact.. he is 10x the man you could ever hope to be.. oh and he has one thing you dont ME. besides.. isn't it custom to date your sister there??

Unique
Come on PPL Let's Do This! Unique ONLY Needs 1,099,466 To Godfather! WE CAN DO IT! LMMFAO!!!~ Unique Dream ™ ~@ fubarSeriously... If You Don't Have him Added Yet Go Do It. He's A Kewl Dude!Ladies.., You know you want to :PRate Him And Fan Him Too :)Thank You All,KDM

Congratulations 2 Godfathers Today
THANKS EVERYONE FOR HELP CAPPY AND THE BOSS GODFATHER..MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT Congratulations to these two Fubars on Godfathering today.Stop by and Congratulate them. _Cappy_@ fubar THE BOSS@ fubar

Poetry
Took a walk in the rain today I wasn't alone, your memory was with me As the drops fell, they brought tears to my eyes Our many memories rushed into view The times shared by us, the loss felt Seems like an eternity since i last held you The distance between us seems to grow Missing you is harder each day It seems everything has changed But i hold on. Hope still remains in my heart At least i have my memories of you Each time i walk in the rain The joy of your voice, your laughter has me in a trance, welcomed with open arms. My thoughts of you bring a smile to my face; as if the sun has given my life and a reason to live. I like you wish to be loved, touched in a way that will last forever; words mixed with action; honest open deep feelings that come from the heart and blessed by mind, filled with hope and faith. Only time will tell, if this new found love; will stand the test of time and all the pain of being in love. She’s there Always in the back of your mind

Life Part 1
You know, I don't take Fubar serious. It is the net. People on the net usually pretend to be something they are not because they can get by with it, for at least a little while. I know a lot of people on here unfortunately do take it serious and I can see how it is easy to get wrapped up in it. I just really don't like the meanness on here and people telling other people to get a life and how ugly or fat someone is. There was a 18 year old boy that was mean to my picture and even when I was nice to him and gave him a 10, instead of the 1 he gave me, he came in and gave me another one and told me "it is the net, get over yourself, this isn't real". Um, ok. I never did say it was jackass and in real life, I wouldn't give you the time of day either. So for now on, when people give me a 1 just to be spiteful, I will just block them right away and not rate them at all. They are the ones that don't have a life. I only go in to the mums that my friends write. Only to vo

My Mums
okay people on the subject of my mums they are only for points I'm not really lazy i cant be i got a 18 month old baby and live with her and 4 grown men who don't pick up after themselves and only two of these people do their own laundry i do the rest i also cook for all these people and the people they bring home were constantly having people over and anything quick makes it easier on me u try living with this many grown men one of them is my fiance and one is his dad and the other two are his step bro and friend but they are more like kids than men so u try living with 4 men who don't clean and a kid who gets into everything u will try to think of ways to make things easier on your self trust me oh did i mention all our floors are linoleum and the guys all ways come home with mud all over them cause of their work so i sweep and mop all the time oh and plus i do alot of the paperwork for their company so ummm yeah dont judge till u know everything his name is: Addiction go fin

2007 Version Of "i Willsurvive"
The 2007 version of "I will survive" SING IT GIRLS!!! At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, And I knew that I could take you on...But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and You've brought me a French Fry! I should have known that it Was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dream Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those jeans! Go on now - go, ! Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't You know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, With a handful of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, When I saw Yo

And Then
Talk to me in your drive-time voice as I am moving closer, coming in to kiss you - first your soft lips and then whisper to me "yes" as I am reaching 'round, unbuttoning, and then get right up inside my arms as I am tasting your sweet skin, smelling your soft hair, and then linger as I slide my hand down across your ribs and down inside your jeans and down and then lead me to the bedroom, close the drapes, pull back the sheets, and then allow your skin to touch mine everywhere, all at once - entangled, limb to limb, let's dance on cotton sheets slowly surely sweetly to the voice of the wind and then © All rights reserved

Sea Fever
Sea Fever by John Masefield (1878-1967) I must go down to the sea again, to the lonely sea and the sky, And all I ask is a tall ship and a star to steer her by, And the wheel's kick and the wind's song and the white sail's shaking, And a gray mist on the sea's face, and a gray dawn breaking. I must go down to the seas again, for the call of the running tide Is a wild call and a clear call that may not be denied; And all I ask is a windy day with the white clouds flying, And the flung spray and the blown spume, and the sea-gulls crying. I must go down to the seas again, to the vagrant gypsy life, To the gull's way and the whale's way, where the wind's like a whetted knife; And all I ask is a merry yarn from a laughing fellow-rover, And quiet sleep and a sweet dream when the long trick's over. In honor of my brother Vincent an ex Shore Patrol in the US Navy.

Margo
Hey my dear friends @fubar.I love this site and the people are great.I have met new friends and cool people here.Every body makes me feel special and loved and the comments are awesome.Thanks keep in touch. Wow the peopole hear make a person feel good.I like that.I am a down to earth country gal>. Hi fubar friends.I am new at this and am still learning.This seems to be a really cool site to make friends.Hope to hear from you soon and god bless those all on Sept 9-11.

Firearms Refresher Course
FIREARMS REFRESHER COURSE Those who hammer their guns into plows will plow for those who do not. ~ Thomas Jefferson This is why Ted Kennedy, Nancy Pelosi, & Hillary Clinton want gun control so badly! FIREARMS REFRESHER COURSE 1. An armed man is a citizen. An unarmed man is a subject. 2. A gun in the hand is better than a cop on the phone. 3. Colt: The original point and click interface. 4. Gun control is not about guns; it's about control. 5. If guns are outlawed, can we use swords? 6. If guns cause crime, then pencils cause misspelled words. 7. Free men do not ask permission to bear arms. 8. If you don't know your rights, you don't have any. 9. Those who trade liberty for security have neither. 10. The United States Constitution (c)1791. All Rights Reserved. 11. What part of "shall not be infringed" do y

One Of My Favorite Songs
Music Video:SOMETHING MORE (by Sugarland)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com THE BIKER'S CREED I ride because it is fun. I ride because I enjoy the freedom I feel from being exposed to the elements, and the vulnerability to the danger that is intrinsic to riding. I do not ride because it is fashionable to do so. I ride my machine, not wear it. My machine is not a symbol of status. It exists simply for me, and me alone. My machine is not a toy. It is an extension of my being, and I will treat it accordingly, with the same respect as I have for myself. I strive to understand the inner-workings of my machine, from the most basic to the most complex. I will learn everything I can about my machine, so that I am reliant upon no one but myself for its health and well being. I strive to constantly better my skill of control over my machine. I will learn its limits, and use my skill to become one with my machine so that we may keep each other

Seeing The Things That I Love...
Well...here I sit...in the quiet late afternoon. There's a thunderstorm heading this way. I can hear the thunder getting closer...the daylight fading fast. There is no wind...the smell of rain hanging heavy in the air. I can sit and watch this scene for hours. I love rain...late afternoon storms...washing everything away and making it all new for the day that's coming soon. I turn away from the window and see Duke...soundly sleeping in his favorite spot. All stretched out...just totally relaxed without a care in the world. He's so pretty. It's hard to believe that I've always considered myself as one who doesn't like dogs but he has definitely changed my view on things... As my eyes travel further across the room, they rest upon the one thing in my life that I'm so grateful for. There he is...asleep on the couch. He looks so peaceful...a light blanket over him...a slight smile on his face. I could sit and watch him sleep for hours on end...to hear his deep breaths...just to know

Desructive Force
ever have one of those days, when everything you want to fix turns to crap? Well I have had 8 months worth of those days, mind you some really good stuff in there too, but even that I have managed to ruin. I am actually a pretty good person, with great intentions, yet I am a destructive force to any thing, or anybody I come into contact with it seems like. I want so bad to be happy again, but yet when that starts to happen, I panic, and get scared because when I'm happy, things go bad, and I get hurt again. So thus when I get close to happiness, now I run, and therefore it looks very bad on me, and people tend to get hurt. Do i do this on purpose? Not entirely, some is, just for the sake of saving the others feelings, but it also has to so with forgiveness... of myself. I am so hard on me that I don't know how to forgive myself when I don't get it right, and then it cascades into this thing I can't control, and suddenly i'm on the run again. I don't know how to fix this, and don't know

Phuckers Thoughts
Well it's no big deal. but this is what happend. I had an account way back when... before you and I ever met when this was Lost Cherry. Anyways I left the site but kept the profile and then came back later on...Everything was going good then had a bunch of drama with a few people so I had enough and closed the account. Well a few weeks later I was talked into creating a new account. And part of creating that account was to piss someone off, so we gave myself the username of Meishas Bitch. Well after a few months I didn't want to be called Meishas Bitch anymore... So I changed it to OneSexyPhucker.... Well my fubar id url and email is still MeishasBitch and I can't change it. I tried but the system will not allow me too. And often enough I get asked what this meishasbitch thing is all about. Then I have to go into the same old song and dance. I know it's lame. But that's why. I've actually talked about doing this for a while now with some of you, but have just been putting

Darkness
NOW I JUST TYPED THIS I WAS BORED LOL The Darkness Poem or Song Created by Samantha Day's gone by darkness fills my heart flaims claim my heart and come out of my eye's and mouth you poisened me with your thought's you drown me in your darkness and you still wisper to me from the dark Blood rains from the sky lighting flashes and scream's are heard from a distance red eye's are seen in the shadows and the hot flaims burn me from with in me you hide from me in the shadows and now i fight you Angels of light angels of haeven angels of god fight this demon give me the strenght i need to fight this demon your starting to bring me under i gasp for air just a singel breath of air i feel so cold so dark and so scared give me strength You will go down and i will be the one who brings u down you cant find your self your lost now you feel what i feel now it's time to fight

About Me
Hello everybody. I am new to fubar, a friend introduced me to it recently and it is a bit confusing, but i am trying. I have been married for 6 1/2 years. I anjoy making new fiends and talking to people. Everyone is put in your life for a reason. You might as well put yourself out there because you never know when you can have a positive impact on someone's life, or if they can do the same for you. Life is too short to sit around and not learn from everybody possible. Please contact me if you wish. I use yahoo messanger also. hivoltsdj I ehjoy drag racing, poker, Orioles baseball, Penn State football, and traveling. I spend a lot of time in atlantic city. I better run along, I hope you all are having a wonderful day. Thanks for taking a minute to learn a little about me. Good Afternoon all! I am heading to Atlantic City for a few days. Wish me luck!!!

My Tears
My tears are not of loss But of time too quickly gone. I miss our days together Even while they're going on. 1. I savor odd, sweet moments When you laugh or when you smile, Nostalgic for your presence Though you're with me all the while. Strange how fantasy Can wander in and out at will, Looking back from somewhere That is just beyond a hill. And so when once you leave You will not leave me alone, For I will have you with me Long, long after you are home.

Online Affair With Each Other Ends In Divorce
A married couple are divorcing after they chatted each other up on the Internet using fake names. Sana Klaric and husband Adnan poured their hearts out to each other over their marriage troubles. Using the names 'Sweetie' and 'Prince of Joy' in a online chatroom, the pair thought they had found a soulmate with whom to spend the rest of their lives. It should have turned out like a real-life version of the 1979 Rupert Holmes song, Escape, where a couple meet through advert by someone 'who likes pina coladas and getting caught in the rain'. But, unlike in the song, there was no happy ending after they turned up for a date and realised their mistake. Now the pair, from Zenica, Central Bosnia, are divorcing after accusing each other of being unfaithful. Sana, 27, said: 'I was suddenly in love. It was amazing, we seemed to be stuck in the same kind of miserable marriages. How right that turned out to be.' But when it dawned on her what had happened, she said: 'I felt so b

Life Part 10
I made my first cappuccino this morning since buying my fabulous espresso machine! I have been drinking espresso over ice since I got it. Now the weather is changing and getting much cooler so it is time for warm coffee drinks. I put the milk under the steamer and it heated it up and then made froth to put on top! For my first try, it turned out pretty good. I really do love my machine! I know, I know. I am a freak! But at least I am a freak that is enjoying her warm cappuccino! ;) Enjoy your day. Ciao~ Today was a stress free day! A first in a very long time. Anthony started back to school today from his um...3 day vacation from school! He has a lot of work to make up and get in so his grades will go back up. I got an email from Christopher's teacher today and she told me it was his best day yet! This makes me happy. At least one day without worry and stress over school and my boys. How nice. Now...if we can only keep it up! Staying over them like a w

Daddy's Poem
Her hair was up in a ponytail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school, eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees - a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called, a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching for a man who wasn't there. "Wher

My Ongoing Problems
My horroscopes are begining to tell the story of my life.....here's another example: Daily Horoscope: Cancer For September 19,2007 While everything seems to be fine on the surface, you may need to work on some personal issue that has been nagging at you lately. You've certainly got the right mindset for it now, so take all the time you need!

Poems
a summer breeze caressing my body his loving glance warmed me down to my soul bringing forth my thoughts of being naughty i felt licked by flames, me a piece of coal and he didnt, hadnt even touched me i glanced across the room at my lover his eyes flames dark with desire i could see and they danced for only me, no other the grand ballroom became a great big haze as my skin became licked by burning flames my eyes began to take on desires glaze my lover and i whispered each others' names if only we were home to skip and play and to forget about thoughts of our day on takeing a trip to a foreign place i looked upon a new lover's dear face much like romeo and his juliet i had want for him as soon as we met but, alas for us it can never be but our love, so strong between he and me cause, thought we care for each other so much we never shared each other's kiss or touch so now, as i sit with a pen in hand, and dreaming so of that far away land, hoping i

...my Happenings...
...hello all, I know I have not been on for ages. I have not been able to get on line very much. I have moved in with another friend, so I have very limited Internet. I do try to go on Yahoo on my phone, so please don't be afraid to message me. I may not be getting your messages if you are, but I have made the effort show that I am still among the living...I am still working in downtown San Diego at the One Hour Shop...nothing really too much has gone on with me, some drama, some good stuff, but I am doing all I can to look at the positive of my situation. I will post more at a later time. Please feel free to message me if you see me on Yahoo. I hope that all of you are doing okay. Your Friend, Michael Well...Today was the official FULL day that I was able to start fixing my car. I still have a lot to do, but so far I have managed to remove the main wire harness from the car's "computer" and pulled those connections from main wireharness through the firewall. I have removed the

Holy Mother
Holy Mother by (Unknown) Holy mother, full of grace Bless my boyfriend's gorgeous face Bless his hair that tends to curl Keep him safe from all the girls Bless his arms that are so strong Keep his hands where they belong Bless his dick, the first I've sucked Bless the bed, in which we fucked And if my Mom chanced to walk in Bless the shit I'd be in.

Must Read...
EATTING PUSSY A HOW TO MANUAL FOR GUYS... Ok here it is gentleman your very own how to guide on eating pussy, going down or giving head whatever you want to call it the techniques and end result are the same. And for those ladies who are reading this to see if I know what i'm talking about please read on and hope that your man is reading this too, because i'm quite confidant that i know at least a little bit about eating pussy. Oh yeah this isn't "G" rated I use words like pussy and my personal favorite FUCK! If this offends you stop reading stupid! For the rest of you read on enjoy and take notes... I've been told by many a female that I give the best head they've ever received...This has come from women who are bisexual...as well...which is quite a nice ego stroke...I'm not trying to gloat...I'm just saying I've done my research and have applied many series of trial and error to try and get better and better at my favorite activity: Giving oral sex to a Woman... I've read ma

Ready For Love
Ready For Love Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

My New Toy!!
Well after much thought, I desided it's me time. I just got me a new Toyota FJ Cruiser, VOODOO BLUE. This toy rocks, Check it out now because before long he will under go a massive change. It's a Toyota thang!!

My Thoughts And Feelings..dont Like Them Dont Read Them!
Why is it someone acts a certain way around u and its all b/c they want something? Isnt someone beautiful on the inside? If u dont think they r beautiful on the outside dont tell them they r just b/c u want something. Thats just wrong! I know people lie to get what they want, especially sexually, its a shame..And sometimes the ugliest person is really beautiful to the person who said u were beautiful but they were lying to get something from u. Cuz trust me SHE AINT BEAUTIFUL! I dont understand why people cant just be real and why they gotta lie. It really hurts someones feelings. And when u know u could never be that lucky to be with the person who tells u this crap, it sux also...ah I dont understand and guess I never will... Come Check Out My Lounge!

I Am "the Blob"
Last night, after I just got home from their house, my brother called because the boys wanted me to come over for another game of "the Blob." Now TC isn't much of a phone person but Jackson got on the phone and he asked: "Uncle gryph, will you come over and play Blob with us?" Course it was about bed time, and those two rascals will do anything, talk to anyone, to postpone bedtime. But for us "the Blob" has always been our game. Let me explain. I get this old bean bag chair out of the corner, it has been converted to be worn on my chest, and the boys are whichever superhero they want to be at that given time: Superman, Spiderman, Batman, Iron Man, the Power Rangers, Wolverine. And the ever-faithful beagle pup is...you guessed it "Underdog." Their mom usually takes this opportune time to get something else done but once in awhile she is Storm or one of the Power Rangers too. But she's always the one who is captured by the villain. I am the villain, the Blob. Really it's quite an i

Break Me
You came to me a broken piece of a man, Starring sweetly into my eyes and captivating my hand, Quicker and quicker the nights passed away, I never would have guessed that for your sins I would pay. This limerick is about you, theres no way around it, No use in trying to be nice, wickedness is something I cant help but admit, Youre not the first to reveal the truths of men, But as of today you are the last one that I let in. Your scars from the past, you show at first glance, Knocking any levelheaded girl off of her stance, My world was jilted by the jaded, Those happy places now stand to be hated, I cant help but blame myself for the deeds that were done, Now I shall sit back and watch the web as its spun. You made the day of the omen one I shall never forget, Forgiveness would be soon to follow, for I usually submit, But not this time, not for you, This lesson in life would be a waste if you were something I would give

Wrecked My Car
Okay so my dumd azz was driving down the road in my new Hyundai Sonata and my drink started to spill bent over to grab it and slamed into a reece hitch so my baby is broken, sitting at the shop with a hole in it...sniff sniff unfortunatly I am broke 2 calling the dr today. Every time I move I crack and feel like throwing up...

Jimmy Jam
Hey all! If anyone is in the Northern Kentucky area this Saturday, be sure to stop by and have the time of your life at Jimmy Jam. This time it's 80's throw back night and we're in for some real fun! So grab your big hair and parachute pants and join us for some fun. Message me if you need the details!

Idiocy And How It Runs Rampant
Last night there were a couple of guys on here that thought that it wasn't appropriate to put children in the primary photo. (Appropriate or not is not my decision.) That being said this is an adult site, the title of this site is Fubar the internet's first online bar. (I know that I wouldn't take my child to a bar but that is me.) Anyway I am digressing: So they started messing with this person that had what they thought to be inappropriate pic. Mind you it was a joke and a lot of people were getting a good laugh. Then someone out of the blue came into this and started calling the guys pedophiles. Even went so far as to try to illicit help to get the guys banned from Fubar. When I went to the person that posted the comments about the suspected pedophilia I basically told her she needed to be on the short bus, and that she needed to read what was going on before slandering people she didn't even know. Why do people make the internet their first priority? I know I may be

Thoughts And A Comedian
hes stands about 5'5" not quite small but not quite tall he is a stalky man with full gray hair, i am fucking bored out of my damn mind. I dunno something about sitting on cucumbers. Thats what happens when u stick your dick in the fish tank, LMFAO why is it masterbating is bad for you?? I masterbate like I'm winning something. Quick call the police my hand and my penis are fighting, OH NO hes 21 and from Los Angelas California alot of wind alot of noise and I'm outta burgers could you get me some more? You've seen him on ABC. ... WHAT THE???? Here we go again back to Walmart for some rectal exams!

Trying To Win
come on people i figured a way to get lots of points, my friend don't think i can pass him on the fubar points, well i can pass him if you all rate all, and i do mean all of my photos, so can you help me out

Decisions
You ever had a life altering decision to make. One that you feel in your stomach, makes you nervous inside wondering if its going to be the right one down the road. It's an informed decision yet your nervous as to whether it still is the right one. You feel it is the right one that is pretty much as to what is already going on. Maybe with a few tweaks to fine tune what is already going on. I guess more like a final commitment to what is going on. Something that will definitely change your life from the day you do it forward. Your sure it's right for, yet not sure. Lot's of confusion. Life is full of all sorts of decisions most are easy everyday decisions without stress. Some are life altering ones. You have to make the decisions on what is best for you not anyone else. It is hard to be selfish for some people and they chose the decision to please the other people involved, but leaves them with unhappiness. You have to be true to yourself , your life and what will make you happy even

He Has It All Worked Out!
Psalm 55:22 --- you really need to read this. "Friends are God's way of taking care of us." This was written by a of Metro Denver Hospice Physician: I was driving home from a meeting this evening about 5, stuck in traffic on Colorado Blvd., and the car started to choke and splutter and die - I barely managed to coast, cursing, into a gas station, glad only that I would not be blocking traffic and would have a somewhat warm spot to wait for the tow truck. It wouldn't even turn over. Before I could make the call, I saw a woman walking out of the "quickie mart" building, and it looked like she slipped on some ice and fell into a Gas pump, so I got out to see if she was okay. When I got there, it looked more like she had been overcome by sobs than that she had fallen; she was a young woman who looked really haggard with dark circles under her eyes. She dropped something as I helped her up, and I picked it up to give it to her. It was a nickel. At that moment, everything came into focu

My First Blog On Fubar
cold why am i always so cold? It may be that i am tired and not moved around as much to get warmed up It may be that i have a cold heart.. but that cant be true because i am so nice It may be that i am drinking a cold strawberry slushie it may be that i don't have a special someone in my life to keep me warm I hate being cold and i am always cold and i wish i could stop being cold i may go lie in te covers to stop being cold for now but i will always be cold Hi everyone and Good morning well not So good I hate mornings the bright sun waking me up or getting up to get things done in the morning i am a grouch if woken up to early I rather stay up till the wee hours of the night and sleep in till noon or later. Well I woke up this morning early and i don't know why because i did not have to be and i worked till 11 last night and i work till 10 tonight well i am going to go try to lay back down in this dreaded morning

The Unbroken Silence
They say silence is golden, They have never heard silence from a loved one. They have never felt silence when it strikes out like a club to knock you flat. They have never felt the loneliness within that silence. They have no idea of what they say because simply Silence Kills. Stephen The Unbroken Silence Silence the beginning of the end. Silence the killer of spirit. Silence the poison of the heart. Silence the cancer of the soul. Silence is the corrupter of faith. Silence is the absence of courage. Silence instilled by fear is the worst of all. Silence kills and destroys all that is good and pure. Silence is the fertile ground that the seed of doubt grows. Silence the sister of despair. Silence is the brother of lost hope and broken faith. Silence the slow death of all relationships. Silence is the birth of the grave. Silence The secret of internal suicide. Silence is never golden. Silence is the end of all thin

Pennsylvania "dutch (german) Riddles
PA "Dutch" (German) Riddles (These people are called the plain and fancy people. They live their lives without electricity, cars, or modern dress. They are very religious, and can be seen on the backroads of eastern Pennsylvania every Sunday in their horse drawn carriages to and from church.) Was is glenner as en Loch? (What is smaller than a hole?) Der zaoppe wa neigeht. (The stopper or plug that fills it.) Ferwas duhne die Sei greische? (Why do pigs squeal?) Weil sie net peife kenne. (Because they can’t whistle.) Ferwas is der aerscht Mann uff de Leeder gegraddelt? (Why did the first man climb up a ladder?) Fer in de Heh kumme. (To get on top of something.) Was is nix we Kopp un Schwanz? (What is nothing but head and tail?) En Naggel. (a nail) Mer dutt’s net kocha, mer yaust ken Peffer un Salz, ken Zucker un Schmalz un es schmackt ennihau gut? (One does not cook it, one does not add pepper or salt, sugar or lard, and still it tates good?) En Boss. (a kiss) Es

To Everyone
alright im tired of people starting there little internet arguements with me and then they have the nerve to 1) get there friends after me 2) act like the victim 3) get the law enforcement involved 4) use false pretense. alright if your gonna start shit with me leave it between you and me dont run to your little internet buddies because they cant help you anymore than you can help yourself and by people getting the law involved that is a violation of the INTERNET PRIVACY ACT which clearly states that im bound to the fubar terms of service and if i do something that you dont like fubar provides a block button which means that the federal and judicial members cannot get involved and if you like to think that way, im gonna end this with a fuck you and have a nice day

~!~the Meaning~!~
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you.

The Smell Of Rain
The Smell of Rain A cold March wind danced around the dead of night in Dallas as the doctor walked into the small hospital room of Diana Blessing. She was still groggy from surgery. Her husband, David, held her hand as they braced themselves for the latest news. That afternoon of March 10, 1991, complications had forced Diana, only 24-weeks pregnant, to undergo an emergency Cesarean to deliver couple's new daughter, Dana Lu Blessing. At 12 inches long and weighing only one pound nine ounces, they already knew she was perilously premature. Still, the doctor's soft words dropped like bombs. "I don't think she's going to make it," he said, as kindly as he could. "There's only a 10-percent chance she will live through the night, and even then, if by some slim chance she does make it, her future could be a very cruel one" Numb with disbelief, David and Diana listened as the doctor described the devastating problems Dana would likely face if she survived. She woul

Fed Up!!!!!!!!
i started this profile to meet new people,have fun have people checkout my music page on myspace. Now, its starting to become people bickering over bullshit. so with that said, at the end of the week i'll be deleting my fubar profile. for those of you who have been added to my profile on myspace u can keep in touch with me on there. i have WAY TO MUCH on my plate to deal with childish shit......I'M A GROWN ASS MAN, I HAVE MY KIDS TO PLAY WITH!!!!! Anyways, its been wonderful meeting all of u guys and hope to hear from yall soon. ~D~ "DADDY"

Life Part 23
Yesterday was really good for the most part except for my mini nervous break down over me being insecure. Both my boys had great days at school. They came home in a good mood. I made a really good chili for dinner that everyone was happy with. It was the best one I ever made. Then watched television with Peter. I told him I wanted him to take a shower early so we could go to bed early. I had plans! We were in bed by 9:00. The boys had gone to bed early too so it makes it easier. I had one thing on my mind...sex! I kissed Peter a few times and then guided his head down below! Of course, this turns him on more then anything. Knowing how bad I want it. So we are in the middle of having great sex. Many different positions. At one point, he has my legs up in the air and I hear a knock on our bedroom door. We both panic because the door is not locked. So he jumps over to the side and we pull the sheets up over us as fast as we can. It was Ashton and she opened up th

I Need Help Plz
i am 225,000 points away from leveling, if you come by and show me some luv by rating my pics and stash etc, i would very much appreciate it, i return all the love, ty so much , hugs peepsbigmomma@ fubar

Empty
There is a place where I hide my soul when I cannot hold the weight of its pain anymore. It is a dark place with no walls or floor, no ceiling tiles that could be removed to expose an escape route to heaven. But heaven is the least of our needs now, as the weather turns cold. Flowers become brittle memories and I gather fractured petals along the way to that place where we can choose to hibernate or rest our cheek to silent stone.

In A Contest Tonight For Two Hours
need help in contest last for the next two hours if ya could drop by and show luv i would appreciate it i am in a contest tonight from 9-11 central time, 10-12 eastern, and 7-9 pacific, the link is in my profile comments, the link is private for now, but will post new blog with link once it isnt k, much luv

Family Pimpout
Here Are Some Of My Awesome Family Members I Would Like To Share With Everyone These people are awesome, all of them so go by, rate, fan, add, and luv them all :) ♥§tabMeTilICumm♥@ fubar sweetthing@ fubar }i{MisssButterfly}i{~~L.U.V. Club Accomodator~~ArchAngel Family ~~Underground Den of Desires~~@ fubar WIZARD@ fubar (R)Nympho wolf♥Kaydee aka Lil Princesses Husba

Heres Another One, Just Cleaning Out My Blog Closet Over At Myspace
August 9, 2007 ....just some stuff I wrote hope u like as well...toodles :O) WHY SHOULD I HAVE THIS FEELING THIS FEELING OF ECSTASY, THIS FEELING OF WANTING WAY DEEP INSIDE, A FEELING OF UNCERTAINTY THAT I CANNOT EXPRESS BELIEVE ME I DON'T WANT THIS FEELING BUT I CANT SEEM TO BE FREE OF IT , BECAUSE IT FEELS TRULY WONDERFUL, THAT IT GROWS INTENSE BY THE MINUTE I HAVE THIS FEELING INSIDE OF ME , BECAUSE YOU FOLLOW ME & TORMENT ME WITH YOUR SWEET CARESSES ONE DAY & ROUGHNESS THE NEXT, LIKE A YO -YO UP & DOWN WHEN YOU WHISPER IN MY EAR, SOFT KISSES ON MY NECK, THAT SENDS SHIVERS UP MY SPINE , THE SEDUCTIVE PHONE CALLS LATE AT NIGHT THEN DURING THE DAY YOU ARE UNDRESSING ME WITH YOUR EYES WHILE I AM AT THE COFFEE SHOP, TRYING TO DRINK COFFEE MAKING ME SO NERVOUS, THAT I SPILL DROPS OF COFFEE ON MY CHIN & THERE YOU ARE KISSING THE DROPS THAT SPILT! STOP IT! DAMN I NEED TO WALK AWAY, YES...AWAY FROM YOU BECAUSE YOU LIED TO ME .... YOU ARE ALREADY SPO

Idiots
why do people have to be such assholes anymore. i went to a concert in fortworth last night and parked in a paid attended parking lot and some asshole had to walk by my truck and key the side or it. he didn't know me, i didn't do anything to him, he did it just to be an ass. and it's not a 2000$ truck. it's a $32,000 07 tundra with 5ooo miles on it. so now i have to shell out somewhere between 500$ and 1000$ to fix it and thats money i don't have to spend on a repair that shouldn't even be needed. do they do it cause someone has something nicer than them or what. these people need their ass kicked. our generation has gotten so careless about other people and their property it's sad. anyway hope everyone else has had a good day i know mine sucked when i walked outside to see that on my truck. 740$ scratch thanks to some drunken idiot that thought it would be funny to key my truck. my kids thank you for taking money that could have been used for them.

Life Part 32
Oh boy what a morning and it is still 11:00 am! I got my computer to work, after unplugging everything and then taking the big dust ball off the back of the computer fan! My poor computer couldn't breath! So now it is working but I need to to a complete backup of everything before this happens again and it won't start back up! My work and life are on this computer! I still need to open up the back and clean the dust out but will do that later after I back it up. I need to walk on my treadmill. I haven't in days because of my neck and the doctor told me not to for a few days but really need to get back into the habit. It is hard to create the habit of exercise but so easy to get out of the habit! I kind of feel like I have been through a lot lately. I am a strong, independent, stubborn, loving woman that has the will and tenacity to get through anything. I have been wearing my feelings on my sleeve lately and that isn't good. I guess it means I care too much about peop

Things That I Do When I'm Pissed
What is a MUMM? MuMMs (Make up My Mind) are polls which allow the fubar community to help you make up your mind...just like asking a bartender at a bar a question! Inappropriate content will be deleted. How do I make a MUMM? Click on the “MuMMs” link under the “My” drop down menu at the top left of your page or look for the “My MuMMs” tab at the center of your homepage. Next click on the yellow “create a mumm” link and follow the prompts. ANY adult or inappropriate content will be deleted. What is considered NSFW (Not Safe for Work)? A photo is deemed NSFW if it is: • Explicitly sexual in nature (suggestive) and includes real photos, cartoon drawings, and all styles of animations • Overtly tasteless • Slandering to any person or ethnicity Ok everyone, I know I’m beating a dead horse, But did you know that even if your mumm is something simple such asking if it is hard to find female clown faces, it can be flagged then deleted. I’m still wondering how it is - • Ex

Your On My Friends List
Just want everyone on Fubar to know that this is the most wonderful person I know and I love her with all my heart. I consider myself lucky to be her friend, and her Fu-Hubby and am completely loyal to her,she has my heart as well as my confidence and trust, treat her nice please she is a wonderful person and is always kind so show her some love ad treat her right{jenny}txbadass{Dirty South Crew}@ fubar gorgeous ain't she 1. Do you have a tattoo? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7.George Strait or Jay Z? 8. How did we meet? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like Country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything ab

Blah
well here it goes im bored nothing to do but sit here and type away, id like to know what u think about me and plz leave me a comment on what u think chat to me get to know me and be friends with me and see what i am all about lol, i know im such a weirdo lol NOT, ud like to think so lol, but no, what can i say just blah blah blah,lol this is what one does when there is nothing to do lol just sit here and take to ya all, and see who has something to say lol well all u boyz and girlz come leave a comment and let me chat to u lol, yes i must be really bored to do this but i talk to all who talk to me luvs to ya all P.S. say what ya want and ill get back to ya when i can

Sealed With A Kiss
I can't promise you forever, but I can promise this, I'll offer you the best of me, and seal it with a kiss. I can't promise that our travel will be all glad and free. But Baby, I will love you with all the best of me. When rain is pouring down, and stormy winds are blowing - When troubled days surround, we're cold, and it is snowing. I can't turn off the weather, or stop the Hands of Time. But facing things together, is a comfort we can find. You can't promise me the Road ahead will be all fun and light. I don't ask a thing of you, except to treat Love right. If we are faithful partners, and keep our loving true. We can weather every storm, and still keep loving through. Two can halve the troubles, and neither stand alone. Every pleasure doubles, and everywhere is 'home'. If we walk on together, through both the dark and light. We can weather the weather, through every day and night. I can't promise you forever, but I can promise this, I

The Road Ahead
The road ahead is long and winding, But our dreams are young and our love is shining.. There's no journey without you, Every milestone carries your name.. Every tree will be different, No two seasons the same.. The road will not always be smooth, And the nights may be long.. But He will keep us together, He is playing our song. There is no destination, Nobody at the finishing line.. Together we can make it, Till the end of our time. We shall not stop anywhere, We'll let the stars be our guide.. Hold on to my hand, Its going to be a wonderful ride ! The road ahead is long and winding, But our dreams are young, And our love is shining.

Sissy's On Fubar
Ok earlier this morning I commented on a MUMM, ~Kimberly~ F, 39 White River Junction, VT I'm Stuck! created @ 2007-10-13 07:03:31 -- expires in: 20 hr I am over the 50,000 points needed to become "Barfly" (50,636 points to be exact). But my level proximity meter is stuck at 99.99%. Has anyone else experienced this? That was the MUMM, Now heres My comment: I Love Skittles (Online) F, 31 UNITED STATES 2007-10-13 07:06:23 #10 of 17 Uh have you ever considered a salute? HOURS After, hell I didn't even give that MUMM a second thought after I commented on it, and theres was much much rude comments than what I said, so anyway I just got this email which would be this : Kinda bitchy Hide header Date: Sat, 13 Oct 2007 10:25:16 -0700 From: Size: 2 KB To: iloveskittles@fubar.com Reply-To: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Uh, if the girl with the mu

Children.....
This is just something I found when I was packing today...words my mother gave me when I had my first child...and it holds true to the words.... Take a moment to hear today What your children are trying to say. Listen today whatever you do Or they wont come back to listen to you. Listen to thier problems. Listen to thier needs. Praise thier smallest triumphs. Praise thier smallest deeds. Amplify thier laughter. Fine out what's the matter. Get to what they're after. Tell them that you love them Every single night. As you tiptoe out, say "Happy Dreams, Sleep Tight" Turn around and say, "Oh by the way, Regardless of our differences today, Tomorrow everything will be alright. And things between you and I are bright". Take a moment to hear today, What your children are trying to say. Listen today whatever you do, And they'll come back to listen to you...

Just Thinking
okay i'm done being hurt...i dropped a hammer on my toe and finally cried and no i didnt do it on purpose i was tring to put it on the ice box and i didnt work that way...but yeah i cried and then laughed because i couldnt figure out what i was cring for because yeah my toe hurt and at the time so did my heart...but why cry as long as he's happy and we can still be friends then all is good...i'd rather have him as just a friend then nothing at all...BUT MY TOE STILL HURTS FOR REAL!!!.....but yeah, the house is quite and i'm all alone, this is the worst time because i think way too much and never about anything that really matters. or does it and it just dont make any sense when i'm thinking about it..i think yeah i'm bored there is nothing on T.V and i've done the most i can on here.there are a few things around the house i need to do but i dont want to mainly because..i dont wanna, i'm sick of constently cleaning this damn house..its a never ending battle, but yeah since i'm mainly ra

Taintedearths Life
As the sunrises, the shadow recieves its last breath of night... the mischievious setting renders its last flight... As the moons light descends past the horizon in a glorious flight.. as if it won the battle to rieghn supreme forever at night... As the swords clash.. from the warriors never ending fight, the maidens bring the great horns of mead...while the solders feast till their hungers delight is fullfilled... by thier own right. Just too return in the same grusome fight.. some say that ignorance is despite.. actually.. without that; no person would know the meaning of search, so they might find thier own birth right.. as the hammer clashes, release the skies light show only a few truelly know in their heart whose the one wielding his might.. as the golden eagle soar as the sun on the early morning flight.. the glizzening from the wing and the screach.. unites the chariot..and the hammer... of the two that was for me at my birth.. and as i am the only one that truelly

Life Part 39
kay, so I am doing this contest. Just for fun. I don't care about any of the prizes. It was just for fun. Now the 2 women sponsoring the contest have turned it into something else. I was leaving comments today for myself. Calling myself a point whore, calling myself a pimp. Just writing random things. Then talking to myself. Leaving messages that only me and Martin understand. The girl that is winning, comes and looks at my comments constantly. Many times a day. To me, that is stalking! Any way you want to dress it up, it is stalking. Then, she comes into my profile. Then, her "family" come into my profile one by one. Then they keep going into my picture, constantly. Then, I get 3 emails, 2 from Cherrybomb (host) and one from Wildcat (host). This is what they wrote: Them: I tried to shout at ya but I guess your shout box is family only,no one is spying on ya or stalking ya,please stop harrassing my family member,I'm sure you wouldn't like it if someone will

Words To The Wise
As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom,in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine &beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a public service.

2day Is My Daughters 6irthday She Is 2
2day is my 6a6y's 6irthday as u already know she turned 2. it seems like yesterday that she wuzz 6orn now she is on her second 6irthday.cum by rate her pics and show her sum love on her very special day.

It's All In Fun...
hey just to let you all know... I'm a real person.. i say what i mean and i mean what i say. i don't care if ppl don't agree with me.. thats ur choice. I'm just voicing my opinion. I'm sorry if that offends but i'm not on this earth to please ANYONE

Idiots Among Americans
Well my wife and i were going through the news when all of the sudden she came across this news article http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071019/ap_on_re_us/supervised_injections;_ylt=AikEf02XLpjZ1P.DLdmnfTlH2ocA now it may only be me but it seems that we have a nation of idiots that are basically legalizing cocaine use by making a safe house where cops cannot enter wouldnt you agree that we are stupid for this ??? i want feedback on this one!!!!

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Fool's Clown
The Fool's Clown Left to this world with no hope to be Alone I sit and ponder This life that was choosen for me It was cruel and not a choice I made The people who said they loved me Left me alone and let me fade Now with my life upside down I sit alone in this room Made to look like the fool's clown Abandoned, alone, and left to die I bow my head to my hands Deep in thoughts I begin to cry How can one let this come to be As I feel the weight on my shoulders I begin to crumble and fall to one knee Here on the ground I look up to find Everyone has moved on with their life And alone I was left behind Now the sorrow will fade And life will go on I will find my true way Knowing I came out on top and won.

Health
So, ever since I had my daughter (she's 7 now) I have been struggling with my weight. Before I had her I weighed about 165ish. I am 5'10, so that was a great weight for me. Well I have done Atkins, I have exercised, I have dieted, and I have fluctuated from my lowest of 178, all the way up to 207, my highest. And the 207 was just a couple months ago. I am proud to say that my latest attempt is working. I started doing DDR around a year ago. For those that don't know, DDR is a dance game that works with a PS2. You follow the arrows on the game with a dance pad that you step on. There are either 4 or 5 levels of difficulty depending on which game you get. The current one I am doing has 4 levels. I'm on the 3rd. Now, when you do this for 30 to 60 minutes, 4 or 5 times a week, it is aerobic. I am drenched. I have noticed a big change in my body, muscles toning, etc. So FINALLY, this weekend, I noticed the scale. I am down to 189, in just a couple of months of hard work.

Be Your Best Self
The good you find in others, is in you too. The faults you find in others, are your faults as well. After all, to recognize something you must know it. The possibilities you see in others, are possible for you as well. The beauty you see around you, is your beauty. The world around you is a reflection, a mirror showing you the person you are. To change your world, you must change yourself. To blame and complain will only make matters worse. Whatever you care about, is your responsibility. What you see in others, shows you yourself. See the best in others, and you will be your best. Give to others, and you give to yourself. Appreciate beauty, and you will be beautiful. Admire creativity, and you will be creative. Love, and you will be loved. Seek to understand, and you will be understood. Listen, and your voice will be heard. Teach, and you will learn. Show your best face to the mirror, and you'll be happy with the face looking back at you

What If?
How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and height My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight For the ends of Being and ideal Grace. I love thee to the level of every day's Most quiet need; by sun and candle-light. I love thee freely, as men strive for Right; I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise. I love thee with the passion put to use In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith I love thee with a love I seemed to lose With my lost saints,--I love thee with the breath. Smiles, tears, of all my life!--and, if God choose, I shall but love thee better after death? [Elizabeth wrote this poem to Robert; Robert’s reply: “Come grow old with me; the best is yet to be.”] -Elizabeth Barrett Browning If I feel depressed I will sing. If I feel sad I will laugh. If I feel ill I will double my labour. If I feel fear I will plunge ahead. If I feel inferior I will wear new garments. If I feel uncertain I will raise m

My Treasure
My Treasure by Robert (http://fubar.com/user/1149975) From dusk until dawn, I have been given moments in time... From the Lord above, When I feel so full of you - And, your presence overwhelms me, I never, ever knew - That loving you would be like this, With happiness within arms reach, I can feel your longing, your hunger, And, your burning love for me. Now and forevermore - My feelings for you will remain the same, For all eternity - All the wonder that is you: Will be my treasure, When, close in our hearts - We can live these moments - Over and over again... Inspired by loving you, Robert...

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The Sexes
I writing this blog about the differences between Men and women from my point of view. Besides the obvious anatomical differences, which I greatly appreciate, there are other differences that arent as obvious. For instance, even though we might want the same things, we usually dont speak the same language. Thats why men and woman can talk to each other and neither one will understand what the other is trying to say. Ladies, you have to understand that men are animals, even the most sophisticated of us are only 2 or 3 hops from swinging from the limbs of trees. We get amused by watching each other get into accidents,belching and lighting flatuence. We work because we have to, and when we arent working, we like to unplug our minds,eat, have sex and sleep(in no particular order). We're pigs, we can be harmless pigs, but we're carnal in our natures. Women on the other hand attract us because they are refined. They're soft and pretty and usually smell good. We turn to you for care and com

Naghty Girl
Hi, Nicoli here.....I am a young girl with a soft heart.....I need sum one to tell me...I am needed... I wont a bad boy...or girl to have my heart...if you think it's you...do tell me...where, when, and how!!!........lol....:)...

Rocky Horror Picture Show!!
This is the start of Magenta.... A little before the freak in me comes out!! Go check out my photo..... And my horoscope today is a little too fitting..... You may have a brush with fame -- or be mistaken for a celebrity yourself. Something about you is attracting the attention of the universe, in any case -- and it can only make things better!

Sex Quiz
How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as Very KinkyYou are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partner Very Kinky 100%A Sicko 80%Average 50%A WUSS !! 40%

Graveyard Training
"Is the cool night air to much for you, My pet? I asked of her. "No, Sir." she replied. I look down at at the clock briefly so not to miss my turn. It was 11:30pm as we turned into the cemetery. A field where I like to play in the night. Driving slowly to obey any rules imposed by the graveyard, I mean no disrespect. I take a gander at the lovely subject to my right. "My sweet girl this is where we begin with tonights events." I explained to her as I pulled off the the side of the road. "What is that, Sir?" She asked of me with a lucid look in her eye. "You will find out soon enough my dear," I tell her as I kiss her soft lips. "Now, get out, and go to the back of the van." I commanded. The sound of the shutting doors pierce the silence of night. The moon is a in it's waning phase, and the sky is illuminated with all the shimmering stars. I open the back of the van to a large storage area. I pull out my bag of goodies that I brought to the party. I run my fingers

Great Story For Men An Women Yall Love It!!!
had spent a decade in the dating scene, and I was done. I'd had enough of the fumbling hands and the cheesy pick-up lines and the 'let's go dutch' conversations to last me a lifetime. Mostly I was tired of men who were less masculine than I was. I wanted a real man, someone financially successful and personally secure. I couldn't be with a man I couldn't respect, or admire, and I've never been attracted to a man I can't respect. My solution for filling the husband/family void in my otherwise rewarding life was to take part in a matchmaking service. The kind that pairs gold-digging bimbos with millionaires. A bit crude, I realize, but nevertheless a fitting solution for my predicament. I wasn't expecting to find my soulmate. Just a man who was willing to put as much effort into me as I would be willing to offer him. It sounds so sensible, like it should be easy to find, but it's been terribly difficult for me on my own so I thought the matchmaker would be a t

In Your Eyes
love I get so lost, sometimes days pass and this emptiness fills my heart when I want to run away I drive off in my car but whichever way I go I come back to the place you are all my instincts, they return and the grand facade, so soon will burn without a noise, without my pride I reach out from the inside in your eyes the light the heat in your eyes I am complete in your eyes I see the doorway to a thousand churches in your eyes the resolution of all the fruitless searches in your eyes I see the light and the heat in your eyes oh, I want to be that complete I want to touch the light the heat I see in your eyes love, I don't like to see so much pain so much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away I get so tired of working so hard for our survival I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive and all my instincts, they return and the grand facade, so soon will burn without a noise, without my pride I reach out from the inside in your

Desire Of Halloween
On a dark halloween night Thoughts creeping in my lingering mind Twisted tales of sexual desire Trapped , tied within my vine. Ecstasy escaped my inner mortal soul Longing to give you my all craving your luscious bodies curves for I am so enthralled. To caress your sweet succulent skin Licking and teasing each and every part Wanting to do so much more to you Will ever get to make this start. Dreaming with my mind wide open Reaching out for hopes you will give in Touch me deeply with your bladed fingers for you will me be my one mortal sin. Halloween is a night of frights Ghosts,goblins, and spirits galore For i have one sexual fantasy That i so utterly adore.

I Can Feel You
I Can Feel You... You're far away, but, I can feel you. You exist in my every breath, in every beat of my heart, adding a spectacular sizzle in all the right places. Even when I close my eyes, I see your face and feel the fire of your caress. Your presence is a tangible thing... yet as hard to grasp as the air. I reach for you, but you elude me. Still, I can feel you; the softness of a petal, a warm wind on my cheek, a ray in my vision, a distant light that ever draws me near.

Just Because
I am a simple person. There is nothing complicated about me. I like holding hands, taking walks on the strip at the beach or the mountains. I am not a jealous person, if we were a couple I wouldn't care if you go out with your friends male or female, I have trust and expect the same, trust and communication are the keys that unlock a good partnership. I am not a big fella, so if your looking for Big sorry I am not your man. I like camping, sleeping two in a one man bag, looking up at the stars next to a campfire. I personally think a woman is never more beautiful than she is when she first wakes up and looks into your eyes. I like slow dancing ( nude if the time is right ). Like I said I'm simple, theres nothing about me I won't answer if you ask, I have nothing to hide. thats all Jerry

You Can't Fix Stupid People
ONE Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter. "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or twelve," was the reply. "So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets TWO I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I said to her "I've changed my mind, I don't think I'll buy that today." She said "OK," and I pai

What Is That ? Did You Hear That? Shhhh
I LIVE IN A TOWNHOUSE I LIVE IN IT ALONE JUST ME AND MY DOGGY AND NOT EVEN A PHONE ITS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WOODS SO CALM AND SO STILL NICE AND PEACEFUL WITH AN OCTOBER CHILL BUT EVERY YEAR COME HALLOWEEN NIGHT I NO LONGER FEEL PEACE BUT FILLED WITH FRIGHT WITHIN MY WALLS THE SOUNDS OF VOICES LOST IN THE NIGHT, SEARCHING FOR SOMETHING SOMEONE TO COMFOFT THEIR UNBURRIED SOULS BEFORE MIDNIGHT...I GRAB MY DOG AND RUN FOR THE MAIN DOOR, BUT I AM STOPPED IN MY TRACKS , AND PUSHED TO THE FLOOR BY A SUDDEN THRUST BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT IT WAS... I LOOKED AROUND IN A PANIC, NOTHING THERE I MUST BE HAVING A REALLY GOOD BUZZ..THE VOICES AND SOUNDS ARE GETTING LOUDER AND THEN THEY DISAPPEAR, ALL OF SUDDEN I FEEL NO FEAR, THERES THAT PEACE AGAIN, I GUESS I WONT HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT UNTIL HALLOWEEN NEXT YEAR! JUST A STORY THE END "BOO!"

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom..... I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom..... I had never been puked on. Pooped on Chewed on Peed on I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests.Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom..... I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom ..... I didn't know the feeling of having my

On Vacation
I am going on vacation tommorow (Nov. 1st) untill Nov. 9th, so if I don't comment you, etc. thats why. I'm not too sure if I'll have or have time to get on a PC this week. Those of you that have my cell#... feel free to call. Love to you all... cya when I get back!

Life Or Something Like It 3
I won't be on much today unless my neck starts feeling better. It started hurting worse then it ever has in the middle of the night. I think it might have been from me doing my arm exercises while walking on the treadmill yesterday. I won't be doing that for a while! Kiss Martin, love you. ciao Oh, I see my favorite Fubar psycho is doing the Happy Hour, oh joy! haha Well, yesterday was eventful. I took my son to go take his written drivers test yesterday to get his permit to start driving with a trainer and us. He has to have 3 lesson's with a professional. Not sure how professional they are but...we have to pay $89.00 for each lesson. Luckily I already paid everything up front. He passed his test this time. Congratulations! I think the questions on the test are so stupid. Why do they feel the need to put trick questions on the test?? So I let him drive the car yesterday after he got it. He did pretty good. The only thing is he takes corners too fast. His fi

My Opinion On Love
I represent kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates! You cannot love everyone, it is ridiculous to think you can. If you love everyone and everything you lose your natural powers of selection and wind up being a pretty poor judge of character and quality. If anything is used too freely it loses its true meaning. Therefore, I believe you should love strongly and completely those who deserve your love, but never turn the other cheek to your enemy.

Conversations In My Mirror
Two nights ago I got your message. It was obvious. A blind man could have read it. My covers were kicked off of the bed, And I was exhausted in the morning. It was as if I had been up working all night instead of resting. I knew it was a message from you. . . And that all I needed to do was to pick up my pen, And let you write it down on paper for me to read. But I was so exhausted that I overslept. Then I was late for work, And you don't even want to hear, About the day I had. Last night I got your message. It was practically in neon. I awoke at two a.m. because my arm was asleep. My neck was locked at an awkward angle. My pillow and blankets were all on the floor. It was freezing cold. I began to sneeze. This happened again at four. Then, at six, when I needed to be up. . . I slept the sleep of a man who has walked through a blizzard to stay alive, Only to collapse three feet from his doorstep. I knew that your message was important. And that all I needed to

This Is So Sad
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking?" Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Rig

Calling For The Spirits Of The Wolves
I hate asking this but i am about 3000 points shy of leveling . I have some neat pics for wolfs and other If any body would help me ill return the favor , anyway i would appreciated any help. Thankyou Padlocker1969 K.O.W. KINGDOM OF WOLFS.

Thanks For All The Love! (i Say With Sarcasm) :f
Thanks to the asshole who got 53 of my stash items deleted yesterday because (whoever the fuck you are) thinks with that little pea brain of yours they were "nsfw". Newsflash Asshole-If you don't like someone's stuff-Then get the hell out! There's a name for someone who takes away things that don't belong to them-THIEF! Or-Should I say Fucking Piece of Shit Asshole THIEF! BTW-I'm glad I had the opprotunity to defend a narrow minded shitbag like you for 22 years of service... Sincerely, -DeathMerchant6

Light In The Tunnel
THEY SAY WHEN A MAN MEETS HIS DESTINY HIS LIFE END. . . THEN HE BECOMES THE MAN HE WAS SUPPOSE TO BE. . . I FOR ONE CAN SAY I FOUND SOMEONE THAT MAKES ME HAPPY AND MAKES ME WANT TO LIVE. . . I THINK ABOUT THIS WOMAN EVERY SECOND THAT BLOOD PUMPS THROUGH MY VEINS AND I WANT NOTHING MORE THEN HER AT MY SIDE. . . I FEEL MY LIFE HAS ENDED BUT JUST BEGUN . . . WHO KNOWS WHAT IS IN STORE FOR ME NEXT? I NEVER FELT ANYTHING SO EASY BUT SO EXTRAVAGANT IN ALL MY DAYS . . . AM I ON THE RIGHT ROAD FINALLY?. . . IT FEELS SO AND I DON'T EVEN HAVE TO TURN THE WHEEL. . . XWOLFX IS NO LONGER A LOST SOUL SEEKING APPROVAL, BECAUSE APPROVAL IS NOT THE ISSUE. . . WHAT BELONGS IS THE ISSUE . . .

"rock With Me"
There was once an elderly, sad woman in a nursing home. She wouldn't talk to anyone or request anything. She seemed merely to exist - rocking in her creaky old rocking chair. The old woman didn't have many visitors. But every few days, a concerned and wise young nurse would go into her room. She didn't try to speak or ask questions of the old lady. She simply pulled up another rocking chair beside the old woman and rocked with her. Weeks or months later, the old woman finally spoke. 'Thank you,' she said. 'Thank you for rocking with me.' Just reminding you that in life there are times when we are meant to talk and be supportive, and there are times when we can help by just showing up. Actions, as we are told are often more important than words. The next time you know someone in need, just be there and be supportive.

The Defective Parrot
The Defective Parrot A man is browsing in a pet shop and sees a parrot sitting on a little perch. It doesn't have any feet or legs. The guy says aloud, "Golly, I wonder what happened to this parrot?" The parrot says, "I was born this way. I'm a defective parrot." "Holy crap," the guy replies. "You actually understood and answered me!" "I got every word," says the parrot. "I happen to be a highly intelligent, thoroughly educated bird ." "Oh yeah?" the man asks, "Then answer this -- how do you hang onto your perch without any feet?" "Well," the parrot says, "this is very embarrassing but since you asked, I wrap my weenie around this wooden bar like a little hook. You can't see it because of my feathers." "Wow," says the guy. "You really can understand and speak English can't you?" "Actually, I speak both Spanish and English, and I can converse with reasonable competence on almost any topic: politics, religion, sports, physics, and philosophy. I'm especia

Repeated But Useful Advice
Ladies and Gentlemen...wear sunscreen. If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be IT. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are NOT as fat as you imagine. Don't worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday. Do one thing every day that scares you.

Death Of Cops
i find it funny when a cop dies and everyone is all upset about it. i mean the person chose that career and knew that one day they could be killed. there should be no memorial fund for them what so ever

How To React
It's the major C.. How do you react when someone tells you they have CANCER? Do you freak you? Do you start to cry? What emotions do you use in this case? How are you going to handle knowing that one day that person is no longer with you? Im not to sure on how or what emotions to use. Or to that fact even think. Although this person who I am talking about survied Breast Cancer, now is diagnosed with Colon Cancer. She is a stronger fighter, but how is she keeping her head up high. Knowing what she has. How do I be strong for her? What can I do? We all have a loved one or someone near and dear to our hearts who has Cancer or who has gone through it. Show your support for them.

Jennie 4 You
"SO PISSED OFF" Yet again I trusted someone and they turned out to be a guy posing as a female.. why do they do this..? I opened up and mentioned things that I should have kept privie, my likes my dislikes and things about my personal life. I am so fucking angry,I feel used and abused.. grrr.. for someone to get thier jollies pretending, am I that fuckin stupid or just nieave.. gonna be so cautious from now on..If I feel I cant trust anymore.. i'll just pack it in...... I just want to take this oppertunity to say thank you to my friends an family on Fu for the support and love you showed me through a very diff couple of months.. my life has taken off big time with a new job and I have learned to move on..TG! love you all dearly and I will get around to leaving comments and love on your pages.. ok.. luvs ya Jennifer.. xxxx

Deleting People
Anyone on my friends list who does not talk to me on a regular basis or when I go through my list I don't know is going to be deleted. I am sick and tired of adding people who don't bother to even read my profile and do not care to talk to me after they are added.

My Guardian Angel
I sit here thinking every sec that goes by how much I miss you! How with you not here leaves an empty feeling in my world. I think back to all our memories all the times you made me smile and bring my sadness to all smiles. You always told me keep my head up things will turn around. You changed My life in more ways then you could ever imagine. I have hurt in my heart from losing you sticks out like a knife was put through it! There are times when I shut everyone out and just want to be alone to hide my tears. I cant help it. I miss those words that came from you "I love you babes" or "you are my angel" How I miss the times you sang the song you wrote for me. I miss everything about you and the love that we shared. I will hold you and our memories and love forever in my heart! There are many times I find it hard to get by if it wasnt for my kids and your words to keep going I dont know where i would be! Those whom read this I was engaged to a wonderful man whom was one of the bravest I

Trust In Me!!!!!
I feel you, heart and soul. Searching, seaking, looking for yourself. Finding nothing but your own sorrow. It eats at you, leaves you broken and alone. I can heal you, make you feel again. Help you vanquish your demons, start a new life. I can chase away your sorrow. Bring you life..... life and love once again. Trust in me, for I am yours if you'll have me.

Leaving!!!
I have made some awesome friends and family here on fubar many more than I thought I would but, I am considering leaving here as its just not the same now. I want all my good and close friends and family to know how much Love I have for them and am sorry if I am disappointing them by leaving. Some of you have been fantastic and over the top with your love and I appreciate all your help and support. I will be here for the next coupe of days and than I will be gone for a week when I get back I will decide on what to do. Yet again THANK YOU to ALL my family and great friends on here, I LOVE YOU ALL so very much. Bobby

Keep Looking
Some will tell you that you're wrong You do it all the wrong way Some will tell you that you're wrong That you don't know the way They enjoy cheapness Don't show your weakness Don't let them bother you, no They enjoy cheapness Don't show your weakness Oh no It's no use sitting down Don't walk 'round with a frown Oh no, keep looking It's no use sitting around With your head in your hands Oh no, keep looking Some will tell you that you're wrong You do it all the wrong way Some will tell you that you're wrong That you don't know the way They enjoy cheapness Don't show your weakness Don't let them bother you, no They enjoy cheapness Don't show your weakness Oh no It's no use sitting down Don't walk 'round with a frown Oh no, keep looking It's no use sitting around With your head in your hands Oh no, keep looking Keep looking Keep looking Don't lay awake at night Thinking about your worries Thinking about your problems Don't lay awake at ni

What A Friend Is All About!!!
some verses about friend ship 1. Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows 2.Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. 3.A friend is someone who walks in when the whole world has walked out. 4. Parents start you off on life but friends get you through it. 5.Side by side or miles apart, good friends are always close to the heart. 6.A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked. 7. Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same

Joke 1
There are four kinds of sex : HOUSE SEX - When you are newly married and have sex all over the house in every room. BEDROOM SEX - After you have been married for a while, you only have sex in the bedroom. HALL SEX - After you've been married for many, many years you just pass each other in the hall and say "FUCK YOU" COURTROOM SEX - When your wife and her lawyer fuck you in the divorce court in front of many people for every penny you've got. A man and his wife go to their honeymoon hotel for their 25th anniversary. As the couple reflected on that magical evening 25 years ago, the wife asked the husband, "When you first saw my naked body in front of you, what was going through your mind?" The husband replied, "All I wanted to do was to fuck your brains out, and suck your tits dry." Then, as the wife undressed, she asked, "What are you thinking now?" He replied, "It looks as if I did a pretty good job."

My Shoutbox
MY SB IS TURNED OFF TO EVERYONE BUT FAMILY. THIS WEEK HASN'T BEEN A GOOD ONE AND MY SB WAS GETTING BLOWN UP. I DON'T MIND MAIL MESSAGES IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SPEAK TO ME THAT WAY. I AM NOT SURE YET IF OR WHEN I WILL TURN IT BACK ON. SORRY

Around The Block
Peices of me Scattered bits of time Memories and passing thoughts A shredded life that I have to put back together Once again I start over Gather will and desire Am I too old Do I think too much Life is life Play the game as it is Go around the block Until you learn that there is no shortcut Another soul burnt to a crisp Just like my mind Shattered and foggy Did I learn anything this time Time to go around the block again I think I'll walk this time Copyright2006 Jeff Hargis

Dj Memoires
Well...seeing as how people liked the first installment, here we go... A couple months would go by...I was still spinning at Davey's. The crowds were still kinda sparse, but again, this was part of the cycle. We come up to October...in particular, October 23rd...this particular night saw Skinny Puppy play at the Beaumont downtown. I thought it ironic that SP is a Canadian band, yet it took me moving to the US before I could see them live... Anyhoo...the show was absolutely incredible. The performance was dynamic. It was the "Greater Wrong of the Right" tour, and they showed that Skinny Puppy was anything but dead. The show was fun in and of itself...however, it was AFTER the show that really became a lot of fun...the after-party. For those that have never been to an event of this sort, it goes a little like this: you go see the show, someone circulates that there's a party after the show, an address is provided, and you go...and stay until GAWD knows when. When we get to Arkansas

***state Police Warning***
***STATE POLICE WARNING**** Oct 29, 2007 10:25 PM Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe.State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. *****If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or ineedatipdrill or http://www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well.This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know!Ladies, this is

Work
I probably should have named this "my life"...lol those of you that really know me understand why that is funny. As usual, I have been working my ass off. More than I usually do. Hve not really spared any me time (except for my work oout... have to get that in or I am a disaster). I have not ben keeping in touch with anyone and I appologize to you all for that. The holidays tend to be extremely busy for my businesses and I work extreme overtime. Then throw in that everyone expected me to do the Turkey, aaaarrrrggghhh. I was not planning on doing that but there I was on Tuesday buying a 28.4 pound Turkey. Spent the whole night Wed peeling potatoes and making stuufing. I do it all fresh. I really cant complain too much..... I find it very thereputic to cook. But then I played host to a butt load of people comming in and out. And because I had to be a nice host, I let people smoke in my home. I am still working that nastyy smell out. Sorry to all you smokers.

My Rants And Raves
I'm a fat chick. It's something that I openly admit. But I truly believe there are a few different kinds of fat chicks. For example, there is the so fat that she can't even leave her house, fat chick. I often wonder how in the holy hell they got to that point. They usually have 3 options. They can either be crane-lifted and specially transported to some weight-loss facility, they can call Richard Simmons, or sadly, they die. Though, I think I might wish for death if I had to listen to that woman...errr....man for any length of time. Then there is the so fat all she can wear is a mu-mu, or the less offensively named caftan, fat chick. She may be a bit more mobile than the aforementioned fat chick, but unfortunately, the mu-mu/caftan is generally partnered with the dire need for a shower, bath, or a hose-down. Next we have the very uncomfortable with her fatness, fat chick. These are women who are definitely large, but they've given in to the stereotypical fat chick role and

Surveys
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

I Want To Make You Smile As You Make Me..
I want to make you smile as you make me. I wish you saw my thoughts right through my eyes. You ask me what I'm thinking. I can't tell you. You are the stars, and I the empty skies. In me there is a yearning ever flowing That needs to reach an end that never comes. I cannot be myself without you with me. This is a truth no wisdom ever plumbs. You laugh, and say that I'm your personal angel, And this is what I want so much to be. The beauty of my life is like a passion That blows right through the person that you see...

Time
There comes a time in everyones life when its time to say goodbye. Time to heal. Time to try and recoup what I have lost. There comes a time when the best thing to do is clean house. Wipe it out. Start fresh. There comes a time when the wounds start to scab. They arent quite as fresh. The games are no fun and all I need is rest. They have grown so ridiculous and shallow. I want to trust again. I want to breathe again. I want to live again. I want to FEEL again. Yes. I think today is that time. HERES TO NEW BEGINNINGS.

Sagi 3
Sagittarius ±Ã¼öÀÚ¸® (Ïáâ¢ ¦¡¡ª) Sagittarius (Latin: "Archer"), in astronomy, zodiacal constellation lying between Capricornus and Scorpius, at about 19 hours right ascension (the coordinate on the celestial sphere analogous to longitude on the Earth) and 25¡Æ south declination (angular distance south of the celestial equator). The centre of the Milky Way Galaxy lies in Sagittarius, with the densest star clouds of the galaxy. Near the western border of Sagittarius is the winter solstice, the southernmost point reached by the Sun in its apparent annual journey among the stars. In astrology, Sagittarius is the ninth sign of the zodiac, considered as governing the period from about November 22 to about December 21. It is represented either by a centaur shooting a bow and arrow or by an arrow drawn across a bow. The identification of Sagittarius as a mounted archer was made by the Babylonians as early as the 11th century BC.

Finish The Sentence
Since I put this up in my stash - I'm going to start filling it out. Then what I would like is for those of you are interested in doing so, to copy and paste the survey and post your answers in your own blog... 1. I love knowing that I am a compassionate person. 2. Right now I want to find true happiness. 3. I feel like crap! 4. I hate it when people don't understand the simplest things. 5. I fear dying in a tragic way. 6. I'm lonely without I can't speak his name - but he knows who he is. 7. I need to be strong . 8. Today I was bored. 9. Tomorrow I'm doing the same as I did today. 10. I just love fubar!!! 11. I want to meet great people in my lifetime. 12. I'm hungry for a piece of pumpkin pie. 13. I love it when I am complimented. 14. I'm afraid of losing my loved one. 15. I'm listening to my tapping of the keys on the keyboard. 16. I'm wearing jammies. 17. I wish I was in Australia 18. I'm craving pumpkin pie. 19.

If You ..
If you woke up this morning with more health than illness, you are more blessed than the million who won't survive the week. If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture or the pangs of starvation, you are ahead of 20 million people around the world. If you attend a church meeting without fear of harassment, arrest, torture, or death, you are more blessed than almost three billion people in the world. If you have food in your refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof over your head and a place to sleep, you are richer than 75% of this world. If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish someplace, you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy. If your parents are still married and alive, you are very rare, especially in the United States. If you hold up your head with a smile on your face and are truly thankful, you are blessed because the majority can, b

Never Better
Than to have never loved at all Ha! Ask that to anyone who has taken that fall It hurts, it hurts so deep It's all too serious The pain, the pain you keep It makes you delirious Creating confusion, a constant intrusion Invading your thoughts and dreams Evading the truth of what it means I won't ever be the same again it seems To go from never being alone Into the vast unknown Reminiscing, always missing That piece My better half That peace I'll never have Having had it lost Adding up the cost I paid the toll Straight from my soul Now I don't know If I'll ever be whole

Life9
I am very upset at the school system in my city. Everything has gotten out of control with fear so much so that they have no tolerance for anything. If a kid looks at another kid the wrong way, oh...he is suspended. That is just about how bad it has become. I am really pissed off and my husband is pissed off even more! I got a phone call from a teacher at Christopher's school. She is acting Principal today because the principal is out sick today. She tells me that Christopher has been suspended for 2 days for hitting another boy in the mouth and made his mouth bleed. Now it sounds bad but this is what happened. Chris and a bunch of other boys were play fighting and this kid got hurt. They were playing and it was an accident. The kid that got hurt was the one that started hitting other boys to begin with. So she tells me that she has no other choice but to suspend Christopher. I called Peter to tell him this and he called the school and ripped that woman's head off over

One Word
You.Can.Only.Type.One.Word. Not as easy as you might think. 1. Where is your cell phone? floor 2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? cheater 3. Your hair? auburn 4. Work? monday 5. Your father? hunting 6. Your favorite thing? son 7.Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? diet 9. Your dream car? charger 10.Room you're in? living 11. Your pet? three 12. Your fears? bridges 13. Where do you want to be in 10 years? happy 14. Where did you hang out last night? home 15. What you’re not good at? men 16. Eyebrow rings on the opposite sex? okay 17. One of your wish list items? man 18. Where you grew up? mississippi 19. The last thing you did? laughed 20. What are you wearing? pajamas 21. What aren’t you wearing? underwear :) 22. The website GoofyAuctions.com (filled with eBay spoofs)? huh? 23. Your computer? laptop 24. Your life? mess 25. Your mood? mellow 26. M

Life11
Well, it looks like I am not going to get my car until tomorrow. :( *tears* I guess it would be more inconvenient for them there is we came in tomorrow? Who cares about inconveniencing them? I want to see my car! I want my car, damn it! I have only seen the other colors and not the one I picked out so I am anxious to say the least. I love dark gray with black interior so it should be beautiful. I looked at a Lexus again online. There are things that the Lexus doesn't have and the interior on the Lincoln is actually nicer looking. I just want to trade in my vehicle but his brother wants us to sale it ourselves. I personally don't want the hassle. Yes, we can get a couple thousand more for it but....I don't want to have to go through that! As long as they save that car for me, I guess I will be alright with it. I am just not a patient person what so ever. When I want something, I want it now! Oh wait...that would be a woman thing ;). I am not going to be happy if

John's Blogs
I have taken the time to rate all photos and stash before I ask for a friend and fan request. I have about 4 of the 9 friends I have that have returned the love. I even check back daily and rate anything new and rate new people till I run out of rates. I don't expect you to rate everything I have unless you want to do that but some rates would be nice. I have another Fubar account that I will be deleting soon because I did the same thing and that is not rating everyone like I should have. I plan to do it right this time and would like to get to know you. You can never have enough friends. The bottom line is I will start deleting the people who don't return some rates and I think that is the only fair way to do it. Thanks for your time and check out my profile so you can learn a little more about me. Click Here For More Funny Pictures

Lol Just Stuff
I know your eyes in the morning sun I feel you touch me in the pouring rain And the moment that you wander far from me I wanna feel you in my arms again And you come to me on a summer breeze Keep me warm in your love Then you softly leave And it's me you need to show How deep is your love? How deep is your love How deep is your love I really mean to learn 'Cause we're living in a world of fools Breakin’ us down When they all should let us be We belong to you and me I believe in you You know the door to my very soul You're the light in my deepest, darkest hour You're my saviour when I fall And you may not think I care for you When you know down inside That I really do And it's me you need to show How deep is your love? How deep is your love How deep is your love I really mean to learn 'Cause we're living in a world of fools Breakin’ us down When they all should let us be We belong to you and me And you come to me on a summer breeze, Keep

Stuff
25 REASONS I OWE MY MOTHER 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE . "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL . "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother

Finding Jesus
A drunk stumbles along a baptismal service on Sunday afternoon down by the river. He proceeds to walk into the water and stand next to the preacher. The minister notices the old drunk and says, "Mister, are you ready to find Jesus?" The drunk looks back and says, "Yes, preacher, I sure am." The minister dunks the fellow under the water and pulls him right backup. "Have you found Jesus?" the preacher asks. "Nooo, I didn't!" said the drunk. The preacher then dunks him under for quite a bit longer, brings him up, and says, "Now, brother, have you found Jesus?" "Noooo, I have not, reverend." The preacher, in disgust, holds the man under for at least 30 seconds this time, brings him out of the water, and says in a harsh tone, "My God, man, have you found Jesus yet?" The old drunk wipes his eyes and says to the preacher, "Are you sure this is where he fell in?"

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

Just My Thoughts
Once upon a time there was a rich King who had four wives. He loved the 4th wife the most and adorned her with rich robes and treated her to the finest of delicacies. He gave her nothing but the best. He also loved the 3rd wife very much and was always showing her off to neighboring kingdoms. However, he feared that one day she would leave him for another. He also loved his 2nd wife. She was his confidant and was always kind, considerate and patient with him. Whenever the King faced a problem, he could confide in her, and she would help him get through the difficult times. The King's 1st wife was a very loyal partner and had made great contributions in maintaining his wealth and kingdom. However, he did not love the first wife. Although she loved him deeply, he hardly took notice of her! One day, the King fell ill and he knew his time was short. He thought of his luxurious life and wondered, I now have four wives with me, but when I die, I'll be all alone."

Gone For Awhile
hey.... new pics!! please check em out and rate em Hey all... Just wanted to let ya'll know I wont be online for awhile. I hope to be back on soon, just dont know how soon. Dont forget to come by my page and leave sum luvin.... I'll getcha back when I get back online... Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all!!!! luv ya!!!!!!!!!!

Insecurity Abounds
What is the point of a woman blocking another woman from her page? I have no interest in your page whatsoever but to rate you. Especially if I have never been to your page...are you that insecure in yourself that you feel the need to block me because I am on a mutual friends page? Or is it you are hiding something that I could probably care less about cause who are you to me? No one...that's who. Fubar is a small world so I'm sorry that we have a mutual friend (who by the way I'm not even on his friends list so I cna't leave him comments anyhow) but what is it with me? Do I intimidate you that much? I am no one and am not a threat so please don't flatter yourself by having to come to my page and block me. I am not coming to your page...lol.

Dumbshit
hey dumbshit , why would u think i'd be obsessed wit u? i only created another account since you blocked me you spineless tramp! and i had 2 get the word across 2 u. being that u had 2 start shit its obvious u can't finish it.ur name fits u well cause u really r twisted u skank!u obviously have things mixed up and u r so confused. besides u deserved 2 be downrated ROFL why did you rate me a 1 skank? then you block me? what a spineless twat! hey dumbshit u dont have any 1 obsessed over ur ugly ass remember? no 1 wants ur ugly ass and ur being paranoid, get over ur self ladie seriously,lol. i gotta say ur in2 sum sick crap! please , ladie u need serious help. u spineless tramp!i only created another account 2 get thru 2 ur sorry ass for a message since u blocked me like a gutless coward,. i think ur on the wrong chatsite, idiot, u should be in the bdsm freaks chatsite, ROFL seriously get a life, oh and good luck finding ur slave boy,ROFL SKANK!

Do You Know The Truth???
This is a FULL film on what is called a Zeit-Geitst (which means a control) I only stumbled on this film because I bought a book with the same title and the book has nothing to do with this movie. This movie is 2 hours long. It informs you on the truth about amarica and who really controls it. I know at the beginning it defrauds Christianity but thats just a base on how this thing started. If your a believer in the bible and would get afended at the idea that its made up I'm sorry but there a more important issue here. The amarican people are being led into a trap that is being pushed by the amarican people themselves. Please watch this whole movie and if you agree with it pass it on. We must overcome this before its too late. Remember watch the whole movie before you start to form your opinions on it. thank you. Zeit-geist full movie click here or if the link dont work incert this into your browser: http://zeitgeistmovie.com/

Merry Christmas
well its that time again christmas and anyother vacation and i hope everyones is a special one and i might be on her and i might not be but i just wanted to wish everyone a safe and happy holidays....

?????
spinning out of control thoughts crashing down emotions gone crazy smile turned frown lifes not my own love turns to hate confusion runs wild this is my fate alone in this world destiny of my choosing share pain with no one too tired of losing one step at a time how far will i go my future looks empty one feeling i know can't take no more been through it before it doesn't get better just hurts to my core loves just not worth it this pain in my heart when you walk away it tears me apart 4/3/08

Always On My Mind
Always on My Mind I couldn’t keep you off my mind You were always willing to talk Always wanting to give me peace of mind Never once saying you didn’t have the time Always there with an open heart Never once trying to hurt me Being there as a part A part of me that I could see I could search your heart By looking into your eyes And see that your heart Was also a part of me I will always be here Just for you Hoping you will always be there Just for me To love and hold No matter what happens I will always be here to love and hold Never once will my heart snap Breaking the bond of love That holds us together Our love is a sweet love One that will last forever As I search my heart For the words to describe my feelings I will never part from your heart Hoping our love will form a ceiling Bonding us together No matter what it is I will always be here for you, forever

Opting Out
Hey All I'm Closing This Down,.......I May or May Not Be Coming Back I Haven't Decided Yet. I Have Some Great Thing's Going on In Real Life, and I Just Don't Have The Time For This Anymore. Wishing You All A Very Merry Christmas, And A Healthy, Happy, Prosperous, And Most of All, A Magical New Year

Top 10 Worst Pickup Lines
In general, most pickup lines are lame. But some are a lot worst than others. As a result, we've assembled the Top 10 Worst Pickup Lines of All Time. Starting from number 10: 10... You remind me so much of Pokemon that I just want to pick-at-choo. 9... I’m new in town. Can I have directions to your house? 8... I misplaced my Teddy Bear. Will you sleep with me? 7... Wow, your legs must be really tired because you have been running through my mind all night! 6... What's that in your eye? Oh, it must be a twinkle from when our eyes met! 5... Did you clean your pants with Windex, because I can totally see myself in them. 4... Those must be space pants, because your legs are outta this world. 3... Hi, my name is Justin… Justin Credible. 2... I may not be Fred Flinstone, but can still make your Bedrock. And now for the worst pickup line of all time: 1... Is your name Visa, because you’re everywhere I want to be.

Warrior Of The Wind
Warrior Of The Wind Across the sky as the night winds blow I hear your voice, great Warrior of long ago Oh, Mighty Warrior, my brother of the wind who stood proud with spirit unwilling to bend Who rode painted ponies over prairies and hills while I must ride gas-guzzling automobiles You rode the plains to galloping hoof beats while I'm confined to over crowded city streets Yet we are the same you and I... Our love of Mother Earth and Father sky From the time of our Mother's birth Indians have been keepers of the earth Our Sacred ground now covered in parking lots and our images used for team sport mascots... Great Warrior, your voice ever calls to me Giving my spirit strength and dignity... Oh Great Warrior who rides the wind how wonderful it must have been to have seen the splendor of your time You, whose warrior spirit touches mine One day I too will ride the wind Where the spirit has no end...

Nightshade
Humor me Till my blood turns black And my heart becomes Vin rouge The night is young A dance floor fills Are you prepared? Take a sip It’s only a small dose of truth Can you handle it? Wipe your lips and fold your hands Placed within my grasp Your façade won’t last Bathed in a moonlit glow You dance among the dead, you know Sing a lullaby Your portrait is finished Your card is XII Your lines have ceased Are you afraid of death Take a sip It’s only a small dose of truth Can you handle it? Wipe your lips and fold your hands Placed within my grasp Your façade won’t last Destined to live Born to die Don’t look so serious It’s only your medley Take a vile, after all there’s only a few One of lace, one of Nightshade One of Rosemary, and one of Sandalwood Take a sip It’s only a small dose of truth Can you handle it? Wipe your lips and fold your hands Placed within my grasp Your façade won’t last Take a sip It’s only a small dose of truth Can

Stuff
1.Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your m

Thoughts That Swirl Around In My Slightly Sick Mind.
...the more they stay the same. Hey, guess what, I had a date for New Year's Eve this year! With a different man this year. Guess what else....he didn't show up either! That makes 3--count'em--3 years in a row. So still never been out or been kissed at midnight on New Year's Eve. Must be a world's record. At least he did call to say he wasn't coming. After 6 p.m. I suppose that is a improvement over just not showing period? Maybe? Tell me, do I have "Go ahead, ask me out--no need to actually show up!!" tatooed on my forehead?? LOL. So, my New Year's Resolution is that I will never, ever, ever, EVER make another date for New Year's Eve. UNCLE!!! Happy New Year everyone!! I hope all of your celebrations were WONDERFUL!! What a year it has been. What a horrible, wonderful, rotten, beautiful year. I suppose that can be said of any year that we look at. This one in particular has been, for me at least, most remarkable. 2007 has been a year marked by unspeakable pain and

5:45
5:45am… Why Am I Awake? "Why am I not in bed, like everyone else, dead to the world? Why do I do this, live with the constant sacrifice, suffering and pain? Why? Because I can. Because this sacrifice, suffering and pain tells me that I am awake. It reminds me that I'm alive. Who am I? I am the wrecker of MX Tracks. I am the crusher of mediocrity. I am the face of destiny, I am a motocrosser…"

Her Truth
Her Beauty is a spotlight Brilliantly bright and easy to see From a safe distance I can ponder What flavor of bliss is she? As long as I stay out of her light I can sit, watch and Wonder What pure delight, What a magnificent sight Just watching her creates this longing in me that grows steadily into a hunger To see her is to want her I should and I would Do anything, Give anything, Say anything just to touch her just to hold her just to taste her I would if I could and I should She smiles at me and the world falls away When she casts her light on me I am breathless Held captive, chained and restrained in the reflection of her eyes I sit and I stare caught up in her gaze, my mind all a haze I am spellbound, bewildered and mesmerized I bathe in her radiance and the truth of her Shines right through me Just one look I am forced to ask What is this woman doing to me? There exists on her lips a promise of ecstasy In her eyes I am lost and All my words ha

My Diet That Worked
A SIMPLE DIET THAT WORKS The reader needs to keep in mind that I have a relatively small frame (I'm 5'-6" tall) and I have a fairly normal build, but have been just a bit paunchy for around 28 or 29 years. Even strenuous physical work and exercise never seemed to take it off. I was not heavy enough or even disciplined enough for any of the popular weight-loss programs. I weighed 172 pounds in May. With this diet I lost about 2 pounds a week until I reached my present weight--158 pounds, and my energy level never decreased--in fact, it went up. I have rather puffy eyes, like Bill Clinton and J.F.K., and the bags under them decreased in size. All of that changed this past summer. I had been in a funk regarding relationships, and I met someone who really sparked my interest in a huge way. She was 49, and built like a really buff female athlete, yet totally feminine. Her job was not physically strenuous, though I'm sure it creates enormous stress. She worked

History Lesson
MURHPY'S LAWS OF COMBAT . 1. If the enemy is in range, so are you. . 2. Incoming fire has the right of way. . 3. Don't look conspicuous, it draws fire. . 4. There is always a way, and it usually doesn't work. . 5. The problem with the easy way out is that it has already been mined. . 6. Try to look unimportant, the enemy may be low on ammo. . 7. Veterans are predictable, it's the replacements that are dangerous. . 8. The enemy invariably attacks on two occasions: a. when you're ready for them. b. when you're not ready for them. . 9. Teamwork is essential, it gives the enemy someone else to shoot at. . 10. If you can't remember, then the claymore anti-personnel mine IS pointed at you. . 11. The enemy diversion you have been ignoring will be the main attack. . 12. A "sucking chest wound" is nature's way of telling you to slow down. . 13. If your attack is going well, then it's an ambush. . 14. Never draw fire, it irrit

Neat Stuff I've Read
http://mashable.com/2008/01/09/att-not-net-neutral/ AT&T executive James Cicconi, senior vice president of external & legal affairs must not read the news before opening their mouths. The New York Times Bits Blog is reporting this morning that representatives at CES have openly stated today “that they may start filtering Internet content.” Brilliant move, considering that news just broke yesterday that Comcast could receive FCC fines as high as $1.77 trillion. Obviously, filtering traffic to prevent your users from utilizing certain protocols or services is a form of non-Network Neutral behavior, and AT&T purports to be plodding down the path towards making that a reality for their millions of broadband users. AT&T doesn’t seem interested in only ending the use of BitTorrent or other P2P clients. They’re also actively investigating the usage of digital fingerprinting to filter out other website’s usage of what the system deems as copyrighted material. They’re currently in clos

The Truth About Love!
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."

Hanging Of David Sheely
The Hanging of David Sheely for the murder of his wife Nancy David Sheely was a young farmer, and he and his wife, Nancy, lived in a two-room cabin on Crooked Creek. In the late afternoon of June 5, 1847,David Sheely and group og his friends went to Beaver Creek, some distance from his home, on a fishing party. They started drinking. In a drunken boast, David invited the fisherman to go home with him where he said he would have his good wife, Nancy, draw and clean the fish and cook for them a fine breakfast of fish and cornbread. All of the men in a drunken condition arrived at the Sheely cabin at about two in the morning. Nancy refused to get up and cook for them. David was subject to the ridicule of the drunken friends because he could not control his wife. The intoxicated men however were overcome by sleepiness. David lay down in the bed beside his wife. The others sprawled on the floor of the cabin or on the grass in the yard outside the door. When Sheely awoke the following mor

When We Move On.....
When We Move On When we move on we make a choice..... a choice to survive or to give up. A decission made that can change a life or two. When we move on we can do it in two different ways..... we can either do it by excepting what we can not change.... or we can dweal on the negative and never move on. When we move on it is expected that we make a choice..... a choice to live and be who we are...... and regardless we travel down the path that will challenge us. When we move on.....

Ramblings
Take the Drink Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz So, what with me posting about my surgery on Tuesday in my status, I figured I should blog an explanation. In a nutshell: Recently they found pre-cancerous cells on my cervix. The cells have progressed to the point where they need to be removed, so Tuesday I'm headed to the hospital for what's called a LEEP procedure. Basically what will happen is that my ob-gyn will take a hot metal wire and scrape off the bad cells from my cervix so that they can't progress any further and cause cancer. Fortunately my ob-gyn is one of the few that will give me la-la juice before the procedure, so I won't feel this (very painful) procedure taking place. So that's why I'm having surgery. It's a minor surgery, at least in terms of what actually happens, but a major surgery regarding my life. AND the kicker is...I CANT HAVE SEX AFTER. For a good long time. I'm going to die of pent up sexual frustration. I just keep reminding myself th

Tension Release
They met at her place, she finally give in to all his charms. She was very attracted to him. She'd been without sex for a while and was very careful about who she picked as a partner. They were constantly teasing each other and flirting, but today she was horny as hell and it had been a stressful week, she told him as much casual sex, tension release, that was all. He said that's all he wanted. She told him to be there around 6:30 that'd give them a little time after work to freshen up. At 7:25 he knocked on the door, she opened it and let him. "Hi nice place, where's the bedroom?" She laughed " Straight to it then?" "You're the one who said you needed stress relief. That's what I'm her to do, release all your stress. But I promise once won't be enough" "A man with confidence. I like that" she said taking his hand and leading him to the bedroom. He didn't waste any time there either. Pulling her to him he began to kiss, a deep kiss filled with hunger. His mouth left a hot trail do

My Love
My Love My love is like an ocean It goes down so deep My love is like a rose Whose beauty you want to keep. My love is like a river That will never end My love is like a dove With a beautiful message to send. My love is like a song That goes on and on forever My love is like a prisoner It's to you that I surrender.

Flight
Flight Current mood: mellow Category: Blogging So I was sitting outside the other morning having a cigarette when a Monarch butterfly started fluttering around my general area...just doing what butterflies do...and something occurred to me. Though open to debate, I'd say a lot of people, if given the choice of a "special power"...would choose the power to fly. I certainly would. To experience the "freedom" that the power of flight would grant, would be nothing short of ...idyllic. To view the world from an elevated perspective...to see the landscape on a much grander scale...to feel the wind touch every part of your body... to hear the quiet noise ...the "silent rustle" of the wind passing over you as you slice through the cool breathe of Mother Earth. The solitude of that blue vastness is very enticing to me, the world would have no "weight" if you could fly. Yet, I realized that without exception, ALL of the earths creatures that DO possess that ability...are not even aware

Fu*k
Fuck Poetry fuck the words, swelling dead fish on the beach fuck the rhythm, waves bashing a bloated carcass fuck the rhyme, punctured eyeball sticky glue mucus on the sand sparking seashells draw blood with lingering alliteration lying leisurely on a towel this poem has crabs don’t read too fast or you’ll get a cramp and drown in an ocean of drivel, swill, backwash, and, fuck, there aren’t even enough words for mephitic foamy drool Fuck Poetry fuck the word fuck and how often it’s used in this poem fuck this poem with a rusty spoon spreading orange colored dust inside of it let the dust rot gangrene and fester till it explodes sending pieces of this poem to plaster the walls and ceiling of this room Fuck Poetry fuck lying on the bathroom floor aching for more fuck the addiction and hypocritical confliction just fuck this iambic pentameter and free style chaotic architecture fuck slant rhyme and embedded entwined enjammed lines fucking with your mind Fu

Bullshit Fufucked
fubar's fucking up bad! Chris ~~~Cobra Chris~~~♥The One and Onlys' Husband♥~~~@ fubar damaged and wounded Damaged and Wounded@ fubar had a party friends over, decided i would invite them too join FUBAR! big mistake because i did it on my computer i was reset i have been here for almost 2 yrs #17262 FUBAR ID i was on level 24, 800 hundred thousand away from god father level its so un fair all y points and levels were taken from me for inviting friends too join FUBAR, ill probably get my whole profile deleted for expressing my self i hope not love FUBAR its my 2nd home for me met a lot of good people here from all over the world well just had too let it out and let you all know dont invite people from your computer its not worth it thank you *JENNY*((((( )))))) hugs Ppl Ask Why It Says I'm Lvl 10 When I Was Lvl 25 Well Like This bully Says I Was Fu Robbed Plain And Simple! Just Mins Before This Happened The Site Glitched Bad! i was on here when it happened i

I Am
a cute face nice body but no one seems to see the REAL me i am more then just a pretty face and a nice body.... i have a heart of gold and would give the shirt off my back if i had to some say im to nice and some say im not nice enough... what is that supposed to mean? every time i show someone my true self they just walk all over me and take advantage of the things i do. am i meant to be mean? selfish? cold heart? maybe if i was not so many ppl would take advantage of me...

Randomness That Is Me
Ok I know I'm not that young anymore but come on. I'm so sick of friggen old guys trying to hit on me and by my friend if you are over 40 please dont bother. I dont think we have anything in common. I dont find you attractive and If your closer to 50 that's just gross cause your old enough to be my dad. ok let me fix this since I do have alot of friends that are 40 to 42. Ya'll I don't mind. It's the nasty guys that are like late 40's. Hello I'm just barely turning 29 that's wayyyyyyyy to old for me I have to go to bed so I can get up and be a mom in the morning but I'd love it if you guys could help me get as close to the next level as possible before I wake up :). Have a great night

I Am Thankful
I AM THANKFUL: FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED . FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME . FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH. .

Stay Or Go?
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm a mom of 2 2. I've had gray hair since I was 18 3. I became a mom 1 week before my 19th birthday 4. I got married when I was 18 and pregnant 5. I'm a lunchlady 6. I've been a lunchlady for 9 yrs 7. I love to go play bingo 8. I'm so into reality tv, like american idol 9. I have 3 tattoos and I want more 10. I love to dance, whether people think i can dance good or not I'm gonna tag 1.Tara 2.Nick 3.Kerri 4.I Piss Excellence 5.Joe

Baggage
Heard this song earlier, haven't heard it in a while. Sometimes baggage is so hard to get rid of when u've moved on Mary J. Blige - Baggage I know I do some things that make you so confused One minute I'm so in love and the next I can't stand you But if u may ask it's just the things that you do that reminds me of all of the mess that I've been through I got this baggage with me Don't wana make you pay for what somebody else has done to me I don't know what to do With all this baggage in me Everytime I hurt your feelings it's what someones done to me I don't mean to hurt you Heartache and pain I just can't do it again So I look for the worst and brace myself for the hurt But nobody has ever treated me this way Please be patient with me coz I want you to stay but I got all This baggage with me Don't wana make you pay for what somebody else has done to me I don't know what to do With all this baggage in me Everytime I hurt your feelings it's what someon

Funny
1. Ride mechanical horses with coins fished out of the reflecting pond. 2. Try pants on backwards at the Gap. Ask the salesperson if they make your butt look big. 3. Dial 900 numbers from demonstration phones in Radio Shack. 4. Sneeze on the sample tray at Hickory Farms and helpfully volunteer to consume its now unwanted contents. 5. At the bottom of an escalator, scream 'MY SHOELACES! AAAGH!' 7. Teach pet store parrots new vocabulary that makes them unsalable. 10. Follow patrons of Borders/BarnesNNobles around while reading aloud from 'Dianetics(or any religious text). 11. Ask mall cops for stories of War/Cop stories 12. Ask a salesman why a particular TV is labeled black and white and insist that it's a color set. When he disagrees, give him a strange look and say, 'You mean you really can't see it?' 13. Construct a new porch deck in the tool department of Sears. 14. Wear pancake makeup and new clothes and pose as a fashion dummy in clothes departments, occasionally scream

Whispers
Whispers in the Wind Your whispers are gentle echoes that sway ardent winds of harmony and in the symphony of life each word is wrapped in rhapsody. We travel separate roads of life gather flowers along the way and share the music of their fragrance. We exist between two winds, I here under a pale moon you, the other end of somewhere. Sometimes when wind blows through trees I pause to listen and in its passing I hear the tenderness of your voice that fills the spectrum of my soul. You are the chime of warm rain, the moon that glows through the trees and within the luster of evening your aura fills the scene. I hear the whispers of the wind see the stars shine in the sky, but I hold the sunrise in my pocket. Dance with me within the wind, then just let me love you.

To Lay A Kiss
To lay a kiss on your lips, so gentle and delicate is like picking the drops of dew off the petals of a rose. I hold you close and feel safe, sheltered in from the rain, from the storms that grew and surrounded me. I take your hand and look into your eyes and see a heart made of gold and soul so pure. You see you are an angel, an angel to me. I could not help but fall madly in love with you, the one who stole my heart. I’m glad you did because I could never find one such as you... Some one who makes each day the best, each laugh the longest, each tear the saddest, and a life, my life, worthwhile

Sex Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you fill this out and send to me in a privet message and i'll do the same for you....

Broken Down Angel
So here I sit staring at a blinking screen trying to figure out what Im supposed to feel - what im supposed to say, wanting to hear the magic words that make all the pain go away,but there are no magic words to make things better. How do you convince yourself that its over. How do you convince your heart that one day you will find the missing pieces? How do you let go of all the love you hold for someone and let someone new in? Im trying to heal, trying to redefine me.. and rise above the ashes. But part of us still lingers..It has been over 8 months but memories are still there. He called me..and I answered - why is it that, that part of me he still manages to touch only feels alive when hes near.. to hear his voice - to know that he must of thought of me to think to call.. and I feel alive for that moment.. the blood pumps through my veins a little warmer now.. But I know come thursday night, he will walk out the door and take part of me with him. What are we doing here.. when

Mississippi Bound
I'm Mississippi bound come mid Feb. .I ready for a new start and tired of the bs here,Texas brought me nothing but heartache ,it's time to move on and be happy .I'm not getting any younger ,I deserve happieness and it sure isn't here.

Celtic Tree Calender And Ogham
Beth / Birch Birch is one of the first trees to grow on bare soil and thus it births the entire forest. Children's cradles were made of Birch. The tree bark is white, the inner bark provides a pain reliever and the leaves are used to treat arthritis. Criminals were at one time birched to drive out evil influences on them, to renew them for the new year. Axe handles were also made from Birch. The Amanita Muscaria grows well under the Birch. Birch indicates new beginnings. Physical: You must rid yourself of negativity, unhelpful influences and bad thoughts for a new, fresh start. Mental: Concentrate on your desire, the image of the result wanted must be held firmly in mind. Spiritual: For a new beginning focus on the white of the birch, it stands out clearly from distractions and obstructions. Luis / Rowan The Rowan tree is long known for aid and protection against enchantment. Sticks of the Rowan were used to carve Runes on. It was also used in the art of metal divining.

Poem
"The greatest gift you can give is unconditional love" -GreenDragonEyes76 If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. - Courtney Kuchta -

More On My Feelings Read If You Want
When every color in your life is either a dull shade of purple Or a dark tint of green Love is the sensual and delicate hue of white Through the storm, it is the one place that's calm When you're confused, lost or misguided Love is the voice saying "This is the way" Love is the music of your soul The heart is the beat of love You are the lyrics Everything that happens to or through you Is a line in a very intricate song The song of love Everything in your life follows that beat So listen carefully The tunes might sound like A-B-C-D But the notes are undoubtably L-O-V-E ___________________________________________________ Message in a Bottle You may never know me, You may never care, You may never see me, Or my feelings laid bare, I will always love you I will always yearn For you love and compassion everyday it burns _________________________________________________ Must have been an Angel Your face is a shining star, Your hands tell me what

I'm Up For Sale!!!!
Have you fantasized about owning her? Well, Now is ur chance! Don't miss this opportunity! NSFW Auction Going on NOW! B the top bidder & You will own her for one month! As well as many other great things! Come see! (repost of original by 'Nyha ♥ Mari's Fu~Fiancee ♥ **DJ 4 PyRat** SpokeSister of The Sisterhood**' on '2008-01-20 00:52:29')

Boyfriend
Wonder if there is a man out there that would do all these things??? This is the man I want!! When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hoody [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure

What Words?
Words twist and tumble Through my mind But I can't grab the right words Or the right lines So we sit In silence But it’s not uncomfortable In fact I love it You rest your head upon my chest As we lay there Lovers entwined Hearts entangled You raise your head And look into my eyes And I see our love As if it is a real FORCE I don’t ever want to lose this moment You lay your head on my chest once again And now I can feel your heartbeat And my hearts skips with joy And I finally find the right words I’m looking for I love you from now till the end of time!

Rates And Stuff
Ok, some people take rating people on here too seriously. If someone takes the time to rate my pics and me a 10, I usually return the favor. However, some people like to downrate people. I got rated an 8 today. Not my pics, just my profile. So, I went to their page and looked through their pics and then rated them a 5. Nothing against them, but not my type. So I did a middle of the road thing by giving them a 5. Then the person shouts me with "why a 5". Well, why an 8? lol Seriously, come on. If you are going to rate someone less than a 10, take a look at yourself and see if you are worthy of that 10 or whatever you rated them. Ok, stepping down from my high horse.

The True Riggz
Be sure to check us out! From our sick layouts to our download sections! Tell them ZTP sent yea Well, it's pretty apparent that only two ppl on my friends list has commented about my return to this place. Now, if it was a year ago, i'd be bitchin about it, but after being away for so long, and thinkin about it........Fuck it.... My attitude toward this place as changed, tremendously, and now i see what this place really is........ a fuckin interweb high school. Ppl as fake as they pics, frolic about, post for "contest", and BS like that, and the sad thing was......i was playin into this No more though. If you have me on your homies list, best believe i don't give a shit if you remove me or not. My passion is my interweb project, ZTP. I'm here to get noticed, and if you don't wanna be apart of this than remove me I've come to see what kind of "juggalos" are on here, and i take a glance ppl at my list and see about 95 percent of you ppl as sheep. I'm not gonna be a c

Contests
"> "> Im in a contest to win a vip could you all my friends and my friends friends help me all i need is 15000 comments to win one. If you help me I will buy you a gift and if you help me lots like 100+ I will not only buy u a VIP gift but I will also make you a special gift picture and put it in a album called thanks to the people that helped me! Ok so here is the link Please feel free to bomb away and repost this too! AMie- p.s. please send me a message if you bomb me so i can give you a gift for thanks!- (repost of original by '~SEXYSISSY~& DHolts LITTLESHOPOFHORRORS~N.A.P~~In Loving Memory' on '2008-01-22 10:03:04')

Stupid A$$ Men!
Im writting this just bacause! In the last two days I have seen like 40 Mum's where men dont know what do do with women, or they've lost another one. Dont you ever wonder why that happens? Let me enliten you, Women are not objects you can play with for awhile and then put us back on the self. Women get bored easily we need attention and lots of it, If you want her to stay show her, will it kill you to buy her flowers or something? I promise that door wont hit you in face if you hold it open, and that car door- It wont singe your fingertips off either if you open it one and awhile. If all your picking up is trash thats what your goin to get, so dont expect much. Talk to her like shes your best friend. If she makes you mad tell her. Show some emotion! And for the love of God dont ask her if she wants sex you should if shes in the mood. If shes not just hold her and watch a movie! Your anatom

Bull Shit
I've on this site since oct...Not one person has talked shit about me.Until I finally get happy with somebody or try to make it work...I dont who you are or what your fucking problems is.But the shit needs to stop.Just To clear everything Up I'm not fucking married!!!!! stop talking shit! I'm sorry to everybody if ive been a bitch but I'm about over this......... I'm ready to say bye soon if this doesnt stop :(... xxxxxx honey!

Losing...
I’m sorry that I can’t do things right I’m sorry for being the reason why Sometimes you cry at night. I'm sorry for not being perfect I'm sorry I disappoint. I'm sorry that I'm a pain And sometimes I miss the point. I'm sorry I'm not good enough I'm sorry I let you down. I'm sorry for my insecurities I'm sorry for my moodiness I'm sorry for my tears. I'm sorry for my feelings And I'm sorry for my fears I'm sorry for taking you for granted I'm sorry for not loving you enough I'm sorry for not being there for you SORRY (2) I'm sorry for the pain i caused I'm sorry for the tears i made you cry I'm sorry for the lies i told I'm sorry that I'm not perfect I'm sorry that I'm not pretty I'm sorry for not being there when I said I would I'm sorry for causing so much trouble I'm sorry for always doing the wrong thing I'm sorry I'm a failure to you I'M SORRY!

I Love Being Alive!
To all those out there who have ever felt that they are all alone, I dedicate this to you. My life changed on September 30th of 2007. On that fateful day, my wife of 16 years, Ruth, suffered a fatal heart attack, which wa aused by a blood clot, against which there is virtually nothing you can do. There is practically nothing a person can do besides diet and blood thinners which can fight against the formation of blood clot in your blood. Since that, I have known at least 12 people who have sufferes the loss of a loved one in their life. Keep in mind, these 12 people who passed away were from friends, family and co-workers. People I work with and interract with on a daily basis. When someone you know dies, there is no discernable purpose to that death. We all are born into this life with the knowledge that some day we are going to die. This is a fact which no one in the history of the world has ever been able to get around. The fact of the matter is this; people die, and they do it

The Natural Health Ways
Hey whats up this is Cool my friend showed me this website though id tell you about it.His name is Gaylon But anyways how it works is lets well lol i will just give you the site. http://take1dollartothenextlevel.blogspot.com/ Hey whats up everyone i am going to list the natural meds you can get from gnc or any other health place that will help you if you are depressed,back pain.nerves and anything related or other things but i will tell you what to but and how many to take and the best brand. you need to buy from gnc or a health store l-tyrosine 500 mg take 1 to 4 a day B-12 1000mg take 1 to 6 a day B-100 mg complex = 8 B vitamins so take 1 a day Vit.c-power 2500 mg take 1 a day Vm-75 multiple vitamins the best brand is Solgar try to stick with that brand any questions message or comment me thanks

Fukin Frustrated
So Im not much of a blog guy but im frustrated My wife is Pregnant, yes Im excited! But shes got like no sex drive! Im confused arent pregnant chicks supposed to be HORNY?!? Once a month, thats it, Ive tried begging, Ive tried Not begging, Ive even tried Not asking at all. and just about Everything in between. Im confused, all my friends who have kids said when their wives were pregnant they couldnt give them enough. I dunno Im just pissed and venting is what blogs are for right. any way shes due in april and in her 3rd trimaster and since we found out its been once a month. It sucks even though she doesnt?!? I could really use a blow job!!!

Life Is Funny
ok to start this off.life has its ups and downs. you have good times and bad times,it just seems that the bad is always there more than the good. and why is that did you ever wonder wht that is. take relationships for instance.in the beging everything is cloud 9 , the air is crisp and clear, sun shines more bright and colorful than ever,you see life as the most awsome ride of your life. then when things get rough and you (2) dont fix them it can start to get dull in the air and the sun gets dull and life turns dull. what i have learned is that one person gets blammed for everything , now is that really fare? then as time goes by so does the distance between these (2) that in the beging every breath that person took you wanted to taste it because that was how much you loved that person, now that breath they take is a bitter taste to you.in ending if you have the ups and downs in a relationship you both should fix because if its left for one person to do it than its not a relationship no

Subliminal Messages
Subliminal Messages Alive and Well.. The debate over subliminal messages has been alive and well for more than forty years, and both sides of the issue have been explored in their entirety. Do subliminal messages exist, or are they just a figment of one's imagination? If they do exist, do they work, or are the advertisers just wasting valuable time when they could be devising ways to better serve their potential customers, ethically? These are some of the more popular questions being asked about subliminal messages. I'll let you be the judge. The first known experiment with subliminal projection occurred in 1956, when a special projector was installed in a Fort Lee, New Jersey movie theater by a New York City firm, Subliminal Projection Co., Inc. During a six-week period, patrons reportedly were exposed to two advertising messages projected subliminally on the screen during the regular presentation of the motion picture "Picnic." The words "Drink Coca-Cola" and "Hungary? Eat Po

Whats Your Score?
Answer the questions after you read them and see if you get them right. Don't go back and delete what you thought the answer was. Can't wait to see the answers. 1.When I go in I might cause pain. I cause you to spit and ask you not to swallow. I can fill your hole. What am I? 2.A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always has me first. What am I? 3.I'm spread before I'm eaten. Your tongue gets me off. People sometimes lick my nuts. What am I? 4.I go in hard. I come out soft. You blow me hard. What am I? 5.All day long, it's in and out. I discharge loads from my shaft. Both men and women go down on me. What am I? 6.I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, you feel good. What am I? 7.If I miss, I hit your bush. It's my job to stuff your box. When I come, it's news. What am I? 8.I offer protection. I get the finger ten times. You use your fingers to get me off. What am I? 9.I assist an erection.

Patterson Rig #627
I just finished a fishing job on Paterson Rig #627 for a logging tool. My hats off to all the crews on that rig. 6 days tripping pipe and these guys maintained a great attitude the entire time even though Baker Atlas supplied us with all the WRONG information. These guys attention to detail and dedication to safety is one to be followed by all. It has been a long long time, since I had the pleasure of fishing on a rig where ALL the crews are professional ROUGHNECKS. In todays oilfield, 99.9% of the rigs are crewed up by a lot of worms that think they know something. The new wave roughnecks are out there making em bite, but don't want to learn anything. Time will tell. Check out the pics of the boys on Patterson #627.

Sore Loser
On more than one occasion this year, Bill Belichick and the Patriots have run up the score on an overmatched opponent, and forced an opposing coach to sit there and watch his beaten team go through the motions while their heineys were being handed to them. But when the shoe's on the other foot, and Bill Belichick's team has been beaten, he can't sit there and take the pain for a few seconds. With :02 left on the clock, and his team just having failed on a last chance 4th down effort, Bill Belichick ran onto the field for a quick handshake, and then bolted for the locker room. Belichick's an important guy and everything, but I wasn't aware that the league had given him the authority to decide when games end. There's time left on the clock, his team's been humbled, outplayed, and lost their chance at history ... and Bill Belichick doesn't have the stomach to sit there and absorb the pain until the clock read 0:00. That's unsportsmanlike at best, disrespectful at least, and a

If I...
If I cried everytime you broke my heart I would have an ocean of tears If I saved the blood from the wrist I slit I would drown in my own blood If I let my fears of heart break take me over I would be in abandonment till my last gasping breath If I became numb everytime your words broke my heart I would have never felt a single emotion in my entire existence If I could make you experience the pain you create in me you would yearn to end your being in this world If I thought of a way to attempt get back at you everyime you made me mad those thoughts would consume my mind If I believed everything you told me I would be trapped in a never ending fairytale

Forbidden Lounge
Come Join The Hottest Growing New Lounge Around! Forbidden Is The Place To Be We Have The HOTTEST Staff & Members! We Always have a blast. There's Always Great Contests & Give Aways. Great Music. Always Drama Free. FORBIDDEN Is The HOTTEST! Come Join Us. Plenty Of Drinks To Go Around! We Love New & Old Faces!! http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52754

Chance To Win A 3 Day Blast Please Read For More Info
Im accounce that im haven a contest given away a 3 day blast for all MEMBERS who goes to my profile give all 11s on my photos comments all of them adds me as there freinds and family until the the contest ends witch is will be on monday the 11th im sorry that sounds stupid but im just wanting to get more freinds on here and fans got an questions sb me

Be My .........
is is the "Be My Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me? Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u? I kissed you? I lived next door to you? I started smoking? I asked you on a date? I was hospitalized? I ran away from home? I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Broke my heart? Kept somet

Humor
The Rules of Rural Montana are as Follows: Listen up City Slickers ! 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right, your head isn't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a 'dirt road.' I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive,you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. They're live steaks. That's why they smell funny to you. But they smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I 90 goes east and west, US 15 goes north and south. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $150,000 corn pickers and hay balers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. So every person in rural Montana waves. We think of it as being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while an 8-point buck and 3 does are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the

Sites For Stash Etc
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Busta Rymes
Busta Rhymes was born Trevor Smith Jr. on May 20, 1972, of Jamaican heritage. He was born in Brooklyn, New York, and raised in Uniondale, New York. At the age of 12 his family moved to Long Island where he met up with other MCs from the growing New York hip hop community. Around this age is when Busta started to get involved with rapping, he started going to contests and eventually met what and who he wanted to be. This was, MC Charlie Brown, Dinco D, and Cut Monitor Milo. Charlie Brown who at the time was a ninth grader started to rap with Busta and the pair went on and won a contest sponsored by Public Enemy. Public Enemy liked them them so much they wanted Charlie, Busta, and company, to start recording songs at the Public Enemy studio's on Long Island. They soon became a big hit and were named 'Leaders of the New School' and signed a deal with Elektra Records right out of the gate, when Busta was only 17 years old. Much respected in the hip-hop underground for their Afrocentr

It Had To Happen :/
One fine day I got tagged to play this game... forced to write a blog as well then :P Aight, this is how it goes! Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Simply eh? Aight the list! 1. I love Souvlaki! You dunno what that is? Check my photos :) 2. I am a caffeine and nicotine addict. 3. My classmates used to call me Wardrobe or Bear... 4. I am a geek. I played wow like a maniac. Finished the content so now I am relaxing :) 5. I drive a VolksWagen Passat 2005. Love it! 6. I don't have a clue about coding, yet I managed to make bulletins and a nice looking lounge (that worked for nobody else but me... lol) 7. I love animals. Some times more than people... lol 8.

Does It Ever End?
omg, i don't think i will make it through the remainder of this day, which is not long, without totally unleashing all my fury onto somebody or something... i have been dating around here and there with someone i met off fubar, thought we were really good friends... i logged onto my myspace to check my mail there and accept some friend requests and low and behold there was a message from some girl i didn't know saying on the subject line "there is something you should know" omg, of course i had to check it out, even though it was probably a 'myspace virus', i just gotta know (sorry mom)(no it wasn't a virus) the email stated that this person (who shall remain nameless at this time seeing he is on fubar) has a 2 month old son, and pushed her and the baby out of his apartment... saying that he is trying to sign over his rights, blah blah blah so i confronted him about it, just thought for some insane reason that this shit was untrue... yeah right, lmao he said it was a

Metal M's Emotional Vomit
Thank you so much for your confidence in me but you have been so wrong. I have tried so hard to find your god in me for so long. I'm right there with you, I'm at your service. You told me no and so, I don't deserve this. I can't get to heaven cuz heaven's a place that I don't want to be. Point your finger and I'll pay attention. What more do you want from me? All you showed me was your thought prevention and it has no harmony.

Random Things
Drowning I’m drowning in the sorrow of yesterday’s loss. I’m drowning in the pain from the heartache you caused. I’m drowning in the insanity of everyone’s game. I’m drowning in the thought of being the one to blame. Now I’m drowning out the sorrow and the pain. I’m drowning out the insanity and the thought Of being the one to blame. Now I’m no longer drowning. Chapter 1 Quietly through the dark walkway, a young couple watched out for any signs of someone coming towards them. “Quickly honey. We do not want to get caught.” The young man ushered his young wife. Silently she told the infant, being placed on porch steps, “Good bye my precious daughter.” Then the couple left, just as quietly as they came. All alone on the front steps of creatures that were nocturnal by nature. Creatures that were known as vampires. Normally vampires will kill anyone or anything that trespasses on their territory, but not this night. The vampire that owned this house was fee

Life And School
its a slow day and i'm bored, Lets see spring semster of 2008 and it the 5th or so week and i have had my frist essay due in english, my first speech for communication is due in two week, my first exam in biology which i failed missably. math test wich i got a b on so far the only glass that i seem to hae trouble with is biology which is my favorite class besides my pe's. anyway as of me physically, i'm having gallbladder issues i get to go for an ultrasound a week from tomorrow, one i find out what my results are i may or maynot go into surgury if i do go in i'm looking at a missing a week of school and work. which will really suck! anyway i need to go i have homework the calling me.