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1409800's blog: "My Thoughts"

created on 07/02/2009  |  http://fubar.com/my-thoughts/b302077  |  1 followers

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My Husband

 

You fill my heart with desire,

You fill my heart with fire.

 

Make me laugh

Make me live.

fill me up with your love.

Drown my heart in the blessed light

Give me power to win the fight.

Love Me, Feel Me Believe in Me

Take My Soul and keep it safe

Take me to that special place. 

Heal my dreams

Heal my scars.

Make me feel whole.

Take Me away, Fly with Me so high, 

We can see the world You and I.

Damned be the one to destroy Our love

Quell the pain, Kill the Sorrow. 

Let Me live to see the morrow. 

Guide Me and never try to control Me. 

Remember that I am fragile and that I'm hollow. 

Be my strength and be my light. 

Hold Me and Bless Me with all that You are. 


Ok. Just so you know. I'm on the waiting list to have Gastric Band Surgery. I have 12 to 13 weeks to wait. I'm sick of waiting. Last night I found out that My Brothers GF is having another baby. I couldn't handle it. I broke down in floods of tears with the thought of having to wait 2 years until I can have another baby. I was sitting there feeling like I wanted to start self harming again. I wanted to cut deep into my own stomach. I really hate Myself right now. self harm Pictures, Images and Photos I don't know who to turn to. I can't tell anyone so I thought I would write it down so I can at least get it out of my system. Yeah I have a Daughter. Yeah I have a Husband. But I have never felt more alone than what I do right now. I want to be happy and live my life.
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