HAPPY EFFIN NEW YEAR !!!
Lets see how to start this...I recently saw a myspace of a family member I haven't spoke to in a while...glad they are doing GREAT by the way! However I am not...I just got turned down by disability again and the judge didn't read past the first 2 pages I don't think so SHE CAN KISS MY ASS!...OMG my illness has progressed, I am sooooo PISSED So anyway I am in a ROCK IN A HARD PLACE...I am not sure what to do anymore...
I have been trying to rough it with my illness with NO HEAT because my furnace was red tagged I have 2 small heaters in a house...not working...I have been trying to get help from places but they are not willing to help single sick individuals that have no children. I am really getting tired. My spirit is being broken. Not sure how much more I can take for real!! The thing is if I weren't trying I could understand...but I am!
I have been on my own for almost 2 years without help of anyone...now that I need help...FAMILY EH? yeah RIGHT! SOme of them do try I will say...I can't believe they KNOW WHAT KIND OF TROUBLE I AM IN AND DON'T CARE AT ALL!
I will not give up on this disability thing, I am pissed and I am a BITCH MORE NOW THAN I EVER HAVE BEEN! I will fight until my last breath if need be, then my family can sue! Because I can not work with all that is wrong with me...I have blogged all the info on my illness...I have new symptoms too...My toes have recentey started turning purple!! NICE HUH? AND I CAN'T MAKE THAT SHIT STOP!
I AM JUST A LITTLE MAD! SORRY!! BUT ANYWAY I will give a new update soon maybe some good news...who knows I go to a hearing about my medicaid...we we will see if they give that to me...and I go to my doctor soon as well he is gonna be pissed.
Have a nice Fuckin New year mine has started off really good!! I just want to go where NOONE KNOWS ME!
