I have had am interesting life to date as those of you who know me know, but today it seems differently happy. For years I searched for what was thought to have been both nightmare and dream come true and at last believe I have found what I had lost. I found a place of comfort and a place where my chaotic insanity is safe to reign free---just like the Demons intended. A place where I am understood and kept with in the darkest light I have ever known. Here I dont have to hide or lie or attempt to be what I am not. In this place I am free to indulge my dilusions and reviel in my own darkness. I can celebrate my faiths and deny my beliefs. I am weak and helpless but to submit to that which is more than myself and yet equal still. Years and years of being with out have left me in the same place where everything once began. So many twists in my Yellow Brick Road..................
