sometimes being a grownup sucks balls. Yea, i know. bitching and moaning REALLY does me good. but i'm just cranky at the moment so ya'll have to deal with it. Went and got some christmas shopping done today. that's a good thing. wondering when and how i'm gonna finish, that's a bad thing. worked up a budget to work from month by month. while it makes me feel better to have written my alotments it's depressing to have no money currently to leave for myself for "pleasure" items (like going to the movies or buiyng a new CD or something). having to forgo all that really burns my buttons. I know that it'll get better once there's more money coming in to the house, but right now it is disheartening and things just don't seem to be getting any easier any time soon. so that's my rant on that. ergh. okay, i'm not doing myself ANY good by harping on it at the moment. so i'm gonna try and stop. but i just "had" to rant for a moment.
untill next time, good moshpitting to all.
