in the end....
u oughta listen to "in the end" by linkin park. its one of my current favorite songs. wanna know y? of course u do. Short and to the point. Wednesday u sank low. too low. ive been standing u for the last couple days. trying to get over what u said in front of everyone. But i cant. u tried to tell me u were just playing, but it doesnt matter. u made everyone laugh at my expense, just like the assholes i grew up with. i trusted u though. i trusted u to at least give me the common courtesy not to rip my heart out in front of me and let everyone else laugh at me. its all i can do right now not to tell u to go to hell. ur no better than the immature little pricks i grew up with. i hope u grow up before u ruin what u have going for u. and since ur always wanting me to say these things to ur face, if u ask me to ill inform u of this again wednesday, face to face.
sincerely,
Josh
This is the message I got on my Yahoo 360 page this morning when I logged on. So my response in my blog was:
...*hidden rage*...
Evidently I'm a selfish, immature little bitch who's going to hell. Well, Josh, I'LL FUCKING SEE YOU THERE! I just got a message from him about something I did at church Wednesday night. A question for you, sir, if you're reading this. Why the hell didnt you say anything about it then? Why wait half a week to blow up on me about it? Oh well. I'm not going to worry about it. You hate me? Fine. I can live with that, and evidently a little better than you can! I told you that I didnt mean what I said in a malicious manner. It was the youth group. It's not like they're going to make fun of you for the rest of your life. I would ask you to quit hanging around in obvious places and moping like an abused mutt, but then again, since I seem to annoy you so, I guess I'll let you act sooo pathetic and shit. Call us even. Have fun!
In other news...I finally got to see V for Vendetta last night. It was absolutly wonderful! I think I have another favorite to add to my list. In fact, I think I'll see when Velg'larn gets some time if he'll burn it for me. It's a wonderful movie and I'll watch it all the time! Just like PotC and LotR : II Towers.
