There are so many things, i wish i would of took the time to say.
So many thoughts about tommorrow, and no thoughts about today.
I know i still have love for you, but cant go on the way things are.
I know i will miss you, because at one time you was my shining star.
I would of done anything to make "us" work, but i needed your help.
I would of swam the entire ocean, but i couldnt make it by myself.
I needed your love, your guidance, and your complete faith in me.
I needed you to talk, and tell me the way you wanted things to be.
I needed you to listen, and tell me things that bothered you.
I needed you to communicate, instead of force me away like u do.
I wish things could be different, maybe time will make things change.
I still love you, and that will take along time to change.
So now i sit here all alone, wondering what the future will hold.
How will you react to my words, will it be hot or cold?
I wanted nothing more, then to be a part of your life.
I wanted to hear your troubles, your fears, and your goals in life.
You told me you cant speak about your feelings, and left me in the dark.
I felt used and abused, like nothing i said or did caused you any spark.
Well the ball is in your court, do what it is you want to do.
But if you chose for us to go on, you have to make me believe you.
