Once again i was tested, but somehow i kept my cool.
For awhile there i was scared, thinking i was going to end up being the fool.
You really had me going, with false pretenses of love.
I thought you were someone special, a gift from up above.
You tried to grab my heart, and completely over take me.
And for awhile you had it, but it really wasnt meant to be.
Because i have looked into your eyes, and saw what you was really about.
You could never love me for me, so there was always that doubt.
That you would never change, No matter how hard i tried.
I didnt want to deal with that hardship, i couldnt handle all your cries.
I tried to comfort you as a friend, but you completly shut me out.
You refused to let me talk, no matter what i tried to talk about.
So I leave you to yourself, to suck up your own misery.
You will no longer bring me down, I am stronger then you will ever be.
I thank god for his friendship, that keeps me from going insane.
I thank god for his love, that shelters me from all the pain.
I thank god for the hope, that there will always be a brighter day.
But most importantly I thank god for granting me sanity, that makes all the craziness go away.
