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What are you waiting for?
It's like my soul isn't real.
I give & give,so others just take.
It seems like everyone is being so fake!
I wish I was stronger, like I used to be.
Why does that seem impossible to me?
I know I'm suppossed to start fresh & new.
It just feels like something I can't do.
I feel like my world got torn apart.
But they get to make a brand new start!
His once open heart has ,toward me,turned to stone.
I hate this feeling, of being completely alone.
This is something I'll hide from the world outside.
I'm not the person I want to be inside!
It seems each day I just stand still.
There I am, at the bottom of a hill.
I keep going backward it seems,away from what I could & should be..
The struggles to climb up again,are far greater than anyone can see.
I need some help, some advice without jugment, ridicule or tormenting me!
I never do get that help,I'm the one who must be there for world,no,I'm not free.
Aren't I allowed to ask for help as well?
Or must I continue alone in this hell?
I hope someday soon, the Universe gives me a sign.
To please tell me how I can leave the past behind!
I guess,alone I shall be, for now, until when...
One day maybe I'll get help, but till then..
Here I sit in the in the middle of this lonely place
Continuing for everyone, to put on a brave face..
By: Steph aka Bright Blessings
written: 1/6/2014 @ 11:15 pm
