I want to stop thinking.
I want to stop thinking about HIM.
I want to stop worrying that I'm always making bad decisions.
I want to stop second guessing myself.
I want to stop being redundant.
I want to stop making jokes when I'm in the middle of a serious thought.
I want to stop praying for the same things all the time.
I want to stop crying unless they are happy tears.
I want to stop believing in love if I'm not likely to find it.
I want to stop doubting that I really will find love.
I want to stop analyzing every single song I hear, wondering if anyone has ever heard it and thought of me.
I want to stop wondering if anyone ever thinks about me at all.
I want to stop subjecting my friends to mindless rants guised as blogs.
I want to stop wondering what to have for lunch.
I want to stop worrying about how to say no when I used to say yes.
Any ideas?