( Trusting)
I have learn't over the years, exspecially this past year, not to put my trust in anyone. I made the mistake of doing just that for 4yrs. All I have gotten out of it is pain. The sad part is , he still gives me pain. I don't just mean in mental and emotional form either. I pray to God the man gets everything comming to him. I have never been the type of person for revenge. But!! What I have been though the last year. Has put me there. I can't stand it, because it goes against everything in me.
I know I won't have to lift a finger to him for what he has comming. The Lord will see to that. I just want to be there when it happens. I want to see his face and hear the pain in him that he hs caused me. I just wished I have never come the state in my present time. It is hard to deal with, I don't like ny thoughts and feelings in this.
