I have my ob appointment for an annual and also to see if im pregnant or not, its at 9 am. Im kinda scared to find out cause of the fact if i am Ill be ruining my ex bf's life. But on the other hand ill be happy cause I'll have someone that I can acutally love to death. If you do read this *you know who* Im sorry if it comes out to the point that I am. Well time to get ready to go out an have fun for the last time for a long time if I am.