To my sweet beautiful Spirit
The last words you spoke to me were sad ones , i wished so badly i could of reached out and held you tightly. My heart cries out for you... In our last conversation you told me you were proud of me and that i had really become a better person when in truth i am no better. You made me better it was for you i was a better person a better alpha... Silly to think i could ever take another mate when it was you i really wanted to be with.
I'll never get to tell you the nights i cried and begged for you. The nights i clung tight the army dog you gave me. And the nights i nearly picked up the phone to call you if only to hear your answering machine, Now i would give my life to hear your voice just once more.
I will hold tight the few memories we shared together the nights i held you close as you did me. I hate you have left us ... It was not suppost to be your time. I hope you are running wild and free now my sweet spirit And even though you are gone you are never forgotten we all love you specially me.
I love you Ashleigh
I Mourn her loss
Because i loved her
