*Had it ever crossed your mind that maybe just maybe i seriously love you, had it ever crossed your mind that maybe you really are my world? and that doing that to me really did kill me?*
"NO ... okay no i didn't but i didnt want to at the time either , you have no idea the thoughts that go threw my head every time i turn to walk away from the two of you, you think this is so simple but its not"
"Its not like i get some sick pleasure of hurting you , your the last person i ever wanted to hurt petie, But i know i am and it kills me inside knowing that".......
*Then why Steph why do you do it , why do you tell me you love me and then wonder later on about it, I rather you not tell me at all it makes it a lot easer for me in the long run ... "Why because you can't for a moment think maybe its posible to love two people at once or just the fact its impossible for anyone to love you" ....
Quitly he thought to himself for the answer to her question and said calmly... *It's not a matter of thinking its impossible to be honestly loved just impossible to be honestly loved by you steph, I mean lets not kid ourselves here your the one who keeps saying maybe your just paranoid and you really love Cody your just too afraid to admit it sometimes and you use me as that outlet so just incase it doesnt work you have someone to fall back on*
"Just how can you possibly think that or say that for that matter or are you just that confused to not see when some one hurts or feels bad for something they've done in the past , you dont think i havnt realized i hurt you Petie i know i did but how long are you going to make me sit here and suffer and say i'm sorry"
*As long as it takes for you to stop hurting me steph as long as it takes for you to stop.... because i cant keep doing this i cant keep sitting here and putting you back together every time you fall apart because every time and i mean every time i put you back together i see the woman i want to spend my life with and then i see her walk out the door and back out to the other guy who was the very reason you fell apart in the first place, However you dont see that because you see your the one always over analizing the situation and insted of seeing it for the whole picture you pick at the little blacck spot that turns into a hole tht turns into everything coming apart*
