so i think im going to take it easy for a little bit. go back to work part time at my old job make a little bit of money, enough to get by. i figure i need to get back to what i use to be. myself that is. get back to enjoying life. i want to get back into art. i want to get back into boarding. i miss the ocean oh so much. i miss sitting out in the great big ocean waiting for it to create something wonderful and beautiful. i want to get back to my free spirit ways instead of my cold hearted asshole ways. i need a change in my life. the only way it will happen is if i do it myself. so yyes this is a short one but its a very positive one. so enjoy life.